We lost my brother to suicide almost 3 years ago. And I've struggled with it so fucking bad, not even just loosing my brother. People using it against me, using my mental illnesses against me, using my broken fucking heart against me and just overall breaking me down. And sometimes I wish that I could just leave without hurting my mom, she was so hurt knowing she couldn't help my brother. And I don't want her to loose two children from the same fucking thing but at the same time, it's just so hard to be here when nobody cares that I am. I cut myself off from all my friends when he left us, I changed myself completely and nobody can handle me any more. I'm just here alone. Not even my girlfriend cares. And that's saying something

@1_Cherry_1

2 жыл бұрын

I’m sorry you had to go through all that and are still going through it. I know I’m just some person and I can’t really do anything, but you’re incredibly strong for still being here, even if it’s extremely difficult. I’m proud of you and no matter who you are you deserve some joy in your life. Best wishes ❤️

@roxymonroe999

2 жыл бұрын

people are just bad people. want to be mutuals?:) you can always vent to me♡!! im sure you dont deserve that>:(

@maybe_quinn

2 жыл бұрын

I'm.. so sorry for you, this world really suck... never saw that before.... I hope you find better people to be with

@peachmilk5886

2 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss and what you had to go through please stay strong, we all believe in you.

@lvlybnny5683

2 жыл бұрын

i've been through the same shit, i'm so sorry you have to deal with it. we can get through it together.

With how toxic I am, I don't like me either.

@jimingotjams688

Жыл бұрын

Same

i feel like this was personally made for me, because I figured that out when the person i cared most for started to show 0 interest in me, no one actually cares😕

I saw this one comment on a dif playlist, it said that "I don't have any idea what's going on but whenever you feel bad I want you to know that I'm proud of you for being here -sam" and the idea alone made me cry because I've never been told that, and maybe you've never been told that too so I might as well let you know that sam is proud of you and so am I

Tw:parents fighting, $h, su!c!de,$tarving yourself, cussing It sucks when you hear your friends talking about meeting up on the weekend but you can’t go because you go to your moms or dads and all you hear there is From dad and his girlfriend: *fighting constantly I front of me when I was 8-10* From mom: omg I’m so stressed I just wanna kms I hate this sh!t It sucks when you get scared every time you here footsteps when your wearing a short sleeve because your afraid they’re gonna see your c*ts and when you show your best friend they call you crazy It sucks when your grandpa calls you an elephant all the time and you got compliments for being “skinny” so now you $tarve yourself because every time you gain weight you hate yourself but you just want to Binge Binge Binge You know what sucks the most? *Fucking everything.*

@Ashley-ed9tt

2 жыл бұрын

I'm feel so sorry for what you have to go through I really hope that everything gets better

@fL0e

10 ай бұрын

real.

i have so many toxic tendencies it's annoying even for me :'[

@reversedboob6968

2 жыл бұрын

lmao same

@hlivaralexa441

Жыл бұрын

Same man. Weve all been there Your mental health affects how you treat others. Take care of yourself💖 hope youre doing well, and if not, I hope youll fe better soon!!

My name is no one so don't worry 😁😁😁☀️☀️☀️

@xdkankaxd5427

2 жыл бұрын

:)))) ♥

@juliasanna2360

2 жыл бұрын

☁️💖✨⚡️🙂

@louannloune9251

2 жыл бұрын

It's really cute, thanks you ❤️ Seeing you comment is the reason why I actually smile :')

@chellomaxyoraiz4021

2 жыл бұрын

@@louannloune9251 glad l could help😄😄😊😊

@chikanpig6981

2 жыл бұрын

This is so cute

literally half these songs legit make me wanna relapse and start starving again but at the same these songs are really good

@mariaselmanllari7884

2 жыл бұрын

No please keep eating , you are so perfect I believe in you 🤍

i always think if people actually like me or not. i feel that one second many people loved me; i am loved. the next i fel that everyone hate me; tehe whole world hates me; am i not good enough. i wish i was a person who didn't have to worry abt that.

