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This woman is literally my soulmate. Everything she details is so relatable… trying to cope with the misery of work, the munchies, deluding yourself that you’re trying… it’s funny but also sad that this is the society we’ve created to have multibillionaires make more money. Truly inspiring you both are 💖
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
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Pray that I can do this! I would love to release 79lbs. I am gonna try it raw foods only
@deborahbonner9271
Жыл бұрын
You can do it!! Be patient and gentle with yourself and keep us posted 😊
@CalmVibesVee
3 ай бұрын
How are doing with more raw foods?! It totally works!
@trudyarcher7490
Ай бұрын
❤
Lashay is so real and relatable while sharing her truth. Lovely the interview and her wisdom. She beautiful inside and out ❤️
I’m love this interview with Lashay. I want to relate a very sad story about eating what everyone else eats in order to “fit in” with family and friends. I’m 62 and vegan. Several years ago before the pandemic, I tried to get a friend on mine to go vegan after I went vegan. She barely weighed 100 pounds in her 20s but had ballooned up well over 250 pounds in her 60s. I had heard about going to “Banana Island” which is to eat bananas exclusively for days or weeks. I was making a kind of joke with my friend, saying I would go to banana Island for the weekend if she would go with me. At first she said yes, but when she realized I was talking about eating bananas for 2 days, she said no. I laughed. But I told her to consider just doing a vegan meal once a week to get started. This woman ate the Standard American Diet of meat at every meal. When we would go shopping together, her grocery list centered around bacon and egg for breakfast, deli meat for lunch, and spaghetti with meatball, chicken and noodles, etc for dinner. She said she did not want to eat any other way because if she ever got together with friend or visited relatives, she would not be able to eat what they were eating. I never gave up asking my friend to go vegan. About 7 months befor the pandemic, my friend was rushed to the hospital with chest pains and shortness of breath. I had been calling her and getting no answer so I did not know that this had happened. When she called me from the hospital, she told me what was going on and that she had to have stents. She said she didn’t feel well enough to keep talking right then but would call me after the procedure. That’s the last time I talked to her. I finally got the hospital to tell me she had been “released.” But when I called her apartment manager, I could not be given any info because I was not on my friend’s emergency contact list. I sent the police who also refused any info for the same reason. Even my friend’s sister went to her apartment with the police but got no explanation.for the same reason. Authorities took 3 months to locate the emergency contact, a niece that had moved out of state to a new address. During that time my friend’s body was in the morgue and none of her friends or family knew what happened to her-that she had died and her body was in the morgue. When the hospital told me she had been “released,” her body had been released to the morgue. If she had been alive they would have said “discharged.” She died before/during/right after the stent procedure. I miss my friend so much and wonder now if she would still be alive and going to Banana Island with me. RIP ❤
@livinginla200
Жыл бұрын
My condolences. You sound like a dear dear friend.
@shontelle1183
Жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss of a good friend but she called you bc she knew you cared so glad you showed up as a good friend ...God bless, and hope all is well with your health...Keep caring for yourself which is difficult for a lot of people...
@Albacore877
Жыл бұрын
😢so sorry for the loss of your friend. It sounds to me like you could have “possibly” saved her life “if” only she was willing to change her diet and incorporate exercise.
I love how Lachey says progress, not perfection because that is how I am anytime I try to start something new I die then headfirst 100% and fail 100% of the time and so nothing ever end up getting changed and then I go back to the bad lifestyle or bad habit so I appreciate her pointing that out but I’m gonna keep telling myself because progress is better than staying in the bad habit something is better than nothing
One of my favorite interviews so far! I relate to her struggles so much.
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
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@maddy4392
11 ай бұрын
Me too!!!❤
37:50 😮 She's so right. I know basically all there is to know. I've researched, watched every dang video, read everything for YEARS & not applied it except once for 8 days. I never felt better, but I let myself slip & that was it. She is so relatable & I'm so glad to hear I'm not alone & happy to see someone who WAS like me but isn't anymore. This is doable.
