timestamps: 1 Loneliness by martin czerny 0:00 2 Bitter 3:39 3 Dance of mortal dreams 5:34 4 i can't see you in my dreams 8:16 5 starlight hope 10:09 6 A heart in pain 12:37 7 you saved me from myself 15:08 8 My cells are calling you 18:31 9 Last carees on my soul 22:05 10 Endless road of greif 25:13 11 okay 28:27 12 isolation 30:59 13 aligned by depavville 32:42 14 the hours BY phillip glass 35:08 15 The last meeting no precussion BY Eidar ibrahimavic 38:52 16 The half light BY Peter cavallo 41:24 17 Affection BY Martin Czerny 44:27

The music and the painting reminds me of how i have felt for the past 8 months scince I lost my beloved mama.... she died two days before my 48 birthday....i am an only child she is my best friend and i have a huge part of me lonely and missing her...she looked right at me and took her last breath....i helped take care of her while she lay dying daily from small cell lung cancer...she had beautiful black hair just like in the painting and very pale complexion and the prettiest hazel eyes....her name is linda.... ❤I miss you mama❤

@theone1480

Күн бұрын

i pray your pain has lessoned brother. Your mother raised you to be a good man

This makes me feel like. I want to go back, to the beginning of my life and try again. Try to see my life again and develop more perspectives, meet new people, and enjoy time with those i am going to lose.

@SamuelBlack84

Жыл бұрын

I would live to do the same. Except, in my case, I would study and work harder. And, all those who ever hurt me would pay dearly wirh their lives

@souzah523

Жыл бұрын

Here and now, just start now.

@andrescano2152

Жыл бұрын

@@souzah523 Agreee! Never is too late!

@qBaaN

Жыл бұрын

You can still do that. Let go of the past and begin again but this time with all those aspirations in mind. You never know if you never try. It will be a challenge at first but with time it will become a habit. There still is hope.

@NovemberRain-1975

3 ай бұрын

Keep that same want and perspective and take it to your next life.....but u can also still do that in this life....better late than never ❤

If I knew what I know now, I would have been more grateful for the time we had..

Cold, snow covered morning. My rheumatic body is in a sort of shock. Listening to this has helped me think of other things. Calming. Thank you. x

@ItsKatinasWorld

4 ай бұрын

🙏🏾

i love your attitude, it felt good to see that you don't put ads in your videos. that's enough for me to get a like and subscribe

Surrounded yet isolated and alone. This is my life

@goldenthemes692

Күн бұрын

You will find peace if you look for it

It is the most heart touching playlist I have ever listened to..

I often hate myself, I often wish life was different and I could take away the trauma. I feel so much. The world is out of control and I want to dissappear. Money, family, responsibility and my beautiful new daughter keep me here, but it's hard. Hard for me to keep going. No one cares, but I have to keep going for those I love.

@jerryosullivan4166

3 ай бұрын

Lord Jesus ,

@NovemberRain-1975

Ай бұрын

I care because I've been there...I overdosed at 15 years old on a little over 300 pills....my mama found me and saved me....I've always felt the way u say u do...and now my mama is gone....I feel it even more than ever before....but like u i have adult children to be here for....I raised them by myself....my bubble was my mama and my 3 children....now its my children...I keep going for the ones i love for the ones that are left that are more important ....I may not know you...but I do care and I do understand and you are NOT ALONE....hope this helps u somehow.... blessed be and stay safe and love the ones who are here with you...I live for my mama also who wouldn't want me to waste what time I have that she gave to me...without her there would have been NO ME ❤️

@Zhezin

Ай бұрын

@NovemberRain-1975 Thank you brother, my Momma is my world too. I want her to be proud of the man I've become. Thank you for the love

@joelbiju8857

Ай бұрын

at least you all have people to love you and help you. I’m so messed up and my life is in shambles. wish I had someone to lend me a helping hand.

The person I loved left me and I have no news right now, I have to study but I don't focus on, my heart is broken and these days are very hard

@jerryosullivan4166

3 ай бұрын

I know one who will never leave, and proved his Love , Lord Jesus

Im soo glad i found ur channel thank you so much for those ammazing pieces of art ur videos are ammazing thank you ❤❤❤

Beautiful music the picture too ❤️

the painting is beautiful.

Your violin playlists are really great !

@goldenthemes692

Жыл бұрын

thank you❤

i love the paintings here

Thank you for making my day

Thanks you for this ! ❤

I love these songs!

LOVE THIS OMG😍

Beautiful playlist 😍

I love my solitude

Beautiful :)

Eargasm ❤❤❤

🖤

Miss you

A minha companhia na solidão.

Any possibility you have a spotify playlist? Thankk you!

@goldenthemes692

Жыл бұрын

i have spotify but its not well managed yet. I will link the spotify soon

What is the name of the painting ??

This brings me back to crossroad the LORD is always willing and ready to meet me at when my broken heart has to release yet another dream into the void of what never was and never will be again. I have lost love, all possessions, my career, my home, and all who dared to call me family or friend. In my life, I gave my all for them I loved with betrayal my only reply, along with the mocking refrain that guards my way back even in memory to when I was a husband and father before I was cruelly forsaken after working through a nervous breakdown, a very painful 9 year ordeal with 4 walnut sized gallstones needing surgery, an extreme reaction to a psychological medication that racked my nervous system for 2 years straight beginning with a mild stroke, followed by a couple minor infarctions, another mild stroke, and a major seizure which sent me into strong convulsion while fighting a second related nervous breakdown about 13 months back. To say that the weight of a planet was thrust upon my shoulders would be no minute understatement. T'was only my faith which spared me and retained and reignited the flame of hope enough to carry on unafraid, for having lost all I loved except God, it was in the bleak blackness of the abyss of surrendering to a seeming appointment with unending conscious oblivion (what I believe to be the condition of Hell) that the Holy Spirit made Himself beknownst to me, and thus began since last October 11th the beginning of my eternity with the Truth I all my life had sought to find; my LORD and my GOD😇

@elouisetimpson2981

Жыл бұрын

🙏😌

Balsamo para las heridas.

How can I get the paint you used?

@goldenthemes692

11 ай бұрын

its my nicola samori

Working out to this playlist makes me feel like I just got out of a relationship 😂

@qBaaN

Жыл бұрын

I’m working out to this too lol

How could you do this to me? They love me too much. I have so much damn money, it’s grotesque so I burn it in an attempt to erase you but all I feel is more guilt. I could burn the world and I swear that I would but I it wouldn’t bring us back. I could scream loud and long to burn scars into the back of my throat but you wont hear a scratch. You’ve been gone for so long now that when I picture your face, I’m ashamed to admit the gaps are growing more and more each day. I’ve known you since we were kids. Though we never played, we longed and then we grew and we danced with the world at our feet. Created lives and played god with divine threads interweaved. I remember when your face in the back of my eyes was all I could see. Now that you’re gone and it’s been this long, the abyss that was, coalesces into a shoreline I see. Though not silver and washed in the resolve of our blood, I survive and in time I pray these sins are dissolved.

How come every music video has cringy comments?

Your disclaimer seems exactly what in Italian we call a "supercazzola"... there is no need to tell lies to inflate your video with adds, rather keep quiet and let users decide of they want to suffer an interruption every minute ☮️