His “friends” exploiting and putting this man out on the internet while he’s clearly struggling is not being addressed enough.

@byunniq9060

2 жыл бұрын

Yesss. Disturbing asf, but anything for clout nowadays

@lukehanlon3814

2 жыл бұрын

@@byunniq9060 yep I’ve got no simpathy for the man at all…what he did to women was sick and not something that people should do for clicks,it’s the most douche bag thing I can ever imagine doing and for people trying to use the internet for clout or to influence someone??? His family are the worst for actually letting someone stream his bullshit

@Dockhead

2 жыл бұрын

he went to LA, what do you honestly expect?? its a fucking poison pit of the most degenerate souls there is. literally the hell of earth for sad empty money striving content creators, and when life fails people want to become influencers and actors...

@whyamitriggered4721

2 жыл бұрын

@@lukehanlon3814 it’s not that deep😂 I thought it’s clear they were paid actors

@Ihearthaley

2 жыл бұрын

yes i agree, but it wouldnt have gottan attenion and he wouldnt have gottan help if it hadnt gone public

My heart breaks for him. The part where his "friend" admits he never called him while in the psych ward but Connor was the one reaching out. They mined him for online content without helping him This video didn't address his fake friends enough for me

@sammymobs3889

Жыл бұрын

You can’t reach someone while They are in a psych ward lol

@snifferrr

Жыл бұрын

@@sammymobs3889 ive had multiple friends in psych wards and been able to contact them but they were in for a different reason than connor so idk

@papayani6446

Жыл бұрын

@@sammymobs3889 mental asylum is not a prison in most cases.

@TGREAT1

Жыл бұрын

True

@sixfeetundertheradar6080

Жыл бұрын

It’s crazy.. idk what I would’ve done if none of my friends had called me during my stay at the mental hospital (10 days)

I genuinely feel bad for him. No one should go through addiction or mental health issues and have terrible friends.

@Ellie80681

Жыл бұрын

Welp happens a lot. Ppl just laugh at you, that’s the real world. Then when they go on a killing rampage they wonder why no one was empathetic towards them.

@cobalt7781

11 ай бұрын

This is not addiction, this is something extremely serious where he is taking it because it makes him smarter but in turn makes him inable to communicate

@annjepsen1621

8 ай бұрын

​@@cobalt7781 I hate to break this to you but exercise is absolutely an addiction in his case

@williamowens2063

6 ай бұрын

what about his friends seem terrible to you? it seems like they reached out and tried to help him on multiple occassions

@grownfungus

6 ай бұрын

@@williamowens2063 This was my initial thought reading this comment, but filming the dudes trashed house then a private phone call where he's speaking nonsense is a little messed up

"We called every day... or rather, he called me every day" is saying enough about how good a friend and person this guy is.

@BagboyGrubbin

2 ай бұрын

Man that part was messed up! I thought I was the only one who caught that, he said it so normal too, you can tell that’s not a friend at all.

@ScourgeGhost13

2 ай бұрын

There’s privacy laws in psych wards that prevent someone calling in without the patients permission. That could’ve been the situation

@Merthalophor

2 ай бұрын

@@ScourgeGhost13 no reason to correct the statement "we called every day"

@Jakedrawart

Күн бұрын

Most involuntary psych wards take away phones and only allow the patients to call at certain times

What’s truly sad about this is how people that called themselves his “friends” took advantage of his severe mental health crisis pretending to help just to secretly film him, berate him, and use his downfall for content. What a fake world that content creation is, people idolize that job, id never want it.

@Jess-xd7el

Жыл бұрын

I found it quite hard to watch tbh, I can’t imagine treating any of my friends this way

@RapidShotzZ

Жыл бұрын

Agreed, 💔 i hope he gets better soon and if I were him I'd be more careful in the future choosing friends.

@PAAYNE

Жыл бұрын

Same as Tim (Avicii), He's friends & manager didn't care for him at all and was only after the money & "internet fame". It's so sad people can this, mindblowing but people do everything for little internet cloud/fame.

@iTsEfFiNsTePhh

Жыл бұрын

I thought the same damn thing! 🤬Like who tf claims to "care" about someone and to be their "friend" but films it and puts them on blast for the entire world to see then fake cries on camera.. stfu 🤦🏻‍♀️

@nagashtheundyingking4404

Жыл бұрын

i think people want to just sitt and game and get money for it that type of content stuff but don't realize how much stress having people watching your every move is

A lot of people don't realize that serious mental health issues can suddenly trigger in your early 20s even after a childhood of no noticeable symptoms. This poor guy had to have it documented online forever...

@beewest5704

Жыл бұрын

Drugs play a huge role. If you have family history with mental illnesses especially with psychosis stay away from weed, psychedelics & drugs. You are vulnerable & it can be just be what tips you over. Seen this alot when I was working in a ER as a RN. I hate how I regularly see shrooms being promoted on Insta & Tiktok as tools for enlightenment while for some ppl it can change the chemistry of their brains forever.

@mentos93

Жыл бұрын

@@beewest5704 even weed. Too many people think its all innocent..

@beewest5704

Жыл бұрын

@@mentos93 My bestfri3nd was in her 4th year studying to be a doctor she smoked weed to help her relax & it triggered a ful metal break. We will never know if it was maybe laced with something. She never had any signs but her moms brother was schizo. She is still in & out of mental hospitals & now not able to look after herself.

@anyaw340

Жыл бұрын

Yes, some mental disorders almost always present during that stage - such as schizophrenia. I know of someone who was completely "normal" up until about age 21. After that point, he was never the same - seemingly for absolutely no reason at all. He was eventually diagnosed with schizophrenia. Now, at nearly 50, he is a stereotypical homeless man who talks to himself while standing outside of a Dollar General. He's never been compliant with meds, so no one can help him for any extended period.

@DNCT

Жыл бұрын

It wasn’t him. It was the Ayhousca! He was taking the most mind bending drug every 2 hours! That’s what did it

Influencer friends are either awesome for $ or the worst people ever, airing your dirty laundry. In this case literally

If you've never watched a close friend or family deteriorate like that consider yourself blessed. It is hard to watch unfold over the months weeks and sometimes days the delusions get wilder and wilder they stop bathing, incoherent speaking etc... One day they are normal and the next they have that thousand yard stare never to return as their old self

This is honestly sad and scary to see his mental state decline so rapidly. I’m glad that he got the help that he needed and his fans are congratulating him on changing, it’s a huge step in the right direction

@stn6408

2 жыл бұрын

his divine protein shakes are fire tho

@gamin546

2 жыл бұрын

Yup, kinda wished other youtubers that got into drama got some help too and went in the right direction.

@hazyviews999

2 жыл бұрын

Never go full Jim Carrey

@youreprettygood2603

2 жыл бұрын

It can go real fast and happen to anyone at any time, it's a combination of near infinite factors from life experiences to your environment, small things we often dismiss as non consequential that slowly accumulate until they overwhelm you. I for one was perfectly fine in January 2017 but started to have suicidal thoughts for seemingly no reason in April of the same year, went to see a psychiatrist in June and sent to a mental institution in October. I was diagnosed with clinical depression with self harm tendencies, I'm still taking meds and seeing my psychiatrist to this day, trying to live in a normal life and all you know.

@kritizismmusics9737

2 жыл бұрын

As my dad said. Some eggs were made crack. And boil. Poor bastard

Didn’t follow the drama? Not on the internet much? Don’t worry, in around 15 minutes you’ll be caught up. This is a rare talent. He can make a 15 minute video feel like a full, comprehensive documentary and it’s awesome!

@yoshzlac2429

2 жыл бұрын

Truthkzread.info/dash/bejne/o6iipdyAibSzd7A.html 🤣

@Dev-fm5pz

2 жыл бұрын

@YeaMan bro at least spell page correctly 💀💀💀

@Drainhair

2 жыл бұрын

Seriously!

@kemmypaws

2 жыл бұрын

Not talent hard work

@tuelzalt

2 жыл бұрын

I think its because the music lol

Connor revealing his address so that he can be sent into a phych ward is definitely a move that you could do should you finally regain control of you mind. Connor seems to be getting better, let's hope it stays that way.

This story is so incredibly sad, glad he is improving. He seem like a genuinely nice person.

Glad I wasn’t the only one that felt weird that his “friends” were making videos about him. No caring person will record their friend in a manic episode and post it online for millions to see! I’d be embarrassed if my friends did that shit to me…

@ntl9974

Жыл бұрын

They're not real friends. In my case I helped my friends to start making money independently, about $2k/week on their own. Be a real friend

@jillianhubert6931

Жыл бұрын

Yep. It made me angry watching them use him attention. Posting videos of the state of his house, his video calls etc

@xPorsum

Жыл бұрын

They're "LA friends" people in SoCal are like this.

@jillianhubert6931

Жыл бұрын

@@xPorsum that's so sad :(

@tomstickland

Жыл бұрын

Influencer eat influencer.