@dj.h7424
Жыл бұрын
I really had to plan and force myself, and make myself accountable to friends. then after three or four weeks I had it down, habits and routines in place. It’s not easy.. but it becomes much much easier, and oh,not to be hard on yourself for just occasional steamed veg or cooked vegan foods; this lifestyle is all about being kind to yourself and your body, and becomes more enjoyable the longer you do it 😊
Great interview. Lashay has a way of explaining what she went through so well. Great story, great transformation! Truly inspiring. Raw Foods Heal!
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
yes they do!!!!! xooxoxo
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! ❤
@fruitup13
Жыл бұрын
@@6lack_pineapple You're welcome!!
I love "progress NOT perfection" really good. 😊
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
so true!!
Wow Lashay interview was different but SO MOTIVATING!!!! A non social media person who did it; love the famous folk but this was AWESOME!!!!! So real and similar to what we are going through in transition so realistic!!
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
This is my favorite comment! Thank you so much because this was my goal. In the beginning of my transition I followed the popular personalities and compared myself to them to my detriment. Each journey and experience is unique and personal and I wanted to save the audience the grief of beating themselves up on their road to perfection. ❤ Thank you for watching. I appreciate you! 🙏🏾
Yes, I agree with the interviewer, its okay to have some cooked plant based and whole foods from time to time because it will create a negative thought loop if you feel like you must restrict yourself to only one way of eating. As long as it is not bad, it is healthy for you, and it makes you feel good then go for it.
I love finding these first thing in the morning! Sets my day on the right path !
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
awesome
I think this lady was depressed and damaged because she was cognitively distressed and incongruous to her wisdom. This is exactly exactly exactly what I did! Childhood trauma meets knowledge of the truth - fear of the wisdom x
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
WOW 👌🏾 You are exactly correct. Learning the truth put me into a deep depression and then the depression gained legs and ran. I'm grateful for rock bottom because it woke me up and is slowly aligning me with my truth. Thank you for watching. I'm happy you resonate. ❤
Something that stands out in this great conversation and I notice a lot is that community is incredibly important for us. Surrounding ourselves with friends on the lifestyle, or others though KZread, social media accounts etc really helps to inspire, motivate and elevate us along with giving some accountability when it's needed. These interviews are integral to a lot of people Gillian thank you 🎉
She is describing how to actually tear down strongholds in our minds and creating healthier thots resulting in a healthier lifestle..beautiful and so true..
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your comment and watching! ❤
This was my second time tuning in for this interview. Probably one of my favorites.
It's so great to see the transformation. Raw vegan women are by far the most attractive 🌟
This interview came at the perfect time for me. Not only can I relate so much to Lashay but I'm on day 1 of my 7-day juice fast & then on to a raw vegan lifestyle. While I haven't had any health problems, thankfully, I've gained weight and have had crazy anxiety regarding my health because I know I could be doing better. So appreciative of Lashay sharing her story and being so transparent
I like her how to stop the negative talking so therefore normalize food and being okay and good with oneself 😊❤🎉
I just love her and this interview! I love how authentic she is and how loving and accepting she is of herself. Thank you both so much for an informative and inspiring interview! ❤
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching! ❤
Wow!! What an inspiration Lashay is in sharing her self empowerment by being herself and generously sharing her story. Blame doesn’t live in her world!!! Two amazing women coming together shining brightly 🙏
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it. ❤
Gillian I'm so inspired by her story. Your guest is very nice and looking great. Thanks so much for sharing this. I love where she said she doesn't drink a lot of water while eating fruits. According to Eli, Aris Latham n co, the best water that we need to drink is to be processed by plants and not by artificial means. So if you are eating fruits you are automatically drinking water. If you are drinking coconut water, melons and the juices you are drinking water.
