The day of my top surgery | FTM Story time!

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Hihi! This is my experience of the day of my top surgery! I had keyhole surgery at Aviva Helse in Oslo, done by Dr. Halfdan Simensen the 11th of August 2020. I am now two days post-op, and decided to go on here and talk about how it went. I was really worried about the anaesthesia, but thankfully it went super well and the actual procedure wasn’t one bit scary at all!
I’ll keep you updated, next video will be about my drain! (Which I made an effort to hide in this video).
Thank you once again SO MUCH to anyone who donated to my paypal, my amazing friends and family who have been there for me these past few days and all of the kind souls online sending me well wishes!
Lots of love!
A recovering Kovu x

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  • @isurehopeitdoes
    @isurehopeitdoes4 жыл бұрын

    oh boy how he's grown since the "100 ways to come out" video... I feel old

  • @davv6628

    @davv6628

    4 жыл бұрын

    That’s when I first joined- god yes we be old

  • @isurehopeitdoes

    @isurehopeitdoes

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@davv6628 yeah same

  • @Sam-js3yv

    @Sam-js3yv

    4 жыл бұрын

    Hiraeth j

  • @small-capitals7109

    @small-capitals7109

    4 жыл бұрын

    Agreed

  • @little_dino6825

    @little_dino6825

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same. His voice is so deep

  • @aidenoliver1681
    @aidenoliver16814 жыл бұрын

    Hi Kovu, it seems so strange to be so proud of someone I’ve never met but I can genuinely say I’m proud of you. I’ve been watching you since 2015 or so and I’ve seen you change as a person so much, I’ve seen you get happier, and transition. We actually have a lot in common and it’s rly nice to see your videos and see you grow up from a kid to a young man, we both have had similar timelines, I was just Learning and coming to terms with my identity just when you were, I came out around the time you did etc. (I’ve haven’t been able to medically transition yet tho) and just watching you grow has just filled me with a sense of pride and hope. You are such a unique person, very introspective and insightful. You are an old soul who holds so much uncovered wisdom and I can’t wait to see you grow more!

  • @kdsfhkljfnsdfo1323
    @kdsfhkljfnsdfo13234 жыл бұрын

    "No waking up from anaesthesia on cam... *But my friends have seen me drunk, so that's fine"* 😂😂

  • @witchyyycat

    @witchyyycat

    4 жыл бұрын

    that had me dead omg 😂

  • @GCVolt
    @GCVolt4 жыл бұрын

    It didn’t even occur to me that people could and would get top surgery during COVID but damn am I happy for you. I wish you a good recovery.👌👍

  • @mason9627

    @mason9627

    4 жыл бұрын

    ik they are still doing surgeries my grandad is having and operations and he had to have a covid test a week before then strictly self isolate

  • @username228
    @username2284 жыл бұрын

    Kovu.... I'm so proud of you, I've been watching you since the beginning seeing you transform into a beautiful young man, you inspire me to keep on following what I believe in, and you have no idea how proud of you I am, please take care of yourself, and keep on being an inspiration to trans teens all around. ♡

  • @jupamoers
    @jupamoers4 жыл бұрын

    Not to scare you off, but...when the drain gets removed, it does not really hurt, it just feels really disgusting. I had drains in my legs 20 years ago, so I know that feeling. That yellow/orange liquid is iodine. It is disinfectant. surgery patients get that all the time^^

  • @ama542

    @ama542

    4 жыл бұрын

    Maybe you shouldn't say that as he's still recovering, just so he doesn't get scared and nervous and so things go as smoothly as possible, but also I'm sure you meant it in a really nice way! :))

  • @jupamoers

    @jupamoers

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@ama542 Exactly, I meant it supportive^^ I said in the beginning, it is not to scare him^^

  • @shalacarter6658

    @shalacarter6658

    4 жыл бұрын

    Yep. I had surgery a few years ago. Two years ago? First time I had to have drains. What a mess!

