this 600 page book gave me an existential crisis

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hello hello welcome to a reading vlog in which i give another try to one of the most intimidating books on tbr: crime and punishment! it's not really a vlog about the book itself, i might talk about it more once i finish it, but i did want to make a vlog about tackling intimidating books and classcis that may feel a bit scary :)
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  • @marireadsbks
    @marireadsbks2 жыл бұрын

    "do i want to read this classic or do i want to be someone who has read this classic" i felt personally called out by this 😂

  • @lesbiangoddess290

    @lesbiangoddess290

    2 жыл бұрын

    mood

  • @Daboi.

    @Daboi.

    11 ай бұрын

    both!

  • @masham8071
    @masham80712 жыл бұрын

    Hi! As someone who speaks Russian, this is the word-by-word translation: "Suffering and pain are always necessary for a wide understanding (=knowledge/intelligence) and a deep heart". In essence, it aims to express that the person is quite profound and self-aware, mature, experienced, worldly, smth along the lines of that. Thank you for your videos and best of luck finishing!

  • @meowmeow-ep8wm

    @meowmeow-ep8wm

    2 жыл бұрын

    What does the expressing „deep heart“ mean?

  • @masham8071

    @masham8071

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@meowmeow-ep8wm I'd say smn who has a deep heart is a person of great feeling, smn who is very empathetic, and, in modern terms, has a high EQ.

  • @el_lagarto8966

    @el_lagarto8966

    2 жыл бұрын

    Как классно тут встретить a fellow speaker :)

  • @masham8071

    @masham8071

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@el_lagarto8966 А еще лучше от оного сообщение об этом получить))

  • @el_lagarto8966

    @el_lagarto8966

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@masham8071 ❤

  • @hayleyemma7953
    @hayleyemma79532 жыл бұрын

    For people that feel stressed out by reading "slowly" ( like Leonie and myself!) a helpful tip I've learned is to allocate time to reading rather than pages or chapters. That way, my brain has already mentally registered this time for reading and not for doing other things, so I feel less "guilty" for "wasting time" reading a slower book. I tend to break these chunks up in 30min sessions for these heavier classics. It makes it more palatable

  • @AnaSerroGomes

    @AnaSerroGomes

    2 жыл бұрын

    That's really nice advice! As someone who suffers from that stress, I'll be trying to implement that :) Thanks

  • @random23287
    @random232872 жыл бұрын

    Apparently Dostoeyvsky and many other authors of his time period were paid by the page, so maybe thats why his works are so long. Makes one wonder what he would've written if that wasn't a necessity.

  • @mac8697

    @mac8697

    2 жыл бұрын

    Dickens was paid by installment/chapter and if I had been alive in that time period I would've thrown rocks at him.

  • @tine442

    @tine442

    2 жыл бұрын

    That's interessting! 😀

  • @JamesJoyce12

    @JamesJoyce12

    2 жыл бұрын

    "In Dostoevsky's novel there are many, many words and all of them have a function" ~ Alfred Hitchcock

  • @vfa9761

    @vfa9761

    Жыл бұрын

    @@JamesJoyce12 yeah now I just think Hitchcock was wrong yk lol

  • @brunoactis1104

    @brunoactis1104

    Жыл бұрын

    I doubt what's liikely the greatest author would unnecessarily make his work longer for the sake of money.

  • @locosychocrazy1
    @locosychocrazy12 жыл бұрын

    At 11:00 you talk about needing context to understand the story. This is why when I recommend Crime and Punishment (or really any other Dostoevsky book) I tell them to get the translation by Larissa Volokhonsky and Richard Pevear. They do provide that context in footnotes. It makes it so much more understandable. They also translate books by other Russian authors. But those are english translations. But I recommend them.

  • @laurenmiller149

    @laurenmiller149

    2 жыл бұрын

    Agreed! Same goes for Anna Karenina. My Russian-speaking high school English teacher highly recommended their translations and supplemental glossary/index materials.

  • @KrohnosOW

    @KrohnosOW

    2 жыл бұрын

    I have The Master & Margarita translated by them on my TBR shelf currently.

  • @-umi503

    @-umi503

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes, I mean reading these books without context is just plain stupid. Look up some of that on the internet prior to reading that book.

