What's the #1 thing you took away from this?

@angelatripp6113

4 жыл бұрын

Every thing you say is right. I did exactly this a week ago to my narcissistic mother. She no like this ! My question is that my ex husband is also narcissistic, I walked away 12 years ago but the injury to his over inflated ego was too much for him and he has now alienated our child against me 3 years ago when was 11 (of course with a lot of help from my mother) so although i have healed and seen through it, my child is trapped. He realizes that he has been tricked and used to hurt me but has been threatened that if he comes back to me, then his father will wash his hands of him. So therefore i get all the behaviours of an alienated child (basically, i get the anger, frustration, blame etc).

@kalidechastaine5784

4 жыл бұрын

Was born unwanted, lived with much neglect and abuse by a very broken turned narcissistic queen mother, hated by the rest of my family whenever I wanted to “exist”. At 15 I was beaten, raped, tortured, manipulated, sequestered by my 19 year old sadistic phychopath boyfriend. Was never protected and so in a very painful beating...my “soul” just left. I was just an empty shell of good and bad, no sense of SELF or worth. Lost jobs because of abusive male bosses or coworkers. Relationships were sick dependencies or battles grounds. Males were perceived as a constant threat. I was never allowed to BE feminine, intimate, creative, safe. I sought help for the abuse and was further mistreated by women therapists. For over 13 years In a relationship with a young man who thought was my saviour... (yeah pot makes people very delusional) he endured my rage and emotional manipulation because that is what he experienced as a child. Then I caught a brain eating parasite that opened Pandora’s box ( amygdala) and horrible flashbacks poured out ! Not much compassion out there for someone who had become paralyzed. I could not walk or talk for over a year. And that is how the “abusive “parent” became the abused “child”. Roles were now reversed !!! as my companion had to take of me. He took control....and even admitted he wanted me dead many times in the past I was so nasty. I became dependent of him. I lost hope in LIFE itself...saw my future being so dim, i sunk into depression as I had to let go of my little sailboat, my garden, walks in nature. I went through a period of horrific “judgment” abandonment period by doctors, neighbours, friends, house owner who neglected to resolve an old “shitty” never emptied septic tank which made us move into another town where things spiralled even further. My companion convinced me to take pot all day for the pain I had. and weeks of this “medicine” treatment...one night, I had a psychotic/exorcism experience. Because of the horrific screaming, neighbours called 91 , my partners was so stoned and scared, he started to say things that were interpreted as if we were in a masochistc/sado ritual where even virgins “could be” sacraficed ?! What ?! Yes that is what is written in the police report ?! Instead of evaluating that my partner was under influence and delirious...they proceeded to chase me on the balcony, violently push me against the wall ...then on the floor and handcuff me. They brutally manipulated my frail semi paralized body down the flight of stairs to strap me very tight on a gurny. I was lying on the handcuffs in my back which hurt and made it hard to breathe. Where was I going to go ?! Am I Houdini ? 4 hours suffering on he gurney and being tied-up for no reason, i was brought to the “loonie bin” floor where I thought the nightmare just continued. After a night of being sedated, I wake up in a contention room on a dirty floor mattress where 2 goons are beating me in front of 2 police agent. I have the pictures to show the blue marks everywhere... because a friend of mine insisted to see me. The police and the goons rapidly disapeared. My friend and her partner came in and were horrified by what they saw and demanded “what the hell is going on here?” I was released after 4 days. I did not deserve any of this but was responsible for myself and my future. So a week after this event and many questions to my partner who attempted to hide the truth... I decided to leave. I did not know where or how, but I did. I decided to educate myself on the consequences of neglect, sexual abuse, psychopathology and sought genuine compassionate, professional help. I feel that my “discarded soul” had come back in that evening where I “relived” a 5 men assault. EDUCATION and COMPASSION is key in Self discovery, Self acceptance / Love. The picture on the wall is a picture I took of my shadow one morning. It is Me. I exist... finally. Thank you for sharing your experiences, insights and knowledge.

@thriver9468

4 жыл бұрын

Healing is best Torture. I am bound and determined to heal and not let him ever affect me after 22 years being under his control!

@marktansell9399

4 жыл бұрын

That it's all about me now and she can have narc wank fantasy with someone else # love yourself

@sabrinawells1822

4 жыл бұрын

I am so grateful for your videos - something about the way you deliver this information is just si soothing and i am learning so much but i also feel nurtured unlike some other videos on the same topic that are either frightening; boring or seem that the presenter has their own agenda thank you

I am starting my escape now. Wish me luck.

@staggerindan16

3 жыл бұрын

you got this homie

@detectivehawk4976

3 жыл бұрын

May the force be with you

@emilyrees8823

3 жыл бұрын

don't give in

@55nfabulous

3 жыл бұрын

I hope you made it out and you’re doing very well and you’re safe 🤟💜💜

@J3nnycat

3 жыл бұрын

How are you doing now? ❤️

"No one can throw a bigger tantrum than a narcissist who's losing control of someone else's mind." Higher Perspective

@WarriorHitomi

4 жыл бұрын

Hurray. That's my dad right there lol

@jadore712

4 жыл бұрын

Old Music is that what the temper tantrums were about??? He’d say that I was triggering him and that it was my fault. I tortured myself over that!

@sarahmackeprangesquell6660

4 жыл бұрын

Old Music thank you, this is my lightbulb moment as I now understand why my soon to be x husband acted the way he did. Apparently I'm further along in my healing from his narcissistic abuse than I thought 😍😊

@friesmj

4 жыл бұрын

This is so true. Witnessed first hand. If you remain calm they go absolutely crazy. It was scary the first time I witnessed it as I was unaware of how much someone with NPD can really lose it with the flip of a switch.

@yeswing10

4 жыл бұрын

I'm writing your quote in my Narc recovery journal. And Narcissistic Wank Fantasy!

"Keep your karma clean." 100%. It's a narrow path but the only way.

@christinadehaut5310

2 жыл бұрын

🌟👍🍀

@prometheuspredator7971

2 жыл бұрын

I agree.

@crystalcrawford553

2 жыл бұрын

I did this. I had my own things to workout but because it was an inconvenient time for him he just couldn't stand it. The last time he drove to my house because I logged off fb to keep his mean texts away from me he said he was in such a head space he had thought about down barrel. That's when I got up said that's not okay to put on me(mind you he's 52, I'm 38) walked in the house and locked the door. They will do anything to draw you in and place blame on you. I'm currently renting from his dad and trying to get the heck out of dodge asap

@prometheuspredator7971

2 жыл бұрын

@@crystalcrawford553, I agree. They will say and do anything to keep you as a target, locked into their drama and to avoid being abandoned by the person and persons they have targeted inside their inner sanctum. Narcs. will go to the extreme of writing suicide letters and expressing thoughts to kill themselves. They know this type of manuvour and manuplation will get the empathy and attention from their target and targets to keep them locked into their insane and nutso world. To keep their target/targets as a hostage and hold them accountable for every bad thing that has happened to them both past and present. I tell others When they make statements to kill themselves of the thought of loosing their target is to not believe it, because if so they would have done it along time ago with previous relationships as narcs. use the same tactics and playbook to keep you in line. I realize this may sound horrible, but it is either you or them. If you stay in the relationship your heart and soul will die and the emotional pain you experience will continue to the point of you having thoughts of wishing you were dead. If you let them narcs. will suck the life out of you. All joy and happiness. It is not your or anyone's responsibility to keep them alive. When you leave they will find a new relationship and will target them. Or identify a new target inside their inner sanctum such as one of their cohorts or flying monkeys.

@crystalcrawford553

2 жыл бұрын

@@prometheuspredator7971 what a thoughtful reply. Thank you 🤘🏼

The real escape is when you have healed enough to realize you were never in love with them in the first place. It was all trauma bonding. When you get to that level, that’s it. It’s done. It’s not easy to get to. Took me my whole life, played out with various narcs over the years. I finally got there and that’s that. I’ve rewired my brain and can no longer live under the dissociative spell of pretending trauma bonding is anything more than survival, it was never love! I saw I felt bad about this, subconscious guilt for pretending to love them and that kept me in the bond. But it kept me alive. So I forgive myself

@The_huntress111

Жыл бұрын

Where I’m at ❤

@annabarna22

Жыл бұрын

Powerful! I just got here:')

@melisentiapheiffer3034

11 ай бұрын

I just realised I was never in love with him this past month. I was only in lust...😅

@millag93

11 ай бұрын

How to get there?

