Steve-O: I’m grateful my alcoholism was severe

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Jackass star Steve-O opens up about his struggles with alcohol and why he’s grateful for the severity of his ongoing bout with alcoholism - saying the severity of his affliction to the disease gave him no other option but to pursue sobriety.
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  • @josephredfearn8840
    @josephredfearn8840 Жыл бұрын

    This video changed my life. I spent the last 10 years drinking daily. I’m now 12 days clean

  • @elidom388

    @elidom388

    Жыл бұрын

    stay strong brother!!

  • @fredrikrapp2534

    @fredrikrapp2534

    Жыл бұрын

    Have been drinking 10 year straight sober 5 days now. Keep fighting!!!

  • @firstlast8258

    @firstlast8258

    Жыл бұрын

    I’ll drink to that 🍻

  • @pennydamnlane

    @pennydamnlane

    Жыл бұрын

    Keep going. It’s worth it. 7 days sober. I love it here.

  • @ballsey4521

    @ballsey4521

    Жыл бұрын

    Wonderful!....hope ur still going strong. 12 days sober now. Feels so good.

  • @Jerid58
    @Jerid58 Жыл бұрын

    To be an alcoholic you give up everything for one thing, to stay sober you give up one thing to get everything.

  • @thatwilightzone4760

    @thatwilightzone4760

    Жыл бұрын

    Goddamn boy that was a BAR!

  • @Chopper140

    @Chopper140

    Жыл бұрын

    In Steve-O‘s case he had to give up many things

  • @genohernandez4461

    @genohernandez4461

    Жыл бұрын

    Well said

  • @SWILK1

    @SWILK1

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Chopper140 true but alcoholism was a major factor for Steve o that started all his other drugs glad he’s doing well now

  • @redhotchilifan98

    @redhotchilifan98

    Жыл бұрын

    Amen this is absolutely the truth

  • @ktm550mxc
    @ktm550mxc2 жыл бұрын

    "You don't suffer from alcoholism until.you get sober" profound words, only those who understand will understand.

  • @jayb.8460

    @jayb.8460

    2 жыл бұрын

    Those words did hit hard!

  • @rhysobrien2439

    @rhysobrien2439

    Жыл бұрын

    Yep. Same with heroin addiction

  • @christophermeyers

    @christophermeyers

    Жыл бұрын

    It's so true..

  • @johndelacruz5480

    @johndelacruz5480

    Жыл бұрын

    Can u explain pls?

  • @rhysobrien2439

    @rhysobrien2439

    Жыл бұрын

    @@johndelacruz5480 because when you're drinking, everything is great, in a way. Then you get sober and everything you were running from by drinking or doing drugs comes back to haunt you and the real pain begins.

  • @JesseLeeMusicoriginal
    @JesseLeeMusicoriginal Жыл бұрын

    Just passed 6 months clean and sober! I know what it's like to be at the bottom. Hopeless; Dying; Isolated; Hungover; Depressed; Suicidal. Destroying myself and those who love and care for me. Worst of all: not in control of myself. But that is not the end of my story. I now know what it's like to really feel alive. No more shame. The strength and confidence to know that I'm in control. Best of all, I know that I don't need alcohol to feel good, or normal. All I need is to live my best life and don't look back. If you are struggling with alcohol, DON'T WAIT!! Get help!! Take your life back and know what it's like to truly feel alive!!

  • @bryannash53

    @bryannash53

    Жыл бұрын

    Amen brother

  • @MvpQE

    @MvpQE

    11 ай бұрын

    I hope you’re still doing well. ❤️

  • @paintedexpressionssogriffi1322

    @paintedexpressionssogriffi1322

    11 ай бұрын

    SO, SO TRUE!

  • @gabrielc560

    @gabrielc560

    10 ай бұрын

    My problem is I kept drinking through the shitty phase of my life. Fixed the shiftiness in my life, without quitting drinking. Now I’m scared because I feel like I have no negative incentive to stop drinking. What the fuk

  • @runil5038

    @runil5038

    9 ай бұрын

    Well said, thats very inspiring

  • @Guitargate
    @Guitargate Жыл бұрын

    You don't really suffer from alcoholism UNTIL you get sober. Man, that one hit hard. Just because you remove the thing that you used to escape, doesn't mean the things you were escaping magically disappear. In fact, they're now front, center, and in focus. And the part about the worst kind of alcoholic being the one that isn't severe because time just slips through your fingers indefinitely with no must stop moment? Wow. That's real talk. Powerful stuff. SO much truth in 4 minutes.

  • @thecaptain1242
    @thecaptain1242 Жыл бұрын

    Being an alcoholic myself taking shots on the way to work this made me cry cause I do need help

  • @erikness4231

    @erikness4231

    11 ай бұрын

    Hope you do well, I'm a few days from voluntary rehab. It's always an option.