2 things that didn't get mentioned nearly as much as needed: - his "friends" basically milked him at his worst and admitted they didn't even try to help him, as shown with the guy who didn't call him once in the psych ward, and the other 2 who just saw him have a psychotic episode and told him they would go back, just to never actually do it - the fact that this man posted his address online, and quickly someone called for help for him just shows how much he was apreciated by his community

@teharthe

Жыл бұрын

This video is sensationalist garbage. Conor was never really insane. He talked at length about spirituality, nondualism, about metaphysics. He debated people, including Vegan Gains, Cosmic Skeptic, Matt Dillahunty and others. He was articulate in his beliefs. He called himself God from a pantheist perspective, but according to that everyone is God. This video conveniently does not show the substance of his beliefs. He was unhinged, but he kept tabs on reality. His unhinged nature is hard to understand for normies. It's a state of childish wonder, a state that goes to the core of human experience that we repress and ignore via social bullshit. That wild, wild state. That beautiful boiling blood filled with whimsical excitement and ectasy. Euphoria. And what is insanity really? To me, insanity is reductiveness. I see plenty of people being reductive without "acting insane". Someone who acts wild is not necessarily insane, but free. To me, your reductive ass is insanity, regardless of how much of an obedient boy or girl you are to the norms. Conor, at the time when he was "insane", was one of the most unbridled and amazing people I ever saw in my entire life. He indeed started being reckless but that was not the crux of his spiritual journey. And an ignoramus like the one who made this video who superficially skims stories and makes stupid edgy " documentaries " on them, while ignoring the heart, does not know that. Yeah, his friends were trash. We've seen this with Etika, another great human being. Everyone abandoned him when he was just a raw human.

@monhi64

Жыл бұрын

The psych wards I know of are basically outgoing calls only so that’s not weird. Plus we don’t know the full story, I’ve had friends have psychotic breaks and like at a certain point you just have to separate yourself from them. There’s nothing you can do and being together is potentially dangerous or incredibly draining at best. This guy was just calling his friend all the time to tell him he’s god and how enlightened he was, like how would you react in that situation. You have no idea how frustrating it can all be for the outsiders too unless you’ve been in it. I just had to separate myself until they were better because they thought I was in the FBI and after you spend hours trying to explain how you’re not it gets rough

@jonescrusher1

Жыл бұрын

@@monhi64 If someone's clealy having a mental breakdown you do something to help, not just run away.

@rajhanstaviyad

Жыл бұрын

@@jonescrusher1 I agree with you, Friend in need is friend indeed. At least you can meet his/her parents to explain the situation and go to a psychologist with him if you genuinely care about that person. But practically speaking, Mental instability is not a fever that's gonna disappear next day , it's gonna take years so you have to be patient + pt lose their social reputation and status so they become less beneficial (it's hard to get job, partner for pt) + if you respond once they approch you again without caring about time or place + they are unpredictable(they may do wrist cuts , may attack you ) so you always have to be careful about how you talk to them. In short, they require high maintenance so it is obvious that they are left alone to suffer if they don't have family or very close friends.

@ashes2ashes394

Жыл бұрын

Maybe he could only make calls and not receive them…..

Ik that feeling of your mental health just going down and you start feeling like your mind is going crazy but I’m glad to see he’s doing better, I just hope he stays that way

There's quite a bit of videos I watch from you where the endings are crashed reputations but it's good to see that this guy is improving

It’s really sickening that his “friends” recorded his apartment as he was breaking down and losing grip. It’s amazing to see he’s doing better and I wish nothing but the best for him.

@teharthe

Жыл бұрын

This video is sensationalist garbage. Conor was never really insane. He talked at length about spirituality, nondualism, about metaphysics. He debated people, including Vegan Gains, Cosmic Skeptic, Matt Dillahunty and others. He was articulate in his beliefs. He called himself God from a pantheist perspective, but according to that everyone is God. This video conveniently does not show the substance of his beliefs. He was unhinged, but he kept tabs on reality. His unhinged nature is hard to understand for normies. It's a state of childish wonder, a state that goes to the core of human experience that we repress and ignore via social bullshit. That wild, wild state. That beautiful boiling blood filled with whimsical excitement and ectasy. Euphoria. And what is insanity really? To me, insanity is reductiveness. I see plenty of people being reductive without "acting insane". Someone who acts wild is not necessarily insane, but free. To me, your reductive ass is insanity, regardless of how much of an obedient boy or girl you are to the norms. Conor, at the time when he was "insane", was one of the most unbridled and amazing people I ever saw in my entire life. He indeed started being reckless but that was not the crux of his spiritual journey. And an ignoramus like the one who made this video who superficially skims stories and makes stupid edgy " documentaries " on them, while ignoring the heart, does not know that. Yeah, his friends were trash. We've seen this with Etika, another great human being. Everyone abandoned him when he was just a raw human.

@EEEEEEEE

Жыл бұрын

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@ethanlbp2391

Жыл бұрын

@@EEEEEEEE fr that’s exactly what I was thinking

@MrLordRiz.

Жыл бұрын

@@EEEEEEEE faxxx

@Zenith_Nulls

Жыл бұрын

@@EEEEEEEE fr

It’s really sad that his KZread “friends” didn’t have his best interest in mind. They low key recorded him for views. I hope the man gets the help he needs! 💯✊🏻

@tylertiangco4831

2 жыл бұрын

@@sn3akydna314 how is he bashing other people. He’s literally just making documents about KZreadrs

@Minegirl0609

2 жыл бұрын

@@sn3akydna314 They're literally documentaries over youtubers without much bias, if any, found in them. I wouldn't call that "embarrassing", more informative if anything. It's not like he's insulting them every other sentence or something??

@thebidstar26

2 жыл бұрын

@@sn3akydna314 i agree with you even though people will say its just reality and the person he's talking about's progression but he literally makes money on letting a wider range of people know peoples downfalls which can be interpreted in many ways. The people he makes the video about can bounce back and use these videos to show the public perception before they changed, but this channel does seem to be about one type of content so you can't be overly mad but i cant run a channel like this personally i don't even care about other people life's like that and i can't get over the owner of this channel being paid for these videos to me it's very strange, i mean if he contacts these people before he makes these videos even then i still don't know what to feel. imagine being Connor after his yt friends blasted him and then waking up to a video from someone he doesn't even know.

@randyross5630

2 жыл бұрын

I'm not watching this Video, I don't participate in Destroying People (unless they work for the government or personally come at me), I hope this Video is in good spirits, has his back and blasting those that blasted him and set some sort of record straight... I know this is a Sick World and you are all Mostly Sick! As a Pseudo Male Hermaphrodite with Sewn Up Ambiguous Genitals, I know you are all awful and evil people, I get to see all your true colors, and you are all Ugly on the Inside, you are all Insane! The Fact that you people each and everyone of you, Don't understand how Evil, Awful and Insane you are disturbs me, your average IQ is 98, and the World is already too complicated for you, "Mental Health?" How often is that Chemical Health or Pathogens Swelling the Brain! God Save US from you, and put my kind back as the Priest Class and Administrators, because we'll sort this Sad World Out! For not just our Brain's are Bigger, but our Hearts too, and our Souls, we are more than you, but currently ruled by our insane lessers.. look at you, entertained by someone's Fall... But such things pain me to my Core! I'd say I don't understand, but I do! You Petty Homosapiens!

@DuffmaneB

2 жыл бұрын

@@sn3akydna314 I think a better word would be exposing. It's hot content rn showing the negative impact of internet fame and losing it etc.

Hopefully he's doing well and honestly I hope he dumped those so called "friends" who were literally exploiting him for internet clout.

Your content is addictive. Straight to the point.

The fact that his “friends” used his downward spiral for views instead of actually trying to help is sickening. If my friend was in that bad of shape and called me with that zoom call shit saying he wanted us to come back, I wouldve gone back and taken him to a rehab, or get ahold of someone more capable of making that happen. Shit friends that let their friends mental state decline to the point of suicide and then cry about it on social media are the worst type of people period.

@queenkys0122

2 жыл бұрын

no fr when they ended the call and everyone just goes “OMG” whilst recording, that’s the most disgusting thing, guess there are downsides to having other well known friends

@FoulMouthFishing666

2 жыл бұрын

@@queenkys0122 that was the exact moment that made me write this comment. Absolutely sickening!

@alliekat85

2 жыл бұрын

Who needs enemies with those friends?

@billygoodman2777

2 жыл бұрын

My wife's got a dick 😣 she hid it in her armpit from me for 5 years 😖 Why?! Why why why?!!! Why would she do this to me. Seriously!? Now I have to get divorced man 😔 If anyone has been through something similar, please get back to me

@TRYPH

2 жыл бұрын

He probably has a substance induced psychosis, so he needs to be in an psych ward.

I love his “friends” exposing and humiliating him on the internet instead of privately helping him. Those friends are gross.

@Walrus101

Жыл бұрын

@@PerjantaiPrkL Hurt your friends for clout 💪Come on, it's 2022. If you're not on that grind, you're wasting time

@Zzz2x

Жыл бұрын

‘you’re a lot smaller than me’ he was always jealous and always wanted to say that. but idgaf about this connor guy because he was using minors and exploiting them, probably abused some. disgusting

@Rxinzbowz

Жыл бұрын

@@Walrus101 bro 💀

@Walrus101

Жыл бұрын

@@Rxinzbowz Bro?