@rebeccamay6420

8 ай бұрын

That last line, wherein you have forgiven yourself, that is the key that opens the door to healing. Yet, the narcissists I have known are somehow incapable of forgiving themselves, thus they continue to drag the burden of a painful past throughout their lives -- both their own pain and the pain they perceive as still affecting others who have already accepted forgiveness. ❤ I've forgiven myself and accepted God's forgiveness. I've let go of the burdens of a pained conscience. I have moved on, and I have peace. I do not need to push others down that I might feel superior. 'Tis far better to reach down and pull someone up. It is difficult to pull up someone who refuses to accept correction or guidance. Narcissists reject counsel. Their loss, not mine.

The narcissist can't stand it when you're happy. Start singing and they'll have a meltdown.

@ajl2232

3 жыл бұрын

Reminds me of my hallmate.

@ruthhillegass1251

3 жыл бұрын

Omg! So true! They cannot stomach any sign of happiness or contentment from you - they will smash it to pieces!

@Classicfem

3 жыл бұрын

@@ruthhillegass1251 I'm doing that right now. I am getting the silent treatment. She doesn't get that it doesn't work anymore. I am happy! Quiet no attacks but that won't last I know.

@ruthhillegass1251

3 жыл бұрын

@@Classicfem Praying for your continued strength and hopefully the courage to leave one day! It took me 24 years. I thank God for people like Mr. Grannon and others.:)

@Roselyroses

3 жыл бұрын

@@ruthhillegass1251 Yes, the word peace is not in their vocabulary

whoever has betrayed your trust twice shouldn't be trusted ever again.

@namastewellness

4 жыл бұрын

💯👍🏾

@sonicfoxxmusic4281

4 жыл бұрын

Once is more than enough evidence to me.

@macarona3467

4 жыл бұрын

+ waki. Geoge W Bush " Fool me once ... " He got the sentences all wrong in public but he meant what you're saying !

@chasnme13

4 жыл бұрын

more than twice, more than a handful!!! They say 7 times is the average of going back to the ex narc

@paulmunro3175

4 жыл бұрын

ONCE.

Some psychologists and therapists encourage the lifelong victim to take "direct revenge" at the abusers, as a method of self empowerment. Revenge could look like telling the truth, writing a book, revealing the abusers' abusive behaviours, reporting the abusive behaviors to the police, filing a lawsuit, reporting it to the boss.

I just left after 7 years. It’s been emotional hell. Therapy has changed my life

Here is a list of what Abusers/Narcissists usually do to their targets : - Insults their target very often. Then lie when confronted about it, or say it was a joke. - When confronted with their behaviour, they pretend to be innocent and play the victim. - Everything is always your fault, even when it's obviously not. - They always have a justification for every bad thing they do. They think they're always right. - Very controlling, they tell you how to live, but they can live any way they want. Very hypocritical. - They accuse you of what they're doing to you (RED FLAG!), it's called Projection. - Portraying themselves as angels outside, when they are actually demons with their family and especially their target. - They want you to fail while pretending to want you to succeed (they're very convincing). - They never say they are sorry for hurting you (RED FLAG!). -Poison your favourite activities, they don't want you to be happy or to get pleasure. They also poison other useful activities like important skills which will help you in the future. They DO NOT want you to have skills, they want you to be as weak as possible. They don't teach you anything. - Subtly lead a smear campaign against their target, so they isolate it and make sure they don't get help. -When you want to leave the relationship with a narcissist, they beg you to stay with them and cry crocodile tears. They are the best actors. - Sometimes nice, sometimes cruel. You never know where you stand with them. Target will be walking on eggshells. - They pretend to be "victims", and they blame the target for their own behaviour. - They are incredibly arrogant and sadistic. They see the target as weak, and deserving to suffer. - They think they are models to be followed. - They are spiritually dead although they might loudly profess some kind of Spiritual Belief.

@erichargrove2287

3 жыл бұрын

Ok wtf... My ex gf has every one of those traits... It took me 5 years to admit it to myself.

@Tony-dh

3 жыл бұрын

@@erichargrove2287 me too but twice as long

@theos1022

3 жыл бұрын

I’m aware of my situation and now I’m figuring out my exit plan.

@MrValkyr1e

3 жыл бұрын

How should one deal with the first statement. It happens to me quite frequently. They would just say 'its a joke, what are you offended, how childish (i can't respond because i would feel emasculated/not appear stoic and in control)' i.e how to respond and act. The video does explain the problem but doesn't give practical solutions just 'escape sphere of influence'..

@ajl2232

3 жыл бұрын

You just described a woman in my building who has been trying to do all of these things that you mentioned. She thinks I am not aware of her game. Lol!

Living well is the best revenge.

@karoshi2

4 жыл бұрын

And in the end it seems so easy that the question comes up "why not earlier?". At first it felt like my whole world would collapse but now that we broke up and moved apart everything is so stressless, so clean, ... it's relief after all.

@AleahMichelle1988

4 жыл бұрын

Finn facts

@kyracoach

4 жыл бұрын

Nailed it.

@ITILII

4 жыл бұрын

Revenge is a dish, best served cold - Don Vito Corleone, The Godfather.

@leeboriack8054

4 жыл бұрын

Truthfully letting go, forgiving, healing and living well is the high road and what we should do for ourselves anyway.

This presentation is phenomenal!!! Anyone who has catered to a narcissist for years can literally fully, wholly comprehend and CONFIRM everything in this video. What a brilliant precise breakdown of the dynamics when dealing with a true narcissist. Healing and moving on… is by far your most powerful move… especially if you don’t be bitter or vengeful about it all .., just quietly and completely shut the door of their access to you.. mind, body, and spirit…

@sunnydaze2359

2 жыл бұрын

I’m shocked when I read about these comments people make about their mothers. I was very fortunate to have the best mother one could ask for & my father was wonderful also. My problem was I had a toxic sister who only wanted to make peoples lives miserable. I was the only one who stood by her side for years until I couldn’t take it anymore. She made me feel like a nothing. Finally I realize I will never get through to her so I cut her off completely. I feel somewhat guilty but it had to be done.

@SonaliStarSeed

Жыл бұрын

@@sunnydaze2359 Your sister was not born this way.. she has been made like that by your parents.. she is the scapegoat and you are the golden child.. Google and watch videos on this.. It will be more clear to you..

@Nurturing2

Жыл бұрын

@@sunnydaze2359I had to do it as well❣️ God bless their souls. Remember, all the negativity and hatred is just a projection. It was never about us. ♥️❤️♥️

The parent/child narcissistic dynamic is HUGE. I felt like I was her father and she was my mother simultaneously. Never have I heard this phenomenon clearly articulated.

@jmc5115

2 жыл бұрын

I have watched many videos about the Narc., But I could totally identify w/the parent child description. I, too, am a parent and my 1st born son is I believe suffering from this personality disorder. I would really like to find more info. On this Narc. & Parent subject?! I believe it is a much more difficult for parents to heal & walk away these kids are our flesh n blood & attachment to them have been a life time. There is just so many issues & feelings a parent has opposed to the Narc. Being a partner, friend, or co-worker ect. Healing is possible, I have come a long way, however, I need more info. I feel like I am stuck a bit.

@seriouscat2231

Жыл бұрын

He has another video where he says that a narcissist has three roles between which he can flip instantly. These are the savior, the bully and the victim. I'd add that the bully role is a position of apparent confidence and power, whereas the victim role is twofold. On one hand all the rage takes place in the victim role, but then there is also another one, a sad and miserable victim role. What you will see is whatever the narcissist most needs or is capable of at any given moment.

@truffaut650truffaut6

Жыл бұрын

Sam Vaknin speaks about this.

This is legit. I felt like I was raising a toddler half the time..and the other half like I was being punished by my mom all over again.

@korab.23

2 жыл бұрын

Ohmygosh yes!! Totally nailed it. One wears you down completely, the other drops your guard opening you for deeper damage! A very concise way of defining the cycle.

@ESumner

2 жыл бұрын

Yes!!! Exactly my experience!!! It’s sick!!

@adriyolanda6702

2 жыл бұрын

This is exactly what I’ve been going through for years

@brianlane9534

2 жыл бұрын

Some of my friends thought I was exaggerating when I told them it was like being married to a two year old. Sometimes 12. But then all hell rained down on me at times like an overbearing controlling parent. I called her Sybil because I didn't know which one was going to appear at any given moment.

@vesnalukic9877

2 жыл бұрын

@@brianlane9534 I think it might be a manifestation of a personality disorder...probably a split personality from some early trauma..it's bother fascinating and absolutely terrifying to learn about these things and realize how much of our actions and reactions are unconsciously driven.

"You're just a person, and really, not a particularly interesting one."

@tjdhaliwal8357

4 жыл бұрын

amber skriver I felt that too

@paulclinton6414

4 жыл бұрын

Their lives last 80 years at most but the price they pay in hell lasts far longer.

@yeswing10

4 жыл бұрын

I love that saying! I wish I could be quick with tongue at the right moment like that!

@berniebarclay2183

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah, mine was so fucking boring!

