I was listening to this video while going to sleep and was almost asleep when he said "someone right now is going to sleep and they aren't going to wake up," and my eyes shot open lol

@playlistagency

2 жыл бұрын

Lmao same

@Persona_mint-tang

2 жыл бұрын

Same chilling

@oliviagrace2246

2 жыл бұрын

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. John 3:16❤️

@kursed01

2 жыл бұрын

@@oliviagrace2246 shut up

@karimarie0638

2 жыл бұрын

Creepy!!

It's almost like he wanted someone to take notice and stop him but no one did.

@w0ckhardt

2 жыл бұрын

It's so sad

@inroom108

2 жыл бұрын

Literally no one, it’s so sad

@rebeca_francois

2 жыл бұрын

I feel it just that way... I only can think about how sad this is, I have no words.

@Mohammed-yd4uc

2 жыл бұрын

Loneliness neglection feeling unwanted having zero friends no one to communicate and share thoughts with that would drive anyone crazy! I’m proud of myself for surviving years of absolute loneliness to be honest i used to struggle with that but then I decided why I don’t invest that and learn new skills !?

@Darkopolypse98

2 жыл бұрын

You'd be surprised how far people get with just that plan alone

The amount of times this could’ve been prevented is INSANE

@Psalm-yg6yi

2 ай бұрын

Maybe not. He was seriously messed up

@Ambs519

2 ай бұрын

It really is there was so so many times someone could of saved it 😭

@DEPORTER_SUPPORTER

Ай бұрын

Imagine being driven and attracted to cartoon characters like this guy.

@samypons9023

Ай бұрын

@@DEPORTER_SUPPORTER it is the most normal thing with that guy

@leons7814

Ай бұрын

He created friends,characters he wanted..

The scariest part is that NOBODY STOPPED HIM. HE WASNT HIDING ANYTHING AND NOOBOODY! REACTED!!! HE RECORDED EVERYYTHIING!!! this all could have been stopped... what a cruel world

@ItstheFREEDOM

Ай бұрын

We only know the youtubers side of the story, and Explore With us side. Who knows? Maybe the "viewers" knew, and where just as sick and twisted about reality as he was.

@Shiny101

Ай бұрын

​@ItstheFREEDOM Yeah, I high doubt many Eagle Scouts were subscribed to this freak.

@richardtraver7627

22 күн бұрын

This happened in my home town. His father was the manager in the Dallas location (about 10-12miles away) where they lived. Randy worked in the tunkhannock location. From what was discovered he uploaded all the audio tapes with a single background photo but never specifically mention exact names/details that could be directly linked to what was to happen . It was the day before or day after this horrific event happened the video files were uploaded with the matching audio files and it was Erie to watch it all . Sickening people I’ll never forget this evening/day in our small little town

Glad this is the first time I’ve heard of this guy. That tells me that he didn’t get the fame he wanted so badly from this.

@WhyDoIKeepFuckinUp

3 жыл бұрын

He definitely didn’t. I live pretty close to there and never heard about this until now.

@ouiouibien_1979

3 жыл бұрын

Oh im not the only one here👀🙏.

@ebi7857

3 жыл бұрын

Damn that Avatar looks beautiful.....!!!🙂🙂🤗

@ouiouibien_1979

3 жыл бұрын

@@ebi7857 Keri? She does, yes! 😊👍👌

@ebi7857

3 жыл бұрын

@@ouiouibien_1979 Definitely.....she does...!!!

Randy: *is homophobic* Also Randy: *draws himself as a girl in love with another girl* Edit: I regret writing this comment, really hate seeing the replys everyday but I'll leave it up

@alwaysyouramanda

2 жыл бұрын

This guy is not alone 🥺 I wonder how many parents are to blame for people like this.

@2k9kidz54

2 жыл бұрын

Common for people uncomfortable with their own sexuality

@miketrujillo3677

2 жыл бұрын

@@2k9kidz54 its cuz of theyre parents

@TypicalHibiscus

2 жыл бұрын

no, andrew was a trans woman, she stated that in her suicide note

@JSB-2Z-2K

2 жыл бұрын

Actually many people hate men with men gays but don't care about lesbian women

He spared the young lady so that she could tell the story. It's truly incredible how, with all the info he put out there, not one person reported him.

@wizardgaming6759

Ай бұрын

I was thinking either that, or that she was too far away since he had a shotgun.

@smileygladhands

Ай бұрын

​@@wizardgaming6759 The surveillance video shows him standing right behind her for at least 5-10 seconds. She had headphones on, so she didn't know anything was going on.

@starpeep5769

18 күн бұрын

Exactly ofc...

@Smasho8000

13 күн бұрын

FBI: hE WaS oN oUr RaDaR.

@ZedopeK

2 күн бұрын

@@smileygladhands headphones dont block sharp, sudden sounds, like a shotgun firing. She was definitly blending in.

being an obsessed fan of columbine and danny phantom is the weirdest 2 i’ve ever seen

@wizardgaming6759

Ай бұрын

Up until a Mr Nightmare video about him, I completely forgot Danny Phantom existed.

@user-xi9ec1bv7t

Ай бұрын

Why are you obsessed you freak

@Niilo2.2

15 күн бұрын

Didn't have to cut me off

@corbeau-_-

10 күн бұрын

Charles Ng mix murder with origami. John wayne Gacy dress as a clown. Ed Gein was into decorating and slaughter. Jim Jones was into religion and koolaid. These fellows are quirky.

@corbeau-_-

10 күн бұрын

not to mention mixing homophobia wiith loving a cartoon character - which in alpha terms sounds kind of gay....

A lot of people are saying he just needed a friend- there’s a local band he worked with for the intro to his cartoon series and in an interview they were cool and wanted to hire Randy as their cinematographer but he was really cold to them… they all knew he was a bit off. one band member was trying to relate to him by admitting he was depressed but instead of finding common ground Randy got mad because that guy was “too handsome to be depressed”. He didn’t want friends, he resonated more with his cartoon characters

@TonySolis99

2 жыл бұрын

Just like Erik Harris, neither of them were victims. They were just troubled, attention seeking monsters

@user-zv7lm8uk7h

2 жыл бұрын

Dude needed a Caretoon Network contract for his ideas.

@mw9116

2 жыл бұрын

@@user-zv7lm8uk7h Nickelodeon already owned these characters 🥴🥴 all he did was just give everyone and edgier background story- one of the characters was kidnapped and tortured with a nail gun or something I don’t think Cartoon Network needed his help 🤡

@I.See.That.Youre.Mentally.Ill.

2 жыл бұрын

This dude is just pathetic all around. Funny you commented that cus before I saw your comment, someone else commented that he needed a friend and I said yeah then he will turn himself into a victim of them too. Then what do ya know, I see this comment. Loser. No wonder no one paid attention to him.

@IP2ALWAYSWINS.

2 жыл бұрын

@@KuraiHikari1313 edgy

To find out your child, brother was in the backyard deciding if he would kill you, is definitely something unfathomable.

@krinc3464

2 жыл бұрын

And he's doing that by flipping a coin. Truly terrifying.

@d2theg278

2 жыл бұрын

When he said “if it’s heads I’ll do it here” he meant that if it landed on heads he was only gonna kill himself in his house. He wasn’t gonna kill his family.

@RoninYeti

2 жыл бұрын

@@krinc3464 Flipping a coin is much easier than deciding for oneself.

@mag1198

2 жыл бұрын

well looks like he didn't catch them all cause he's not danny phantom

@MobaCry

2 жыл бұрын

@@d2theg278 why would you assume that... Why would he needs so much ammunition just to suicide... Of course he planned to kill his family.

It makes it extra creepy that he was still self-aware. He even said "how could a cartoon character do all this?". So he was aware enough to know how ludicrous it was but he still couldn't stop himself

@brngj

Ай бұрын

Feels Like it all started as a cry for Attention but at some Point there was No way to Return. The coin Flip szenes chilled me the Most. How insanly it was played for His KZread.

He had no right to murder innocent people. He's a coward.

The amount references to his parents is so disturbing. He was so desperate for his parent to care. Damn

@donnageorge6506

2 жыл бұрын

very sad indeed 😥😥😥

@joerogaine3093

2 жыл бұрын

He wanted his parents to feel all the guilt from what happened. He was sick.

@blackmuzunguu4525

2 жыл бұрын

@@joerogaine3093 good point

@thedarkdojo5115

2 жыл бұрын

@@joerogaine3093 Said it before, I'll say it again: The child who doesn't feel love from his village, will burn it down to receive it's warmth....

@ASimpleHeroinUser

2 жыл бұрын

It seems like rich parents just give their kids money and materialistic things because they're never there. I guess that's where majority of white people get their depression. Minorites don't have anything so their parents try to be there because that's all the parents have. In just stating an obvious observation from my stand point

It's painful to see how many times he clearly told the world he was doing this

@madmoo1591

2 жыл бұрын

Yet no one believed him.

