Therapist Reacts To: Dealer by Lana Del Rey *sorry again*

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This hit too close to home. Sometimes it feels like you guys know exactly what to recommend that lines up exactly with my life. I'm sorry I couldn't speak.
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  • @deepanshbhardwaj979
    @deepanshbhardwaj97910 ай бұрын

    im sorry mere for what you had to go through. you're a really strong person. and i love watching your lana reactions, you're so real and we really admire you a lot.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you. I’m still emotional from this song and sharing a tiny piece of what I’ve gone through. Your support has helped me tremendously.

  • @deepanshbhardwaj979

    @deepanshbhardwaj979

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmere more power to you queen. sending lots of love and we're always here to support you.

  • @k.d.5603

    @k.d.5603

    10 ай бұрын

    ​​​@@mendwithmere Mere, Please listen to White Dress from Chemtrails Over the Country Club! It's about an empowered Lana making life happen for her by her. It's Lana reminiscing. You'll like it. And you've NEVER heard her sing like she does in White Dress

  • @P0ppins_

    @P0ppins_

    10 ай бұрын

    Yes, we really do. ❤

  • @P0ppins_

    @P0ppins_

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmere please don’t be sorry for ending the video there.🫶🏼 you’re feelings are valid too.

  • @pcbusby
    @pcbusby10 ай бұрын

    As a recovering addict, I never thought of this song as her singing to/about the drugs. "I don't wanna live, don't wanna give you nothing bc you never give me nothing back. Why can't you be good for something?" It never clicked for me until you said something. Now this song is even more special to me. She's completely right too. Drugs will take everything from you and give you nothing in return.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Proud of you for being on the recovery journey. Drugs only takes from you. Did you watch the illicit affairs reaction? That song can also be from the same perspective. Sending you ❤

  • @cherrydelrey1949

    @cherrydelrey1949

    10 ай бұрын

    I hope you're doing well, recovery is no joke. I feel the same way about some of her songs. I never thought about how "Ultraviolence" was about Jim Beam, and then it clicked. I used to be a heavy drinker, but I haven't had a drink since January. Proud of you! Keep going. 🙏💟

  • @ObservingtheMatrix

    @ObservingtheMatrix

    10 ай бұрын

    So true.

  • @mattygreen6233

    @mattygreen6233

    10 ай бұрын

    its most likely about her cutting off a friend/lover who is doing drugs and she cant help. its a reccuring theme in her music and she was in a group for addicts when she was younger, after she got sober. she got sober but he didnt and he was bringing her down and she had to let go for her own good

  • @deligeroysabellez.9274

    @deligeroysabellez.9274

    10 ай бұрын

    i'm sorry you have to go through that. sending love and prayers to you!! stay strong

  • @donnybuoy
    @donnybuoy10 ай бұрын

    My mom is a recovered addict, so I heavily relate to this song. Particularly Lana’s frustrated performance.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m sending you so much love. It really is one of the hardest things to witness and deal with.

  • @jisoorrindo

    @jisoorrindo

    10 ай бұрын

    same

  • @cherrydelrey1949
    @cherrydelrey194910 ай бұрын

    Lana's vocals are so powerful on this one. I was thrown off by the beginning too upon first listen, but then she comes in with the "I don't wanna liiiiiiive" and I was blown away. She said in an interview that she wanted to scream on this one because she's always so gentle and quiet. Because she was like "I do scream, I do and I want them to hear that" or something along those lines. Blue Bannisters is so personal, I really loved that this was when she started to work with her dad and they made the song for her sister, "Sweet Carolina". Blue Bannisters walked so Did you know that there's a tunnel... could run. Damn, girl. I don't know what you've been through, but hang in there. This is why I'm always sending you purple hearts, because you're a warrior. You have nothing to be sorry about. Love ALWAYS. 💜💜💜

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤

  • @SeasonOfLana
    @SeasonOfLana10 ай бұрын

    Just know that the Lana fandom loves you so much, we appreciate you and wish you nothing but the best ❤️

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Love you all so much

  • @100boogsy

    @100boogsy

    10 ай бұрын

    So true @LDRBUZZ ❤

  • @mariahribeiro5027
    @mariahribeiro502710 ай бұрын

    I don't know if anyone's ever mentioned it in the comments, but one of Lana's ex's died of an overdose. I feel like she could be talking about losing him and others in this song. She also refences in in the song Heroin. Also, "Is this Happiness?" is a song I'd love to see you react to. Thank you so much for these videos!

