This is the most relatable journey I've ever followed. We fall, we get back up, we fall, get up, repeat. But we keep trying & keep getting back on the wagon... thanks for the inspo!

@fayefisher9206

2 жыл бұрын

same here thank you for sharing xx

@fifi_______

2 жыл бұрын

same for me this journey of Jac has been helped me so much

@LeaNezz

2 жыл бұрын

agreed

@pinkrainbow4484

2 жыл бұрын

The thing is how can this give her a boost of confidence tho when she is providing this man a lifestyle he could never afford on his own?!? There has to be at least a small part of her that has the intelligence to understand he may have ulterior motives because of the lifestyle she is providing which is attached to this engagement / marriage! If she had absolutely nothing to offer him financially, then yes that would be a boost to her ego to say that this man wants her in spite of the fact that she were struggling financially, but when there is a $$ lifestyle attached to it you just can't flatter yourself & assume there's nothing more to it than love! If that were me & I had money I would not want the guy to live in my home or have access to my $$ lifestyle because that can create a lot of ulterior motives that attract a man to commit! If I were you I would not be at all flattered. I would question the motivation behind a man who wants to get all legally enmeshed with my money. One has to be intelligent enough that this should cross your mind.

@pinkrainbow4484

2 жыл бұрын

You should never commit to someone who has an addiction or reliance on a substance of any kind.. whether it be drugs or alcohol. Unless of course you're able to profit financially & live a higher lifestyle..then you might say maybe this would be worth it for me to try to marry her & see if I can profit.. live the high life, get alimony &/ or child support in the future. Go Jordan!

Jaclyn could have gone back to doing make up but she’s using her platform to talk about hard topics that SO many people go through. Thanks for making us feel not alone. F the haters

@TaylaMarie1996

2 жыл бұрын

LITERALLY. 😭

@laamigademiguel

2 жыл бұрын

Magnesium threonate crosses the blood brain barrier and increases GABA like alcohol. Supplements like it (GABA boosting) could help manage the worst physical anxiety

@fifi_______

2 жыл бұрын

YES!!! shes so amazing !!

@Sarah-cz6zc

2 жыл бұрын

YES ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@celiciabledsoe5157

2 жыл бұрын

Period!!

I'm so impressed with this woman. The bravery. We need more people having open discussions about anxiety and alcohol. This is so real and refreshing.

@laurel1018

2 жыл бұрын

100 percent. Everything she’s gone through I’ve been through as well. It’s really nice to hear I’m not the only one.

@michelleanguiano4744

2 жыл бұрын

Yes the struggle is real

@mememe217

2 жыл бұрын

LITERALLY

What I tell myself, “Depression/anxiety is my diagnosis, not my destination”. I’m here with you, hunny!

@rachelwilt7767

2 жыл бұрын

Best comment here! Love that so much! Keep strong and stay beautiful! ❤️❤️❤️

@poeticlovee

2 жыл бұрын

@@rachelwilt7767 💕💕💕

@aidenbrooke6176

Жыл бұрын

Love this! Stealing it! 💕💕💕

The fact that the whole lipsticks thing was the major trigger for your anxiety and then you didn’t completely throw in the towel and quit the cosmetics industry is such a feat on it own! You’re so strong!! You’ve got this babe!

Jordan's support is incredible, and I love seeing him love you. You two are made for each other.

@serabera0

2 жыл бұрын

How do u say that from seeing 2 minutes of them on a video?

@LeaNezz

2 жыл бұрын

so cute

@pinkrainbow4484

2 жыл бұрын

And of course he has nothing to lose and can only gain from this financially so why not take the risk of choosing to enmesh himself legally/ financially with someone who has an addiction?

As an addict in recovery who still falls off the wagon now and then. I see you, I feel you, I hear you. It's okay that it happened. Don't beat yourself up to much. You are loved. Your feelings are valid. The people around you will love you no matter what mental state you are in. I'm here for it babes. Love you so much. It's a life long struggle but the feeling of being non dependent of a substance is so freeing.

I’ve watched you for so many years now, and I love the growth you’ve shown as not only a creator, but as a human. This is so raw and vulnerable, and it takes a lot to admit to yourself AND millions of others that there’s something wrong. You’re someone I look up to and I really loved this video because you touched on something a lot of people struggle with. Thank you.

