I was forgiving, I was trying when I was surprised to fall, I was tired and I have been trying for 7 years... I am still only 18 and all this happened to me and if I grow up what will happen? Depression, anxiety, stress, insomnia, and borderline personality disorder are slowly eating away at my soul.. Even my family, which was a refuge of safety, has become a refuge of sorrows.. I am tired of all this harsh life.. I am tired.
@xiomaragonzalez695220 сағат бұрын
I've lost faith in humanity and the meaning of justice or peace, in a corrupted world where the oppressors can't be stopped and we're forced to become numb and just accept our horrible reality with no hope....
@Myn_L23 сағат бұрын
Vivo nas sombras, pode pensar o que quiser e até rir. Não sei fazer nada quando o foco sou eu, Não sei o que dizer, como agir Ou me portar. Não que eu não goste da luz, eu gosto, gosto muito mesmo Mas ela não é para mim, simplesmente não. Sinto minha pele queimar, Meus pelos se arrepiar, Meu peito pesar, Minha respiração falhar, Minha voz travar e Minha alma se desmanchar. Sinto medo, pavor Arrepios, arrependimentos, Anseios, sonhos, Prazeres... Gosto de viver nas sombras. Nelas não me escondo totalmente, Não sou falsa completamente, Mas nem verdadeira completamente. Sou meio termo dos dois pecados. A junção do adorado e odiado, Do perfeito e imperfeito, Do quebrado e abstrato, Do desejo e da repudia, A junção do doce e do amargo Em um equilíbrio quase perfeito. Quase. Sem cores vibrantes ou marcantes, Sem roupas de marca ou delicadas, Sem calçados caros e fuleiros, Diria até roubados. Gosto de viver nas sombras pois ao mesmo tempo que sou odiada, Quando menos esperar também sou adorada e desejada, Não por alguém comum... Não. Por aqueles que não precisam de lanterna para adentrar em um quarto escuro, Para aqueles que não correm quando a escuridão toma conta da sala e cozinha, Para aqueles que sentem conforto na visão do "nada", mas que enxergam tudo o que não poderiam ver com as luzes acesas e nem com o sol em seu ápice. Insta: @cas.rodrigues
@dis9605Күн бұрын
Today is one of those days when I want to throw away every progress and effort I am making to have a different life and return to my safe place where I have no aspirations and nothing but my own loneliness can affect me.
@notresponsibleforyourtearsКүн бұрын
I'm just....not bored but ready
@DrivemasteryeditsКүн бұрын
I just want to quit my addiction that is making me so miserable I just want to live
@amariaesthete-bq2rdКүн бұрын
I don't know where I'll end up or if I'll ever even end up anywhere, but I hope my soul finally gets the rest it deserves ❤🙂↕️
@Bon-jl9le3 күн бұрын
15 got thrown out by mom.have no job no freinds no money.listening to this at a temporary home.thought they cared turns im but an inconvenience wana just off myself but still to shitty to do it myself in the end still an inconvenience😊 all mylife huh nothin but pure shit if you read this goodluck with your problems.because mines not yours ima try to die now .i wanna see a full moon 1 more time before i go im thinkin A brige bi 👋
@SitiMaryam-pv3eg3 күн бұрын
I can't find my self🥺🥺🥺🥺. I'm lost. And i don't know how i go so far. 😢
@tulSYan993 күн бұрын
Lost in the battle of Life.
@mayapop49554 күн бұрын
pathetic... i was once better. i can't tell if i should "forgive myself" as they say or tighten the grip on myself... i was once much, much better.
@kumbangeama...74905 күн бұрын
Will i ever be loved? Will i ever get that love back, i always give but get absolutely nothing in return. Whats wrong with me? I feel so lonely that it hurt. I can't even miss myself cause i don't know if i know who i am at all.
