You have such a calming voice omg

@davedooart1584

5 жыл бұрын

Shelby Rayne Music its so fake

@lotsofteabutnonetodrink5843

5 жыл бұрын

yoyo yo yeah so is he! it's all cgi

@lemonboy4035

4 жыл бұрын

@@davedooart1584 so are you so stfu and leave him alone

"We'll just call her.. we'll call her Petunia!" 😂😂

@kirsten_christine

7 жыл бұрын

Brandon Mr.Unattainable Sloan Anyone thinking Harry Potter the second he said that? 😂 I sure did!

@melaniekelso6609

7 жыл бұрын

Kirsten CA I did

@filipedomingues787

7 жыл бұрын

Kirsten CA That's exactly what I thought, obviously.

@sandrajuarez3914

6 жыл бұрын

Brandon Mr.Unattainable Sloan 😂

stop whispering, your voice is deep enough, you dont need to try to make it sound deeper.

@KaiBellarose

7 жыл бұрын

Apple Son he's probably whispering cause it's awkward since he has 5 roommates and he's telling a story about one

@RyanJacobsFlores

7 жыл бұрын

You're correct, they were in the other room lol

@Rabidanti

7 жыл бұрын

Ryan Jacobs Flores They ll see it anyways since you posted this for the whole internet lool

@appleson326

7 жыл бұрын

+Kai Mills but he's a youtuber so it shouldn't be awkward. And I meant in all videos, not just this one.

@nerdygameinggurl

7 жыл бұрын

Carlos Alberto its not about if they know its about he not want to disturb his mates. At least thats what i guess would be more legit.

don't put pressure on yourself to tell her anything. if it's not relevant to the conversation and you are conflicted about it, then you don't need to tell her. just be yourself and see how things go 😊

@woopwoop8897

7 жыл бұрын

You're way late lol

@KaiBellarose

7 жыл бұрын

oh did he already tell her?? haha

your voice is so soothing haha

@DamielouShavelle

7 жыл бұрын

i agree :)

Hi Ryan! This is Daisy & Mikey's grandma. I just want to let you know that I am truly happy that you have found your happiness. You have become quite a handsome young man and intelligent as well. Take care of yourself and may you blessed with all that your heart desires.

@RyanJacobsFlores

7 жыл бұрын

This means a lot to me, thank you!

plot twist, she's trans too

i spent like 2 min trying to read the top of his hat

@zachthinks4737

7 жыл бұрын

Irma Campos don't worry it's only temporary!

@dandelion7313

7 жыл бұрын

Zach Jones oh haha, thanks i see it now~

@angied8009

7 жыл бұрын

Irma Campos actually says all of this is temporary. Lo

@zachthinks4737

7 жыл бұрын

Angie D don't you know a joke when you see one???? I know what it says.

@angied8009

7 жыл бұрын

Zach Jones apparently not.

Lol this is literally my story my junior year. Lol

@88mike42

6 жыл бұрын

Lol you poor confused little thing. Lol

I would do the same. It must feel very nice to be treated like the guy you are!! I'm sure people will accept you as a trans but I think you're right, they will look at you differently. There a girl I know and I heard the is trans. I wished they didnt tell me. I went to her instagram and stared at her picture thinking; I cant believe she used to be a boy. You know what I mean? She was 100% female to me but now that I KNOW I cant help myself thinking that she wasn't born this way. I also mind the Things I say, like I asked her about Caitlyn Jenner when she just came out, but then I thought "hmmm maybe this is too delicate to ask" but I asked all of my other girlfriends and I want to treat her just the same. But I cant anymore... So me not knowing would have been better. I hope it will change soon. I know it will it just takes time I guess. What im saying is, you are a 100% guy to me, and by saying you're trans people will see you as a trans instead of a (good looking!!) guy. And I'm guessing you just wanna feel like a normal guy, without explanations. You took your chance to be treated equally and that's a good decision, no shame in that. You did the right thing and if there ever will be a right moment you can tell her. I'm proud!!!! And you're gorgeous.

@casss.298

6 жыл бұрын

question: dont u think u are overthinking it? like now u know this girl u know is trans, you know she is different, because she is, right? However, maybe knowing may help you to just adjust the things you may wanna say or share that cis girls like us wont take offence than maybe she would/could? ( i mean the whole period talk and stuff like that) what i mean is maybe it is a good thing that you know?