@madmoo1591

2 жыл бұрын

@@Starracer22 Trust me, it's not worth it to commit suicide. People care about you, I promise. You just have to try calling them and I swear you'll feel better.

@roxannaramon8756

2 жыл бұрын

… and none of his fan’s or who ever was watching this prior to him carrying out his plan, reported anything. That’s just as scary , sad, and maybe in their own morbid curiosity, they wanted to see him do this. Regardless, he was crying out for help and someone should have listened and stopped him.

@suprchocolatez1177

2 жыл бұрын

@@Starracer22 You need to express yourself to someone who clearly will listen to you. Your friends seem to not want to bother themselves with having to listen to your issues or struggles. They may not be doing it intentionally but i can see that you feel isolated. I went through the same thing in highschool. It seemed that opening up about my health problems just made my friends distance themselves from me. I almost went through with taking my own life. But people will only show their true intentions after something significant happens. But that doesnt have to be your case. Please stay strong for your little princess. She needs you and i know its hard trying to pretend like your a super hero but everyone has a point of exhaustion. Things get better if you try to make them. Its all about perspective and surrounding yourself around positivity. Your only human and there is no shame in being tired of life. But there is more to life than what we see through our narrow points of view. I hope you can find some help and i will keep you in my thoughts. ❤

@rr-zb3rh

2 жыл бұрын

@@Starracer22 You're telling your 13 year old that kind of shit?

This guys loneliness flat out destroyed his mental health, to the point where he didn’t care for himself or others. Beyond sad

This is why you teach yourself how to speak your mind and be blunt. Dude left a million hints, not realizing that everyone has their own lives and can't be bothered to read everything you write, or read into why you're wearing a t-shirt. Imagine if you just told people you have problems and are feeling a certain type of way. Could have avoided everything. But you wanna be dependant on others while also closing them out. You literally made yourself feel the way you did with the decisions you made

@AceUpSleeve

2 ай бұрын

You just described women perfectly. Teach young men how to be masculine and give them responsibility and this happens far less.

@ducc4741

2 ай бұрын

@@AceUpSleeveYou’re a very sad little man 😭😭

@malcolm1530

2 ай бұрын

I feel like most of this happened because he couldn’t find his SPARK, he always talked about wat he love which was KZread but never his SPARK, like becoming a game creator or(BRINGING HIS CHARTERS TO LIFE AS ROBOTS) there was so much he coulda did with his life but I feel as though the job he had and colllege ruined it, he coulda invented something or created his own tv show and made a lot but he worked a low paying job for too long, there were no real goals no milestones and he didn’t wanna learn anything new. Maybe thatttssss y he was always so vulnerable and unguieded (and his family not caring)

@rensom7483

2 ай бұрын

prob cuz thats how some people are raised, seeing as his family supposedly didnt pick up much about it

@cringlord1920

2 ай бұрын

​@@AceUpSleeveWhat a shitty fucking comment lol

I don’t understand how parents can allow themselves to become so disconnected from their children’s lives.

@Denny_Boi

11 ай бұрын

For real. What the fuck was up with his family? Complete emotional isolation.

@vr3c

11 ай бұрын

His parents are the Villains

@80aj

11 ай бұрын

It's easier than you think. Life has a way of just ripping down

@user-oe1jp3ob5l

11 ай бұрын

It is so frustrating! His mom literally took him to buy the guns and all it took was for her to watch some of his videos to know what he was doing.

@DigitalBath306

11 ай бұрын

@@user-oe1jp3ob5l americans

THESE are reasons why I smile and speak to EVERYONE in my path. I worked at Wal Greens for a few years, years ago, and I smiled and spoke to all my customers including ppl who walked by the store. One day a regular told me to keep smiling because I saved his life. He told me I was the only person who ever smiled genuinely and spoke to him. (He usually scrapped up change for a beer everyday so I can imagine how alot of ppl look down on him) I show love to EVERYONE!!!

@mattdunster

Жыл бұрын

Sounds like a wife to me!!

@kendishamccray3991

Жыл бұрын

@Bobby Hill "Dammit Bobby" *Frank's voice* 😂😂😂 im sorry I had to do it lol. But thank you love ❤️

@jaimaasaraswati6820

Жыл бұрын

You're a nice person. I want to smile too but I don't know I just can't. Even when someone smiles at me, I think I'm smiling back but in reality I'm not. There's this girl who always smiles at everyone she comes across, and after few times, I was terrified of seeing her, like what if she smiles? What am I gonna do? It's like my brain freezes when someone smiles at me, Idk what to do. I wrote too much lol

@Jaime_Protein_Cannister

Жыл бұрын

Yes then they grow attached to you and kill you when you decide to leave

@6466BowlsofRamen

Жыл бұрын

Thank you for your kindness Kendisha. Your smiles make the world a brighter place

Him sparing one person could've also been in reference to the Columbine shooting - Dylan Klebold spared one person, and Eric Harris spared another by telling him to go home. Like they each wanted to feel like they controlled life and death. I live in Colorado, so we watched a doc in high school about the shooting.

This is why therapy and mental health should be more mandatory than yearly check-up, or twice yearly teeth cleanings. Mental health should always be taken care of.

@Torkoal-ov4mn

12 күн бұрын

It should be mandatory. I'm saying that as a person who's been to a psyche ward multiple times.

@HeatherL7290

7 күн бұрын

Amen

@Yikes_its_Psychs

7 күн бұрын

@@Torkoal-ov4mn same, been twice. Finally on some decent meds, getting my life back together

The sad and scary part is that there’s a lot more people like him right now doing the same thing, and we won’t notice until it’s too late, I never even heard of him until today. Sad and disturbing.

@galaxi407

3 жыл бұрын

We've not heard of him because it wasn't a school shooting.

@WhyDoIKeepFuckinUp

3 жыл бұрын

I didn’t know this story until now, either, and he lived not far from me.

@alwaysyouramanda

3 жыл бұрын

My friends and I almost visited Isla Vista the night it was shot up. It’s nuts- I had never even heard of it before that night. I’m glad we didn’t go. I think my BFF would have been a target with her bf… her figure… blonde hair. She’s gorgeous

@MeeMee-gz5vp

3 жыл бұрын

@shane michaels you must have some very lenient parents. There wasn’t anything I could do that my parents didn’t find out about it, one way or another.

@MeeMee-gz5vp

3 жыл бұрын

@@howsitvingoing2048 they were, now that I’m older enough to realize it

it took me a while after watching this video to realize why this guy resonated so deeply with ember. at first i thought it was just random until i thought about what kind of character ember is. ember gets her power from getting attention from her fans and is powerless when she is ignored. and to this guy who was a narcissist that was clearly dissatisfied with the lack of attention he received from his teachers and parents, it made ember relatable to him.

@CrAzYpotpie

2 жыл бұрын

Maybe that's a bad character archetype to have in daily tv cartoons, in netflix animated movies, or Disney productions? Billionaire execs: "Follow the money, fuck the people. Lets give em some characters with shit ideals and extremely hollow and transparent personas for another CASH GRAB!"

@redmanspeaks

2 жыл бұрын

@@CrAzYpotpie Bad people: *does crazy shit because they are mentally unstable* People with no brain: “lets cancel the TV shows they watched and not acknowledge that they had a serious mental illness and got no help for it!”

@mikurero1762

2 жыл бұрын

@@CrAzYpotpie bruh tf? Are you for real? Cash grab is when something doesn't have a flavor because it's just made to bait people into paying money for the idea that something will be good. Characters like those are actually nicely written, you need to have "evil" characters with bad habits too not only good people with no flaws.

@CrAzYpotpie

2 жыл бұрын

@@mikurero1762 You are a dupe, plain and simple. Get lost.

@danielgiovanniello7217

2 жыл бұрын

@@CrAzYpotpie Ember was hardly in the show lmao. She was in a few episodes. Three at most I think. This isn't an issue with the show.

This is by far the best channel and best videos on murder investigations and cop videos! Love love love it. Persons voice is perfect for this. Should get some movie deals for voice overs like Morgan freeman haha

Reminds me of someone I know who is a covert narcissist, not diagnosed but definitely exhibits the patterns of behavior and they are negatively impacting their relationships. Self isolating (meaning friendships are there and possible but they didn’t actually want them), all problems but wants no solutions, and a “the world is out to get me” mentality. A martyr in every sense of the word.

Almost everything he said starts with "I can't believe they didn't notice", "No one noticed", "You didn't even notice". He was crazy, and he did something terrible, but I think it's extremely obvious where his issues came from.

@willowswhispers577

2 жыл бұрын

I think he acted out more for the camera then he did around his family or his coworkers!! A person can have two sides to them that are so far apart from each other that when something does happen it’s total disbelief. It also can be that he did always act so far out always doing something for attention and it’s just never enough or not in the way the person wants the attention. As the story goes you never truly know what goes on behind closed doors.

@Nick-hv8gj

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah... his issues came from being a selfish piece of shit. All he ever thought about was himself.