  • @pcbusby

    @pcbusby

    10 ай бұрын

    Especially for K part 1. Talks about her loving going to prison and dying.

  • @itsgauravbee

    @itsgauravbee

    10 ай бұрын

    And also In pawn shop blues

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I think someone has mentioned that before but after hearing this song, I absolutely think it’s about that. You can hear the pain. I could feel it so deeply.

  • @pawnblue

    @pawnblue

    10 ай бұрын

    ​​​@@pcbusby Hi! I just wanted to say that the story of k was made up by lana, k is alive and well + married, his real name is josh kemp and video games, blue jeans and born to die are about him, the actor she had in the blue jeans and btd mvs are also based on his looks. Idk if he ever went to prison but he clearly wasn't put on death row like she says in the song

  • @GreenwichAcid

    @GreenwichAcid

    10 ай бұрын

    This is not true at all. Lana never had a boyfriend who overdosed. Heroin is about a friend who had a rocky relationship with the drug itself. If you are talking about "K", then you are wrong because he was just in jail. He did have a boyfriend who died but did not overdose. Stop spreading misinformation to Meredith. Just like @pawnblue said.

  • @zchthmsn
    @zchthmsn10 ай бұрын

    yall are FOUL for making mother mere listen to this

  • @erikjoel

    @erikjoel

    10 ай бұрын

    I feel terrible poor mere, wishing nothing but the best for her

  • @makasous7961

    @makasous7961

    10 ай бұрын

    “This” is a masterpiece babe …

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    This was definitely one of the hardest! I’m still affected by it but I think that’s even more of a reason to share it. If I feel this way, so many others must so keep the requests coming :)

  • @zchthmsn

    @zchthmsn

    10 ай бұрын

    @@makasous7961 oh I know I was just saying that after hearing what she's been through people recommended such a raw depressive song

  • @SkinnyAbe408

    @SkinnyAbe408

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmerehappiness is a butterfly mere plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

  • @Bstrang104
    @Bstrang10410 ай бұрын

    Aw Mere, I’m so sorry. I was in love with a heroin addict for 16 years and totally understand. Lana has multiple songs about loving an addict that can turn me into a puddle on the floor on the wrong day. Particularly Heroin, Dark Paradise, and Nectar of the Gods, so if you react to any of those just be prepared. Sending you lots of love!! You’re deeply appreciated.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for the heads up and I feel really lucky to have so many people that get it. Loving an addict is incredibly painful. Sending you ❤❤❤❤

  • @HeavenLee1

    @HeavenLee1

    10 ай бұрын

    And she was herself i think nectar is about her as well and perhaps relapse based on the last line

  • @vaggeliskapsiotis7623
    @vaggeliskapsiotis762310 ай бұрын

    you're my favorite youtuber pls never stop

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Awww thanknyou!

  • @xhappyponyxwasmyoldname1395

    @xhappyponyxwasmyoldname1395

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmereWe love your videos and we love you Mere!!

  • @allenrodriguez1447

    @allenrodriguez1447

    3 ай бұрын

    You're such a beautiful sunrise 🌞 receive a huge hug from Mexico 🇲🇽

  • @keithmoore8702
    @keithmoore870210 ай бұрын

    And now I feel kinda guilty as I was one of the people suggesting Dealer because it's such a powerful track. Not realising at the time how much it would put you through You are a brave strong woman. Sending love and we should go for some 'lighter' Lana next. There's plenty of them!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for suggesting bc it was/is therapeutic for me. Don’t feel guilty. It was meant to be reacted to. Thank you for the ❤

