My goodness, you really tried everything humanly possible to help him. The amount of love you have for him is abundantly clear. I'm so sorry for all the hard days and for losing sweet Yoshi. Thank you for sharing with us.

My horse is a rescue horse. I adopted him 7 months ago and I’m 68. I waited my entire life to have a horse of my own. He will be with me until the end. I’ve had to say goodbye to a lot of pets over my 68 years and they all were hard. Saying goodbye to this boy will probably do me in but I love him and he will be taken care of no matter what and he will be with me until the end. ❤️❤️❤️

I’m so sorry for your loss. I work at an animal shelter and it’s never easy. Thank you so much for taking such good care of Yoshi and giving him a wonderful rest of his life post auction. I’m sure he was very grateful. Thank you for also making this video for educational purposes. I don’t have a horse currently but I helped train feral mustangs with my grandfather when I was a kid and I desperately wish I could be at a point where I can do that again. Your channel has been a great source of information for both riding and horse care in general and you are so appreciated! Thank you for all that you do ❤

@EquineHelper

5 ай бұрын

Thank you so much and I’m happy that my content has helped you ❤️

@ThereIsARatInYourTea

5 ай бұрын

@@EquineHelper you’re welcome!!!

@alexjimenez81

Ай бұрын

​@EquineHelper he looks so healthy!! He's so cute

I’m so sorry for your loss. He is over the rainbow bridge watching over you and waiting for the day he can be reunited with all of you. He knew you loved him and did everything you could to help him. He was a happy pony with you. *hugs*

@EquineHelper

5 ай бұрын

Thank you, this comment means a lot ❤️

Yes, you honored him. He told you, and you listened. So sorry for your loss.

I've had horses since I was 8 years old. I'm now almost 65. It never gets any easier. I now have to put my 27 year old mare. God gives us the strength to get through these things. God bless you and God bless us all!

As a former vet tech and one who has been involved in euthanasia many times i understand how hard it is , you absolutely did the right thing and your love and high level of respect and care you gave to Yoshi until the end is so wonderful to see , my thoughts and prayers are with you as you continue to process this difficult time 💙

@chrismayer3919

3 ай бұрын

Euthanasia procedures can be hundreds or even THOUSANDS of dollars; you can tell your pet meant something to everyone… when the Vet offers to do the procedure for free. 😭

I am moved to tears for you. As a veterinarian I have helped and been with many through this process. It doesn’t get easy…it is still the hardest thing to have to go through. Yoshi was a very special horse and was so lucky and blessed to have found your farm to make his home. Rest assured that you made the right decision. Progressive neurological symptoms without a fever is never good. My heart aches for you.

I went through that with my white Bull Terrier who had cancer. When he started vomiting that was more than enough for me. He was 15 yrs and the last act of kindness is the best we can do for them. Bless your compassionate heart.❤

Sorry for your loss. My horse just died on Friday, so I know your pain. Just stay strong.

@denisewineberg3371

5 ай бұрын

I'm sorry for your loss ❤

@adriancaldwell5498

5 ай бұрын

Thank you💙

Thank you for sharing, I know it was hard. As a retired licensed veterinarian technician, I always tell people it is the hardest thing we will ever do, but the kindest thing we can do for them if they are in pain and suffering...😢❤

The last act of kindness is the hardest of all. I’m so sorry for your loss. 💔❤️‍🩹😞

Carmella, I’m so sorry to hear about Yoshi’s passing. I’m glad that his final home was with you guys. Your farm is a beautiful sanctuary for all that live there.

All of us who love horses vicariously through you (and dogs, cats...) feel your pain. GRIEF is a monster, but you'll prevail and be a better person for it. Sending prayers...

Feeling your pain. Its been 2 years since losing our mare. Hugs to your family ❤

I am so very sorry for your loss, Camilla. I share your grief as do many horse and animal caregivers who have gone through this. We all appreciate your generosity to bring us into your world to share the good and the not-so-good times. Much love ♥❤💔

That was a beautiful tribute to Yoshi. I am so sorry for your loss 📉 😢 💔 😞

I am so glad you were able to recognize when he was telling you he was done. I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for telling us about his medical journey. It helps us say goodbye, too. Rest in peace little one. ❤

Carmella, this was such a heartfelt video and I am so sorry for your loss. What a lucky little pony Yoshi was to have had you for his mom and experience all the love you gave him. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

So sad. I'm sorry for your loss. I do not look forward to having to make this decision with my horse one day, but I would do the exact same thing as you. My horse and dog are my part of my family and I would do anything for them including not allowing them to suffer needlessly. You gave Yoshi the best life. ❤ RIP Yoshi run free.