@daishawn2884

2 жыл бұрын

My theory is his parents neglected him and didn’t care about a single thing he did. Or he was an attention seeker

@alienJIZ1990

2 жыл бұрын

What is: narcissism

@yonta123

2 жыл бұрын

@@daishawn2884 i completely agree on the parent neglect theory. Just look at all his videos. No one is talking through anything with him… on anything… so he turns to youtube to figure it out himself with talking it out… obviously if a kid is that fixated on death and dying early… that early and for so long and LOUDLY… a true caring parent who was involved and not narcissistic sociopaths themselves would be alarmed and immediately seek help. I am absolutely with you on this is at the core …. How he had it in the home … nurture more than nature. He might have been chemically off too…. BUUUUT a good parent would work to get their child help. They just let him do whatever, say whatever. Constant cries for help. At some point it said his father was hard on him so he almost killed him. Well… depends just how hard… if he could never win, and he could only get heard by youtube… and uh… where was the mom in all this? Yeah… Randy’s parents have a huge burden in all this for his developmental neglect and abandonment. He was angry, confused, listless, sad… masked with psychopathic narcissism for sure. That comes from early early childhood trauma. I wonder if his parents never really were around and just left him to do his own thing all the time… and when they were around, hard on him. That would do it. Too much pressure. Life is too hard and lonely with no one to trust… to love. He definitely was not loved unconditionally nor was he cared for and given the proper attention a child needs for healthy development. He was acting out for it… literally no one cared, which stregthened his resolve that everyone was like his core people. What he did was terrible… but i always think of how excruciating that ever loneliness and cruelty of brute abandonment. This is all my two cents… of course. But i say his parents have blood on their hands.

I really enjoyed my 20’s but I think I am enjoying my 30’s better. I feel like I finally know myself. I wonder sometimes what 45 year old me would think. There is life after 30, its ok. 💜

@lasmujeresnotienenpollAs

3 жыл бұрын

For (SOME) men, especially younger ones, I think it's commonly difficult to see "light at the end of the tunnel" if they never had a girlfriend or romantic connection.. (not with an imaginary gf or celebrity/fictional character etc.)

@crystalm2460

3 жыл бұрын

I just turned 30 on June 11th. I've been having a really hard time w it emotionally. As women, we feel or are taught that youth is beauty and beauty is everything. I have such a fear of aging . Thank you for this comment, it makes me feel a little better

@chrismcree9366

3 жыл бұрын

@@crystalm2460 I felt the same at 30 now at 54 I realize how young I really was

@truth4004

3 жыл бұрын

30 really is still a baby imo.

@truth4004

3 жыл бұрын

@@lasmujeresnotienenpollAs Well if they were normal instead of wacked out they'd have one. There's girl that don't have BFs too. We don't nut out.

I think even if if someone offered him all the help in the world, he would have refused. He claims multiple times how he was secretive and didn't want his parents to find out how he felt and what he had planned to do. He wanted to stay and live as a young teenager, and nobody could provide any help for this. Growing up is a part of life, and nobody can get around that. That's just how life is. And it's the same for everybody. Denying it and pretending to be someone you're not is lying to yourself. It's better to accept who you are than to live in a fantasy.

@ct92404

2 ай бұрын

That's the problem with most Millennials. They want to be angsty emo teenagers forever. They refuse to grow up. This guy was 24 and acting and dressing like he was still 16. He didn't want help, he just wanted to get attention and to be on a pedestal

@fauna5328

2 ай бұрын

​@@ct92404 ok boomer

@ct92404

2 ай бұрын

@@fauna5328 You're still using that dead meme?? 😂 Do you also go around saying "challenge accepted" like it's 2012?

@Hau5mau5

Ай бұрын

​@@ct92404 okay boomer

@ct92404

Ай бұрын

​@@Hau5mau5ok coomer

Man identified as a cartoon ghost girl

Him: *says he hates gay people* Also him: *draws himself as a ghost girl in a relationship with another girl*

@capnobvious2718

3 жыл бұрын

Stephen King writes about murderers. I guess that means he MUST like murderers? I hate beets. Oops, I typed the word beets. Must mean I actually like them.

@laceyspacey8161

3 жыл бұрын

@@capnobvious2718 being a murder is'nt comparable to being gay... your point is so tragically flawed.

@ianmckeon760

3 жыл бұрын

@@capnobvious2718 pathetic attempt buddy

@ashleyelaine1670

3 жыл бұрын

@@capnobvious2718 This is flawed because Stephen king never says he’s a murderer or wants to be. This guy says he’s a female stuck in a males body and that he’s in love with this ghost girl.

@Tjstev

3 жыл бұрын

@@capnobvious2718 yeah just delete this comment you failed miserably.

This guy was completely self-aware about how absurd it was is that his parents didn't see the signs and how insane it was that this was over a fucking cartoon.

@vvictvr

2 жыл бұрын

@Wise&Knowledgable - Infinite Past Lives no

@beardsntools

2 жыл бұрын

Lol he was so desperately wanting attention, but nobody cared. Unfortunately it was when somebody should had taken him seriously and report him long before it happened

@maxmustermann1533

2 жыл бұрын

He was so not self aware that he slowly turned into a killer and didnt stop it.. he was a depressed piece of shit and took his anger out on others.. self aware

@ieda18

2 жыл бұрын

I'm insane over cartoons but I'm not out there killing ppl. Im also lonely and depressed, and yet that is no reason to kill ppl

@aleksisuuronen5969

2 жыл бұрын

It obviously is not about a cartoon. That's just part to fill the fear of death and loneliness. It's about the loneliness, cynicism and how angry he was, especially about that he was leaving warning signs Everywhere and nobody interfered to pay any attention. Dude was uploading to yt and not so suddle way says he's going to do something with a gun and not even a call to cops is made. It's pretty easy to see that the guy was seriously depressed and having existential crisis and had really bad support system in his life so the imagination became the support system and yeah it wasn't enough. But saying that he did it because of a cartoon is pretty much just proving his point of how nobody cares. He tells everything on a camera why he thinks what he thinks and you get from it that it all was because of a cartoon.. what 😅

He thought he was unique, that kid needed Jesus and his parents love.

Dallas Cowboys fan memorabilia should have been a huge red flag.

In Randy's goodbye video to his parents he straight up admits to thinking about killing his Dad for being hard on him. His empathy for others was completely gone at that point and he gave up on his future because he knew he was going to die shortly. Just scary how someone can sink that low, something was missing.

@Corpse701

2 жыл бұрын

Yea he thinks he's a cartoon character, clearly his brain wasn't functioning properly.

@billielachatte4841

2 жыл бұрын

Natural selection right there.

@brandonwhite6770

2 жыл бұрын

@@billielachatte4841 yo this comment took me out lmao

@dAnCo300

2 жыл бұрын

love was missing

@evelynl573

2 жыл бұрын

Probably estrogen. I went through psychosis from 12-26 and everyone thought I was schizophrenic.. I left lots of clues and planned to kill myself, most of the things he details is gender dysphoria. He seems to be coping with not wanting to come out as transgender. He does a lot of things I used to do. I spent loads of time not sleeping and that made me psychotic, which is common in people who are trans, because it lowers testosterone. Anyways, I'm 29 now, I've been using hormones for 3 years and I'm fully functioning. I have a good job and a girl friend. Anyways, yeah, not a single dark thought, depression or anxiety anymore, I'm happy. Most people don't want to make the connection because it's a negative one to the things that can happen. Though, in my mind, it seems like he was a girl, and saw the hate that society places on homosexuals and trans people and didn't want to transition. Not that I ever wanted to hurt anyone, just myself, so.. I'm not justifying one bit of the violence associated with Randy. Just saying, things need to change and people need to understand. (Hopefully I'm not overreading into this.. But to me it seems so similar.)

i find it so interesting that this person had all the issues he had, and still, even then, disliked Onision.

@crapple009

Жыл бұрын

But it's also interesting that he was apparently a big Beatles fan.

@marcovossenkaul8921

Жыл бұрын

@@crapple009 and liked AVGN

@dyvyby

Жыл бұрын

​@@marcovossenkaul8921you mean avgn's fame

@Asmef9261

Жыл бұрын

Your username is badass as hell

@pootpootfart

Жыл бұрын

@@Asmef9261 thanks, pimp

He wanted attention and nobody cared …. Just throwing tantrums his whole life

@TheBaumcm

28 күн бұрын

When negative attention will do, it often escalates to the point where this is all that is left.

@Stoner512

9 күн бұрын

Facts bae

This video was recommended to me I guess cause I have looked up some true crime videos before. When I clicked on it I got a warning about disturbing content as well as a helpline number and chatbot window at the top of the page. I didn’t know YoutTube was doing this, but I really respect it.

In hindsight, this was so important he recorded everything because we can learn so much for his spiral into absolute madness. He was so desperate for friendship, he replaced real friends for imaginary ones.