  • @magicpigeon_

    @magicpigeon_

    3 жыл бұрын

    Amanda Fraire I don’t understand which part is scary?? They said it does NOT hurt??

  • @lorali6760
    @lorali67604 жыл бұрын

    He has 0 dislikes that is so amazing that people aren’t hating on him

  • @milkyoolong42

    @milkyoolong42

    4 жыл бұрын

    the way it should be tbh

  • @formallyalbinogalaxy701

    @formallyalbinogalaxy701

    4 жыл бұрын

    Ikr this video needs no dislikes

  • @gemth9853

    @gemth9853

    4 жыл бұрын

    If someone disliked this video I would track them down, hang them by their feet, and cut all their limbs off one by one.

  • @GapNap13

    @GapNap13

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@gemth9853 uff one dislike, HUNT THEM DOWN (but no cutting, that seems kinda extreme)

  • @grantkang1346

    @grantkang1346

    4 жыл бұрын

    the only reason someone would dislike this video is if they want to be the only one to dislike so they feel special

  • @dgtooth
    @dgtooth4 жыл бұрын

    OH MY GOD WHEN I READ THE TITLE I WAS JUMPINH AROUND KAKDMFNCNNDNDBCBC

  • @onecupofsoup
    @onecupofsoup4 жыл бұрын

    I have never clicked faster

  • @tunacat5021

    @tunacat5021

    4 жыл бұрын

    Same the finger faster than flash

  • @ryantaglia2807
    @ryantaglia28074 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy for you but, ain't gonna lie, having a little no-t*tty-commitee envy cuz I want top surgery soooo bad lol

  • @maybe.yellow
    @maybe.yellow4 жыл бұрын

    Bruhhh I'm so proud of you! You've come so far and I can only imagine how much courage that took! You've inspired me so much through your videos and I wish you the absolute best.

  • @tylernicholas4560
    @tylernicholas45604 жыл бұрын

    AYY YOUR BOY FINALLY GOT HIS TEET YEET!! Congrats Kovu!!

  • @liam_er

    @liam_er

    4 жыл бұрын

    His teetus deletus!

  • @crabstickzatemyheterosexua4483
    @crabstickzatemyheterosexua44834 жыл бұрын

    I follow you from the very begin of your channel (I don't remember how I found you idk) and I want to tell you some things: I want to thank you cause you helped me a lot in those years. As a trans man, I find you as an example and a help trough bad disphoria times. I'm so proud of you and I'm so happy that you got your top finally. Ksidheyeiendi I'M SO SO HAPPY FOR YOU, I WANT TO HUG YOU SO BAD HHHHHH 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️

  • @maplemothman
    @maplemothman4 жыл бұрын

    I've been thinking, maybe I'm genderfluid or maybe transgender, I'm still trying to figure it out. But maybe I'm just me, just maybe?

  • @lg5872

    @lg5872

    4 жыл бұрын

    yeah i think its great to try not to label yourself, just do the things that make you comfortable you know?

  • @robotboy3104

    @robotboy3104

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@lg5872 I agree, for me trying to find a label to fit myself before knowing exactly what I was comfortable with just felt super constricting. Try first just experimenting with different pronouns and/or names and see what you like and then go from there :)

  • @tunacat5021

    @tunacat5021

    4 жыл бұрын

    You don’t need to figure it out now you will know in time

  • @jaxbartlett7456

    @jaxbartlett7456

    4 жыл бұрын

    I’m still figuring it out aswell but a way to figure it out faster is to pretend like people from your school are talking about you in your head and try different names/prounouns

  • @spiderpunk1265

    @spiderpunk1265

    4 жыл бұрын

    It’s just something you know. You’re overthinking it man just be you.

  • @scourge5410
    @scourge54104 жыл бұрын

    congrats! i'm so so extremely happy for you!