@stillnessspeaks1180

3 жыл бұрын

I have one like that in my in laws.

I have been feeling guilty for going no contact. But this video taught me that I’m escaping the narcissistic family of origin, not abandoning them. Freedman!

Moving on from the narcissist is indeed the best vengeance..... And yes it keeps your karma clean and your hands spotless.

Walk away with silent grace and happiness. She will look for me in other men, but she'll never find me.

@judykalavot2031

3 жыл бұрын

I'm happy you made it

@annahedman1645

3 жыл бұрын

❤️

@annemaster5254

2 жыл бұрын

That is beautiful! Makes me think of God and how we look to other things for happiness instead of him and we will never be happy until we find him.

So true. They are never interested in being equal.

@balkangetaway

4 жыл бұрын

I always wondered about that and i said in the beginning 'it's like everything is a competition with you.' 'Competition is good' he said (yeah well -not when you're partners -you should see the other peoples wins as your own win too...)

@Elusive25

4 жыл бұрын

yep, my ex spouse almost died when I was about to get a job making more than her

@georgiemoran4442

3 жыл бұрын

AMEN

@georgiemoran4442

3 жыл бұрын

@@balkangetaway amen

@luciddreams6210

3 жыл бұрын

I'm on waters

I definitly have moved Forward healing on Gods chosen path! Peace & love ❤

“Narcissistic Wank Fantasy” has got to be the best phrase to ever come out of a human. You, sir, deserve my like and my subscription

The problem with being around them for so long is that you tend to mirror them, and unintentionally pick up some horrible traits also. This video is excellent

@vanessasouthern1792

4 жыл бұрын

Good point. I ended up negative and critical of others, judging them as I was mimicking my awful mother. I went no contact and I feel free. I'm a kind person by nature, accepting. She was so wounded as a person she'd project her awful crap onto others and then call them out on it. Spiteful person.

@TheAmandad123

4 жыл бұрын

vanessa southern yes, similar situation with my mom. Quit playing her games and people around are starting to see who she is.

@jesserivera9704

4 жыл бұрын

@@vanessasouthern1792 whoa, I clicked at random, but the universe wanted me to read this. you summed it up so perfectly. This is Verbatim my life too. Not one single word needs to change... I still live with her though... I guess my path is obvious. Thank you, from myself and kudos from the universe. :):):) namaste

@vanessasouthern1792

4 жыл бұрын

@@jesserivera9704 I'm glad you can get some comfort and relate. You can get free one day. Stay true to your self, always. These people have a sickness, an illness. Dont let it be contagious ✌ peace.x

@vanessasouthern1792

4 жыл бұрын

@@TheAmandad123 glad you can recognise it, stand alone. You are a good person 😊 don't let that poison contaminate your being. Keep spreading the love! 👍

The Parent-Child Explanation is PERFECT

@josephosullivan9506

4 жыл бұрын

So true! ....and they can switch roles when necessary too. Parent/child angel/demon, so accurate!

@candicejaid6107

4 жыл бұрын

A new.way to understand what I'm going through!!! Thank you to him ^^

@bestlife9027

4 жыл бұрын

@@candicejaid6107 this pandemic is exposing alot of these demons. Divorce is going to skyrocket after this

@Donita1213

3 жыл бұрын

Yes that's one thing that really irritated the heck out of me with my ex boyfriend. He'd get this tone in his voice like he's talking to a 5 year old. And it was very demeaning. I have a son and he's 26 now. I've never talked to him the way my ex talked to me.

I had a foster mother who I can honestly say is a true narcissist. Her biggest fear is someone who isn't afraid of her. Wow! This hits hard.

@user-xo1ey9ms3v

Жыл бұрын

Can you contact me I need help

@w3n33dam1racl3

2 ай бұрын

I had a foster mother like that and she hated me because i called her on her shit.

Richard….this was perfect. The perfect analysis. Wow. It’s mind blowing for a woman like myself to hear this utter and blatant truth when I lived struggling to make my marriage work for 35 years!! About two months ago, out of curiosity, I opened a video on narcissism and sat with my mouth hanging open. It was all about MY life. Then I knew there was nothing I could do, which had been obvious always. I’m still there but have been healing and completely changing the way I react to him. Little by little getting myself ready to tell him I can’t live with him any longer. Too bad I didn’t discover this before I gave him half my life. I will be the one to continue paying. Harder for a woman to live alone. He could fix and repair anything…except the marriage. Plus my family and everyone else thinks he is Mr. Wonderful. Nobody will understand. Scarey at this time in life and also no children. Richard…you are smart, eloquent, spot on, and hilarious. Thanks for helping by sharing this knowledge

@beccareynolds4625

2 жыл бұрын

Trust me… you will be fine. Plan your escape quietly and leave. And remember you don’t need to justify anything to anyone. It’s your life and you live it on your terms.

@carolineclarke1906

2 жыл бұрын

It took me a long time to learn as there wasn't the internet then. Hope your doing well!

@jeniferfuhrman1525

2 жыл бұрын

Wish you the best in your healing! He just summarized my 13 year marriage. I can't imagine 35 years! I walked away a year ago and have since recovered my self-esteem, self-respect, and confidence. No longer hurt and disappointed, bitter or resentful. God bless your future!

@debraeves9183

Жыл бұрын

Can totally relate to everyone thinking he is wonderful... I went through the same....he was always Mr Happy nice guy.... Lucky you dont have children imagine their lives...I didnt have children either.... We divorced years ago now I have cancer which I attribute to that relationship and the continual verbal abuse and stress I allowed myself to endure..... Get out as soon as you can....

@dnk4559

Жыл бұрын

I had the same issue with my family and stayed longer than I should have because of it. I’m thankful you found this info and it’s better late than never. I wish you all the best on the next chapter of your life. It’s not an easy transition at all but so very worth it! I’m married to a wonderful man now and have so much peace!

As the saying goes ‘the best revenge is success’. It’s p’ssed my Narc mum off no end lol. She wanted me to fail so she could be above me. She tried to destroy me. So I chose to succeed and now she hates me. She always hated me. It’s very satisfying to be successful as an individual person outside of her torment. But most importantly it’s liberating to no longer be addicted to chasing the love I now know would never have received. It was all an illusion, a carrot on a stick. I’m free of her now. It’s such a relief.

@drauszem

4 жыл бұрын

You are strong and a survivor! Im so sorry you've had to go thru this but always remember, you are stronger because of it. Peace be with you.

@kathleenwharton2139

4 жыл бұрын

Being Humble works good too! I finally said to my Narc..”Go find her! This woman you want and deserve.” He did! She is a bigger narc than he! Justice served. She beats him up! And somewhere..I hope God has a good kind man for me! I had some pride myself..I had to correct.

@drauszem

4 жыл бұрын

@@kathleenwharton2139 He is out there. Keep working on yourself. My pride can get in the way, too.

@kathleenwharton2139

4 жыл бұрын

drauszem Thank You! I hope we are Right!

@acceptingWhatIS

4 жыл бұрын

thats amazing thank you we co-parent so i have to see him - love what you wrote! yay you! i am sad to say when i begin to have some success he guilt trips me into handing over much more money then i could ever afford, to keep me a failure, he has always done this - so i have to hide my success, or even happy, cos he cant stand it and trys directly to ruin it, rumours back stabbing i just ignore it, one day it will be safe to be successful and so successful i can be obvious about it ie i will have money to give toward our son and afford it - i chased his love for 17 years whhhhhyyy? it took me that long to see he hated me and like you yes....he always hated me - my family saw it in the first instant and so did many friends - since i left i have felt relief joy freedom - not one tear have i shed - i pinch myself every morning realizing i am out, I am freeeeeee! I literally had to know that i would rather be dead then live another day with this clown. Thats when i left - my fear about success is he like my brothers x (a narc) would try to sue me for it as she did - that cannot stop me though.

Richard, do you ever stop and wonder how many lives you have saved?

@aricaiwdjts

3 жыл бұрын

he saved mine

Feel sorry for the narcissist... they will never live a life of stability without chaos, drama and pain. They will go from one relationship to the next, never finding true happiness... ever.

This video is gold. The narcissist craves control over others above all else and not having it is terrifying for them

I just made my final escape yesterday. Its took me 18-years and many attempts but I have escaped and I am so happy to be here in this hotel room with my dog watching this video. You've helped me so much Richard, I am so very grateful. I hope I can meet you and thank you in person someone soon. You've been with me for 3-years now everyday as my friend and you helped me see the truth. I love you so much. Marty Homer

@J3nnycat

3 жыл бұрын

How are you doing now?

@kathyadair8552

2 жыл бұрын

Stay SAFE and Never turn back! 🙏 🌞 🌱

@primus711

2 жыл бұрын

Since no reply he went back She must had leverage on him thats another thing they do mine stole everything i own enough to retire on

@kanizishtiaq7215

2 жыл бұрын

.I.am.so.satisfied.after.watching.your.vieo..

