Hi! I'm Shay, I make goofy doodles and digital paintings of my favorite characters and worlds while sharing a bit about my process and journey as an artist. Business/Sponsorship Inquiries: [email protected]
As a “new” homestuck fan (I joined in 2022) and also as a teenager, I am going through the CURSE. It changed my life, as part of the vexation
@kapt8194 сағат бұрын
Great video. Felt like exactly what I needed to hear. 👍🏼
@ashputtel13 сағат бұрын
I agree with everything she is saying. As an artist I paralyse myself because I don't want to makeso called bad art, but once I get started just moving and concentrating all the negativity falls away. I get a lot of satisfaction from simply finishing a piece. The act of creating really is a blessing and a form of meditation that is underrated.
@rsndgrass8321 сағат бұрын
What kind of tablet and pen is that that your using??
@SamakiPuma23 сағат бұрын
Thank you for posting this video! Since I moved last July I've been in such an artblock/unable to create and everytime I try to get back into it, I just stall out and can't do anything. I managed to do a 30 day challenge but I was forcing myself and it would take hours just to do a simple thing. I feel like I wasn't letting myself just create and had such high expectations because I used to produce content several times a week. I know it'll take time to get back to that, but I shouldn't let that stop me from creating content that fills me with joy and passion. That constant desire to be perfect really has been holding me back from doing the one thing that has always filled me with happiness.
@erniebeasley8521Күн бұрын
*REAL*
@darkbornelines4587Күн бұрын
6 months in, and i almost havent drawn anything😭 i have written a bit though
@YE_boi_TAKКүн бұрын
I need this video right now bro, I haven’t actually sat down and tried to draw anything for months because of perfectionism😭 thank you for the inspiration and encouraging words. Me as well as a lot of people need this in our life ❤️
@NoFuqinIdeaКүн бұрын
Maybe it was art class that gave me this crippling perfectionism that is now preventing any and all ideas for paintings I have to take off. Been grinding them 5 mins pose studies with the specific intent to just ignore perfection for the past month and I am actually seeing some progress. Thanks for spreading awareness of the perfectionism problem.
@MALICEM122 күн бұрын
10:00 i have the opposite, my doodles are complete ASS compared to my intentional works because i just have no memory to draw on
@raysandrarexxia9412 күн бұрын
I can't even start art... I'm too intimidated
@user-wn8ss2oi7c2 күн бұрын
Your art style is emazing ❤
@VeroDeDream2 күн бұрын
You all are speaking to me for sure...so needed this. I am 51 and literally started doing the art basics a week ago..😂 my skill was buried. But deep inside i remembered my i could draw. So my ability is being revealed now. Thank you ❤❤❤
@Bumble_The_Neighborhood_Rat3 күн бұрын
designing fursonas is actually really fun! i’m not a furry nor once identified as one but fursonas are just fun to design
@jewelweed_3 күн бұрын
i've barely drawn since 2021 aside from doodling on my schoolwork because of fears like this!! this video means a ton, thank you so much :]
@tanjamughal29663 күн бұрын
You're video helped me understand why I was stuck like this ❤
@furillru3 күн бұрын
This video was really great : thank you so much! I've been creatively stuck for years now, to the point where I started trying out anything creative and ending up being completely overwhelmed because I "couldn't find my path". Now, I've been trying to work on facing my perfectionism by pushing myself to draw and open Unity at least, and that huge feeling of anguish and frustration is really hard to confront. The last sentence of your video did resonate with me, and it gives me some magical strength to keep on trying, by reducing the pressure as much as possible! To anyone who also feel that way ; we're together, we can do this 💪
@darkmeplier83113 күн бұрын
Yeas
@darkmeplier83113 күн бұрын
Vriska ❤
@firstnamename31043 күн бұрын
homestuck question mark?
@firstnamename31043 күн бұрын
WAIT NO IS THAT ACTUALLY HOMESTUCK
@firstnamename31043 күн бұрын
dude I SWEAR THAT IS HOMESTUCK
@Kevinksksks2 күн бұрын
It looks like me and my brain fighting.
@EugeniaLoli3 күн бұрын
There IS a thing "never good enough". There is a thing where someone puts the hours and hours to become better, and only becoming marginally better because of problematic 3D perception or other brain differences. I know, because it happened to me. I started painting more seriously in 2020, like many others during lockdown. I've seen others amassing thousands of followers with their art reflecting that amazing progress, and while I became indeed better too, I got nowhere near their level. Even if I was working harder than most, about 10 hours of painting per day, almost every day. So I really dislike videos that tells the person that "you can be anything you want" or how to "become a full time artist". The reality is that for many people, they can't. You either have the right brain, where you can exercise it further to become even better, or you don't. And that's not something that only I say that goes against the grain of positivity around here. Stephen King says the same thing about writing. He says that you either have it, or you don't. If you don't, you can work hard to become better, but you will never, ever become great. You will just be passable.
@heyyy13253 күн бұрын
AWHHH C'EST PARFAIT ET ADORABLE!!!!