  • @Sodatabs7
    @Sodatabs74 жыл бұрын

    I’m so proud for you I’ve watched you for so long and I’m happy to see you’ve come so far

  • @raemansfield1561
    @raemansfield15614 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations! Happy recovery!

  • @Thatonebandnerd
    @Thatonebandnerd4 жыл бұрын

    Damn I’ve watched you since your 100 ways to come out video and I am just so proud on how far you have come

  • @DryIceSoda
    @DryIceSoda4 жыл бұрын

    congrats my guy. you deserve this.

  • @KnucklesSythe
    @KnucklesSythe4 жыл бұрын

    I'm really happy for you! The day you had your surgery I heard I couldn't get mine earlier.. because the age in Belgium is 17 and I turn 17 in the end of march ( wich really sucks) Glad to see you happy dude! Can't wait to get mine someday!

  • @joehoe9676

    @joehoe9676

    4 жыл бұрын

    in belgie is de leeftijd laatst nog naar 16 veranderd hoorde ik

  • @KnucklesSythe

    @KnucklesSythe

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@joehoe9676 Hormonen wel, borstoperatie is pas vanaf 17 jammer genoeg

  • @gemth9853
    @gemth98534 жыл бұрын

    My mum had a dental surgery and her anaesthetic didn't work. She was paralysed, but awake and could feel everything. They drilled in to her jaw and slit her gums open and she felt it all. I'm glad your anaesthetic worked, the doctors didn't calculate the dose right and didn't give her enough as they were afraid to give her too much because she is pregnant.

  • @shalacarter6658

    @shalacarter6658

    4 жыл бұрын

    I have very little faith in the dental profession. :(

  • @a-stark3
    @a-stark34 жыл бұрын

    tbh im fucking crying now, you have no idea how much i am happy for you! i have been here since 2016 and gaah you gave me so much hope, helped me in so many ways, and now seeing you like this.. just makes me so damn happy. love you kovu x also congrats!

  • @brandonj8586
    @brandonj85864 жыл бұрын

    Oml Kovu! I used to watch your videos all the time but I got the notification and freaked out! Congratulations, man. You deserve it.

  • @thomaskite7222
    @thomaskite72224 жыл бұрын

    Amazing, congrats! We love you!

  • @tangerine.tangerine4034
    @tangerine.tangerine40344 жыл бұрын

    Yeess! I'm so proud of you, and I'm so grateful for having a chance to follow your journey💕💞❤️

  • @5gonza541
    @5gonza5414 жыл бұрын

    I’m so happy everything went well for you 🙂

  • @slouchybeanie
    @slouchybeanie4 жыл бұрын

    I've seen a whole change in your demeanor, Kovu. You're no longer that sad little boy from your older vids (i hope). You seem so much more happy, and that makes me happy. Super proud of you! I know that's coming from someone that you don't even know, but i am really proud. Also, you talking about your top surgery experience really helps me because I am really scared of hospitals and needles. You helped ease my mind so that when I have top surgery maybe in the future, I wont be so nervous. Thanks and stay well!

  • @jacksonp4163
    @jacksonp41634 жыл бұрын

    Congrats mate! It’s awesome to see you finally get top surgery!

  • @beluud5870
    @beluud58704 жыл бұрын

    Dude, I'm really proud and happy for you!!! 💟💟💟🤭😚

  • @yunagamerz7336
    @yunagamerz73364 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy for you and proud of you dude! ❤️🧡💛

  • @alexsokalis3986
    @alexsokalis39864 жыл бұрын

    Omg omg omg you did it! :') time really flies by

  • @motherfrickncactus9331
    @motherfrickncactus93314 жыл бұрын

    I just wanted to say thank you for helping me find out I’m trans. There’s 252 thousand people that look up to you and I really hope you know that.

  • @rickastley885
    @rickastley8854 жыл бұрын

    So proud of you kovu!!!