  • @indiefaerie
    @indiefaerie10 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry you went through something so difficult, please don't apologise. And let us know if you need a heads up on content warnings for her songs first. 💜 If you need a break from the heavy songs, you could try Beautiful, Cherry Blossom, Sweet Carolina (written for her sister), or even the Chemtrails music video (which does have lighting effects and motion, which might make your video sickness worse?) or the double video for F*ck it i love you & the greatest.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for being so kind. I feel it’s important content so I’m totally okay not knowing what the song topic is about and also so appreciative you care about me to bring this up. Means so much! I will definitely react to the ones you mentioned ❤

  • @eljorthesun

    @eljorthesun

    10 ай бұрын

    whenever you are ready - we will be ready for The Greatest & Fuck it I love you❤

  • @Alex-qe7bt

    @Alex-qe7bt

    10 ай бұрын

    Cherry blossom is a beautiful song but ive always taken it as dark meaning? Have i been taking it the wrong way lol

  • @eljorthesun

    @eljorthesun

    10 ай бұрын

    @@Alex-qe7bt it is dark in a way :,)

  • @Alex-qe7bt

    @Alex-qe7bt

    10 ай бұрын

    @@eljorthesun lol i went through something something simular and cry my eyes out to it, i would've felt like an idiot if i was crying to a happy song 💀

  • @larissadovalle
    @larissadovalle10 ай бұрын

    this broke my heart, im so sorry for what you had to go through, hope you're doing well. your channel is my favorite, i watch your videos religiously since your a&w reaction

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    That means so much! It is still something I’m dealing with and it feels never ending. Thank you for the love and yes, I’m totally okay. I have good supports around me and all of you ❤

  • @user-pe3pm5ri1m
    @user-pe3pm5ri1m10 ай бұрын

    Big eyes. I would recommend that not only because I love this song but because many Lana fans hadn’t heard this one. This is so precious.

  • @nahuelconstantine

    @nahuelconstantine

    10 ай бұрын

    Big eyes omgggg that song is like a hidden gem that nobody talks about

  • @cmrdoll

    @cmrdoll

    10 ай бұрын

    HIDDEN GEM, everytime i hear it i cant wait for the trumpets ugh!!! so underrated

  • @H.art22

    @H.art22

    7 ай бұрын

    Agreed I love this song and movie

  • @mrovvka6882
    @mrovvka688210 ай бұрын

    I love your honest reaction and I'm sorry you go through difficult things. I recommend you Lana's "High by the beach" as a little change from her heavy topics, it's a pretty girlboss song with a dope music video worth watching!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Oooo I would love that!!

  • @DuduMar1000
    @DuduMar100010 ай бұрын

    Every night I get home and check youtube to see if you posted today, love your reactions :)

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    That means so much!

  • @brienjozef7526

    @brienjozef7526

    10 ай бұрын

    me too, i love herrrr

  • @_yeyooo
    @_yeyooo10 ай бұрын

    i hope you're ok queen thank you for this reaction 🥺

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m okay. This song just brought up so much and I’ve been crying and releasing so much since. Addiction doesn’t just harm the person with it, it leaks acid on everyone around.

  • @melliecara
    @melliecara10 ай бұрын

    I love how honest you are and how you don’t hide your feelings. Been through something similar in my early adult life, scars still remain. Sometimes I still age slide to those days by some triggers. So sorry you had to go through, what you did, but thank you for your reactions to the song. Sending good vibes ❤❤❤ from the other side of the world

  • @valynambrose
    @valynambrose8 ай бұрын

    the thing about dealer is that unlike so many sad songs that can have very like in general scenarios, dealer is about one very specific predicament and feeling that when the people who get it, get it, they get it in a way that hits so heavily. and this feeling hits regardless of which perspective you see it from and who its targeted at.

  • @punish5r
    @punish5r10 ай бұрын

    i definitely think lana’s part is from the perspective of the addict’s significant other. the “gave you all my money” part along with the rest of the chorus hits so close to home for me as well. i love this song, but it’s so painful

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    It’s so so painful. I agree with you. I felt it so deeply bc I know it so well.