@Rxinzbowz

Жыл бұрын

@@Zzz2x Who?

Thank you! I used to watch this guy. Scary the direction that he went... Good to hear he didn't harm anyone. All these fake friends are disgusting narcissists doing anything for a view.

It’s relieving to hear at the end that he’s coming back to normal life. Or at least taking steps to get there. I do hope things have turned out better.

As a mentally unstable person,asking for help is already a big step. That was disgusting how those people just recorded him as if he's an alien or smth. They really thought they did something smh

@hamishriches2004

Жыл бұрын

bro it was all an act check out his youtube channel stg he was acting

@PyramidsofGiza369

Жыл бұрын

@@hamishriches2004 you have no idea how depressed people act,dont you?

@acidbatherr

Жыл бұрын

And then being around people who truly make you feel like nothing doesn’t help either.

@clarencecreek9260

Жыл бұрын

As someone who is also mentally unstable, this is when you discover who your real friends are, cause after a mental break down you become useless and usually a burden to people to loved ones, and if they can't get anything from you they just ghost you.

@machineelf9459

Жыл бұрын

If I accept the toast become muffin cake

I love how his "frends" are publically exposing him online because that's exactly what you need in your darkest hour, people telling the world your personal issues so they can get some clout/attention and framing it all to seem like they care. Parasitic fame hungry narcissists is what they are.

@ZacTBH

Жыл бұрын

Could not agree more. Scum of the earth these people.

@blackwersus

Жыл бұрын

Social media in a nutshell

@thirstonhowellthebirdandfriend

Жыл бұрын

The truth is he at one point was probably above his “friends “in success and they were silently, secretively jealous. When that happens people like to trash you and say terrible things about you especially when your life falls apart because that’s the only way they can then feel better about themselves. It’s really pathetic how weak and insecure people really are in the face of someone else’s success and only through their downfall will they be happy. He’ll bounce back but not with any of those people, losers!

@eggstonjackson119

Жыл бұрын

To be fair, he didnt turn out all too great him self, glad he is recovering though..

@eggstonjackson119

Жыл бұрын

@@thirstonhowellthebirdandfriend Or maybe it was just critique of his substance abuse and insanity, no one before seemed to hate him, not before he went total cocoo..

I hope this man finds better people to surround him now that he is on the up swing mentally. Him seemingly coming back while having those people around him is probably the strongest thing he has done!

I've been through a manic episode and ended up in a psych ward before and it does feel as though you are trapped to being just a viewer as your cognitive function deteriorates; nothing makes sense & you cant think straight, and all the while you're questioning every little detail. Glad to see another victim of this make a recovery

This entire situation is so sad. I couldn’t imagine broadcasting my “friends” mental health issues to the world for views. He needs actual help, not people just trying to use his downfall for their benefit.

@dprfail

2 жыл бұрын

just keep your comments to yourself no one wants to read them

@runescaperzzz

2 жыл бұрын

Welcome in 2022 where people treat eachother like trash

@Fly40

2 жыл бұрын

@@runescaperzzz It's just a prank bro-

@austinlee9463

2 жыл бұрын

No one was trying to do any of that Jane conquest was not a “friend”she was practically a random bystander he hired for a prank video online when they met in person she realized his mental state and got him a mental health professional the only reason she made a video was because Connor had a picture with her in it claiming they were getting married and misinformed people on social media started attacking her calling her a whore and a gold digger so she had to make a video addressing the real situation and the two guys that he was calling about the world wide zoom call was just a couple of fans that he invited over to help clean his house for a couple days and then left when he started to threaten to kill them nor was Derek from more plates more dates it’s a mens health and fitness channel he’s never met him personally he makes a lot of reaction vids Connor gave him some content for a couple days that’s all. Patrick lyons and Brett maverick had nothing but love for connor in there videos but after he posted videos about being god and killing himself to achieve enlightenment they where basically trying to put out the fires connor made for his sake. My point being this is a very complicated situation and you can’t fully grasp it in 17 mins but by no means is his friends using him for clout that’s a completely misinformed assumption.

@CowDudeYFGA

2 жыл бұрын

SUNNYV2 IS TRASH 🗑️ AND I MAKE BETTER CONTENT 🔥

That clip where he's calling his friend while clearly experiencing a psychotic episode and asking them to come over, then they hang up and go "OH MY GOD" with the caption "we didn't go back" is honestly really sad. What the fuck kind of friends are these?

@ovvierazones

Жыл бұрын

Yeah that was the saddest, weirdest thing ever. I was like surely I've missed something here, so kept rewatching, listening closer, even did a bit of googling but nah, these people are just the absolute fucking worst. These "friends" of his are fucking pathetic and revolting. I'm completely disgusted by their actions, although unfortunately, not particularly surprised. I swear, 99% of heavy social media users suffer from personality disorders. They're vapid, narcissistic, selfish, greedy, fake validation seeking attention whores.

@crashedforeigncar

Жыл бұрын

No friend. No friend at all. Mentally crippled rattas

@assesseddavid2895

Жыл бұрын

Yea that clip really pissed me off :(

@GamerSapss

Жыл бұрын

Having dealt with something like this online where someone was leveraging suicide over me, I can get their point of view. If you are not equipped to deal with a manic episode like this, it's highly uncomfortable, especially if you have no clue what to do and fear you might be making it worse. What they should have done though is get in contact with someone to help with the situation, but not everyone is easily equipped to just "go back"

@notyourbusiness1352

Жыл бұрын

I wouldn't go back to a crazy person's house. Not knowing if he's gonna harm u or not.

Man this is so sad, I'm 24 now and I was a super meathead about 4-7 years ago and this guy was always on the top tier when it came to physiques, I guess we all go through something that makes us stay out of the gym, I wish him nothing but the best

I've gone through similar things. Shrooms made me think I was destined to figure out the secrets of the universe and spread them to people. Years later went through a mania and almost destroyed my life and everything around me. Thank god I wasn't a KZreadr at those times.

The people who filmed his house and him while he was having a breakdown are everything wrong with this world. No empathy. What the actual fuck. That was heartbreaking

@jaysteele3188

Жыл бұрын

Honest to fuck :(

@ItsDdvdd

Жыл бұрын

Agree, that was gross of them. That stuff should not really be for public consumption. I gotta ask though, have you actually had a friend go through a mental breakdown like that? One of my childhood friends was diagnosed as schizophrenic in our late teens. The unfortunate reality is that sometimes there's just nothing meaningful you can do to help. At the start we gave it out all, bought him a bike for transportation, housed and fed him whenever he needed etc. Encouraging him to find work and stay on meds. He required us to do ALL of it. He lost the job after 2 weeks for stealing $15 a few times, then got pissed at us for telling him he needs to stop doing that kind of stuff. Ended up getting kind of aggressive and with my younger siblings it just wasn't cool to have around the house. We kept the garage open with a futon and stuff if he ever needed it but he was no longer welcome inside. Once he was out on his own he got hooked on meth, showed up high as fuck, smoked in the garage a bunch, vandalized stuff with legit Schizo drawings. Just sad seeing a friend go through it. Keep in mind this was not linear decline either, peaks and valleys galore where I thought he was going to recover countless times, and within a month he was back in the garage incoherently mumbling to himself. Anyways my point is no matter how much love you give the mental illness will trump it all. It fucking sucks, but it's the truth. Unless you're a qualified psychologist you may as well be speaking two different languages. And if you do end up trying, it's a full time commitment. You can't take proper care of yourself, work full-time, and take good care of your sick best friend. The best way you can help them effectively is by leading them to the proper means of help, just hope your areas social support system isn't a nightmare.

@emmaceleste3512

Жыл бұрын

@@ItsDdvdd I have had several friends and family actually. And I would never put their suffering online

@richardcarroll9864

Жыл бұрын

ikr, i h8 those people

@NoodleAnimations

Жыл бұрын

you mean him?

Drug induced psychosis needs to be waaaay more widely discussed

@NicksterNOC

Жыл бұрын

He took various hallucinogens and had the basic realizations everyone gets: "The universe and everything in it is one, you are God and God is us, etc." And those realizations are correct. nothing he said was wrong. However, not everyone can handle those kind of realizations and it can tear your mind apart. unfortunately he started ranting about it in public and the sheeple hospitalized him.

@realSimoneCherie

Жыл бұрын

100%. The problem is that the public healthy system can cause just as much trauma as it can treating people.

@datboyrains5657

Жыл бұрын

@@NicksterNOC he abused it, that was the problem. ayahuasca is not a toy, and abusing that every 2 hours is extremely bad for you.

@jamesdrake4271

Жыл бұрын

@@NicksterNOC bro he was psychotic

@sekhmet7774

Жыл бұрын

@@datboyrains5657 You cannot take ayahuasca every 2 hours, clearly that is not true. Ayahuasca is dmt and maoi inhibitors taken orally, which will put you on your ass and out of reality for a good few hours, you simply cannot use it that much. Maybe he was smoking dmt every few hours, which is possible since you only be out for a few minutes, but still there was probably other drugs involved.