You know what? my personality is dry, people dont like me... i gotta say.. i dont like me either

@mariaselmanllari7884

2 жыл бұрын

But I like you! You are a good person and perfect as you are🤍

To everyone here in the comments, I’m proud of you. For still being here, even if it’s not for long. Despite how much life has knocked you down your still here, breathing. Improvement takes time, and unfortunately it’s not easy. Improvement hurts, life hurts, everything will hurt. And it might not seem worth it. It might seem like if you leave nothing will change. But it doesn’t matter how many or how little people love you. You are amazing, and no one has the right to take that away from you. Even if you’re holding on my a single thread, you’re still here. It’ll be hard to find things worth living for, i won’t lie about that. But if anything, live for the moments of peace. Even if those moments are small, it’s something. Even if nothing I say has helped you. That’s okay, but please feel free to vent in the comments. About anything at all. No matter how gruesome, no matter how little. Please use this comment to get out any of your troubles that you’re to afraid to tell people you know. And with that, drink some water and have a good day. You are worth it 💞

@RoysHair

2 жыл бұрын

thank you kind creature. i feel a lot of people including me needed this comment.

@1_Cherry_1

2 жыл бұрын

@@RoysHair no problem homie, also I like your sally face pfp!

@RoysHair

2 жыл бұрын

@@1_Cherry_1 tanx btw its not a mistake its a 🌟M A S T E R P I E C E🌟

@1_Cherry_1

2 жыл бұрын

@@RoysHair ✨yes✨

@RoysHair

2 жыл бұрын

@@1_Cherry_1 so how are you

V3nt! Yea nobody likes me, yes sure I have my family and I know they love me, they’re everything I could ever ask for but im not always with them. Obviously, we’re most of the time at school. It’s always THEM. Ever since fucking 4th grade. Thanks to them nobody likes me. It’s been the same shit over and over again. Im in 8th grade now and nothing had changed. It’s their fault that im insecure about myself, now I can’t even look myself in the mirror and say “I look good”. But I cant just blame them bcs they’re pretty or bcs they’re so popular and everybody likes them, that’s not how things work. Everyday I go to school thinking “nobody actually likes me, you’re fucking ugly and you’re not good enough” I cant even do this anymore, I just want to live happy without worrying about my looks but there are some people that mess things up really bad and that’s how my insecurities grow.

@mariaselmanllari7884

2 жыл бұрын

You are perfect the way you are you are beautiful, I believe in you! 🤍Try not caring what they say or show they do this because they don't have nothing to do in their life

@sofiasanchez7056

2 жыл бұрын

@@mariaselmanllari7884 wow thx

@fizzp0p77

2 жыл бұрын

me too. im so sorry this is happening with you. The same exact thing is happening to me, too.

@Sydnieishot

Жыл бұрын

Same except I’m not even good enough for my parents they always make comments like your the older one! You more babyish than your little sister! Grow up, be mature. Then I feel the same way at school no one likes me I’m ugly why would anyone like me why can’t I just be normal.

Aah it's so good I love this playlist

Can never actually trust anyone The first person who I thought was my best friend isnt what the red glasses I wore show what everyone else saw The second doesnt actually care about my boundaries or interests only likes to make me feel dumb The third and fourth were never there they both and the first only needed a therapist The fifth is never entirely here either and is never gonna choose me to keep talking to But the new two somehow treat me better and make me feel seen.. its hard to believe that they make me feel this way…… And the first to fifth always left me alone for friends they liked more instead of staying I hated it and dealt with it for so long and they just didnt see how much it hurt It hurt so DAMN MUCH AND THEY JUST SOMEHOW WALKED UP TO ME AND STARTED TALKING LIKE THEY DIDNT IGNORE ME FOR WEEKS AND I BLAMED MYSELF FOR IT I wish I could tell them how much it hurt I know I can.. but I’m not doing that.. I’m just done so ✊👊 lets see who I turn out staying friends with for these next years And then we’ll see

@nanai7381

2 жыл бұрын

don't worry, me too, but 13 times, I actually counted and hoped my memory is wrong ;-;. I hope you find a good friend :D

I love the playlist!

love the playlist !

Vent TW : $h, Su!sidal thoughts, cursing, Ed, tics I hate myself so much. I’m never ok. I’m so fucking annoying. I hate when I eat. All I wanna do is relapse and cut to make it all feel better. Nothings ok anymore. I’m done with living but I don’t wanna leave my friends. It’s not like I wanna hurt anyone but myself. I so fucking useless. I make people think I hate them because I use to much humor. I’m so tired of this shit. All I wanna be is myself but my parents are not the most supportive. And I can’t be alone because I might harm myself. No one trust me and I hate that. I wish I could just die. My thoughts take over me and I have tic attacks and I hate it. I’m just so useless. Why am I alive? I forget all of my life all the time. I’m just a failure. I wanna cry but I can’t. I’m sorry that I can’t be a good friend and person.