@newpersonal3762

2 жыл бұрын

Any reply Marty?

One thing that helped my healing was to understand he had a true addiction to attention. He did not care from where, through whom, or through what means that attention came from: only that he incessantly has it. I found him to be repugnant with his indiscriminate, endless grasping need for validation. An empty balloon of a person by himself, with nothing of authentic emotional merit to offer anyone.

@undercoverbird8592

4 жыл бұрын

TJ NICHOLS my narc hubby once was trying to get the kids to play and snuggle. They didn’t want to. He said “oh come on guys, your mom (me) doesn’t give me ANY attention.” What a child! He doesn’t even understand why I stopped giving him attention. Lol 🧛‍♀️ vampire

@chrispayne750

4 жыл бұрын

@Be The Change You Want - I have a "phone friend" who always does his best to speak almost non stop for 2 hours at a time to me. He repeats himself so much, often just slightly repackaging the same things so he can say it again to me, ALWAYS making analogies to make sure I understand him, though I feel like he just wants praise for how clever his analogies are much of the time. He's an INTJ and is quite smart, and to be fair, he can be quite helpful with ideas and we can get into some interesting conversations at times. But for me it often feels like he just wants me to listen to him speak, like he loves hearing his own voice or something.

@cookiewoo2344

3 жыл бұрын

Yessss

@fredmad4988

3 жыл бұрын

A person who needs attention should spend those energy on arts and music, its more productive than to manipulate other people.

@pippasmith7913

3 жыл бұрын

Mine wanted nothing more than to be seen with me until it stopped him getting all the attention. Pay attention ladies, if after a few weeks he's walking ahead of you leaving you behind with the bags the children and all the responsibilities and that's on a family holiday or day out he cares nothing for you. By then your in the discarded phase and he's basically telling you, your his donkey and you must keep up or be left for dust

So accurate it brought me to tears. Living with a person like this really is hell. I’ve been there for 30 years. Can hardly remember what I used to be like anymore.

@deew7014

Жыл бұрын

🙏💔❤️

I've watched tons of videos on narcissists and narcissistic abuse... This is absolutely the BEST description of of this personality that I've seen, hands down. 👍🏼👍🏼👍🏼

@nodaysoff2358

Жыл бұрын

....there in lies the ANSWER and the KEY to escape..........quit watching "TONS of videos on narcissists".....you've obviously been duped.

@HannaInman

Жыл бұрын

@@nodaysoff2358 not sure what that’s supposed to mean. But my comment was from two years ago, so whatever point you’re trying to make is invalid by now. I escaped long ago 😉

I felt like I was trying to deal with a terrorist.... It has been a while now and I am just now starting to hike on my favorite trails again.... Thank you, thank you, thank you....... 🌀❤️🌀

@phoenixd9679

4 жыл бұрын

AD BC Same ,I keep saying I am fighting with the devil 👿 , learning new strategies it's the key! ! ! I have hopes because people like Richard ❤️

@dawnwinkler8905

4 жыл бұрын

My mother in law IS the devil. My husband nicknamed her the insult ninja. Which is so fitting. Haven't seen her in 4 years thank God. But she and my FIL still create ways to terrorize my family through my husband because he won't cut them off. He has in the past but now the "they're old and gonna die soon" is getting the best of him. My son at 18 grabbed my arm and said "get up, we are leaving" the very last time she verbally assaulted both of us at lunch in a public place. We left and haven't looked back. My son's clear vision and strength taught me so much. Thank God he somehow naturally has boundaries. I had none, wasn't taught I deserved any and only learned what the word meant in my mid 40's!!!!! One day at a time, moving forward healing is my goal, my mantra now. No more abuse. Period.

@leahc8347

4 жыл бұрын

God Im so happy for you. Im not yet there in healing and fully letting go.. Spot on, "terrorist" spiritually, and emotionally... and being careful of not to walk on all the landmines..

@katarinatibai8396

4 жыл бұрын

AD BC - yes. YES ! - That's aktually what they are - sozial terrorists - exatly - you gat the right term 👍

@katarinatibai8396

4 жыл бұрын

@@dawnwinkler8905 Hallo Dawn Winkler, I feel so sorry for you. Me poor mother was in the same trap - me brother and me grow up with he terror regime and abuse from her and our father... She's been 40 years craying and laying her witch ass aut abaut haw she's syc and gonna day every moment. And the years of damige and terror gone on and on... Please never belive that syc and day soon lay - its just one other of theyr narcissistic gasslighting to guilt theyr son in to endure the abuse - and with that tactic she do the abuse by proxy to you and your children. Sorry me bad English - I'm not a native spraker.

I disagree because i defeated my narc....every time she tried talking to me i dropped truth after facts after truth after facts about her to her..now she won't even look at me and can't stand to be anywhere near me

“They put you in the role of supplicant.” Brilliant. That describes it perfectly. I once saw a sign that read, “The flogging shall continue until morale improves.” Also, spot on.

To listen to you, I'm not sure that in my 55 years I've ever met a person who wasn't a narcissist.

OMG!!! So true about having to be their child/slave and thier parent/master. The cognitive disonance caused by that almost drove me insane. So good to be out!

@KimK_AllDay

4 жыл бұрын

It's been 4 months since leaving the torture chamber. I've had good and bad days. The worst days were fighting the trauma bonding and cognitive dissonance. I have never ever in my life been in a relationship like this. I'm healing and saving money because my money and attention was all he was interested in!!!

@KimK_AllDay

4 жыл бұрын

@@mimiboucher5701 Trust me, being friends will only benefit him, not you. He just wants access to you. You'll never have a healthy friendship with a narc. RUN🏃‍♀️

@atzimier6896

3 жыл бұрын

Coffee Aficionado I feel your pain !

@Cerez78

2 жыл бұрын

It's because they're immature and lack self worth. Hence the distorted roles.

The best revenge is Living Well...And Faraway from their narcon grasp!

@mattdonlan7745

4 жыл бұрын

I moved 2500 miles away to get some peace and quiet from my ex. It's working wonderfully. I know the craziness continues (through contact with my son who is still in the area), but I watch it from a distance and I do nothing to get involved other than listen to my son (19y) ang give him support and encouragement to do what's best for him no matter what the ex tries to pull. My hypervigilance went down tremendously when I could finally put some distance between us! Best and hardest thing I've done to date for myself.

@martistankowski1792

4 жыл бұрын

@@mattdonlan7745 Being even in their airspace is suffocating!

@daRich_X

4 жыл бұрын

@@mattdonlan7745 thanks for your comment. Its been a long and tiring journey so far for me, your comment gives me hope and i will keep looking towards a future when i am able to have the distance you spoke of. 😊

@just2_sharew_u526

4 жыл бұрын

@@daRich_X Watch the 9 ways video. Distance should be internal. Take notes :) I love the pause button. I have post-its all over the place. LOL

@just2_sharew_u526

4 жыл бұрын

@Pippi Bernstein Often?

100% accuracy. You never know what you will get from a narc.

This is the clearest diagnosis of the root cause of narcissist behaviour I've seen, abandonment

“Narcissistic wank fantasy” I almost lost my tea up my nose! 😂😂😂Nailed it!

@bestlife9027

4 жыл бұрын

@Allison Bauch good riddance

Bang on! Their biggest weakness? They CAN’T heal.

@just2_sharew_u526

4 жыл бұрын

Sam Vaknin's cold therapy. They go get help when they totally bottom out. There are a few rare examples online discussing their road.

@sarahjohnson8514

4 жыл бұрын

None Of Your Business I’ve read up on that. Extremely rare circumstances and I believe even he says they can’t heal.