  • @rikkebay8548

    @rikkebay8548

    2 жыл бұрын

    They are the best. My professor in Russian lit said we always should choose them if possible and I'm from Denmark. If those two had translated the book, he would rather we read them in English than Danish

  • @poirotmysteries

    @poirotmysteries

    9 ай бұрын

    Simon and Schuster also has a really good print of C&P. They've got footnotes and a recap of the characters names - which was really helpful when I started out because I couldn't remember the many characters. They also have explanatory notes and overview of key themes :)

  • @lynnm6611
    @lynnm66112 жыл бұрын

    from a perspective of a russian: these two quotes-interpretations that you've mentioned are actually a mix of the original line. It is literally like: "pain and suffering are always inevitable for wide understanding and a deep heart"

  • @bibliophilecb
    @bibliophilecb2 жыл бұрын

    Apparently I read too much fantasy, because my first thought when you said 600 page book was “oh ok, not too long then!”

  • @Silverraine1

    @Silverraine1

    2 жыл бұрын

    I thought the same!🤣 The last big fantasy I read was The Hands of the Emperor by Victoria Goddard which is 900 pages long and I was sad when it ended!

  • @barbarat444

    @barbarat444

    2 жыл бұрын

    Well, over 700 pages of Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix is short, but 600 pages of Dostojevski is extremely long 😄

  • @bibliophilecb

    @bibliophilecb

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@barbarat444 I’m currently reading 1,000 pages of Brandon Sanderson (and that’s just the first of the series) so I think I just enjoy suffering haha. I definitely agree that Russian literature can be dense though!

  • @specialknees6798

    @specialknees6798

    8 ай бұрын

    ⁠@@bibliophilecbyeah 5000 pages of Sanderson ie the first 4 SA books is time consuming but very easy compared to reading any Dostoevsky. Sanderson usually leaves me feeling invigorated whereas the Russians drain me. I love and appreciate both but they’re like apples and oranges.

  • @Lokster71
    @Lokster712 жыл бұрын

    Reading one of those big Classics is an interesting exercise. I read In Search of Lost Time by Marcel Proust, which took me two years. There were moments when I found it hard going but then he'd hit you with some of the most beautiful writing on love, jealousy, plants, art, memory, family etc and the way it brings itself to an end is just perfect. I'm glad I read it. After that I think I could read anything. I also read a couple of books around it as I went. There's a guide to all the art in the books, which was a delightful way to rest whilst reading and there was a great book of essays written by a Polish academic whilst a prisoner of war in Russia that really helped understand the books. Getting outside input never does any harm imo. Lovely video btw. I do like your vibe.

  • @reginagrobosz8807

    @reginagrobosz8807

    2 жыл бұрын

    Hi there. Who this Polish academic was, may I ask? ✌️

  • @Lokster71

    @Lokster71

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@reginagrobosz8807 It was Lost Time: Lectures On Proust In A Soviet Prison Camp by Józef Czapski

  • @jamesduggan7200

    @jamesduggan7200

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes, I'm reading that now - in French - and it's been almost a year. I don't know it's worth it. Quite frankly, Marcel tends to repetition of detail. And when I muddle through it I can't always decide if it's intentional to depict his unique mental state, or if it's only me. However, now I'm nearly done I know I'll be glad to say "I did it!" even if no one really cares.

  • @Lokster71

    @Lokster71

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jamesduggan7200 I think the repetition is intentional. I did struggle with some of it. There's that moment when you turn over a page and in front of you are another two solid pages of text. But I found enough in it to love. I haven't written my notes and quotes up yet though.

  • @danielsister2467

    @danielsister2467

    2 жыл бұрын

    After reading In Search of the Lost Time, I promise that you’ll never eat madeleines the same way… lol It’s way more poetic

  • @AliDoisRead
    @AliDoisRead2 жыл бұрын

    Back in my senior year of high school, I put this book off for an assignment and then had to binge it in one night 😳 weirdly I think the experience/fever dream made me love the book 10 times more than if I read it in little chunks lol. I aced my paper so it was a happy ending for me if not for half the characters in this brick of a novel 😂

  • @Silverraine1

    @Silverraine1

    2 жыл бұрын

    Haha, good for you! And I binge read Pride and Prejudice for an exam, but now I don't want to read it ever again!😅

  • @barbarat444

    @barbarat444

    2 жыл бұрын

    I read it in two days (one day 100 pages, the next day 500) and, 20 years later, I still hate it 😄

  • @AliDoisRead

    @AliDoisRead

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@barbarat444 😂

  • @AliDoisRead

    @AliDoisRead

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@Silverraine1 oh no!