*I appreciate you showing the real, raw footage of emotions. I feel like not enough people on social media do that, and for me .. I want to see relatability. And THIS, this is real. Relatable.* I got clean off opiates 9 years ago and been clean off all drugs ever since. I share my story so others can relate and feel less alone. And I appreciate your transparency!

@laurac86

2 жыл бұрын

I used to not tell anyone that I had struggled with heroin addiction but now I’m so open with it. A lot of people say they can’t believe that I used to be an addict and that I don’t seem like that kind of person and I actually love that because it shows them that anyone can be affected with addiction and also that they can get clean and live a good life!! Anything that can help reduce the stigma of addiction is so needed in this world

@amb8627

2 жыл бұрын

Congratulations on your sobriety!!!!!! I AM SO PROUD OF YOU❤️‍🔥🔆🔆🔆🙌🏼

@michellevaughan9131

2 жыл бұрын

It's so hard I've been on crack and heroin for ten years and I can't stop😩 I used to have a happy normal life n it's all gone so bad. I don't know how ppl stop u deserve a medal.

@jenjennyjenniferjamisonjoh8968

2 жыл бұрын

@@michellevaughan9131 you are not alone! I’ve been addicted to heroin for almost 5 years now. I have been to rehab several times and has short periods of sobriety. I even did methadone and suboxone, all of which only helped temporarily. I feel like the 12 step systems don’t work for everyone. I don’t know what state you are in but I’d encourage you to seek out alternatives rehabilitation centers. Here in my state of Minnesota I found one that is “harm reduction” based. Meaning they aren’t punishing you for having positive UAs and they understand relapse is a part of addiction and don’t kick you out for use unless it’s endangering other patients in the program. Anyway feel free to hit me up if you wanna talk or if you need any sort of help finding resources as I’m a wizard when it comes to that stuff. And I won’t ever judge you or anyone! I’m in the same spot as you girl! Supportive peers can make a difference!

@PamsPrettyPlants

2 жыл бұрын

I wish you all the best. My brother didn’t make it out and I miss him every day. Don’t give up.

When Jordan started talking about you I started crying. You deserve this love so much. You both do! 😪😪😪♥️♥️♥️

@nancybarrett6266

2 жыл бұрын

Me too

@Maria2233

2 жыл бұрын

I almost cried too 🥲

@artemismakeup

2 жыл бұрын

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

It’s nice you’re so open about these issues. I’ve dealt with crippling anxiety and depression my entire life and lately it’s been at it’s worse. Having a partner who doesn’t support me or believe it’s real makes it so much worse. Thanks for sharing your story. You’re so lucky to have a partner who understands your anxiety issues 😢 that’s amazing.

I've followed you since the beginning and I'm so proud of you for putting yourself out there! You're amazing, never forget it! We all have set backs, but luckily you have such a supportive family and fiancée to help get you through it all. ❤️

It takes major balls to talk about stuff like this, so kudos to you Jaclyn, be proud of yourself & your own accomplishments. I know that’s something I needed to hear when I was going through it.💪🥳

@pinkrainbow4484

2 жыл бұрын

It takes major balls to reveal you are an alcoholic on the internet. What Jaclyn doesn't realize is that's what she has revealed by the fact that she admitted she used alcohol to cope with stress, emotional stress & anxiety. This right there is called alcoholism.

@michellecogdill6128

2 жыл бұрын

@@pinkrainbow4484 What SHE is or does is NONE of your business. Quit trying to convince everyone that Jaclyn has this wrong with her and that wrong with her. You also do NOT know Jordan and HIS life in 20-30 minutes either! None of us know anymore than what THEY share in those minutes on video! By the way Jordan has a very good career and his own money also. None of us "know" how big his bank account is and don't care. Idk why you care so much what they do in their life and how they live it. Why are you on HER channel for? This is for her fan's/subscriber's that want to love and support her no matter what.

@pinkrainbow4484

2 жыл бұрын

@@michellecogdill6128 what I write in MY COMMENTS is none of YOUR business. I WROTE THE FACTS. SHE'S AN ALCOHOLIC AND HE DOESN'T CARE BECAUSE HE'S AFTER HER $$$ LIFESTYLE.

Dude. Thank you for making this video. I can’t imagine how hard it was to make. People need this, I need this.

