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  • @OldSkuleNerd
    @OldSkuleNerd3 жыл бұрын

    loudwire.com/spiritbox-constance-reaction-videos/

  • @OldSkuleNerd

    @OldSkuleNerd

    3 жыл бұрын

    This is because of ALL OF YOU!!!! I can’t thank you enough!!!!

  • @Dark__Thoughts

    @Dark__Thoughts

    3 жыл бұрын

    Their list is really missing Ashley (Deadgrl Superstar) and TankTheTech. They're probably some of the most honest reactors on KZread.

  • @Kris_____

    @Kris_____

    3 жыл бұрын

    I felt exactly the same feeling. I just cried.

  • @brendonsinger9859

    @brendonsinger9859

    3 жыл бұрын

    OMG...He didn't know!!! Man, Courtney has made so many grown men cry!!!

  • @knack2455
    @knack24553 жыл бұрын

    That was probably one of the most raw and pure reactions I've ever seen in a reaction video. Thanks for choosing to upload it.

  • @OldSkuleNerd

    @OldSkuleNerd

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank all of you for the encouragement

  • @tacotimefortwo732

    @tacotimefortwo732

    3 жыл бұрын

    You should watch Galacticriminal watch this. Pure emotion

  • @johnpierceiv2160

    @johnpierceiv2160

    2 жыл бұрын

    I still cry listening to this song! Hits home for me.

  • @galacticriminalx
    @galacticriminalx3 жыл бұрын

    Well there I go again. Shit. This one still fucks me up. Subbed bearded brother

  • @tacotimefortwo732

    @tacotimefortwo732

    3 жыл бұрын

    It's nearly impossible to make it through with dry eyes

  • @chrisp.14

    @chrisp.14

    3 жыл бұрын

    I love your reaction... and I love Richards reaction. Love ya both. Dammit, tears again, like, fuck, more than half a year after the release of this song... omg....

  • @des_o7935
    @des_o79353 жыл бұрын

    This is their softest....but heaviest emotionally song. Rule of Nines is a great one to check out.

  • @lprmesia2

    @lprmesia2

    3 жыл бұрын

    I second this. And watch the official video, not the one take performance. Not only thank you for uploading this for your genuine reaction, but I can promise you this one won't tug on your heart the same way. It's also a nice balanced song that's a little more representative of the rest of their catalog.

  • @terogates1

    @terogates1

    3 жыл бұрын

    Agreed that’s a great intro song in line with their regular sound

  • @coma718ny

    @coma718ny

    3 жыл бұрын

    This is the other kind of heavy

  • @joshuaclemons2956
    @joshuaclemons29563 жыл бұрын

    Courtney couldn't sing "a pretty song without any scary screaming" at her grandmother's funeral due to border closures. You can hear her heartache in this one...and thank you for uploading. Dementia affects so many people.

  • @DarklightNamari

    @DarklightNamari

    3 жыл бұрын

    I just noticed, watching this reaction, Courtney had a really hard time keeping a straight face doing the video. I noticed she had wet streaks on her face before, but I just now noticed the expression, she was trying so hard not to cry on set. poor girl >< I wish i could hug her. I can both hear and see the heartache.

  • @bmasonia7634

    @bmasonia7634

    3 жыл бұрын

    F*ck this pandemic nothing would ever keep me from my grandparents funeral. I lost every single one of them by the time I was 24 and I would never miss the chance to say goodbye.

  • @josephbright4072

    @josephbright4072

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@bmasonia7634 The Canadian border was closed, she didn’t have a choice.

  • @bmasonia7634

    @bmasonia7634

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@josephbright4072 really not that difficult to get through. May not be through a regular crossing but that ain’t my business 🤷🏼‍♀️

  • @StephenSykora
    @StephenSykora3 жыл бұрын

    This song isn't heavy... but it's HEAVY!

  • @docknives3792

    @docknives3792

    3 жыл бұрын

    Like a tungsten brick to the feels

  • @Grizzlox

    @Grizzlox

    3 жыл бұрын

    So heavy... I recorded a reaction to this this morning, and right after I turned off the video I broke down

  • @chrisp.14
    @chrisp.143 жыл бұрын

    And just let me add: That final scene, almost a happy end, when she's finally one with her husband again at some place after life, whatever you may call it - it is so heart warming. Oh my..