Sunny, you have the greatest channel for real, whenever I see someone interesting ect I instantly search *down fall of "insert name"* and you always have a video ready 🤣

I know this has nothing to do with the video but, I really like your voice and all your videos are really easy to follow!! Keep it up, they’re amazing😄

His close “friends” are pathetic. I remember this guy he had an incredible physique, I wish him nothing but the best. Get well soon Connor and time to get some new friends.

@BritanniaRule

Жыл бұрын

I know pretending your there to help clean instead make a video revealing the mess of his apartment when hes having a mental brake down to show the world. People suck

@xKouture

Жыл бұрын

He looks the same if u check his KZread. His physique is still there 🌚

@eldiablo4160

Жыл бұрын

Right?! Why are they recording him? Be there for him.

@alishathehistorynerd9726

Жыл бұрын

@@eldiablo4160 schizophrenia is horrifically illuminating. You find out just how alone you are in the universe & how unfathomably malice the people you once considered friends are.

@mparagames

Жыл бұрын

@@alishathehistorynerd9726 you might have a point, but holy that's a creepy way to look at things

His mental decline is crazy, but the way his "friends" blast it on social media for the world to see is even more crazy to me. Then again, he was also doing it himself. Idk, personally I'd get help for him behind closed doors.

@antnation747

2 жыл бұрын

Yah that one guy who was like “I’d call Connor everyday, or rather he would call me…” and granted idk if ur allowed to visit people at a psych ward like a hospital but like you couldn’t even call your friend to check on him?? He had to call you? Thats one lame sorry ass excuse for a friend. Connor really needed some real friends. Seems like everyone was just using him for clout and it’s sad.

@Lukane01

2 жыл бұрын

yea man those "friends" are trash

@Oguh608

2 жыл бұрын

He was mentally ill at the time so him putting it online isn't strange and kind of out of is control. It's so weird for his friends to just put even more stuff online about his mental breakdown.... His friends used his mental issues for clout...

@DanielLopez-sh2pp

2 жыл бұрын

Her personality brought him more attention then it was worth.

@llamapie24

2 жыл бұрын

That guy seemed alright, I think he meant Connor would call him to manically ramble about enlightenment still

Psychedelics are known to exacerbate schizophrenia in those that are susceptible to it or have family history. It seems he may have experienced this but eventually found a way to manage it. I didn't even know you could consume ayahuasca that often and still get effects. That's insane.

i feel terrible for this guy. I may not know him, but as someone with severe anxiety, nothing hurts more than someone exposing you as you start losing grip.

Absolutely sickening behavior from his “friends.” He clearly needed help-not your camera in his face.

@piinkraiin

2 жыл бұрын

They tried their best. i watched most of the connor murphy content and the authorities couldnt do anything trust me his friends tried getting him help but you cant force someone to get help. connor kindly denied it and went upon his business

@Shewas-kathybates

2 жыл бұрын

@@piinkraiin reacting to his behavior on camera and filming him without his knowledge isn’t help.

@dprfail

2 жыл бұрын

@@Shewas-kathybates yes it is

@kingsiah5103

2 жыл бұрын

@@Shewas-kathybates exactly you don’t have to film it for everyone to see, then react to it??? Shady

@ironking76

2 жыл бұрын

They weren't helping him. They were making money off of his decline.

The fact that we as viewers know what Connor's filthy apartment looks like and how much shit he's doing just goes to show that this guy needs better friends. Can you imagine your best friend bringing a camera into your house when you're at your worst in order to make a youtube video? WTF kind of fake world do these people live in?

@sixfeetundertheradar6080

Жыл бұрын

I’m in a depressive episode and if my “friends” offered to help me clean only to video tape and post my depression mess I would feel so so betrayed..

@tecsmith_info

Жыл бұрын

I believe they call it "L.A."

@limbo1081

Жыл бұрын

None of them who filmed ever said they were his friends. They straight up said they met him recently and felt they should help.

@markhoitsma4468

Жыл бұрын

@@sixfeetundertheradar6080 exactly, and im in the same boat. Wishing you the best, we'll overcome this!!!

@sixfeetundertheradar6080

Жыл бұрын

@@markhoitsma4468 thank you so much, I just started getting prescribed ketamine treatment again so hopefully it works out. I hope you’re able to heal and no longer face depression 💜💜💜

I'm an EMT and work at our states largest ER. I saw this hapoen a lot. This happened to a top athlete at my college and he was put into treatment, but it didn't help. It pretty much happened exactly like this. Got super religious (like obsessive and not normal), gave away all his things, and doesn't care about anything else.

@Ben-oi1nl

6 ай бұрын

Maybe he’s right and „normal people“ are actually the delusional ones. Who’s to say?

I've met so many people that think psychedelics are the answer to everything. That it "kills your ego" and makes you a better person. And ad years go on I look back to check up on these people, and they are in a constant downward spiral, this reminds me of so many people

I am a psych nurse and most males start displaying psych issues between 18 and 25. Although a person can start having psych issues much earlier or much later. If he was really taking that drug that often, then it’s more than likely drug induced psychosis

@fishy2sea

Жыл бұрын

I can probably agree with you that it seems to be a Drug induced Psychosis, Coming up to 1 year of not being on medication from it everything he was doing was very similar to how I was acting or how my mentality was. I would say the Manic Episode is his mind questioning everything but with no real substance or process of information to tell him he's wrong, paranoia onset is something I'll never understand with a manic state as your not really depressed over your thoughts, just lost with no answers. (@deviantmotives, I'm am fine 4 years later, the hats off to you for pursuing a hard job and many thanks to anyone doing it)

@FM-jo1jh

Жыл бұрын

100% ayahuasca abuse-induced psychoses.

@BitwiseMobile

Жыл бұрын

I just commented above regarding this. Ayahuasca is a life changing experience, and it should be done very sparingly. Many people do it once and that's enough to experience what they need. My neighbor, who I grew up with, started taking LSD in high school. He got up to 5 hits a day, and he went clinically insane after a year. He spent almost a month at CMH. Afterwards his mom sold their house and he moved to Arizona. I lost contact with him after that, so I have no idea how he fared in life. He showed absolutely no indication of insanity beforehand, and I actually thought he had his s**t together. Well a year of dropping 5 hits of acid a day will take a toll on anyone.

@friendzoned4990

Жыл бұрын

@@BitwiseMobile after your first 5 doses of lsd wouldn't hit you the same as it did in your first.. your body quickly builds a tolerance to lsd so after the 4th day of taking lsd he'd feel little to nothing by that time..

@BitwiseMobile

Жыл бұрын

@@friendzoned4990 That's probably whey get got up to 5 hits after awhile. He didn't start dropping 5 hits at a time, I assure you. Also, I misspoke somewhat when I said "every day". I should have said he was up to 5 hits per dose, since he wasn't dosing every single day from what I understand. He told me, before he went batshit, that he would dose 2-3 times a week. When he was at his worst though I have no idea what the cadence was. I assure you though, he did not start at 5 hits. It was probably because of that tolerance that you speak of that he got up to 5 hits before he lost his mind.

That defeated look of his mother, sitting there...she knows there's no point trying to argue. Sadly I reached that point with someone I cared about, where psychosis overcame them. It's tragic, for everyone.

@epmcgee

2 жыл бұрын

Normally environmental factors contribute to exacerbating the underlying issues, such as the people around them. Why are you looking for attention on the internet based on what someone else is suffering through? Shame on you.

@Flutterbyby

2 жыл бұрын

Don’t give up on that person - my BFF recovered from psychosis after treatment at mental clinics. Took some time, but she now excels in whatever she puts her focus to. Much stronger than me mentally too.

@unicorn-glasses

2 жыл бұрын

Obviously a person cannot be forced to stick with treatment. But I work at a psychiatric hospital, mostly on the highest acuity units (that treat people suffering from severe psychosis), and I cannot count how many times I have seen people be admitted in the state he's in, often much worse, and within 10 days of proper medication management they, for lack of a better way of putting it, totally return to reality. They'll still have some symptoms. But those delusions and hallucinations can absolutely be controlled with the proper medications, but ONLY if they're monitored by a qualified and experienced psychiatrist and only if the person takes their medication as prescribed.

@theonef570

2 жыл бұрын

Time stamp?

@epmcgee

2 жыл бұрын

@@theonef570 it's when he's on the video call, with an older man and woman. she's the camera at the bottom

I went through something similar and I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. My psychosis episodes were similar to his and they were really scary

@max3eey

3 ай бұрын

But his was an act and you're a wacko

man i used to watch all this guys videos all the time man i’ve seen this before but man it’s still so wild man

So sad. Unfortunately KZread fame and money introduces stress that many don't understand. Wish this guy all the best in the future

@thomasarther343

2 жыл бұрын

He flew too close to the sun, I have a friend who was never the same after taking mushrooms and mixing with other substances.

@LuxFuxx

2 жыл бұрын

That's the thing with psychedelics. They show you some incredible things, some people never come back from their trip.