  • @thee.angelgabriel
    @thee.angelgabriel10 ай бұрын

    this is my moms favorite song because she used to be an addict and she used to also love an addict and to see how emotional you got made me so sad and I wish I could give you a big hug right now! 🤦‍♀️💞

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Wish I could hug you too!

  • @lmprettywhenicry
    @lmprettywhenicry10 ай бұрын

    I got stuck on drugs at 15 this song really hits,im getting better but it doesn’t get easier. I just want to give you a big hug I hate seeing you sad I love you so much💕

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I want to give you a big hug!!

  • @lmprettywhenicry

    @lmprettywhenicry

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmere your videos feel like big hugs ❤️

  • @Heroinheart
    @Heroinheart10 ай бұрын

    Never felt the emotion of the song until I watched this video. If it sent signals to my emotions I just can’t imagine for anyone else viewing this video and hearing you explain it. Wow

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @MickReynoldsAug7
    @MickReynoldsAug710 ай бұрын

    Oh Mere. I’m sorry. 🥺 Recommending the song “Beautiful” by Lana to change pace. This reaction made my eyes water up. Sending love. ❤

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    The best art ignites this kind of emotion. It has been therapeutic, I promise ❤

  • @SummerDelReyboy
    @SummerDelReyboy10 ай бұрын

    I imagine the frustration and sadness that this song can bring to you, sorry to hear about that. Thank you for reacting for us and thank you for always having wise words and thoughts. You’re still human like every single one of us, don’t be sorry for feeling something, no matter what. Sending love and good vibes ! We love you

  • @matheusalves3550
    @matheusalves355010 ай бұрын

    pls never stop to react lanas songs, it’s always a amazing and deeper react i have hope that one day you will react to “is this happiness?” song 😂

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you. That means so much. Yes, I’ll def do that so g

  • @sadpiano8179
    @sadpiano81799 ай бұрын

    The way she seys the " I don't wanna live " you can feel the pain in her voice💔

  • @JR_Cargile
    @JR_Cargile10 ай бұрын

    Just wanted to say, I appreciate you for putting your own mental health through a rollercoaster while doing reactions for us. I know things can be triggering and the fact that you still sit here so strong and do these videos is admirable and I can’t tell you how grateful we are. You are such a ray of sunshine and I hope you know that you are a brightness during my darker days. I look forward to seeing your videos so much. I love you and thank you for doing this. You are so valued. 🩷✨

  • @jeffschmidt8483
    @jeffschmidt848310 ай бұрын

    Thank you sharing what you have been through. Lana’s songs often hit me hard (sometimes for reasons I don’t understand) and your insights help me sort out my emotions surrounding these songs. I highly recommend Lana’s song White Dress if you haven’t heard it before. It is absolutely gorgeous and probably my favorite.

  • @JaredClayton393
    @JaredClayton39310 ай бұрын

    I’m living for your Lana reactions, I literally open KZread just to check if you posted something, keep it coming!

  • @alessio1732
    @alessio173210 ай бұрын

    omg you’re my favourite you-tuber, don’t stop doing those reaction. I feel like you get what we all feel

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤

  • @mitsukuin1308
    @mitsukuin130810 ай бұрын

    So glad u showed so much emotion!! Shows us viewers how real u are. I’ll love u to the moon back!! Have a good day! ❤

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤

  • @AmberHoneymoon
    @AmberHoneymoon10 ай бұрын

    I love your videos. Thank you for being so real and pure. Seeing you get emotional got me in tears ❤😢

  • @Cal-ty9hb
    @Cal-ty9hb10 ай бұрын

    I love Lana so much because when you hear her songs, you can picture it in your head. When the chorus hits and she yells it paints a portrait in your head and makes you feel for the situation the song is about

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Agreed❤❤

  • @celes7210
    @celes721010 ай бұрын

    I see how you talk about Lana, very beautifully, throughout all the breakdown of her songs. In this video, I really saw in your eyes the pain. It felt very vulnerable. I appreciate how vulnerable you can be about something so hurtful. I think you are amazing and beautiful as well, just how you see so much beauty in Lana. I wish you healing and peace.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much ❤

