I can relate. ❤ Don’t ever change. Your vulnerability is rare. You are wonderful. A breath of fresh air. You just made my miserable day joyful.

As always, love your outlook. You definitely put what I have been feeling into words that actually make sense. It's all a healing journey. I hid for so long and just in the last month have decided to give therapy a try again. It's been extremely hard as all the wounds and trauma I buried are coming to the service again all at once. The fear of always feeling broken is always lingering. Sometimes when I am having good days, I think, "This is too good to be true, something is going to happen." That's the cycle I am in. :(

@lucas.cullen

8 ай бұрын

Wow!! That’s amazing, I’m so happy you decided to do that again! I seriously feel the EXACT same way. It’s a scary thought but I think being optimistic that it won’t be like that anymore can be extremely helpful as well. And even if it continues, acknowledging that what you’re working to overcome is not the exact same because you’ve grown and learnt from all these previous breakings. You got this and we all do too. It’s so difficult but on the other side of something difficult can be something beautiful, it just takes some hard work to turn it around 🫶🏻

This is so relatable, brother. I am beyond proud of you for everything you create and for always being so open and vulnerable. Thank you for the reminder that your words provided me today, and thank you for consistently inspiring me. I love you to the moon and back until the end of time.

@lucas.cullen

8 ай бұрын

Appreciate you saying this my man!! You’re the best! ❤️❤️

wonderful message, love you bro🩵

@TommyDeWitt

8 ай бұрын

ps. beautiful lighting and colour grade🫡💯💯💯

I can definitely relate to feeling broken as it took me 10 years since realising I was gay to be able to 'come out'. That was 10 years of physically feeling wrong and ashamed for something I literally had no control over. Not to mention the anxiety of finally telling family. & there have been people call me disgusting, disappointing etc and you feel broken all over again. But I eventually came to love who I was and it's just other people who hurt you. If they don't like me that's there problem and more so highlights there own issues because I'm a fantastic beautiful human being. But what hurt the most was when my cousin took there own life at only 18 years old! Can I ever fully heal from that? I'm not sure. Suicide ends your pain but multiplies it out to everyone who loved you. So if you take anything from that, if your hurting just hang on, it does get better. don't pass the pain on to the people you love ❤

Earth is a ran by entities that cap our BEings Love Light! Your energy emotions saying communicating these words is melting the darkness…. The ceiling …. Or limit… the eagles song “Hotel CA” is a good example…. There are earth angels, star seeds, light warriors feeling the same as you!!!!!! The reason why it’s a hamster wheel is not US Aka Light BEings…. The truth is Light is impossible to break …. The time reality of Light taking its place is the world ascendinGod! You are not broken you are Whole Soul of God in a broken false Mateix…. You we us are restoring the Organic Creation Template… Continue its working!!! Human BEing merged with Light coming Out is BEautiFuLovEternaLight! WE with love light God Source Energy are creating 5d … it’s why it seems epic small simple but immensely insane but stunninglYou …. Continue ProcessinGod In self it’s working!!!!! Congratulations

How do you make your video quality so good

@lucas.cullen

8 ай бұрын

Subtly the biggest compliment ever!! 🫶🏻 I use a fujifilm xt3 and then I focus on lighting my frame properly which is honestly everything! I use the aputure 65d light with a soft box and grid on it. Honestly it’s a super simple set up and then I do some colour grading in post that helps it all come together!

I can relate to that fear. Not in the relation of heartbreak… but I experience that feeling that I’m broken, fixing, healing, breaking, fixing, healing. I have all the tools, all the knowledge and yet we still feel this way. It’s so hard. Thanks for sharing Lucas 🤍 from a fellow okanagan girl

@lucas.cullen

8 ай бұрын

Right, it’s so difficult! That constant feeling is such a tough one to understand and work through. I resonate SOO much with having the tools and knowledge and yet it still being so freaking hard! I’m glad this resonated with you and I seriously appreciate you saying this more than you know! ❤️