@thomasarther343

2 жыл бұрын

@@LuxFuxx I have two other friends who said they would never even try LSD because it's semi-synthetic, after taking heroic does many times they are now addicted to meth. Psychedelics can be a powerful tool to help with trauma among other things, lord knows they have helped me. But like Alan Watts said "Once you get the message, hang up the phone."

@LuxFuxx

2 жыл бұрын

@@thomasarther343 oh, I'm definitely in a better place because of them. I'm who I am because of them. But I have had a small peek behind the veil, I know how consuming it can be.

@normanatomic2614

2 жыл бұрын

He is God, as much as you and I are. To think is to be, I am therefore I think. There is nothing but consciousness, what he truly achieved was a God state but it wasn't paired with grounding and the inner work needed to be able to handle said truths, so he went "insane"

What kind of “Friend” would film your dirty house filled with trash and post it on KZread? Disgusting. The man clearly needed help and they did that instead

@CowDudeYFGA

2 жыл бұрын

I EXPOSED SUNNYV2

@Piggg440

Жыл бұрын

@@CowDudeYFGA what sunnyv2 didn't record their house

@pimpsk8er3702

Жыл бұрын

fake friends riding on ur collar untill u do something they dont approve of

@mysteryman3054

Жыл бұрын

You'll be surprised how many people are fake friends once you're in trouble

@vladivascanu108

Жыл бұрын

@@Piggg440 its a bot

As someone who watched my friend lose to psychosis, it’s so fucking horrible to see how these “friends” treated him. They’re not friends. Friends call the person’s family or their loved ones, they get them help. They don’t tell them “yeah, we’ll come back” and fucking ghost them. That’s low. I hope those creators have shit careers

It's amazing how much I can relate to this. Between being crazy or having had a spiritual awakening, it's kinda both. But he isn't enlightened. Just awakened to the spiritual aspect of life. The craziness and drama is a product of what I call externalization. The spiritual process can be very intense and when we overdo it, push it too hard too quick, the mind starts to rebel by creating all kinds of external drama to draw the attention back out into the world. Over time he will become wise to it and start to relax as the process ensues. Spirituality will remain a primary obsession until he reaches enlightenment. But life will be re-integrated with it. Seems like he's already gone through a lot of initial phases. What he needs is to lay off the DMT and also he needs to speak much less about it. Become silent if possible. So long as he keeps speaking, his mind will manufacture all kinds of distractions, drama, psychosis, and maybe even worse.

damn i forgot about this guy. if you are gonna cover fitness youtubers, you HAVE to do a deep dive into Rich Piana. his story is literally insane. everything from his crazy over the top body builder / influencer lifestyle... to his tragic death and afterwards his disgusting ex wife that went after his money after he was gone. i think it would make for an interesting video

@nokay

2 жыл бұрын

hello mister tbag epcic gaming youutbue

@nokay

2 жыл бұрын

io love TBAG [Epic Gaming]

@b3anz07

2 жыл бұрын

here before 50 likes

@tumezu2807

2 жыл бұрын

hello mr epic gamer

@Obi_01

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah the fitness niche is pretty entertaining. I'm working on a video of Mike O'Hearn

It was sad to see a few of his friends abandon/mock him once he started struggling with his mental health. Really glad to see him doing better now, but man... really lets you know how quickly people can turn their backs to you.

@vglycorpse

2 жыл бұрын

Not only did they leave him, their videos seemed to be laughing at him/mocking him a bit, just them laughing and going "woahhh crazy" at his mental decline is just cruel and sad. This is why mental health/illness needs to be taken very seriously by people as a whole, especially for men.

@mjatt

2 жыл бұрын

@@vglycorpse Agreed. Male culture/relationships definitely lack that feeling of support/openness. It really is an under-represented social issue.

@naru2k4

2 жыл бұрын

Bro them just holding their phones at him while he was having a breakdown was so sad. That's even more insane in and of itself actually. If I were his friend, I'd be so devastated and distraught I wouldn't even THINK of pulling my phone out. I'd just stand there and it'd haunt my train of thought for a good while. Wtf is wrong with them

@Dockhead

2 жыл бұрын

@@mjatt the tiny exposure you see on a video does not total the whole outcome of what happened, i bet a lot of them tried to intervene and give advice, and he disregarded it or diverted it and thus they became tired of it. dont believe a video or clip totals up what is what.

@synical_zero0003

2 жыл бұрын

@@vglycorpse Ngl the Mario enlightment thing that he posted on his IG actually made me laugh because of how random it was, but it's still pretty fucked up how his friends are basically treating his bad mental state as a joke and are just making fun of him. Those are some fake ass friends. I just hope he's doing better now 🙏🏾

I live in a town where pretty much everyone under the age of 30 uses psychedelics and I’ve definitely seen a lot of people go through the same thing he did. It’s fixable by getting sober and grounding yourself but it can definitely fuck u up. Don’t take drugs if your heads not in the right place

@LIVEMETRIX187

Жыл бұрын

exactly dude, but he most likely had a underlying mental issue that brang him into psychosis, this is not a normal occurrence with psychs

Man Connor inspired me so much in High School; Seeing the man he is now doesn’t even seem real. I really hope he gets better.

Some good friends he's got there. "Hi guys Connor is having a hard time he's my friend and I'm worried about him. So let me tell you all his personal info and embarrass him instead of helping him privately." These blogger KZreadrs are the worst.

@fefelarue2948

2 жыл бұрын

With friends like these…

@theoutsiderjess4869

2 жыл бұрын

Yes he has a problem but the way they exposed his house really bothered me

@x-x9595

2 жыл бұрын

@@fefelarue2948 … u don’t even need enemies

@devinplayseverything3764

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly, thank you

@bruhdon4748

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah fucked up and barely friends

I wish him the best. His “friends” are pathetic.

@MUSTAFA_SALIH_since1998

Жыл бұрын

I agree, the way that they are just talking about him on KZread behind his back is so wrong

@MsTinkerbelle87

Жыл бұрын

Yeah imagine if the poor guy offed himself right after the world zoom call? “We didn’t go back” YOU ASSHOLES 😤

@tttcloud7285

Жыл бұрын

They are not friends in any shape or form sadly… I never heard of this guy previously but I have absolute sympathy for anyone suffering mental health bless him !

@valjean2036

Жыл бұрын

They arent his friends they are trying to get veiws...very sad i feel more sorry for the ppl doing that then him.

@tttcloud7285

Жыл бұрын

@@valjean2036 you feel more sad for the meant to be friends which are definitely sad by the way than the guy that’s had a complete mental breakdown 🫤 !

when ive met people like this irl, it's been so surreal that i felt like i was crazy myself. actually terrifying, they're always really intense and you can tell that they completely believe everything that they're saying and thinking, their thoughts are so rapid and alinear, all over the place. i hope everybody like this gets help, they could be a danger to themselves and others.

@max3eey

3 ай бұрын

It was all an act lmao you fell for it

Mental Health/Fortitude should be worked on as seriously as your body. I remember watching him back in high school, thinking he was this perfect guy who has this perfect body and can get all the girls he wants. This was very humbling to watch, I’m glad he is doing better ❤️

@nickynicky009

2 жыл бұрын

:0

@Human_traain

2 жыл бұрын

Koofy!!!

@Amfortas

2 жыл бұрын

Ironically I think that's why he tried Ayahuasca

@concreteeater8569

2 жыл бұрын

yeah, its like his mental health brought down his physical health while they were both at an all time high also hi koofy :)

@newfam3

2 жыл бұрын

It’s weird to have a Roblox youtuber commenting on something else but oh well

Notice how all his homies showed up with cameras and their help consisted of documenting him and posting it.....that's what you call friends

@Gamingtv23658

Жыл бұрын

It's terrible, isn't it?

@macdaddynick1751

Жыл бұрын

They were never his friends

taking psychedelics every 2 hours? the fact that the guy is even alive and his brain is even working to the extent that he can walk around and talk coherently is absolutely insane.

@krin7871

9 ай бұрын

he probably wasn't doing ayahuasca every 2 hours. the only drug that they mention he takes is dmt/ayahuasca and i can't speak for ayahuasca because i know you have to drink it to ingest it but using dmt every 2 hours wouldn't really do much. in small doses, it will make your vision brighter and more vivid and will make sounds louder both for about 10 minutes but thats about it. if he was fully dosing on dmt every 2 hours he would not be able to move but like i said it only lasts about 10 minutes. i do remember that in another video he says that he is microdosing dmt and if thats the case, the way he was acting was probably psychosis or a whole different drug.

I have a friend who’s going the the same exact thing right now and it’s really sad. Mental illness sucks. Imagine your own brain working against you, it’s a hard life.

Connor went from being people's inspiration for their fitness journey, to being a divine protein shake connoisseur. It's kinda sad to see someone fall off so quickly.

@yuuri4273

2 жыл бұрын

hi ur here again

@kyori_shiyo

2 жыл бұрын

dam, im early on a jsgwam comment.

@iche9373

2 жыл бұрын

And that's why the ancient Greeks invented Tragedy so that we can feel compassion with all the falling protagonists.

