It's finally here! The full documentary by Everything Works: kzread.info/dash/bejne/g3qArKeCosneabg.html

@radine678

4 жыл бұрын

Thats so cool i just watched this and the movie is done! Score

@uNpOpuLArOpInION69

4 жыл бұрын

This is so great

@darthsmack7090

4 жыл бұрын

Dude I've waited like years jesus.

@radine678

4 жыл бұрын

@@darthsmack7090 bro i totally felt like a douche for 1 nearly findin out about him 2 all his day one fans have waited a decade....

@EternalResonance

4 жыл бұрын

loooove the channel. just got done watching my first vid from this channel.

This is the opposite of creepypasta. This is comfypasta.

@BreyonnaMorgan18

4 жыл бұрын

Owen Mellema phew. I’m sitting here waiting for her to say how many people he killed. It’s a relief that this has a happy ending.

@DannyDelusion

4 жыл бұрын

@@BreyonnaMorgan18 I was waiting for a painful end, like Terry Davis, another genius marred by psychological problems.

@sharonmurphy8038

4 жыл бұрын

Wow I think u just made a (thing)

@easyfatchick666

4 жыл бұрын

I dig this comment

@dashdashdash_

4 жыл бұрын

@@sharonmurphy8038 Quite hole.

He lost 80 pounds by degreasing his pizza?!?!?! He really is a savant.

@bagudwipayana

4 жыл бұрын

dude we can start a religion from this

@triplesevensix291

4 жыл бұрын

Cool online moniker you have there. Lol. ;) Folks always ask me what's up with the 7's to which I reply its just my D.O.B. Some folks say its lucky? It also ties in with the lyrics to Hoochie Coochie Man by Muddy Waters who I adore like all the blues guys & I've been told I was born at 7 in the morning. That's my song right there. I'll have that anyday. Cheers Synth. Keep playing that deep sub bass! I've been thinking about buying a synth actually to go with my guitars to make fucked up soundscapes.

@informitas0117

4 жыл бұрын

@@bagudwipayana Is this a reference to pizza time pizza?

@annistar9693

4 жыл бұрын

@@informitas0117 nah it's a reference to "history of the entire world i guess"

@totlyepic

4 жыл бұрын

@@DeusExHomeboy To my memory, he was actually diagnosed as having very acute OCD and was never diagnosed as being ASD.

"he spent 500 hours" Eh, that's not so bad "On level 2" Oh

@art3misx2so

2 жыл бұрын

hahaha I had the same exact train of thought

@OtakuUnitedStudio

2 жыл бұрын

I would fully agree if it wasn't Bubsy 3D, a game he most likely only played that much because of his specific interest of finding bugs, secrets, and odd features. Bubsy 3D is TERRIBLE but it's rife with bugs, oddities, and "hidden" stuff that looks more like misplaced leftovers.

@babyjuggernaught8203

2 жыл бұрын

Beats TV tho 😉

@lucaskoy

2 жыл бұрын

LMAO

@doyoulikeduckmeat

2 жыл бұрын

I have logged nearly 4000 hours playing Civilization.

I can’t believe the Internet actually had compassion for once and didn’t fuck with and ruin this guy’s life. This was really cool to watch.

@doyoulikeduckmeat

2 жыл бұрын

There were absolutely people who tried to fuck with him. Did you not see the beginning of the video? Trolling is entirely a human thing to do, and there are never exceptions. The exceptions lie in how the bullied person gets on in life. Some make it and some don't, and that too is human.

@DaRkLoRdZoRc

2 жыл бұрын

Believe it or not, the Internet is just another community of people. If you follow the rules, you won't get fucked with. Most of the people that get their shit pushed in online break 1 of the 3 golden rules of Internetting: 1. Don't be a dick. 2. Don't feed the trolls. 3. Git gud. Ever since the early days of the modern Internet, Ulillillia has been called the opposite of Chris-chan. Both Ulillillia and Chris-chan are autistic manchildren with some very obvious behavioral quirks. The difference is how they presented themselves. Chris-chan had the same beginnings as Ulillillia: a few trolls and a lot of confused, fascinated observers who wanted to help him. The problem is that Chris was not just autistic: He was as dumb as a fucking cinderblock and had an ego the size of Argentina, so he utterly brushed off everybody who tried to help him - including his counselors and social workers in real life. I.e., he was a dick. He also had a retarded shitfit anytime somebody screwed with him, which gave us the iconic 'sagas' that his Internet presence was divided into. I.e., he fed the trolls. So, the people who tried to help him got fed up and left, and the people who wanted to watch the flaming poop circus stuck around and grew. And because he sucked at everything he did, from drawing to trying to get a girlfriend to *staying out of jail,* he always offered a new disaster to poke fun at. He never got gud. Ulillillia, on the other hand, is very aware of his mental shortcomings and does what he can to improve himself. Behaviorally, he's an oddball, but he's also humble and friendly, opting to use his e-celebrity status to try and explain how his brain works and make new friends instead of anything else. He's also an actual writer and programmer. So, he has not fed the trolls, he has not been a dick, and he is gud. That's why he's now making things he loves and swimming in the lagoons of tropical islands while Chris-chan is in a padded cell for finger-fucking his dementia-addled 107 year-old mother. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk on how to be a functioning person on the Internet.

@youdonegoofed

2 жыл бұрын

@@doyoulikeduckmeat you sound like an edgelord lmao

@thecheshire5762

2 жыл бұрын

@@doyoulikeduckmeat Trolling is not a human thing to do at all. It is a classic example of how the internet has sucked away peoples basic sense of empathy.

@aztro.99

2 жыл бұрын

@@doyoulikeduckmeat its nobodies job to prey on people in order to decide who has a happy life and who doesnt, get that egotistical notion out of ur head

"He's only ever had three people reach the status of best friend" That's.. quite a lot, tbh.

@paulandreotti1639

3 жыл бұрын

@Oxy The Moronic Genius. Does the fact that their compatibility rating was at least 100 to

@newthrash1221

3 жыл бұрын

No. It’s not.

@Enzaio

3 жыл бұрын

By definition there can only be one BEST friend.

@Parasolhyena

3 жыл бұрын

@Oxy The Moronic Genius. I thought he said 2 of them were online friends?

@ratadedospatas1

3 жыл бұрын

Here I was with only two. What a legend

Ulilliallia overcoming his fear of blue water and having a bath in the sea is not the redemption ark I expected but godammit I welcome it.

@breedlejuice8691

4 жыл бұрын

Pablo Martínez Latorre That’s so god damn amazing. I’ve never heard of this man before this video but I am so proud of him!

@greenmann1217

4 жыл бұрын

When I need an uplifting feel good moment, I watch this and cut right to the clip of him in the water. He is literally diving directly into a LIFE long fear, a fear of death of all things, it is truly inspirational.

@redsmith9953

4 жыл бұрын

I was expecting columbine , but i glad to see a nice story .

@mg9261

4 жыл бұрын

It’s so cute

@NINacide

4 жыл бұрын

I don't know anything about this guy, I was worried he might have committed suicide recently. I'm glad that's not how the story ended.