  • @val.daffodils

    @val.daffodils

    Жыл бұрын

    Girlie you BINGE read this book in a night? Your brain is just superior I ain’t doing that ahahah

  • @kate-ne
    @kate-ne2 жыл бұрын

    Reading the spark notes after each chapter was such a good idea. I am definitely going to do that for some of the classics I want to try to tackle this year because they definitely make me feel dumb sometimes 😅

  • @subtlefire7256
    @subtlefire72562 жыл бұрын

    I'm currently reading Crime and Punishment and loving it. One thing that definitely helps me with historical and social references I don't get is that my edition comes with some very helpful notes. 👍

  • @vivekpluch
    @vivekpluch2 жыл бұрын

    "I am not gonna start from the beginning, because I do not hate myself completely.... Only a little..." - Lady Leonie

  • @etwasbuchstabiges512
    @etwasbuchstabiges5122 жыл бұрын

    I totally get "the weird stressed feeling", when reading and being aware of your reading pace. So i really appreciate that you share stuff like that on here. It makes engaging in the book community much nicer and not seem like other people never struggle. But also one a more general note: I always love watching your reading vlogs :) they always feel like we actually get to be with you for that time. (At least for me)

  • @Supperrman
    @Supperrman2 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations! So many videos you've talked about having tried to get through Crime and Punishment, glad to see you finally enjoy it^^

  • @zainabibrahimkhan6356
    @zainabibrahimkhan63562 жыл бұрын

    The ending of your video was so well done, I was smiling. You are a very good content creator.🖤🖤🖤

  • @ShirleySenpei
    @ShirleySenpei2 жыл бұрын

    Good luck with finishing the rest of the book. I normally just dropped a book if I not interested enough to continue it. I respect you for give a long book like that a other go after try to finish it for so long. You can do it!

  • @unimportantacademic
    @unimportantacademic2 жыл бұрын

    I've recently started to read heavier books like crime and punishment and what I've really learned it how much of a group effort it is. And how beautiful that group effort is! I really think part of the experience is getting out there with the book, find people who've read it and discuss it. To peel back the layers with people who have like 30+ experience with difficult literature or people who've just started with difficult literature. You'll be able to see so much more and maybe even re-read parts of it to understand it better. Books like these are more like projects with steps besides reading the book. I get that you're struggling though. Even though it is like a project, it's exactly that aspect of it that can feel boring or daunting or just plain annoying. And it's not a intelligence thing like you said, but a strategy thing. I'm happy you pushed through so far!

  • @orangestories5025
    @orangestories50252 жыл бұрын

    I really appreciate this video! One of my favourite genres is the classics, I find them so rewarding once I find a rhythm, but it is really hard to really get into it! I always find myself reading those when I don't have school or work. I think reading more than one book at a time is a good idea, but I also find it easier to read those huge classics asap, so that I can move on to books with a faster pace. Because I am sure I wouldn't want to go back to War and Peace if I read one of my romance novels at the same time, it would seem 10 times harder to read!

  • @pendragon2012
    @pendragon20122 жыл бұрын

    I am about 200 pages in myself on my second try to conquer it. Your "Smart Leonie" outfit is adorable but you were obviously already super smart. I agree about "Crime and Punishment"--I think Dostoevsky is a genius at drawing little psychological lessons from situations. Ah well--as long as this 600-page book didn't make you want to violently murder your landperson it's all good! ;-)

  • @lex7176
    @lex71762 жыл бұрын

    the house in the cerulean sea is amazing!! i just finished it. it seems like a longer read but it goes by so fast. the writing is so colorful and fun to read :) cant wait to hear your thoughts on it!

  • @caerrie
    @caerrie2 жыл бұрын

    i feel you so much on the "do i want to read this book or do i just want to be someone who has read it?" - I had the exact same crisis halfway through The Brothers Karamasov 😄

  • @tothewonder6248

    @tothewonder6248

    2 жыл бұрын

    That happened to me just recently with Letters to A Young Poet.