Loved this video man! I totally feel you in the whole being stealth, but wanting to talk about it, but that not being the only thing about us. Especially how you said people see you differently when they find out you're trans like that's insanely true!

I say go stealth. What's the problem with her thinking you're cis? And even if she does find out, why would she be angry? It's a personal part of your own life and therefore you're not under obligation to tell her. And since it would not effect her life in any way whether you're trans or cis, I don't think she'd be pissed if she found out.

@BigLyfe09

6 жыл бұрын

Anything AFTER a few dates means that has to be disclosed. It’s not fair to the other person!!!! I don’t judge trans people, but I would be upset if I was dating someone sexually and they waited for intimacy to tell me. The fact that the other person may not want to date a trans person has to be respected too!!!!!

such a soothing voice omg

To be honest she has the right to know you're transgender if she's your girlfriend. She shouldn't judge sure but she should know

@RyanJacobsFlores

7 жыл бұрын

You've misunderstood. Roommate, not girlfriend.

@GrimFemme

7 жыл бұрын

Nah. He doesn't need to tell anyone if he doesn't want to. There is no "right" to know these things, or any entitlement at all. Trans people don't owe anyone anything...

@lezevil4128

7 жыл бұрын

Ryan Jacobs Flores Oh sorry thought you meant girlfriend dunno why. And yh your room mate doesn't have to know, your right about that.

@lezevil4128

7 жыл бұрын

Sofia If I had a transgender girlfriend & she didn't tell me. It would annoy me. Sure a room mate doesn't have to know but when your in a relationship big things like that's should be shared with each other!

@GrimFemme

7 жыл бұрын

LEZevil Bruh They aren't in a relationship. Problem solved.

It's amazing to see how you changed since high school, it feels like not to long ago when I watched you on rebel news and now I'm watching you on youtube. Truly inspiring 💞.

@RyanJacobsFlores

7 жыл бұрын

You're probably the best looking man I've ever seen omg

I am new to your channel and am enjoying your perspectives. My Godson is FtM, so your wisdom helps me to understand him. I am cisfemale & a femme lesbian. I came out in the olden days, circa 1970s, and oddly, being a feminine lez in San Francisco was not acceptable. Not only that, but I was told by my own LGBT community I was mistaken thinking I was gay (!!). I would be asked to leave from lesbian events, that's how bad it was. What I disliked most was being ignored by lesbians, who had no idea I was one of them. Especially when I wanted to flirt with them. I have gaydar, and I can pick up on other people's sexual orientation easily. I don't know why they didn't do the same. There was the mistaken perception by my lesbian sisters that I would drop everything to run off with a man, the first chance I got, and it was foolhardy for anyone to date me. Also, I was disliked because they told me I was "trying" to pass as straight. For the record, I made attempts to dress & look more masculine, but it was extremely uncomfortable, and it felt like I was in drag. Not only that, I don't even like the tailored look on myself. I am an uber frilly & colorful woman. I keep up with the fashion trends; I love makeup, shoe, & clothing shopping. I have styled hair and love going to spa salons. Nowadays this is more acceptable among my peers. The Los Angeles based cable show The L Word educated people to see that feminine lesbians were not unusual. San Franciscan lesbians are still very masculine. I'd moved to Arizona in 1989, and am not around San Fran. Thank you, Ryan, for sharing your story, because it helps many.

Biggest shout outs to you Ryan, you've gained a subscriber all the way from New Zealand. You're so brave, courageous and are setting such a great example for many people. I respect that immensely!

He's finnnneee asf!

@atable2505

7 жыл бұрын

ONLY TONI You're like 12..

@ToniTheDoll

7 жыл бұрын

+K. C. sorry bud your a tad bit off I'm 16 lol

@MegaBoricuakid

7 жыл бұрын

ONLY TONI same shitt

@ToniTheDoll

7 жыл бұрын

+David ohmy ayeee litty

I go to a small college and am currently living stealth as well. It is very scary. Glad we're in this together. Thanks for sharing!