When he talked about being able to swim in blue water I honestly teared up a bit. Maybe it's just the past couple years, but progress like that and being that wholesome just got me.

@TheFakeyCakeMaker

2 жыл бұрын

Seriously. He did so well.

@anonemoose7777

2 жыл бұрын

Thalassophobia is a real and fairly common thing that is pretty deeply wired in humans. I tend to support aquatic ape theory for a number of reasons so the fact a fear of the deep water is nearly as feared as falling out of a tree makes a lot of sense. I doubt it has anything to do with video games, but, it's very endearing to see how even that was something he overcame.

@frank327

2 жыл бұрын

Same

@joearnold6881

11 ай бұрын

@@anonemoose7777aquatic ape is long debunked. While an interesting hypothesis forty years ago, it’s basically pseudoscience at this point

@dreamwalker1919

11 ай бұрын

He mentioned having dreams about doing it and wanting to do this thing that he used to deeply fear which is super interesting to me because that's how I deal with issues too big to handle quickly. I kind of repress whatever it is since nothing can be done about it (super healthy, I know) but then my subconscious filters it for me. While I have nightmares about it, those lessen in intensity and frequency over time, and I eventually realize that it doesn't effect my waking life much (if at all) anymore.

That quote on Bullies raising his DEF is some of the most inspirational shit I’ve ever heard.

@jubeaumont6305

11 ай бұрын

Noone should have to pretend that being bullied by 60 people is somehow doing them good. No one should have to put up with that , but if he managed to turn it to a positive then fair play ter lad

@sevendeadlychins

9 ай бұрын

Absolutely

@neithermanc1

9 ай бұрын

yeah, it's fucked up though if you think about it long enough. it seems like it was relentless, poor guy. i can definitely relate.

@nichobee

9 ай бұрын

Pressure creates diamonds

@RuminatingWizard

6 ай бұрын

It's called innoculation. Pretty routine in the 80s

He's like a mirror opposite of Chris Chan. He improved on his flaws, his creative endeavors are original and beautiful, and the internet HELPED him after discovering him

@virtualboygodot8251

4 жыл бұрын

Well to be completely fair, many of the early trolls did make attempts at helping Christian, but managed to dodge those attempts and fuck over pretty much anyone who did so, many gave up and just doubled their trolling efforts

@ethanbradley2089

4 жыл бұрын

I had a similar thought. I think it just comes down to parenting. It doesn't seem like he has sociopathic parents.

@smooth4553

4 жыл бұрын

This guy is also a genius, while Chris has learning difficulties

@SpaztallicA

4 жыл бұрын

Well yeah, Chris Chan is an idiot savant without the savant part

@CHEESYHEAD684

4 жыл бұрын

High-function autism vs Low. It's hilarious because Chris-chan always claimed he has high-function autism in his weird as posts.

The fact that SA and 4chan had a hands-off approach to him, including rules to protect him, says a lot.

@MrDoobyus

4 жыл бұрын

Dolphinately

@jamrep9633

4 жыл бұрын

Chan gave him immunity? Thats... impressive.

@headcheese3

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah, chan give a few people immunity. Usually someone who's fairly defenseless and is seen of value by the Chan

@heiroot

4 жыл бұрын

What's SA?

@ReverendLondo

4 жыл бұрын

@@heiroot SomethingAwful, a semi-infamous pay-to-play forum that used to be host to edgy internet shitlords but mellowed out with age.

the way he wrote his novel in such painstaking detail reminds me so much of the stories i’d write as a kid, there was almost no plot but damn if you didn’t know the exact shade of green the protagonist’s shirt was

@stjeep

4 ай бұрын

everything i say is pointless but i can ramble for an hour

"There he goes. One of God's own prototypes. A high-powered mutant of some kind never even considered for mass production. Too weird to live, and too rare to die." - Hunter S Thompson Not weird, just different.

@soysauce1219

2 жыл бұрын

I absolutely love this comment. Applies so well.

@angelaottenbreit848

2 жыл бұрын

Just imagine how boring life would be if we were all the same. Yes, he is different AND a kind, gentle man.

@ExistentHope

2 жыл бұрын

Ulillilia is the template for the future of humanity.

@raverfox420

11 ай бұрын

Doubt there have been many better applications of this quote than unto this beautiful soul

@kathleenyes-cp2uf

9 ай бұрын

Well referenced Friend

This almost made me cry. He conquered that blue water.

@neoteneX

4 жыл бұрын

My guy fighting fears, that's some good stuff.

@ZedStone1

4 жыл бұрын

❄️

@Paul4Krista20

4 жыл бұрын

Sadly the deadly blue water eventually consumed his soul just as he feared :(

@kashinimeyo

4 жыл бұрын

Catey Lyons you have the strength of a god- I’m sobbing and it’s not even half way through. It got me when the website post stated how the goers went from being outsiders to viewing themselves as protective guardians 😭😭😭😭

@Ashes2Ashes_Blush2Blush

4 жыл бұрын

@Ee E lol

That final shot of him swimming in the previously-dreaded blue water was so reassuring :)

@into.the.wood.chipper.

3 жыл бұрын

That's all that needed to happen. He came full circle...If this is how it all ends- with him overcoming his greatest fear, then it's perfect! He has been transformed forever.

@gringo420

3 жыл бұрын

Have me the serious chills! Go Nick!!!

@hannibalmansen

3 жыл бұрын

So wholesome

@Tsukuyomi28

3 жыл бұрын

Disappointed he didn't say the hexadecimal value of the blue though.

@Greg-yu4ij

3 жыл бұрын

@@Tsukuyomi28 #16306A or between #126 and #237

Seeing him swim made me so happy I started crying. I'm cheering this man on so hard, he deserves so much happiness for improving himself so much.

@corkycobon1481

2 жыл бұрын

I am with you. Nick is simply living his dream and I have nothing but love, respect and admiration for him. I wish him every happiness and joyful moment that he can handle and I truly hope he is able to get his game finished. I would love to play it!!! The fact that he tackled his fear and went swimming is testament to his absolute resilience and his ability to survive in the face of such extreme phobic and irrational hate he received. That he was able to get that behind him and find his niche in this world is simply awe inspiring. We need more stories like Nick in this world.

@12Tecpatl

2 жыл бұрын

I watched the documentary (yes, the footage was edited a bit and released at last) and him and his family just seem like incredibly sweet and caring people. It's amazing that he's just surrounded by love and he just wants to share his creativity with the world

@Ksoism

3 ай бұрын

Nick doesn't improve - he levels up! But yeah, this was a really heartwarming video. Especially the way he deals with his fears is something I hope everyone takes notes of.

This really is a perfect example of what happens when we appreciate neurodivergence instead of using neurodivergent people as punchlines. Instead of adding to Nick's plate with more bullying, internet users were able to respectfully appreciate and even encourage someone to think differently and to live his best life. Great video.