  • @Murhardt
    @Murhardt3 жыл бұрын

    I respect a man who shows emotion, I feel you brother. My grandpa is suffering from Alzheimer's and it's hard for my dad and me to visit him. He doesn't remember us at all and mistakes us for electricians or whatever... sometimes he even gets scared and wants us to leave... I fear the day my dad becomes like him...

  • @FantasticDimensions
    @FantasticDimensions3 жыл бұрын

    Courtney's grandmother passed this summer and due to Covid she wasn't able to say goodbye or go to her funeral. She wrote this song (the lyrics, at least) for her as a tribute because her Grandma wanted her to sing a pretty song at her funeral. Constance is the name of the video director's grandmother who is suffering from dementia, so the video concept was HIS tribute to her... and the band named the song for her as well. Powerful reaction, brother. I bawled my eyes out for an hour after seeing this one too, and I never cry. Respect. I think this is the first time I've seen your channel, but you more than earned a sub from me.

  • @alexanderzadoroznyj

    @alexanderzadoroznyj

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for the in depth breakdown!

  • @nathanjudy7705

    @nathanjudy7705

    3 жыл бұрын

    Also the son in the video is the son of the director, and the picture of the nurse is actually a picture of the real Constance.

  • @FantasticDimensions

    @FantasticDimensions

    3 жыл бұрын

    Correction: the real Constance is still alive, but she is suffering from dementia.

  • @Lannisen
    @Lannisen3 жыл бұрын

    I've been working with dementia for about 10 years of my life, so this song hits me hard too. It's absolutely ok to let those feelings out

  • @zaio15_DarioMannu_DM-DrumCover
    @zaio15_DarioMannu_DM-DrumCover3 жыл бұрын

    This isn't only Music... is ART! It's a piece a soul.

  • @jen.g.
    @jen.g.3 жыл бұрын

    As much as I love Spiritbox, I can’t listen to this song. It’s too personal and emotional. Gave your video a like anyway.

  • @FantasticDimensions

    @FantasticDimensions

    3 жыл бұрын

    It's a tough one, alright. I bawled when I first watched it, and I still choke up every time. I can't think of another song that has done that to me, and I freaking love sad songs so I've heard thousands upon thousands of them...

  • @cooltechnician

    @cooltechnician

    3 жыл бұрын

    Yeah it's really emotional indeed. Makes me shed tears every time. What's your favourite song by them now? Funny cause Perennial is my favourite song by Jinjer and Spiritbox..

  • @jen.g.

    @jen.g.

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@cooltechnician I can’t pick a favorite because their songs are so different (sane with Jinjer). I have to give credit to Courtney’s one-take of “Rule of Nines”. THAT video is what made me a fan. There’s something about watching her perform that you don’t get from official videos. Also, hi! Hope you’re well! 😊

  • @dancin2techno
    @dancin2techno3 жыл бұрын

    The key is he didn't have to post it. But he did. Respect. I cry everytime I hear this song, because my grandma passed this year. I didn't get closure.

  • @dsmembereddreams
    @dsmembereddreams3 жыл бұрын

    Not sure if anyone has shared this but here's an excerpt from an interview with Courtney LaPlante about the song: "Due to border shut downs, I was not able to say goodbye to my grandmother Phyllis, to whom the song is in tribute, or attend her funeral. I always promised her that I would sing at her memorial service, because she always requested a 'pretty song with none of that scary screaming.' I hoped writing this song with no 'scary screaming' in it would help me find a sense of closure." "Dylan (video director) wrote his video concept to honor his grandmother, Constance to whom the video is in tribute. Our music videos usually have a horror element to them, and we wanted to explore a different side of horror: the horror of feeling like your mind is betraying you, due to a long battle with dementia. With Dylan's permission, we named the song 'Constance' to immortalize her story."

  • @donaldcampbell9483

    @donaldcampbell9483

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thx for sharing that. I think the song is incredible and the video is awesome as well.

