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"As I listened, I looked up at the white clouds drifting past. Finally, they had opened. it had started to snow; snowflakes were falling outside. I opened the window and reached out my hand. I caught a snowflake. I watched it disappear, vanish from my fingertip. I smiled. And I went to catch another one." this says just like the snowflakes. he tried everything to save himself and his pathetic marriage, but all went down the ship just like ice melted from his hand. he was found guilty. And Alicia dies...

@anarghyagaroo

9 ай бұрын

yes exactly!!

@kausarlolz

8 ай бұрын

Amazing interpretation

@himanirawat9594

8 ай бұрын

I still couldn't understand this, can you elaborate it please

@Sardothien5021

8 ай бұрын

@@himanirawat9594 the cop started to read what Alicia written. he did everything in his power to keep his wife and stop the truth from coming out. But he couldn't just like snowflake everything slipped from his hand his wife, his dream, Alicia, and when a man accepts his defeat, he he will have nothing but a false smile and a humble peace to offer.

@idek578

6 ай бұрын

Alicia dies??

i think the plot twist was amazing but the main problem were the time zones. i used to feel theo and kathy's life were happening in the present tense, it was at the end when i realised that it was way before the main story. this was pretty unclear

@swathik7653

3 ай бұрын

Literally same....and I was just like wait what

@anarghyagaroo

2 ай бұрын

that is so trueeee, after knowing the plot twist, connecting to dots is really difficult. i think rereading with the knowledge of plot twist might actually help

@kiranshukla3302

2 ай бұрын

Yeah really even I also thought same but seriously it was amazing story ❤

@shamailaanam7137

25 күн бұрын

I thought it was clever.

The plot twist was too good to even understand it for a moment

@anarghyagaroo

11 ай бұрын

reallll

My only question is, "How did Jean-Felix know that Alicia needed to be careful?"

@Zafar-jh7eq

4 ай бұрын

Good point ☝️

@i_am_nishu

3 ай бұрын

May be because she used to not tell lot of people about her problems and may be he was worried for her well being as he was in love with her...

@i_am_nishu

3 ай бұрын

And he knew or suspected that Gabriel wasn't a man Alicia deserved to be with which we all realised in the end

Why didn't kathy faced any karma, she cheated on theo Two broken souls suffered till the end because of kathy and Gabriel

@perrytheplatapus3649

2 ай бұрын

she faced karma kind of, she let herself go

@noobmaster6124

8 күн бұрын

She never cheated. Towards the end, theo indirectly tries to make Kathy confess about her affair with Gabriel. He keeps saying something like 'my patient is Alicia who famously killed her husband', 'you remember that story?', 'it was all over the news' 'her husband Gabriel, he was a famous photographer.., remember?' Despite his continuous attempts, Kathy seemed totally unbothered, said she doesn't recall the story. Hence, She did not cheat. The whole affair, the stalking, it was all in the head of theo. And upon realising that, theo accepts his evil nature. And accepts the consequences.

There are some plotholes which I thought about for a very long time. First of all the fact that gheo had seen alicia's house for the first time when he followed gabriel to his home. But wlicia was seeing a strange man from wayy before and when she saw him he wws completely exposed as he also mentioned. So how come she did not see his face his figure or anything. Plus when the man was watching HER from behind in the park. That is also not mentioned. Why would he keep an eye on alicia instead of gabriel. Why didnt he just kill him that day. THEO HAD SOME SERIOUS MENTAL ISSUES. It is possible that theo might have become attracted to alicia. Why did he come back to her. When he knew that if alicia spoke the truth will be out. And if he was so confident that she will not speak than why did he had meetings with her. He could just have met the family members. Ok he asked for therapy sessions so that he could find more about her and take out the guilt. Then why agree on giving hir to paint. He knew, the diary was dangerous. WHY DID HE RETURN IT TO HER. and when she got injected why did he go away and not wait for her to die or get unconscious. Why did she not get unconscious the moment the drugs were injected. How can someone who hasnt written in ages be this fast. Someone whos so weak be able to write everything down. Why to mention elif and yuri at all. That means yuri was the one who got drugs for theo. But then was he involved? Did he already know? The ending made a lot of questions to me. Why didnt barbie tell abiut the man to anyone before. Why did tanya agreed to date max even though she knew the truth? What kind of a dangerous man was he? HOW COULD GABRIEL CHEAT ALICIA? And he had seggs with some other women came back and then had seggs with alicia and she didnt even notice. Kathy was an actress okay. But gabriel wasn't in the whole diary we cannot ever think that he could cheat. SO MANY QUESTIONS. And when there are so many suspects. The answer is clear. Theo was not interested in knowing abiut alicia at all. Anytime anyone was trying to tell him something he didnt feel like he wanted to hear. Infact he wasnt interested in alicia at all. WHAT DID THEO WANT??