@Pixiestix136

2 жыл бұрын

honestly Chris-chan is a perfect example of what could’ve happened to nick with more bullying. It’s so sad

@cookieanon7794

2 жыл бұрын

@@Pixiestix136 it’s incredibly sad. Nothing Chris has done is okay. But they desperately needed help. And the harassment just furthered the issues already there.

@livewellwitheds6885

2 жыл бұрын

for sure

@benw4401

2 жыл бұрын

"neurodivergent"

@DembaraLemoon

2 жыл бұрын

@Fihlippe Luhis some people need a psychiatrist. Suggesting it was by no means the worst thing you could do.

On why he chose the name: "He chose it because it contains the word 'ill' twice and he is mentally ill". This power move.

@_KenL

4 жыл бұрын

if your illness is ill, it makes you healthy.

@n14d14

4 жыл бұрын

the two ills cancel each other out

@franx5962

4 жыл бұрын

So why did choose that name?

@sethleoric2598

3 жыл бұрын

Double negative?

@sethleoric2598

3 жыл бұрын

What a madlad

The final clip of him swimming in clear blue water is the most wholesome thing I've seen all year

@CarlsCozyCorner

4 жыл бұрын

Like that's hard to achieve

@CarlsCozyCorner

4 жыл бұрын

@@sammshoyu8434 no no no you miss my point: I was saying that being the most wholesome thing you've seen all year isn't a hard thing to achieve, because this year sucks so hard. I wasn't commenting on him overcoming his fear.

@sammshoyu8434

4 жыл бұрын

@@CarlsCozyCorner oh sorry ok

@CarlsCozyCorner

4 жыл бұрын

@@sammshoyu8434 s'all good bro.

@johnmorrell3187

3 жыл бұрын

Seriously though, this guy reminded me of the temple OS creator (good video by down the rabbit hole about him) except he got better and better and had a happy ending instead of dying on the street. This really made me happy.

If he wrote and sold a self-help book based on how he viewed his own path of self-improvement, I would buy it in a heartbeat. His is one of the most wholesome life stories I've heard in a while.

Very impressed by how he made his unique quantitative approach to life work for him. I just can't get over how he classifies $40 socks as medium priced.

@RoseHipDipss

9 ай бұрын

maybe they’re some kind of special high-performance socks, just for athletes?

@hollygoodson6025

8 ай бұрын

They were probably median priced

@Prophint

4 ай бұрын

Socks are a sensory nightmare, if he's on the spectrum then he'd probably pay whatever it cost for socks that don't make his brain hurt

@XerxesTexasToast

3 ай бұрын

Makes you wonder if he had absolute standards for cheap, medium, and expensive rather than the relative ones the rest of us use. It's possible that he considers $40 medium-priced _period_ instead of medium-priced _for socks._

So this dude basically figured out the programming language for his brain and wrote a game for it, and is now in the process of porting it to PC. Neat.

@oumardiop1

3 жыл бұрын

console version was so fun cant wait for the pc trailer to drop

@trollbertmctrollson3883

3 жыл бұрын

Nope

@MarsupialMason

3 жыл бұрын

Day 1 patch will hopefully sort that all out for you

@anarchism

3 жыл бұрын

that didn't helped at all

@billykidman2091

3 жыл бұрын

That's the most autistic thing I've ever read

"You have a 1 inch bounce" "Is that a good thing or a bad thing" "neutral" lol thats great

@The_Ajna

4 жыл бұрын

I love this guy

@emily.g.929

4 жыл бұрын

Like, it’s just so wholesome ☺️

@zachrfields

4 жыл бұрын

Seriously though, this really stood out to me and stuck with me, it’s also why I’m back here today watching again.

@zachrfields

4 жыл бұрын

I hope he is well

@The_Ajna

4 жыл бұрын

Johnny Poppyseed yeah man. I really hope this one has a happy endingg

Did...did this man literally code his consciousness?! That's insanely cool. What a fascinating, unique mind

@lukatrdina5108

Жыл бұрын

No, he did not

@JimTheCurator

Жыл бұрын

​@@lukatrdina5108 yeah he did.

@lukatrdina5108

Жыл бұрын

@@JimTheCurator So running his code is like him being alive? With all his thought process, all his fears and plans, insecurities and everything? You understand that the rich people would already be on that? Giving him billions to do it to their consciousness? Just because you make a whole lot of programs doesn't mean you coded your consciousness...

@JimTheCurator

Жыл бұрын

@@lukatrdina5108 I'm pretty sure it does. Trust me, my uncle works for Nintendo, I know a shit ton about computers.

@lukatrdina5108

Жыл бұрын

@@JimTheCurator And you trust me, I'm actually a programmer

He reminds me so much of a great friend I had in middle school but lost track of over time. A math savant, obsessive retro gamer, and author of a ever expanding, mostly private, pencil-drawn comic book. Thank you for bringing happy and bewildering memories back.

@postplays

2 жыл бұрын

I had a friend like that too. I hope he's doing well.

“How blue? I’ll dunk the camera under and show ya!” My heart 🥺

@ObjectorSnark

2 жыл бұрын

i was expecting him to tell us the hex code for how blue

@Pichuscute

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah, agreed ;-;

@lacrimoxa_

2 жыл бұрын

i actually teared up

@vitorcarvalho4421

2 жыл бұрын

That literally made me cry, it's so wholesome to see him overcoming his fears and improving himself.

@generalgrievous2202

2 жыл бұрын

@@ObjectorSnark saaame

he managed to lose weight and still enjoy his pizza. my man finding exploits irl.

@Sammysapphira

3 жыл бұрын

Is eating less calories really an exploit, or a lack of understanding of how weight loss works on your part

@aminemouktafi7136

3 жыл бұрын

@@Sammysapphira what a way of being snarky on your part. most people who try to lose weight cut pizza all together. he lost the weight whilst continuing to indulge his love for pizza. the hack is draining the fat while the pizza is still hot, again, people won't think this up or believe it to be effective.

@roseforeuropa

3 жыл бұрын

@@aminemouktafi7136 Ignore Sammysapphire. His/Her Snarky Level is at least 100 but under 400. I estimate the Snarky Level to be 289 and 2/3. My Internet Percetion Level is only level 31 so I could be wrong.

@roseforeuropa

3 жыл бұрын

@@aminemouktafi7136 It turns out that Sammysapphire love of Ponies is 998. Holy crap that's high. Check out his YT channel!

@AreGeeBee

3 жыл бұрын

@@roseforeuropa Those are rookie numbers for a proper pony-enjoyment build

This was a documentary I never thought I needed in my life. I am so happy I watched this video now. I too am autistic and to see this kid go from bullied to loved because of the way his mind works is making me cry.

@tinastaines6536

4 ай бұрын

❤

@Ksoism

3 ай бұрын

What's most heartwarming, is that internet humans actually got over the fact that someone is different and doesn't see the world as most of us do. Then they got curious, they were worried, cheered and basically just loved him for what he was. One of the high points of humanity and internet discussions.

My wonderful partner is Autistic and every day is still an ongoing fight with the machine that still says only round pegs please. It's so lovely to see neuro differences celebrated. We definitely haven't seen that yet.