I don't think you need to tell anyone, you are a guy and not having a penis is not a big deal, you'll always be a guy anyway, it's not like you have something wrong with your body

@kevintyras2158

7 жыл бұрын

Julia Molina that's crazy

@haleytalks6284

7 жыл бұрын

Julia Molina Are you serious?

@user-rr9tr6wy2z

7 жыл бұрын

Haley Talks yes, what's wrong with what I said?

@Dgghjut

7 жыл бұрын

Julia Molina well u cant do that. thats call selfish

@user-rr9tr6wy2z

7 жыл бұрын

ladyk Minho so it's selfish not to tell someone you're trans? I don't get it

Who thinks of Petunia as a name, though? lmao

@savannahherrera8280

4 жыл бұрын

He is still genetically a woman and petunias are a flower for all you know there might have been a petunia sitting right in front of him or petunias outside the window or possibly his favorite flower the first feminine thought/name that came to his mind

Your voice is sooo soothing! I love it

@jennymiles6648

7 жыл бұрын

you have the most perfect voice for ASMR if you ever wanted to try it out

you are so cute ryan :)

I seriously love listening to you talk and watching your videos. I do hate hearing people go through hardships, but I truly think it helps with development. I can't wait to watch your next video! :)

I really appreciate the message you sent in this video about coming out when you want to.

you're awesome man. i'm glad you pursued your dreams

I get guys and girls sharing apartments at uni but isn't it a bit odd to share a room? Does that happen often where you live?

@RyanJacobsFlores

7 жыл бұрын

The floor I live on is Co-ed

@mccbutterfly

7 жыл бұрын

When you live in an apartment on campus you can live with whoever you want. In the dormitory system that you cannot live with whoever you want

@abe8724

7 жыл бұрын

Actually, I live in a college dorm room and with a female. Some colleges allow co-ed dorming. And more and more are following the trend.

@vanessalizette

7 жыл бұрын

I lived on (dorms) campus my freshmen year and I had co-ed

@animalsaregodsgift4262

6 жыл бұрын

Do You live in the uk

it's so amazing that you inspired so many people in this world. keep up the good work, and JUST BE YOU 😍🤗😁

you are truly inspiring! I remember seeing you in highschool, so confident. I remember envying you for your courage to be who you are. I wasn't out then but you, malorie and everyone helped me so much. now its my senior year, I've been out for two years, and I want to thank you for me and many others to be ourselves.

I'm extremely happy that I found this channel. It so far has be really inspirational and warm. I appreciate people who are strong enough and confident enough to share the most vulnerable parts of themselves in hopes to help others that are going through the same thing or similar experiences. I'm 19 right now and for the longest time I never knew what I was, only that I fell somewhere in the LGBT+ community between Bisexual and Transgender. You know and it sucks because I never knew what to say to people. I am attracted to both sexes, but I was born a gender that I wish I wasn't, yet at the same time I am not to sure about the change being something that I want. People would think I was a girl and others would think I was a guy, and at some point people stop trying to figure me out and in a way I kind of liked it. So, ultimately I decided I was Genderfluid. I can be myself in a way but also have that excitement of being someone else. I always tell people I hate having limits, but deep down I still have this feeling where I just should just commit and be one, y'know? That's why your videos and videos like these really help me out and give me perspective on what to expect and if I really want this. i have a few trans friends that have either begun the transition or is already well through it. It's tough to explain to family and other people you know or meet but all in all they seem happy with who they really are. I guess I am curious on the matter of being transgender is because I want to know if it will help me reach that same level of happiness and confidence. Anyways, you got my love and support! Definitely had to subscribe and I wish you the best with this roommate. It isn't any of her business, but if you two do become close my best bet is to tell her. It would make things a lot easier then, and if you want to be discreet just let her know and if she truly is cool she'll understand. What's your thoughts on sex change? (or anyones really) Have a nice day :D

I love you. My cousin Jake saw your vids and said you gave him the courage to come out.✌

So, now it's November. Is there an update with the same roommate?

I wonder if boys with vaginas have their period bc idk🤔 I still support u cuz I'm bisexual and I'm not ready to come out some ppl. But almost everyone knows but some ppl don't.