@xansynpai

4 ай бұрын

You forgot, "How did Jean-Felix know that Alicia needed to be careful?"

@ziachurail1931

3 ай бұрын

Other than the 'not seeing his face and park' thing, the others aren't potholes. Theo thought Alicia might start to speak but he didn't think she would recognise him and even if she did he could always say it was hallucinations and paranoia again. He had some serious mental issues and a fucked up perspective but he thought he was helping her and giving paint was part of getting her to talk so he could help her. The diary was not dangerous when he gave it back to Alicia, because it did not mention that the masked man was Theo, in fact people might have considered it more proof of Alicia's madness and think she was hallucinating about a masked man, it only has proof against Christian giving her unofficial sessions. Yuri was selling drugs to patients but he didn't give the drugs to Theo, he probably got them on his own, either by having access to the nurse's stuff or by his own authority, Yuri wasn't involved with Theo. Barbie did tell people about the man but they didn't believe her or Alicia coz they thought Barbie wanted attention and Alicia was hallucinating. Tanya marrying Max was not a good decision but people do make such decisions all the time. Him being a dangerous man is only mentioned to throw us off and suspect Max, I think. Gabriel cheating was definitely a surprise but people even in happy marriages often do cheat even if it's shocking. And in this case, Gabriel was possibly not happy because Alicia is mentioned to have mood swings and even mental issues, ofc it's awful of him to cheat but regardless it does happen. Theo was probably interested in knowing about Alicia because he wanted to figure out how he caused Alicia to kill Gabriel and later he realised all their similarities and got even more interested in her. But he did not want to know about her from others such as the Professor or Christian or Theo because he thought he could understand her better as they had similar childhoods. And also because he knew the actual events of that night, which they didn't.

I loved the book and the plot twist i just finished reading it...I was kind of disappointed because the narrator whom we have been trusting since the page one turns out to be the villan. I understand that plot twist wont have come if narrator would have been suspecious from starting.this book had very different plot twist from few other books i had. But i would rate it 4/5...it was truely amazing👍🏻👍🏻😭

Why did Theo hurt Alicia, like tieying her on the chair and so on, i thought he only wanted to hurt Gabriel when he was stalking them the whole time? AND why did he act like he wasn’t the person, injecting her an overdose. Like he touched her wrist and then he was like „oh it was a murder not a suicide attempt!“ but he was the one who did this

@MashabaMoontaha

7 ай бұрын

I don't quite think Theo intended to hurt Alicia. I think he just wanted to expose Gabriel because he was cheating on Alicia at that moment with Kathy. I do agree that Theo went a bit too far to show Alicia the truth and ended up some-how influencing her to kill Gabriel without knowing. I think Theo wouldn't have probably gone that far if he knew about Alicia's past traumas as he relates to them himself in a way. So after he realized his mess up and felt guilty and scared whether if he had left behind any traces of his crime and wanted to cover up. Which made the situation even worse as he then realized that Alicia knew who he really was and tried to move her out the way and blame it on Christian so that he could get away with it. Theo also blamed Christian for not treating Alicia properly and continuing his mal-practice. So, Theo thought Christian deserved it. Now I personally think it's hard to understand the characters as they do have a lot of depth in their stories. Theo in my opinion is not a typical villain as he loved Kathy whole-heartedly and didn't want to lose her even though she was dishonest. I think the book ends with Theo realizing all his cover-up was in vain and Kathy didn't really love him anymore and his so-called love that he was so desperate to save was long gone anyway.

@Pranay471

3 ай бұрын

​@@MashabaMoontahaVery nice explanation, just a question what happened at last did Allen arrest him and how Alicia knows Theo's name did he already told her when were they meet?