  • @cooltechnician
    @cooltechnician3 жыл бұрын

    Great reaction and I'm sorry this song hit you in such a personal way. Courtney's grandmother passed away this summer and she couldn't travel to sah good bye to her. Also the Director of the video. Dylan of Versa Films.. lost his grandmother.. then theh decided to write the song and created the video..dedicated to their Grandmothers. I have cried quite a lot watching this video and reading the comments..and now watching your reaction.. it was emotional. Spiritbox and Jinjer are my top favourite bands and they create beautiful music and it reaches a lot of feelings within you. Again love the reaction and hoping you are doing well. Cheers from Norway

  • @dropthehammer1360

    @dropthehammer1360

    3 жыл бұрын

    Dylan’s grandmother, Constance, is still alive. She’s also the nurse in the photo.

  • @bartbakker742
    @bartbakker7423 жыл бұрын

    I wanna give you a hug big poppa bear. this song hits very hard for me as well. I remember when I was younger when I finished my day at school I visited my grandparents. my grandfather was a huge man. a very big huge man with a very loud voice but he was the sweetest. he was like the protector of the family. my grandmother was the softer sweeter one. they always made a specific food not many people eat. red beans, mashed potato, meat, unions, shrooms and loads of mayonese. when my grandfather died of cancer the whole family broke apart. my grandmother was completely lost and she developed a way of Alzheimers as well. my parents didn't want me to see her because she was completely broken. I wish I could see her. from there on everything went completely sideways. my parents did things to me no other parent should do. I left the house and never spoke to them again. for that its a weight that fell of my shoulders. and one day I heard that she passed away. family members didn't want me to attend the funeral. because I was an outsider in their eyes. I wasn't the religious fanatic they were. so I missed everything. today I think I'm going to visit the grave and make myself that same food they made me.

  • @Fox_Pajama
    @Fox_Pajama3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your honesty. I lost my grandmother a year ago to dementia and I cannot begin to express how visceral this song is. The haunting of the realization of her fading, the sorrow of watching it unfold, then the anger of losing them, knowing nothing you can do. It’s unbelievably beautiful.

  • @max.lindgren
    @max.lindgren3 жыл бұрын

    Wow I had missed that they had released this one so I saw it for the first time here. I was not ready either, I have an experience with Alzheimers/Dementia very similar to what you describe and I am crying along with you... I don't know what else to say, but thank you for sharing.

  • @OldSkuleNerd

    @OldSkuleNerd

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your thoughts and supports

  • @justinhowell8873
    @justinhowell88733 жыл бұрын

    I’m crying alongside you Brother. I took care of my Maternal Grandmother during Her 13 year decline in dementia until her passing in 2011. It STILL hurts to this day!

  • @Angwysh
    @Angwysh3 жыл бұрын

    Props for uploading it and showing some vulnerability. Subbed.

  • @Olphas
    @Olphas3 жыл бұрын

    I watched it yesterday morning when it came out, with my morning coffee in hand. I expected something completely different, knowing Spiritbox. But .. oh boy. That was quite the emotional start to my day. This hit really hard

  • @tantibogusboy
    @tantibogusboy3 жыл бұрын

    Courtney and the director of the video both lost their grandmothers at the beginning of the year to Alzheimer’s and couldn’t go to the funerals due to COVID. The director’s grandmother’s name was Constance.

  • @duelingdragons03
    @duelingdragons033 жыл бұрын

    This is gonna be one of the oddest thank you’s I’ve ever given. I had heard that my grandma’s health and memory was deteriorating so I scheduled a trip from Florida back home to Washington state in mid November. Before I could make it home, she fell, broke her back and hips and hit her head which rapidly progressed her Alzheimer’s so she’d have days where she wouldn’t hardly recognize anyone. I video called my dad who was there (my grandparents lived on the same property as us so I get the seeing your grandma almost every day thing) and she recognized me and we told each other that we loved the other. Two days later, about a week before my flight, she passed away so I didn’t get to say goodbye. Beginning of this month, while I was home we held her memorial service for family nearby and live streamed it for everyone else...but even there I couldn’t cry. Watching this and seeing you choke up broke the dam and I’m writing this with tear stained cheeks. Thank you for uploading this. I’m working my way from old to new stuff after finding your channel early this morning, so if you get to it and I just haven’t seen it yet, I apologize, but I think you’d really enjoy Beast in Black. Lead singer has a killer voice and I think the vibe is right up your alley.