@mariaselmanllari7884

2 жыл бұрын

Do you know something? You are PERFECT the way you are! I know how you feel because I harm myself too, but please try being clean for a day then two and day by day you will get there 🤍 You can do it I believe in you! You can talk to me if you want to talk to someone, please eat and stay hydrated

We all have struggles, that's evident, if anything, stick around for me, I can't bare to see so many struggle like this. feel free to use the replies as a vent place. It is safe and hate-free. Ill try my best to comfort you

@f1nnzy

2 жыл бұрын

@Chiyo I’m sorry about that, your similar to me in a way, my therapist stated I’m like a sponge, i soak up so many peoples emotions and it negatively affects me. I appreciate you checking in on me, but this is about you right now (I’m doing well lol) best thing is to keep watch on who will use you and who will love you, and try to find what makes you feel loved so you can tell friends and family’s so you feel appreciated. Self reflection is also needed, don’t push yourself so hard, be grateful for what you’ve accomplished, never stop loving but be sure to love yourself. Sometimes you is all you have, make sure that someone is someone who loves you back. It isn’t narcissistic to give yourself a little care :) 💛💛

i love and relate to this playlist so much thank you. i have no real friends other than my younger brother but we dont talk about much things at all since its scary for both of us

my best friend "played" with my feelings,2 bff likes my crush(same to the 3 one),not going school=losing hopes for my crush + friends,friend 1 backstabber,friend 2 told me about s$x and it left me in my memory because it was like 4 years ago but it was not easy to get over it,friend 3 snake.And my parents still say:"Your friends are amazing."E,G,K,E,X idc if you seeing this,this is the true...G i know you have lots of diffucult things through your life.If i was you i couldn't make it.Just to know im just saying it and NOT saying its your fault.You want to somehow deal with the pain -love your uknown

Nice playlist

Time stamps: 00:00 - 2:36 -->Alien Blues (No More Surprises) 2:37 - 4:48 -->Prom Queen (My personal favorite cuz I relate to it the most) 4:49 - 8:01 -->Tired 8:02 - 10:50 -->My Alcoholic Friends 10:51 - 13:25 -->Fallen Down 13:26 - 16:01 -->Alien Blues (No More Surprises) 16:02 - 18:14 -->Prom Queen 18:15 - 21:30 -->Tired 21:31 - 24:15 -->My Alcoholic Friends 24:16 - 28:14 --> Fallen Down {~} Hope This Helped {~} I hope you all have an amazing rest of your day and rest of your life. And remember that even if it doesn't feel like it, things will get better they always do. I have experienced it firsthand but I'm not about to put my whole life story in this comment. : )

Tysm

timestamps for yall, remember you're cared about

@username5606

2 жыл бұрын

thanks sensei, go get some sleep now ✨

@Bandaid_Bunny

2 жыл бұрын

0p

@keistars

Жыл бұрын

thanks aizawa

@linaw438

Жыл бұрын

why is this not pinnd???? also it kinda sad to see they loop it after 4 songs and calld it a day

I'm stressed knowing I have to go to school and deal with another day of people staring and giving me dirty looks. I just want a break from school. It hurts knowing nobody knows what I go through at school. (It's not bullying, no. It's just the fact I have to deal with my whole class staring at me when i go to my desk, plus people in the hallway giving me dirty looks for no reason.) i wanna be invisible. I bet you I'll cry during class tomorrow, and nobody will say anything or even notice me. I've cried twice. TWICE. DURING CLASS. AND NOBODY NOTICED. I HATE MY CLASS. I HATE EVERYONE. ITS LIKE IM A GHOST. LIKE SERIOUSLY?? EVERYONE ELSE IS SO NICE TO OTHER PEOPLE BUT NOT ME?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME??! NOBODY KNOWS WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH BECAUSE OF SCHOOL. SCHOOL IS THE REASON IM TIRED. SCHOOL IS THE REASON I FLINCH EASILY. SCHOOL IS THE REASON I WANNA DIE. WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO BE SO STRESSFUL?? HUH??! FIRST, NOBODY LIKES ME, SECOND, EVERYONE STARES AT ME AND PROBABLY THINKS, "Ew, no wonder she doesn't have any friends." LIKE- WHAT DID I EVERY DO TO ANYONE?! I TRY MY HARDEST TO BE A GOOD PERSON AND BE A GOOD STUDENT AND THIS IS WHAT I GET?? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