  • @mmitpoml
    @mmitpoml10 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry mere of what you've been through. I hope you're doing ok now 🙏❤️ this song hits hard

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m okay now. Thank you for the love❤

  • @ZOMBIE89
    @ZOMBIE899 ай бұрын

    my brother was (probably still is, idk where he is now) a drug addict so i feel this song quite a bit. love ur videos

  • @PlantMetal
    @PlantMetal10 ай бұрын

    this track hits too deep.. i'm hoping you're healing through music too like all of us are, wish i could give you a hug mere cause your channel and reactions really have helped me through these tough times 💚

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m so happy it has helped. I feel like this channel is just as therapeutic for me ❤

  • @theotherwomen8248
    @theotherwomen824810 ай бұрын

    I am so happy that you had to go through so much sh*t and you are still so incredibly brave! This song for me definitely had a double prospective where Miles is using and Lana is mad at him.Addiction is quite complicated, Mere! For the person using and those who love them, it's like you can't bring yourself to hate them for wreaking devastation and choas for their own selfish reasons, but you can't totally support them since it kills you to see them but it's out of your hands. You are incredible and brave for doing this, and I greatly appreciate it; you are like a mother to me, and I am so glad that you are facing this without breaking down ❤.

  • @AidenHowie
    @AidenHowie10 ай бұрын

    I’m so so sorry you had to experience that.. I love your Lana reactions and your content as a whole! I admire you so much :)

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much!!

  • @Moonsong_
    @Moonsong_10 ай бұрын

    I never understood the complete / actual meaning behind this song ( nor I searched it anywhere), you just cleared my mind. Thanks Mere, you do it every time 😭. You’re so strong and intelligent you make me discover atleast 1 new thing everytime I watch a video. This song is soooooo cool, I tried to sing it with my vocal coach but, of course, I couldn’t scream the chorus I had to stick to falsetto, which is very soft, so it didn’t match the energy at all. Love you ❤

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Love u

  • @nahuelconstantine
    @nahuelconstantine10 ай бұрын

    Sending u love, Mere 😭💜 you are so special and your transparency is always appreciated. Thank you and I hope you heal all your scars. Love,

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much! You all are helping me heal for sure 🤍

  • @Sevarate.
    @Sevarate.10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this with us Mere, love you ♥

  • @neftalialejandrovegavega7263
    @neftalialejandrovegavega726310 ай бұрын

    We love you Mere, stay strong. Addiction its such a heavy topic and living it as a colateral damage... sending u a hug ❤

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for the love. It’s brutal so this song was very therapeutic for me.

  • @brsixtn
    @brsixtn10 ай бұрын

    Sending you love❤️ it's ok some songs really have impact on us. You don't look weak for crying, you are strong for what you've got through

  • @RomanNavi
    @RomanNavi10 ай бұрын

    Pink Champagne next! It's unreleased but truly the most haunting gorg song ever.....

  • @axkloo
    @axkloo10 ай бұрын

    i'm so sorry mere :( hope ur ok... love ur videos and spending time with you

  • @alexisno1120
    @alexisno112010 ай бұрын

    hi queen I love your videos, I'm sorry for what you've gone through but I hope discovering these songs at least helps you with the healing process!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    It absolutely does! It feels very therapeutic for me. I feel lucky to have you all and your requests ❤

  • @lexdelreyyy
    @lexdelreyyy10 ай бұрын

    you are such a strong person and should never apologise for what you feel, lanas songs have such a deep meaning and are incredibly beautiful but can be difficult to listen to at times 💗 hope you are doing okay mere 💗

  • @manjushvasudevan5678
    @manjushvasudevan567810 ай бұрын

    I look forward to your videos and become so happy when you react to lana songs. Yes, lana songs have this power of making u feel strong emotions and her music definitely hits home a lot of times. I'm so sorry for what u went thru Mare. Lots of love to you 💙

  • @biancaturiziani
    @biancaturiziani8 ай бұрын

    Seeing you sad made me start to cry omg... I wish u nothing but the best! God Bless! 😊

  • @AlbertoTrivizo
    @AlbertoTrivizo10 ай бұрын

    didn't expect your reaction, as a lana fan it amazes me that i never thought about this song that way, i'm really sorry that you had to experience loving an addict and had to re-open that wound, but i'm also glad that you're able to uplift yourself and move on, it's a hard thing to do when you really love someone, but we're not saviors, we're just humans... sending you a big hug

  • @Gold26502
    @Gold2650210 ай бұрын

    It's so inspiring that you didn't edit this video too much, we appreciate your authentic input.