@Lordfakekick

2 жыл бұрын

No cap u can tell this dude got sum serious issues

@dcul8812

2 жыл бұрын

His spiral started long before these recordings

@donniev8181

2 жыл бұрын

That and the media couldn't spin the story because of these recordings.

@jasonshapiro9932

2 жыл бұрын

It’s quite simple. He never got laid. If he would’ve, this doesn’t happen.

@dr_popcorn

2 жыл бұрын

@@Lordfakekick Anyone who does something he did has serious issues. No rational human being kills innocent people.

He obviously left her alive to tell the story. He's a narcissist. It wasnt empathy from looking in her eyes. It was him realizing he had more opportunity to push his narrative

@shtrdVo1cano

2 жыл бұрын

It's bizarre, the narcissism. Makes you wonder where the line, or gray area is, where someone crosses over to the real dark side.

@linmochi1850

2 жыл бұрын

i just Remember Spree when i saw this

@khylindkemper2294

2 жыл бұрын

This is much more then just narcisssm. Are you serious 😂😂😂 THIS IS BORDER LINE PERSONALITY, also showing high signs of sociopathic behavior. Do you know the difference?? Narcissist are NOT this honest, and don’t actually talk about things like murder and death. They’re mentally manipulative to get what they want out of total control. Hes sociopathic as fuckkk they also don’t show signs of empathy, NP isn’t the only disorder with lack of empathy. Hes not a phycopath cause he would most likely still be charming in a way. Hes a sociopath with borderline personality Please learn the difference . Also just because you have phycopath, sociopath, doesn’t mean your a serial killer. It just means you lack the ability to sympathize, lack of awareness of others etc. This man is simply just phycotic.

@linmochi1850

2 жыл бұрын

@@khylindkemper2294 holy shit bro are you a therapist or something?

@Miss_Wallace

2 жыл бұрын

@@khylindkemper2294 Can you please tell me why you say ' Borderline Personality Disorder'?

I had never heard of this. It’s horrifying and heartbreaking at the same time. Kids need connection and love. My heart also goes out to the innocent victims.

Nobody seems to realize how bad the Internet is for us

@S_J_banana

2 ай бұрын

Get off it then

@jackrobinson9403

23 күн бұрын

They probably should, they sound like 12

Respect to every outcast that didn’t let themselves become a scared douche bag that feels the need to bring others down with them

@m0t0b33

2 жыл бұрын

This may come off as Hallmark levels of cheesy, but if something happened and you made it out alive (emotional or physical trauma), you're stronger for it, and also, there must be a reason why you're still around, why not stick around and see what that reason is?

@rangerlovee3324

2 жыл бұрын

thanks I will take that complement

@slickone777

2 жыл бұрын

2 sifferent types of outcasts.. Ones who last through the storm and unfortunately people like this who fall off the ledge.. I pray for us all

@Omnihilo_

2 жыл бұрын

@@m0t0b33 That last point has been one of the few things keeping me from killing myself for years now lol.

@rangerlovee3324

2 жыл бұрын

@@Omnihilo_ ngl my cats are what keep me alive. people can take care for themselves but i have animals that depend on me... i couldn't leave them

Just, wow. Haunting. This doc hit me really hard. My little brother looks almost exactly like this dude (yes, he's white) and ironically LOVED Danny Phantom as a kid. As he got older (I'm 6 years older than my baby), his behavior and isolation became a HUGE concern for me. My parents kind of wrote it off and I was like, nah. Once he graduated I got him a job, moved him into my home (I was already married with a 2yo by this point), and just loved him. Had him spend time with us, went to parks, went out to eat, went to the movies... CONSTANTLY. I refused to see my baby isolate and deteriorate. My brother is 22 now and THRIVING. He got over his social anxieties, started smoking weed (he needed it, lol), he manages a CBD store where we live now. So proud of him. Watching this literally makes me feel like this could have been my baby. If someone would've just cared about Randy, if someone would've just given him a different perspective... Just sad.

@viarose3721

2 жыл бұрын

its amazing that you took care of your brother like that, i hope all people like randy who are struggling in life can find somebody like you < 3

@graysonmorrill3110

2 жыл бұрын

Your a good woman. I’m happy your brothers doing well!

@ipointyououtwhenyoudumb1687

2 жыл бұрын

I feel that so much. And with randy no one really look at him that’s what’s really getting to me he didn’t he didn’t have no one in his circle

@MarySirenbun

2 жыл бұрын

You are Amazing! And I completely agree with you! Love is the only solution

@christopherschulz2936

2 жыл бұрын

choose not to be a monster

Watching videos like these makes me realize I am not the worst and I am not that messed up.

@DustiestPawzz

Ай бұрын

I don’t know if you need to hear this or not, but your enough ❤

@Hithere-dc2qx

Ай бұрын

@@DustiestPawzz I do, and I thank you. God bless Dusties

@aResoluteProtector

Ай бұрын

@@DustiestPawzz Nobody is enough. Without Christ all are essentially dead. Christ gives people a purpose, we were created to worship God, if we do not do so, we will fill that void with all sorts of garbage just like this guy did. His Holy Gospel became a cartoon "goddess"

@Annoye

Ай бұрын

@@aResoluteProtectorunicorns too

@Annoye

Ай бұрын

@@Hithere-dc2qxhe did nothing for you

I'm speechless because of his parents… How can they be so blind and deaf? It‘s like he desperately wanted to be caught and the parents just ignored him.

I feel like this guy lost his mind when he did not receive attention from being ‘odd’. You can tell because he constantly states how no one reacted to him being dramatic, which would then lead him to do bigger things

@DWeirich76

3 жыл бұрын

It's too bad he didn't make it to 2021 where any gender identity goes.

@Monkforilla

3 жыл бұрын

Right? He would fit right in nowadays 🤦

@Greatwhite22

3 жыл бұрын

Do you not think that someone should of noticed though?

@sandygutier271

3 жыл бұрын

@@Greatwhite22 exactly!!. The parents??

@ggnombe3832

3 жыл бұрын

@@Monkforilla I mean apart from his apparent hatred for homosexuals and black people.

Randy was surprisingly articulate with his emotions. He definitely would have made progress in therapy, which unfortunately never happened.

@nico118118

Жыл бұрын

That’s America for you

@TraciDoering-hw8hu

Жыл бұрын

My guess is he was a Malignant Borderline , Borderline co-morbid with Anti-Social Personality Disorder. I respectfully disagree. He sounded like a loose cannon to me. Remember, he's filming himself and speaking through the camera, not to a person. Additionally, taking into account the mini-biography here, the one factor of him showing his emotions is not the measure if he would have been responsive to therapy. He obviously hid his intentions and ideations with death and murder to EVERYONE, outside his need to brag through masking these thoughts and plans. That's my take. The guy was long-gone , a freak and sicko with no moral compass or empathy to submit to therapy. And, for those who think I am harsh in being disgusted with him, I have had plenty experiences with sick, wicked, cruel bastards. Consider, the Personality Disorders I named here are SANE, NOT INSANE. They are responsible for their actions and CHOOSE their actions. Also note, that personality disorders are NOT mental illnesses. They are not chemical imbalances. The Bible has a word for these people, reprobate, beyond help, because they have too long persisted in their wickedness. Being overly compassionate for these scumbags - male or female, only encourages a lack of wisdom and cementing wicked behaviors. That is my opinion after much thought and study of certain kinds, besides having had direct experience with them.

@miss-astronomikal-mcmxcvii

Жыл бұрын

Ummm, have you taken a look into the life of the Parkland shooter? Got tons of therapy, he STILL committed a crime! STILL! What about the Dark Knight Rises shooting in Aurora, CO 2012? Those therapists failed those victims, because they refused to think the shooter had murderous tendencies, when he CLEARLY SHOWED THAT to them!

@lt8400

Жыл бұрын

​@@miss-astronomikal-mcmxcvii wow 2 cases!! Lets stop using modern medicine because it doesnt always work! Lets stop modern construction because some buildings fall! Im getting tired of yanks on the internet

@laurenrussell3584

Жыл бұрын

You are insane for thinking that. No amount of therapy can help someone on a murderous spree. Therapy is not a cure for emotionally disturbed people like this guy.

i love that ewu can explain stories and show us stuff like this

To me, the way he said he can’t believe no one saw his red flags, seemed like a cry for help. He posted everything. He told people directly through the internet. His parents helped him acquire at least one of the guns and neither one asked questions. It feels like he wanted someone to stop him and when no one did it was go time. Not defending his actions at all, just thoughts as I watched.

@miggy2002

7 ай бұрын

Yep. Very stupid parents

@gabrielle2450

7 ай бұрын

I honestly agree //:

@pandorahunter

7 ай бұрын

We can feel bad for them even though we don't agree with them. He begged for help, no one cared just like he said, and he made horrific choices. He wasn't insane he knew right from wrong he did have mental illness however that doesn't excuse his behavior in any way. Be well

@pinkpugginz

7 ай бұрын

​@@pandorahunterhe was insane he thought ember was real and talking to him in his head

@pandorahunter

7 ай бұрын

@@pinkpugginz no, he was mentally ill, he planned and knew what he as doing was wrong, by law he is not insane.

