Call Me Sam

Call Me Sam

Hi my name is Sam and here on this channel I share as honestly as I can as I do my best to heal my body and mind.

Finally unafraid

Finally unafraid

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  • @user-og4uq8ey1v
    @user-og4uq8ey1vСағат бұрын

    My mum was paranoid schizophrenic and my dad was old hoarder. Both looking the other way while I grew up alone. Am now, finally, working through my complex trauma with Tim Fletcher's Lift group online. It works on a subconscious level. Your brain wants answers and says "how do I fix/learn this stuff". You just find yourself recognising healthy and speaking healthy after a while. Still got loads to do, but have made a really significant beginning on my journey back home to love.

  • @user-og4uq8ey1v
    @user-og4uq8ey1vСағат бұрын

    Should read OCD hoarder

  • @nixon01041974
    @nixon01041974Сағат бұрын

    💎 so precious. Like listening to an embodied diamond. ❤

  • @DexterDexter123
    @DexterDexter1232 сағат бұрын

    this is the most useful post ❤

  • @elisewells1502
    @elisewells15022 сағат бұрын

    You are such a beautiful man, thank you for sharing. My child is trans male and to hear and see you, to listen to your journey makes me think about their struggles to be truly seen and loved for themselves.

  • @Kgreenyah
    @Kgreenyah5 сағат бұрын

    Such a beautiful yet sad story. I appreciate you sharing. As a mom I am learning so much from this. May the most high bless you.

  • @raukuraropiha7559
    @raukuraropiha75597 сағат бұрын

    You have such a beautiful Soul, ThanQ for sharing your life experience. Aro'anui Raukura

  • @nadiasessen2929
    @nadiasessen29297 сағат бұрын

    Profoundly healing, helpful, so honest and what the world needs to hear. I am so grateful You are coming through all this pain with with growing self Love and a powerful message so many are in need of. Thank you, this is what i needed in a heavy time. Your reflection is turning on some light bulbs for me as i often find myself trying to fix myself and prove that i am not worthy of my own or others love. Thank you thank you thank you, 🙏🩵✨🪷🦋 May we all become free and remember the essence of Love that we are all made of.

  • @Shellie7howard
    @Shellie7howard8 сағат бұрын

    I was molested for 2 years from a teenage babysitter. She was supposed to take care of me and make sure I was safe but she took advantage of my innocence. I ran from the torture in my mind for a long time because I felt that the adults in my life knew about the abuse and just looked the other way it was hard for me to trust others. It still haunts my sleep but I have decided to take my childhood and use it to help others. You are a brave man and thank you for sharing journey.

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-Sam3 сағат бұрын

    Well done . I wish you well and wish you peace

  • @Shellie7howard
    @Shellie7howard8 сағат бұрын

    I was molested for 2 years from a teenage babysitter. She was supposed to take care of me and make sure I was safe but she took advantage of my innocence. I ran from the torture in my mind for a long time because I felt that the adults in my life knew about the abuse and just looked the other way it was hard for me to trust others. It still haunts my sleep but I have decided to take my childhood and use it to help others. You are a brave man and thank you for sharing journey.

  • @VeggEase
    @VeggEase8 сағат бұрын

    Namaste. The God in me honors the God in you. I know I am not my body. I know I have lived many lives...some as male, some as female....other lives as a planet or a star. Gender to me has to do with my genitals, and chromosomes. I know I am more in touch with my masculinity than many women . I feel very blessed to feel in touch with both my masculine and feminine energies. I have been called "sir" more times than I can count. I get it, I have very masculine features for a woman. I choose not to embrace any labels which try to define how I feel as a masculine woman. I am both all at once...maybe nonbinary makes some people feel more comfortable. in their own skin, but not for me. To me it's more about love than gender. I have been with both men and women. My angels and guides helped feel more comfortable in my skin when they mentioned to me "you are better with women". Lesbian would be the common term for a woman who loves a woman, I feel most comfortable with this term for now. Ideally, soon... everyone will get more in touch with their true self ...the being who chose to incarnate into the physical body on Earth. You are not your body, but you did choose to come experience Earth life in the body you have. Just embrace your body however you feel comfortable. Society does not have to rule your every day decisions. dress how you want, love how you want, and express yourself how you want. I bless you with a magnificent outcomes.