@MeisoKun

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@b3anz07

2 жыл бұрын

Here before 100 likes lol

Honestly the most terrifying part of this story its how so many people failed to help him, they didnt care, they didnt help with the attention…they saw him go downhill and their best idea was to record pretty much everything.

@snooganslestat2030

2 жыл бұрын

Like people filming traffic accidents instead of helping or getting out of the way. 🙄

@chaddompierre5779

2 жыл бұрын

I think the people around him cared. Their sentiment seemed sincere. I get mildly manic myself, and my family members can't really do much for me when I get manic.

@bigbearkat2010

2 жыл бұрын

Watching this video it felt like his buddies were using his mental problems for click bait

@augyisadogy9729

2 жыл бұрын

Trust me, you can’t help a person like that. He turned insane and he liked it, there’s nothing you can really do at that point

@chaddompierre5779

2 жыл бұрын

@@augyisadogy9729 I'm sure in retrospect he didn't enjoy it. Mania gives feelings of euphoria, not necessarily his enjoyment.

I hope he gets better, no one is immune to mental illness, we should help those of us who struggle with mental illness.

I had a buddy who had a very similar experience to this back in 2021. He wasn't a body builder or youtuber, but he also abused drugs and had a massive psychotic break. It got to the point where he was trying to harm/kill people to prove his delusions and psychosis as fact. As his best friend, it's some scary stuff, and it's exceptionally scary how similar the things my buddy was saying are to the things Conner is seen saying. Ever since, he's been in and out of mental hospitals and has been diagnosed with bipolar manic depression

The only crazy thing about this is that no one got this man help sooner. He's clearly going through a psychotic episode and everyone just seems to want to make content out of the situation. I also can't believe that the video they made together is still up, I wouldn't want anyone seeing me like that and it just seems in bad taste. They knew exactly what was going on but still decided to upload a video of someone in their most vulnerable moment...

@kinseybruno5920

2 жыл бұрын

Couldn’t agree more! The phrase “in poor taste” falls short

@kayleebowman608

2 жыл бұрын

This is also the only thing I could think about in the ladder half especially

@chikipichi5280

2 жыл бұрын

He was already getting and being offered help. It just wasn't working

@kaderen8461

2 жыл бұрын

@e think about yourself for a moment. You, an unfeeling bot, have decided to post a presumptively harmless comment on a video, which is about the spiral into depression and insanity by a man, in real life and time, on a comment that talks about the whole seriousness of it all. You are not the circus, you are the entire comedic industry. To anyone who read this entire post who isn't you, thank you. Lol bye

@mandi_

2 жыл бұрын

I agree :(

Never heard of another case where someone doxxing themselves actually worked in their interest but this guy posting his address online & enabling people to direct emergency services to him and get him into psychiatric care as a result may genuinely have saved his life!

@balentay

Жыл бұрын

And isn't it wild how literal strangers ended up showing more concern to him than his actual friends did?

@cosmiceyness

Жыл бұрын

shits crazy

@cosmiceyness

Жыл бұрын

just goes to show how much the gym community cares

@iruleatgames

Жыл бұрын

They didn't "direct him" though. They kidnapped him. Big difference. While he definitely need the help, without the voluntary element, we risk falling into a police state where any detractor of a group or system can be labeled as "insane". This is already happening through federal directives and through some states active participation. It is unsurprising this incident occurred in LA.

@ColonelSandersLite

Жыл бұрын

@@iruleatgames I understand what you're saying but people in the middle of a genuine psychotic break are literally physically unable to think coherently and rationally. My dog is more capable of understanding and consenting to medical care than people in that state are. I worry about things along those lines too. Abuses have happened in the past and, no doubt, will happen in the future. That being said, reality is sometimes messy and there is no perfect solution. If you find an unconscious man bleeding out from a leg injury on the side of the road, do you apply a tourniquet even though he is physically unable to consent? I'm pretty sure the vast majority of people would say yes. It only gets into a morally grey area if he wakes up and decides to take it off. Is it ok to force him to keep it on if he believes it's an anaconda trying to consume his purple? I guess there's a personal call to make there, but for my money, I would say yeah, it stays on.

Who needs enemies when you got "friends" like that?

You do not need enemies when you have this type of friends.

Seeing the actions of his so called "friends" trying to exploit him in the public eye while he's literally losing his mind left me feeling legitemately disturbed. If any of them see this I hope youre burning in your own selfmade hell of guilt, you deserve no less. Ive had people close to me betray me or turn their backs at my lowest but never did any of them secretly film or try to showcase the situation in the public eye, thats one of the scummiest things a person can ever do.

@runescaperzzz

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly my thoughts. Make KZread vids instead of helping the dude

@UnrealTech9403

2 жыл бұрын

@@runescaperzzz Progressive demoralization and rationalization of bad behavior turns a lot of streamers and social media people into sociopaths. Monkey branching, backstabbing completely heartless sociopaths that would sell their mother for a bit of fame.

@Sockren

2 жыл бұрын

its ok to give update videos but holy fuck these dudes are insane

@herewasbob7650

Жыл бұрын

Which youtubers were exploiting him?

@AskAW

Жыл бұрын

He doesn't have friends. He has colleagues.

Interesting how all of his "friends" released videos of themselves talking about his mental health and filming things about him for content instead of just talking to him and being concerned.

@boman1074

2 жыл бұрын

yeah especially the part where he called them and asked to come back and they filmed it

@Shewas-kathybates

2 жыл бұрын

@@boman1074 that was disgusting

@Stackondat

2 жыл бұрын

you're only seeing the people who did post about it online though. the thing is, other friends who dont do that, and are just concerned with him, you wouldnt see so you feel like they arent there

@marcuscross8051

2 жыл бұрын

We don't know that ALL his friends did that, since any friends who didn't do that we wouldn't hear about.

@su2004

2 жыл бұрын

That's people for you, they always have to make it about themselves.

I have experienced people having similar "episodes" due to an excessive use of psychedelics, aya included. The people claiming to be his friends should be F^%$£"£ ashamed of them self for not helping but exploiting him. I hope he is doing better now.

I hope this is works as a good warning that psychedelics are not to be underestimated. Regardless of your setting or tripsitter, some people are just not meant to go through what psychs offer.

*Bruh.* I've never heard about this guy before, but I hope he's doing well now.

@chris_1988

2 жыл бұрын

Same here. This was scary and sad to see.

@jordysavage3363

2 жыл бұрын

I watched his whole meltdown last summer in real time. He’s doing better now!

@PapunaOfficial

2 жыл бұрын

i think he is doing okaish now

@Zeverinsen

2 жыл бұрын

@@PapunaOfficial That's good to hear! He seems like a poor soul who was just fucked by circumstance and his life just tanked.

@phantomnite

2 жыл бұрын

It does seem hes doing better these days which is a relief.

i find it insane that the man literally had to doxx himself in order to get help. not his friends, not his family, he had to literally say his own address in a youtube video for someone to arrive and help him

@ceton1843

Жыл бұрын

i dont judge them though. not even proffessionals are always able to react appropiatly when treating someone with psychosis. Getting help for someone in a state like that is incredibly difficult because they often dont want it and they dont have the priveledge of ebin in an observers persepctive like us which make it damn near impossible to differentiate between illness and that person.

@warsawcattus

Жыл бұрын

@@ceton1843 i suppose you are right but i think it is less about how hard it is for them to get him help, i think they just did not care. in every single clip where his friends were on screen they looked like if they much rather cared about the content they made with him than actually being concerned for his health

@11202

Жыл бұрын

@@ceton1843 you're all throughout this comment section saying drivel like this. Just say you wouldn't be a terrible friend to people with mental health and move on. Nothing to change in person though just keep acting the way you are in person so everyone with these issues knows you're worth little more than being an acquaintance to anyone.

@eminemfan50098

Жыл бұрын

@@ceton1843 you're all over this comment section, going out of your way at every opportunity to show how horrible of a friend you would be, got it. Professionals are literally trained to handle people with disabilities such as is. The ISSUE is the blatent fact that not a soul lifted a finger to help get him proper attention or help. Not his family, not his friends. He had to literally DOXX HIMSELF just so someone would help him. This has absolutely NOTHING to do with "professionals not always knowing what to do" or whatever bullshit you're spewing now. The fact that you are trying to find any excuse to justify the fact that you're also a piece of shit friend who wouldn't lift a finger to help anyone, is honestly pathetic bro

@teharthe

Жыл бұрын

This video is sensationalist garbage. Conor was never really insane. He talked at length about spirituality, nondualism, about metaphysics. He debated people, including Vegan Gains, Cosmic Skeptic, Matt Dillahunty and others. He was articulate in his beliefs. He called himself God from a pantheist perspective, but according to that everyone is God. This video conveniently does not show the substance of his beliefs. He was unhinged, but he kept tabs on reality. His unhinged nature is hard to understand for normies. It's a state of childish wonder, a state that goes to the core of human experience that we repress and ignore via social bullshit. That wild, wild state. That beautiful boiling blood filled with whimsical excitement and ectasy. Euphoria. And what is insanity really? To me, insanity is reductiveness. I see plenty of people being reductive without "acting insane". Someone who acts wild is not necessarily insane, but free. To me, your reductive ass is insanity, regardless of how much of an obedient boy or girl you are to the norms. Conor, at the time when he was "insane", was one of the most unbridled and amazing people I ever saw in my entire life. He indeed started being reckless but that was not the crux of his spiritual journey. And an ignoramus like the one who made this video who superficially skims stories and makes stupid edgy " documentaries " on them, while ignoring the heart, does not know that. Yeah, his friends were trash. We've seen this with Etika, another great human being. Everyone abandoned him when he was just a raw human.