Man, he literally told everybody for years that he was going to die and kill people. People truly didn’t give a crap about this kid, even his parents.

@britneynguyen9648

2 жыл бұрын

@@kristoffer8609 no, the lesson to take from this is seeing early signs of mental illness!! the fact that he gave signs, verbally spoke about his intentions and even made videos about everything in between and after just shows that it was deeper than him being confused about his gender. even if he did all those terrible things for attention, all he wanted was someone to notice and care about him which i think, everyone has the right to feel.

@ALotOfCancer

2 жыл бұрын

@@kristoffer8609 How about I come to your house with some “protection” Kristoffer?

@kristoffer8609

2 жыл бұрын

@@ALotOfCancer Are you trying to threaten me?

@kristoffer8609

2 жыл бұрын

@@britneynguyen9648 Yes everyone should have seen the early signs. As early as when he was talking about being "gender confused".

@I.See.That.Youre.Mentally.Ill.

2 жыл бұрын

When you're talking about it for years, eventually people are gonna just brush it off like oh here we go again with him talking shit. He was pretty pathetic, let's be real.

Everyone has wanted attention in one way or another but its no reason to end someone s life. Pathetic

This happened in my hometown and I worked there after this. Definitely shook everybody up and it was so heartbreaking

As a parent myself I cannot imagine how any of this escaped his parents' attention. The Columbine shooters both had parents who had been trying to straighten their sons out. They had been to counselors, worked with local authorities. What did Randy's parents do? I really want to know because their son was BEGGING for their help. So tragic.

@SYKO666

2 жыл бұрын

All he wanted was for someone to notice he wasn't feeing right..it screams out that his parents didnt giv a fuck. Im not taking the RANDY VICTIM rout here, but you can see he gave them enough chances to say "COME HERE SON, WHATS WRONG " N THE MOTHER/FATHER BOUGHT HIM 2 PUMP ACTION SHOTTYS. YOU CAN HERE HIS MOTHER FILMING HIM WHEN HE'S SHOOTING THE GUNS ON HIS BACK GARDEN

@kschneider8649

2 жыл бұрын

Seriously!!! They never even watched the videos he was posting on the internet?! The fuck...

@ohnaw223

2 жыл бұрын

The columbine thing was just the students being suttborn with their efforts. Its insane that its true that Dylan and Eric killed hundreds more indurectly. because of them, a spawn of kids inspired by them came to life. Its horrifying.

@kimpedersen5708

2 жыл бұрын

they gave him a gun. because thats EXACTLY what you get your clearly struggling and depressed kid. parents need to do better.

@ohnoimatrap856

2 жыл бұрын

@@SYKO666 I'm gonna start a war here, but Americas gun laws really enables broken people like him to do things like this, massacres outside of America rarely get as big as this, since most don't have easy access to weapons.

You know what's even more disturbing? He was right. No one cared about him. At least not enough to have a serious conversation with him. His family, his "friends", his KZread subscribers; no one stopped him.

@craigsayer8710

2 жыл бұрын

That's what I was thinking did his youtube fans think he was chatting shit or just a joke or something else this we will never know

@AlexanderBogdanow

2 жыл бұрын

@@craigsayer8710 Most just watched 'cause of the cringe. ;)

@craigsayer8710

2 жыл бұрын

@@AlexanderBogdanow lol really he made you cringe did he ok

@donnageorge6506

2 жыл бұрын

i can relate to that, minus the yt.i was never shown love/respect nothing, except beatings/sexual abuse

@TheFakeyCakeMaker

2 жыл бұрын

Really? Have you ever tried to confront this kind of behaviour online? You get a ton of backlash "leave him alone" "he's just trying to find himself" "stop being so negative" just go to reddit and you'll see a ton of people like this, loving to say edgy things just to piss people off. Why are people assuming that in real life he was anything but normal and that his parents didn't want to appear "unsupportive" by challenging his behaviour because that's what you're deemed as now if you as much question the slightest thing that anyone does. Everyone bemoaning the fact that this guy didn't get attention and no one cared but very likely people tried to care or show they did and he hated them for it. Just voice one dissenting view online and see the backlash also why his parents would or should know what t shirt one of the columbine killers wore I don't know. The whole thing is bull$hit

He just needed one solid friend and this would of never happen

@RyanRoemer8624

29 күн бұрын

He seems very unhinged

@SAVageGaMinGLime311RClips

29 күн бұрын

@@RyanRoemer8624 in the beginning, I don't think so, I think his being isolated from the others made him unhinged. Remember we are social people we need to interact with others

@jflsdknf

26 күн бұрын

No, some people are so unhinged they are way beyond just needing a friend to make everything alright.

@OHHHHUSBANT

2 күн бұрын

Literally just an online friend group But he seems like the type of person who would've gotten bullied and harassed by CSGO players because of how he acts and thinks

Who else is on a documentary binge?

@emilylogan2379

3 жыл бұрын

🙋🏼‍♀️ Emily’s unite!

@AngelKhalidah

3 жыл бұрын

@@emilylogan2379 💜💜💜

@kaylezmarei7264

3 жыл бұрын

Ayeeee whats up Ewu Crew Member I am luuuuhv this channel much love bless u please stay safe

@scienceandmatter8739

3 жыл бұрын

@@AngelKhalidah tribvtes FROM Germany Europe. I am No Emily but anyway lets have fun

@darrenhanson3875

3 жыл бұрын

Me. Think it's been like almost a week. I think I need a break 😉

can you honestly even IMAGINE the horror his family felt watching him flip the coin and knowing that they very well could have been murdered if it just so happened to be heads instead of tails on the last one? wow. absolutely insane

@daphney119

2 жыл бұрын

I thought the same thing. It easily could have been them instead

@brandoncliff5653

2 жыл бұрын

Now you may be correct but if you listen to him after the coin flip. He says now more than just him are going to die. but when its tails he says now more than he just needs to die. Idk i noticed it and it seems he was flipping based on suicide or mas murder

@diydunder3377

2 жыл бұрын

Can you honestly IMAGINE if this guy was never bullied in school and he grew up to be more or less normal? Oh man the tragedy.

@YumiSumire

2 жыл бұрын

i don't think he was going to kill his family, maybe just his dad.

@attentionaddicts

2 жыл бұрын

@@diydunder3377 he wasn't bullied, he was ignored. Everything was about getting attention.

😮😮😮 Thats one of the most horrific videos I have ever seen.. He is just crazy... Mad....😮💔 But its so sad at the same... He is still a person here in this video, but with alot of problems that he cant work through 😢Tragedy!! 💔 Love from 🇧🇻🇧🇻❤️ P.s Love your channel 😉👏

It’s like he wanted to be stopped, he was screaming his desire to be stopped, but no one even bothered with it; specially his followers.

@crowmagpie

3 ай бұрын

I mean it's easy to say that in hindsight

This is truly terrifying, but i’m glad videos like these exist because it let’s you realize the warning signs people give off.

@smoke8538

2 жыл бұрын

Only God could have saved him but he sadly wasn't able to as I could see.

@tomyshaw174

2 жыл бұрын

Bro I'm just wondering why are all the weirdos mentally unstable ppl in america

@iamjoyt

2 жыл бұрын

True!!!

@tomyshaw174

2 жыл бұрын

@@iamjoyt yep

@Blackman12371

2 жыл бұрын

@@smoke8538 see what?

i think one of the worst parts is that he isnt out of his mind, he’s mentally there and some what together, he openly hates his plan but doesn’t care knowing he’s wrong

@CAST1LLO

2 жыл бұрын

Of course he’s out of his mind.

@dt99022

2 жыл бұрын

@@CAST1LLO I think they're more talking about how insanely self-aware he is about all of this. I don't see a lot of people calling out their own signs and red flags, questioning why no one noticed. You usually only see this from other people, reacting after the fact.

@destroya3303

2 жыл бұрын

Dude was nuts and thought he was talking to cartoon ghosts

@georgecavanaugh8757

2 жыл бұрын

He’s not out of his mind? Ehhhhhhh…

@samuraiboi2735

2 жыл бұрын

@@CAST1LLO i meant i cant clearly say his out of his mind because he lost two of his friends from accidents and in love with a cartoon girl and never enjoyed life

This is so upsetting... if only he got help sooner. Rest in piece all the innocent workers that died and never made it back home 💔

Imagine finding out one of your favorite KZreadrs is a killer.

I think the reason he didn’t shoot Kristan was because one of the Columbine shooters did the same thing, if I remember correctly. I believe one of them had let a student live, and since Randy was so obsessed with the Columbine shooters, it sounds to me like he was just following in their footsteps with that action as well as the many others that were covered in this video.

@eleaftha2008

2 жыл бұрын

If this is true, then it makes sense why he let her live

@ChaosHusky

2 жыл бұрын

That and the eye contact, notably missing from the other three victims (Kris is still a victim, after all) i certainly think you may well be right there!