@fifi_______

2 жыл бұрын

dude youre in her storyyyyyy🥰

I struggle with severe anxiety and overstimulation. I can complete relate to your restaurant scenario. Especially since I passed out and we had to call 911 to rush me to the hospital from a restaurant. Needless to say, restaurants can make me nervous and be triggering. The reason I wanted to comment was how you both made the concrete decision to get up and leave and how it wasn’t even a blip in your mind that it was the right thing to do. And to the way and excitement you guys said you were going to get “tea”. Especially Jordan. Not even phased by needing to leave the restaurant in a hurry. That’s a man. That’s a partner. That’s your person for life.

@karlatamez6257

2 жыл бұрын

The way you feel about restaurants is how i feel about parties, weddings, birthday parties, its a nightmare, i hate being the center of attention and im very introverted and anti social

I’m proud of you! I know exactly what you are going through! I’ve been there. Now that I’m ten years of non-self medicating I feel great! You have a great support system! They are a very important key into getting better! I know you can do it!!! ❤️

This made me cry . Literally I’m walking the same journey as you . With anxiety , depression , alcoholism, still working hard , looking like you got your shit together but you don’t inside . Having a great partner .. just everything I’m living your life . We got this mama im so proud of you babe 🌈

@AmbsJamz77

2 жыл бұрын

Dianna... I'm here for you. I'm going thru it too. I'll always be here for you! We need to be here for each other. And build up and help each other! Much love to you

This made me cry. You’re so vulnerable and self aware. You’re not afraid to be human and that’s what we need on KZread and social media in general. Please keep us updated❤️

Thank you for being so vulnerable, I’m sure that was so difficult! Personally felt good to be able to hear someone else that talks about struggling with anxiety! So glad you are fighting for your mental health and persevering!! You go girl 💪🏾

I am really happy Jaclyn opens up about her social anxiety, it helps me feel less alone with this. I've noticed I get that same anxiety when having to go somewhere alone for the first time, or having to meet with someone for the first time in person- it's refreshing to see someone else shed some light on it!!!

“There’s something about someone loving you in your lowest….” Girrlllll I totally know what you mean. The same happened to me. 🥰😭

@thetastiestsunflower

2 жыл бұрын

He's helping her love herself instead of loving her instead of her loving herself! and im so glad our queen has a great support system like him!

@believestthouthis7

2 жыл бұрын

Romans 5:8 - But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

@michellecogdill6128

2 жыл бұрын

@@believestthouthis7 Amen! 🙌🏻🙏🏻

Baby anytime you are CRAVING alcohol and see it as a “fix” or coping mechanism to certain areas in your personal life it has become an Addiction. Hate to be completely honest but please get into a program and handle this as an adult, as humbling as it may seem, YES you are Absolutely DEPENDENT on ALCOHOL and cannot do it on Your own or with a therapist . You need a professional who Specializes in alcohol addition Not friends, family, or a Fiancé to say “you’re fine” .. ❤️ Because baby ice cream and delicious food isn’t the alternative to stopping anymore, and I think you know that . Be smart, get yourself together . ❤️

@ChickieKT

2 жыл бұрын

Yup

@Sha_NaLeaaaa

2 жыл бұрын

Finally someone else said it. 💯

Thank you for being so vulnerable! I struggle with this SAME exact issue. Hearing your journey has made me realize that everything will be okay. Proud of you!

What I love about your relationship with Jordan is not only does he support you and is your biggest cheerleader, but he's also not afraid to be honest with you and hold you accountable! That is not an easy thing to do anyway, but especially with your partner. You're an inspiration for a lot of us struggling with our relationship with food, alcohol, etc. Keep it up! Thankful for you and this platform! 🖤

This is the most pure, and humble version of you I have ever seen. I’m so proud of you and how far you have come! Love you girl and I’m here for the ride ALWAYS!