I don't know this guy and never heard of him until now, but I hope he's doing okay.

Sunny v2 is the only person able to make me watch an entire documentary about a crazy person

Saddest thing of all of this is how many of his alleged friends cashed in on him, he was clearly in an awful place publically and privately it must have been even more obvious, and yet they took it as an opportunity to earn

@moneyobsessed

2 жыл бұрын

everything has a price, friendship too.

@evanshlom1

2 жыл бұрын

100 except they snitched so they’re fails

@Queen_of_chaos

2 жыл бұрын

This Micah dude is pissing me off and clearly did NOT care about filming him while he was on the phone with him. -_-

@AKDHFR

2 жыл бұрын

@@moneyobsessed maybe their friends wanted to help but affraid to step boundaries, usually their parents should know his manic but clearly they didnt so their "friends" help using video for support, usually having a friend who is manic clearly can be overwhelming for us too help from close ecounter bcs he might break aswell.

@PopyNation

2 жыл бұрын

@@AKDHFR nah bruh they just wanted some cash shmoney

As someone with schizophrenia myself, I feel for this poor man. I went through a delusion for close to a year and a half where I thought I was the Doctor from "Doctor Who". Schizophrenia is a very real and serious illness. This poor guy suffers from it worse than I do. I was fortunate enough to be diagnosed early on and get medicated fairly quickly. It still sucks to have and it makes my life a real struggle, but I'm thankful that it isn't as bad as it could be. I hope Connor gets better soon 🙏

@eggstonjackson119

Жыл бұрын

I think far most people have had a bit chuunibyou disorder in their life once lol..

@abbasmousa699

Жыл бұрын

Can u explain how it felt being the Doctor?

@ashleythompson1994

Жыл бұрын

@@abbasmousa699 😂

@scintillam_dei

Жыл бұрын

See my video proving that psychiatry is pseudo-science, and a scam.

@tecsmith_info

Жыл бұрын

You're doing a great job. Doctor.

I had a pretty psychedelic episode myself on edibles. Had many very interesting observations and realizations about the world. I was mentally unstable for about a week. But abusing psychedelics and taking them EVERY 2 HOURS would make anyone go crazy

Bi polar can be quite rough.. especially putting all those events/thoughts behind you and moving forward.

Who in their right mind would film their friends when they’re at their lowest? I hope he’s doing well now and is finally surrounded by people who actually care about him

@teharthe

Жыл бұрын

This video is sensationalist garbage. Conor was never really insane. He talked at length about spirituality, nondualism, about metaphysics. He debated people, including Vegan Gains, Cosmic Skeptic, Matt Dillahunty and others. He was articulate in his beliefs. He called himself God from a pantheist perspective, but according to that everyone is God. This video conveniently does not show the substance of his beliefs. He was unhinged, but he kept tabs on reality. His unhinged nature is hard to understand for normies. It's a state of childish wonder, a state that goes to the core of human experience that we repress and ignore via social bullshit. That wild, wild state. That beautiful boiling blood filled with whimsical excitement and ectasy. Euphoria. And what is insanity really? To me, insanity is reductiveness. I see plenty of people being reductive without "acting insane". Someone who acts wild is not necessarily insane, but free. To me, your reductive ass is insanity, regardless of how much of an obedient boy or girl you are to the norms. Conor, at the time when he was "insane", was one of the most unbridled and amazing people I ever saw in my entire life. He indeed started being reckless but that was not the crux of his spiritual journey. And an ignoramus like the one who made this video who superficially skims stories and makes stupid edgy " documentaries " on them, while ignoring the heart, does not know that. Yeah, his friends were trash. We've seen this with Etika, another great human being. Everyone abandoned him when he was just a raw human.

@rain-cb3ze

Жыл бұрын

A lot of sick people, I’m Austisic if and I had very awful ’friends’ I was crying and harming myself in front of them and they laughed at me and recorded , some people just have no sympathy

@taniaferrante4889

Жыл бұрын

my husband...I have severe mental health issues and I often have mental breakdowns and he will film me and follow me around so he can "show me how crazy I am"

@3mm4hgtl

Жыл бұрын

@@taniaferrante4889 please divorce him

@immeeaa

Жыл бұрын

@@taniaferrante4889 you should divorce him, he's going to make you worse. I hope you get better. May God bless you and the ones who you care about

This is legitimately one of my worst fears, ending up in a place where I can’t tell fact from fiction. On the outside, where’re left dumbfounded by his crazy, psychotic god complex, but I can’t imagine what it feels like to be in his shoes, believing that you’re the one who is enlightened about something and that everyone else isn’t.

@Percy_Apex

Жыл бұрын

yep, my biggest fear by far.

@leuxdaprophet6204

Жыл бұрын

this is my reality. AMA.

@salteadog33

Жыл бұрын

It is absolute misery.

@davidosullivan9817

Жыл бұрын

I was there before from to much drugs, I can't describe the hell it is, there's a voice in your head 24/7 and your fighting it, it was very hard to win

@victorgreer3199

Жыл бұрын

I had a bad trip on something I smoked one day and it happened to me in my shower while I was all alone. I never smoke again but sometimes I feel those thoughts coming back inside my head and it’s a scary thing.

As someone who had euphoria episode myself (lost it thought i am the god himself + knew everything) it does really suck, especially when you realise what happened and how ridiculous you acted. I really feel sorry for him and about that his ''friends'' didn't do shit.

Hallucinogenics can send you into serious lifelong mental health issues. I took them back in the 1990s and two of my friends ended up seriously mentally ill. They totally changed my life as well. It actually helped me. I went from a metalhead kid to reading like crazy, getting into a prestigious college after being a highschool drop out. However, later in life, I'm struggling with serious depression. I realise have been bipolar since that time just not as bipolar as my friends became. They thought they were cameras implanted in their heads etc.

His poor parents... I couldn't imagine having to watch your child go through this.

@AxxLAfriku

2 жыл бұрын

WHAT THE WHAT??? i am over 100 years old and still making youtub videos? oh yeah baby. why? because i am the ultimate youtuber. woo woo woo you know it dear sha

@chrisddr3

2 жыл бұрын

For real, it’s a good thing that he seems to be recovering tho

@hunterq4202

2 жыл бұрын

I had a friend who went completely psychotic and I always wonder what it’s like for his family. It’s also wild to think your old self can die. I had another friend who had it happen and we even used to talk when younger about how one day we could lose our minds and not even realize it

@blank1778

2 жыл бұрын

@@hunterq4202 psychedelics will do that if you have underlying mental illness even if it’s never shown before especially if abused

@marianocardenas3440

2 жыл бұрын

@@hunterq4202 have you spoken to that friend recently?

This whole ordeal really hit home for me man. In 2017-2018 after I had graduated high-school, I started getting into psychedelics. At first it was once here, or there, doing magic mushrooms with some friends, but after having an experience I thought was "profound" I began to firmly believe that psychedelic drugs could unlock parts of our brain that have been locked away, and I, myself could achieve enlightenment, and become a better person. Next thing I knew, I was buying DMT and LSD on the deep web, and having trips all the time. After each trip it was like a small piece of my brain had been replaced with a fresh, new piece of brain, like switching out colored lego blocks if that makes sense. Probably not.. But anyways.. I decided to purchase a sheet of 200 acid tabs online, and they were double dipped (AKA double the regular potency) and one night I ended up consuming between 5-8 of these tabs all at once (I dont personally remember how much, this is based off of what my friends recall from that moment) .. but that night is what broke me. I had become obsessed with connecting everything in life, so I had this large text document on my computer I would spend hours typing into, shit like.. CAT= 4 LEGS = DOG = ANIMAL = LIVING = HUMAN = BLOOD = LIFE = GOD = ETC. I drew these big large scientific looking venn diagrams to try and convey my messages, wrote on the walls, and at one point I even dumped all of the exercise supplements, alcohol and vitamins I had down the sink because I thought the fucking sink was connected to my body, and if I cleaned out the pipes, it would make me feel better.. I ended up staying awake for 4 or 5 days straight, and nomatter what I did I could not stop these intense thoughts from rushing through my head like an endless current. It was like I had unlocked every secret to the universe, and everyone was blind to it but me. I felt as though life was just one big mathmatical equation, that I had cracked, and I needed to explain to everyone what I had seen. The only problem was, that I had SEVERE DRUG INDUCED PSYCHOSIS, & my thoughts were complete nonsense and couldnt have been explained to any sane person. I ended up getting fired from my job, spent a few months in a psych ward, basically perpetually paranoid and in an endless state of fight or flight, thinking everyone wanted to kill me. After I had gotten out of the mental hospital, unable to properly care for myself, or work, I started living with my grandparents. It took me about 1, maybe 2 years to start feeling somewhat normal again. To this day, large parts of my memory are blank, and my memory in general isnt as good as it used to be. But at the same time, if not for this event happening, I would probably still be doing drugs all the time, working a shit job, and getting nowhere in life. Not only that, I never would have realised how incredibly loving and supportive my family is, and what a great safety net I am so lucky to have. Right now, I'm the most successful i've ever been in life so far, and I'd like to think it was because of that experience. TLDR: The only life changing epiphany drugs gave me was that doing drugs was a terrible idea.