@yoanaarellano2386

7 жыл бұрын

Their menstrual cycle stops when they get on T

@ThatDamnBlonde

7 жыл бұрын

Queen Krystal periods are caused by hormones so i think he wouldnt have one anymore bc his hormone levels are probably at the same level as a cis dude. Im not very educated on the topic but with my knowledge of the human body i would think him being so far into transitioning he wouldnt have it anymore

Great story time man! Kinda sounds like something I was going through until someone went and told my business. Anyways loved the video, you have a wonderful day!

Ryan thank you so much for having your channel!! I just found your channel and I am so happy and proud of you (even tho i don't know you) Please never stop being yourself and keep up the wonderful channel

I would have never figure out that you are transgender lol cute af !

I think you're an amazing guy

Omg I just watched your video about you discussing your first month on T and I'm went to this and I'm so amazing how much have changed in you 😱 I can't wait for my boyfriend to start T and see him happy ❤️

Your voice is so calm ☺️❤️ feels good to hear, I can hear you talk forever ♥️

You inspire so many people out there, I just had to subscribe to you.

I am new to your channel. I think you are wonderful and courageous for living your truth. Talking about this topic on your channel has the potential to help so many others who are going through the things you discuss: transitioning, coming out to new people, etc.

You make me want to hug you, Idk why. You're so strong and lovely ❤️

you are strong and soo positive i like that,i love you so much

I love how you put Sunset Lover in your videos, It's my favorite song!

I've been stealth (MtF) for the whole of my first year of Medical School. You're not obligated to tell anyone - especially anything this personal. Your choice completely.

I want his eyelashes omg

didn't feel it kinda good to be seen as a guy since that was part of the goal? :D

just found your channel and I already love it 😩❤

I am ridiculously jealous of your voice. It has dropped so much, and I'm happy for you, but I really wish that I could be on t

Thanks for sharing your story! Good luck at school!

I started a new school two weeks ago and I wanted to come out ofter one or two days but it just didn't happen so now I'm stealth and it makes me really nervous cause I'm very feminine and don't really pass I'm so scared they might find out (I'm ftm and I'm 15 and the other kids in my class are all younger than me and I think they're too young and too dumb to understand what being trans really is)

@none4530

7 жыл бұрын

At least people call you he/him pronouns and see you as male!

Stay strong! 💛 do it whenever you are ready and when your heart tells you. People will love you for you! You have an amazing personality

3 mins in and I'm subbing, nice job bud

you are so amazing. like seriously you inspire me so much to love myself and not be afraid to be who i truly am. btw you are so handsome omg!!!!

Im new to your channel and i absolutly Love your voice sooo much ❤️ its calmin me down when im watchin your videos.

Hes actually really cute💕

You're inspiring, this is the second video I watched and your content is very chill.

I just found your channel and I adore they way you express your thoughts.

had to subscribe! I think it is awesome that you are doing this for yourself. 😊❤

Yesss 🙌 you're not alone. I've been stealth since I came out, which was 3 years ago and I'm over 1 year on T now. The only people who know are my parents or people who need to see my birth certificate and stuff, but I don't plan on ever coming out really, unless it's absolutely necessary. Just do you.

My sisters cat is named petunia

I really idmire you! So happy to se your story, to see that you come on with your preferenses in life, something that is making you happy, sooooo happy for you!!!!! Keep going, dont let anyone ruins your dreams, kisses from a mexican admire of you!

Yeezus oke I'm so overwhelmed right now. First of all, you got me as a new subscriber!!! I looove how open you talk about every fucking thing! Because of you I will look way more positive to every transgender I meet I think. I already supported lgbt's, but I don't know... You really opened my eyes in some way. Sounds heavy, but your channel means sooo much to the world right now. I'm sure of that. I wish you the best!!