  • @thebyrdcage8619

    @thebyrdcage8619

    11 ай бұрын

    I'm in the same boat, captain. Thankfully, I'm slowly getting help. Hope u do too.

  • @pulledtoworkout2833

    @pulledtoworkout2833

    10 ай бұрын

    Just smoke a joint on the way to work. Your not powerless its just habit forming coupled with physically addictive, ween off it then no more habit bullshit...

  • @calvinblack2167

    @calvinblack2167

    10 ай бұрын

    I hope you get help man…. I’m not that bad but I want to quit once and for all… it’s really hard. I hope you pull through it man…. Anyone can.

  • @thebyrdcage8619

    @thebyrdcage8619

    10 ай бұрын

    @@calvinblack2167 7 days clean so far. Taking it one day at a time.

  • @KimberlyJose-si2sv
    @KimberlyJose-si2sv3 ай бұрын

    I'm a veteran, was actually addicted to alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.

  • @BrownGeorge-pw2xo

    @BrownGeorge-pw2xo

    3 ай бұрын

    YES very sure of Dr.benfungi. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

  • @Mcdogmom288

    @Mcdogmom288

    3 ай бұрын

    Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Thank you for sharing this point!

  • @SharonFalcon-fj7nb

    @SharonFalcon-fj7nb

    3 ай бұрын

    Yes he's Dr.benfungi. Shrooms to me is a natrual healer. I know a guy who has used mushrooms in the same way and they have really helped him. mah dudes have safe

  • @laurj09

    @laurj09

    3 ай бұрын

    I wish they were readily available in my place. Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac. He's constantly talking about killing someone. He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

  • @nicholda436

    @nicholda436

    3 ай бұрын

    Hey just got mine shipped here in Ireland 🇮🇪

  • @fourleafcloveer5011
    @fourleafcloveer5011 Жыл бұрын

    My dad is proof that Steve-O is right. My dad drinks every single day without a break. but he handles himself good enough that no one says anything. What Steve is describing is what ruined my entire family. If he was totally drunk to the point that we had to do something, then we all would've lived a better life. It is better to flame out fast and hard instead of dragging on and on for an entire life bringing down generations with him.

  • @shlomopornstein7364

    @shlomopornstein7364

    Жыл бұрын

    "bringing down generations with him" you trying to be a victim and blame your shortcomings on your father. man up

  • @fourleafcloveer5011

    @fourleafcloveer5011

    Жыл бұрын

    @@shlomopornstein7364 This isn't about me, is it? You missed the point. What short comings are you talking about? I didn't mention any. The point is that a problem gets taken care of if its overly out of control but if its not as bad it can go on forever causing a lot of problems for everyone involved. I have a feeling that you cause a lot of problems for other people and then go around asking them "Why they play the victim?"

  • @shlomopornstein7364

    @shlomopornstein7364

    Жыл бұрын

    @@fourleafcloveer5011 daddy issues

  • @yearofthedawgs8581

    @yearofthedawgs8581

    Жыл бұрын

    @@shlomopornstein7364 I hate that people adhere to that shitty mentality which you are doing now. You guys love fetishizing this idea that we are 100 percent in control of our lives while completely underestimating the life altering effect others can have on people. You are seriously an idiot for shifting the blame on this guy. Not to mention for failing to see how generations are, in fact, definitely affected by alcoholic/drug addicted parents and has nothing to do with someone NoT mAnNiNG uP

  • @cuntapalooza

    @cuntapalooza

    Жыл бұрын

    @@shlomopornstein7364 you are the one with the issues here, dude. Please take care of yourself instead of projecting onto others. Your cruel comments are not welcome here.

  • @projectg408
    @projectg40810 ай бұрын

    I can completely relate. I am a heavy, heavy alcoholic… only 12 hours clean. Been nonstop black out drinking for almost 9 years. Today I noticed some symptoms on my body that may relate to cirrhosis of my liver. I’m terrified. I HAVE to stop in order to survive if I’m not already dead. Please keep me in your thoughts.

  • @dutchguy1807

    @dutchguy1807

    10 ай бұрын

    I finally made the decision to stop drinking as well. I just cant live like this anymore. All the best to you!

  • @Joestar96

    @Joestar96

    9 ай бұрын

    Just checking up on you, but how's your battle going? Save your comment as a reminder too

  • @Skoopyghost

    @Skoopyghost

    8 ай бұрын

    I am more of a junkie personally. Drugs ruin your fast, but alcohol takes longer time get you, but when it does. It robs more years of your life, and it has a harder grip on you. In a way. I am thankful my vice isn't alcohol.

  • @StringTheoryMx

    @StringTheoryMx

    8 ай бұрын

    You can do it, seek help so You can not feel alone. I am just quiting alcohol too.