As someone who has mental illnesses including phobias seeing him swimming in that water at the end made me seriously tear up, I'm so proud of him.

@tabernaclejones6115

4 жыл бұрын

Cool. Why do you think anyone gives a shit what ur diagnosis are? Everyone has issues don't let yours define you.

@xxkillerklownxx3462

4 жыл бұрын

Reggie Salt they’re just saying this person gives them hope because they deal with similar things.. not everyone deals with mental illness dude, being sad sometimes or getting scared at spiders isn’t the same as clinical depression, or a actual phobia that controls your life and your actions on a daily basis. Mental illness can make you feel extremely isolated, and like you’re a mistake, so seeing other people dealing with what you’re dealing with is a relief for a lot of people, especially when they can conquer their illness. You wouldn’t say “you have cancer? Everyone gets sick! Don’t let your sickness define you” so why say it about mental illness?

@Fuckblmfuckpalestine

4 жыл бұрын

@@xxkillerklownxx3462 usually cause people fake being mentally ill for internet sympathy which I guess is a mental illness so nevermind they aint faking

@aliasofanalias7448

4 жыл бұрын

@@tabernaclejones6115 Hahaha you're like a hard loving dad.

@tabernaclejones6115

4 жыл бұрын

@TinyBabyJesus exactly,,,im 4 years clean off an IV heroin habit, i keep it to my damn self. People may act like they care but at the end of the day the only person worrying about my sobiety is me, so what is the point in telling other people. do what you gotta do and shut the fuck up about it. if you feel isolated go see a dr, dont have money for a dr than get on medicare. There is a solution for everything but blurting out facts about your self, private facts at that, isnt going to help anyone ESPECIALLY on the internet.

I was so worried that you were going to finish up by saying he’d died

@germangonzales2008

4 жыл бұрын

I was worried he was gonna lose his PC and his entire game in the flood. Can you imagine all those years, all that work, destroyed?

@Inseut

4 жыл бұрын

same. jesus, why was i expecting to this story have such dark possible endings? :(

@houseatreides7331

4 жыл бұрын

@@germangonzales2008 this was 100% my fear too, so glad it wasn't the case.

@blanchfor

4 жыл бұрын

Me too

@bobbyrice

4 жыл бұрын

What the hell is wrong with us that we were all thinking that?..very dark...

My god. I remember reading about this dude on SA forums, and watching the transition from 'man the internet really does make you stupid' to 'this dude is a literal savant.' I am thrilled he conquered the blue water!

Went to high school with him. He stole my master card out of my gym locker in PE and called me a "rich b1tc# boi with a silver spoon stuck up [my] loose @ss". I was embarrassed at the time but looking back I find it hilarious (I mean he gave it back later and never charged anything with it) He may have had bullies but trust me, he didn't let them just walk all over him. He talked shit right back. I was a shy guy but I always rooted for him when he got into it with bullies. I admired him from afar. I wish we could have been friends. But I don't think he liked kids who who be considered "preppy".

@cellblocknine5385

2 жыл бұрын

G guy ed

@lurji

Жыл бұрын

i can relate to that last part as an autist tbh

@Pixiecrust

10 ай бұрын

For real? I have the biggest crush on him ;(

@ImVeryOriginal

9 ай бұрын

Just when I thought I couldn't like him more. Dunking on trust fund kids is based af.

@r4v4g3r

5 ай бұрын

@@Pixiecrust wtf

"How blue?" I'm disappointed he didn't say or at least guess the hexacode

@customsongmaker

4 жыл бұрын

He knew the hexcode, but he decided not to say it as part of his personal growth

@hippopilot6750

4 жыл бұрын

@@customsongmaker Is this real because his hex code stuff was super cool. I don't think he should let go of the non-invasive quantifying hobby

@customsongmaker

4 жыл бұрын

@@hippopilot6750 - I just made that up. But do you really think he didn't know the hex code for the color? Maybe he's learning to filter what he says so it's more relevant to the conversation.

@hippopilot6750

4 жыл бұрын

@@customsongmaker but him saying how blue made it relevant because he could have literally told us in a quantifiable way how blue it was after asking himself.

@lordvermintide4441

3 жыл бұрын

@@hippopilot6750 Maybe one day he will reach a level of personal development that he understands how to make a knowing, self-deprecating joke out of the hex code and give us a wink and a nod.

Ulillillia is an awesome guy. He's very kind and thoughtful and even sent me numerous happy birthday messages over the years. (Edited out the Per- word)

@vinny5638

4 жыл бұрын

aw that's pretty sweet

@mulan-jinglesemusicas1513

4 жыл бұрын

whats a per word

@lifesarisk9086

4 жыл бұрын

@@mulan-jinglesemusicas1513 the words he struggled with hearing. words that start with the per sound

@lifesarisk9086

4 жыл бұрын

@@springchickena1 ah alright. I misunderstood thanks for the correction

@dachers1238

4 жыл бұрын

I hope that people understand how beautiful this comment is...

From the bottom of my heart I wish Nick the absolute best. Whether he finishes the game or not I hope he continues to live a happy life and keep being himself

Ulilillilia is actually adorable with his outlook on life n his ideas n his kind peacefulness I hope the best outta life for him

Seeing him swim in that water at the end made me so happy! I'd never heard of this guy before watching this video but seeing the arc of his personal development and the things he's capable of is just so fascinating. That ending with the him in the water just rounded everything off perfectly like "yeah, you did it man!" Great video as always :)

@babalon7778

4 жыл бұрын

He swam even after that awful flood!

@lisayoshihama2374

4 жыл бұрын

@@babalon7778 True, didn't even think about that

@canalsincontenido

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah, seeing him work his way through rain puddles felt so good.

@scottmartin8888

4 жыл бұрын

To think, video games made him afraid of blue water because it made the character die. Of all things.

I expected this to end so badly, as is the case with so many neurodivergent or mentally ill people the internet takes a shine to. That instead the people who “discovered” him became protective, that Nick himself recognized potential spirals and worked to overcome them and his phobias, that he’s still alive and healthy and has a job and a new home, is maybe the most astonishingly wholesome outcome I could have imagined. I have rarely been so happy to be wrong!

@kimgkomg

3 жыл бұрын

And all because he was very good at math. If this isn't a reason to take calculus, I'm not sure what is.

@242sighting

3 жыл бұрын

This arc is representative of SA's behavior as a whole, in a way. There's still plenty of vile garbage that happens there but over the decades its values have shifted into a much more welcoming place that has even soundly rejected its founder when his domestic abuse was exposed. Again, I don't want to overstate this. There's a lot to do still, and plenty of people/places within SA that are full of hate, but in a way its response to Ulillillia charted a more positive course for the site generally.