  • @fujismoke
    @fujismoke2 жыл бұрын

    your monologue about being stressed being a slow reader reading a slow-paced book speaks to a different level to me! Omg I felt so seen! 🤣💙

  • @NicholasTSilveira
    @NicholasTSilveira2 жыл бұрын

    I admire your perseverance. Getting a glimpse of your journey through this book unfold is glorious. “Beautiful discourse is rarer than emerald. Yet it can be found amongst the servant girls at the mill.” I am also a fellow advocate for having a lighter/more uplifting novel to read whilst reading a big kahuna such as C&P

  • @estherking833
    @estherking8332 жыл бұрын

    This is so relatable! I'm reading War and Peace at the moment. I started it years ago, had to restart, had to binge watch KZread documentaries about the Napoleonic Wars to understand the context, had to find shmoop notes (similar to spark notes) about the book to get to grips with the characters. Even now, my strategy is to read it for 50 minutes a day (in two 25 minute bursts, making a cup of tea in between) to get through it. I'm on page 832 (of 1,392)... As to whether I'm reading it to just be a person who has... Some days I feel that! Will my review be, 'I thought this was an amazing book' or just 'I'm proud of myself for finishing it'?? 😏 Anyway, good luck with Crime and Punishment and thank you for the vlog 😊

  • @dustinneely

    @dustinneely

    4 ай бұрын

    When you finish watch the 1966 Soviet film by Sergei Bondarchuk.

  • @fallisdying2077
    @fallisdying20772 жыл бұрын

    The thing you said about reading slowly and the feeling of it is so true

  • @mishelly
    @mishelly2 жыл бұрын

    Omg! I love and appreciate how honest you are about your comprehension of this book. I am a proud owner of this book! Have not read it yet! But I’m pretty sure I’d feel like a total failure caught with the same confusion. Thank you very much when I do pick it up I will know I’m not alone! And I like your strategy! I had to do that with some other books before.

  • @agothbee
    @agothbee2 жыл бұрын

    i just started this video so i don't know what happens yet but I'm praying to the reading gods that leoni finally finishes this book that way it can leave her tbr shelf once and for all 🙏🏻

  • @congruencerespects-xcation
    @congruencerespects-xcation2 жыл бұрын

    Love the tidbit about the translation of the quote. Whenever I read a translated story I always wonder what I might be missing.

  • @gabriellaoliveira9833
    @gabriellaoliveira98332 жыл бұрын

    Your outfits are so gorgeous, specially the puffy shirt! Also Our Flag Means Death is so so amazing I’m so glad you’re watching and enjoying it!!

  • @zofiabochenska1240
    @zofiabochenska12402 жыл бұрын

    I love that you share your journey with that book. I don't think I would suffer through any Dostoyewki (had to in high school, which is always the worst, with deadlines and surface level discussions), but there are some other intimidaring books on my list I miiight feel better about now :)

  • @MrEmbryonicjones
    @MrEmbryonicjones Жыл бұрын

    yayyyyyy i just watched the vid where you said you wanted to read it before you die and now i'm here. wow. this is one of my favorite books of all time hope you enjoy!

  • @Emma-oc6sm
    @Emma-oc6sm2 жыл бұрын

    I had a hard time reading Crime and Punishment too, so much that the first time I dropped it around half way through it, but then around a year ago I was finally able to finish it from start to end by reading along with an audiobook. I find this technique very helpful whenever I want to read more difficult books, especially classics. This way I find it so much easier to follow the story thanks to the rhythm and the intonation the voice actor gives by reading aloud

  • @mattkean1128
    @mattkean11282 жыл бұрын

    I always worry about translations. Have I REALLY read it, or just a close approximation of it. Another heady classic that I feel is more engaging is Portrait of a Lady by Henry James. A personal favorite.

  • @moonthe0ry
    @moonthe0ry2 жыл бұрын

    I’m happy that I read it in high school and loved it. Had I decided to read on my own, I feel like it would have taken me ages to even pick it up for the first time.

  • @moaandersson5223
    @moaandersson52232 жыл бұрын

    Ah crime and punishment also went very slowly for me. Sometimes 12 pages an hour aka 5 min per page… but I loved it and it’s one of my favourite books now.

  • @Kath_BookVampire
    @Kath_BookVampire2 жыл бұрын

    The internet can really be amazing in helping to understand classics, when i was reading Ulysses by James Joyce i used a website that someone had made where the explained what happens in every chapter, so i would read the chapter first and then if i was confused i would go to the website.

  • @estherking833

    @estherking833

    2 жыл бұрын

    Oh my goodness - that sounds so helpful. I don't think we can share links in the comments (I tried and my comment didn't post) but please could you share what the website is called? I really want to read Ulysses but I abandoned it because there was too much I didn't understand. Thank you in advance!