@just2_sharew_u526

4 жыл бұрын

@@sarahjohnson8514 Prepare for a novel. Scars. Always scars. Healing my borderline flashbacks at this stage of my life is mostly reducing the intensity and length of time. Depending on what it is. Last night was speaking with a vet and how his special ops teams work together and my blood pressure went up instantly. Brain healing isn't Just learning new means of controlling emotions it is a biological healing too. Old neural pathways actually have to be rerouted and/or degraded with disuse. The issue is my cluster B's survival pathways cannot totally degrade as simple as someone's name. My pathways are thick with 4 decades of reaction. It is a new lifestyle. Book out = The Neurogenesis Diet and Lifestyle. We aren’t talking building implosion as it is on the cellular level. Building also takes the right materials. Eat what builds and don’t eat what exacerbates triggers, especially depression. Age is important too. The younger, the better, a child trauma specialist will attest to that. (Wish Richard was permitted to talk to kids in “private” schools and juvie. Mine was in a special school and the therapy only made him angrier.) Research on Sam's therapy hasn't even been done. Personally, being a visual learner, I would LOVE to see pictures. Would love to see the progress of Richard's mind since his TBI and his prolific discipline in getting himself healed. Because of my past experience and being a Christian and loving neuroscience I will never give up hope of healing. If I want to be healed of my decision to fawn and fly away (and rarely fight), how can I not want that for others who have suffered greater than I? Doesn’t mean I don’t take care of myself (eventually…LOL). During my first research (due to my low-emp sharing what others had called him) I came across an article or post of a low-emp who had been in a 12 week rehab program. I only remember him saying that one woman would push his buttons all the time and he hated her, but along the way he came to appreciate her for showing him the way out and they are good friends. Because their walls of delusion break down in healing, the trauma of facing reality all at once would be horrific, in my opinion. Being a Christian, I knew every time I broke my boundries. Crying intensity was proportional to break. I have been able to see my Gollum because I was TAUGHT my boundaries from age 6. My low-emp was not taught any boundaries except what suits him for the moment. There are marriage counseling sites for those with low-emp mates. It also depends on the severity of the low-emp symptoms and severity and length of trauma. So the tag demon narcissist should not be painted on every low-emp according to the general graphic of a bell curve. Wonder what the real stats are. Hate statistics. LOL Come to think of it, the propensity to tag every fight responder to childhood trauma with the name demon narcissist sounds very borderline to me. Always the extreme. :)

@EveLovesChristJesus

3 жыл бұрын

With the help of Christ Jesus ALL things are possible! Christ Jesus has healed many sociopaths and no doubt can and will deliver people from npd when they seek Him with sincere heart regarding their brokeness. I pray for my ex. He wants to come back into my life.

One of my favorite things to say to my narcissistic mother: "You can't be the champion of Mental Health issues that you claim to be...very simply because your patterns of behavior towards others reliably result in emotional/psychological distress for those people. You are no Champion of Mental Health issues."

Thanks a bunch The parent/ child part was sooo Enlightening to me. I was either talked down to like his daughter or I was the parent constantly cleaning up after him and trying to teach him normal adult respect. I was constantly begging for a partnership equal relationship, it was like he was totally unaware of what that meant.

I walked away 4 months ago and never looked back! No contact he thought I would beg him. It took a long time. Please god never bring this too me again!

@paulclinton6414

4 жыл бұрын

Humanity would be better off if that loser was never born. Never go back to that trash.

@skyline2831

3 жыл бұрын

Yall simping for this girl

@salonsavy6476

3 жыл бұрын

Kudos 👏

@arialovetarot

3 жыл бұрын

Amen 🙏🏽❤️

Honest communication means exposure and exposure means loss of narcissistic supply. Big no no for a narcissist.

@Kokiotv

4 жыл бұрын

Daniel Gontar that makes sense 💡

@julijonso

4 жыл бұрын

No.. Sometimes that doesn't work.... Pretty much every time. No matter how much I use logic she will circle back to the same problem. Having a problem with anything I do.

@LinYouToo

4 жыл бұрын

@Daniel this is so true. They see honest communication with you is difficult, meaning you’re the difficult one. Too challenging. They cannot handle open and honest communication whatsoever. With strikes me is how good they are at evading a real conversation. Including blame shifting, gaslighting, projection, etc. I could not do that if I tried. Goes to show you just how disordered and dysfunctional they really are.

@tat700

3 жыл бұрын

@@julijonso or switch subjects to something that can be manipulated

@Trebmale37

3 жыл бұрын

@@julijonso Charlie. It isn't easy dealing with them. The beat thing is to go away

I learned that when I found the strength to extract myself out of a cycle of abuse with the narsisist that I really ended up the winner. I went no contact about a year ago and have heard through the grapevine that they were not doing well at all for a significant amount of time. In the beginning I was happy when I heard that. After all of the abusive and disloyal things that were done, I felt like this person was getting what was due to them because I had not done anything of deal breaking importance, wrong in the relationship. I always remember her projecting on to me about "all of the things you do wrong". It used to piss her off, I would say, "I didn't do anything wrong". She would scream, "Nooo, you, don't do anything wrong". I would reply, "tell me what I did wrong" ? She usually had no answers. Later I found out that at some of those times she just felt bad about losing control of herself when she was drinking and sleeping with an old boyfriend or someone she had picked up in the bar. They are real pros at pretending to be something they are not. I learned some good lessons on what I won't accept from others in friendships or relationships. Yeah, when they see that you took your broken self of a person from their abuse, and then turn that all around and not only heal,, but thrive without them, I think that is a huge blow to their ego...

@teresabelshaw6694

2 жыл бұрын

thats what my parner is doing with me.shawn.

@Eman14128

2 жыл бұрын

I had a narc counsellor, that I didn't even realise till months later , get what you saying ,honestly , I just want to heal from the experience and be better

It's incredible how every single thing Richard explained here was happening in that horrible relationship I was in. It feels empowering to be able to look at it from the side like this without feeling shame or anger at myself. I read a sentence that helped me to feel a bit better hopefully it will help you reading this: "the survivor can realize that they were targeted not because they were weak, but because they had so much to give"

Silence is Golden.

@ajl2232

3 жыл бұрын

True.

@maximhollandnederlandthene7640

3 жыл бұрын

I let it all out, nothing to hide 🙂 But not expecting any help anymore, I'll manage myself. Forget all asap !

@55nfabulous

3 жыл бұрын

Yes but that enrages them too. Never satisfied. You can never react correctly. Either you yell and scream back and fight FEED them or calm ... oh that is worse! Tried that and got sucker slammed to the floor breaking my back and dislocating my hand. Complete abandon is the only option. Good luck 🤟

@vilamor007

3 жыл бұрын

@@55nfabulous I agree with u, I meant silence is golden when u don't live with them anymore, I'm so sorry to hear what happened to you, I hope you find the happiness you deserve 😊

But that is all I want, to heal. As an empath, i feel very sad pity them. Despite all they've put me through, I don't hate or seek revenge. I just want to be free, I dont want to suffer anymore.

@rachelmartineau8102

3 жыл бұрын

I am in the same boat. Remaining No Contact! And Loving it!

I keep having to get my head back to no contect no reaction ignore, silence is golden God bless us all who had to deal with such jealous fake misable people !! We need to remember they are actors and cowards God bless and lead us 🙏❤

@UnrealTournament420

2 жыл бұрын

Amen

Move on; and Heal… it’s a journey. Every year, I self reflect and gosh… don’t even know that old self.

When the devil can't reach you, he sends a Narchon.

@tamalataylor7933

4 жыл бұрын

This is true. Right before I met him something use to call my name in the night while I slept. I started leaving the radio on. When he came along I knew he was a demon. His eyes were really dark at times. He didn't even have a shadow. I stayed because I believed I deserved it.

@undercoverbird8592

4 жыл бұрын

ivy bagatsing lololol

@steviedore1790

4 жыл бұрын

So true. My mom told me the exact things.

@edpalit-ang2035

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@cookiewoo2344

3 жыл бұрын

🙏🏽

No revenge is the best revenge. Move on and forget the narcissist, its a waist of your life.

@mohammedidrees3890

4 жыл бұрын

This! I've had endless thought loops on revenge. All that happened was I got more riled up. It is best to reclaim your life: physical & mental health and MOVE ON!.

@foxiefair123

4 жыл бұрын

flyboy5062001 Break free and ignore them.😀

@hibaahmed407

4 жыл бұрын

Flyboy why are you so sexy?

@nopenope7700

4 жыл бұрын

SUCCESS IS THE BEST REVENGE. GET RICH BYATCH.

@helenhighwater5313

4 жыл бұрын

The best thing that can happen to a narcissist is to be forgotten.

I came here not for revenge, but defense! These people are all around us these days and they seek to control and abuse to regulate their own emotions!

Thank you I completely relate to this video. Took me 13 years to work out what was wrong with him. I thought he was bipolar, borderline personality disorder or PTSD but all along its narcissism. I'm glad to know I wasn't mad and it didn't matter what i did I was always wrong (but I wasn't!!) so glad I'm free of this and starting to heal. This video was helpful.

I don't want to torture, I want my peace!

Revenge is never worth the time you waste. When you could be moving forward and healing. I agree. It's challenging to go on the journey to heal yet this is the healthiest way to move forward and not allowing the Narc to hold that control over you. I am still on my healing journey.

@malathiraju7650

3 жыл бұрын

Wt kind of healing and steps u follow

Soooooooooooo true!!!! The confusion is REAL!!!!

“What kind of a madman...?” LOL. Every time I hear you say this phrase in your incredulous, yet friendly tone, it always makes me smile and brings a chuckle and a calm and peaceful knowing that I haven’t lost my sense of humor. Thank you!