  • @arnobashraf
    @arnobashraf10 ай бұрын

    I have listened to all her songs but your reaction always sheds a whole new light 🤍🔆

  • @marioentombed
    @marioentombed10 ай бұрын

    i love your videos and it makes me so sad to see someone as bright and awesome as you feel like that, i really hope you’re okay your videos make my day

  • @dominic6931
    @dominic693110 ай бұрын

    thank you for reacting to lana even though some of her music can be difficult to listen to. you help me understand her lyrics in different ways i would have never thought of and im so thankful for that! 🙏 much love to you! 🩵

  • @CinnamonDiego
    @CinnamonDiego10 ай бұрын

    This is my comfort channel, I love your videos!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    That means so much!❤

  • @ricisonline
    @ricisonline10 ай бұрын

    omg my heart is breaking!! hope u feel better soon

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I’m getting there ❤

  • @dennys8798
    @dennys879810 ай бұрын

    Ohh sweetie 🥺 I'm so, so sorry for whatever shit you've been going through! I believe it's never too much to remind ppl of their greatest qualities: what a strong, intelligent & beautiful woman you are! May all the light shine into your life 💛✨️ you're my favourite youtuber, thanks for sharing so many nice thoughts!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    That just made me cry bc it was so kind! Thank you ❤ I am okay, I promise ❤

  • @jorgesc04
    @jorgesc0410 ай бұрын

    Your reactions are so special pls keep going with your Lana journey:)

  • @januszewskiarkadiusz9716
    @januszewskiarkadiusz971610 ай бұрын

    Love Mere, sometimes it’s hard, cause some songs are like our mirrors or memories, but we do it, we closed this time, and we move on. Big huge for you, I like your interpretation…and ist all fine. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @youarefire123
    @youarefire12310 ай бұрын

    we love you Mere🤗💜 sending love and hugs

  • @levilakrad5520
    @levilakrad552010 ай бұрын

    I really want to hug her, I know exactly how it feels, and I"m literally going through the same thing now, and this song just feels like it written about me ! You re the best

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Sending you so much love. This is brutal to deal with

  • @drawmelikeoneofurfrenchgirls
    @drawmelikeoneofurfrenchgirls10 ай бұрын

    it’s okay mere ur so strong and i love your videos your 100 my fav youtuber i love all ur lana reactions fr thank u for everything you do and i hope it gets better 🙁 love u 🫶🫶

  • @claudiobelem1567
    @claudiobelem156710 ай бұрын

    I wanted to say that I love your videos💗 and I always find your points about lana's lyrics very interesting

  • @heywhatup899
    @heywhatup8999 ай бұрын

    I’m literally abt to cry

  • @Shivagalaxina
    @Shivagalaxina10 ай бұрын

    oh dear, i watch all ur lana videos and didnt think this one would hit so hard, it was so powerful! i send u hugs❤ and suggesting Violet for Roses and Sweet Carolina🩷

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for watching ❤ yes to those songs :)

  • @thytuz
    @thytuz10 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry that you have been through this but I'm also so proud that you have the strenght to share this with us. Thank you for all your Lana content, you are amazing and you deserve everything good in this world.

  • @alfredomartinez1622
    @alfredomartinez162210 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing queen 🫶🫶😍 really appreciate learning from you.