  • @KennethBannerman

    @KennethBannerman

    7 ай бұрын

    Praying for you

  • @cuntapalooza
    @cuntapalooza Жыл бұрын

    Omg he described my exact experience of only “kind of” alcoholism.. just bad enough to destroy my life, but not so extreme that anyone recognized it, sometimes even me. It’s awful and I’m so thankful I finally see my problem now.

  • @aschizo4111

    @aschizo4111

    10 ай бұрын

    hows it going? im in exactly the same boat as when you commented this.

  • @cuntapalooza

    @cuntapalooza

    10 ай бұрын

    @@aschizo4111 going alright, thanks! Still not drinking, and I have a diagnosis of general anxiety and chronic PTSD. Taking a lot more time to really dig into my childhood and how I’ve ended up here. Thank you for asking! Hope you are doing well. 😊

  • @marsvai2410

    @marsvai2410

    7 ай бұрын

    @@cuntapalooza Far out brother!

  • @marcusolsson5941

    @marcusolsson5941

    3 ай бұрын

    This was me as well. Only 2 days sober now,,but I could manage my job, family, training, all of it. Until I really blacked out after years of heavily drinking. My kids found me blacked out in the sofa on a tuesday. That’s when I really realized I had a problem! Theese videos on youtube are really helping me plus the comment section.

  • @ghostrebelsociety
    @ghostrebelsociety26 күн бұрын

    Just finished my 4 mile run. Only thing that pushes the anxiety & depression out of my body. It will come back tomorrow it always does... But so will my run. I don't ever have to pick that bottle up again. Thank god 🙏 i know that now.

  • @wallysroom
    @wallysroom10 ай бұрын

    I’m becoming way better than I was before. Thanks Steve. Sober 10 months here

  • @AkS143joyful

    @AkS143joyful

    Ай бұрын

    Thank you! 4.2 months in :)

  • @jjosten529
    @jjosten529 Жыл бұрын

    I was in the same boat. I was drinking over a half gallon of whiskey a day at my worst. My kidneys had already shut down once, and I was clearly drinking myself into a very early grave. Im grateful I decided I wanted to live a full and meaningful life, and in order to do that I knew I could never drink again. I had tried controlled drinking enough to realize I don't have it in me, and I never would, the switch had already been flipped and there was no going back to "Just weekends or holidays or maybe once at my future wedding or blah blah blah."

  • @JohnPaul-cz3hj

    @JohnPaul-cz3hj

    Жыл бұрын

    Don’t kid yourself b/c your still on it. Be honest with yourself always. It’s ok to be who you are b/c your not alone. And if that’s a alcoholic then that’s what it is and live that.But just call balls and strikes if you eventually want to reach your full potentials. I’m a addictive smoker and that’s just what I am. I know I need to change but if I was serious then I wouldn’t have even one. But I’m not there and neither are you.

  • @mongogojjo5944

    @mongogojjo5944

    Жыл бұрын

    @@JohnPaul-cz3hj one of the dumbest comments I've ever read. Your mindset is shit

  • @firstlast8258

    @firstlast8258

    Жыл бұрын

    Never say never

  • @jjosten529

    @jjosten529

    Жыл бұрын

    @@amg3790 I know, its unfathomable really. Grateful I pulled through.

  • @vsezaye

    @vsezaye

    Жыл бұрын

    I thought me drinking 0.6 litres of vodka was insane, but this..

  • @svenstrahl9714
    @svenstrahl9714 Жыл бұрын

    It’s really neat to hear him talk about this. I’m in recovery myself. Sober is the cool thing to do now, maybe it wasn’t then, but it is now.

  • @Jerid58

    @Jerid58

    Жыл бұрын

    I quit earlier this year, being sober it way more interesting.

  • @sharadramula2993

    @sharadramula2993

    Жыл бұрын

    Carry on bro... I quit it too...

  • @jcpolititalk378
    @jcpolititalk378 Жыл бұрын

    Even if your not dependent on it, you just come to realize that life is way more manageable without it.

  • @danielbrowne9344
    @danielbrowne9344 Жыл бұрын

    When he says you are better after treating the disease, it is spot on. I seriously appreciate my day each day. I appreciate being sober each day, I appreciate telling people the things I want to tell them and meaning it, I appreciate living honest, I appreciate simple beauty in each day. I have been given a gift, a second chance, and I appreciate THAT the most.

  • @firstlast8258

    @firstlast8258

    Жыл бұрын

    Addiction is not a disease

  • @francisthomlinson9062

    @francisthomlinson9062

    Жыл бұрын

    Congratulations

  • @rosebascom9180

    @rosebascom9180

    5 ай бұрын

    THISSSSS

  • @danielbrowne9344

    @danielbrowne9344

    5 ай бұрын

    @@firstlast8258 It might not be a disease in the biological sense, but it certainly is an affliction. Maybe you don’t know someone that has gone through it. I was a terrible binge drinker, and I kept making myself sick, and something in my brain kept wanting me to do that. It’s not normal, I don’t know why I am built this way. But, I am not alone. I have overcome it and am coming up in two years of sobriety, and my life is 100x more fulfilling. Its a strange thing when people like you, act like addiction is just nothing. Be grateful you aren’t around it.