  • @OldSkuleNerd

    @OldSkuleNerd

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you.... nothing odd about sharing your heart

  • @LowendNate
    @LowendNate3 жыл бұрын

    Video is for one of their late grandmothers. The story on this video is beautiful and sad. this is one of the lightest songs they have done so far and its still amazing. Spirit box always makes you feel something if its sadness like this or like you have the power to destroy the world. Courtney has a voice of an angel and the screams of the devil. there's a reason they are one of my favorite bands. this song is a great one to start off with but trust that you have not even scratched the surface of this band. loving the videos man keep up the great work

  • @j.f.fisher5318

    @j.f.fisher5318

    3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for filling this in. The video director posted about this. It is great that they were able to collaborate so deeply.

  • @VersaFilms
    @VersaFilms3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing this reaction. It was beautiful to see this project resonated.

  • @BarstucksCoffee
    @BarstucksCoffee3 жыл бұрын

    The impact increases when you realise that family pictures have been disappearing throughout the video before the furniture and the relatives are gone by the end. And there's also Constance's husband's shadow watching over her during the first pre-chorus at 4:47 and at 5:44. It's not just a good song anymore. A video that has great artistry such as this coupled with music written with absolute sincerity makes an entire experience like no other.

  • @PiercedBrosmen
    @PiercedBrosmen3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for uploading. It was a real emotional rollercoaster but so beautiful at the same time. Although your reaction was what got to me the most, emotionally. Nobody in my family have suffered altzheimers, but my grandmother on my mother's side suffered 4 strokes before she died. Every stroke wiping out more and more of her memory. The last few times I visited her before she died, her "present day" was like 50-60 years ago. I remember how hard it was to comprehend for young me back then.

  • @Dilly-Winkus
    @Dilly-Winkus3 жыл бұрын

    Love this band + very impactful song. This band has quickly become one of my favorite bands of all time. Here's some info from an interview with the vocalist Courtney LaPlante about the song: "Due to border shut downs, I was not able to say goodbye to my grandmother Phyllis, to whom the song is in tribute, or attend her funeral. I always promised her that I would sing at her memorial service, because she always requested a 'pretty song with none of that scary screaming.' I hoped writing this song with no 'scary screaming' in it would help me find a sense of closure." "Dylan (video director) wrote his video concept to honour his grandmother, Constance to whom the video is in tribute. Our music videos usually have a horror element to them, and we wanted to explore a different side of horror: the horror of feeling like your mind is betraying you, due to a long battle with dementia. With Dylan's permission, we named the song 'Constance' to immortalize her story." Definitely check out more Spiritbox though! "Holy Roller" + "Blessed Be" + "Rule of Nines" would be a good start for your next Spiritbox songs!

  • @Jennibear81
    @Jennibear813 жыл бұрын

    Dude, your reaction made me cry. I recently lost my grandfather and couldn't attend his funeral due to covid travel restrictions. This song is a dropkick in the feels.

  • @mormel12
    @mormel123 жыл бұрын

    Music is emotion. I'm so glad i was able to say goodbye to everybody I've lost so far. I feel you man.

  • @davidjacksonarnold4949
    @davidjacksonarnold49493 жыл бұрын

    I appreciate your vulnerability. I don't allow myself to cry often and I realized when I started to avoid the emotions that I needed this today. Thank you.

  • @fearmac
    @fearmac3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing this. Eight years ago I started to see my father begin to fade. He grasped at memories of us and would repeat the same incident whenever we met. Thankfully his medication has helped him. He's still with us but I haven't been able to see him or my mother for months now because of restrictions. I'm crying here with you. I'm so afraid that I won't be able to see them again.

  • @shirazzza
    @shirazzza3 жыл бұрын

    Grandmothers are special things for real. Mine has been gone 16 years, I can't wait to see her again someday. I hope she's proud of me

  • @fur10usal50
    @fur10usal503 жыл бұрын

    Man...I’m glad I’m not the only one who lost it with this video/song. I was legit sobbing. My grandma doesn’t have dementia she’s battling RA, and she lives in another country so I barely get to see her. It’s tough seeing her degrade, and not be able to walk or use her hands the way she used to. I wish I could be there for her more because I used to see her all the time, but she’s unable to travel now. She’s still all there for the most part, but she used to be so active even in her old age. Seeing the scene of her on the bed and they wrap the blanket around her I just lost control of my emotions. Such a raw song, and the video just perfectly captures it. I enjoyed your video a lot dude. Good reaction.