@marisolflores43385 күн бұрын
We are the broken souls.🥀
@firdianasabita96095 күн бұрын
whoever you read my comment, I hope you are still alive until now. I don't know when you read this, maybe when you're sad and open KZread and listen to sad music, maybe there's something like that. but I have to say, that crying is not weakness, you can be tired, you can complain. and whoever wants to complain but doesn't know who to complain to, you forget you have a god. hand over all problems to him and believe steadfastly. I don't know if you guys are experiencing the same problem as me, maybe even worse than me. but I hope you keep persevering until the end, maybe there will be many painful things, but I hope you have someone who reminds you not to give up. but if you really don't have a place to go home to, and a reason not to give up, don't be discouraged, yes, there are many people in this world who will love you very much. I hope you eat well, and smile a lot. I hope you are fine wherever you are. I like writing things in the comments column, because I'm sad that there are many people whose lives are more unhappy than myself. That's why let's strengthen each other, even though this is virtual, I still love you. I'm just a 15 year old girl. I don't yet understand what will come ahead waiting for me. I also haven't or haven't even experienced what adults experience today. but I love my brothers and sisters or anyone who reads this. I hope you stay alive. Thank You.❤
@aloneinafrica5 күн бұрын
Im just numb now
@matteobugli65446 күн бұрын
to all the people here, heal, there is hope. <3
@rmycelesi10136 күн бұрын
im tired of myself for believing in ppl who don't even really care for me.. idk why but my heart just surviving and deteriorating at this point I want to feel alive one again but the feathers I had when I once was with her made me feel like a god with just her presence but now they dragging me down bc of the memories... memories are made to reflect on our own not the others but the way we look at them with our own perspective of the world, the knowledge we stacked since young age . I feel like everything is according to god's plan to make me belief even more in him but Ikwykw we just deluding ourselves in a world with incredible places and ppl but life in itself is a cage and when u realize this it becomes different ..;
@annienguyen85866 күн бұрын
🖤🖤🖤
@user-vj2yy1uw7z6 күн бұрын
It's not always fun being a vulnerable emotional little shit, to hurt and cry so much but i also love and laugh so much as well. We can't really appreciate the peace and joy without the pain nor the sun without the rain. You know 💋
@Chiarani.martina7 күн бұрын
He tenido consuelo en la fantasía de encontrar paz al otro lado del océano. A veces no es suficiente, y no planifico acabar conmigo misma... No tengo la valentía. Sólo lo deseo.
@cissams7 күн бұрын
❤❤
@SymR9967 күн бұрын
whats the Picutre's name?
@shankarzana9967 күн бұрын
12.5.2024 😶
@TearGasFarts7 күн бұрын
Life is just the way you look out the window, you can love the rain or you can hate it. I hope you can grow from your failure and learn that even when you feel like surrendering, remember, every setback lies the seed of opportunity, to be honest life is like a short hike it’s just the matter of how you veiw it.
@m.meghana23658 күн бұрын
I m so frustrated with my every day life i cant do anything that i wanna i will just quit it stuff have been not getting better nothings changing only getting worse and worse idk what am i even doing why am i even doing why am i ?
@matudas4168 күн бұрын
Hey god Forgive me men, please forgive me for every reason for which I disappointed you. I cannot live with these sorrows,more.
@ihsansefaozer74058 күн бұрын
Just the existence of such a playlist made me very happy.
@looolminako46808 күн бұрын
Я слушаю это уже 2,5 года. Так много было пережить за это время.. Но хочу сказать вам, что все когда-нибудь наладится, ты пройдёшь эти трудности, станешь ещё сильнее и сможешь потом облегчённо вздохнуть, сказать себе "я смогла.." и стать самой счастливой и свободной
@RekhaSingh-ph8kd8 күн бұрын
Vent here 👇
@_momo_o.8 күн бұрын
i miss the old me.
@ahmedtibba9 күн бұрын
House stark
@AffectionateNoodles-jq1fh9 күн бұрын
I never understood from the start...never stood a chance from the get go. Stay weird to those who hadnt the need to feel welcomed. Au revoir all.