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
I agree and love them both! I drink structured water and it's done me well so far. Thank you for watching!
@kyajacobs8931
Жыл бұрын
Fantastic interview really enjoyed Lashay Taylor so much wisdom a beautiful way to heal the world
What a beautiful person she is
New subscriber!!! What an inspiring interview!!!❤
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
welcome to the channel!:)
Just started listening to this and already happy tears. So beautiful…the interaction and energy from this highly valuable conversation. Much gratitude to you both ❤
Oh Gillian! “The Beyoncé of the health community!”😃 That’s so cool! Lashay is absolutely lovely through and through and I’m so thankful to both of you for bringing us this wonderful information!!💖🍓🍓💖🍓💖🍓💖🍓💖
I am on day 7 of a juice cleanse. I relate so much to Lashay’s experience of being hard on herself for not being perfect in the past. That was me. I did a lot of work, exploring intuitive eating, which helped me drop the rules I created for myself. Now I make choices. When my husband eats a burger while I have a juice, the burger smells good, but I want the healing and feeling of the juice much more. No food is restricted though. A burger is always available to me if I do desire. I just do not desire now. My long-term goal for health, is to be 90% plant-based and high raw. Thanks for a great interview, both of you. ❤
All these interviews are literally research in progress. A series of case reports that are invaluable!
Gillian, you and I had the same reactions at the same time. I just started listening 😢
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
love it:))
We get the why we should change our diet. We need the 🤔 how? "A week in the life of" menu. Thanks for the tips that you gave us!
I so so appreciate this video because this is basically my story as far as Pre- raw. This has truly opened my eyes to take action and be more determined. Your interviews are so informative and needed. Big Ups to you Gillian- keep it going!!!❤
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
awesome!!!!
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! 💚
I understand what you went through had went through the same experience up until I was 50 and was later diagnosed with Endometriosis /cancer in 2020 so I had a Hysterectomy in order to save my life. However, i'am doing fine due to changes of my diet- fruit and Veg and I've never been so fit and well since the trauma and I continue to be doing well and even looking younger for my age. My consult can not believe how I recovered so quickly but this is due to my lifestyle around health eating and eating Raw...Thanks You Gillian for your support and sharing you raw vegan journey.
I would like to mention how much I enjoy the comments - the comments are helpful too. ❤️
I'm so glad to hear her talk about the heavy menstrual. I also went through that.
OMG! Yes I feel so much happier AND BEAUTIFUL when I eat all raw or super high raw! I keep thinking I need new friends because they don't understand me and never try to accommodate me when I go their homes or parties, but I always try to do a mixture of cooked food and raw food so everyone feels welcome. It gets old always having to buy my food to take to their homes when I am a guest.
This interview was so real - I loved every word ! ....thank you for the inspiration to stay with it ! ♡
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
so happy to hear!
Thank you so much for this. I’ve been vegan for many years but my body keeps saying raw this interview of all of the interviews you’ve done resonate with me and I’m fully on board! Thank you
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
so happy to hear!!! let me know what happens when you try raw!!!!
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
I'm happy it resonates! Thank you for watching
@CallieBradford
Жыл бұрын
@@6lack_pineapple thank you
Both Gillian and Lashay are beautiful women. I really enjoyed this interview. So motivating and inspiring.
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it. ❤
Interesting interview...many interesting points made. What were catalysts for me are increase in financial abundance, teeth health and the ability to pick your own while the biophotons are active.
Loved this interview, thanks Gillian.
God bless you two; you are helping so many people. I’m trying to do 85% raw, 15% cooked, and eventually will be raw. Please keep showing how great the raw food diet is so healing.