  • @AnaVitoriaApolinario-uw7xr
    @AnaVitoriaApolinario-uw7xr10 ай бұрын

    Every time I listen to this song I think about my meds for depression, and how even though I'm doing everything to get better for some reason is not working.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I feel you on this ❤

  • @alerojas4938
    @alerojas49387 ай бұрын

    I have lost people to drugs. Those hurt in different ways. So glad to know songs like these touch me and others in ways that help me process the hurt. ❤

  • @maxlgl8721
    @maxlgl872110 ай бұрын

    We all love you mere, and I hope that you're okay and I really wish you some happy and great moments in your life after the things you've been through

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    You are the best❤

  • @LasagnaDelRey99
    @LasagnaDelRey9910 ай бұрын

    I love how real you are❤️

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you ❤

  • @anapivotto
    @anapivotto10 ай бұрын

    You are an amazing person, wish you all the best ❤ this song is beautifully tough btw

  • @rubyxvyy9930
    @rubyxvyy993010 ай бұрын

    mere, u can always vent to us. it’s what’s Lana about, embrace it. we will still continue supporting u because ur extremely authentic and real. I’m so sorry u had to go thru this.

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you so much, you have no idea how much it means to me❤

  • @bimbokhoi
    @bimbokhoi10 ай бұрын

    OMFG I LOVE THIS SONG 😭😭😭 UGHH WE’VE BEEN GETTING SM GOOD REACTIONS I LOVEE U MERE😭😭❤️❤️

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Love u!

  • @justamelia
    @justamelia10 ай бұрын

    rn this is my comfort channel, sending love to you 💗🫶🏻

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Sending love back ❤

  • @marciojrvm14
    @marciojrvm1410 ай бұрын

    You deserve so much love ❤

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    That means so much ❤

  • @jpvianini
    @jpvianini10 ай бұрын

    Oh, Mere, I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm an alcoholic myself, although it's been 955 days since I last tasted alcohol. It's been somewhat rewarding when I get to rebuild the bridges I've burned, but I know I hurt a lot of people and those were the ones who cared the most. But I'm also on the other side of this, my father is also an alcoholic and I do understand most of the feelings you find it hard to deal. It's crazy that my decision to change was also made with the intent of inspiring him, but the fact is you can only help those who wanted to be helped. It must have taken all your forces to be brave enough to leave, but I'm happy for you that you did. And I'm sorry again. Oh, and by the way, this song is from the same sessions as California (from NFR!) and Thunder (also from Blue Banisters). You should check them out since they seem to be talking about this same individual, but through different lenses.

  • @pcbusby

    @pcbusby

    10 ай бұрын

    ❤ proud of you!!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this and proud of you that you are focused on your recovery. It was the most painful decision to leave but I had to keep reminding myself of the fact that I’m powerless to their addiction and I can’t want it more than them. I’ll definitely check out the other songs too. Sending you ❤

  • @jpvianini

    @jpvianini

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmere

  • @brsixtn

    @brsixtn

    10 ай бұрын

    So brave, keep fighting your battle💪❤️

  • @gevieouttaluck
    @gevieouttaluck10 ай бұрын

    Sometimes there's no words needed in the final reaction, it gives us just as much if not more. That's exactly how I felt when I first heard this song. Lana screaming like that is so rare, and I just cried cause her voice and words were the exact depiction of the hardest feelings we face when loving an addict (or drugs) Also please do some healing with the song Violets for roses, you need it as much as I need your reaction on it! Love u ❤

  • @coelhooo7651
    @coelhooo765110 ай бұрын

    mere i love your videos 💘 hope you're having a nice day

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you! Things are getting better. Sending you ❤

  • @erikjoel
    @erikjoel10 ай бұрын

    this song is so amazing at expressing her anger i love it sm even though its a sad tale 😭 you should do thunder if you have the time!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    I will!!❤

  • @daniorodriguez2676
    @daniorodriguez267610 ай бұрын

    TROPICO it’s her short film ❤❤❤

  • @urfavvguillr
    @urfavvguillr9 ай бұрын

    I can see how hard it hurt you just by looking u hearing the song, i feel sorry about what u had to go through but im happy you have moved on, love ya girl💖

  • @fleurdelucille
    @fleurdelucille10 ай бұрын

    I'm finally seeing this song for what it is thanks to your reaction. I love it even more now