Well dam and the fact I lost a 4 year friendship today and this gets recommended 🥲

Just reading everyones reason why they’re here just makes me feel like im just an attention seeking bitch. Like they actually have a good reason to cry at and an actual why they’re depressed. Im sorry if im being rude/mean, i just feel so useless right now and feel like ranting in here even though i dont have any right to do so.

@azyria1877

2 жыл бұрын

u can always vent to me Idm. everybody has different reasons to cry and urs are also very important

Last last winter was a bad time for me. I just cut myself off from all my friends and started doing risky stuff which I don't usually do. I didn't want to eat. I thought that was the easiest way to go without hurting anyone.

I love this play too much

it’s not a pov anymore.

thank you.

I hate physical touch and my friend dose understand that and I tell her to stop but no I get told that I'm the mean one when I say get off of me and than she snaps back at me

Thank you actually

im questioning EVERYTHING in my life🤠🤠

@mariaselmanllari7884

2 жыл бұрын

Haha me too but you have to live the present! And never forget you are perfect the way you are 🤍

Yes, it feels like my friend group does not like me, especially this one person, they probably hate us all. That is why I am simply planning a bit of revenge, which I have begun by interrupting them, and having a conversation with the other person, probably one of the only people who does enjoy my company, did I feel bad? No. But when I did this, they dug their nails into my neck, I simply pushed them off me, trying to hide the fact it really shocked me. They walked away after that, it made me feel really good. They make us all feel invalid by forcing us to do everything they want us to do, dragging us by our clothes to do what *they* want, even if we say we do not want to. So I am going to be the one to stand up to them, maybe our friend group will be better without them?

This is the part where your sadness turns to anger

Tw mention of drug use , sh , ed and suicide I went through a really bad time when i used very bad drugs and i hurt my self bc i felt like i could never return to how i was before and no one rll liked me so i sh . And i was alone the whole time i had to drag myself out of the pit of drug abuse , i cleaned my wrists , i got clean and i did it all alone . But now that im sober people still use it against me knowing i hate the fact i used those things and even my ``freinds`use it against me . I tried to commit scuicide once and everyone was worried but a week later everyone forgot about it and that was months ago but now my `friends`keep making me feel bad about it that i put them through pain and that i was a bad friend for the attempt and i dont know what to do anymore .

Hi there! Do u have some Spotify playlists?

UNDERTALEEE

NOT THE FIRST SONG ✋✋✋

Just a little longer vent. Sorry if it’s mixed or you can’t understand, I can’t focus on it.. School. Do I need to say more? In elementary school they bullied me for 7 years. Then it was okay and I was so excited for high school. I thought its gonna be super! Like yes, I am shy but sure I find someone here! What a fucking bullshit. Noone cares about me and noone likes me. This school is fantastic, just people in my class don’t want to talk with some weirdo like me. I am here for 2 years and it’s pain. After Christmas we get a new teacher, the best teacher I could ever imagine. He helped me so much when I struggled with mental health, he made me happy, I love going to school bcs of him. And you know what? Yes they are going to change him for someone else. I don’t know what I’m going to do without him… And today we were with a class on some roadtrip and today I realized, I really don’t belong here… I am going to stay home for a while cause whenever I think about that, it makes me want to cry. I don’t know, just when I see everyone how happy they are, how they enjoy their time and how they have cool friends, it makes me feel so alone, that I wanna die… I just don’t understand what is so wrong with me that no one wants to talk to me. I try so hard and no one cares. The best part? No one see I struggle so much. When I sometimes say: ,,I wanna die.” like a joke, no one think that something about it might be true. Ofc I’m not going to do something to me, I am too scared and I hate pain so, I wouldn’t take that pain xd but you know, just that feeling that you don’t really care if something happen… Actually I hate myself, I hate that I don’t know how to talk to people, so maybe I understand why noone likes me