As an addict, it’s so nice to hear someone you look up to is having problems just like you.. it makes me feel not so lonely

@bonitawilcox2909

2 жыл бұрын

No@ Nola Girl, you are not alone, I'm a Mom and my beautiful Daughter is an addict....I pray alott🙏......just wanted to say prayers for you, and your not alone ❤🙏

@nolagirl7082

2 жыл бұрын

@@bonitawilcox2909 Hello! Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a sweet comment. It sounds like your daughter is super lucky to have you in her life. I lost my mom a long time ago when I was a teen. Looking back, loosing her so suddenly was probably the reason I got addicted to drugs in the first place. Loosing her was such a big loss for me

@bonitawilcox2909

2 жыл бұрын

@@nolagirl7082 Thsnk you so much , Im so sorry you lost your Mother, that is especially hard being a little girl, that's alot to try and deal with as a child...my prayers to you, and I turn to God, he can help us get through our trials, he brings us Angels, much Love to you, keep doing good, you can overcome and one day help another girl going through the same thing, that's what I tell My Daughter as well, much love. Message me anytime 🙏❤🥰

IM SO PROUD OF YOU!!! you're so brave and you inspire me and I love these raw, honest videos, because it shows how relatable you are. You're not alone ❤️

I just want to say I think this is amazing. So many people struggling feel alone and opening up about it this way may help someone or even save them ❤️ I have also struggled with everything mentioned and I wasn’t “the type” either but sometimes life gets to be too much to stay strong all of the time and it gets the best of you. The part about keeping quiet about struggles because of backlash from people- It broke my heart. You never truly understand until you’ve walked in those shoes and when you have- all you can give is compassion- not judgement. Don’t listen to those people and keep doing you! ❤️😜🤘🏼

The message about loving someone when they have anxiety/depression is a vibe! How many guys I have dated that have said it's all in my head and me asking for attention. Which only makes it worse.

@ronnie-lynn

2 жыл бұрын

Yes! My ex of 6 years took advantage of my anxiety/depression. I laid in bed for 18 months. Completely gave up, while he spent my disability money on drugs. 😞

I had a “healthy” relationship with alcohol for years. And then this pandemic hit and my anxiety reached an unhealthy level and I started using alcohol to self medicate. I don’t consider myself an addict but I know I was on a slippery slope and going down fast. Someone in my group said it best “when I started drinking alcohol it was fun, then it was fun with problems. Then it just turned into problems”. For so long I questioned my “healthy” relationship with alcohol. I’ve come to learn that for some of us there’s no such thing as a healthy relationship with alcohol. Abstaining from it and lots of therapy has made a world of difference.

@bratmari

2 жыл бұрын

💯

Thank you Jaclyn for sharing so much of your journey with stress and anxiety and cutting out drinking. I totally know the feeling but honestly once you get there you are gonna feel amazing!! Keep up the good work gurl

Girl I’m so proud of you ! I feel like I’m cheering on my best friend through the camera. Shits not easy but once you overcome it and keep pushing that’s the biggest reward for yourself and others around you ♥️

Anxiety is just a tiny portion of who you are, it doesn’t need to define you. Congratulations on your 💍 engagement! ❤️

@allisonr3297

2 жыл бұрын

Exactly. Someone once say to me ‘you don’t have anxiety. You FEEL anxious. When you tell yourself I have anxiety, you are claiming it’ and that really stuck with me❤️

I struggle with anxiety as well. Turning 40 I woke up. Working out. Zumba class. Self care has helped. I limit my alcohol and caffeine. I quit smoking 3yrs in may.

@keeksie7590

2 жыл бұрын

Proud of you 🥰🥰🥰🥰

@marahelizabethh

2 жыл бұрын

working out helps soooo much and helps your mental health!!

@lizlizzy9567

2 жыл бұрын

Omg! Yes! I just started working out & zumba again and it does help alot, just the first few weeks it's hard to stay on track but makes me feel good

I love this video. I struggle daily with anxiety and depression. I'm thankful for the fact you are so open and allow everyone to see a real person with real problems. The world is such a weird place right now and just so hard to get through simple daily tasks. You are very much appreciated. ❤️

I needed this so proud of you fr girl keep doing ya thing and o love how committed and emotional your fiancé is towards supporting you your lucky and will fight this 💪🏽

It’s amazing that you went from saying “I don’t have a problem” at the beginning of the video to admitting you do. I love that you were able to verbalize that, that’s a HUGE step in itself. As somebody who has had bad anxiety and self medicated with weed, and as somebody who has worked with addicts for 10 years, the serenity prayer as silly as it sounds helps me when those urges come creeping back. God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. Saying this during high stress times has helped immensely. Good luck on the rest of your journey!!