@Jimlimale

3 жыл бұрын

I was scared the whole video that he would get bullied to suicide, or give up on his art due to internet hate; I’m real glad he got his good ending

@loulou3676

3 жыл бұрын

Ullillillia is the Hero Link to Chris-Chan's Dark Link. He (Uli) is a fundamentally kind and reasonably intelligent person, just a bit neurodivergent and grew up in an extremely isolating area. We laugh at how obsessed with video games they are, but who among us hasn't at some point used the world of video games (or books, or other fantasy) to escape from the doldrums of the real world? They've just gone a bit further than we have.

@ratmankey

3 жыл бұрын

@@242sighting I was a SA denizen from 2003-2009 or so and this is about right. Even then, there was a certain streak of "white hat" trolling that ran through a lot of what went on. I recently went on a big rabbit hole dive on Chris-Chan, and even most of her early trolls did so with the partial goal of getting Chris to recognize harmful behaviors and fix her shit with lines that wouldn't be crossed. Pretending to be "sweethearts" wasn't cool, but they still used that leverage to try and get through and encourage self-improvement. Kinda made me nostalgiac for that vs. now where trolling mostly seems to be pure sadism, if not dangerously deluded paranoia (i.e. GamerGate)

Welcome to autism! Creative and out of the box thinking.. Love it.

@amaturearcadia

3 жыл бұрын

You're Autistic

@gyphryphobia

3 жыл бұрын

Often people on the internet call each other autistic as an insult.

@JackalBlack

3 жыл бұрын

Autism is not just creative and "out-of-the-box" thinking. You're just simplifying it in a way that makes it easier for you to accept/understand. You're actually minimizing it. Making it seem less than what it is. Creative and "out-of-the-box thinking" is not disabling. Autism is/can be. I mean schizophrenia, by your definition, is the exact same thing then, right? There's some pretty creative and out of the box thinking going on in a schizophrenic's mind too.

@ardesliini

3 жыл бұрын

The guy's not autistic, he was diagnosed with OCD so severe that it kinda looks like autism

@FoolyLiving

3 жыл бұрын

@@JackalBlack I have autistic kids, so I'm not marginalizing them at all. I dont understand why people want to look for negative sentiments in every single thing. Just take it for what it is, what I said is what I mean.

In a perfect world, Nick would have been the sole game developer for Temple OS

@Daniel_WR_Hart

2 жыл бұрын

In a perfect world, Terry Davis would have taken his meds and hired this guy. CWC would still be CWC because who are we kidding.

I am Makoe who emailed him in 2001 on the SA forums. One of my questions was "if you could do anything what would you do" and he said explore the world, which he is doing to some extent.

@bjarnivalur6330

3 жыл бұрын

@@epsteinandsaviledaycarepla3320 what?

@louisasmiles

3 жыл бұрын

Excellent

@HuxleyTheProf

3 жыл бұрын

@Tejas Misra Age? ... sorry, too old. Unless you're a billionaire, then you can join.

Chris-Chan: WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T LIKE SONICHU UGH I'M GONNA SIT IN MY TRASH HEAPS AND SULK Ulillillia: The chances of my life improving are approximately 36.29 to 67.93. I will beat those odds in 739 FPS.

@curseyehamewho

4 жыл бұрын

JULAAAAAY

@crishealingvtuber8626

4 жыл бұрын

Chris Chan is allright.

@OyVeey

2 жыл бұрын

@@crishealingvtuber8626 uh, you still sure about that?

@crishealingvtuber8626

2 жыл бұрын

@@OyVeey Nope. I'm still not fond of what was a cyber-bulling years long effort, that being said Chris-chan should go to jail.

@OyVeey

2 жыл бұрын

@@crishealingvtuber8626 I think the harassment campaign against Chris was awful, too, and it would probably make anyone lose their mind a bit. But even early on in life, well... Chris' parents definitely didn't know how to raise an autistic child at all, and they also passed on a lot of bigotry against black people, Jews, etc. Chris engaged in a lot of awful behavior well before they became an object of Internet harassment, and autism only excuses so much. I don't think they were ever really "alright".

I feel like a dad watching his kid who fell over sixty times on a bicycle manage to actually ride it for a while. It's like a "You go kid!!!" feeling.

It’s honestly amazing how great his computational ability and out-of-the-box creativity is.

Why did no one get him a job play testing games? He's unironically perfect for the job.

@Awesomotron2k

3 жыл бұрын

He is actually not. If he didn't like a game he wouldn't be able invest his mind into it in the same matter he does with his passion projects. So he'd be a great tester for some games, but not in general.

@patrickmarsh2538

3 жыл бұрын

That would only slow him down

@flawlesssack1122

3 жыл бұрын

No he would be terrible at it actually

@amelajay

3 жыл бұрын

I could definitely see him in that industry, but sometimes passions to this extent can't produce results needed unless a great team is on board, able to essentially interpret and apply his skill set to their efforts without too many issues. I mean, it's totally possible.

@smoker2982000

3 жыл бұрын

Because he would spend 500 hours on level 2 lol

"And it's about as blue as it can ever get, how blue? #1134A6"

@Featherogue

4 жыл бұрын

lmao

@arempy5836

4 жыл бұрын

It's like, how much more blue could it be? And the answer is none. None more blue.

@coolguy02536

4 жыл бұрын

Arempy 58 AVGN Action 52

@captainsternn7684

4 жыл бұрын

"I like elephants and God likes elephants, here's a realistic elephant it's done with interpolation with vectors." "Anyway uh, if you don't wanna go for realism, you can go for BETTER than realism. What do you mean better than realism? How about an elephant with *blue eyes* " - Terry A. Davis

@emeltea33

4 жыл бұрын

How blue? "Cow blue" says my 5yo son.

18:50 FULL RESPECT FOR THAT MAN. I haven't be able to overcome my fears, but this guy, a tear rolled down my cheek.

Wait! He is just living his life and doing what he does? Holy crap. All of these kinds of stories usually turn out bad but this dude is just being awesome. Good for him. I wish him all the happiness he can find.

So he's the Chad version of Chris-Chan

@nemezalightcel5771

4 жыл бұрын

The exact thing i thought. In the Autism heaven, Nick is the God, and Chris-chan is satan.

@anephemeralcollation3865

4 жыл бұрын

*Chris-Chad

@Toasty278

4 жыл бұрын

the chad virgin

@sloppycocky7205

4 жыл бұрын

I was thinking the same thing

@juannaym8488

4 жыл бұрын

Nah that's Liquid Chris

The polar opposite of Chris Chan's story arc. I really like this guy and I just found out about him

@katlynklassen809

4 жыл бұрын

Parents are the difference.

@kknives36

4 жыл бұрын

Katlyn Klassen Oh for sure and also a difference in intelligence and overall demeanor. Uli is actually a humble guy. The concept of humility is about as familiar to Chris as meat is to a Vegan.

@mouthbrooder5728

4 жыл бұрын

You mean.. The Anti-Christ(ian westin chandler)

@gusty7153

4 жыл бұрын

@@katlynklassen809 also chris chan won this one local contest way back in the day and may have had an over inflated ego since from it

@mistahmoseby3060

4 жыл бұрын

Protect nick at all costs.