@user-no8od9rv8d10 күн бұрын
I wake up-tired I get ready-still tired I go through the motions-tired I “smile” -tired I “laugh” -tired I be the funny girl ive always had to be But all i see is tired when i look at me I hate the tired that consumes me Or do i hate me? I lay in bed-tired Cry it all away-tired I try to stay alive-tired I dont want to survive They tell me it gets better They know its a lie Theyre just trying to get me to feel better, for a while But it doesnt work It never works. But i still get up-tired And i still go through the motions-so tired But I know, i guess ive always known It will never go away It path on my life will never stray Even as my own life frays Maybe, if i were to go Maybe, just maybe, the tired, the guilt, the pain would flow Aways from me, leaving me finally free But for now, these are only dreams in my restless sleep. But there will come a day One day, one simple day One day, all those nights of dissaray Will cease As will the tired As will the thin wire that is my life. Me leaning slowly, oh so slowly, drifting off. Away
@bugsbunny338410 күн бұрын
I wish I were a more successful person in life I hate myself to death
@kaiser486910 күн бұрын
I want to listen to the sound of birds singing in the morning in a garden where there is no one else.Somewhere away from people. A garden without anxiety, hatred and all other bad emotions. Just birds and fruit trees.
@tomjustin896610 күн бұрын
THIS IS KINDA MOTIVATION SONGS FOR ME THO 🗣️💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥
@user-qu2cl5me4w10 күн бұрын
я хочу чтобы ты отказался от меня, мне не будет больно, я не умею любить, я наверное не люблю тебя, но я знаю что ты любишь меня хотя бы иногда. Но если в заправду любишь меня всегда, то я все равно в этом сомневаюсь, я не нужна тебе, от меня тебе будет только хуже, поэтому, прошу оставь меня, ведь я слишком слабая чтобы бросить тебя, разлюби меня, чтобы мы не страдали больше.
@user-ub8ho2fk1z10 күн бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@ghosted_real2211 күн бұрын
Two more weeks.
@firdianasabita96095 күн бұрын
what's with the next two weeks? you will still live, right?? I am worried
@ghosted_real225 күн бұрын
@@firdianasabita9609 I’m still alive.
@firdianasabita96095 күн бұрын
hftttt, it feels like you're going to write a will, hehe. I hope you are always healthy
@monstervideo295811 күн бұрын
i lost in whit
@saumya19Sam11 күн бұрын
Remind me of this place please !!
@imago14311 күн бұрын
Я читаю комментарии и плачу. Надеюсь, у вас всех, солнышки, всё наладится, и вы почувствуете себя лучше
@LunarRanulgachagameTM11 күн бұрын
Each sound of the guitar sounds like it's describing my journey in this life
@Ne_eil11 күн бұрын
I hope one day you have the courage to run away from everything that makes you miserable.. ~someone
@dagonthedragon574211 күн бұрын
People always forget that pain is a sign your still alive... and if you are alive you can change things if you do it now, or later does not matter but, you do. I'm proud of you. Good job.
@Fulltimedelulu12 күн бұрын
The majority of the time I’m sad for no reason.
@tylerrobbins831112 күн бұрын
😑 ahhh melencholic depression my one constant in this world. Well I am tired, I might rest a while as things only get worse from here.
@Lalchawisanga312 күн бұрын
I lost my job and in dept i have. Been given a week to give it back so i really tired .. i just want to sleep and let go of everything .. I'm sleepy
@amarjitmusic_4you12 күн бұрын
Thank You so much for my 659 Subscribers increased 💗🥲
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I was forgiving, I was trying when I was surprised to fall, I was tired and I have been trying for 7 years... I am still only 18 and all this happened to me and if I grow up what will happen? Depression, anxiety, stress, insomnia, and borderline personality disorder are slowly eating away at my soul.. Even my family, which was a refuge of safety, has become a refuge of sorrows.. I am tired of all this harsh life.. I am tired.
I've lost faith in humanity and the meaning of justice or peace, in a corrupted world where the oppressors can't be stopped and we're forced to become numb and just accept our horrible reality with no hope....