  • @hayleyemma7953
    @hayleyemma79532 жыл бұрын

    I feel like we're all here celebrating a graduation or something. Congrats on this journey, Leonie 😂💜 forreal though, it's a MASSIVE book and some books you just have to be in the mood for and unfortunately that mood isn't there :') congrats x

  • @fallisdying2077
    @fallisdying20772 жыл бұрын

    Your videos literally feel like home

  • @maanya__742
    @maanya__7422 жыл бұрын

    Hello Leonie! I am currently reading the Night Circus and I am loving it. It's not the typical book with a structured plot and I am surprisingly liking it a lot. As you said, this book is no plot just vibes, and I am vibing with it. Thanks for the recommendation

  • @withlovegj
    @withlovegj2 жыл бұрын

    the title of the video says it all its obviously crime and punishment

  • @aricstewart1224
    @aricstewart12242 жыл бұрын

    I get that exact thing all the time, where I am constantly thinking about everything else exept the chapter that I just read. It's a massive pain

  • @DeyaViews
    @DeyaViews2 жыл бұрын

    This video and the comments on it have given me so many helpful tips for reading those BIG. CLASSIC. BOOKS. that I think I finally feel more ready to read them. Russian literature especially has always felt daunting, since the cultural context is very different from what I'm used to. But then again, the same goes for Chinese classic literature or Indian classic literature.

  • @Meliertessa
    @Meliertessa4 ай бұрын

    dude i shit you not i had just started pouring my pasta topping over my plate when i look at the screen and see you randomly do that very same thing the exact same moment, the way i stared at it open-mouthed throwing my hands up and then i sit in the kitchen annoyed at the washing machine for making me have to turn the volume up and hear you say that thing about yours and this is sending me right now lmfao. anyway i know this video is old but i totally relate to the getting stressed out about the crushing awarenesses of being so damn slow and like everything else lol. thanks for being my comfort go to youtuber always ❤

  • @carlosdheartnet7364
    @carlosdheartnet73642 жыл бұрын

    Im also reading "crime and punshment" 😂 im reading it in arabic and what is intresting is that in arabic it is actually two books each one of them is almost 500 pages 😅😅 it took me the first 100 pages to fall in love with this book and to understand what is going on and now im in the second book and im so in love with it!! Ive been reading it for almost a year and i actualy dont want to finish it from how much im loving it 😂i also wish i knew russian to be able to read it in its original form🤩 hope that you liked it in the end 🥰

  • @Melissa-hx3ye
    @Melissa-hx3ye2 жыл бұрын

    I've been reading Les Miserables and I understand completely what you're talking about when you say you feel stress from reading a big book because it goes so slowly. I was also doing that and trying to figure out what my problem was. I'm enjoying reading it but it's so slow like I'm spinning my wheels. I hate that agitated feeling I get. I don't know how to overcome it.

  • @ana-maria.c
    @ana-maria.c2 жыл бұрын

    First of all, Our Flag Means Death is SO GOOOD and more people need to see it so it can get renewed cause we NEED season 2!! And the amount of fan art related to it is amazing!! That being said :)) this is what I feel like reading Shakespeare - like i’m only getting the surface and missing so much context … and i’d like to learn more but at the same time I don’t want reading to feel like homework … it’s complicated 😅 I also had the same reading too slow frustration while reading Dune. I was loving the books but reading them took so much mental effort it was a weird experience

  • @Yoeri22
    @Yoeri222 жыл бұрын

    Die colour match van de labels tho. God wat maakt mij dat unreasonably blij

  • @girlkaramazov
    @girlkaramazov2 жыл бұрын

    i am finishing crime and punishment today and it's really nice to see other peoples experience with it !! for me, the whole book was okay to read, im not gonna say easy, but i didn't find it particularly hard and i enjoyed the pacing. it's the ending that is taking me the longest but it's mainly because it's cantered a lot around a character i despise. to be honest, classics are more bearable to me if i don't take them seriously 100% of the time. like yeah, it is a serious depiction of human nature and 1800s russia, however it's also about silly little insane people and i respect that ps: it rly helps to read with endnotes or have help by litcharts

  • @joannab.8066
    @joannab.80662 жыл бұрын

    I haven't finished it yet, but I had the same experience with the Count of Monte Cristo. My best friend was reading Les Miserables at the same time and we both found it so much more rewarding when we started looking at the historical context, key dates in the French revolution, facts about Napoleon etc. I'm hoping to get back into it and finish it after I graduate at the end of this year!