STAY NO CONTACT PEOPLE!!! This was so right on Richard. So concise and perfectly explained. This made total sense to me! Thank you Jesus the trauma bond finally broke after about 3 months or so. I never want to feel that addiction and emotional pain ever again! I f**king escaped. I am actually feeling joy and pleasure again all by myself. Thanks Richard for clarifying these important elements of our part in these bizarre relationships!

@goodintentions1302

4 жыл бұрын

Interesting comment. Bringing up Jesus and swearing in the same paragraph. 😅😂🤣🤣

@lipslearn8798

4 жыл бұрын

Good Intentions Jesus knows I swear under stress! We’re working on that! Lol

@loveinthemidst5841

4 жыл бұрын

Well Nancy I really don’t think Jesus cares... sometimes...especially now...there’s no better word! I love Jesus and lately I’m saying it too sometimes! Hey as long as we aren’t saying it around children or in flippantly innapropriate ways then I’m not going to stress out about a word though I know words are powerful. Very. Maybe that’s hypocritical of me! But I’m saying it anyway, darn it! Anyway be well. 💚🧚‍♀️

@lipslearn8798

4 жыл бұрын

Love In The Midst 🧤🙏❤️😂

@loveinthemidst5841

4 жыл бұрын

Nancy...☺️ 💚🧚‍♀️

This is by far the most succinct and thorough teaching on this subject. You just summarized about 30 hours of previous videos.

@user-ov6jx9qp7s

4 жыл бұрын

Precisely

So to keep sane.ignore .live your life.heal.will distroy their control

I just want to heal and move forward. Tired of being hurt while I am doing my best to help others.

I once told my narc mother that I was tired of her guilt. She said, "if you feel guilty, then that's on you." She was absolutely right. So now I've decided no not feel guilty anymore, and her attempts at weaponizing grief, loneliness and victimhood have no effect on me. It's so freeing, and although I take no pleasure or pride in her suffering, at least I can be at peace with myself and accept that she is 100% lying in the bed that she's made for herself.

@ThisIsMe155

2 жыл бұрын

It's so good that you are not allowing the guilt, loneliness and victimhood to affect you in the same way as before, Brandon. I am just a bit curious? Of course the mind can decide to do things in a different way which is more liberating and better for us, just interested in how you are processing the associated feelings if they come up??

@williamtiffee3799

2 жыл бұрын

@@ThisIsMe155 Watch the latest Grannon and Vaknin (interviews) they've both uploaded... because this was/ is quite literally an insidious "mind parasite" (hostile takeover) of the super ego functions, then (after the 'split') ongoingly still influences one's ego functionality and self- talk (vs. "still voice, within") and until one replaces that "devil advocate" loud self- talker with their own... healing cannot fully, occur. (i.e. Because that "negative voice" will simply use your (after) studies and practices against you, cloaked as your "advocate, within.")

@ThisIsMe155

2 жыл бұрын

@@williamtiffee3799 Hi William, thanks for including me. You are absolutely correct on this point about the external self voice of self needing to over the devil parasitic voice. Curiously, I have discovered exactly this point myself. The voice of the devil advocate shows no mercy towards any form of non-resistance or weakness, it can also easily overtake one's inner voice in times of acute vulnerability or illness.

@williamtiffee3799

2 жыл бұрын

​@@ThisIsMe155 Indeed :-) And the "emotional ("pain body," to use the Eastern term) is REAL... and they "re- engage" it, as a routine.) This is FAR worse if they were a parent, or with you for decades! (And know your weak points, all to well...) I also noticed that people who are "on the edge" (BPD, NPD, et al) of a "flair-up," absolutely cannot stand one's "bringing up harsh reality(ies)" which detour from the adopted narrative(s)... thereby 'piercing' the (thinly veiled layer) of cognitive dissonance(s) ... when one "deviates from their script." (JP Sears has some amusing 'scripted' responses for the likes of "how to respond to" the SJW, SO, etc. (This quite often gets me "in trouble" because I 'trigger' these people in near real crime, of late... having NO 'tolerance' for their nonsensical, b.s.) I also acquired two books on what's known as "Wetiko" (spirit) in Native American speak... and the "Jin," in other cultures. (Aka: Mind parasites!) BTW, My mom went from the "co- dependent" (of mid- 1970s feminism and leftivism) to a decade later until two years ago (1984- 2020 = 35 plus years!) residing with either a BPD w/ secondary psychopathy? Or more likely, a closet narc (shy, vulnerable and covert don't quite seem to 'fit' that person...) Needless to say, her masters in 'psych' was no match for an equally or more intelligent "professional victim," also of British Isles decent. (130- 150 IQ and 200ish EQ... that since seems to have turned into "narc block?!") I finally "drove a wedge" between them, only to later learn my mom (now 80) is also a (mind and emotion, parasitized) "converted, covert..." but thank god not a "malignant' one, per se.' Time to LEAVE again. (Fifth 'exit' stage right from Northern California. And, for the LAST TIME!) Who needs the: gossip, victimhood, gaslighting, guilt trips, projection, blame shifting, cognitive "d" as an "adult?!" ;-)

@tuffguydoe7937

2 жыл бұрын

When my mother hears me laughing while watching tv she comes to the living room and stares at the tv with her hand on her hip like the tv is doing something wrong. It's like stay in your room and let me enjoy what I'm watching and not ruin the moment.

*Also they say "being successful is the best revenge"**

@mandysimmons2769

4 жыл бұрын

I was able to leave 2 witchy Narcs in an old neighborhood that has gone all way downhill it's like a demilitarized zone. I'm out in the calm cool fancy burbs now with caring neighbors who watch out for us not try to undo us. I've been away for 3 and half years now. I still go back there to see family ( they deserve to sit in their own swill too lol ) and I say living well is the best revenge. Winning!

@Mungo658

4 жыл бұрын

@@mandysimmons2769*Marcus Aurelius : Do not be distracted by their darkness**

@namastewellness

4 жыл бұрын

If you don't heal, you'll never reach your full potential and if that happens, then did you really win?

I've cut off from my family and although it took many times of them doing the break, I chose to do it for me and my kids. It's been the best thing ever. Thank you for all your support and help.

Going through this now. Healing. I need to find peace. Eight year nightmare. Smh. You are the man, this is LITERALLY what I experienced for years!

This is why I'm an introvert.

@SiliconBong

3 жыл бұрын

*gives you kitten.

3 жыл бұрын

That's not introversion. That's trust issues.

3 жыл бұрын

@Ruksar Khan no. People with trust issues tend to socialize less. That doesn't mean they're introverts. It is not a quality of introversion to be untrusting. Trust correlates positively with trait Openness and negatively with trait Neuroticism. There's a correlation between introversion and neuroticism, but it's not the concept of introversion to be untrusting.

@alyajewellery

3 жыл бұрын

I discovered that I’m not an introvert. I was dating and befriending Narcs. I needed days too rest after interacting with them. Now I feel energised when I interact with non narcs.

Completely relate to this video! My ex is taking me to court for child custody so I flipped the game and offered 50/50 now he's making every excuse under the sun not to accept it!! As he knows I've moved on with my life and I've broken free! 💃🦋💅

This is one of the best presentations on dealing with narcissists in your life that I’ve encountered. So very enlightening and encouraging. I will be watching it again.

What I took away from this is : put myself first, deal with the guilt and let the narc have their feelings.

You described the sadists perfectly! He was always passing himself off as an empath. Most of the time he was extremely nice, polite, kind and extremely attentive. When the horns came out I was thrown off guard. Lies, deception and triangulation was the new norm. Every time I'd catch him in a lie he'd either pacify me with more lies or be very clear about why I can't question anything he does. All the red flags were there I just didn't believe he was a narcissist. The funny thing is he loved bragging about being so dangerous and unruly, not giving a f*ck about anything/anyone that threatened his survival. When I stopped supporting him financially, cut off the adulation and attention he stuck around with the intention to get me back in submission by saying things like, "It gets no better than me, you're lucky I let you in my world". OR "You know I could be doing a million things but I'm here with you ". It's been 4 months since escaping from the torture chamber. I'm now focused on renewing my heart, spirit and mind♥️

@brianwalsh1401

4 жыл бұрын

Coffee good work and give yourself a pat on the back and a hug for doing such a loving thing for yourself like leaving this life draining entity. These people can help us out like Tonia Evans says, they bring us down to the ground so that we can build ourselves back up in a healthy way. This is what happened to me and which I really needed to work on myself. I wasn't grateful at the time but I am now for her helping me to do this which I may have never done without this horrible time in my life when I was being played like a fiddle. She was a master narc and I was a master codependent. . Mine said the same thing after she asked me was I leaving because of another women, which is what she would do cause you gotta have supply on the line before you leave the other narc supply. She said your not going to find anybody out there better than me and she truly meant this. She also said god must be punishing her because all her relationships ended. Again with no insight into her part in making this happen. They have no clue or are in such denial, I don't even know. Work on your self and one day you'll be grateful for having had this person in your life. I love coffee too.