  • @cracyzero777rat
    @cracyzero777rat3 жыл бұрын

    This song came out on my birthday, and not being able to see my grandmother that lives in New York, sucks. I think to myself if I'm going to see her before it's to late. Constance is the name of the director's grandmother. Sorry to hear about your dad. Seeing you cry made me cry more. Stay strong my dude 🤟

  • @Krauser1226
    @Krauser12263 жыл бұрын

    This one's personal for me too. It's really hard for me to even watch this video. Dementia is truly a curse. To lose someone twice but in slow motion first is something that nobody should have to experience. This video is crushing but also cathartic in a way I haven't felt in a long time. Thank you for uploading this. It's important to know that it's ok to feel and to let your emotions out. Never feel ashamed to cry or show that. As human beings we get to experience the beauty and the joy of life but in turn we deal with grief far too often. It's part of life, but expressing that and letting it out is the most important thing you can do. I'm glad Courtney and Spiritbox made this track and I'm glad it's been able to touch people like you and I, as unfortunate as the circumstances may be.

  • @brianowen1755
    @brianowen17553 жыл бұрын

    this song wrecked me. so many times i was in college and everyone saying you need to come see your grandmother, and in my head i was like she not going anywhere. this song brought up alot of those regrets. love the reaction and shoutout from monroe, louisiana

  • @glennl78
    @glennl783 жыл бұрын

    Dude you held it together better than I did. I saw this before I watched your reaction and I cried so fricken hard I lost my grandmother to Alzheimer’s as well. Thanks for uploading this. I hope you put my suggestion on your list the other day Ne Obliviscarus: And Plague Flowers the Kaleidoscope Live in Colorado is a must hear and I promise not a tear will be shed. Lol Cheers.

  • @kurisuw30
    @kurisuw303 жыл бұрын

    Oh man, great reaction and glad you found Spiritbox! Thanks for being so honest with your emotions, this is definitely a gut-punch of a song. But oh so important. To be honest, this is such a heavy song, I'd consider it an intermediate Spiritbox song. "Blessed Be", "Rule of Nines", or "Holy Roller" would be better entry points, and would give you a greater understanding of their range.

  • @kurisuw30

    @kurisuw30

    3 жыл бұрын

    You seriously can't go wrong with any song; they're that good. And every video is a masterpiece.

  • @metal-adjacent
    @metal-adjacent3 жыл бұрын

    So glad you uploaded it my man! I have to hydrate after this one every time.

  • @makaiokalahama
    @makaiokalahama3 жыл бұрын

    This was as real as it gets. Subbed. Be strong brother.

  • @laefty666
    @laefty6663 жыл бұрын

    Hey man thanks for uploading this. It was very touching to see.

  • @JimboKM
    @JimboKM3 жыл бұрын

    Don't let this one scare you away from the next Spiritbox reaction. Their songs vary widely and the biggest similarity to Jinjer would be that they are consistently excellent.

  • @conditionsunderground

    @conditionsunderground

    3 жыл бұрын

    second this

  • @ericclevenger7716
    @ericclevenger77163 жыл бұрын

    I reacted very much the same way to this song!!! I caught it on KZread about an hour after Spiritbox dropped it, and watched it immediately. Then I quit KZread for the night. It hit me right in the heart! I'm 42 and in the last three years have lost 3 grandparents and welcomed the birth of my first child. This song reminded me of every loss that I've had and what I will likely see to come. Such an emotionally HEAVY song, but SO beautiful. I also saw you check out "Rule of Nines" so I'm glad that you got another experience of Spiritbox without the hammer blow of this emotional rollercoaster that we middle-aged folk know all too well!!! Love your channel, love the reaction/breakdown. Keep up the good work!

  • @wolfhawk1999
    @wolfhawk19993 жыл бұрын

    This is why I watch reactions. I want to see that other people feel how I feel when I hear a band and song I love. This songs is so deeply emotional, and the video complements it so perfect. You can really tell when something is truly special, and this is it. I'm glad you enjoyed. Don't worry, I cried too!