  • @raymondhodgson1190
    @raymondhodgson11902 жыл бұрын

    Read this for a Literature course (was it the abridged version, I can't remember), and I think the book itself is kind of suspenseful and emotionally draining and reading for a course really "enhanced" that feeling. Can totally relate to feeling the stress. It was actually helpful having an instructor explain some of the more complex stuff to me, however.

  • @aleylikesmusic97
    @aleylikesmusic972 жыл бұрын

    When I'm reading a big long book that I'm having issues retaining, I see if I can find an audiobook version and I listen at the same time as I read. It doesn't help the time issue but it really helps me focus since multiple of my senses are involved in the reading process

  • @priiifrg

    @priiifrg

    Жыл бұрын

    I do the same! But it actually helps me to read faster because I don’t get distracted in the middle of a paragraph and have to reread it 🤡

  • @littletrebleclef
    @littletrebleclef2 жыл бұрын

    Honestly, I had the same issue with Neuromancer, I had no idea what was going on until I looked up a glossary of all the different tech names and organisations' acronyms and then I understood what was happening, I enjoyed it in the end and I'm excited to read the next books in the series. The same with Berkeley's 'Principles of human knowledge and three dialogues' which I enjoyed after watching a video by a Philosophy professor. It's okay not to understand everything the second you read it.

  • @AFishCrow
    @AFishCrow2 жыл бұрын

    Probably the most stressful book I've read was also my fastest read, though it was stressful for different reasons. I picked up Still Alice by Lisa Genova after one of my Neuroscience professors recommended it. Knowing what it's about means knowing how it ends, since it centers on a professor who develops early onset Alzheimer's disease. There are so many dark and deeply heartbreaking moments in this book and despite knowing things can't get better, I felt compelled to keep reading. If you haven't read this book, I HIGHLY recommend it. There's a lot we don't consider when we talk about these degenerative diseases and this book puts a light on that. Throughout the book, I found myself crying, but despite how she is rendered so different from who she was, the book never loses sight of Alice's humanity and personhood. In spite of its dark subject matter, I think this book is important for anyone to read

  • @maaizelaa
    @maaizelaa2 жыл бұрын

    It was a big deal to me to read this book because I did it last year, when I was getting into reading again (after a pause of 6 years) and I remember that even I thought it was a little too long I didn't care and get into it sooo much that it took me a week and a half to finish that big boy... I admit that I didn't love it but surely like it. Thanks to Dostoyevski I get back into the beautiful world of literature 💜 (he's one of my fav authors)

  • @emmaahmed777
    @emmaahmed7772 жыл бұрын

    i literally just binged ofmd so i am so happy you mentioned it haha

  • @millieb3823
    @millieb38232 жыл бұрын

    I would really recommended you to read the house in the cerulean sea! It helped me so much when reading a long book as the story just went by so quicly!!

  • @camcam794
    @camcam7942 жыл бұрын

    I have a hard time reading classics since I became chronically ill/disabled. The brain fog is bad, and it takes me longer to digest information. I used to be in Literary criticism, and AP English. so I read tons of classics. I mostly stick to YA now

  • @spookeymo
    @spookeymo2 жыл бұрын

    i'm polish and i feel like it was way easier for me to read it because polish is more similar to russian and the way they talk feels more familiar. i tried to read it in english and definitely wasn't the same! i imagine dutch may be just like that

  • @angelicabastidas
    @angelicabastidas2 жыл бұрын

    Finally you've conquered this book !. I must admit i also have it but i havent read it yet😂😂 Congratulations!

  • @Sweeeetpeaches69

    @Sweeeetpeaches69

    2 жыл бұрын

    I would really recommend it, Angelica! It's a lot more accessible than most people think, and it's well worth the read. You can totally do it

  • @julialovesgfriend
    @julialovesgfriend2 жыл бұрын

    I’m almost finished with 100 years of solitude and I found an old copy of crime and punishment which I thought I might read and I think this video is a sign that I should !!

  • @iza_sowi
    @iza_sowi2 жыл бұрын

    I see myself in high school again reading this book (as a set book), now I know that was a bigger reason for it - to understand your pain XD

  • @mariadonadio475
    @mariadonadio4752 жыл бұрын

    im taking this video as a signal to continue reading this book, I'm like 50 pages in and I can't take it anymore but I'll try to finish it, because I already started it two times and gave up, so the third time's the charm

  • @notllikethat
    @notllikethat2 жыл бұрын

    This was actually my favorite book when I’ve read it for school. I have so many notes in mine

  • @that_mad_nerd
    @that_mad_nerd2 жыл бұрын

    Reading big classics can sometimes get very intimidating. This is what happened to me while reading The Count of Monte Cristo. The solution I found was that listening to the audiobook (available for free in KZread) instead while keeping tracks on which page you are in the book. It becomes so easy.