@MashabaMoontaha

3 ай бұрын

@@Pranay471 The book ends with Theo getting caught as he's the narrator, "It had started to snow- snow flakes were falling outside. I opened the window and reached out my hand. I caught a snowflake. I watched it disappear, vanish from my fingertips", meaning Alicia died and he's finally free from his guilt for her.

@bristidas9640

Ай бұрын

​@@Pranay471Yes, Theo got arrested by Allen. Even better to say, he surrendered mentally just after the day he sent Alicia to coma. He was somehow waiting for someone to know the truth. Secondly , to answer ur question, Alicia did not know Theo's name from the first.When Theo broke into Alicia's house and everything happened, Theo was just a stranger to her. But Alicia recognised him when he joined The Grove.Theo himself mentioned his name to Alicia, thinking that she would not be able to recognise her. So that was simple and that is how she wrote the journal before going to coma by mentioning Theo 's name.

Guyz Theo came to see Alicia again just to see why she killed Gabriel because theo did not expect that after he would left the Alicia's home the Alicia will just confront with Gabriel and they both just broke up instead the Alicia Morderd the Gabriel and theo came back to investigate why, there must be some sort of childhood tromatizing history of Alicia that she opened all his anguish on Gabriel.

To be honest, it wasnt worth the hype, yeah its well written qnd narrated but the whole story doesn't sum up to draw any conclusions.

@nityapatel4840

3 ай бұрын

i felt this too, i mean the plot twist was amazing but it was not as good as i thought it would be based on all the videos i saw regarding it

Ending of this book makes no sense, bcz at one sense theo want to help Alicia but on the otherhand he killed her. Theo may be a psychopath but it should have been little bit logical.

Okay there was a lil specific detail about the gun involved that I noticed. Alicia had written in her diary that the gun belonged to gabriel and she hid it in the kitchen. But there's no mention in the book how theo got hold of it?

@MashabaMoontaha

7 ай бұрын

I think Theo stalked her unknowingly as he wanted to break the news to Alicia that Gabriel was cheating on her and possibly saw her hide the gun in the kitchen while he was stalking her.

@WhatsInAName0

7 ай бұрын

@@MashabaMoontaha might be the case.

Thanks for the clear explanation ❤️But still i can't accept the fact that Theo reveals gabriel's mask to Alicia but he hasn't confronted it with Kathy.Thus,to me it exactly shows he has ruined Alicia's life a little more..what do you think?

@anarghyagaroo

Жыл бұрын

that's very true tbh. his first responsibility was to confront kathy in that situation, and that was where the book dropped its first red flag about theo not really being mentally stable enough to be a psycho therapist and therefore turned out to be an unreliable speaker at the end

i just completed the book and i need more answers: 1. theo was the stalker guy BUT WHAT WAS HE INVESTIGATING WHEN HE KNEW WHAT HAPPENED 2. what happened to alicia ...she died?...stayed in coma? 3.theo got arrested right?

@dishapatil2018

Жыл бұрын

Yess I too wanted to know please answer??

@anarghyagaroo

Жыл бұрын

sure thing. first off, theo just knew her vaguely and the fact that she was married to a man who was cheating on her, but he didn't know that she waa mentally unstable and that she would actually shoot him so being a psycho therapist, he felt that it was his duty to get to the root of why she was the way she was and what lead to the whole moment. 2) alicia apparently dies at the end. she wrote her last diary entry claiming that she doesn't have much time left. 3) yes theo did get arrested in the final scene of the book, which for some reason felt liberating to him. that's how the book ends hope i could answer all your questions!!! ❤️❤️❤️

@dishapatil2018

Жыл бұрын

@@anarghyagaroo tysm

@anuragnath8182

11 ай бұрын

​@@anarghyagarooalicia didn't die at the end. She wrote this coz she knew that the drug is going to affect/kill her. But she was alive. In coma.