Wow.....just imagining how it must be a burden to be cautious about yourself and who you are. Nobody should go through that. Everyone has the right to be themselves and to keep personal things private w/o the fear of being judged or looked differently. This is the 1st video I've watched of a woman-man transition and I find it really inspiring. "Live life to the fullest" #StayBlessed :)

I just found your channel a couple hours ago.. and man.. I am SO binging rn. 😍

irrelevant but your voice is sooo relaxing :)

i totally agree with you and basically you are a guy and what does it matter that you once lived in a different body

@sonjajost2570

7 жыл бұрын

and other than that it's none of anyones business

@sonjajost2570

7 жыл бұрын

*****​ it is about the way he feels and not about his DNS

I ❤️your openness!

you look great as ever and I'm very proud of your determination to be yourself. bless you and have a wonderful day🙌

true that!!! you are not obligated to tell everyone about your situation. just live life so long as you're happy and you don't hurt anyone. 😀

Originally watched this video bc I thought you were cute. That was such a surprise. Thank you for sharing this it was very informative. You're still cute ! Good luck with your roomie ❣️

such a soothing voice

@Ryan Jacobs Flores I'm not sure how I came upon your video, but it is totally the virtual hug I needed. Consider me your newest subscriber

I love your eyebrows!!!! They are perfect!!

Your story and aspects on other people's opinion is great 😊👌🏽

You do you and you do it well!! Keep the positive vibes going. I support you #bekind ❤😁

Im happu for you. You earned a new subscriber :)

@nakori3814

7 жыл бұрын

i saw ur picture and name and my heart screamed fangirl

@nakori3814

7 жыл бұрын

💓💓💓💓💓💓

when he us talking about coming out and he sounds like hes talking about a turtle

You have such an awesome personality!

I love how tou talk lol your accent is really woamdoajd 😍

I love your vids like I am a new subscriber and I am just happy for you that you had that mind set and determination to do all that..now your happy happy as can be!! but I have a question! what is the name of the song at the end of the video?

I don't want this to come off as offense or rude by asking. I'm just genuinely curious about it. When you start testosterone, does it eventually cause you to stop having a monthly cycle? Or will that continue until you have a hysterectomy?

@closinginonclosure

7 жыл бұрын

+unterstrich Interesting. How long does it take? Months? Years?

@closinginonclosure

7 жыл бұрын

+unterstrich Right on. Thanks for the info!

@lanternk1ng650

7 жыл бұрын

continuing on what unterstrich said, it's dependant on the dosage and the person. A very rough average is 6 months, but it can just as easily be more, less.

@signestsure3702

7 жыл бұрын

closinginonclosure to add on, some people stop THE EXACT month they start t, and some people have it two years after t. it honestly depends, there's no guarantee it will stop super soon after t.

@DwyaneWadeCounty

7 жыл бұрын

Why would it be offensive or rude?

I wish I could give you a hug... you are inspiring.

You are such an inspiration to me 💕

Ok random question and I hope it's not offensive. What happens monthly when you have your cycle?? Only because your in a house full of women and in college, sharing a bathroom. As you were saying how you change in the bathroom, I was like 🤔😮 oh yeah! If it's none of my business, I apologize. Just curious

@RyanJacobsFlores

7 жыл бұрын

My monthly cycle stopped months ago, testosterone stops it.

@Brooklyn6cali

7 жыл бұрын

That totally makes sense! I just found your story last night and I am so very happy for you! Thanks for the reply and good luck to you.

I wish you the best. Live your TRUTH. Be happy. PEACE AND BLESSINGS.

good video. go you, you sound happy. happy for you!

😍 your voice is so soothing

How do you edit vids and what not? I'm going to start a KZread Channel to begin my journey into manhood. I get my first T Shot next Tuesday. But, what kind of camera you use? etc. Thanks!

I recently began following you in order to help me be a better support person for my ftm son.

Where can I get the products you use, k remember watching one of your videos on the bttm on the video it has a list of where to get them, not anymore

Wow you have come such a long time. I cannot believe it has been 1 year already.

"Petunia !!!!" 🤣😂😂😂

You are amazing!

love your voice!

Thanks for sharing! If i were your roommate and you felt you needed to come out I would be like “we r not having this convo because it doesn’t matter. Dude, check out my new computer!” I love your vids and just started following on twit! Stay safe my friend!

you're such a cool person, with such a dope heart!

your voice sounds amazing!

Yeah his voice is so nice to listen to

@paccajew1005

7 жыл бұрын

Cara Stamets her*

@carastamets4372

7 жыл бұрын

Richtofen Modz I feel like... he definitely prefers male pronouns. He even said it in a video

@paccajew1005

7 жыл бұрын

Cara Stamets I don't care what the disappointment says in the video every person with a working brain knows you can't hide from your real gender