  • @Guguchina

    @Guguchina

    2 жыл бұрын

    I did the same with Jane Austen. It was really helpful and fun.

  • @annj6616

    @annj6616

    2 жыл бұрын

    Yes I did this a lot when I had to read Charles dickens for school, makes the old jargon/dialect much easier to comprehend when you hear someone actually say it rather than reading it on a page!

  • @duskaf.5078
    @duskaf.50782 жыл бұрын

    In my country this book is mandatory reading in secondary school and besides it being a brick of the book to read I really enjoyed it (and I didn't enjoy most of the readings in school)

  • @KaMiQa16
    @KaMiQa162 жыл бұрын

    Crime and Punishment was my fav school reading in High School because it was the closest to my fav genre which is crime and suspense :)

  • @san2709g
    @san2709g2 жыл бұрын

    Haha juste by seeing the title I immediately know what book it’s about!!

  • @oussama2527
    @oussama25272 жыл бұрын

    I really enjoyed watching the video until the end, you are creative, keep up your passion

  • @carolinbookland
    @carolinbookland2 жыл бұрын

    Is this my sign to finally finish reading Les Misérables after two years and a half? ... I’d say so

  • @ausmendoza_

    @ausmendoza_

    2 жыл бұрын

    do it! it's such a beautiful book

  • @Silverraine1

    @Silverraine1

    2 жыл бұрын

    yes!😊

  • @charlielampricht1709

    @charlielampricht1709

    Жыл бұрын

    This is way too funny cause I started reading it a week ago and it's currently literally next to me, wanting to be read😭😂

  • @josryder7841

    @josryder7841

    11 ай бұрын

    Mine after 3 years is The Count of Monte Cristo😭

  • @mandilyngerman6325
    @mandilyngerman63252 жыл бұрын

    I typically read fast and when I'm reading slower I get stressed and feel bad, so I understand in the opposite sense 😆. I usually read 7 to 10 books at a time to switch it up so I don't get bored and stressed out. I bought four short books yesterday because I was getting stressed with all of my long books.

  • @emilymoran9152
    @emilymoran91522 жыл бұрын

    'The House in the Cerulean Sea', while it LOOKS long, would actually be a terrific "I need a break" book because it is so fluffy and feel-good. It broke me out of a reading slump caused by the (long AND ennui-filled) 'The Windup Bird Chronicles', which had caused me to get stuck in the middle of not only WUBC, but two other books as well!

  • @erinasarutobi2206
    @erinasarutobi22062 жыл бұрын

    i'm planning to read the book this month or the next but i definitely will listen to the audiobook! i dont think i can read it without the audio (there are some here in youtube)

  • @FreyaVal
    @FreyaVal2 жыл бұрын

    I couldn’t even take that book down. One of my favs. 5 days read. War and Peace, though, took me 3 weeks. Both are my favs.

  • @ba-gg6jo
    @ba-gg6jo2 жыл бұрын

    Same book same experience. I got to around 100 pages in the translation I am reading and thought he has done the deed do I need another 500 pages of angst. No issues with the length of the book but I find it hard going, unlike Quiet Flows the Don, War and Peace, etc. I am sure I will get to the end eventually! Keep going.

  • @donbon1740
    @donbon1740 Жыл бұрын

    I immediately knew the title was about this book and I am reading it right know. I actually enjoy Crime and Punishment, but, yes, it is difficult to go through😅

  • @Beantbeantbeant
    @Beantbeantbeant2 жыл бұрын

    I read the title and said "has to be crime and punishment"... I was right. I think to anyone who reads this, an existential crisis and huge questioning of their life philosophy is a mandatory experience. I can definitely say I felt the claustrophobia and darkness every time I read a page, it is intense but worth it. One of the few masterpieces worthy of being called a classic. I read Oliver Ready's new translation and it feels so fluid and great, definitely more modern than other translations and is the one I recommend for English readers.