  • @JadeW-nx3dw
    @JadeW-nx3dw8 сағат бұрын

    “Every blade of grass, every tree, and every beautiful fern is in exactly the right place. It can be no other way”. Priceless. You are noticed, heard, and valued, Sam. Your deep understanding of the human condition is a rare gift that reaches people across the spectrum. Much of what you discuss in your videos regarding the human psyche is applicable even to those who do not have CPTSD. It takes tremendous courage to share what you share and the way you share it. Thank you…

  • @JoJo-vv9rs
    @JoJo-vv9rs9 сағат бұрын

    Wow I am I'm so happy for this beautiful place you are in your life and in real life being in nature always makes me feel so much better thank you for sharing your story it's an important one and it really needs to be heard like you said it's your story but it is nice to let people know what may be going on thank you I'm giving you a huge hug from Kentucky in the US

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-Sam3 сағат бұрын

    Your hug is most welcome, thank you

  • @pugmamma2828
    @pugmamma282810 сағат бұрын

    You are amazing whom ever you wish to be. Thank you for your story. You are an amazing soul who has had quite the journey of self discovery. You are loved for your bravery

  • @user-sm1ub2yq1g
    @user-sm1ub2yq1g10 сағат бұрын

    I see you. And I love you as a human tho we've not met. Thank you for your bravery and your eloquence of word.

  • @directinprint
    @directinprint11 сағат бұрын

    yes!!! sam your messages and monologues are so honest and beautiful! ❤❤ I’m praying for you!

  • @barbarah6002
    @barbarah600213 сағат бұрын

    Dear Sam, Recently I discovered your videos- and they help me so much. You have found your own voice. Wauw. And that finding my own voice- is exactly what I am also slowly slowly developing. “ Inhabiting yourself”- you say in this video. I have just started.. Way in my fifties. I sometimes start to feel a glimpse of grief about what my rough start in life has costed me. But also so grateful and surprised that somehow , because of my healing work, for the first time I feel like I have crossed over a bridge that I have never been able to cross. I think the bridge is called something like “ I live. I have the right to be here.“ Although self hate still can come up, I don’t drown in that wave. Thank you Sam, for your wisdom and ability to give words to your healing proces.

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-Sam3 сағат бұрын

    You do have a right to be ..... you were invited ! Claim you place , claim the gift that you were given so that you may give it to others. The gift is you. In all of time there is and only ever will be one you. Inhabit your uniqueness , flaws and all. Live with your self in the truest way you can, those flaws are what makes us beautiful.. YOU ARE HERE ! Love Sam

  • @barbarah6002
    @barbarah6002Сағат бұрын

    @@Call-Me-Sam Thank you very very much Sam. Your words help me inside. And- I have not yet watched all your videos- but I wonder what helped you really inhabit your body again in daily life? How did you stop walking dissociated through your day? I myself follow a course online about childhoodtrauma and healing the nervous system- with daily exercises to become able to step out of the freeze- way of being. But large parts of the day and especially around others, I am still living in my head…. So how did you do it, my that you are able to connect with the moment again? And it takes time, right? Thank you so much for being so open and vulnerable on KZread! Maybe you answer me or make a video about it? Or have you done that already?

  • @adrienneelyse9025
    @adrienneelyse902517 сағат бұрын

    Thank you, Sam. As a survivor of sexual abuse as a young girl and the negative effects of that following me until my late teens, I empathize with the emotional turmoil, confusion, and questioning of the true self and well-being that can occur. I empathize with repenting and seeking the truth. This video is vulnerable to create, and it is difficult to revisit trauma. I admire your willingness and strength to help walk humanity home to the truth. I hope to speak some day. This is what will set us free to be whole again. This is what will help people escape the vicious cycle of trauma and its harmful consequences. We must protect and advocate for our children from neglectful situations. Do not ignore or judge, but rather be the adult that changes a child's life from despair to hope, and gratefulness. There is a light at the end of the tunnel of the true healing journey, and you are on it Sam.

