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  • @darkcoolava
    @darkcoolava5 сағат бұрын

    I didn't see it at first but I thought this man was holding thighs

  • @bujinlkam5871
    @bujinlkam587113 сағат бұрын

    Never give up. Think. Think again. But not the negative side. You can do it again and trust yourself. But not your heart. Use your brain. Don't run away from your problems. Fight them. Don't give up.

  • @tootbender6935
    @tootbender693518 сағат бұрын

    POV: You can't stop pissing off your dad because you're just that awful, but at least your mom still loves you for some reason even though you're not much better to her.

  • @dihya7810
    @dihya781023 сағат бұрын

    ربنا اغفر لنا زلاتنا انت تسترنا وترحمنا ونحن نقابلك بالمعصيه عندما تضطرب نفسك ي اعلم انها تتوق لخالقها خالها الذي يعرف ماذا يصلح لها لانه هو من خلقها وجعل صلحها فيما يريد هو سامحني يا الله يارب انا عبدك الضعيف عصيتك لفساد قلبي وليس محاربه لك ياربي الرحيم اصلح قلبي عاجلا وليس اجلا او ابدلني قلبا جديدا يا كريم

  • @jervxus_
    @jervxus_Күн бұрын

    today my only friend at my new school I ever had a healthy friendship where it doesn’t feel like he was taking advantage of me or I was taking advantage of him made fun of me :(

  • @akimovvas
    @akimovvasКүн бұрын

    мурашки, я щас на качели на улице, тут дождь мне одной страшно и чувствую себя свободной я рада

  • @SafeplaceForall
    @SafeplaceForall2 күн бұрын

    Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like it’s your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You're not a burden to anyone, don't be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you're in pain : ( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. It's evening for you, you re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as vou can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :> (ps someone else has said this! i just wanted to spread the word, you are loved <3)

  • @circumcisemyloveforyou
    @circumcisemyloveforyou2 күн бұрын

    POV: you try so hard, but it's never enough.

  • @Javier_dumbxD
    @Javier_dumbxD2 күн бұрын

    Lloro con esta cancion no siento mi garganta❤️mi sentimientos me hacen abrirlos con esta musica que me hace llorar en la noches :)

  • @user-os1fw9lr8e
    @user-os1fw9lr8e2 күн бұрын

    The playlist reminded me that I haven’t been alone with myself for a long time. I want to live the life I dreamed of…… but how to stop living in the past and thinking about it all the time when im alone?

  • @lejulijules
    @lejulijules4 күн бұрын

    All i want to do is run, run as far as i want, as long as i want and never come back. Just live the way i want

  • @marspIanet
    @marspIanet4 күн бұрын

    when a playlist starts with je te laisserai de mots, you know its gonna be good.

  • @myself6090
    @myself60904 күн бұрын

    I found out that maybe they don't like me as much as they say. That the person i used to be best friendd with is turning my s/o against me. The only there for me atm is my online brother. I have a feeling my ex friend is gonna try and turn everyone against me. I'm trying my hardest to be *normal* for once, I don't see that happening. I fucking hate it. I don't see what I did that was so bad. I guess I'm just some kinda freak. I don't deserve anyone...

  • @XioaCOD
    @XioaCOD4 күн бұрын

    When I was 9 I got picked up from school. I wondered why but my parents never told me. I was sitting in the backseat, all confused while my mom was in the front in the passenger seat crying. As my stepdad drove me and my mom home. After we all got there, they all sat down and then they told me that my biological father has killed himself. I never really knew why and it was still makes me angry till this day so I just listen to playlists like this and cry to them so I can just let it all out.