  • @michaelsinclair4359
    @michaelsinclair4359 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you Steve your description of a functioning alcoholic is so true

  • @ashemsavage6842
    @ashemsavage684210 ай бұрын

    I am sober 12 yrs and thank God

  • @elisellen
    @elisellen Жыл бұрын

    I love that, the worst thing is to be a sick alcoholic, the best thing in life is to be a sober alcoholic. I feel better than I have ever dreamed of being and I’m only at 14 months, I can’t imagine what my higher power has waiting for me in the wings. Thanks Steve-o, you really helped me out when I was first starting. Your candid truth speaks to the strength of sobriety and the meaning of a program.

  • @johntorres6820
    @johntorres68202 жыл бұрын

    I am exactly who he’s talking about from 3:20-3:50. Steve O has such a good understanding of addiction and recovery. Of all the recovery related things I’ve been involved in, Steve O has said more things that resonate with me than anyone

  • @gabiayala2495

    @gabiayala2495

    Жыл бұрын

    I'm the same. I'm ashamed to admit that I sometimes watch things like this or alcohol centered episodes of intervention when I drink to try and force myself to face the reality of my situation. I've been this way since I was 17 years old, and year by year it gets worse. It's exactly how he said about just watching the years slip away from you. It can start to feel like an endless self perpetuated cycle of hopelessness.

  • @johndelacruz5480

    @johndelacruz5480

    Жыл бұрын

    @@gabiayala2495 damn thats also me. Feeling hopeless in life and just accepting that maybe dying will be the only way I can stop drinking.

  • @davidowen1191

    @davidowen1191

    Жыл бұрын

    Gotta agree 100%

  • @gabiayala2495

    @gabiayala2495

    Жыл бұрын

    @John Delacruz I'm right there with you. Been in and out of the ER & I can never make myself wake up and stop this. I know it will end with me in a casket soon. Hope you can find the strength to beat this shit.

  • @gabiayala2495

    @gabiayala2495

    Жыл бұрын

    @@davidowen1191 I hope you beat this shit.

  • @candacenavarra7132
    @candacenavarra71324 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing this Steve-O

  • @user-eo9dc5gs8k
    @user-eo9dc5gs8k5 ай бұрын

    Steve O, you are an inspiration to many. I’m a PhD psychotherapist and after a spiritual awakening I lost ALL desire to drink. By the grace of my Higher Power I haven’t drank for 32 years and 11 days.

  • @RavenTheValkyrie
    @RavenTheValkyrie Жыл бұрын

    I needed to hear everything he said, just now. I'm in recovery and I'm so glad he is too. Well done Steve O

  • @irmavep9917

    @irmavep9917

    11 ай бұрын

    You have a cool name.

  • @jasonwilcox6637
    @jasonwilcox663710 ай бұрын

    30 years and I'm finally done.

  • @johngoodwin9605

    @johngoodwin9605

    4 ай бұрын

    Doesn't take that long lmao

  • @lastgeneration4712

    @lastgeneration4712

    Ай бұрын

    Me too

  • @humanothumqn659
    @humanothumqn65911 ай бұрын

    Day one. Had the worst night of my life because of drinking and it honestly could have been worse. Been struggling with this for a minute and I'm ready to get my life back

  • @kevinkappelman6227
    @kevinkappelman6227 Жыл бұрын

    Great segment Graham. Thanks Steve-O

  • @MichaelSmith-yr9td
    @MichaelSmith-yr9td7 ай бұрын

    4:17 I truly miss it (alcohol). 9 months ago I laid in a hospital hanging on to whatever life I had left in me. Liver totally shot, kidneys failing, acetes, vomiting blood, fluid buildup around my lungs, and in full blown HE hallucination. I still miss the drink to this day and I’m contemplating starting again. This is not a please feel for me moment, but rather a moment to show just how powerless one can be over alcohol.

  • @MichaelSmith-yr9td

    @MichaelSmith-yr9td

    6 ай бұрын

    And I started back up tonight with just over 10 months of sobriety…

  • @leilamiller7051

    @leilamiller7051

    5 ай бұрын

    @@MichaelSmith-yr9td😢😢🙏🏻

  • @pmointernet

    @pmointernet

    5 ай бұрын

    @@MichaelSmith-yr9td You're at the point where you have to ask yourself, "do I want to live or do I want to die." It is that simple. Drink and you're going to die.