  • @theforgottencompanion
    @theforgottencompanion4 жыл бұрын

    The nausea is partially because of the lack of water in your system. I’ve had to do a couple blood tests that take 3 hours without being able to drink anything until it was done, and I always go out of there really nauseous

  • @hatsuukiK
    @hatsuukiK4 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations Kovu i'm so proud of you, you've come so far ! Recover well and now take time to rest a lot and don't push yourself too much :) i love you

  • @joeymcglaughlin5585
    @joeymcglaughlin55854 жыл бұрын

    That's so awesome Kovu!!! I'm so proud of you. 💕

  • @lukethedaydreamer
    @lukethedaydreamer4 жыл бұрын

    YOURE FLAT YASSSS I LOVE YOU IM SO FING HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!

  • @georgechristianjr
    @georgechristianjr4 жыл бұрын

    Darn covid that would have been fun to watch. Sooo Happy for you man. Glad it went soo well. You waited for this so long. It FINALLY happened. Soo giddy for this next part of this journey. Sending ya love xx ❤🧡💛💚💙💜🖤

  • @collaborateandlisten3080
    @collaborateandlisten30804 жыл бұрын

    CONGRATS!!! YOU DID IT!

  • @kayleighlashare9956
    @kayleighlashare99564 жыл бұрын

    i’m so so proud of you 🥺

  • @someguy9344
    @someguy93444 жыл бұрын

    HAPPY TEET YEET

  • @hahahalololol1767
    @hahahalololol17674 жыл бұрын

    CONGRATS BRO!!!

  • @strwberry_sundae
    @strwberry_sundae4 жыл бұрын

    ive been watching your videos for so long and they give me so much hope,, your amazing and im so proud of you!!

  • @hopawopa
    @hopawopa4 жыл бұрын

    Yayyy congratssss

  • @marknicholson9263
    @marknicholson92634 жыл бұрын

    Proud of you🤗❤

  • @jasminepoag3019
    @jasminepoag30194 жыл бұрын

    We are all so proud of you!

  • @porkchop5405
    @porkchop54054 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations! 🥺💕

  • @avalon4294
    @avalon42944 жыл бұрын

    Ahhhhh I am so happy for you! I can't express with words how proud I am of you for making it this far. I'm so glad you kept going and stayed alive. We love you, Kovu. ❤❤❤

  • @Butter411
    @Butter4114 жыл бұрын

    I am so proud of you and how much you have grown

  • @awindow4658
    @awindow46584 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations! It feels like this all happened so quickly, didn't realise you've had it already. So so so happy for you xxx

  • @Anna-if9mi
    @Anna-if9mi4 жыл бұрын

    I'm full on crying rn... I've been watching your videos for quite awhile now and I'm so happy to see you get happier. You really inspire me and I hope you stay well. I'm so proud of you for getting this far, and I know you'll never see this but I just wanted to say that. Good luck with everything kovu!

  • @ultimatecatlover5881
    @ultimatecatlover58814 жыл бұрын

    Congrats king! ✨

  • @winterangel6244
    @winterangel62444 жыл бұрын

    Kovu, I'm so happy for you! Is that weird? I've never met you but I feel like you're an old friend, I've been following you for a while (since the 100 ways to come out I think) but I'm soo happy and excited for you! Thank you for everything you do

  • @ellarama6787
    @ellarama67874 жыл бұрын

    yes !! i'm so incredibly happy for you. hope your recovery is easy and quick

  • @drew9003
    @drew90034 жыл бұрын

    I'm so proud of youuuu! Sending so much love ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @vanilla-vx3pd
    @vanilla-vx3pd4 жыл бұрын

    I'm so proud of you Kovu!!! I'm so happy!!!

  • @Max-dw7is
    @Max-dw7is4 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy for you! I hope the rest of your recovery goes well!