  • @nataliebelluccia656
    @nataliebelluccia65610 ай бұрын

    We appreciate your vulnerability

  • @georgiam4725
    @georgiam472510 ай бұрын

    Oh Mere I’m so sorry. I was going to recommend this after your reaction to Norman Fucking Rockwell when you said you wanted something with some rage. Loving an addict is impossible sometimes. I have gone NC with my mother and it hurts me every day. Sending love 💙

  • @JJ-hr2ti
    @JJ-hr2ti10 ай бұрын

    You’re soo strong, we love you ❤

  • @thytuz
    @thytuz5 ай бұрын

    Rewatching every single one of your Lana reactions just to say that you are amazing and I love you

  • @littlepearlyep
    @littlepearlyep10 ай бұрын

    mere im deeply sorry that you had to go through those things, but i hope your're doing better. (if it helps i just subscribed! you really deserve it!)

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for subscribing! I’m okay, it was really therapeutic honestly ❤

  • @littlepearlyep

    @littlepearlyep

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmere your welcome! but i think you should get into lanas unreleased stuff, usually they are more happier (i guess) but the one unreleased song you should cover is put me in a movie. its lyrics are dark and creepy and REALLY triggering, but i think the sound and melody are beautiful. the song is on my page but it does not have any lyrics so. yeah. but it is one of my favorites but the meaning is just horrible.

  • @littlepearlyep

    @littlepearlyep

    10 ай бұрын

    @@mendwithmere but pretty please do it

  • @raiarthur7873
    @raiarthur787310 ай бұрын

    We love you mother, thanks for being brave. Hope you'll feel better soon. Would love if you listen to Arcadia next coz it's a lovely song of loving yourself.

  • @Nightshade1986
    @Nightshade198610 ай бұрын

    Hope your doing well! Love the channel 🤗

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    Thank you! You too!

  • @eljorthesun
    @eljorthesun10 ай бұрын

    Her music always reaches our deepest wounds, nothing to be sorry about. I admire you for how real you are. Thanks for the video, as it is. ❤️ you need a break from these songs with such weight in them. React to F**k it I love you & The Greatest. Two songs in one video, which is the most beautiful music video from Lana in my opinion. I will wait forever for this reaction if I have to. See you next time, Mere! ❤️

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    🤍♥️🤍♥️

  • @nbitch_
    @nbitch_10 ай бұрын

    i swear y'all just like to see this woman cry

  • @xhappyponyxwasmyoldname1395

    @xhappyponyxwasmyoldname1395

    10 ай бұрын

    People just wanted to give her a song where Lana is angrier, since that’s what she’s been asking for. Unfortunately, because a lot her viewers are new from her Lana reactions, most people don’t know about Mere’s history and wouldn’t have known that this song would be hard for her to hear :( I just hope she’s alright

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    It means so much that you are concerned for me. I promise you tho, I’m okay and will be okay bc of the support around me. I wanted angrier and I got it. It was really therapeutic so I’m grateful. Love you all so much ❤

  • @pauline6092
    @pauline609210 ай бұрын

  • @eduardojefferson8736
    @eduardojefferson873610 ай бұрын

    you're so strong for this !

  • @PssyCntrl
    @PssyCntrl10 ай бұрын

    Never apologize for sharing your feelings and experiences!

  • @mendwithmere

    @mendwithmere

    10 ай бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤

  • @firasjarrar5833
    @firasjarrar58338 ай бұрын

    When i used to be in addiction with weed 2 months ago i used to hear this song all the time because i can relate to every thing it says, thankfully, I quited it by choice eventually, and i relized the tons of money i have lost and everything i have done for that drug was for nothing, and I am sorry what you gone threw those feelings from that song, We keep strong together

  • @pepinitofaze4271
    @pepinitofaze427110 ай бұрын

    OMGGG LOVE YOUUUU

  • @Ririchi1
    @Ririchi110 ай бұрын

    I absolutely love your videos and always look forward to the next one, please tell me how I can become a member 😩🙏🏽

  • @Okaykyler
    @Okaykyler10 ай бұрын

    love you mere!

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