  • @ivarskailand1745
    @ivarskailand17453 жыл бұрын

    This reaction really means alot to me. Thanks for this ❤️

  • @ShumaGtr1
    @ShumaGtr13 жыл бұрын

    I just subscribed, but I am so sorry you've experienced this pain in your life, man. This song is extremely powerful and emotional.

  • @rickardforsstrom6157
    @rickardforsstrom61573 жыл бұрын

    Now do spiritbox holy roller to get the contrast . This one hit me in the feels 😥

  • @CarlEricDupuis
    @CarlEricDupuis3 жыл бұрын

    Good job man.. Its a personnal one for a lot of people, its good seeing other people react to it. It helps, thanks for uploading it.

  • @chrisgoldston9755
    @chrisgoldston97553 жыл бұрын

    ❤️I’ve been there too mate with my Grandma...it’s so hard dealing with this curse, and this one make me cry every time. Great music though. Now treat yourself with the Mara Effect....all three parts play through 😎🤘

  • @FlashKorten
    @FlashKorten3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for the upload, I'm right there with you!

  • @rumandbass
    @rumandbass3 жыл бұрын

    No shame in crying. Those of us who have been through this ugly cry every single time we hear this song. This video is also an absolute masterclass in perspective.

  • @mattwilcoxuk
    @mattwilcoxuk3 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry for you loss. Thank you for uploading. It was a really rough ride. My gran is in the advanced stages of this now... it’s truly horrible - and the band have captured it perfectly.

  • @justdave9610
    @justdave96103 жыл бұрын

    Very touching reaction man. It's such a deep and powerfully emotional song. Thank you for uploading and baring your soul to everyone, this was obviously very difficult for you to get through.

  • @docknives3792
    @docknives37923 жыл бұрын

    I cried with you brother. Appreciate the upload. Much love.

  • @miketurgeon6817
    @miketurgeon68173 жыл бұрын

    No need to apologize for your emotions, my dude. I am so sorry that you went through what you did. I felt the exact same way when I first watched this--I lost my meme to this horrible disease when I was 12 and this brought me right back. So so terrible, but this song encapsulates the emotions so fucking perfectly.

  • @Nosh69696
    @Nosh696963 жыл бұрын

    Condolences. Love your reaction and your life story, such a real and raw person you are. Thank you for sharing.

  • @hclyrics
    @hclyrics3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for posting, man. I appreciate your authenticity, vulnerability, and honesty.

  • @scottyboatright8665
    @scottyboatright86653 жыл бұрын

    Hey man. I'm glad you uploaded this. This powerful song hits everyone right in the soft spot and you can't help but cry. You're definitely not alone. Got a new sub :)

  • @patmullen7597
    @patmullen75973 жыл бұрын

    We honor those we've lost when we shed tears born from our pain of missing them. We keep them alive in our hearts far beyond their physical passing. I've lost both sets of grandparents and my father. Except with my father circumstances prevented my from being with my grandparents as they passed which haunts me with guilt constantly, but I survive because I don't doubt they knew how much I loved them. I have been slob crying since I first watched the video. The pain and sorrow it brings is painful but it is also joyous because it reminds my how much I love them and what amazing and beautiful human beings they were. Though it hurts you should feel honored that it hurts to miss them. It means you loved them and they had a major role in making you who you are. There is no shame in feeling this and crying. My heart goes out to all of you who this video similarly touched.

  • @Forelorn99
    @Forelorn993 жыл бұрын

    ❤️❤️❤️ we feel you man I was right there. Still can’t get through it.

  • @MrDigitalWorks
    @MrDigitalWorks3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for this pure and honest reaction!

  • @JmCruzan
    @JmCruzan2 жыл бұрын

    dude so glad you uploaded this. my grandmother passed from it. this song hits hard but so good.

  • @SS-gx7tg
    @SS-gx7tg3 жыл бұрын

    lol I had a nearly identical reaction. This video is going to propel Spiritbox to a whole new level of exposure and fame. This is a 100% perfect song and a 100% perfect video. Best thing of 2020

  • @zillzmcfly709
    @zillzmcfly7093 жыл бұрын

    Hey man just wanted to say you totally gained a new subscriber bc of this reaction. Thanks for being real, showing emotion and sharing your story

  • @revizzplays7324
    @revizzplays73243 жыл бұрын

    thanks for share your pure reaction for us, we are crying with you

  • @mikebundy1901
    @mikebundy19013 жыл бұрын

    Much love brother. Great genuine reaction. You got me going. My grandmother had dementia in her last couple years. So i was right there with you.