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-Sam14 сағат бұрын

    Thank you very much

  • @allarahmcmullin3189
    @allarahmcmullin318917 сағат бұрын

    Wow! Wow! My heart! My heart! Thank you ❤

  • @LenaL146
    @LenaL14620 сағат бұрын

    What an amazing insight, thank you so much for sharing your story. I wish you every happiness and joy in the world ❤❤

  • @susanjack2266
    @susanjack226621 сағат бұрын

    What a beautiful soul you have Sam. My heart breaks for all you’ve been through. I love your honesty. You are truly wonderful. 💕

  • @aliensbestfriend
    @aliensbestfriend23 сағат бұрын

    You are such a wise man. 💜

  • @madelinewise8692
    @madelinewise8692Күн бұрын

    Thank you for your truth.

  • @polyglotpress
    @polyglotpressКүн бұрын

    In Buddhism, it is said that overly-gendered humans-that is overly masculinized or overly feminized individuals are unsuitable for monasticism. Monks and nuns, both of whom shave their heads upon accepting their vows, aspire towards a genderless state. It is not that their masculine or feminine nature is not seen, but rather that it becomes irrelevant in the pursuit of enlightenment. You remind me of some of the Buddhist elders whom I have met. Please accept my condolences for your extreme suffering and my admiration for your robust quest of wisdom and compassion in equal measure, and enjoyment of other sentient beings (the beautiful dogs under your care).

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-SamКүн бұрын

    Thank you

  • @tamarasanders5264
    @tamarasanders5264Күн бұрын

    Yes. That's called release. Let it out. Learn to separate the emotion from the insodent I am proud of you Sam. ❤

  • @tamarasanders5264
    @tamarasanders5264Күн бұрын

    Hi Sam I am not a Dr. or Therapist. I am a Reverend and an Empath , and recovering Alcoholic. I want to say to you that I think and feel your life healing journey is coming along well. I am in my 60's and living with much abuse in my life and finding recovery and also people who have lived what I've lived, My journey mirrors yours. I have screamed, become so angry that I almost took someone innocent life. I knew then I needed help. I don't regret my journey. I would not be able to help others. Keep going. You have courage to KZread your path. I don't. I still have some fears to work on. I too am not or ever will be fully 100% recovered until I die. So keep going. And I will keep watching ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-SamКүн бұрын

    Thank you

  • @rosemarykirby7489
    @rosemarykirby7489Күн бұрын

    So beautiful place to tell a brave story. Wow. I love this man. Wonderful voice. He seems content in his skin now. Amazing. Thank you for telling your story!

  • @AngeliqueW1
    @AngeliqueW1Күн бұрын

    Sending hugs & 🩵🩵🩵!

  • @magicmissy
    @magicmissyКүн бұрын

    Sam, thanks for being so brutally honest, brave, and open. Your story is reaching many, and undoubtedly helping more than you can possibly know.

  • @WeAreBullets
    @WeAreBulletsКүн бұрын

    if theres no humans out there to interrupt you during your videos then for sure there will be a bird. lol. that was cool, i love birds. i know this is an old video but of course im sort of slowly diving into your reflections. i cant tell you how much i appreciate you sharing about your journey and about becoming human and more real, its such important stuff for us all to talk to each other about. also i really appreciate how simple and serene your videos are, its beautiful

  • @megsley
    @megsleyКүн бұрын

    a few weeks from 39, and I've never felt more comfortable with myself then I do now. it's strange, how much my attitudes on alot of things have really done a 180 in the past few years, but that change has helped me feel far more safe, happy, and hopeful. I've been spending more time in nature, being active, and just genuinely interacting with others and its all felt so good. Being surrounded by what's real and natural, it brings such peace. Keep loving yourself and keep moving forward ❤

  • @tamarasanders5264
    @tamarasanders5264Күн бұрын

    Well Sam I am very proud of you. On the beach, that feeling was self forgiveness. Acceptance of your real self Lots of love to you❤❤❤❤❤

  • @sarahakin
    @sarahakinКүн бұрын

    This was so profound. Much respect.