I want to cry 😢 we love yoshi

Yoshi was both a blessing and fully blessed for the final 18 months of his life. I am so sorry for your loss, but I am delighted to hear of all you gained. That was a wonderful tribute. Thank you for sharing!

Better a week too early than a moment too late. Thank you for sharing - I can only imagine how difficult this was to film. Well done to you for fighting for him ❤️

@cattymajiv

5 ай бұрын

Absolutely right! On 2 different occasions I waited too long, and I will NEVER forgive myself! Everybody should be taught about this in school! And the "better 1 week too soon than 1 minute too late" is an absolutely dead certain fact! The last time I did better, but maybe still too slow. The problem is getting the animal and vet together. On a Wed you need to decide if Friday it will be done, or you will have to wait until next Wed! I wish I could give the needles myself. The vets that will do in-office or at-home euthanasia are usually extremely kind, but they are human, and they need days off too. We all need to consider that when we are evaluating if today is the day. Because you can almost never choose the day that YOU want, or that you think your pet will need. Not unless you are willing to drop them off at an SPCA, without being able to be with them, and knowing they will sit in a cage in a strange, scary, lonely place, for as long as 2 days, before possibly being gassed in a mass killing, or at least being given a needle by a stranger with no love, who is in a hurry, with 50 other cats to do. A little bit too soon, but with love, and at home, is so, So, SO MUCH better than waiting until they are really suffering and every moment is pain for them. Every pet and animal owner needs to know about this! Thank you so much for saying it! ❤❤❤

Yoshi is not in pain anymore and he is probably looking down at you and telling you thank you and you tried everything you could. It's not your fault if he wasn't getting better. I think that Yoshi was trying to communicate you that he was ready to go his own manner. Rest in peace Yoshi and you will be in our heart forever! ❤

I’ve been through this, it’s so hard. Your sadness is a testament to how much he was loved. His year with you was likely the best part of his life. God bless you. Sending hugs.

Yoshi had the best life with you. You did what was right and was was the best for him we will miss him so much❤Fly high Yoshi🕊️🐴❤

Thank you for having the courage to share Yoshi's story so that others will take on an animal that's needs mercy and grace. Once when I was having to make the decision to put down my Yorkie, I was crying and holding him as we drove to follow through with the decision. I know that animals live longer in our care than in the wild. We feed and water them, take them to the vet --- if they are diseased or older. Out in nature, they wouldn't be able to keep up with the pack, or the herd in Yoshi's case. I prayed, "Oh, Lord God, our Creator! Why does death have to hurt so bad as we are both grateful for their life, but know we will miss them?" He answered me, "By experiencing the death of a loved one, you can value the price that was paid with the life of My Son. He was born to die for you. He is coming again because you chose to have life, and that more abundantly, in Him as Saviour and Lord. I hope this helps comfort you as a Daughter of the Most High. Every life has a purpose, and you have a special call and anointing as you care for our Lord and Savior's "creatures." The Great Commission says so. Mark 16:15 Sending love and prayers your way ❤

I feel sorry for your lost losing a pet or a horse is never easy.

I’m sorry for your loss; I’ve had to say farewelll to my beloved pets as well. Run free in Heaven, little pony. 😢🕊️

Anguish is the price we pay for love, yet even through the pain we know it's worth it.

Your voice says it all. The love and bond you and Yoshi shared is very special. People who really care for an animal or animals understand that unconditional love and bond. Yoshi knew you cared to the end. You stayed by his side . You're amazing.

I am so sorry for your loss. "The essential joy of being with horses is that it brings us in contact with the rare elements of grace, beauty, spirit and freedom." - Sharon Ralls Lemon ❤❤❤

Your love for Yoshi gave you the instinct to understand his needs, including letting him go on in peace. Bless you for the loving care you give to the animals entrusted to you. Prayers for strength as you continue on the path of grief. Yoshi knew so much love with you and he carries it with him.

It's a hard thing to do but you just know when it's the right time and the right decision. I wish every animal owner would live up to your standards of patience, care, and kindness.