@missm1548

2 жыл бұрын

He also probably wanted someone to tell the story.

@h.celine9303

2 жыл бұрын

It's useful that you happened by. I want you to witness the fate of the town of Nipton, to memorize every detail. And then, when you move on? I want you to teach everyone you meet the lesson that Caesar's Legion taught here, especially any NCR troops you run across.

@brysonsnider9426

2 жыл бұрын

i think it may also be because of the obscene amounts of benadryl he had taken maybe causing him to hallucinate but that theory seems plausible as well

The scariest part was he was so self aware. He really expressed his motives and knew that what he was doing was wrong but still went through with it. In the last video he was so aware about everything he has done, will do and will become.

@Mark-uh4zd

7 ай бұрын

And not shocking, he identified as the T in the alphabet soup people. Mental illness at its finest

@bryant7542

7 ай бұрын

Sometimes the self awareness is the affliction.

@babble2leeza

7 ай бұрын

Psychopath

@DoSe420

7 ай бұрын

He always knew what he was going to do. His rage was about being ignored

@destinydiaz-hall2298

7 ай бұрын

Exactly Nn

This highlights the importance of mental health and why it's important to maintain and strengthen it.

Your early 20s are probably the hardest part about life trying to figure out who you are and what you really want to do with yourself all while feeling angry and sad and trying to balance a spectrum of emotions. He seemed extremely lonely and seemed extremely vulnerable and in need of attention and for some kind of love. It’s pretty sad really because he didn’t need to do this and him and his victims should still be here.

@ct92404

2 ай бұрын

No. That's when you're a teenager. You're supposed to be past that nonsense in your 20's. You're an adult. Why do Millennials want to be angsty emo kids forever?

@baboonman846

Ай бұрын

Agreed, After you leave school your social life plummets, Going from seeing all your classmates every day to only a few close friends is a big change

This is the most thought provoking crime case footage I've ever seen. So many chances to stop him. No one seemed to notice him at all.

@jasonhounsell3297

Жыл бұрын

Why would you? I see mental illness, abnormal behaviours or self destructive behaviours all the time, it’s part of life. Not many people go through life without encountering negative thoughts. How can anyone be expected to know the outcomes? That’s why it’s important people are taught to be stronger and not to try and make the world softer. If someone took this kid aside and taught him how to be a man, how to be stronger then he wouldn’t have acted like such a coward.

@lemonguts69

Жыл бұрын

his friends and loved ones had the responsibility to check in on him when they saw the signs. especially his family

@jakenguyen1150

Жыл бұрын

@@jasonhounsell3297 well, I just want to say that I am really glad there weren't that many people like you around me when I had serious problems with my mental health. If mental illness and self destructive thoughts can be prevent simply by "being taken aside and taught how to be a man by someone", this world would be a much better place full of sunshine and rainbow . You sir, yes you, please don't ever work as a psychiatrist. Calling a person with mental issues a "coward" and giving them stupid advice like "just be strong lol, just be a man lol" sure are effective.

@jasonhounsell3297

Жыл бұрын

@@jakenguyen1150 You didn’t understand what I was saying at all. I’m not saying someone was a coward for having mental health issues. I’m calling them a coward for killing themselves and in this case other people too. Life’s hard at times, and it’s harder if you don’t learn how to be tougher. You can strawman and misunderstand what I’m saying if you like however it’s not productive and I don’t buy the narrative that everyone should be sensitive and cuddle each other. It doesn’t solve anything. There is a reason sportsmen push each other hard, yell at each other, motivate each other to do better. When was the last time you seen a bodybuilder needing a cuddle to get the last reps out? I’m not lacking empathy or compassion, I just don’t like how pampered and soft people are being raised today. Men especially, let’s be real, the weak men who allow themselves to be victims suffer mental health issues at a far higher rate than a man who is confident and assertive. Why is this the case with men and not women? Why if a boy is bullied and fails to stand up for himself he is likely going to develop anxiety in adulthood where as the boy who fought back even if lost has a lesser chance? These are deep topics, ones you know nothing about most likely. So I appreciate your opinion on me, although you offered no view point of your own, very brave of you. Have a good day.

@RedxRiot

Жыл бұрын

@@jasonhounsell3297 I don’t think teaching this guy “how to be a man” would’ve helped him, some people are just born with a predisposition for violence and unfortunately he happened to be one of them with extra steps involved. You can’t save everyone, that’s just life.

As a Dad watching this hurts my heart so. I hope my kids never feel so disconnected from me or everybody else. Just one real friend could have changed his life so much

@GORILLA_PIMP

2 жыл бұрын

I've rarely heard anyone speak highly of their parents At best they have nothing bad to say about them And ive interacted with all types of people all over the world

@shermymchurty1166

2 жыл бұрын

I think the fact that you recognize this makes me think you are a good dad and obviously care about your kids. Just keep supporting them no matter what and let them be them ♥️

@ohokay4663

2 жыл бұрын

A very kind hope I think. I also hope that your children never have to experience this kind of disconnection, just remember that it's important to start a dialogue with them.

@totalannihilationfitness6473

2 жыл бұрын

You're the dad. It's up to you to make sure this doesn't happen. Read your kids the bible every night. Dont let the public schools brainwash them.

@ohokay4663

2 жыл бұрын

@@totalannihilationfitness6473 ...yyyeah no I've got about 5 ex catholic friends with severe mental issues that would like to argue against the bible theory of parenting. Like religion can very much bring a sense of meaning, community and joy, but they have to WANT that for themselves.

It's impressive that he has the thought of nihilism but sad that he doesn't know existentialism.

@erikeriks

2 ай бұрын

Kinda how it is these days. Whenever you fall back to nihilism you should just remember that even if life really is meaningless that only means you get to give your own meaning to things.

Butch Hartman is probably thinking what have I done

@shotgunfrenzy1225

Ай бұрын

No he's probably think it's not my problem.

When your role models are the columbine shooters there’s really no way it’ll end any other way than this. This guy was clearly deeply disturbed, to say the least.

@anubs1786

3 жыл бұрын

Attention seeking, narcissist, pseudo-psychopath, homophobic... what else can i say that describe this guy ?..

@anubs1786

3 жыл бұрын

self-centered/selfish, he took the life of innocents that owned him nothing. Really fucked up.

@hdofu

3 жыл бұрын

I guess owning the My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic notebook was some sort of sarcastic gesture.

@marcellinechoisne5627

3 жыл бұрын

@@anubs1786 i m a mom and a granma...where was the parents!? if your kid is going so far, you feel it, you see something is wrong! i had the exemple with my son when he was teenager..changing is normal...having an internet life, ok...but i saw him acting bizarrely..being agressive with me.. a day i enter the "sacred" room.. and i saw vodka bottles, ! we had an argument, and that crushed my heart..but after that,he came back in the good way, slowly...

@MichelleCWeber

3 жыл бұрын

He had dry mouth in the video. Some psych meds give you cotton mouth.

After years of being in law enforcement, it is quit possible he left the one young lady alive to be a live witness that could tell his story and keep his actions alive for his fans and fame.

@GoddessNyx911

2 жыл бұрын

Agreed. 100%

@omfug8593

2 жыл бұрын

Like in the natural born killers movie

@stay_eeek

2 жыл бұрын

This gavr me goosebumps, it didnt cross my mind about that

@logan9305

2 жыл бұрын

It's inline with narcism, that's for sure

@stevenwheat3621

2 жыл бұрын

But then again, her story on what happened is different than what the camera shows.. And for that reason, I wouldn't believe shit she says

This breaks my heart for so many reasons💔😭

The thought of having your life on the line in a coin toss game of chance is absolutely terrifying. Such a heartbreaking and haunting case.

This is absolutely horrifying. To be so public with his plan and not one person came forward to question his intentions. In regards to the lethal amount of Benadryl in his system, maybe he took it in hopes of killing himself or knocking himself out to stop him from following through with his plan? He kept posting about his intentions and then about no one trying to stop him.

@yaz.7645

2 жыл бұрын

fr. those tweets he was posting about his plan, you’d think one person at leasttt would come forward and question him.

@notsurewhy3263

2 жыл бұрын

i think he likely took lethal amount of dph to make sure he would not survive, and/or also to make him drowsy or calm to carry the killing out. idk if they are saying that it was all absorbed by the time he died but i guarantee in order to do this the dph in his system was most definitely barely absorbed yet.

@glenrichard7863

2 жыл бұрын

It's kinda like the "not my job" mentality - if it doesn't affect us directly then someone else will deal with it but no one does cuz it's not their problem

@adampowell8319

2 жыл бұрын

!...wen I was 18 years old me n friends took anywhere from 300 mgs-600mgs of dph at a time and that was with tolerance and it was strong enough to hallucinate at 600mgs!so that would be around 250 ml....so yeah 370 ml of dph would possibly b lethal... but positively 100% Gaurantee he wouldn't have been able to stay away or even walk if it had absorbed into his system let alone methodically shooting n killing three people!!