  • @christian.0000

    @christian.0000

    5 ай бұрын

    Bless your heart

  • @Av-vd3wk

    @Av-vd3wk

    3 ай бұрын

    @@MichaelSmith-yr9tdyou still around, man? How you doin?

  • @HokieJuju
    @HokieJuju10 ай бұрын

    Powerful video w/incredible insight!!! “Every person on my mom’s side of the family died from alcoholism or suicide.” 😲 Holy crap!!!!! That’s unreal, and sad!!!! Steve O is doing a huge service to millions by being open & sharing his story!!!

  • @kiwigardnersonn
    @kiwigardnersonn9 ай бұрын

    I'm going on 5 years sober this November. If Steve-O can do it, anyone can.

  • @Jerid58

    @Jerid58

    9 ай бұрын

    That’s no joke right there.

  • @TexasSiege
    @TexasSiege3 ай бұрын

    I relate to Stevo so much about the severity and how that impacts time.. for example bc I was doing well financially owned a nice home etc etc etc I stayed sick for so long .. had my alcoholism cost me my job or house etc I may have started my sobriety journey much sooner

  • @shaunl446
    @shaunl446 Жыл бұрын

    This is so on point. Steve-o has such a clear perspective and he just described me like I've never heard. Kind of an alcoholic. That hit. I hope it hits hard enough to change.

  • @VibesChill7991
    @VibesChill7991 Жыл бұрын

    This guy is amazing! From childhood to now. You’re truly an inspiration man. It’s so true. Alcoholism really comes out when you are sober… that hit home

  • @keepoffthecracksp
    @keepoffthecracksp Жыл бұрын

    Stay sober for 3 months and you'll see just what you've done to yourself

  • @jaisonmirandy3746
    @jaisonmirandy374610 ай бұрын

    Stevo-o has been one of the best inspirations for me to stay sober. I have 416 days. By being sober, I am able to understand and agree with everything that he is saying.

  • @Jerid58

    @Jerid58

    9 ай бұрын

    487 here!

  • @tristancarmichael3568
    @tristancarmichael35686 күн бұрын

    Awesome dude !!

  • @JoshL117
    @JoshL117 Жыл бұрын

    0:40 The sincerity in his voice is haunting.

  • @DrewRichardson-dv8tu
    @DrewRichardson-dv8tu Жыл бұрын

    His recovery is so inspiring Kudos to steve o for having that kind of Serenity 🎉

  • @benjaminb.6424
    @benjaminb.6424 Жыл бұрын

    That was really good ❤

  • @lancenorris487
    @lancenorris487 Жыл бұрын

    As a recovering alcoholic with 6 months sobor this is truly one of the best things I've watched so so true and Im very greatful 🙏

  • @DrunkWithoutADrink

    @DrunkWithoutADrink

    Жыл бұрын

    Congrats on the 6 months!!!!

  • @beatsonfire4998
    @beatsonfire4998 Жыл бұрын

    This man is a favorite for sure. So happy to see him happy

  • @lhart99
    @lhart99 Жыл бұрын

    Real shit! Facts!

  • @Harlecchina
    @Harlecchina4 ай бұрын

    What a humble, humble man. Very well spoken I have always loved Steve-O since I was a little girl before I knew what drugs or alcohol were because of his skating. Now that I’m 24 and have struggled with both drugs and especially alcohol I appreciate him even more. He’s definitely a trickster archetype and I love that as well.

  • @cornonthecob1268
    @cornonthecob12689 ай бұрын

    This video actually helped me stop drinking. Steve is so honest and in touch with himself. I was in denial for years.

  • @user-2Hteyasizyc

    @user-2Hteyasizyc

    7 ай бұрын

    Sure it did...

  • @treetrain
    @treetrain3 ай бұрын

    This is awesome!!! He totally gets why people say I am a grateful alcoholic

  • @singalongwrudy8690
    @singalongwrudy8690 Жыл бұрын

    After my battle...I appreciate every moment sober. I am happy where I am.

  • @user-ih9dg3uz5y

    @user-ih9dg3uz5y

    Жыл бұрын

    What Battle? Gulf or ? who were you with man?