@okay621

2 жыл бұрын

I love that prayer. It has helped me through some of the darkest times of my life

So happy you brought these videos back Jaclyn! Love watching them ❤️

Thank you so much for sharing!!!! You aren’t alone, you’ve got this, you are such an inspiration!!! Thank you for opening up about this, it’s incredibly helpful & motivating as someone who has struggled with addiction & anxiety/depression. So proud & happy that you caught it early on & are actively trying to do better. You’ve got this!! Thank you X a million.

So proud of you, you are such an inspiration and seeing how much Jordan loves you is AMAZING and every girl is getting to see what they deserve in relationships❤️you can do this!

I'm proud of you. I love Jordan's cooking channel, BUUUUTTTT... coming from someone who has been sober from alcohol for over 7 years... I've heard your story from dozens of people and Jaclyn with peace and love, you are suffering from alcoholism.

@hwoods-kg1jf

2 жыл бұрын

As a recovering alcoholic myself with a year and 42 days sober today, I will have to agree with you. This is definitely sounding like pretty textbook alcoholism. I'm not trying to be mean or put her down in any way because that's the last thing you need when you're struggling but I'm just calling it like I see it and this is what alcoholism looks like. When you're drinking to cope with anxiety and depression that is an issue for sure (that was what I was doing for most of my life honestly) and I justified it for so long! Now I have permanent health issues (mostly liver, kidney, blood and spleen issues) now because of my alcoholism and addiction issues (I'll be 39 this September) and it wasn't until I put the drugs and the bottle down did I realize exactly what the hell I was doing to myself. I was stuck in a toxic cycle and it does feel good to be free of it! I hope the same for Jaclyn but she needs to get real with herself and realize that she does really have a problem if she is drinking the way she's describing. She's got plenty of money to go to a nice treatment center and it could be good for her mind, body and spirit! Also having Jordan as a support will help her! I have a very supportive boyfriend I've been with for 12 years and he doesn't drink at all and understands my struggles and is very supportive of me! So she's got some support which is important!

@Sha_NaLeaaaa

2 жыл бұрын

@@hwoods-kg1jf For both of you, I have a question/something to add… don’t you feel like she has a food addiction too?? And trying to just insert eating unhealthy again and making excuses to why it’s fine for her to do as as way to cope with not having a drink is just trading one crutch/addiction/problem for another one… right? And I feel like Jordan says all the nice words to support her, but it’s doesn’t really show up in his actions. She has all these “yes men” around her that just hype her up and confirm what’s she’s saying and doing all of the time, and it just adds to her bias when she looks at herself, her situation and her actions. No one is strong enough to hold up a real mirror in front of her, in my opinion. Also, Jordan gives the vibe that he doesn’t care and is actually happy when she is eating like crap again bc that’s how he likes to eat and he doesn’t know what’s else to do together when she’s “dieting.” Going to all these restaurants and ordering multiple plates of food, ice cream every day, and his cooking channel where he cooks nothing but unhealthy, cheesy, greasy junk every episode and he is constantly wanting her to taste and try everything he makes is like constantly dangling a shot of heroin in front of an addict. I truly think she has a food addiction as well and if you even ask someone like that to taste something, you are triggering that addiction bc she simply can’t moderate like an average person. And she’s too busy making excuses for herself to see that. I’m not saying he doesn’t support her or love her, but she’s never going to get better if someone doesn’t really tell her what she’s doing. Everyone in her life, her fans, etc are always praising her every move and thought, and she doesn’t have healthy or realistic ideas when it comes to these things, in my opinion. It’s just a constant cycle with her of excuses. There’s always a reason why she’s falling off or doing something or regressing. I don’t think I’ve ever heard her truly own up to a harsh reality and it’s worrisome bc she’ll never get better that way. She’s constantly got the blinders on and everyone telling her that it’s okay and it’s not okay.

@taytertot8688

2 жыл бұрын

Yall can go mind your own business and leave your "suggestions and input" at home. She has an amazing support system and she's in therapy and has reliable doctors and sources to help guide her through this. It's not your place to say anythong like that when she didn't ask for other people's advice. You should know better as a human, let alone as addicts yourselves... to not place your judgements and accusations on someone you don't know that DIDNT ask for your help.

