😊 people---we all----go through so many stages. We often explore one facet at time. I'm here to say, no problem! We learn sooner or later! What you describe may be an essential step for one person, nonessential for another. No matter what we do, we're always on our path. No way to get off it! And every step is perfect to take us where we really want to go, even if it doesn't look like it.