@nathansteele4358

Жыл бұрын

I’m glad you got out of that pit, I’m glad you’re successful and I hope Connor gets better He seemed more down to earth in his new video but is very much still in denial kzread.info/dash/bejne/X6OK17CRlsTZlLQ.html

@chilledllama8830

Жыл бұрын

Thanks for sharing your story, it opened my eyes a lot because i have a friend who has been going through the same phase the past two years, gone to psychewards, lost many friends, not working and sometimes brings up weird universal topics like you mentioned. Im assuming he must have done crazy psychosis drugs and sadly he still seems lost and no sense of control. Nonetheless bro im glad you pulled yourself free and fought for your life back. Wish nothing but the best for you and in life. Its these type problems in life we all encounter that end up making us stronger and learning something to our benefit. Cheers bro

@candaceoutofcontext

Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing! I think it’s amazing that you feel that you are in a better place now, and that you look at it as a learning experience!

@Pattyboytheking

Жыл бұрын

Dumb story.

@nathansteele4358

Жыл бұрын

@@Pattyboytheking you’re the worst

Never heard of the guy or watched his content, but I looked him up and he's apparently moved to Thailand and is doing fitness stuff again (but mostly shilling weird supplements). Would be good to do an update video on him?

I feel many will follow this path as their “fame” dwindles to nothing and they have no marketing skills to get a real job. This phase of social media stars will be a joke in history in a matter of time.

I really think it is gross how all those youtubers talk about him on their channels instead of helping him. I hope he manages to get back on track and mostly that he finds happiness.

@ceton1843

Жыл бұрын

i kinda wanna be on your side but have you ever tried helping someone with psychosis? Its damn near impossible. Every doctor and social worker will advise you to leave them. theur condition tears the people around them and themselves down and there is not aaprpiate support you can provide.

@leandra8161

Жыл бұрын

​@@ceton1843 but it was still their choice to exploit his psychotic episode on their youtube channels. Im not saying that they needed to step in and save the day and fix it, but you dont go onto a public platform and show thousands of strangers videos of his messy apartment and a paranoia/delusion based facetime and laugh at it. He was in a breakdown, they were shitty people. (source: my time working on a psych ward with a primary population of people with paranoid schizophrenia and people with Bipolar disorder)

@AgonizingDemise

Жыл бұрын

@@ceton1843 I'm just gonna believe you for the sake of the discussion but even if that is true you and you can't help, doing the opposite and actually using your friends declining mental wellbeing to get interesting content and grow your own following is just not acceptable at all.

@teharthe

Жыл бұрын

This video is sensationalist garbage. Conor was never really insane. He talked at length about spirituality, nondualism, about metaphysics. He debated people, including Vegan Gains, Cosmic Skeptic, Matt Dillahunty and others. He was articulate in his beliefs. He called himself God from a pantheist perspective, but according to that everyone is God. This video conveniently does not show the substance of his beliefs. He was unhinged, but he kept tabs on reality. His unhinged nature is hard to understand for normies. It's a state of childish wonder, a state that goes to the core of human experience that we repress and ignore via social bullshit. That wild, wild state. That beautiful boiling blood filled with whimsical excitement and ectasy. Euphoria. And what is insanity really? To me, insanity is reductiveness. I see plenty of people being reductive without "acting insane". Someone who acts wild is not necessarily insane, but free. To me, your reductive ass is insanity, regardless of how much of an obedient boy or girl you are to the norms. Conor, at the time when he was "insane", was one of the most unbridled and amazing people I ever saw in my entire life. He indeed started being reckless but that was not the crux of his spiritual journey. And an ignoramus like the one who made this video who superficially skims stories and makes stupid edgy " documentaries " on them, while ignoring the heart, does not know that. Yeah, his friends were trash. We've seen this with Etika, another great human being. Everyone abandoned him when he was just a raw human.

@blk7747

Жыл бұрын

he's back doing bangers

As a mother with a son living in a mental institution, I am disgusted by his so called "friends." You should NEVER make fun of anyone who is doing their best in life. Sad. Shame on them for their pathetic behavior.

@mgam4963

Жыл бұрын

I myself have severe mental issues, and I’m only 15, and my friends have never judged me even when I’m basically losing touch with reality right in front of them. It’s sickening to see how Connor’s so and so called “friends” reacted to him losing a grip on his sanity. I really wish him the best,

@nickirisk9526

Жыл бұрын

“You should never make fun of anyone who is doing their best in life.” Thank you for this nugget of compassionate wisdom. ♥️

@KETOInTheKitchenWithJasmine

Жыл бұрын

@@nickirisk9526 Never have. Never will. ❤

@Adrasdea

Жыл бұрын

I have a lot of severe mental health issues and Trauma Currently the only family member that ever contacts me is my aunt who mockingly brags that one day she's going to have me locked in a mental hospital that she will be in control of and I will never Escape At least you actually care about your son who's locked up and want his best health. my family wants me locked up as a punishment because I speak out too much. They view mental hospitals as prisons, which explains so much about my family

@HavanaSyndrome69

Жыл бұрын

I honestly don't know who this guy is at all, but that video that Connor uploaded @13:12 is absolutely heartbreaking. It's a call for help. And I think he was VERY embarrassed by it so he claimed he was just "acting" crazy in order to grab the attention of Hollywood producers. I really really hope he's doing better now and II wish he'd transition to talking about his mental health journey and how he survived his psychosis (often fatal).

I feel like, if someone's quote-unquote 'friends' see them having a mental thermonuclear meltdown and consider it nothing more than an opportunity to get clout, not only are they not actual friends, they're enemies of his so far as I'm concerned.

FINALLY SOMEONE DID SOMETHING LEGIT ON THIS DUDE I USED TO BE ALL ABOUT HIS EARLY VIDEOS BUT WOW MAN THIS IS GOOD STUFF

Man. This is one social media star story I really sympathize with. Even during his mental break, the dude is being genuine and wanting to help the world. Didn't seem to have broken any laws, done anything damaging to others... just being crazy nice. I don't understand why his friends and family didn't get him help sooner. I hope he is good now.

@OverRule1

Жыл бұрын

Or maybe he is addicted to getting attention and millions of views and pulls stunts like this to get lots of views. If he really was micro dosing every 2 hours that will eventually make anyone go insane because the barriers of normal human consciousness are broken down causing him to think crazy thoughts and believing it

@super-sizedmcshizzle6235

Жыл бұрын

@Mathew Ok

@jaycarv1710

Жыл бұрын

​@@OverRule1 Ok Mathew

@shikeridoo

Жыл бұрын

He's slipped into the psychedelics craze. They're usually harmless and nice crazies.

@negatron5514

Жыл бұрын

@@OverRule1 and his friends are enjoying this. They're getting content of him instead of getting him help.

Wow no one is really there for him.. his “friends” were sharing such personal and disturbing things so publicly, when he is obviously not in the right mind to stand up for himself. Anyone else sense something so wrong about that?

@CowDudeYFGA

2 жыл бұрын

I EXPOSED SUNNYV2

@bluebird6533

Жыл бұрын

Yes that is extremely disturbing. They made content out of his lowest point it's disgusting.

@pouetpouetdaddy5

Жыл бұрын

all staged

@ntl9974

Жыл бұрын

California people

@jessicacopper111

Жыл бұрын

Hi Kawakami. I feel uncomfortable seeing my fiance. When there is a lot of water on a cup or the sink is running and my partner is talking saying certain words then those words needs to be repeated or else I feel they float on the water and when dumping that water down the sink hole or bathtub then when turning the sink on to wash hands, I feel the water is contaminated, especially when forgetting which words needed to be repeated! Which type of diagnosis would that be?!

Wow, can't imagine having these people as friends.

Bro i live in Thailand and this dude just beat up his girlfriend with a golf club

why tf is this all so public, these "friends" are litterly vlogging him going mad. Never seen such horrible people. I wish connor the best

@alladreamwedreamed

Жыл бұрын

A friend would maybe call the guy's mom or try to get them to a doctor or therapist. A sociopath pulls out a camera and youtubes it.

@troutsofinsanity

Жыл бұрын

@@alladreamwedreamed Exactly!

@blackwersus

Жыл бұрын

Social media brings out the worst in people

@mancave10369

Жыл бұрын

If you mock mental health issues, you deserve them.

@FleaOnMyWiener

Жыл бұрын

It reminds me of the Chris Chan saga