  • @Mourningglory1208
    @Mourningglory12083 жыл бұрын

    Cried with you on this one brother, and any time I listen to this song it’s genuinely a masterpiece. Sending all the love to you & keep killin it💕

  • @smyleg3586
    @smyleg35863 жыл бұрын

    Much respect to you for this reaction. Good man.

  • @stevostevostevo
    @stevostevostevo3 жыл бұрын

    .... This just earned you a new subscriber! Honest reaction and very perceptive of you to figure out the meaning so quickly! Thank you for sharing this with us :)

  • @CapitalMforMotivated
    @CapitalMforMotivated3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story. I'm obsessed with this song and band!

  • @tonyjames9016
    @tonyjames90163 жыл бұрын

    Love your reactions. Thank you. Not my grandmother, but my dad recently passed and I watched for years as dementia ripped apart a once strong man. He lived through the Blitzkriegs in London, Joined the Army and immigrated to America. He became a self made man once he was here, going from nothing to a great success... only to have his memory and strength be ripped away by time and dementia. I did not give this band the time of day, but they have earned my respect and gratitude for this song/video that capture that pain so well. Watching your dad/mom/grandmom fade away in front of your eyes. I'm 46. I am deep into that realization you speak of.

  • @timbo4973
    @timbo49733 жыл бұрын

    i love these honest reactions. great video buddy 🤘🏼 and don't excuse for your feelings.

  • @Crivicus
    @Crivicus3 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for uploading it mate, we are there with you. Don't be afraid of the emotions, it's what music is meant to bring out and it connects us all together - past, present, and future.

  • @666Squarepants666
    @666Squarepants6663 жыл бұрын

    Same my dude. I genuinely feel you and your pain. So much love for you right now. All my best wishes to you my friend.

  • @rebeccaleanne22
    @rebeccaleanne223 жыл бұрын

    This was my exact reaction watching this... so powerful and so beautiful. I rarely cry watching emotional things but this made me shed some tears.

  • @hanksilman4016
    @hanksilman40163 жыл бұрын

    I hope you give Spiritbox another chance soon. This particular song was inspired and they normally are not THIS kind of heavy. I'm glad you took so much meaning from this. I too had a great grandmother and grandmother with Alzheimer's. And not that my mom is getting older she is on preventatives. I've done the long goodbye twice and it's scary to think it could happen a third time even closer than before.

  • @etessier87
    @etessier873 жыл бұрын

    When the guitars fallout and go heavy thats when it punches me too. Much love man. We got your back!

  • @sirenpheonix626
    @sirenpheonix6263 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful reaction my friend.. This song broke me. So much love to you❤️❤️

  • @leonel8831
    @leonel88313 жыл бұрын

    This song killed me... I'm so emotional right now! Awesome reaction. You caught the emotions I felt.. I love you man.

  • @DJGots
    @DJGots3 жыл бұрын

    Don't be sorry man, this is as emotional and heavy as it gets because its so real. And I can understand why it hits you so hard. I'm sorry for your own loss and I cannot even begin to imagine what it must feel like not being able to say goodbye. My own grandma passed away a few years ago and I was lucky enough to atleast be able to say goodbye and be there at the funeral. Much love, warm wishes and stay safe

  • @yubogolfer4040
    @yubogolfer40403 жыл бұрын

    Don't feel sorry for showing real emotions. It's totally fine. I'm afraid of whether my mother would maybe end up like Constance one day ... I don't try to think about that. When everybody suggested to react to Spiritbox in the comments of Jinjer videos ... despite the fact this song is a masterpiece, nobody had this song in mind as a first reaction to the band. Try e.g. 'Holy Roller', 'Rule of Nines' ... I guess that's what everyone has been refering to.

  • @stephenmulholland1973
    @stephenmulholland19733 жыл бұрын

    I’ve been listening (and crying) to this song since the day it came out and my nana died this morning and I can’t even cope watching someone else being emotional too. Lovely reaction, I like your reactions anyway but being able to show your emotion to your audience is beautiful. Merry Christmas/happy holidays x

  • @jerpanils8875
    @jerpanils88753 жыл бұрын

    Instant subscription, I cried along with you the entire time..

