Suicide feels like a wrecking ball to your heart

What's it feel like to lose your child to suicide?:
Michelle shares her story of losing her 24-year old son, Matt, to suicide in April 2019. Matt was in law school and was found on April 1 with a gunshot wound to his head. Michelle, her husband, and their daughter were left with so many questions. Matt was in law school and showed no signs of any depression or suicidal thoughts. He also left no note to help explain why he took his life. Michelle, who is also an educator, is now dedicating her life to spreading awareness about suicide and the heartache that it leaves behind.
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  • @CMoore8539
    @CMoore85394 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m very sorry for your loss. Your son looked so happy. You gave him a Beautiful Life. Sometimes we just don’t see it coming.♥️🙏

  • @miamontes4848
    @miamontes48484 жыл бұрын

    stay strong mamas 🙏🏻 he is always with you

  • @jewelhaines8842
    @jewelhaines88424 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry for your loss. My 1st husband, my daughter's father shot and killed himself when I was 23 and our daughter was 1 years old. I'm now 56, and I still am affected by it.

  • @WhatzItFeelLike

    @WhatzItFeelLike

    4 жыл бұрын

    That had to have been so hard. I am so sorry.

  • @jewelhaines8842

    @jewelhaines8842

    4 жыл бұрын

    @@WhatzItFeelLike Thank you. ❤

  • @astheticlemon5312

    @astheticlemon5312

    3 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry for your loss💔God bless his soul💙

  • @jewelhaines8842

    @jewelhaines8842

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@astheticlemon5312 Thank you very much. ❣

  • @melissagreen2779
    @melissagreen27794 жыл бұрын

    wow this is incredibly sad. Keep strong because you know he's right by you the entire way. You are a great mother and should keep your head, stay strong

  • @berries8142
    @berries81424 жыл бұрын

    This hits close to home. I had to stop watching after the first few minutes. Thank you for making this

  • @astheticlemon5312
    @astheticlemon53123 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing, I know it must be hard. I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope your doing ok, God bless his soul💙

  • @user-fg6iw5hr9z
    @user-fg6iw5hr9z3 жыл бұрын

    I’m so sorry about your loss 😔❤️

  • @brianhoule3219
    @brianhoule32194 жыл бұрын

    Sorry for your loss ! I moved down south a few years back, bought a house for mom and I, have felt total depression and misery since having issues with a woman who I considered would be the right one. I have also mentioned to mom that we should get a gun for our protection. Now I understand why she says no.

  • @mibittencourt5614
    @mibittencourt56144 жыл бұрын

    I missed my brother, he commited suicide 6 months ago, and since then I live the darkest and hard time my life :(

  • @WhatzItFeelLike

    @WhatzItFeelLike

    4 жыл бұрын

    I am so sorry to hear that you lost your brother.

  • @raybaby2338

    @raybaby2338

    4 жыл бұрын

    Mi Bittencourt i promise you itll get better baby... fight thru it

  • @Sly-Moose
    @Sly-Moose2 жыл бұрын

    I feel that may have caused it right there, all that overachieving and stressing too much on perfection. The fear of failure...can have more control over you psychologically than one would think.

  • @GEC416
    @GEC4169 ай бұрын

    I have listned to countless relatives of suicides and it seems most are male and most are esp. smart, honor role, into sports, have lots of friends and are the life of the party. So what is it about being so intelligent and doing well in sports etc. that makes some of these boys/men suicidal?

  • @AndRyznar
    @AndRyznar4 жыл бұрын

    If someone knows Michelle personnAlly, please get her connected with Channeling Erik

  • @AndRyznar
    @AndRyznar4 жыл бұрын

    Elisa Medhus with Channeling Erik would be a good reference for this subject.

  • @AndRyznar
    @AndRyznar4 жыл бұрын

    Channeling Erik talks about this

  • @savior6785
    @savior67854 жыл бұрын

    If you’re thinking about committing suicide or struggling with thoughts of suicide, know that God cares about you and you’re not alone in this world. Believe in His son that died on the cross for you and me, you’ll see, He’ll help you in this world to survive. 1 John 4:4 “You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world. Psalm @-19. “The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. The righteous person may have many troubles, but the Lord delivers him from them all. @ @

  • @investigate711

    @investigate711

    4 жыл бұрын

    savior dude shut the fuck up