  • @user-om5tx1wq8c
    @user-om5tx1wq8c9 ай бұрын

    Thanks ❤

  • @mkprivate7523
    @mkprivate7523 Жыл бұрын

    3:28 that was me, and it is horrible......because the pain is not severe enough to ¨force¨ you to realize that you NEED to quit. I used to drink my two bottles of wine every night, never drank during the day and never switched to the more hard core stuff. But those two bottles....were unavoidable. Many times I cried while drinking them but still didn´t do anything about it......... Woke up every day of my life (for 5 years straight) feeling hungover (I called it ¨I am not a morning person¨....) and got through the day doing very well professionally. So there I was...Plenty of money in the bank and most people looking up to me (they didn´t know the truth...) but zero energy, zero self belief, anxiety, self isolation, etc. After my divorce I started dating and had so many erectile problems because of being drunk/hungover/anxious that I lived like a monk for an entire year because of shame. That also did not trigger me into sobriety, nope. It´s like knowing you have a (big) problem, but not hitting rock bottom ¨enough¨ so there is always that excuse to drink ¨one more day¨. After 3 years of trying, reading, listening, doing whatever I could - and messing up more times than I like to remember - I finally managed to ¨create¨ my OWN rock bottom. My chosen rock bottom was that I was completely waisting my OPPORTUNITY to be the best person I can possibly be, for me - and most importantly - OTHERS. I had NO excuse not to....born upper middle class by luck; college degree; great childhood etc - so this opportunity was GIVEN to me by sheer luck, period! Most people on this awfully wrecked planet are born without even the slightest opportunity to simply survive in peace.. And there I was wasting my (given, not earned!) preferential life for no reason at all. Today, 5 year ago exactly, I had my last drink. Yes, the first weeks were tough, real tough - not gonna lie. But the end result??? Holy sh"t........ Steve-O is right!!! I am a MUCH better person than I EVER was before even touching alcohol. Kind, relaxed, energized, clear headed, supportive, and overal just being happy for the craziest little things like seeing a bird chirping in a tree.

  • @chrohm

    @chrohm

    Жыл бұрын

    could we talk?

  • @oidodsonido4373

    @oidodsonido4373

    Жыл бұрын

    Si awesome man happy for you. I wish this kind of happiness for myself

  • @ebenhuman9048
    @ebenhuman9048 Жыл бұрын

    My advice as an alcoholic. People think that you must only deal with the alcholism but forget to deal with the thing that makes you drink. When you drink, he reminds you of it but you can't deal with it when you drink. If you don't deal with it, you will find it hard to not drink again.

  • @user-gm5cp9br6v
    @user-gm5cp9br6v8 ай бұрын

    Good point. Didn't think of it that way. Currently, spending years allowing myself to slip away. Yikes!! 😢

  • @user-gm5cp9br6v

    @user-gm5cp9br6v

    8 ай бұрын

    I get it, same here 😢.. that's crazy!!

  • @smellllvin
    @smellllvin Жыл бұрын

    Thank you Stevo

  • @willparrott7168
    @willparrott7168 Жыл бұрын

    Thank you Steve-o. Thank you.

  • @marklego4750
    @marklego47509 ай бұрын

    Right on Steve-o!!!

  • @bobbobertson7568
    @bobbobertson7568 Жыл бұрын

    Lot of real wisdom there. I like the comment that with alcoholism you can actually come out better if you recover.

  • @bradleyholdom9677
    @bradleyholdom9677 Жыл бұрын

    I go through two 750mL bottles of Chardonnay every day unfortunately. But it used too be four. Quitting cold turkey was too horrifying a thought, so slow and steady is how I'm trying.

  • @davet2825

    @davet2825

    Жыл бұрын

    Carry on mate. Cutting down is safer than stopping entirely. I drunk 4 Pinots a day then went cold turkey on Monday for a new job and had a full blown seizure. I’m now on epilepsy medication and can’t drive for 6 months. Your body can go into shock, so slowly reduce the 2 bottles to one, then you’ll be able to make that choice. I’m with you friend.

  • @Zage648

    @Zage648

    Жыл бұрын

    Keep pushing! 💯

  • @bradleyholdom9677

    @bradleyholdom9677

    Жыл бұрын

    @@davet2825 Sorry too hear you have that mate. I started drinking when I started having Body Seizures after a spinal injury. Where my body goes limp and I can't move or talk, but I am still able too hear and think. But I hope with your medication that you have stopped having seizures? Good on ya for quitting btw 👍👌

  • @bradleyholdom9677

    @bradleyholdom9677

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Zage648 That's the plan, thanks for the encouragement.

  • @kiaq1153

    @kiaq1153

    Жыл бұрын

    700ml vodka 2-3days

  • @Janopooh
    @Janopooh2 жыл бұрын

    Well said Steve-O

  • @1122redbird
    @1122redbirdАй бұрын

    He hit the nail on the head, I say this to people and they look at me like I'm nuts. I'm like "but if my drinking was awful, it would be better because then I would KNOW I have to stop". But if it's low grade annoyance but not totally life wrecking, you keep doing it. So having it BAD is really good because you take action.

  • @KingDemonSlayer85
    @KingDemonSlayer852 ай бұрын

    Wow this is eye opening and so real.. you become a better person after, I was a heavy drinker and it was slowly ruining my life I stopped and now I see progress in everything I do. I actually love being sober and look forward to life.

  • @pippaboyd88
    @pippaboyd88Ай бұрын

    This was interesting. Definitely relate to not being comfortable in own skin. I am five months sober now and do feel better but this was a very good interview.