  • @Elu480
    @Elu4805 күн бұрын

    Im shaking

  • @user-ge1bt5ti9q
    @user-ge1bt5ti9q5 күн бұрын

    cuando lei '' ruun away '' pense el verlabase XD

  • @gHoStLoVeAmItY
    @gHoStLoVeAmItY5 күн бұрын

    . . . the argument would of never started if i simply want there. when i simple didnt talk to them. when i didnt sit with them at lunch. an end toa whole friend group. would of never happen. if i was there :3

  • @yarledypablobermeo8787
    @yarledypablobermeo87876 күн бұрын

  • @Kistina-ThunderRainSound-iw8qk
    @Kistina-ThunderRainSound-iw8qk6 күн бұрын

    To who ever may be reading this, you did your best today and I'm glad you're here with us. tomorrow is a new day, get some rest <3

  • @wioxzew618
    @wioxzew6187 күн бұрын

    Хочется плакать друг исчез на 2 3 недели а я без него день не могу прожить, и в этом я поняла что он мне настолько дорог, скоро лето надеюсь он вернуться в мою жизнь прошло 23 минут, моя душа наполняется слезами я не знаю я уже скучаю по нему..

  • @Sharvarii_24
    @Sharvarii_247 күн бұрын

    Listening to this playlist and reading comments is my therapy now . I feel calm and relaxed...

  • @I_WANNA_BE_SAVEDDDD
    @I_WANNA_BE_SAVEDDDD7 күн бұрын

    I realized something maybe my mom was right Maybe im just a burden to everyone i encounter Maybe its time for me to give up Some time i wish i could just disappear maybe then everyone would be happy Sometime i try to change myself for the better to fit in better with other people but i just keep making it worse. I know that at this point thst im not living for myself anymore, i lost myself a long long time ago. I just feel like a robot just here to serve others in anyway, shape or form Im tired so so tired i want to leave

  • @27salvadorpattynoelialisbe11
    @27salvadorpattynoelialisbe118 күн бұрын

    hola, la verdad me siento mal con una presion y peso enorme. No tengo donde desahogarme asi q si gustas puedes leerme. Pasa que soy huerfana mi mama murió a mis 7 años y mi papá me abandono por su otra familia. Empece a ser responsabilidad de mis abuelos y tía desde pequeña me guardo mis cosas y siempre desconfianda. Recuerdo que cuando fallecio mi mamá mis hermanos y tíos me miraban como "ahora quien se hara cargo de ti" desde q fallecio mi mamá todo cambio claro mamá solo hay una, las navidades desde los 7 años tuve q trabajar y nisiquiera para q me paguen a mi sino a mi hermana ... No saben cuanto esperaba un regalo debajo de ese árbol despues de ver como las familias compraban cosas para sus niños, me toco pasar noche buena y navidad sola en una casa gigante y un cuarto vacko frio y oscuro donde mi única compañía era mi sombra misma siempre me dejaban sola en casa, claro solo era una niña... Al vivir con mi abuelo el era muy exigente con las notas del colegio fui y trate de ser la mejor alumna, ya q de esa unica manera me notaban y daban valorización, recuerdo una vez saque 75 puntos sobre 100 en los exámenes en lo cual yo mostré esa nota y me lo rompieron en frente de todos aquel momento tenia 10 u 11 años. Paso luego que tuve mi primer celular, esto de Facebook lugar donde hay gente retorcida, bueno me toco toparme com hombres q me daban atención y validacion por mi cuerpo, me sexualize desde los 11 años a escondidas sentia que llenaba un vacio de cariño y mucha atención asi estuve hasta los 13 donde tuve q parar xq mi tia encontró cosas en mi cell fotos mias, me sentía vacia y sola... Me decia "solo ocupas oxígeno xq no te matas me das asco" "si tanto quieres tener zex0 metete un..." Y muchas cosas mas q me dice hasta ahora q tengo 19 (ya no tan frcuente pero siempre me lo saca en cara). Las.cosas eran complicadas en casa un lugar donde vivias con miedo,. tensión y ansiedad. Pero bueno no solo me paso eso, mi papá ese tiempo era Juez tenia peoblemas legales lo cual en venganza, me secuestraron y abusaron de mi en ello... Paso asi el tiempo, en el colegio era otro problema me hacían bullying las niñas de mi curso ya sea x mi físico x mis meritos academicos sme hacían insultos y bueno todo lo q hacen las niñas malas a esa edad. A los 17 sali del colegio y entre en mi primer intento a la mejor universidad de mi país a la carrera de derecho (por que mi papá quiso eso) en este transcurso tuve parejas q sali mal de ellas emocionalmente me enseñaron mucho pero dolio aprender. El problema de ahora es, que tengo a mi abuelito que a pesar de como fue lo quiero xq fue el unico q se puso los pantalones para criarme desde niña y mi tia q a pesar como sea la quiero, pero siento tanta presión y miedo tengo miedo q mi abuelo fallezca y no me vea con mi titulo me pone triste el hecho de q el no estara en los momentos mas importantes de mi vida de hecho no tengo a nadie que me acompañe estoy sola... me duele ssber eso siempre soy fuerte siempre soy positiva y alegre pero solamente yo se la amargura, cansancio y tristeza qhe llevo en mi Todo este tiempo he sabido sobrellevar con valores, meditación y claro siempre "yo puedo sola" actualmente no me sexualizo ni nada eso acabo a los 13 ya se estar sola se cuidarme y todo ello pero me da miedo el futuro y siento ese vacio de q no es suficiente.