Ulillilia proves that had people not trolled CWC he would've either improved(very increnmentally) or faded away into obscurity. the trolling gave him a negative source of attention and dark praise that escalated into where it is now.

@vegasvanga5442

Жыл бұрын

Lol no. Chris was always a self-centered, malicious pos

@themonsterbaby

11 ай бұрын

2 completely different people. Being autistic doesn't mean you are automatically good or innocent. Chris raped his own mom. And his trolls were horrible but so was he. Please don't compare this dude to that pos.

This story is the exact opposite of the CWC (Chris Weston Chandler) incident, I’m so happy that he got positive reactions in the internet

I was friends with him on Facebook several years ago. Super nice guy, but he unfriended me because i swore on a post and it found its way to his timeline. Stern, but fair. Like the Russian police...

@narcolepticchairftw

4 жыл бұрын

Haha, same here! He had rules on his profile and no cursing was one of them. He just hates cursing! Oh well. He would always wish me happy birthday. Really nice guy.

@gerunkwon2598

4 жыл бұрын

Bro how could you do that to him?? For fricks sake everyone knows you're not supposed to drop profanities in his official Facebook page. That's not wholesome, bro. Ya screwed up man.

@obscured9414

4 жыл бұрын

@@narcolepticchairftw the hell? Over cursing ?

@AndrewPalafox1

4 жыл бұрын

Russian Roulette Obscured considering his fears, i don’t see why not. “normal” people can be against cursing.

@cassandraharris442

4 жыл бұрын

He sounds so wholesome

2:14 - Lmao, dude bragging that bullies raised his DEF stat. What a total Gamer.

@anduro7448

3 жыл бұрын

Also apathy perk - "20% damage decrease but 20% regeneration decrease"

@AmberyTear

3 жыл бұрын

That's how I approached bullying too and it works very well. Recommended.

@billklatsch5058

3 жыл бұрын

He played Kenshi irl

@CookedOnions

3 жыл бұрын

He's like the type of character you'd pick in whatever game you're playing. "Yes yes, call me names, it feeds me"

@Holygiant

3 жыл бұрын

@@CookedOnions Ulillillia is fucking broken, literally can't even deal damage to him. Pls nerf.

I wonder if the name Ulillillia was made in the game Final Fantasy V. In the name selection screen, you have normal alphanumeric options, but they also provided a few single characters that combined two letters so you could cram a few more in: _it,_ _ti,_ _il,_ _ll,_ and _li_ There were only 6 spaces, if I recall correctly, but using the double letters allowed you to have more in the same space. I once had a game where I renamed Butz to 𝐈𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐢 so I was able to use 12 letters in 6 spaces

I like how the internet wasn't awful to someone and wished them well and kept respectful distance. I don't know that the internet of 2021 would be able to recreate that vision of the internet.

@heiseheise

9 ай бұрын

Most of us who were Nick's same age when we were reading about him back in the early 2000's on SA weren't exactly the most popular kids in school either, so yeah, we very quickly went from feeling reactive "finally someone nerdier than us" to yeah, feeling protective over how wholesome he was in a world that could be so shitty to nerdy people. In the early 2000's the tough guys at school would have had no idea how to get to esoteric websites, or barely how to use Ask Jeeves, AltaVista, or DogPile.

Who else kept expecting "Okay when will this turn super-depressing?" but was actually relieve it's actually pretty heart warming?

I'm so glad to see a story of an Autistic person whose abilities and neurodiversity is appreciated. His mind and how he has overcome his adversities is remarkable. I'm Autistic myself, and all I've seen in stories about people like me have been people mocking and deriding them, or the tragedy thay their lives not being like everyone else. Thank you for this video, I really needed this

@bovineliker

3 жыл бұрын

yes!! gosh i was just thinking this!! im autistic too and watching this made me feel so happy... im so glad hes doing okay now he seems super sweet !!

@kel7444

3 жыл бұрын

@@bovineliker perfectly put

@sherrypalmer1601

3 жыл бұрын

I'm only 5 minutes in and I think he's most likely a genius. What a rich inner world he has that many very ordinary people seem not to..... will save to watch soon.

@palentier1

3 жыл бұрын

It reminded me so much of my son I got choked up a bit.

@NoName-rl3fh

3 жыл бұрын

@@viciousKev Nah they're not it enough or they'd shudder saying such a phrase

I’m just glad people like him exist and that there are people intrigued by his work.

This is just the perfect video. Even more perfect to watch while high. Your soothing even tone mixed with the soothing organization of Ulillillia's designs with a backdrop of calming music is massaging my brain sooo good right now. Thank you for the awesome upload.

Uli is basically light-side Chrischan.

@nomeda6000

4 жыл бұрын

Totally

@wazzzup2579

4 жыл бұрын

Good-ending Chrischan

@sourpuss5951

4 жыл бұрын

@@wazzzup2579 Best short way to describe it

@jordannetwork9046

4 жыл бұрын

@@sourpuss5951 show me kind of makes me sad how different those two are I think of Christian wasn't sheltered or cuddled as much he would have probably been more well-rounded as a human being like uni

@shaetullmusic

4 жыл бұрын

Nick seems like a genuinely sweet and likeable person

So basically he's not weird, he's just on a whole nother level above us

@rebeccafreeman9883

3 жыл бұрын

Yessss

@ArcaneEiro

3 жыл бұрын

Not sure why that would mean he's above us and not parallel to us on a different plane of existence but sure, if your into idolatry, why not.

@rebeccafreeman9883

3 жыл бұрын

@@ArcaneEiro better...

@rosiejl2798

3 жыл бұрын

He just has a different neurotype, being autistic, his brain works differently so sees the world differently and has different talents as a result.

@professionalfangster1510

3 жыл бұрын

@@rosiejl2798 Did he say somewhere that he was autistic? Didn't hear that in the video.

Been bingeing on your videos, started with intriguing and excellently told, but unsettling subjects. This was all the perfection you deliver, and left me feeling good.

This was incredibly sweet. Thank you so much for documenting a fascinating human with such kindness!

it's always nice seeing a good-hearted person being appreciated for being a good-hearted person

@kokobin

4 жыл бұрын

7:12 Not so sure about his heart. The dog would disagree with you.

@ashleybyrd2015

3 жыл бұрын

@@kokobin I hope that's a joke, because he was very clearly a kid, and it he was just playing with the dog.

@ledesmagabriel7104

3 жыл бұрын

@@ashleybyrd2015 it's clearly a joke wtf

@ashleybyrd2015

3 жыл бұрын

@@ledesmagabriel7104 I'm sorry, I didn't know that I was talking to a mind reader. WHY WOULD YOU KNOW IF IT'S A JOKE? SEE en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poe's_law

he's so wholesome. uli feels like a person whom you can tell your problems to and he'll actually give you some good advise

@oddish2253

4 жыл бұрын

logical ones.

@Harpoonthrower

4 жыл бұрын

In hexadecimal form

@AndrewPalafox1

4 жыл бұрын

勝木bia uh oh the p word

@joemusashi7151

4 жыл бұрын

advice?