Vivo nas sombras, pode pensar o que quiser e até rir. Não sei fazer nada quando o foco sou eu, Não sei o que dizer, como agir Ou me portar. Não que eu não goste da luz, eu gosto, gosto muito mesmo Mas ela não é para mim, simplesmente não. Sinto minha pele queimar, Meus pelos se arrepiar, Meu peito pesar, Minha respiração falhar, Minha voz travar e Minha alma se desmanchar. Sinto medo, pavor Arrepios, arrependimentos, Anseios, sonhos, Prazeres... Gosto de viver nas sombras. Nelas não me escondo totalmente, Não sou falsa completamente, Mas nem verdadeira completamente. Sou meio termo dos dois pecados. A junção do adorado e odiado, Do perfeito e imperfeito, Do quebrado e abstrato, Do desejo e da repudia, A junção do doce e do amargo Em um equilíbrio quase perfeito. Quase. Sem cores vibrantes ou marcantes, Sem roupas de marca ou delicadas, Sem calçados caros e fuleiros, Diria até roubados. Gosto de viver nas sombras pois ao mesmo tempo que sou odiada, Quando menos esperar também sou adorada e desejada, Não por alguém comum... Não. Por aqueles que não precisam de lanterna para adentrar em um quarto escuro, Para aqueles que não correm quando a escuridão toma conta da sala e cozinha, Para aqueles que sentem conforto na visão do "nada", mas que enxergam tudo o que não poderiam ver com as luzes acesas e nem com o sol em seu ápice. Insta: @cas.rodrigues
Today is one of those days when I want to throw away every progress and effort I am making to have a different life and return to my safe place where I have no aspirations and nothing but my own loneliness can affect me.
I'm just....not bored but ready
I just want to quit my addiction that is making me so miserable I just want to live
I don't know where I'll end up or if I'll ever even end up anywhere, but I hope my soul finally gets the rest it deserves ❤🙂↕️
15 got thrown out by mom.have no job no freinds no money.listening to this at a temporary home.thought they cared turns im but an inconvenience wana just off myself but still to shitty to do it myself in the end still an inconvenience😊 all mylife huh nothin but pure shit if you read this goodluck with your problems.because mines not yours ima try to die now .i wanna see a full moon 1 more time before i go im thinkin A brige bi 👋
I can't find my self🥺🥺🥺🥺. I'm lost. And i don't know how i go so far. 😢
Lost in the battle of Life.
pathetic... i was once better. i can't tell if i should "forgive myself" as they say or tighten the grip on myself... i was once much, much better.
Will i ever be loved? Will i ever get that love back, i always give but get absolutely nothing in return. Whats wrong with me? I feel so lonely that it hurt. I can't even miss myself cause i don't know if i know who i am at all.
We are the broken souls.🥀
whoever you read my comment, I hope you are still alive until now. I don't know when you read this, maybe when you're sad and open KZread and listen to sad music, maybe there's something like that. but I have to say, that crying is not weakness, you can be tired, you can complain. and whoever wants to complain but doesn't know who to complain to, you forget you have a god. hand over all problems to him and believe steadfastly. I don't know if you guys are experiencing the same problem as me, maybe even worse than me. but I hope you keep persevering until the end, maybe there will be many painful things, but I hope you have someone who reminds you not to give up. but if you really don't have a place to go home to, and a reason not to give up, don't be discouraged, yes, there are many people in this world who will love you very much. I hope you eat well, and smile a lot. I hope you are fine wherever you are. I like writing things in the comments column, because I'm sad that there are many people whose lives are more unhappy than myself. That's why let's strengthen each other, even though this is virtual, I still love you. I'm just a 15 year old girl. I don't yet understand what will come ahead waiting for me. I also haven't or haven't even experienced what adults experience today. but I love my brothers and sisters or anyone who reads this. I hope you stay alive. Thank You.❤
Im just numb now
to all the people here, heal, there is hope. <3
im tired of myself for believing in ppl who don't even really care for me.. idk why but my heart just surviving and deteriorating at this point I want to feel alive one again but the feathers I had when I once was with her made me feel like a god with just her presence but now they dragging me down bc of the memories... memories are made to reflect on our own not the others but the way we look at them with our own perspective of the world, the knowledge we stacked since young age . I feel like everything is according to god's plan to make me belief even more in him but Ikwykw we just deluding ourselves in a world with incredible places and ppl but life in itself is a cage and when u realize this it becomes different ..;
🖤🖤🖤
It's not always fun being a vulnerable emotional little shit, to hurt and cry so much but i also love and laugh so much as well. We can't really appreciate the peace and joy without the pain nor the sun without the rain. You know 💋
He tenido consuelo en la fantasía de encontrar paz al otro lado del océano. A veces no es suficiente, y no planifico acabar conmigo misma... No tengo la valentía. Sólo lo deseo.