@kathymcmahon6582

2 жыл бұрын

SOMEONE wants SOMEONE ELSE to do SOMETHING about it!!!

I watched this front to back. The kid was disturbed. Zero doubt about that. Not condoning in any way. However, this is a clear case of someone crying out to be stopped and helped. He wanted people to see his plans, understand, and step in to stop him. Nobody did. Not a soul. Pay attention to the people around you. You never know. A kind word could save lives

@Somelady464

2 жыл бұрын

Well said. Also, it’s not as well known as other symptoms that major depression can cause delusions and hallucinations. He really needed help

@redastley5872

Жыл бұрын

there was a band he was in the members tried to befriend him and be friendly to him but he dismissed all of them coldly it was clear he did not want any friends. He liked his fictional cartoon characters more. Honestly the dude was a lost cause imo.

@loganlongdixk9966

Жыл бұрын

shouldnt need to say kind words to people for them to not kill people lol

@kingmini5098

Жыл бұрын

Even if they were to try, that’ll probably make em want to do it more seeing as he finally got attention when he finally did dumb shit

@uribheidi

Жыл бұрын

Oh please. If he was really wanting to be stopped he would have flat out told someone what he was actually planning to do. Who in the world would derive anything from his nonsense? He really expected his parents to recognize the t shirt Eric Harris wore? Give me a break. He knew they wouldn't. He just wanted to place the blame for his behavior on others because he was a coward and a narcissist. I can't believe people are actually sympathizing with this piece of shit.

What’s really creepy is my cousins lived in that area when I was a kid. Used to go with my aunt to that Weis on occasion whenI would stay with her. Hard to believe something like this could happen there.

“Someone’s gonna go to sleep tonight and wake up dead” That kinda made me chuckle a little.

@ktgame2640

3 ай бұрын

He didnt say that? He said they would wake up then go out and die

@Keefs_c.c.89

3 ай бұрын

@@ktgame2640I’m referring to what he said at 6:56. So I’m not saying what you’re saying isn’t right…🤷🏻‍♂️😌

I love how they paint everyone who is lonely or has a hard time making friends as becoming like this...I've had that trouble but I've never EVER thought about harming anyone...life is hard and not everyone is accepted into the "popular" crowds...only made me stronger, not crazy

@trappyy

2 жыл бұрын

I wonder if the following is true. People likely to commit mass shootings or events similar to this are psychopaths, clearly have mental health issues and some predisposition to evil - as such they're far more likely to lack the social skills to make friends. However they make up a very small percentage of introverts in general. In short - not all lonely people who struggle socially are capable of this, BUT all people capable of this are going to be lonely people who struggle socially.

@Latesnightesongrailed

2 жыл бұрын

I pretty sure everyone suffers from this at one point in their life and yes most don’t turn into a complete psychopath thank god

@copescale9599

2 жыл бұрын

@@Latesnightesongrailed not everyone i have never felt the urge to wear women's clothing, it would be wrong it would feel wrong and something i would never want.

@sheills_1996

2 жыл бұрын

🙌

@Latesnightesongrailed

2 жыл бұрын

@@copescale9599 i wasn’t talking about the cross dressing 💀

The “hidden demons” were not hidden AT ALL! He literally told everyone and had a countdown.

@allanpanzer9865

2 жыл бұрын

yep

@laurenward256

2 жыл бұрын

And nobody did anything, it's so awful

@coffeemakerbottomcracked

2 жыл бұрын

Stupid fans did nothing

@batmeme9349

2 жыл бұрын

@@laurenward256 Would you even do anything? I doubt you will

@xx_amongus_xx6987

2 жыл бұрын

@@batmeme9349 What does that have to do with what he said? It's a fact, the stupid fans did nothing

This is so sad💙 This is why it's important to communicate with your children! They always need us❤

The Black Ops Emblem Editor around 41 minutes was wild as hell .

It's actually very sad, I think he clearly knew he needed help and felt out of control and this is why he was giving all of these hints. I think deep inside he was hoping someone would actually stop him.

@ariannahauser4971

2 жыл бұрын

i think its really fucked and what this person did was horrific and obviously inexcusable but , they were obviously dealing with a lot of stuff and it went unaddressed. untreated mental illness and trauma and issues with identity can really screw someone up in horrible ways if not looked atter

@justcallmeeastia7947

2 жыл бұрын

I can get why it's hard to ask help sometimes, wish he could've given himself more time to connect with other people and at the very least see some reason to hold on to his life a little longer, I'll take this as an example as of why we should learn to speak our minds more

@Buckets50

2 жыл бұрын

He was desperate to get noticed and felt invisible that’s very clear. I think that is what motivated him. He probably would have been momentarily satisfied had his parents or someone else questioned him about the shotgun or any of his other behaviors. I think this action may have been inevitable tho. He idolized on of the columbine kids and wanted to be infamous like them. He thought his fans would want his posters…

@pundertalefan4391

2 жыл бұрын

The situation is sad, but nothing excuses killing innocent people.

@debsam77

2 жыл бұрын

And this is why mental health is so important. I hope no one gets mad at me but this kid was crying for help.

It’s really creepy that the people he shot were somewhere doing something completely unaware that this guy is out here flipping a coin with their life on the line

@notacoolguy5845

3 ай бұрын

Easy way to pick between two options

@clankthetank4286

2 ай бұрын

Easy way to pass off blame when you don't want to do something. "that's fate" he said.@@notacoolguy5845

@devnjohnson

2 ай бұрын

Fr dude

@whitd8946

2 ай бұрын

@@notacoolguy5845what the hell

@rustyshackleford7265

2 ай бұрын

And some people want them using women's locker rooms. The world is full of evil

Seeing this video, makes me terrified. I'm thinking somewhat like they did. Im currently going to therapy to hopefully move past this phase in life. I dont want to end up like this

@C4ioPereira20

3 ай бұрын

I hope all the best for you, read some psychotherapy books, radical honesty by brad blanton has helped me a lot. Best of luck

@jordanwebb3129

3 ай бұрын

Wishing you the best and I hope it gets better for you ❤

@Cesar-pq2ck

3 ай бұрын

Jesus is the answer. Seek him and you’ll find him.

@jasonspradling4688

2 ай бұрын

Me to bro in fact looking for a Dylan Kebold(friend) to talk to about my thoughts and find a connection.

@sam1d22101

2 ай бұрын

@@jasonspradling4688look for a therapist! they don’t judge and will always keep u safe. talking with another “fan” or “friend” might make u both depressed/anxious/manic/unsafe. protecting urself means taking care of yourself :) also trying to help ur good thoughts prosper, use ur powers and skills for good causes!! you have a great future ahead.

This is sad on all ends. Mental health is so important. I feel for the victims and their families the most. I can’t help but also feel for Randy. I wish things could have been different

The fact that not a single person watching his videos took him seriously and called the police is absolutely mind-boggling and inexcusable.

@twbroei9203

7 ай бұрын

​@TRUMP-2O24one with a not so sickening mind. understands its wrong in every way. Thats a moral instinct not a yes no quote. If you ask me they should follow these people instead of people who just live there life.

@jessicafletcher8065

7 ай бұрын

Even if they did the police probably wouldn't take it seriously, just going off previous things like this where the police just thought it was someone ranting to get attention, but yeah, you're right why the heck didn't his parents or people he knew do anything, if I knew someone like that and saw those videos, I would have told someone.

@sparkyshore3543

7 ай бұрын

@@jessicafletcher8065 it's the police's job to take things like this seriously. You get in a lot more trouble for underreacting than overreacting.

@jessicafletcher8065

7 ай бұрын

@sparkyshore3543 Oh, i agree with you 100%. I think sometimes the police are just so lax sometimes, that things, like that, pass them by because they can't be bothered to look into it properly, and then people get hurt.

@dipper5835

7 ай бұрын

@@jessicafletcher8065Trust me, in the last few years they are taking every call relating to shootings seriously now. No matter how absurd or a reach, it has became a serious issue increasing every year

It's sad how loneliness can affect someone's psyche. I'm not saying randy was in the right or that he didn't know better but I think he's life would have been completely different if he had a supportive family and friends

@j.m6334

2 жыл бұрын

yeah true i thought that too, its just so sad to watch someone slowly throw themselves into a deep hole :( thats why its always good to help someone that has a lot of issues bc not only are you saving them but your also saving a ton of other ppl they prob would have killed if they didnt get the help they needed

@plantdaddy7738

2 жыл бұрын

He did have friends. He was just a shitty one. When this first happened I went through his Instagram. He had a few friends. Just a terrible dude who should of got help or had better parents with more awareness.

@CadenIsCaden

2 жыл бұрын

The thing I just don't understand at all is that there were actual people LIKING his tweets, but didn't hesitate to think that there OBVIOUSLY WAS something wrong with him, like maybe actually take a few minutes to maybe help Randy turn his LIFE around...? Seriously it fucking kills me how humans on this earth are so stupid wtf?