I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m 13 years old, and I had a pet bird. I got her when I was in first grade I think?! She was the sweetest thing, she only loved me; haha, she hated my dad. It’s just, I never knew an animal could be so pure and so sweet. I remember I’d rush off the school bus to go see her, and she’d start squawking when I got off because she learned the time I’d get off school! She was very smart. Unfortunately, I lost her almost a year ago. It was the hardest loss for me, because you know how as a child everyone kinda had that support thingy? Wether it be a blanket, stuffed animal.. for me it was her. I totally freaked out, I don’t think I cried as hard as I did in my entire life. Yes, she was just an animal, but she was my support since first grade; when she passed she took a part of my heart with her. What happened was her organs were to big for her body, and we took her to the vet to do an X-ray but she died durning Anastasia. I know how it feels. It doesn’t matter if your loved one is as big as an elephant, small as an ant.. you’ve built a connection with that animal, we’re supposed to take care of them. Now, nobody will ever know how you feel because of your connection with Yoshi, because it was yours! And no one will understand the connection I had with my sweet baby bird buttercup. It’s hard, but that’s something I like to treasure, to so many people she’s just another bird, there are millions of them, but she was MY bird to me. No one will never know how hard this loss is for you, but that’s kind of a beautiful thing. I don’t know what kind of connection you’ve had, but from this video and how sad you are I can see, clear as day their was a special bond. Thank you for taking care of another beautiful life, some are nice and long and others seem to short.. but you did it, you gave yoshi the best life and I like to think that about my bird buttercup. ❤❤❤ One more thing before I hit send, I also appreciate you making this video. I’ve been riding for about 3 years, I ride western and I have been learning how to barrel race. When I lost buttercup, I said “can we get a horse?….” Now, I winded up with the sweetest baby (bird) boy, he’s brought me more happiness than I’ll ever know. He even has his own little channel with about 100 subscribers, (whenyouhaveabird). Anyhow, I want to own a horse one day; we are looking into leasing now but I have high respect for anything about horse care. This is a sad topic, but I appreciate it so much because I know yoshi must be hard to talk about; I truly hear it in your voice. By this point, I still couldn’t talk about buttercup, but here you are with this video. It’s very heartwarming and educational, me and all the horse people appreciate your bravery in making this!❤❤ I have huge respect for this channel, It helps so many, (hopefully) future horse owners like me, and those who already own. Well whoever reads this, and makes it all the way through thank you.

I am so sorry for your loss. Yoshi was such a wonderful part of the chanel and will be missed 😢

I am really sorry for losing him and I literally feel like crying 😭😭😭

@patticovert4838

5 ай бұрын

Sending hugs - so sorry for your loss. He's running free now. Just a thought away, until you see him again. ❤

I am so sorry for this horrible loss! Yoshi was such a special boy. You gave him a loving home and all the love and care he could ask for. Sending hugs

You did what was best for him. I had to put down my best friend, a qh gelding named Sonny and know how hard it is to lose a horse. So glad you gave him the best 18 months of his life

Awww, I'm so sorry for your loss. 😢We all loved Yoshi and will never forget his sweet heart! Rest in peace little guy❤

You gave sweet little Yoshi so much love and he gave it back. You were meant to come into his life and give him the kind of life he deserved. 💕

So sorry you had to put Yoshi down. He was such a sweet little guy. Our prayers are with you as you grieve.

It's the hardest decision to make. But the most selfless. When you have so many animals, with each one, it's easier to see the signs when they're done, but the decisions are never taken lightly. Bless you and your little animal herd ♥️

Yoshi was lucky to have such a caring human for him the last year and a half of his life. I was bawling all the way through your video! I am so sorry for your loss.

Aww, sweet Yoshi. He is so lucky to have had his final days with you. Thank you for all that you do for your animals and for teaching us on KZread. You're a special lady with a big heart!

I will never forget Yoshi, I love Yoshi, I am so sorry for your loss♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

I'm so sorry for your loss. I agree. Both mine are rescues. And they'll be with me to the very end. They deserve that. No more fear, hunger, or whatever else they've been through. Just love, and the best care I can give them. I'm so happy Yoshi had you in his life.

Props to you for giving him the best life possible even for a short period of time. You made the last year and a half of his life the best he could have had! You made the right choice taking him in and deciding to put him down. It’s the hardest part of pet ownership but death is a part of life. My condolences for your loss. 🐴💕

I just came across your channel while looking for the best way to help one of my horses to feel safe with me without having to have his best friend, my other horse, with him all the time. Yoshi was a luckiest little guy to have you as his human for the last part of his life. You allowed him to go with dignity. What a wonderful soul you are! We need more people like you. You took him in, even with his health issues, when his former owner took him to auction to get the last $buck out of him. Shame on them!