  • @leen-vo5lg
    @leen-vo5lg6 күн бұрын

    I think you shed a lot of tears while writing.. I'm really sad for you. I don't know what I can do.. When I wrote the last verse, it came with only a verse. You can hug me in the song.. I wish you better days and that you will be successful in the future, and may these difficulties be free. The secret of your success 💗

  • @flyfilalala
    @flyfilalala6 күн бұрын

    Удачи знаю тебе легче ты смог высказать все что таилось в тебе но я знаю как это тяжело когда у тебя нет того человека который может поддержать и выслушать тебя это трудно но удачи в будущем я знаю у тебя всё получиться не смотря не на что не оборачивается назад иди только вперёд заплюнь на плохие моменты они были но они просшли это значит что всё они больше не случаться удачи ещё раз <3❤

  • @user-il5xc6sw6h
    @user-il5xc6sw6h8 күн бұрын

    Я плачу по ночам под этот плейлист не потому что мне грустно потомучто я должеа выпустить свои эмоции...

  • @lapulisa
    @lapulisa8 күн бұрын

    Самый любимый плейлист незаменимый. Уже сколько слушаю не надоедает. А лишь хочется слушать снова и снова

  • @p.palaksh
    @p.palaksh9 күн бұрын

    the comments under this video,makes me wanna hug you all and tell you im proud of you! You got this!! 🤍

  • @Heather-ip8sd
    @Heather-ip8sd9 күн бұрын

    “I need an alibi to justify and somebody to blame” that basically sums up my situation. I’m genuinely the problem. I’ll let myself get carried away with my anger, I yell and I get rude. Then I constantly try to find a reason to blame someone else while feeling frustrated, but this time I just confirmed my own disappointment and that I’m the problem. I’m honestly so sorry for everyone that has me in their lives. Don’t worry, just give me a few years, I’ll give you as much as I can so you can live happily, and I’ll move away by myself somewhere distant, and I’ll watch you finally enjoying your life from afar.

  • @The_Shogo
    @The_Shogo9 күн бұрын

    I live in the village. It is beautiful here, the air is always fresh and clean. The grass is green, the sky is blue, tall trees, long rivers... sometimes you just want to run away from all your problems. Sit under a tree admiring fast flowing river. Inhale the air until oxygen strikes. Just sit alone and comprehend the meaning of own life. After all, who are we really? Pawns? Maybe for higher creatures, we are like kittens that run on the ground, play, fussing. Do these “higher ones” exist at all? But.. I just feel at home being in nature. The trees that surround me feel like protection. Like a box for a kitten. Comfortable, quiet, calming... But sometimes I feel like a nobody! It’s as if everyone decided that I was worthless. I want to run. Run and scream. I really want to be loved. For a long time and sincerely. But is it necessary to achieve love? It's so strange.. but at the same time very fascinating....