@CherryNahme4 күн бұрын
What if I feel that what I want to do doesn't have any value? I'm so fed ip to feel like this... I mean, i think it doesn't even is worth to try doing it... Like everything is done and everyone do it better than me. But at the end, i feel this is killing my creative vein which I used to feel I had. *sigh*
@coryschlosser78264 күн бұрын
Thank you for this video am trying to be a starting artist and iv recently started to feel like a failure. But your video was just what I needed.
@oxxn1115 күн бұрын
all of the artemus brushes are SO good
@galaxydragons62445 күн бұрын
your artstyle is so recognizable i love it
@seiji_senpai5 күн бұрын
I feel Judge by that poster at the back 😂 it compels me to cook m3th idk why
@skyhavender5 күн бұрын
Not perfectionism. Not learning from your mistakes is running your art. And i know cus i just keep making the same mistakes and i am to lazy to write down what they are and how to improve them.
@Zwologosss5 күн бұрын
I feel like I’m watching an art magician
@barr5215 күн бұрын
My generation's attention span is pathetically low. If only they're all self-aware just about enough, they'd realize it's actually the only enemy they have all this long. The truly unfortunate mammal allows himself to be succumbed from head to toe.
@hugallurfriends6 күн бұрын
does everyone need a complimentary gustavo fring flag on their wall?
@DoodleFarted6 күн бұрын
"Nobody's gonna know- They're gonna know"
@australianandnewzealandfac96376 күн бұрын
"the only way to improve is to fail get up and keep trying" - The 36 year old artist who was watching me get mad about not been able to draw and eye in chalk, Its like learning a language expect not to be perfect and eventually you will be fluent not perfect but fluent. You will notice your mistakes more then anyone else you will be your own hardest critic.
@anton13nerd6 күн бұрын
haii, how many inches is your iPad?
@malcomf79916 күн бұрын
Annoying voice
@santiagocastro63337 күн бұрын
Ah, the struggles of being a perfectionist, never picking up drawing but now have to to pursue 3D modelling and not knowing how to start and maintain a track ahead and end up doing nothing and feeling bad about it 🙃
@Minakaridere-pz6oh7 күн бұрын
XDDDDD
@ayumi62117 күн бұрын
alguem sabe onde pega essa animação?
@anya70147 күн бұрын
I love your art so much!! So inspiring 🥺💛💐💛
@pinkinkNZ7 күн бұрын
20:43 omg this is so funny bc im hispanic lol (can't really speck spanish that well tho XD)
@okidokidraws7 күн бұрын
XD I wish these two could meet my Animal Handler Elf and Druid Elf characters I could see them doing this :) Aldebaran (Al) is a red head and the Animal handler and the Druid Elf Jai is a dark purple color this looks amazing ^^
@fangirlm38117 күн бұрын
I think i'm gonna cry. Thank you so much I need this 💓💓💓
@anya70147 күн бұрын
THIS SOUNDS COOL AF AND I WANNA READ IT
@AnonymousUnknownChickenNuggets8 күн бұрын
Your painting low-key reminds me of Brigerton and I LOVE it.
@raylene34188 күн бұрын
What scissors are you using in this video? They look more comfy than mine
@raylene34188 күн бұрын
What scissors do you use for cutting stickers? I'm using the little Paper Bee ones but yours looks way more comfortable and bigger to hold😩
@Tosmo8 күн бұрын
Lol, patience-maxxing grind, TRUE!!!
@CL0UD3D.8 күн бұрын
I love Milanote however a major problem I have is how limited the free version is ://
@grelly53768 күн бұрын
Seeing how great of an artist you are, and being unsatisfied with your own work from time to time. Makes me a little nervous that no matter how good I get, I’ll only ever be able to see the mistakes, and never be satisfied… just tbh 💀
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As a “new” homestuck fan (I joined in 2022) and also as a teenager, I am going through the CURSE. It changed my life, as part of the vexation
Great video. Felt like exactly what I needed to hear. 👍🏼
I agree with everything she is saying. As an artist I paralyse myself because I don't want to makeso called bad art, but once I get started just moving and concentrating all the negativity falls away. I get a lot of satisfaction from simply finishing a piece. The act of creating really is a blessing and a form of meditation that is underrated.
What kind of tablet and pen is that that your using??
Thank you for posting this video! Since I moved last July I've been in such an artblock/unable to create and everytime I try to get back into it, I just stall out and can't do anything. I managed to do a 30 day challenge but I was forcing myself and it would take hours just to do a simple thing. I feel like I wasn't letting myself just create and had such high expectations because I used to produce content several times a week. I know it'll take time to get back to that, but I shouldn't let that stop me from creating content that fills me with joy and passion. That constant desire to be perfect really has been holding me back from doing the one thing that has always filled me with happiness.
*REAL*
6 months in, and i almost havent drawn anything😭 i have written a bit though
I need this video right now bro, I haven’t actually sat down and tried to draw anything for months because of perfectionism😭 thank you for the inspiration and encouraging words. Me as well as a lot of people need this in our life ❤️
Maybe it was art class that gave me this crippling perfectionism that is now preventing any and all ideas for paintings I have to take off. Been grinding them 5 mins pose studies with the specific intent to just ignore perfection for the past month and I am actually seeing some progress. Thanks for spreading awareness of the perfectionism problem.