I’ve always known I’m not the favourite in the friend group, In primary school, we’d fight all the time. I was 8 and dealing with my parents divorce. It didn’t help that my two best friends were bullying and hurting me mentally. I just wanted to have some friends since I’d recently moved and it just wasn’t happening. Fast forward to the summer holidays before highschool, I was having suicidal thoughts and tried self harming for the first time. All because I knew when I got to highschool I’d have no friends. I was so scared that I’d get bullied all over again and it wasn’t fair. For the first few months, I was right. Nobody liked me and I ate lunch alone. I couple people tried to be friends with me but neither of us were too fond of eachother. We ended our friendship on pretty good terms and still say hi to eachother every so often. Later on in my first year, I finally was accepted into the main friendgroup. A girl called Ruby, my now ex girlfriend, managed to get me in because I seemed lonely and honestly I was non stop crying. It was kinda awkward at first and some boys from my primary were still bullying me but the girls eventually stood up for me! We hung out loads and had sleepovers all the time. It felt nice to be accepted. Second year of highschool, things were pretty much the same. I was happy and had a big group of friends! In October this year, I got the courage to ask out my crush. Everything was going great until the day before Halloween. The same guy from my primary who has bullying me posted a pic of this girl, I thought it was me and asked him to take it down but he said no. He took the conversation to another gc that I am not in and started bitching abt me. I got told to kill myself and that I am ‘sensitive *f slur* wanker.’ I got really annoyed and realised it wasn’t me in the photo so I apologised. They continued to bitch about me though. On Halloween night, at the school party, we all agreed to not talk to the people who were mean to me but my friend, Shaila hung out with them the whole night. My ex girlfriend (girlfriend at the time) Ruby, rushed to the bathroom when my old Bsf, Chloe needed to pee. But when I was genuinely upset and having a panic attack she couldn’t give a rats ass. Ever since that night they’ve done nothing but ignore me and leave me out, fuck, even today at morning interval they fucking up and left me without saying where they were going. Then, when I was venting to Chloe, Ella (the girl who told me to kms) started mocking me thinking I couldn’t see. I officially left school today since I’m moving back to England for the first time in 4 shit years. But seriously man, I’m 12 years old. I ‘m just a kid and I hate my life so much. When I said bye to all my friends all I got was: “wait are you moving rn?” And then I said: “no I’m moving in a couple weeks.” And then: “oh okay.” Are you fucking serious? If you asked me 3 years ago if I would take a bullet for these people I would have said yes on. The. Spot. But now, god I don’t even know where we stand. Don’t bully or leave your friends out guys. Unless you have good reason and the other person is aware of that reason, it’s just horrible.

My mental stability has been decreased a lot recently, my bff is suicidal and I dont know how to help them, my teacher is a asshole, my classmates are shitty and all my friends are fake, and so I relate a lot of these songs. But my gf makes me really happy and they help me a lot.

Hey! OH hi, i Just want to say that i love you❤️ also im proud of you for being you. Dont stres About schol, friend, parents or anything else. You. Are. Amzing. PERSON❤️. olso im sorry for misstakes, im not english speaker

me: I'm feeling so awful and on edge lemme listen to a vent playlist and come down asap. youtube:hol up lemme play two 15 secs ads first and psst you also can't skip them.

i think im going insane.

it's okay, i dont like me either.

every friendship I had was a onesided street.

Ow. Most of these songs hit me right in the gut. TW: Self harm, death, suicide, starvation Ever since 4th grade, I've been screwed up. I'd been starving myself since I was only 7. I've been seeing therapist after therapist ever since I was just a little kid. I have a bingo card of mental illnesses. ADHD, Autism, OSDD, MDD, and GAD. My parents don't think my mental issues are valid or important. They just want me to stay alive so they can say they're good parents. I know they care. But at the same time they don't. They never cared what my opinion was. They never cared if I was hurt. My father walked into my very first suicide attempt and forgot it had ever happened. My mom keeps saying I'm her little girl even though I came out as transmasc and she said she supported me. My brother is the only one who cares about me. And even then, he rarely spends time with me. It's frustrating, because I want to spend time with him, but he just wants to stay alone in his room. I know they care about me. I know. I know. I know. But at the same time, it feels like that care and love is null and void.