@vanessaclaire999

2 жыл бұрын

Mine seemed like the perfect relationship too. Very kind and giving until he wasn't. It was scary because you're like, no way...but then you step back and you're like, yes way. Wow.

@ZieSpiralOut

2 жыл бұрын

This is my husband. He acts like he really changed but really he just got smoother at controlling me. Found a bunch of lies and it made me pay attention. Saw where he looked up phone trackers then he had the audacity to tell me how morally wrong they are. It made my stomach drop. He wouldn’t let me leave the house during arguing, physically restrained me. Then of course excuses it by saying he’s worried about what I will do. Gaslighting me when he really just controlling me. I made my escape to my parents. Told him I would work with him while separated if he could admit how much he lies and manipulates me. He could not now, it’s all my fault, I’m a cheater and using drugs blah blah.

The best revenge is living well, and you just fully and undeniably explained why. I love this!

Balm to my soul. Yes indeed.

I am not in pain after leaving. Spent my whole life in that space. All i wanted was healing. I finally chose me.

We are Not the other Player in their tennis match from Hell, We are the Ball.. Only picked up and played with, whenever they feel like it, thrown to the wall for their entertainment, put down when they're bored and discarded when it gets old...for a newer ,more vibrant and bouncier ball.

@iamshellymarie

4 жыл бұрын

well said

@michellebaker6877

4 жыл бұрын

Amen

@laurencurrell2716

4 жыл бұрын

I know a narc who five years later hasn't found a new ball lmaooo

@tat700

3 жыл бұрын

I love this analogy!

I think this is the best description of a narcissist I’ve ever heard. Spot on!

I had to pause for a moment (7:56) because as a mom to four children, I’ve never parented my children in the abusive, manipulative, distressing way my narcissistic husband of 22 years has successfully parented me. I’ve finally started to see him as the sick, toddler he really is. Any interaction with our children (12-22) is met with criticism, judgement, hostility, and bullying (he acts like he’s just teasing) that our children have distanced themselves from him. They rarely interact with him. He ruins all of their holidays, birthdays, awards, accomplishments, and any positive things they have going on!!! He refuses to ever compliment them! They do become the abusive parent they had as a child and treat you (their spouse) as the child they were- it’s all very sick and twisted and once you start to unravel the mess they have created it’s more terrifying than the scariest horror movie ever written. Thx so much for this extraordinary video!!! Between you and Professor Vaknin, I’m finally on my way to freedom!!!

The more we try to control anything the more out if control it gets. We reap what we sow........the narcissist is afraid of being abandoned and yet pushes people away with their controlling. He wants us to have free will to be who He created us to be. I've seen narcissists control by gift giving and always giving advice nobody asked for. And, there is always expectations that we owe then something in return. So SAD!!!!

This video seemed so rushed and urgent as if you needed to get the message across to me quickly. Great video thank you. I wasted 62. and a half years with an npd mother and 19 years with an npd husband. I ran away from both. I haven't healed yet but feel stronger from this video x

@drauszem

4 жыл бұрын

Im 17 years in and could never figure out why it was so challenging. Waking up is tge hardest thing to do. Healing myself. Peace and love.

@babdullah5025

4 жыл бұрын

@@drauszem I experienced this with my narc sister in law but after a few years I even left the country. I bet she's fuming now that she's lost her supply 😁

He cheated in the past. I forgave him. He cheated again last summer. I lost my mind. And then I regained it. I started the process of buying a house 1800 miles away. It took me a while to get out and move. He demanded that I submit, called me everything but good, and stupidly expected me to cave. He asked me at one point if I wanted him to find someone else? I unequivocally told him yes without blinking. He simply couldn't believe it. I'm in my home... 4 acres, a modest house, and a giant shop/garage out in the country. It's got a stream and everything. I didn't plan it this way... the property fell in my lap. It's less than 3 miles from my dad's house. I can look after him and his wife. I'm retired military. It's not very expensive. I don't have to work. This house is the same kind of place my ex told me he wanted us to get together. Now I have everything I ever wanted and I'm free. It couldn't get much better. I'm happy and healing. I do giggle when he still tries to get me to come back. I was told I can't move to the midwest. I told him nobody asked you too. He still can't accept it. My karma is clean!

@minacerra

3 жыл бұрын

I'm so happy for you!

@ndumi-light

3 жыл бұрын

Oh wow...this is a beautiful story. Well done for choosing You. 🤗💚🌈

@PoleHaus

3 жыл бұрын

I'm happy for you, at least one person got what they wanted and is free. That makes me happy, knowing you made it. I just hope it's not a lie and that you haven't killed anybody. I mean, have you?

@memyselfi7292

3 жыл бұрын

@@PoleHaus why would I need to kill anyone. I have retirement, property is cheap in Indiana. I'm addressing my PTSD. I'm listening to my higher power and when I do things go right. I have a good extended support system. I found an amazing church my cousin invited me too. Nothing is perfect but I've learned to list everything I'm grateful for each morning and night. Gratitude is they key to everything. Even if you dont feel grateful...find something thats a positive and keep doing that. I'm grateful he's out of my life. I'm grateful I'm finding peace, finding me. The remark about killing someone is bizarre. I'm content and planning for a future. My VA education benefits are sending me to school in a few months to become a dog trainer. I plan on starting my own business in time. I have myself back. I haven't had that in years. And good grief why would anyone need to kill someone? If you are referring to military service I worked training pilots to stay alive and I fixed radar simulators. I spent 27 years in the Air Force 7 in a health care field and 20 training pilots in a squadron that only trained pilots which never deployed for anything but training pilots stateside. Your comment is weird.

@PoleHaus

3 жыл бұрын

@@memyselfi7292 Oh my, i was referring to your military service, you're overreacting 🤣😅

"Escaped" this week... Lost count as to how many times I've tried- but this time infidelity was involved-probably a blessing in disguise to help me stick to my plan. Have been listening to your lessons and discussions for about a year now; both older and newer ones. I can't tell you how valuable they have been for me~ THANK YOU Just laying out the Relationship dynamic was helpful to understand more clearly in this presentation. Focusing on MY healing is my goal at this point. You're a blessing to many people-thank you again.

@jamaicanjoyh6883

2 жыл бұрын

same..where there is infidelity....there are lies and vice versa ..GAME OVER...Time to build myself up ... NOW I know y he is quiet..anxious (it's my place) and NOT feeding him ...jus really observing him but Pitt in stomach as I don't trust him but addicted....

@talulatree5297

2 жыл бұрын

Hoping my friend finally sees the light. He has left the evil one, is finally asking questions about narcissim. Only because she is accusing him of being one. That makes me mad, because it is the FURTHEST thing from the truth. She is textbook narc. I am enlightening him best I can as to what he's up against. He really deserves real love. How he attracted that demon, I'lll never understand. I guess it's hard to see until your living in it. I pray anyone going through this gets out safely.💖

@jamaicanjoyh6883

2 жыл бұрын

@@talulatree5297 u are a try friend. I'm alone I told a longtime friend. she said let's see how long it takes you to get OUTTA that... broke my heart.

@talulatree5297

2 жыл бұрын

@@jamaicanjoyh6883 wow, I know that hurt😞. I pray you get through the pain, and become strong and attract a real true friend. All you really need is one. But I know our journies aren't easy sometimes. I've been through much hurt as well. Still go through it. The best thing I can recommend is nurture yourself. Even if that means being a couch potato for awhile eating pasta😋. Lol. Im doing that 2day. Going for a walk sounds cliche, but you can get some great clarity when your by yourself out on a walk. Sending you a virtual hug🤗 💖

Thank you for describing my relationship with my Mother, Older Brother, and my Sister. I recently realized that I have been the only one to give everything FREELY, MY ENTIRE LIFE. And they have kept me ABSOLUTELY CONFUSED ABOUT MYSELF FOR 52 years. After much self care and time by myself (I have pets) I have taken inventory of my life and the things I feel any guilt about. I know EXACTLY HOW I HAVE HELPED YOU. I KNOW EXACTLY WHO I AM AND WHY I AM DOING IT. I feel sorry for them. They will have to find someone who can fill the void I left behind. I was very clear about my intentions, and they have NEVER BEEN SELF SERVING.

@chantaldubois5365

Жыл бұрын

Unfortunately, narcissists don't care at all about you, they don't give a shit. All that count, is what YOU can do for them. If you can't do nothing anymore, you are as good as garbage bag for them. They will discard you like they never know you. My mother nearly destroyed me. She kill my older sister just by rejeting her over and over again and she died broken hearted. She was only 30 years old. My brother is now a wreck, and I survived because I was lucky enough to meet the best man ever. He literally saved my life. So don't feel sorry for them, because they just using people for themselves, and when they can't no more, they just change target.