Its ok to cry

I am so very sorry for your loss! It's never easy losing any animal, let alone a horse. We always tend to have those strong bonds with horses. He's galloping over the rainbow bridge with all the lush green grass to eat! Prayers coming your way!❤ I just lost one of my boys today due to something I've never heard of - botulism! He went way too soon at only 8 years old!

I am so sorry for your loss! 😭 We'll miss you, Yoshi! I'll be praying for you!

He was a great pony. I’m so sorry. Atleast he had a good home and people to care with him.

My condolences! 🐎🏇🐴

So sorry for your loss RIP Yoshi you gave him a great life ❤️

I am so sorry for your loss of Yoshi. He was a sweet little pony. And I am so glad that you could be with him for the last part of his life.

My truest heartfelt condolences. I lost my Great Dane, Harley, 4 years ago. But I had the most amazing 11 1/2 years with him.

@kellyaquinn

5 ай бұрын

That you had 11.5 years with Harley is a testament to how much you loved him and how well you cared for him. ❤

@haroldfinberg8003

5 ай бұрын

Best friends with unconditional love

Wow, we are very sorry for your loss! So glad that you were able to see the good in this process. God works all things for good, including the bad. Thank you for seeing the positive in this tragedy. 😢 You were so good to him and he lived his best life with the cards he was dealt.

Making decisions that hurt out Hearts but Heal our heal our souls. RIP sweet pony.

So sorry for your loss. Praying for you and Yoshi. ❤ Let his sweet memories help carry you through this difficult time.

I'm two months late, I know, but I am still so sorry for your loss. I remember when you gave Yoshi that homemade Fruit Ice thing, it was so cute ❤It's so brave of you to make this video. I understand you didn't want to let Yoshi suffer. I hope Daisy and Daffodil have fun together🐑. We will all remember Yoshi 🐎You did the right thing ❣You loved him and took such good care of him. Fly High Yoshi ❤🕊🌈 The memorial is so cute 😭 You must have put a lot of hard work into it 💔

You & Yoshi were very lucky to have one another!❤

I'm glad I was around to watch Yoshi and be apart of his life on youtube. I'm Grateful to have been here. And Ik what you mean by "you can tell when they're done, I knew when both of my guinea pigs were and when my hamster was, too. I'm so sorry for your loss, you did a great job for him. Thank you for sharing even though it's rough.

All the animals I had in my life , I could always tell when they knew it was time . Just an old lady who have a great many waiting for her when she crosses over the rainbow bridge. Peace be with you ❤

I am so sorry for your loss. His spirit will always be with you and your other horse companion.

Thank you for showing that along with rescue and love, there is responsibility and sometimes hard decisions.

What a great honor! Yoshi is thankful to you for giving him a love like no other. What a great tribute! Having been in your shoes, you’ll never forget what she did for you! It’s a blessing that very few people get to experience. So sorry for your loss ❤️

I am so sorry you had to do this but he is at peace and pain free. I just lost my Buddy who was 30 and very lame. I saved him from the brutal Texas kill pen. Bless you. ❤

Aw so sad for you all. 💔 We had to put down our little mini horse last January. It's so sad losing him, but the kindest action that you could take.

I was here since the day that you got him and I’m here to the last day that you have him, and I think that he was a great horse, he tried whatever he could and he was happy. Funny and cute all at once. Same time RIP.

Im so sorry for your lost,Yoshi truly had the best life with you and I’m sure he was very happy, sending best wishes.

You did the kindest thing you could have done.. when you know your animals they will tell you. I had to do my heart horse. He wasnt lame or burting just tired and done. I miss him still after 5 years. 😢 yoshi was so blessed to have you.

Oh honey, I am so sorry. It’s always so hard to say goodbye.

I’m so sorry for your loss. Yoshi was very lucky to have you to take care of him. Will keep you in our prayers.

I’m so sad that Yoshi won’t be on the channel anymore :( I remember when he showed up on the channel for the first time ❤ R.I.P 🕊️

So very bittersweet, but I'm certain those last 18 months were the best of his life. Thank you for sharing. Sending heartfelt hugs 💜

rip yoshi he was so great loving and wonderful i know how hard it is to have to have to make that call

I am sorry for your loss. Take good care of yourself! ❤

I have always felt that one never becomes a true horseman or horsewoman until you have stayed with a horse to the end. It offers wisdom that no other experience can. Providing humane euthanasia is one one the greatest gifts we can offer a horse. It's actually rather rare that a horse dies peacefully in its sleep, so part of horsemanship is always watching and knowing your horse. I always ask, is the horse's quality of life good? Are there things he or she still enjoys? And yes, if you listen, they will tell you when they are done. Thank you for doing the right thing for Yoshi and sharing what you have learned with others.