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on 85%! That's massive and how I started. Wishing you so much continued success and growth on your journey. ❤
Great show 🎉
This is so inspiring ❤ I have had a very big struggle with drinking and I have FINALLY realized HOW Important diet is when it comes to addiction and cravings! I'm never looking back, even something as simple as coffee, is addictive and then leads to wanting more, then wanting junk food, then wanting to drink... the more living foods I eat, the more I see how this is ABSOLUTELY life changing. I've cut out alcohol AND coffee and eating raw vegan all day with a vegan cooked dinner.. this is the way to go and I am ever so great full for this interview! Thank you so much ❤
@user-wu7ob5ok6j
5 ай бұрын
so good of you keep going
Thank you Lashay for being so open. You’re truly on the hero’s journey❤
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
she is so awesome!!!!
Thank you, loved this interview... sending much love to all 🙏💜🙏
I resonate with her story. Not so much the extreme health issues but the knowing what to do but not doing it part. I too am a new real estate agent and I don't have the energy for it. I'm vegan but I've become more of a junk food/processed food vegan since the pandemic. I gained 40lbs during 2020 that I haven't lost yet. I've been looking into more of the raw vegan way of eating. I know I feel good when I'm doing wfpb but raw would probably make me feel even better. I'm entering perimenopause and I'm starting to feel the effects of that. I would like to possibly minimize those effects if I can. Lashay is so inspiring. I wish we could be friends.
Absolutely Powerful Video 🐿️
This lady is something else!! Thanks for this interview !!!
So true about what Lashay said about the gift of desperation. That’s the gift that got me truly committed to my high raw vegan lifestyle. Great interview!
Your channel has created a beautiful community. I’m so grateful for all the interviews and the experience and knowledge we get from your work Gillian.
She basically just told my story everything she said I had. How do I eat potatoes sweet potatoes pasta rice without cooking it
@dj.h7424
Жыл бұрын
I don’t think you really can; there are some types of rice you can have raw I think, and you can spiralize raw sweet potato (or juice it) but maybe if you are really attached to those cooked go ‘high raw’ but with some of those cooked starches for a while. perhaps look up The Starch Solution (Dr. Mcdougall) as some people do definitely heal well with it and do that while thinking about transitioning to raw. Good luck on your journey 😊
Great interview full of knowledge. Thank you Gillian & Lashay👌
Lashay was one of the first people I found on my fruit journey! I love her so much! I’m super glad you interviewed her because I didn’t know her full story. Sooo inspirational. Plz have her back I loved listening to you all talk it was amazing.
Amazing!! Thank you!!:)💓💓🤗🤗
Thank you for this inspiring interview, one of the best so far!
So relate to much of this. Ignoring your body. Educating yourself but not implementing. The alcohol. So glad she has made such changes and is sharing her story!
Great job Lashay! Keep going sis.
She's dishing out some very good wisdom!!!
Wow, I love the "everything is food."
I believe the knowing it, one must do it. We are powerful...and why wouldn't we want best life?
Thank you so much for sharing ❤❤❤
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
It's our pleasure!
omg SO relatable!! tysm lashay for being SO open and talking about the nitty gritty!!! i lliterally do/have done everything she has experienced. god bless
Amazing interview!!!! Your journey really resonates with me. Thank you so much for sharing your truth and journey!
Thanks for sharing! Awesome discussion
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Glad you enjoyed. Thank you for watching!
I saw her video on her personal page and really enjoyed her story. This mo I started my transition. I only have had a week this month where I ate meat and dairy and the rest WFPB. I primarily eat fruit and fresh made juices until the evening meal. I was very ill last year and this mo I was introduced to WFPB and I am loving the journey and where it’s leading me. I enjoy watching these raw videos because I know mentally it’s preparation for me to give it a try. Also I am looking to heal my own respiratory issues and the extra mucus production among other things. Even w/this change I feel much better and lighter! I can tell my body enjoys it. Thank you for this interview ❤
I’ve never related to a video so much ! Thank you ! One of your best interviews yet
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
so happy to hear
That was a powerful story. Thanks for sharing
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you Orvel! You're an inspiration to me!
OMG! Lashay your story is Amazing and your transformation is miraculous!!!