  • @arieamorgonzalez5083
    @arieamorgonzalez50839 күн бұрын

    La vida es vida,lo se lo valoro lo respeto pero aveces siento que nunca avanzó siento que esto me está acabando me está consumiendo me esta matando ,tragando me siento obligada a hacer lo que no quiero,...siento que es tan difícil seguir aquí nunca me siento cómoda con nada,ni con mi misma estoy triste,y arruinada lo más que quiero es descansar de mis preocupaciones y huir de aquí no me siento bien y lo más triste es saber que nunca me aran caso lo digo y no me hacen caso nadie me quiere me siento ahogada y lo más triste es que quiero a alguien y nunca me hace caso es un niño de la escuela y el nunca me mira cuando yo lo miro me evade gracias por ver mi comentario.

  • @isbertotaiza1443
    @isbertotaiza144310 күн бұрын

    Por qué ésta playlist dura 4 dias??

  • @Kelly_v
    @Kelly_v10 күн бұрын

    i love you Angel!!

  • @yoora5478
    @yoora547810 күн бұрын

    I feel like school started yesterday, but now the exams are starting and I don't know anything. I work hard but I don't know anything. Since I was in a project group, I couldn't go to class for 2 weeks and I missed the most important topic. I don't know what to do. I don't want to fail, but no matter how hard I work, it doesn't work. Actually i love school like i love my teachers, Lessons, vibe of the school, rainy days at school and reading books in front of the window etc. Everything is great but when the exam week come i dont feel these thlngs i just feel exhausted ı think like if i going to fail i will betray my teachers, family and myself, especially i dont want to betray myself , i study till the mornings but there's no Conclusion I'm about to go crazy LIKE HOW THESE STUPID ONES DONT STUDY AT ALL AND GET THE PERFECT GRADES THEY'RE JUST MAKING STUPIDEST NOISES IN THE CLASSROOM AND ALWAYS GOSSIP BUT I ALWAYS LISTEN MY TEACHERS I ALWAYS ATTEND CLASSES IM ALWAYS ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS BUT LIKE I SAID THERE IS NO CONCLUSION IM JUST USELESS

  • @melodysmel
    @melodysmel10 күн бұрын

    Some people don't look like they're studying, but in reality they work hard on their own time. I suggest you to learn the right ways to study, u got this.

  • @Xquavsplays
    @Xquavsplays10 күн бұрын

    I wish my parents would appreciate instead of telling me how useless I am

  • @stairzG
    @stairzG11 күн бұрын

    gyat dayum 2 hours of greatness

  • @Chrismclondalds
    @Chrismclondalds11 күн бұрын

    My best friends keep replacing me. Like my best friend of 5 years replaced me with someone she knew for 5 months. And my new best friend replaced me with a girl she knew for 5 minutes. It’s my fault. Perfect title for me

  • @Seslendirwomen_real
    @Seslendirwomen_real11 күн бұрын

    Litteraly every single song i cried i have lots of traumas... İm so changed.. "Everyone changes me.."

  • @carreraxspreem1002
    @carreraxspreem100211 күн бұрын

    ❤😢

  • @katlyinn8986
    @katlyinn898611 күн бұрын

    Tw: vent/self-harm So when I was 3 my dad got custody which if u don't know it's so hard for a dad to get custody the mom has to be so messed up and my step-mom was with my dad and she kinda ruins my life. And so does my step-moms faimly so I kinda see why my sister is the way she is and I yk my wrist and I have thought about running away and I call my best freind and have cried FOR hours almost 3. One time to her and she helps me but I wana run away and I'm covering my wrist rn:[ I also have separation anxiety with my dad and the boys at school don't help

  • @pookie-cq3oz
    @pookie-cq3oz11 күн бұрын

    I"m concerned why i didnt cry when my cat died, i knew her for 4 years.

  • @Astria0_0
    @Astria0_012 күн бұрын

    I asked why everyone left. It was me. I was the problem. I always fucked it up. That's why they left.

  • @Louise3901
    @Louise390110 күн бұрын

    It's their loss.