  • @christiansmith5207
    @christiansmith52077 ай бұрын

    Video changed my life

  • @Fihggvhj4676
    @Fihggvhj467610 күн бұрын

    God I love Steve o so much what an inspiration

  • @user-mb1mr1zo9c
    @user-mb1mr1zo9c10 ай бұрын

    Damn this is deep

  • @archibaldmccutcheon5884
    @archibaldmccutcheon5884 Жыл бұрын

    The gift of desperation is a wonderful spiritual phenomenon!

  • @larry1824
    @larry1824 Жыл бұрын

    I'm the same. I thank God all the time my bottom was so bad so dark so fucking scary

  • @drs8922
    @drs8922 Жыл бұрын

    Steve-o is my spirit animal.

  • @richhoops2413
    @richhoops241311 ай бұрын

    Damn. He reminds me of "Squints" in The Sandlot. I never realized it until now.

  • @vgmastercleveland
    @vgmasterclevelandАй бұрын

    Wow. That last part is something so true, yet I've never heard anyone say. Shout out to steveo. I'm almost through a whole fifth of Scotch on a weeknight and I'll remember this.

  • @EternityRecordsUSA
    @EternityRecordsUSA9 ай бұрын

    Steve o helps a lot of people who struggle. Well done mate

  • @saksonsoaps7000
    @saksonsoaps7000Ай бұрын

    I can completely relate to this. My alcoholism was so bad that I had to get sober at 30 because there would not have been a 31. I’m glad it was that bad because I got to get sober while I was young and be able to have a life. A lot of people aren’t so fortunate and I thank God everyday that I was pulled up from that hell. Alcoholism is no fucking joke,

  • @simpatico4004
    @simpatico4004 Жыл бұрын

    I’ve been sober for a little bit over a year now. I’d like to say that I stopped on my own volition, but it would be a lie. Not only was I having seizures around that period of time, but I caught 3 DUIs in 3 months. I hadn’t even resolved any dui in court by the third. Ive lost pretty much everything, and I took for granted. But i remember having this thought in jail: if you catch 3 DUIs in 3 months, you’re either terribly unlucky or you have a problem with alcohol. Im glad I never killed anyone, but I’m also at a place where I can’t delude myself into thinking I don’t have a problem with alcohol. It’s made it so much easier to not even consider it as an option to deal with life. It’s almost a relief knowing I don’t have that weight on my shoulders. That being said, it’s better to stop before you fall victim to the law or health problems. You also don’t want to lose family and friends over this. There’s only so much people can take. Use other people’s testimonies as a cautionary tale.

  • @workingclassperson2124
    @workingclassperson212410 ай бұрын

    STEVE-O. Real talk.

  • @Postaldude__
    @Postaldude__6 ай бұрын

    It’s been a day since my withdrawal symptoms have pretty much faded, and I’m honestly really looking forward to the future. I’m not craving drinks at all, even walked past the liquor store and the beer aisle at my local grocery store and really thought nothing of it. And my life is still pretty much intact because I was a functional alcoholic, so really everything can only get better from here. I wish everyone else currently recovering well

  • @ADMBPR
    @ADMBPR3 ай бұрын

    Im now 25 days sober. I'm 34 and haven't been this way since I was about 15 years old. My brain is damaged from all the drinking I did for nearly 20 years. I'm optimistic, and I know this isn't an easy path. But I knew I couldn't keep doing this to myself anymore. Godspeed to all of us!

  • @jvharbin8337
    @jvharbin8337 Жыл бұрын

    Steve-O is an inspiration to me.

  • @ericlewis9472
    @ericlewis947215 күн бұрын

    I can relate with this entirely

  • @myway420_
    @myway420_9 ай бұрын

    ☮️💚

  • @Cjillin619
    @Cjillin619 Жыл бұрын

    Nice Bro. ❤️

  • @Fatelovesirony960
    @Fatelovesirony9607 ай бұрын

    I wasnt an alcoholic in the daily sense but ive had my share, well i decided to just go a year without it and i have. I didnt drink prior to last December for like 5-6 months. But im almost officially 1 year sober and almost 3 years of no cigarettes. I never really forced myself, it was kinda weird how i stopped drinking, I just decided to challenge myself, how long could i go just for the fun of it. As time went on anytime i thought maybe ill have one, i thought did i really need it? I already felt good as it is, what does beer really do except impair? I set the goal posts longer everytime for the fun of it.

  • @tylerkeller7287
    @tylerkeller72878 ай бұрын

    Thank you❤ I'm going to rehab tomorrow.

  • @user-jf9jz5lz2n
    @user-jf9jz5lz2n3 ай бұрын

    Sober 2 years alcohol is the demon to me very hard to get off lost a 100k a year job but now have me own.