@AnneKitkat-ix3mb

6 ай бұрын

I know ima stranger but I care about you! You're awesome just the way you are. I feel you need more love.

ts was so good i had 2 pull out the blade

if ill ever be myself ill have no friends and when i have friends i be me and they just... im not rlly me

but i deserved it, i'm just toxic and idk how to become a better person... i've tried so much, but nothing works out, i'm just tired, maybe my place is being alone

@azyria1877

2 жыл бұрын

look my family gave me mental problems honestly, my parents both overdosed around a month ago and ever since than I’ve felt guilt since we fought every night. before they died I was very very toxic. I would say things that I don’t mean just because I thought that some of the comments were normal. this month I’ve coped by taking time and focusing on myself. doing things I enjoy helped me be less toxic and now I’m able to express my feelings without having a whole demon come out. so my advice for u is just taking it easy and doing things that’ll help cope such as music, drawing, sports etc.

AAA LONG RANT COMIN UP IM SORRY☹️ - - Over the years, nobody had cared about what I was going through. I could be breaking down and they’d make it about themselves. I hated it and hearing my mother to stop crying or to shut up because basically my emotions were annoying made me so upset. But I resolved this issue by trying taking my emotions completely off of the table. Unfortunately, all that’s left is anger and sadness. If u were to ask me “When was the last time u were happy?” I wouldn’t know. Ive always been unhappy with my life and would cry myself to sleep when I was little. So I genuinely don’t know when was the last time I was truly happy. After shutting off most of my emotions I’ve found it hard to sympathize with others. Sometimes I wish I cared but I can’t seem to get that kind of emotion out of me. Often I don’t realize that people have stronger emotions and empathy than I do so I fake my emotions around others to be normal or else I’ll be called heartless. But another part of it is: “Why should I care, when nobody cared for me?” So now I’m stuck in this endless cycle of negative emotions and trying to find is this life really worth living? I know I will make no impact here. My name won’t be remembered when I’m gone. Yes I may save people by being kind to them and giving them hope but what difference would it make? None really. We’re all just numbers in a system that could careless whether we were struggling or not and all we have are each other. Even that is not enough for some of us.

"But I don't have any friends" ".....what about me?" -me

no one really likes me as much as i like them, but that doesn't really matter... i dont really like myself that much either.

Wow I’ve never been more disappointed in people like I’ve been but not like rn cuz rn I gave a chance to people and I’m tired of it cuz I always say I should depend on myself and I was kinda healing and getting better but I kept wanting to open up to someone about my day I’m literally lonely I got no one and I got a toxic brothers and parents who only cares about grades and not my mental health, lol at this point I’m just venting on what’s bothering me this whole time.. lol I thought I’d cry when smth bad happens to me again but I’m not crying rn lol even tho there were tears on the verge of falling but didn’t haha. I think I really should depend on myself and stop my emotions take over. I used to feel sad and unstable everytime someone did me wrong it used to upset me for like a whole week or more. I think not anymore it’s all the same I won’t get my hopes high I won’t expect anything from everyone.. I think I’ll be alright as long as I take care of myself I don’t need anyone. I’ll do what i want and what I love I’ll accept the fact that I’m gonna do everything on my own, what I love on my own., and take care of myself by talking and venting in chat like these or to myself cuz it will be stupid of me to vent to another person after all what happened lol. I’ll live everyday like it was my last and won’t feel anything for anyone only doing the things I love. I promise I’ll try to get better and I won’t let my emotions take control of me.

The funny thing that I dyed my hair i get a skincare routine I changed my style i start doing makeup i did everything i could and still no one likes me or even noticed me :))) They always notice my friend who have the most beautiful eyes in the world l’m not jealous she is really beautiful but… you know:) And actually I’m like cassie in euphoria , i fell in love with every guy who shows me 0.1% interest and l’m really hate this

Poison. I can’t think anymore… I think I should just stop. It’d be better if I stopped anyways…

Hay thật sự, cảm ơn Đức Phúc mang cho mình dòng cảm xúc này!