❤❤
whats the Picutre's name?
12.5.2024 😶
Life is just the way you look out the window, you can love the rain or you can hate it. I hope you can grow from your failure and learn that even when you feel like surrendering, remember, every setback lies the seed of opportunity, to be honest life is like a short hike it’s just the matter of how you veiw it.
I m so frustrated with my every day life i cant do anything that i wanna i will just quit it stuff have been not getting better nothings changing only getting worse and worse idk what am i even doing why am i even doing why am i ?
Hey god Forgive me men, please forgive me for every reason for which I disappointed you. I cannot live with these sorrows,more.
Just the existence of such a playlist made me very happy.
Я слушаю это уже 2,5 года. Так много было пережить за это время.. Но хочу сказать вам, что все когда-нибудь наладится, ты пройдёшь эти трудности, станешь ещё сильнее и сможешь потом облегчённо вздохнуть, сказать себе "я смогла.." и стать самой счастливой и свободной
Vent here 👇
i miss the old me.
House stark
I never understood from the start...never stood a chance from the get go. Stay weird to those who hadnt the need to feel welcomed. Au revoir all.
I wake up-tired I get ready-still tired I go through the motions-tired I “smile” -tired I “laugh” -tired I be the funny girl ive always had to be But all i see is tired when i look at me I hate the tired that consumes me Or do i hate me? I lay in bed-tired Cry it all away-tired I try to stay alive-tired I dont want to survive They tell me it gets better They know its a lie Theyre just trying to get me to feel better, for a while But it doesnt work It never works. But i still get up-tired And i still go through the motions-so tired But I know, i guess ive always known It will never go away It path on my life will never stray Even as my own life frays Maybe, if i were to go Maybe, just maybe, the tired, the guilt, the pain would flow Aways from me, leaving me finally free But for now, these are only dreams in my restless sleep. But there will come a day One day, one simple day One day, all those nights of dissaray Will cease As will the tired As will the thin wire that is my life. Me leaning slowly, oh so slowly, drifting off. Away
I wish I were a more successful person in life I hate myself to death
I want to listen to the sound of birds singing in the morning in a garden where there is no one else.Somewhere away from people. A garden without anxiety, hatred and all other bad emotions. Just birds and fruit trees.
THIS IS KINDA MOTIVATION SONGS FOR ME THO 🗣️💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥
я хочу чтобы ты отказался от меня, мне не будет больно, я не умею любить, я наверное не люблю тебя, но я знаю что ты любишь меня хотя бы иногда. Но если в заправду любишь меня всегда, то я все равно в этом сомневаюсь, я не нужна тебе, от меня тебе будет только хуже, поэтому, прошу оставь меня, ведь я слишком слабая чтобы бросить тебя, разлюби меня, чтобы мы не страдали больше.
❤❤❤❤
Two more weeks.
what's with the next two weeks? you will still live, right?? I am worried
@@firdianasabita9609 I’m still alive.
hftttt, it feels like you're going to write a will, hehe. I hope you are always healthy
i lost in whit
Remind me of this place please !!
Я читаю комментарии и плачу. Надеюсь, у вас всех, солнышки, всё наладится, и вы почувствуете себя лучше
Each sound of the guitar sounds like it's describing my journey in this life
I hope one day you have the courage to run away from everything that makes you miserable.. ~someone
People always forget that pain is a sign your still alive... and if you are alive you can change things if you do it now, or later does not matter but, you do. I'm proud of you. Good job.
The majority of the time I’m sad for no reason.
😑 ahhh melencholic depression my one constant in this world. Well I am tired, I might rest a while as things only get worse from here.
I lost my job and in dept i have. Been given a week to give it back so i really tired .. i just want to sleep and let go of everything .. I'm sleepy
Thank You so much for my 659 Subscribers increased 💗🥲