@anarghyagaroo

11 ай бұрын

when theo got to know she recognised him, he ends up killing her to protect himself, thats why she said she doesn't have much time left with her, so she writes the truth down in her journal. you can google it😭

BUT...when he got to know that alicia felt like someone is watching her.. stalking her by barbie the neighbour..you know when he met her she told him about the stalker...and he already knows that he is the one who was following her then why did he pretended like he was hearing that first time..like he wanted to find about the stalker..even when diomedes told him that it was a just her fantasy..not real..then theo went against it saying she might had a stalker for real..why was he getting himself in trouble...i couldn't understand that part..😭😭

But why did Theo mentioned about the marks of injection on Alicia's hand and it was an attempted murder,he could have been silent and let everyone believe that it was suicidal overdose because this makes more sense he would have saved himself,why tell everyone about the murder that you committed and start the investigation.

@JacksonG1800

2 ай бұрын

He said bcoz he wanted to put all the blame of Alicia s overdose on Christian (dr west) If he didn't do that Cristian would not face any legal charges but he (Theo) wanted Cristian to suffer because of his personal hatred for cristian

such an amazing video! you have amazing content, subscribed. ❤

@anarghyagaroo

9 ай бұрын

thanks a lotttt🩶

When Teo was investigating the case with questioning Alicia and speaking with family members friends etc, do you think that he was trying to find out all this information to understand if Alicia was the girl he was stalking? Did he not know all along before investigating that it was possibly him until he read her diary? Also with Alicia staying silent from the begining do you think this was because she knew all along the psychotherapist was the stalker or do you think she only found that out near the end when she starting talking to him or did she always know?

@ciaracostelloe205

9 ай бұрын

So basically was theo doing all this investigating for himself to find out if alicia was the person he stalked? Or do you think he was just passionate about helping her and completely had no clue that it had anything to do with him and only realised after all the investigating that the man she wrote out in her diary about was actually theo? Do you think he had no idea until the end. As he wouldn't have known Alicia's name the night he broke in to the house and only years later he ended up working with her as she wouldn't speak maybe he had no idea?

@anarghyagaroo

9 ай бұрын

no no, theo knew all along that this was the same girl, but he wanted to get to know her better to understand her condition and alicia wasnt sure that theo was the same guy who stalked. she was silent because she was traumatised by the whole thing but in the end when she did speak and told theo about the night when she murdered her husband she told a false version of the story because she doubted that theo was her stalker and it was confirmed when she saw the visible confusion on theos face

@shinyveronicas4766

5 ай бұрын

​@@ciaracostelloe205no theo mentioned in that he never thought Alicia would kill him. So he wanted to know what triggered her that she killed him.

@sashhhaa4874

4 ай бұрын

Theo knew from the beginning that he was the guy stalking Alicia, he became her therapist so he could prove to himself that the main reason Alicia killed Gabriel was because she was mentally ill and not because of what he did. She was silent because she was traumatised but she remained silent with Theo because she had a feeling he was the guy stalking but she wasn’t sure until the second therapy session when he repeated something that made her realise Theo was the stalker that’s why she attacked him during that session. But I think she stayed silent for the rest of the time until the end because she was either scared of Theo or maybe she didn’t believe herself again that Theo was the stalker idk 🤷🏽‍♀️

@anarghyagaroo

4 ай бұрын

@sashhhaa4874 accordibg to me alicia wasn't sure till the very end. it was when she repeated the incident of what happened the day of the murder and she purposely lied and saw the confused expression on theos face, that was the moment of realisation

It didn't click naturally why would Alicia give her diary to Theo the good thing is every character has there own role and importance in the story if you read the book deeply

@anarghyagaroo

Жыл бұрын

that's very true

But what happened at the end ? Did he get arrested? I mean when inspector was reading it and he was catching snow flakes , i dont understand the last part .can you explain?

@anarghyagaroo

10 ай бұрын

yes sure, at the end when the inspector came to his house, he obviously knew already that theo was behind it all and he does end up getting arrested

Theo the character u can not understand and can't forgot... that's the beauty of physiological thrillers something keep hunting your mind for Ling time... The love or possessiveness for Kathy ,don't know but it meant interserting plot where actually a pscaterist is a patient it self... so depth in this book.. Alicia u dear just wow.... Please made video on verity and housemaid

@anarghyagaroo

9 ай бұрын

i totallyyyyyy agreeee! also i do have a two videos on verity already go check them out🤍🤍

why theo did not punished his wife or even talk with kathy about her affair? and yes timeline with alicia treatment and kathy's affair is very confusing at the end.