  • @skinvestor9168
    @skinvestor9168Күн бұрын

    thank you Professor Xavier

  • @helenquarmby6575
    @helenquarmby6575Күн бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story. 💚🙏💚

  • @tamarahjackelen4671
    @tamarahjackelen4671Күн бұрын

    Your words touched me at the core I appreciate you and your sharing

  • @Briooiuou
    @BriooiuouКүн бұрын

    “Now I come home to myself in truth” Such immense love to you Sam

  • @netw52
    @netw52Күн бұрын

    Your voice is so soothing. Have you ever thought of doing guided meditations? You would be a natural.

  • @dovebair
    @dovebairКүн бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing this, Sam. I can absolutely understand why you didn’t want to keep retreading your story. It sounds like the beginning of your life was catastrophically traumatic, and you were strong enough to find a way to survive. I am in awe of the strength that you have shared with us today. I think your path to this enlightened moment has been circuitous, but that’s what makes it valuable. You are able to see your story from so many more sides than a person usually can, and I’m glad that your journey has, in someway, helped you find the truth. You are worthy of love, you do deserve to be here, you deserve more than objectification and violation. You are clearly a beautiful soul that has been forged in the most horrific fires. I truly hope that you feel safe now, that you are surrounded by those that love you, and that you, at long last, have peace. Thank you for the gift you have given us, by sharing your story so bravely, after living your life so bravely. Wishing you all the best ❤

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-SamКүн бұрын

    Thank you

  • @birchtree28
    @birchtree28Күн бұрын

    This was extremely moving. Thank you for not whining, but just explaining .

  • @J-zr9lg
    @J-zr9lgКүн бұрын

    ❤x

  • @Jean-ev1sf
    @Jean-ev1sfКүн бұрын

    FORGIVENESS!!!! Of oneself ❤️🙏🏻

  • @amyrichardson2549
    @amyrichardson25492 күн бұрын

    Sam thank you I was abused all my life even now on different levels I can relate some because I don't know who I am and I'll be 58, maybe it's not to late and hopeless as I've convinced myself

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-Sam2 күн бұрын

    It is definitely never too late to begin inhabiting your self, with kindness and acceptance.

  • @dazzamorris2793
    @dazzamorris27932 күн бұрын

    I had a breakdown that i turned into a break through into my healing

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-Sam2 күн бұрын

    Well done. Agreed, it is an opportunity .

  • @dazzamorris2793
    @dazzamorris27932 күн бұрын

    Thank you man

  • @user-hs3qk5ps2c
    @user-hs3qk5ps2c2 күн бұрын

    Thank you, Sam. How you have helped me. Bless you.

  • @catherinethemba
    @catherinethemba2 күн бұрын

    🫂

  • @anitarose7915
    @anitarose79152 күн бұрын

    After watching several of you videos, I realize how my nightmare of a childhood, has me still so unhealthy emotionally. I also, suffer this dissociation in relationships and how I truly feel about anything; even loving another person. I have never been loved, and I don't even know what it feels like, or how I feel toward others, because of a sort of numbness to my own feelings.❤

  • @Call-Me-Sam
    @Call-Me-Sam2 күн бұрын

    We have to learn to feel, learn to be vulnerable and to stop coping. All the structures of certainty that we build, they isolate us. We have to let go of it all and re learn how to show up right now. It's painful and a long process but it is actually what our lives are about. How are we showing up in the world, how are we participating, what are we worshipping with our attention. I wish you well.

  • @RoseannPascaleMSLMFT
    @RoseannPascaleMSLMFT2 күн бұрын

    This is such an important video. Thank you for sharing your experience and courage.

  • @elizabethlee2921
    @elizabethlee29212 күн бұрын

    Thank you. Thank you for your beautiful words and insight. You should keep speaking about this passion. I'm a therapist and I want to use your words and story for so many who need healing. You're touching the world with your truth!

  • @sandrastrickland7871
    @sandrastrickland78712 күн бұрын

    God bless you Sam. I pray the life God gave you can be freely lived until he calls you home. Enjoy the rest of your life. You are loved, you are worthy and now you have self respect❤️🙏.❤ 23:05