Bro I was playing basketball and my so called friend told a popular kid "bro (me) is so weird" like if u wanna talk sht atleast whisper quieter

remember, it’s not your fault for feeling the way you’re feeling. if they don’t listen and make efforts to make you feel better, they aren’t worth your time. take care of yourself first. you’re more important than a relationship. you’re so brave and i hope you’ll find the right people. your efforts will mean something one day. im so proud of you. please keep going

this playlist screams ed lmao

NOBODY MITSKIIII

I am the weirdo in school And I don't know what to do... No matter what I do No matter what I say No matter how many times I change schools No matter how many different people I meet No matter how I dress No matter how I act I will always be a fucking weirdo

TW: SUICIDE I annoy people without trying to. I just wish I was a likable person I wish my attempt worked. It's hard for me trust people bc I've had so many fake friends. It's like when I try to make friends it doesn't work. I'm not attractive. I'm not likable

im a no-one so, im here

People just pity me

TW: Long ass story So, the boys in my English and Khmer school make fun of me, my name, how I speak, and just everything abt me in general. I fell in love with this one boy in my Khmer class and he was cute, tall, and “nice”, I got so many signals that he likes me back, like helping me do my homework, go out to get icecream w me, and walking me home. But then I saw him kissing my friend. I felt betrayed and angry but I couldn’t hold back my useless ass tears and ran home, went into my bedroom, locked the door, and just sit there, crying my ugly ass eyes out. The next day, the guy I fell for, he “accidentally” bumped into me while I was walking up the stairs, and I fell, down the stairs, looking like a ugly crybaby who fell for attention. My head was bleeding and it was stinging so badly. The boys all just laughed at me while my only true friends argued with them. I looked so useless, just sitting on the ground with a bleeding forehead. And then I fell in love with my best friend’s brother, and she said it was okay. And I asked him to the prom that day, and what do you know, he fucking rejected me because I was too “clingy”, “ugly”, and a “crybaby”. I tried to hold back my tears while I run away. Just looking useless as, always. *i just want to be loved.*

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My friends act like im fucking invisible. They barely include me in convos. I put so much effort into relationships and friendships and no one ever puts effort back. I give and give and give and give and give and give and still NO ONE GIVES ME BACK ANYTHING ELSE. i just want to be appreciated and loved back...is it too much too ask? :(

I cant get rid of my ex, who totally destroyed my mental health. I always come after him and we do the dirty. I know i shouldn't do it because he ruined me. And i am in my absolute worst just because of him. but doing the dirty is the only thing keeping me alive- i know i shouldn't forgive him that he made me go to a psychiatrist because i can't get over him- i feel like i am losing myself-

@azyria1877

2 жыл бұрын

my boyfriend of 1 year had an affair with one of my closest friend a week after my parents died. he promised the world to me and he just shattered all those promises. u don’t know how many times I almost picked up his calls. I almost lost myself to him and I was about to do it again. my advice for u is taking a break. it may seem hard but u need to block him and become strangers. it’s best if u take a break from relationships for a good couple months so u can focus on yourself and ur health. if u don’t leave his life ur gonna get taken advantage of and that’s just gonna ruin u even more and I do not want that to happen to u. so please block him and never look back. I love u and I hope that whatever u do is gonna help, feel free to message me.

@zuzanaduditsova2192

2 жыл бұрын

@@azyria1877 aww ty for the advice. That means a lot to me. I'm gonna think about it. Honestly leaving is one of the best things, but idk if im strong enough. Sorry for your loss bby :(( . Hope ur feeling fine

@azyria1877

2 жыл бұрын

@@zuzanaduditsova2192 u are strong enough, I know that u are. u shouldn’t let him keep taking advantage of u since u deserve someone who can take care of ur mental health and someone who will stay, not just for ur body.

@azyria1877

2 жыл бұрын

@@zuzanaduditsova2192 but thank u for ur kind words, best wishes

@zuzanaduditsova2192

2 жыл бұрын

@@azyria1877 omg ur absolutely right thank u

⟟ don’t like me either. What is there to like? I’m just a waste of space and time.

@mariaselmanllari7884

2 жыл бұрын

You are PERFECT and please don't think otherwise about you please eat and stay hydrated 🤍

It never was a pov yknow

@azyria1877

2 жыл бұрын

I love u

Spotify playlist?

This not a pov it's irl

just a quick question, is 11 yrs old still considered as a child?

gehehehhehehehehehe

:(

Comment

What song is 4:50?

@daphodil_

2 жыл бұрын

Tired

@luvlyaudios

2 жыл бұрын

@@daphodil_ Thank you !!

@daphodil_

2 жыл бұрын

@@luvlyaudios your welcome :)