@nekomei2640

4 жыл бұрын

勝木bia nah he seems like the type of person who would try to solve your problems in a unique/creative/out of the box way or dismissive completely because it seems like his mind is always preoccupied with his own things

You are phenomenal. A breakdown of something that seems so difficult to be broken down to the average person. Thank you. And much love to Nick.

Nick is incredibly inspiring. Outsider art at its best.

Honestly, I’ve been having a hard time lately, and just earlier today, I was thinking to myself about how so many bad people are out there, and how I was no longer as certain with my belief that people are generally fundamentally good, and this was making me depressed. Then I see this video, see a story about an awkward guy who didn’t get harassed into insanity, and I’m crying. There’s good in this world. Seeing him in the water at the end there really hit me. Thank you.

@fomalhaut_the_great

4 жыл бұрын

I mean, believing people are fundamentally good comes with the belief that people can change to be bad.

@yellowblanka6058

4 жыл бұрын

I think it's mainly the awkward + vitriolic people that are harassed, though I don't agree with any harassment, but this guy is pleasant enough and keeps to himself.

@ILoooooveCamels

4 жыл бұрын

❤ Robert. Seeing your comment lifted MY spirits. Now I gotta go try to lift someone else's spirits!

@Melissa-tw2gp

4 жыл бұрын

Robert, what a nice comment. Hope you’re having a good day.

@lookingforsanjunipero4542

4 жыл бұрын

You expressed how I’ve been feeling better than I could have. I hope you’re okay ❤️

I feel that part of the reason Ulillillia prospers is his parents. Other similar net celebs with tragic lives and ends seem to include a failure of the adults around them to nurture and care for their child in a productive, non-toxic way. I wish more people with autism and related mental illnesses had the love and kindness in their lives that can often influence them to accept themselves while working to improve their ability to live in the world.

@flash4354

4 жыл бұрын

Amen to that.

@sarahgray430

4 жыл бұрын

Aside from the fact that autism isn't actually a form of mental illness, you are right. The reason why Ulillillia can function so well in this world is because his family treats him like a person rather than a burden.

@eldrichnemo9312

4 жыл бұрын

@@sarahgray430 you're absolutely right, and as someone with autism I oughta know better/check my work before posting! thanks for clarifying that for folks reading!

@stan8479

3 жыл бұрын

@@darrinrasberryph.d.1458 That's why it's often referred to as a disability or a developmental disorder. It isn't treatable but it does impact our lives, both positively and negatively.

@guineapig55555

3 жыл бұрын

pretty sure raising ur kid on a diet of pizza and video games doesn't help his state of mind

Your videos are an inspiration to me. They have introduced me to many stories that have inspired ways to see meaning in my own life. I've very glad and grateful that KZread and the internet as a whole has allowed so many artistic individuals to find outlets for their own creative projects. Thanks for sharing your works.

This was beautiful and so well-made. As chronically online as I am I'd never heard of him but I'm glad to have now and it's so great to see that (as of when you made this video at least) he's still making efforts to self-improve and live his best life. Thank you for a lovely video.

This guy is like, the eerie successful heartwarming version of chris-chan

@slimjimminius3880

3 жыл бұрын

I was just gonna say that funnily enough

@SDSypher

3 жыл бұрын

@Qimodis and you're just being nihilistic, don't be so uptight

@SDSypher

3 жыл бұрын

@Qimodis Clearly

@Al_Dee

3 жыл бұрын

🤣

@Parasolhyena

3 жыл бұрын

@Qimodis I assumed they meant eerily similar but his life is going so much better. Some people find it heart warming to see others who have so much against them succeed and be happy.

It’s really refreshing to see someone with such an atypical personality not bullied into submission on the internet. The way he sees the world is absolutely fascinating and a testament to how intelligent he is, and from what I’ve seen he also seems to be a very warm and welcoming guy. I really hope he’s successful in whatever endeavors he follows in the future. This is a great video, too. I’ve seen some of your stuff in my recommended but never clicked until now, and I wish I hadn’t taken so long!

@russianninjamojo

4 жыл бұрын

If 4chan had a hands off approach, anyone who did try was gonna get fucked up.

@ryanruble5581

4 жыл бұрын

Pixellight Gaming kiwi farms?

@PHeMoX

4 жыл бұрын

I would say the internet fairly quickly recognised him to be fairly unique and a nerd like many others. I don't think Ulillillia ever gave much reason for people to actively harass him. He's as friendly as it gets.

@jayhollows5729

4 жыл бұрын

@@PHeMoX well it's not really about being friendly so much as its his personality. People who have a personality like his get bullied simply for not fitting in

@CourierSiix

4 жыл бұрын

@@russianninjamojo not true

Thank you so much for making videos. I look forward to each upload!

Fantastic documentary. Surprisingly, I had never heard of this guy until now. But I was immediately transfixed by his story. Well done

This has turned out to be one of the most wholesome stories I've seen about the internet. Somehow this fella has slipped entirely under my radar and to be totally honest, until about the last 2 or 3 minutes, I was afraid this was gonna end on a dark note for Nick. I'm very glad he's doing as good as can be expected, from the sound of it. It's a shame that documentary will never come out, he seems like an extremely nice, interesting, and genuine person. Thank you, for once you're gonna make it easier to sleep!

@skyn994

4 жыл бұрын

Corvid Cares how did I not know of him? He’s absolutely fascinating and precious. I wish they would release a documentary about his life. I wanna know everything about him lol

@picolete

4 жыл бұрын

The documentary it's has been released

@SunfishKing

4 жыл бұрын

Documentary is out.

Well, if that isn't the sweetest, most creative original person I've come across in a long while? Who could hate on that guy? He's oozing with kindness and imagination. Thanks for this.

@mariacangi5586

2 жыл бұрын

Ditto!

@corkycobon1481

2 жыл бұрын

I have to be honest, when I clicked on this, I was expecting to see a sh*tshow and hear some truly tragic stuff. The tragic was there but the sh*tshow really wasnt. What I got was a truly great story about a truly exceptional human being just trying to make his dreams a reality. This needs to be shared. I hope Nick continues to happy, healthy and productive in anything he chooses to do.

@lblack1961

2 жыл бұрын

Agreed 💖

@kfoster9000

2 жыл бұрын

Kids are cruel and reject anything they don't understand

@gerry5134

2 жыл бұрын

@Ethan Villa I would like you to write my epitaph !

This is beautiful. Thank you so much for making this video.

Seems like a really nice dude. Very unique multicolour aesthetic with his art too. Kept expecting this video to turn dark, that probably a me issue. Glad he’s getting over his fears

Start: I've never heard of this guy. What is he, some kind of lol cow? End: WHAT A BEAUTIFUL MAN. AN ABSOLUTE TREASURE.

@philliple123

4 жыл бұрын

No surprise. I wish I was his 61st bully.

@wowassault

4 жыл бұрын

I feel sad for you if that's your method of reacting the first time to something new. Altho you did redeem yourself in the end, you will blind yourself if you aproach everything negatively at first.