  • @spoons2075
    @spoons20754 жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️ congrats! Proud of you! Loved watching you through all this

  • @over00lordunknown12
    @over00lordunknown124 жыл бұрын

    I’ve watched since 2016 and I’m so happy to see your progress! 🎉

  • @cosmothecosmonaut5329
    @cosmothecosmonaut53294 жыл бұрын

    AGHHHH I‘M SO HAPPY FOR YOU! 💕😭

  • @grettelbh4777
    @grettelbh47774 жыл бұрын

    Yasss, boyyy! We're proud, we love you and we want to see you happy 💛

  • @callmecharma5016
    @callmecharma50164 жыл бұрын

    WOOO!! Congrats! I hope you live the rest of your life happily with your surgery!

  • @sophclarke630
    @sophclarke6304 жыл бұрын

    I am so happy that you managed to get surgery! I hope that you make a speedy recovery and btw your friends are so sweet!

  • @thelocalchaoticgood6146
    @thelocalchaoticgood61464 жыл бұрын

    omg Kovu im so proud of you and so damn happy for you!! i’ve been a fan since 2015 and you have come so far and im so happy for you!!! i hope university in Wales goes well for you and that recovery is smooth sailing!! lots of love from america!! 💖💖💖

  • @cd0202
    @cd02024 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy for you Kovu!! Wishing you a smooth recovery! ♥️🎉👍

  • @stevenmullis5037
    @stevenmullis50374 жыл бұрын

    Kovu, thank you for letting us follow your journey. You are a great inspiration to so many. Your video was a joy to watch and you look so well. I live in the U.K. and feel so happy that someone so thoughtful and kind will be coming to be with us for his university career. please do keep up the videos whenever you can. It would be great to be able to share your experiences in the next stages of your life. Congratulations on achieving your surgery. Wishing you all the very best for your future.

  • @skyesmitham9783
    @skyesmitham97834 жыл бұрын

    I’m so happy for you Kovu!!!

  • @eherschowianed
    @eherschowianed4 жыл бұрын

    Aaah I'm so so incredibly happy for you! That's amazing and I hope that you'll recover as fast as possible

  • @motherchaos
    @motherchaos4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your experience. I hope your recovery continues to go well. ♥️

  • @Meeko4eve39
    @Meeko4eve394 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy for you and that it seems to have gone really well. Wishing you a swift recovery 😉

  • @THATMANPORCUPINE_
    @THATMANPORCUPINE_4 жыл бұрын

    OMGGGG im so proud and happy for you!!!!

  • @Oliver-bq4pp
    @Oliver-bq4pp4 жыл бұрын

    Happy for you. Been watching you for years, it must feel amazing that you could get surgery! good luck with recovery 💪

  • @WILL_DPW
    @WILL_DPW4 жыл бұрын

    So happy for you Kovu! Been following you for a good few years now, it feels awesome to know you got here :D

  • @evanskio
    @evanskio4 жыл бұрын

    I'm so happy for you!! I've watched you for quite a long time now and I'm so proud of how far you've come, also really grateful for you being so informative and helpful. You've taught me so much important stuff. I'm so happy for you I can simply not really put it into words that well. Congratulations dude!!

  • @flo486
    @flo4864 жыл бұрын

    ahhh finally, im so happy for you kovu!!

  • @Lean-zj1nl
    @Lean-zj1nl4 жыл бұрын

    Well done! Im so happy for you! Have a good recovery

  • @kenaicaliskan1825
    @kenaicaliskan18254 жыл бұрын

    I’m really happy that it finally happened 🙌🏼 congratulations 🎊🎉 🍾

  • @queinandrewmacleod9458
    @queinandrewmacleod94584 жыл бұрын

    Awesome! Hope you have a good and speedy recovery. Proud of you

  • @laptopghost
    @laptopghost4 жыл бұрын

    I am honestly so proud of you and I found your experience really helpful, thanks! I have followed you for a while now and seeing you come this far really makes me happy, I can't wait to one day have top surgery.