10:00 i have the opposite, my doodles are complete ASS compared to my intentional works because i just have no memory to draw on
I can't even start art... I'm too intimidated
Your art style is emazing ❤
You all are speaking to me for sure...so needed this. I am 51 and literally started doing the art basics a week ago..😂 my skill was buried. But deep inside i remembered my i could draw. So my ability is being revealed now. Thank you ❤❤❤
designing fursonas is actually really fun! i’m not a furry nor once identified as one but fursonas are just fun to design
i've barely drawn since 2021 aside from doodling on my schoolwork because of fears like this!! this video means a ton, thank you so much :]
You're video helped me understand why I was stuck like this ❤
This video was really great : thank you so much! I've been creatively stuck for years now, to the point where I started trying out anything creative and ending up being completely overwhelmed because I "couldn't find my path". Now, I've been trying to work on facing my perfectionism by pushing myself to draw and open Unity at least, and that huge feeling of anguish and frustration is really hard to confront. The last sentence of your video did resonate with me, and it gives me some magical strength to keep on trying, by reducing the pressure as much as possible! To anyone who also feel that way ; we're together, we can do this 💪
Yeas
Vriska ❤
homestuck question mark?
WAIT NO IS THAT ACTUALLY HOMESTUCK
dude I SWEAR THAT IS HOMESTUCK
It looks like me and my brain fighting.
There IS a thing "never good enough". There is a thing where someone puts the hours and hours to become better, and only becoming marginally better because of problematic 3D perception or other brain differences. I know, because it happened to me. I started painting more seriously in 2020, like many others during lockdown. I've seen others amassing thousands of followers with their art reflecting that amazing progress, and while I became indeed better too, I got nowhere near their level. Even if I was working harder than most, about 10 hours of painting per day, almost every day. So I really dislike videos that tells the person that "you can be anything you want" or how to "become a full time artist". The reality is that for many people, they can't. You either have the right brain, where you can exercise it further to become even better, or you don't. And that's not something that only I say that goes against the grain of positivity around here. Stephen King says the same thing about writing. He says that you either have it, or you don't. If you don't, you can work hard to become better, but you will never, ever become great. You will just be passable.
AWHHH C'EST PARFAIT ET ADORABLE!!!!
What if I feel that what I want to do doesn't have any value? I'm so fed ip to feel like this... I mean, i think it doesn't even is worth to try doing it... Like everything is done and everyone do it better than me. But at the end, i feel this is killing my creative vein which I used to feel I had. *sigh*
Thank you for this video am trying to be a starting artist and iv recently started to feel like a failure. But your video was just what I needed.
all of the artemus brushes are SO good
your artstyle is so recognizable i love it
I feel Judge by that poster at the back 😂 it compels me to cook m3th idk why
Not perfectionism. Not learning from your mistakes is running your art. And i know cus i just keep making the same mistakes and i am to lazy to write down what they are and how to improve them.
I feel like I’m watching an art magician
My generation's attention span is pathetically low. If only they're all self-aware just about enough, they'd realize it's actually the only enemy they have all this long. The truly unfortunate mammal allows himself to be succumbed from head to toe.
does everyone need a complimentary gustavo fring flag on their wall?
"Nobody's gonna know- They're gonna know"
"the only way to improve is to fail get up and keep trying" - The 36 year old artist who was watching me get mad about not been able to draw and eye in chalk, Its like learning a language expect not to be perfect and eventually you will be fluent not perfect but fluent. You will notice your mistakes more then anyone else you will be your own hardest critic.
haii, how many inches is your iPad?
Annoying voice
Ah, the struggles of being a perfectionist, never picking up drawing but now have to to pursue 3D modelling and not knowing how to start and maintain a track ahead and end up doing nothing and feeling bad about it 🙃
XDDDDD
alguem sabe onde pega essa animação?
I love your art so much!! So inspiring 🥺💛💐💛
20:43 omg this is so funny bc im hispanic lol (can't really speck spanish that well tho XD)
XD I wish these two could meet my Animal Handler Elf and Druid Elf characters I could see them doing this :) Aldebaran (Al) is a red head and the Animal handler and the Druid Elf Jai is a dark purple color this looks amazing ^^
I think i'm gonna cry. Thank you so much I need this 💓💓💓
THIS SOUNDS COOL AF AND I WANNA READ IT
Your painting low-key reminds me of Brigerton and I LOVE it.
What scissors are you using in this video? They look more comfy than mine
What scissors do you use for cutting stickers? I'm using the little Paper Bee ones but yours looks way more comfortable and bigger to hold😩
Lol, patience-maxxing grind, TRUE!!!
I love Milanote however a major problem I have is how limited the free version is ://
Seeing how great of an artist you are, and being unsatisfied with your own work from time to time. Makes me a little nervous that no matter how good I get, I’ll only ever be able to see the mistakes, and never be satisfied… just tbh 💀
what brushes do you use in procreate?