  • @TrumanNstuff
    @TrumanNstuffАй бұрын

    I was on a Bad binge. 40oz’s everyday for weeks. And I never knew how powerful it is until I stopped and I was shaking. It scared the hell out of me man. Went into detox and now I’m getting into a treatment Center. Got out of detox today and it’s definitely been a battle for me all day, especially when your just hanging out alone.

  • @codyminecrack248
    @codyminecrack2482 ай бұрын

    Goodshit.

  • @paulcordova1531
    @paulcordova1531 Жыл бұрын

    Love Steve-0 wish I had a friend like him. Live long jackass forevet

  • @njongomato
    @njongomato3 ай бұрын

    I'm part of the group that has had it for so long that I have gradually let my life and opportunities slip through my fingers. I am approaching 35 years soon and have absolutely nothing to show for it. Tried quitting a few weeks ago and I'm right back in it again. I hate that I chose it over the more sensible decisions in my life. I need to stop - I cannot carry on like this!

  • @thedangler1371
    @thedangler137111 ай бұрын

    I love how Steve shuts down the over asked question about depression and gives the most meaningful advice that a psychologist could never understand!

  • @stevenaitcheson6938
    @stevenaitcheson6938 Жыл бұрын

    People pleasing is such a hard trait to break. It is connected alcoholism.

  • @just_icethereal
    @just_icethereal7 ай бұрын

    I like and agree with what he said at the end about how it can be a blessing to go hard and get it out of the way then play fake moderation and constantly be 1 step forward 2 steps back with alcohol long term. I finally have 18 days! This is my longest stretch in a couple years. Not missing alcohol!

  • @gamegeekx
    @gamegeekx Жыл бұрын

    I still feel bad for all the cast and actors of "Jackss" today. I remember watching a video on KZread A LONG TIME AGO! WAY LONG AGO. About 8 to 10 years? Where one of the Jackass actors drank way too much that one night and died. He crashed into a tree and full speed. RIP. Found his name. RIP, Ryan Dunn.

  • @user-cc6gu5ct7j
    @user-cc6gu5ct7j11 ай бұрын

    Very cool 🕶️

  • @crazycary17
    @crazycary172 ай бұрын

    I'm sober from heroin , benzos and cough medicine for 7 years now and as a lifelong fan of Steve-O it's been great to see what a wonderful success story he's been , I love his podcast!

  • @alyosha1974
    @alyosha1974 Жыл бұрын

    Steve-O looks really good. Glad he is where he is and doing what he is doing. Positive change agent.

  • @clovrmay3104
    @clovrmay3104 Жыл бұрын

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @frankherrewijn2508
    @frankherrewijn250810 ай бұрын

    All the cursing in this honest and touching interview cracked me up, and the bleeping only made it more noticable

  • @joshuaguting7952
    @joshuaguting79523 ай бұрын

    Upon watching this video, I was immediately greeted with an advertisement for whiskey. KZread can be callous sometimes.

  • @aprilstrong1254
    @aprilstrong1254 Жыл бұрын

    The movie doesn’t end when the man gets sober, that’s where it begins

  • @mambah_mango1211
    @mambah_mango1211 Жыл бұрын

    I stop drinking last year... August to December... but New Years a got turnt... haven't stop drinking since... it's rough

  • @gwincondon

    @gwincondon

    Жыл бұрын

    Congratulations on that four months! Think of it as an intro to your full recovery. You can do it again for sure, maybe next time for good!

  • @jimbarrett4960
    @jimbarrett4960Ай бұрын

    Steve-o is the man! I am currently at rock bottom in my life, but by god if Steve-o of all people got sober I can get sober!

  • @chelsea9493
    @chelsea94934 ай бұрын

    My brother passed at 32 from alcohol and suicide. Since my brother has passed my drinking has become a problem. Im 33 now going on 34. I am not one to ask for help , our father has been sober for 20 years now and he is one of my biggest role models when it comes to being sober and my brother has also been a role model for me not for his alcoholism but because he was a good human being and taught me skateboarding and being tough in this world because we never had a present mother. He lived with my dad all his life and I was with our mother who never wanted us, she never said it but kids arent stupid

  • @lonewolf1843
    @lonewolf184310 ай бұрын

    "We will not regret the past, nor wish to shut the door on it."

  • @EvanEvans9
    @EvanEvans98 ай бұрын

    Im scared to stop drinking because im honestly not sure I have anything else to look forward to. My week at work is so stressful and overwhelming that I can't wait to gave a few hours to myself without any worries. But then i feel horrendous for the weekend and all of my motivation is zapped.

  • @Kat-pe3gq
    @Kat-pe3gq Жыл бұрын

    Ohh I never thought of these things this way. I’m at the worst type of alcoholism. Everting thinks I’m a normal person, and I know but I can’t stop it

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