@anarghyagaroo

11 ай бұрын

i mean it's pretty obvious that he wasn't mentally stable so we can't really question the reason 😭😭 just think about it as whenever it was theos narration ab his personal life that was the past before kathy's husband died and tge rest was present

@TheKingsDaughter1995

3 ай бұрын

I believe Kathy represented his unresolved trauma he had with his dad. And just how he never confronted his dad he treated Kathy the same way.

Ur content z too good. Make a video on book haul and suggesting other similar books to this and AGGGTM

@anarghyagaroo

11 ай бұрын

i was planning on it already 😭😭😭 thankyou so much 🩷

Hiii bestie can u suggest me sad books that are good and emotional eheheheh I started reading this boom called Garnet academy school of elites ❤❤❤

@anarghyagaroo

Жыл бұрын

ill have to read some myself first 🤣

@baemon230

Жыл бұрын

@@anarghyagaroo 🤣🤣🤣🤣 ❤❤

@baemon230

Жыл бұрын

@@anarghyagaroo bestie I send u new question on baby monster on your latest video hehehehe

Your voice is really nice. Also the narration is superb....❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Go ahead with more books and explenations👍. May god bless

@anarghyagaroo

4 ай бұрын

thank you sooo much 🫶🏻

Theo didn't kill Gabriel,so what was he afraid of and whats the need to pin alicia..why was he scared...please tell me

@anarghyagaroo

9 ай бұрын

because he provoked alicia to do that and she was not mentally stable. he was scared as he himself was a psychotherapist and he couldn't have done his job more wrong. if alicia would recognise him and this got out, it would've jeopardised his career

I have a doubt like who killed Alicia ?or did she died naturally .i don't get the ending 😢

@bj079

5 ай бұрын

Theo gave her injection, After she is in coma and at last she died because In last chapter of her diary she write "she had no time left"

As much as I understand that there are plot holes, but the book is good overall. The twist was good and it worked better as we were thinking of Theo as a good guy trying to save everything. Theo being the perpetrator was a good twist and not a plot hole as we were already told that how broken he was psychologically. So him acting all psychotic was not totally unbelievable.

❤😊

I have a doubt. In the end theo tried to kill alicia because he understood that she has recognized him and his crime may get exposed. But then why in the first place he went to treat alicia? There was always this risk of getting recognized.

@bristidas9640

Ай бұрын

Tbh,this is the first question that strucks to the reader's mind.As much as the book reveals,Theo felt guilty.He wanted to know why Alicia chose to shoot Gabriel.He was not an old acquintance of Alicia.Hence, he had no prior idea that his actions could lead Alicia's past damaged paranoid self to go such extents and shoot Gabriel not once,but five times in a row.He was a psychotherapist with a fucked up childhood. I don't think he was completely sane himself. He wanted to challenge himself. The liar acting of Kathy bored him and frustrated him to a very huge extent. Though,I have no idea why Theo thought in the first place that she won't recognise him..

@anarghyagaroo

26 күн бұрын

did not miss out a single point!

This book is too good

I read that twist several times . Cause how shocking that really was 😂😂

@anarghyagaroo

5 ай бұрын

realllll!

@bj079

5 ай бұрын

I read that chapter 3 times, I thought I made some mistake and after that chapter I stare on my house wall for 2 minutes 😅😅

@srkbhayo

4 ай бұрын

@@bj079 which chapter was this ?

Wait why did she tell a false story to theo?

@anarghyagaroo

8 ай бұрын

she did at first so that when she lied and theo looked confused she confirmed that he was the man after her husband

@hippityhoppity4994

7 ай бұрын

​@@anarghyagaroohello could you please help me answer that how did theo wanted to help alicia... I mean if he wanted her to accept her past and speak then at the end she did speak. And what else did he expect she would obviously recognise him if he helps her in therapy...

@anarghyagaroo

7 ай бұрын

@@hippityhoppity4994 uhmm ig it waa pretty much clear in the book that theo himself wasn't very mentally stable so there's no analysing his actions 😭 plus ig he did want to help her and moreover he felt sort of responsible about what happened so being a psychotherapist he felt the need to understand where she came from hope this helps 🫶🏻

@bristidas9640

Ай бұрын

Basically one psychopath testing the other. Towards the end u cannot really be sure about who was testing whom😂