  • @Heather-ip8sd
    @Heather-ip8sd9 күн бұрын

    Both you and me

  • @HelloKittyRainbowsHailey
    @HelloKittyRainbowsHailey12 күн бұрын

    Vent: TW ⚠ SH & Sewersl!de As usual I was doing $elf h@rm I went into the bathroom and I c3t myself all over my stomach and thighs there's over 100 cuts on me that I made in one night and my mom saw them called the su!c!d@l h0tl!ne on me and I'm going to the mental hospital in a week they are getting a spot ready for me it's a 14 hour flight in Chicago and I'm in Georgia I don't want to be seperate from my best friends online or my best friend irl and we won't be able to se each other if I go I will lose my crap without them they are the ones keeping me alive I'm having thoughts about k!lling myself just so I don't have to go to the hospital because the mental hospital is my worst fear honestly I think I'd rather die than go there I'm sitting in the living room at 1am having a mental breakdown and crying I can't do this anymore I'm scared I'm terrified I'm depressed im in pain I keep hearing my ex father in my head telling me to cut myself and tells me how much of a screw up I am I am unworthy of love and I want to die now I can't take it anymore and my boy best friend almost commited sewerslide my friends are in too much pain themselves and I can't leave them but I'm being taken against my will so I'd rather just die at this point bc I can't do anything anymore and I know they can't do this without me I don't know what to do anymore bc I won't be able to help them through their shitty lives they go through so much and I can't do anything anymore if I'm at the hospital it's been up to me to keep them alive and sane so I'm screwed and I don't want to leave my bird my bird can't handle the stress of me being taken away from her and my cats can't either I just wish I never existed its been a completely shitty ass life I'm only fifteen and I feel like the end for me is coming now because I can't take it anymore I'm not going to make it thru this

  • @taffycreamm
    @taffycreamm13 күн бұрын

    if I told myself this morning I was crying on my bed hugging my dog while listening to this they would not believe me whatsoever. Night time is the time I get to bawl my eyes out knowing nobody can judge me.

  • @luna-iz7xx
    @luna-iz7xx13 күн бұрын

    Я мечтаю уехать в большой город только ради одной цели. Не ради какого то хорошего поступоения или возможностей, а чтобы встретить там его. Любовь всей моей жизни. И я понимаю, что мне до него так далеко. Потихоньку я перестаю верить в себя, загоняюсь. Ведь таких как я у него могут быть десятки если не сотни (он актер, и мне кажется популярен там). Не знаю как буду жить без него. Да и сейчас живу просто надеждами. Все не очень хорошо...

  • @A.Real.Mistake
    @A.Real.Mistake13 күн бұрын

    "Stop acting like you're depressed, and stop cutting for the attention." just be quiet for once and let me drown in my thoughts.

  • @KyeTheSimp-hn5kp
    @KyeTheSimp-hn5kp13 күн бұрын

    I honestly can’t like I have felt this multiple times and like these playlists help me get through this h3// and everyone in the comments have made me mentally cry bc my body have forced myself to stop crying b/c of all the traumatic times my parents yelled at me and said they’ll give me a reason to cry.

  • @voidv3865
    @voidv386513 күн бұрын

    I've been trying my very hardest in my classes, especially since this year is one of the most important of my highschool years. I've been stressed about my exams and essays, I stay up late, skip my meds and skip so many other things for these. Just to be given a warning about not finishing an essay. I've been so distracted by other classes I forgot to do this one. If I get 2 more of these warnings, my school is kicking me out. Expelling me. And I can't go anywhere else because of what I have done because of these warnings. I'd need a full time job. If I get 2 more warnings, I can't continue school and go to university. If I don't go to university, everything I have wanted in life would be gone. A better life of my dream career. Washed down the drain. Why can't I do anything right? If I get these warnings, I will be gone not too long after.

  • @user-zp6zo9xp3n
    @user-zp6zo9xp3n14 күн бұрын

    Спасибо ❤

  • @user-re6tw3ne6k
    @user-re6tw3ne6k14 күн бұрын

    I'm stuck in a relationship in which I don't feel like being loved anymore. It hurts me when the person, whom I love the most, turned me down so many times. I'm going back and forth whether to break up or not. It feels like a rollercoaster so many times. All I want is to love and be loved, unconditionally. It's been 2 years, lots of things happened and now I'm wondering when this will end.

  • @CyberGalaxy177
    @CyberGalaxy17714 күн бұрын

    It’s crazy how fast my smile fades when I hear my door close

  • @dalkashkorde4398
    @dalkashkorde439815 күн бұрын

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