This was literally one of my favorite interviews that you’ve ever done! She was so inspiring and I can relate to so many of the same struggles!
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your comment and watching. ❤
One of my favorite interviews! A VERY wise woman and is very gifted at communicating what she’s learned from her struggles. I needed this inspiration . Thank you
Love your story Lashay! Thanks for sharing 🥰
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching Connie! ❤
Gillian, it is amazing how long you let speak your Guests. You are an attentive listener at the same time a good dialog Partner. I like that a lot
Great interview. She is so right, it is not just the food, it is your mindset also. Love the longer interviews🌻👣
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
It all starts in our mind. Thank you for watching! ❤
Love this interview!!! So helpful!!!
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
So glad!
Thank you Lashay for such honesty! Thank you Gillan! So inspiring ❤
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching! I'm glad you enjoyed it. ❤
Thank you for this amazing interview. I can relate to so much of your story.
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
You're welcome! Thank you so much for watching. ❤
I love this interview. Lashay is so smart and real, I can relate so much to her story.
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your comment! I appreciate you for watching. ❤
I am so happy for you baby. God bless you. Congratulations on your new life.
This in my opinion is YOUR best interview❤😊
Lashay is truly an inspiration! She's very dedicated and determined. Thanks for sharing her wisdom with us. Thanks Gillian for the great interview.
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for your comment. ❤ I appreciate your kindness. Happy to help!
This is now my all time favorite interview by you! ❤ Lashay is a true inspiration 🙏 thank you.
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
,)))
❤ This is one of my fave interviews. Lashey packed so much information and experience into her talk. Keeping it real. It really sunk in this time, the message of not getting hung up on weightloss and choosing to focus on health and feeling good. Thank you for another great interview. 😊
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
I'm humbled by your comment! Thank you so much. I'm glad you could resonate and get a lot out of it. Wishing you so much success in your health journey. ❤
I am one minute into the video and had to show you two some love. She looks amazing.
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!
Loved this interview she was so transparent which is an inspiration for those that want to make a change.
@GillianBerry
11 ай бұрын
yeah she is awesome!
I love this interview with Lashay! It speaks to my heart. So much information resonates with me on going fully raw. Gillian your channel ROCKS!
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! Glad you enjoyed it. ❤
Wow! Very powerful video! Thank you ladies!!!!!
Lashay your interview really hit home for me and I am so proud of you!!!! Thank you for your transparency, I know that I’m on the right path 🙏🏼🙏🏼
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
You're welcome and thank you so much for watching. Sending you all the love on your health journey. ❤️
Wonderful interview
Thank you Lashay for keeping it real! You know you helped other people in your situation. Your an inspiration!
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
You're so welcome. Thank you for watching. ❤
This is very informative thanks ladies
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
Our pleasure!
Oh this is a great interview! She was very transparent and thank you for sharing your journey! ❤
@GillianBerry
Жыл бұрын
Glad you enjoyed it!
Look how clean her skin is 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻
Wow, again a powerful person in a very inspiring and great interview 🎉thank you Gillian for your wonderful work ❤❤❤
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching! ❤
Great interview. You are so inspiring Lashay, thank you for this interview guys! 🍊🍒🍎🍍🌻
I love the idea of supporting your local farmers. Great interview!
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
They're so important! Thank you for watching. ❤
“THE GIFT OF DESPERATION”🔥 gorgeous ✨ thank you both!💜💜
Gillian thank you for your body of work..life saving!
@GillianBerry
4 ай бұрын
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Wow!! So relatable and so so powerful. I myself have been struggling and am 60 lbs overweight. Very motivational and I am learning to accept that my “setbacks” are just temporary and it will all take time, but will happen. Thank you Gillian and Lashay🙏🥰🩵
@6lack_pineapple
Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it. ❤
Wonderful interview! Learned so much. Fill myself up w your motivational foods, Gillian!