  • @sandra_leszczynska
    @sandra_leszczynska2 жыл бұрын

    ooo my favourite set book in high school in Poland. I have already read it twice

  • @nukhbahsany9712
    @nukhbahsany97122 жыл бұрын

    Me too only commited to use 1 (one) color of tab and choose the color based on the cover's situation 😝

  • @BessmaITube
    @BessmaITube2 жыл бұрын

    I have a 1200 pages of Russian literature on my currently reading shelf since October last year that are still waiting to be transferred to the completed shelf lol … great job.

  • @BreakfastAtFabianas
    @BreakfastAtFabianas2 жыл бұрын

    Tbh crime and punishment was my first "classic" I ever read and completely loved it 😝

  • @aimeea8404
    @aimeea84042 жыл бұрын

    Totally understand about not knowing the historical context because that's how I felt reading The Master and Margarita. Still enjoyed it though. I love magical realism.

  • @shelbysteele6596
    @shelbysteele65962 жыл бұрын

    I had to read 60+ novels for my degree (90% of which were 500+ pages) and I can say going back and forth between two novels makes me feel like I’m going sm faster! I like to switch books after each chapter.

  • @etc4604
    @etc46042 жыл бұрын

    crime and punishment AND our flag means death?? what an amazing reading vlog!!💓

  • @seytan2393
    @seytan2393 Жыл бұрын

    As soon as I saw the title I thought “ah Crime and Punishment” and I was right lmao I’m reading it at the moment too, I’m about halfway through but so far it’s just been hilarious, I absolutely love Raskolnikov

  • @july819
    @july8192 жыл бұрын

    The biggest problem is always translation😅 I read this book in russian and thought it was amazing and not that hard, but your experience gave me a different perspective

  • @jessicasparrow99
    @jessicasparrow992 жыл бұрын

    Hey Leonie! I was wondering if the sticky notes leave a lot of residue if you remove them from your book after a while. I used these (HEMA I believe) as well in on of my studybooks, but so much glue stayed behind and damaged the page.

  • @gabiocampos
    @gabiocampos2 жыл бұрын

    I would recommend anyone interested reading C & P is to get an annotated copy to understand the context

  • @mrryannee
    @mrryannee2 жыл бұрын

    Oohhh pleaseeee read The House In The Cerulean Sea it’s one of my favorites! I recently lent it to my friend and she loved it as well!

  • @itssquishy3364
    @itssquishy33642 ай бұрын

    OH MH GOD YOURE A LIFE SAVER

  • @nonobarnotty2274
    @nonobarnotty22742 жыл бұрын

    This book was a ROLLERCOASTER and damn

  • @lidiaparreira3018
    @lidiaparreira30182 жыл бұрын

    who else feels like Leonie should start a podcast? I would love to hear more about her thoughts

  • @fallisdying2077
    @fallisdying20772 жыл бұрын

    The day is finally here everyone...

  • @dsalet1
    @dsalet12 жыл бұрын

    This is how I was with “Don Quixote “; I loved “Crime and Punishment,” though.

  • @rowan-saurus9680
    @rowan-saurus96802 жыл бұрын

    For anyone else who wants to read crime and punishment but is struggling, I highly recommend the audio book on KZread channel 'audio books classics 2'. The narrator is excellent!

  • @aaaacarolina
    @aaaacarolina2 жыл бұрын

    8:00 SAME! i suppose it's influenced by my anxiety

  • @dustinneely
    @dustinneely4 ай бұрын

    I read this during Great Lent last year. It's an amazing book.

  • @peachynyx
    @peachynyx2 жыл бұрын

    I had to read this book for my class in high school as a lecture and apparently I was the only person in entire class who actually read it from the first page to last. And I really liked it. Thought it was an interesting vision of morality (even though a little grim and the main character seemed a little self-absorbed). Well, now I thought about re-reading it, but I feel I'll fail. XD

  • @leri8611
    @leri8611 Жыл бұрын

    Leí el libro este año y me tomo casi dos años. Algunas partes se me hicieron interesantes, pero sí que es denso es por eso que tuve que dejarlo varias veces. Igual, creo que hace un trabajo genial con la exploración de personajes, en especial con el protagonista. Me gustó, pero fue un trabajo arduo, xd

  • @evgeniytsarkov5679
    @evgeniytsarkov56795 ай бұрын

    "...for wider conscience and deep heart". You are welcome.

  • @masa59125656
    @masa591256562 жыл бұрын

    It seems difficult to read a book with many pages. It was helpful ☺️