Thank you for showing your love to Yoshi. You made his life wonderful. What a lucky little horse. I send this in his honor.

I’m so sorry for your loss. This past summer I had to do this for the first time and it’s so damn hard.

I'm so sorry. We had to put our sweet palomino boy down this past August. Never went through that either. I still have dreams about him and wonder if I did the right thing, even though I knew I did. Thanks for this video. I felt a lot of people didn't understand my grief.

The snow is a sign that he misses you too…

It's definitely hard, but find comfort in having given Yoshi the best, healthiest life possible while under your care!!! You're a loving, caring soul, & Yoshi was grateful for the time with you!!!! ❤🕊️🐎🕊️❤

A vet I worked for always said euthanizing a horse is the last gift you can give them. It’s always a tough decision, but your heart was in the right place. I’m so sorry for your loss, but thank you for sharing and being open.

Had to put down my favorite old man cocker spaniel that ever lived last year and I know how you are feeling. It was a very tough but loving decision and Yoshi was lucky enough to have someone like you loving on him and making that decision.

I love watching your videos and learning from you. I’m so sorry for your lose but he couldn’t have had a better person seeing him through. RIP Yoshi❤

This is so heartbreaking. Yoshi was so loved by you and he knew this. One of my friends horses has similar last days to Yoshi. Lenny was walking in circles in his stable and was so confused with everything. The vet was convinced that it was very bad laminitis and all his insides were also basically packed in . So sad as he was as young as Yoshi. I love this video and I cried with you. You r a superstar. Sending big hugs from Scotland ❤

I am so sorry for your loss. Find comfort you gave Yoshi a wonderful life full of love

I'm so sorry for your loss. Thank you for honoring Yoshi and sharing the journey with him. Prayers for the healing of your heart. 🙏🕊

😢 I'm so sorry for your broken 💔, it's never easy to lose a member of the family 🙏🙏 prayers sent for your comfort and peace

Im so sorry for you. Hope he rest in peace

I’m so so sorry this happened Carmela. He’s in a better place though, he loves you. I’ve lost five horses and a dog as well as a great aunt. It was hard, losing a family member or furry family member is the most painful thing you’ll ever feel. It is so hard to deal with the grief. Especially if the animal was close to you. May he rest in peace, I’m sorry ❤

So sorry for your loss.The time and caring you gave him was a wonderful gift! Thank you for sharing that with us!

Everything best 🥺❤️ we love you

I am so sorry😭 it’s heartbreaking to lose a hire as special as yoshi🫶🏻 If u need anything we are all here!

@Beth-mu7ot

5 ай бұрын

I have experienced exactly what you are going through with my horses animals are a gift and are a lifetime commitment and should never become an item to throw away. I loved them with all my heart.and held them when they needed euthanasia couldn't imagine doing it any other way -- goat potbelly pigs, llamas, horses, dogs and cats, they all became angles on my shoulders and see me through my todays. I am so sorry for your loss THANK YOU for having the courage to make this video truly beautiful.

I've been through this, It was the hardest decision I've ever made, it still hurts 12 years later 🙏🙏🙏

@cattymajiv

5 ай бұрын

Me too. My 1st cat died in about 1990, 34 years ago, and it still hurts like crazy! So do the next ones, in 1999, and 2022. Every time is so hard that I can't do it anymore. I would give anything to have each one back again. My heart goes out to you. ❤❤❤

I’m so sorry. I know how hard losing Yoshi was. I had a similar situation with my first horse. Almost identical. So I know that you did everything that you could and went above and beyond what most people would be willing to do. Just know that letting him go was the last selfless gift that you could give him. But I think you know that too. 💕

I’ve been following you since you started and have always been attracted to your loving heart & transparency. Thank you for sharing this video as I know it took a lot of courage. I’m so sorry about Yoshi. I truly believe that we reunite with all our animal family members again and Yoshi will be there to greet you with so much love. Sending lots of strength. 🐴🌈🙏🏼✨

Miss u yoshi 😢😢. May the u rest in peace .