@Pieruh

2 жыл бұрын

@@CadenIsCaden either that or they just didn't care

@leilaonline2787

2 жыл бұрын

This has nothing to do with LONLINESS. This is about ignoring clear signs of mental degradation. And the fact that you, yourself are making it about "no friends" IS THE PROBLEM. They leave their kids locked in a room with screens and he has NO DIRECTION and wasn't pushed in any direction. White families tend to see their weird family members as "eccentric" or "nerdy". I think it comes from a need to fit in to that perfect suburban family, so the craziness gets ignored. These people have children and then ignore them. They pay more attention to the family pet, than they do their own teenaged kids. Look at Jeffrey Dahmer. All of his weirdness was simply overlooked and categorized as being "Off". He had a head in a box, that smelled bad in his room. Victims were stumbling out of his apartment. Gary Ridgeway... killed 45 women. His co-workers joked about how he looked EXACTLY like the killer and was interviewed twice. No one called the police on him and he even hung out with cops in bars. I think white privilege is why these men are allowed to become killers.

Randy essentially being transgender and also being homophobic is wild to me

@sapphosgirlfriend

Ай бұрын

Internalized queer phobia is a b1tch fr

@wizardgaming6759

Ай бұрын

I’d say it would be wild if he was transphobic not homophobic.

@-RedHood-

Ай бұрын

Well, he wanted to be a woman, but I presume he specifically didn't like male homosexuality at the same time. So, you could call him sexist too.

@ivanbadaev6621

Ай бұрын

Nah, come to think of it, he just hated masculine sexuality. Makes sense why he would hate gay people the most

@RyanRoemer8624

29 күн бұрын

Homosexuals are sometimes transphobic

The nostrils on that dude are crazy . If I had nostrils that big I’d be super upset too

@AsToldByUfa

28 күн бұрын

😂😂 okay this comment

@AtomicNeufeld

27 күн бұрын

Lol

it shakes me to the core that his parents didn’t notice.. or, if they did, how they still thought he was stable enough to have a gun. Edit: somehow this became my most liked and replied comment? Thanks, I guess???? If you have thoughts of extreme violence against a person/persons/place and have a want of acting on them, get help.

@mr3x2x

2 жыл бұрын

Every single time they're on some kind of medication. Go figure.

@-redacted2554

2 жыл бұрын

Fr its so obvious these kids are dangerous you gotta deliberately ignore shit

@diydunder3377

2 жыл бұрын

it shakes me to the core that this kid was probably persistently bullied by a ton of peers in his age group, but somehow you go right to the parents. Idiot.

@alia3919

2 жыл бұрын

Or the teachers! Like he was writing about death in all the assignments he turned in and they didn't question it? He cried for help to so many people so many times and no one questioned a dang thing

@pbnjams

2 жыл бұрын

@@diydunder3377 ? I doubt the bullies would’ve spoken up if they thought he needed help though. I’m not saying it’s the parents fault. I’m saying that there must have been signs that weren’t noticed or, at worst, ignored.

I am horrified. Not only did his parents not get it, but how did no one get it? This kid was beyond sick and slipped through the cracks... although I can't understand how. Again we let humanity down.

People complain about "toxic" men. Weak men are the actual danger. Not some chad.

I can’t believe his parents didn't even notice this red flags. And no one reported these videos to the police?? Wtf!

@sandibales9831

3 жыл бұрын

It wasn’t just him that was weird that night my ex Brian Hayes was one of victims but what was strange is the night he was going to work he took a shower and then he shaved his head which in 20 years I’ve never seen him do that it was very weird night. What are the last thing he said is I’m not going anywhere

@autumnt.allgood8895

3 жыл бұрын

Parents should always check in on their kids in their rooms if they spend so much time in there. Stay in contact with one another. I can't believe the people on the internet didn't inform the police, store manager or his parents. It's awful that his co workers had to die. He could of killed himself at home & not destory three people & their families lives. He was selfish & crazy.

@marcopoloplanner8843

3 жыл бұрын

Can't believe a guy can get 2 guns so easily and everyone is so ok about it to not even notice it

@beebutler6344

3 жыл бұрын

@@marcopoloplanner8843 I live in Texas, and most people I know have at LEAST two guns, with many more owning what should honestly be considered an arsenal. Down here, it's not much of a big deal to anyone, which is why, although watching this was terrifying and infuriating, I was almost surprised that he only bought two. He mentions his mom might've been surprised and a little upset that he bought the second, since it was an almost identical gun, and might've said not to buy any more, but other than that, it's not uncommon and practically normalized here. That said, I own zero, will never purchase one, and I consider it a massive red flag every time I encounter someone, going out of my way not to get involved with people who buy them or regularly go shooting (another thing that's normal here... not hunting, SHOOTING. They go to the gun range for hours and fire off as many as they can from as many guns as they bring). This should've been a red flag, but down here the 2nd amendment has been reinterpreted as a requirement, and people buy and fire guns like normal people buy and consume food.

@chrissearer1896

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah. YT ignored millions of same kind of flags. See: Justin Hess/Woolie killed Mother and innocent bystander in Marietta, GA.

Columbine grad '02. I was a freshman when the shooting happened. We finished the year at Chatfield Senior High. Can't remember exactly how that worked out. I think it was half days in the afternoon with Chatfield students attending in the morning. I don't remember having finals, but that was more than 20 years ago. Columbine was an event that changed me forever. I'm shocked and saddened anybody would look at that event and want to emulate it. I wouldn't say watching this is re-traumatizing. I made peace with the past long ago.

@TheMarcyFran

2 жыл бұрын

I cannot imagine. It's amazing you've made peace with that. Hope you know you're incredibly strong and resilient.

@reedr1659

2 жыл бұрын

@jason christopher it's certainly given me a unique perspective on some things. I learned that this terrible event doesn't define me and it's important to live in the present, not the past. You have to find things which make life worth living. Everything can change in an instant so make the most of it. I kiss my wife and tell her "I love you" every single day before I leave for work.

@masterghotihook5793

2 жыл бұрын

All of you students became victims that day, and It's nice to know you've been able to move on from something as horrendous as it was.

@crystalcrawford553

2 жыл бұрын

Highlands Ranch '01 here. I remember some asshole senior called in a bomb threat as a senior prank right after the shooting. We had to wear name tags around our necks for awhile. What a crazy traumatic year

@setsers1

2 жыл бұрын

My Condolences

Why is Randy’s depression thoughts so relatable?😮

@ktgame2640

3 ай бұрын

This could be any of us if pushed enough.

All he wanted was for someone to care enough to stop him and show him true love, instead he had to create it himself and find it in his cartoons, so sad. You can never show your kids too much love and care.

@wildeAna

2 ай бұрын

You know what’s really sad? The 5 year old who has to grow up without his mom because of what this disgusting human being did. He’s a narcissistic monster who should’ve had to suffer the consequences of his actions

When he was ranting about how people act like they care but they don't, and people don't pay attention..........I wanted to ask him who HE has cared about or paid any attention to......other than his fictional ladies, and himself.

@plantdaddy7738

2 жыл бұрын

FACTS. Finally some sense in these comments.

@jacobwebb4252

2 жыл бұрын

His thoughts never when that deep he just wanted attention for himself

@JWSoul

2 жыл бұрын

Clever

@Mortanux

2 жыл бұрын

Well he actually says so in two accounts, first he recalls his teacher as a good person and bice, these are not words you attach to someone you don't care or have any positive feeling towards. He also at a point recalls how he wold be most worried for his dads life prioritizing it above all. Its clear he had cares and feelings along side with his problems and doubts, but as his feelings or actions towards other became less and less reciprocated he started questioning the value of them, shifting is focus on louder attempts at attention. And this is not something kids do, its a rule of thumb in human behaviour, in an office if there is a meeting and all opinions are being considered but yours, you will start ignoring others opinions and voicing yours louder until acknowledged.

@itsamiyah9567

2 жыл бұрын

@@biophonism Excatly

At first he came off as cringey and your typical misunderstood loser with a hint of gender issues, but by around half way in I found myself heavily intrigued by his level of self-awareness, yet lack-there-of.

@nickpastorinoartist

2 жыл бұрын

So, why is he a 'loser' and why are you a 'winner'?

@luisitocomunista546

2 жыл бұрын

@@nickpastorinoartist One didn’t shoot up a grocery store and another did

@KamenSoL

2 жыл бұрын

@@nickpastorinoartist uhh did you watch the video? That’s why he’s a ‘loser’

@fyecofi

2 жыл бұрын

@@nickpastorinoartist w h a t Well the only point I'd like to make is the op is not a mass murderer 🤠

@user-qz7ob2gb6o

2 жыл бұрын

@@nickpastorinoartist bro chill, this guy was a scumbag murderer. The guy who commented is obviously ahead of this guy and probably even you. Grow up

The fact he went to work and went through his plan while ODing on dph is actually so wild