@TheOuroboros777

4 жыл бұрын

@@wowassault You must be new to the internet, where it's very likely to find someone who's being the topic of a youtube video to be absolutely mental or completely out of touch (usually both). Don't come here acting like you've never had a negative first impression about someone you self righteous prick.

@DannyDelusion

4 жыл бұрын

@Pixellight Gaming Its nothing to do with protected, it's all to do with the lulz. and he's not fucking a pillow while singing All Star or screaming about "CIA GLOWNIGGERS" so there's no point. no lulz here, kiddo.

@fivenode9854

4 жыл бұрын

Danny Delusion do you realize how stupid it looks when you say lulz without being ironic?

That footage of him swimming in the water never ceases to make me smile and sometimes even tear up a little; after decades now of stories of the more unique folks online, and so many with bad endings, seeing a few end well after all these years is a beautiful thing. Shine on you crazy diamond...

@FoxGoesSquee

4 жыл бұрын

I have a fear similar to his (Afraid of any body of water i cant see through) and this is a little inspirational in a way. Maybe one day i can overcome it and swim in the big blue ocean

@tasdb.3577

4 жыл бұрын

Perfect!

This was a joy to watch. I’m so happy to have found your channel too.

This is one of the most interesting KZread videos I ever watched. I was glued to it all the way through. Great story thanks

So relieved that this story didn’t take a sudden dark turn given how dark this channel often gets. It’s genuinely refreshing to hear about this guy holding it together considering how badly things usually go for people who get attention for being weird on the internet in the early 2010s. Genuinely hope to see a brighter future for the dude. Feels like he has so much potential under the surface waiting to see the light of day.

@hx2975

4 жыл бұрын

He never really got bad attention because he's very set on self improvement, and doesnt use his faults as excuses.

@ksaavedra_Immortalbelovedmusic

4 жыл бұрын

Same! I was so tense the whole video waiting for it to turn dark.

@SobrietyandSolace

4 жыл бұрын

And the most highly intelligent people tend to really go off the deep end mental health wise. He must be protected.

@cragnog

4 жыл бұрын

come to mention it you said 2010s, but it seems this story dates to early 2000s! I wonder if there was something different about that time? Were we actually all better people back then? edit: maybe it was just down to it being less accessible/common knowledge to get onto those kinds of forums back then, thus filtering those who don't like to put thought into things out

@TacoLlamaYES

4 жыл бұрын

I wouldn't have been able to stop thinking about something bad happening to him for a few weeks i think. But he is so strong, so he'd get over anything I believe B)

When he is first quoted saying "I have 60 bullies and no friends..." I immediately thought of my Catholic grade school experience. I admire his perspective regarding what he must have been going through. I wanted to commit suicide because of the bullying I endured for more than six years.

@PossumLover1111

3 жыл бұрын

So sorry to hear about those 6+ years you were bullied, that it made you suicidal. I hope that you've been able to deal with all that and are a far better man than any of those bullies could ever hope to be. Bless you.

@aurora8749

3 жыл бұрын

I'm genuinely glad you didnt. I'm sure those years grew you.

@user-vx6nc5wr5v

3 жыл бұрын

He works in mysterious ways.

@yourvirtualdad

3 жыл бұрын

Those catholic elementary students are a different breed lmao

@Engelbird

3 жыл бұрын

can confirm with the catholic school bullies. moved when i was 10 to a suburb, and my life and adolescence became absolute hell. in a sick twist of irony, my worst bully became a "personal injury" lawyer in Kankakee, Illinois.

Much respect to Nick for his persistence and optimism through hard times. I'm glad the world celebrates his talent.

I had a huge grin on my face for so much of this video. This is so wonderful to see, thank you for showing me a glimpse into the life of Ulillillia

It always interests me to see the neurotypical take on autism. Because there's always this air of mystery and intrigue, like they're watching an alien species. Where, those of us that are on the spectrum are just like "Yep. Same." No hate or anything, I just find it interesting.

@baasparkopenings851

3 жыл бұрын

While I can't relate to everything Nick talks about (im like, programming/math-illiterate lmao) I can definitely empathize with it and put myself in his shoes, so to speak. It's so strange to see neurotypicals, who at the very least pretend to understand me, view someone like him as so alien and unattainable. The part of me that relates to Nick is the part of me that neurotypicals will never see, let alone understand. Those I've tried to open up to have told me I'm just overthinking things. It's just interesting, I completely agree.

@claytondavidson1938

3 жыл бұрын

It always interest me how every white girl these days is self diagnosing themselves to stand out and seem interesting 🧐 can you speak? Do you slap yourself? No? Then stfu

@TheWholeEntireCake

3 жыл бұрын

@@claytondavidson1938 .....The ability to vocalize or the absence of self harming tendencies doesn’t mean they aren’t on the Autism spectrum. Hence the term “spectrum”. What you said compels me to think that you’re the type of person who discredits the physically disabled merely because they don’t outwardly or obviously look disabled. You likely also doubt those who require service animals for unseen disabilities.

@oreo625

3 жыл бұрын

@@claytondavidson1938 cry harder :)

@OmqSparklez

3 жыл бұрын

@@claytondavidson1938 Can't fucking imagine how you'd talk to someone you Did believe was autistic, given your perspective on us. Fuck off, man, no one asked you to speak for us.

"How blue? I'll dunk the Camara under and show you" Intenet has standing ovation.

@Rune3100

3 жыл бұрын

Yeah, i don't know why but that part had me grinning like an idiot. Love this guy

Always inspiring and comforting to see someone with an usual mind finally being appreciated.

This was the last of your videos that I've watched, and I'm very glad that it was actually pretty uplifting. I'm heartened that people came around to his oddball personality, given how vicious the internet can otherwise be.

This is my first time hearing about him and now I would die for him

@kokobin

4 жыл бұрын

You saw him hit a little dog repeatedly on the head in the video?

@MDHDH-iy7nm

4 жыл бұрын

@@kokobin are you stupid? or have you just never been or seen a kid with a dog

@dswmetals02

4 жыл бұрын

@@MDHDH-iy7nm I don't care what age you are you should never beat an animal

@myhlosic

4 жыл бұрын

@@MDHDH-iy7nm Had an ex that thought suffocating a fish was okay because he was a child. People like you and her are warped and twisted. Abusing animals is wrong

@aconfusedmancx8323

4 жыл бұрын

@@myhlosici think he's saying that kids sometimes don't know what they're doing, so they do some stuff like what nick did to the dog without realizing it might be getting hurt

Seeing him in the blue water at the end was really beautiful

I always come back to this video, because it's so inspiring and kind. Ulillillia is so cool, and I hope the best for him.

Thank for this. I'm happy I was 3 years late. I saw this at the perfect time. Thanks for introducing me to Nick in this great knowledge share.

this just seems like the story of someone on the spectrum who found a way to apply what would be seen as a disability to a strength. in other words, this guy is really intelligent.

This guy is a beautiful person. He is truly himself and doesn't hide it

Just found your channel, what a well put together video. Really great job on keeping the viewer interested in watching it to completion.