  • @oiskypoisky2674
    @oiskypoisky26744 жыл бұрын

    I've been following you for so long and this just makes me so happy. Love from Germany.

  • @amahedladla2161
    @amahedladla21613 жыл бұрын

    Nobody got to film him waking up from anesthesia, that's the best part 😭Seeing you grow was beautiful,I love watching KZread kids or KZreadrs kids grow up and be like you this big now, I'm old

  • @neopets97
    @neopets974 жыл бұрын

    Hey, congratulations Kovu! I've been watching your videos for a couple years now. Hopefully, this'll be me someday, so thanks for sharing your journey!

  • @dommebo_6197
    @dommebo_61974 жыл бұрын

    When you compared it to drinking I remembered a time when I was with my sis and I tried to run up some stairs as I normally do and stumbled on all of them but my mind was very clear.

  • @kaz8827
    @kaz88274 жыл бұрын

    YEEE IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU

  • @alexc6955
    @alexc69554 жыл бұрын

    AH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! i remember staying up late and watching your videos two years ago and i’m so proud of how far you’ve made it 🥺🖤

  • @blueturtle1768
    @blueturtle17684 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations! I'm so proud of you.

  • @kenntalx
    @kenntalx4 жыл бұрын

    Omg so proud of you! Congratulations!💙💖🤍💖💙

  • @akitobinder
    @akitobinder4 жыл бұрын

    I am so happy for you!! I wish you a healthy recovery 😁

  • @enbywithcats
    @enbywithcats4 жыл бұрын

    so happy for you!! (i’ve had a similar experience with anesthesia, but i don’t remember much cause it was 4 years ago, also it was for an mri not surgery (i only had it cause i wouldn’t have been able to calm down enough to be awake) 😅)

  • @matcha_-_brownies9165
    @matcha_-_brownies91653 жыл бұрын

    You are the cutest happiest bean ive seen in a while

  • @user-hf4ol9zo9w
    @user-hf4ol9zo9w4 жыл бұрын

    i'm so happy for u!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @lukamalakouti7388
    @lukamalakouti73884 жыл бұрын

    It's mad to see how far you've come with your transition and kinda gives me hope in a way

  • @passionflower2487
    @passionflower24874 жыл бұрын

    I'm sooo happy for kovu

  • @jack_bunny27
    @jack_bunny274 жыл бұрын

    I so happy for you. You achieved a dream that many of us can only hope for. The thought of top surgery makes so happy but sad at the same time because I don't think I will ever have the money for it when I can barely afford a binder but knowing you got making me so happy that I am almost in tears.

  • @barryallen8514
    @barryallen85143 жыл бұрын

    OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! IVE BEEN WATCHING YOU FOR SO LONG AND IVE BEEN SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!!

  • @kai-of2wx
    @kai-of2wx4 жыл бұрын

    OMG YES CONGRATSSS!!!

  • @infernoshearth
    @infernoshearth4 жыл бұрын

    So proud of you, Kovu! I’ve been watching you since before you started testosterone and it’s been so amazing to watch you transition and go through life. ♥️♥️ wish you the best of luck in life and with your recovery!

  • @sirfloofish
    @sirfloofish4 жыл бұрын

    Congratulations!

  • @esterbojsenhaarder9148
    @esterbojsenhaarder91484 жыл бұрын

    I dont know why, but i’m so happy for you. This video made me so happy

  • @flick4069
    @flick40694 жыл бұрын

    My experience with anesthesia when I got my wisdom teeth out was not like yours at all lol. It got sent into my blood, i got EXTREMELY itchy, and then I was out. I don’t remember the entire day, I vaguely recall wanting to watch Lilo and Stitch, and apparently I kept asking where my teeth were. But the entire experience is not in my memory.

  • @snazzylizardz5041

    @snazzylizardz5041

    4 жыл бұрын

    The tooth fairy took them honey

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