"Don't get even, get ahead." Also, if you consider yourself my friend but you willingly hang out with a narcissist knowing that they abused me, then bye lol 👋🏾

I have been worried about my elderly (narc) mother because of covid-19. She's housebound and mostly bedridden and has carers come in daily. I thought for sure she'd be worried about all sorts of things - not the least of which is contracting the disease and dying. But she's THRIVING. I didn't realize it would take an apocalypse to not only make her happy, but to keep her focus off me as supply. She has spent almost all her life planning for an event like this. She keeps months worth of food and household goods and has emergency supplies in quantity. All of sudden her decades of preaching about "being prepared" has come true and she has been vindicated. She's ecstatic. She said she's totally prepared with food and supplies until August and probably even after. I don't think dying from or contracting the virus has even entered her mind. It's taken this for me to realize that I believe she thinks she's immortal. Interesting times!

@parrotshootist3004

4 жыл бұрын

Its a sign of a highly traumatised person. Under dangerous conditions or other similar, they can come out of their shells. Its like normality to them. Their emotions are no longer dysregulated under those conditions. Similar things are found in some PTSD cases with soldiers. That dysregulation is normal in a warzone for them. Think CPTSD for many of them and us, perhaps. But for some reason they go predator.

@phoenixd9679

4 жыл бұрын

Shannon Meridian With no exaggeration you are talking about my mother! I am with you , same thing my mother is immortal and now shows her power over the virus ,she's made of iron, but throwing all her anxiety on us , I keep my focus and I distance myself from the manipulation!!! 🙏🏽🙏🏽

@parrotshootist3004

4 жыл бұрын

@Pippi Bernstein Mmm yes. That makes sense. I hope that its not the only outcome for some one in that sort of background.

@shermansadventure1151

4 жыл бұрын

"I don't think dying from or contracting the virus has even entered her mind." This should be the mindset of everyone. I have 0% fear of this flu and ignore every single piece of "news" about it and life is genuinely amazing right now 😊💖✌. The sooner people realise they are letting fear completely dictate their lives the better.

@secretivescorpio891

4 жыл бұрын

That's mad! I went to see my mother before the lockdown. Her cupboards, fridge freezer, are so well stocked she could last month's without visiting the shops. She always shops at 7am normally when the store is just opened. It irritated her that there was a lot more shoppers than usual at that time

So true all the way. Mine hates talking about feelings or trying to come to any kind of solution at all. Nothing ever gets better at all either. It's like talking to a damn wall. Which is why I have decided not to bother anymore and just walk away and move on with my life. Let him be all by himself.

This is exactly what I've been experiencing! I'm going to watch this several times for it to sink in and make it my reality!! Thank you so much!! 👍

Round of applause, never seen you so animated. Powerful message

A lot of narcissists will abandon before they're abandoned, thats what the ex did to my son and I......

@anthonyla3104

4 жыл бұрын

That's terrible man I'm sorry to hear that I'm in the situation but she hasnt left yet

@shawnadeyo

4 жыл бұрын

Probably because you were putting up boundaries. They won't stick around if you have any boundaries. If you don't lay down and let them walk all over you they will either try to physically force you to or they will leave and find someone who they can manipulate allot easier.

@Mushroom321-

4 жыл бұрын

It's horrible! Sick.. Sadly relateable.. I can stay I'm thriving in a lot of areas I didn't think I could imagin.. Statements like " I have a different opinion" in refreshing..

@secretivescorpio891

4 жыл бұрын

The emotions may be raw right now but you are so much better off without them

@alwayslevitated9089

4 жыл бұрын

Then when you don't react or retaliate, you prove how irrational their insecurity is and they still won't acknowledge having kicked down an unlocked door, even when you clearly demonstrate you are not even being vindictive..!! 🙄 Yep..!! Severely Disturbed..!! 🤯..🤪 To me, my self-awareness is involuntary, I cannot "Go Along to Get Along..!! It wont work..!! I'm too much of a "Realist" involuntarily..!! It just feels "Phony AF" and shallow trying to get along with them..!! I mirrored back some 💩 that scared the Phuq out of the Narc..!! They don't like when you are "Unapologetically Real Talk..!!" "Gas Lighting" more so pisses me off and provokes me to make them look stupid..!! I'm more pissed about the "butchered logic" than some emotional investment in the Person/Narc..!! Sort of how "Judge Judy" gets heated at complete strangers..!! Their "Stupidity" pisses her off , not that she cares about them inordinately..!! A Narc will Discard you "Quick AF" when you insist on objective logic..!! 🤚..😑 They feel like you're trying to suffocate them for not believing their 🐂+💩..!! 😎

Love this❣️ I feel compassion due to his obvious childhood trauma causing such PD. However, he doesn’t get a pass. We can’t control what happens to us in childhood but as adults it’s our responsibility to do our inner work and take the necessary steps to heal. It’s paramount to stop the cycle. I’m grateful for the courage and bravery required to make the conscious decision to (a) learn the truth and stop living in denial, (b) take the action required to leave, and (c) do the work required to heal. I thank my angels for the guidance and strength required. 🙏😇💙

I have grown to loathe the "superiority game". Those relationships are precious where we are both sisters among sisters, equal people among equal people. Those who try to act superior are oppressive.

This is very powerful and well articulated to a very wide audience.

@lesleyelalami2562

4 жыл бұрын

I've posted it on my facebook page to spread the good news!!! LOL

Sounds like our Government. Broken individuals that need to feel superior to protect their ego, prevent abandonment and avoid torchure.

@stephenn77

4 жыл бұрын

Chris Sephirah This will happen to Trump soon! He’ll be abandoned by the country and hopefully will go crawl under a rock! It will take us a long time to heal, but we need to move on from this charlatan.

@stephenn77

4 жыл бұрын

Our country is waking up to the illusion of Trump! It’s all smoke and mirrors.

@danielkaiser8971

3 жыл бұрын

Trump is a narcissist. Hillary is a raging narcissist.

@antonyka-pra-ra

3 жыл бұрын

google a woman named Nancy Pelosi, check out some of her interviews.

Thank you for being here for us all on this healing journey.

You are so spot on. Thank you for reminding me of this, Richard.

Having gone through this twice with two different narcissists, I'm very impressed at how accurately you've distilled the process.

Genius talk, you're a master at this because you're always learning something new and teaching it to us. I recognize this with my family, they don't want me to be an individual and anything I do or accomplish as an individual is never acknowledged. I was away from them for 10 years and no one in my family ever asks me how I spent my time away for 10 years, it's like they see me as the exact same person I was in 2008 when I returned in 2018.

@angelaramsay1778

4 жыл бұрын

Hello Ardent. I relate very much. I have done a lot for my family across the board. Property, finance, emotional support, organising etc etc. It is barely acknowledged. I think if i came in with a cure for all cancers it would get a shrug while another sib would get validation for a cake. I now expect nothing and will fulfill a final obligation , do it well and tie it with a bow. That is being executor to my Fathers will. Other sister avoiding the bulk of the work but she is going on weekend spiritual retreats. As soon as WE see the situ, we are responsible to ourselves to change OUR behavior. Im doing it but it will take a bit of time. Good luck, massive hug, live well. xxx

@allison8814

4 жыл бұрын

I relate to the family not asking; not caring . Wankahs, as Richard calls them ;)

@truthseekursty

4 жыл бұрын

2010 process started..2012 relapse, death in family..so technically no contact since 2012 and same deal. Not that I listen to any of their voicemails. I know better.....they never text hoover anymore. I guess it's not satisfying enough for them to text 🤔

@ardent9422

4 жыл бұрын

being Ayushi I appreciate your compassion, but I know there are others out there who have it worse with family, especially at a very strange time like this in the world.

@xyzsame4081

4 жыл бұрын

To be fair family not asking about a family member that was "absent" could also be a form of politeness. Not that I question your family dysfunction. What I know (from experience) is that "unpleasant" situations are not talked about. That could be a family member being unemployed for longer time, a business failure, a child that is probably gay, (or has a severe learning disorder), the foreclosed home, the marriage that is obviously breaking apart, ... - mind you that kind of polite (or cowardly, or conflict averse) family _would_ engage in a discussion and would show some interest - if the person that is concerned (or close family members) bring it up first.. They may lean too much on the "keep the skeletons in the closet" side - but it is not self-serving or coming from a sense of not caring or meanness. And if you meet on the holidays, family functions, .... what good would it do to spill the beans, most people do not have the wisdom, empathy to be non-judgemential, to give good advice, or just listen - so keeping if superficial and merry may be just as well.

I’ve watched this video several times, it is so full of truth, it’s clicking with me now. Thank you RG