  • @FiresidePhilosopher
    @FiresidePhilosopher2 жыл бұрын

    Love to see someone connects the the music like I do. Music is nothing without connection. You have earned a sub from me brother. Keep this up.

  • @marceumere
    @marceumere3 жыл бұрын

    You´ve got another subscriber with this GENUINE reaction, thank You

  • @art_ill_chris6117
    @art_ill_chris61173 жыл бұрын

    I respect and admire how honest you were. I’ll skip my own experience but I very much appreciate your honesty.

  • @robertlancaster5447
    @robertlancaster544711 ай бұрын

    You are probably the most genuine reactor out there and I appreciate you and everything you do. Thank you so much for sharing. It hit me in the feels too and I am with you. Love you man.

  • @hesuchristo6577
    @hesuchristo65773 жыл бұрын

    I'm gonna be honest. I watched so many reactions to this song, and because I didn't want to cry again, I skipped to the end to see your reaction. I almost started crying anyway 😂

  • @Birls15
    @Birls153 жыл бұрын

    This is the first of your reaction videos I have seen, here via Loudwire. I just wanted to say thank you for opening up up about your life on this topic and regrets. It is hard to make choices when we are young and think we and everyone around us are invincible you were spot on there. I had to learn the hard way just like you, having to deal with that regret really sucks. Thanks again!

  • @casieduling2280
    @casieduling22803 жыл бұрын

    I've watched many reviews of this song...and yours is the most honest and real one I've seen by far...and that's the point...sharing grief...knowing it hurts so much...but you're not alone...thank you Sir😊

  • @EndPuppet
    @EndPuppet3 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for posting this video.

  • @kcuzz99
    @kcuzz993 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for not holding back, for being so open to sharing your story! Sounds like your grandmother was a really special person in your life and I’m glad you paused the music video and shared your memories of her!! Loved this!!

  • @danolvera460
    @danolvera4603 жыл бұрын

    Beautiful, real, reaction. I was in tears from the jump. You won my subscription with one video reaction. Can’t wait to binge more, right now!🥺😢👍🏼💯

  • @dallasdavis5765
    @dallasdavis57653 жыл бұрын

    I don't know how they're going to top making tens of thousands of metalheads ugly cry on the same day. This year has been so hard for so many people and I honestly needed this. Thank you for such an honest reaction video. Subbed af.

  • @breannahuntington8276
    @breannahuntington82763 жыл бұрын

    i've watched this song a thousand times and cry every time.... your reaction finally made me feel like I had someone to cry with. I faced this with my grandmother. Very hard to experience but also fears of it happening to me and having my kids face that same pain.... Hurts so much. thank you for this.

  • @jamesmtzrivera
    @jamesmtzrivera3 жыл бұрын

    This reaction made me cry like a baby, thanks for share your feelings. Suscribed ✅

  • @ryansanschagrin3027
    @ryansanschagrin30273 жыл бұрын

    Appreciate the reaction. I've had this song on repeat. Never be sorry for a ripping a few tears over a song that reaches your emotions. Thats what makes it all the more powerful

  • @Netjak
    @Netjak3 жыл бұрын

    Your reaction was so genuine, and brought me back to my first viewing of this song. I really had a hard time with it. It hit too close to home because I lived this exact story. Thank you for being so open and honest.

  • @danninielsen8876
    @danninielsen88763 жыл бұрын

    Wow i felt this too. I was very close with my grandmother too. Grew up with her. So we kinda had a mother/son relationship for many years. When i got older i didnt always take my time to visit her like you mentioned too when your mom told you to visit and you didnt. I feel so much for you and loved to see the emotions coming out. So much that i cried too. Difference is that my grandma died of old age at 94 and i was there with her on her last day on earth until she left us. But man did i miss out on a lot by not taking the time for her as an adult cause she meant the whole world to me. And that i regret and will regret forever. This was friggin powerful. I didnt know the song until watching your reaction. And even though it hurts and brings out emotions, listening to songs like this makes us remember to do better moving forward. Thank you so much for this. Your reaction was worth every second. Stay strong man

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