@hwoods-kg1jf

2 жыл бұрын

@@Sha_NaLeaaaa to be honest, she might just have addiction issues period. Food included. It is also common to go from one addiction to another. I was what they call a "poly substance abuser" meaning I used more than just one drug. I was an addict and an alcoholic for most of my life. For over 20 something years. I had my first drink at the age of 4 or 5 by the male baby sitter that molested me. He tried to give it to me to I think try and "make me forget" what he was doing to me but I remember most of it unfortunately. I think that and A TON of other traumatic things that happened to me in my life as well as having addiction/mental health issues in my genetics on BOTH sides of my family was what the root of my real issues were. Addiction is a symptom of a bigger problem basically. She's trying to mask some kind of pain/depression/anxiety like she said so yes, she very well could be doing the same with food. I feel for Jordan because there is a very thin line you tread with an addict/alcoholic and I agree he needs to quit being such a "yes man" and maybe talk her into getting some professional help. I mean she can afford the best medical professional help money can buy so I hope she gets it because she really needs it badly! This is exactly how I was before I got sober! I also struggled with my weight when I got sober and it's still a struggle for me so I can empathize with her on that.

@arlyjade9344

2 жыл бұрын

It’s a hard world to live in. Having an addiction to anything is todays norm. What’s your guys addictions? People who live in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones. I have a recovering parent yes she stopped using prescription drugs but she also has an addiction to coffee, adrenaline based activities. Etc etc. an addiction is an addiction. I have addictions to food my phone overthinking etc. humble yr selves people before you call out jaclyn. Take a look in the mirror

Your drinking is relatable. I medicate with alcohol for my anxiety, too. It's also a trauma response. I hope therapy helps you work through this. Sending you all the love💕

i’ve been watching Jaclyn for many many years, u were one of the reasons i realized i suffer from anxiety bc of you sharing your journey. i really relate to using alcohol as a tool to numb my anxiety and lately i’ve realized how harmful that is to me and decided to cut back on it, so i’m really happy we’re going on this journey together!

I love this! You go girl! Keep your head up and keep fighting. Mental illness is hard not only on the person dealing with it but the people around them. I just got diagnosed with OCD, PTSD, anxiety and depression last week and it’s been a journey. But we got this!! Stay strong 🖤

Self-medicating with alcohol (or drugs or food etc) is SO common in mental disorders. Depression, anxiety, ADHD, OCD...THANK YOU for talking about it. Realising it and changing it is an amazing step 👏

I was the same way with alcohol, it was my clutch when my anxiety got so bad. So hearing you say that makes me feel like I wasn’t alone. So thank you so much! I’ve cut back so much but it’s just nice to hear I wasn’t alone ❤️

@rileys1065

2 жыл бұрын

My anxiety is the worst when I drink alcohol 🥺

I know your struggle!! I have social anxiety as well. Same feelings of anxiousness and feelings of needing to leave and get out of public and alcohol to settle. I feel getting closer to my spiritual side, counseling, meditation, sound bowls and working out helps so much. Hats, thumbs, and hands up to you for sharing what so many with us work through every day. I get so sick of people saying it's an illness. Love you so friggin much!! I've been watching your KZread channel for years.💕 Mad respect. Stay strong!!

Cheering you on!!! It never feels good when something is controlling us and we are not controlling it. You’ve got this girl, do not give up you’ve got a beautiful support system.♥️♥️♥️

Jaclyn, we are perfect strangers, but I cannot tell you how much I appreciate you opening up! Anxiety and alcoholism are probably two of the most personal things to discuss. I wish you the best on your journey ❤️

I love you so much Jaclyn!! I’ve always adored you! Thank you so for being so open and so vulnerable about things in life that are so difficult to talk about. I’m so proud of you for being so able to open up and help others with the struggles you go through. Much love and I wish you success on the daily.

I can’t tell you how much I loved watching this video and how much I appreciate you being so transparent and candid. I feel like this video is so relatable because I love to drink, but I’m also trying to cut back and not let it take over my life. Im so proud of you and can’t wait to keep following your journey! Also so stoked for more wedding content because I’m getting married this year too!!!!!!! 🤪 Love you always Jac!

JACLYNNNN! I love these videos so much. I've enjoyed watching you grow and seeing where your life has been taking you. You're such a huge inspiration to me because you're open about your struggles and your low times but you always pick yourself up and that's just so admirable!

JACLYN!!!!! seriously thank you so much for being vulnerable. I think more people can relate with you than you can imagine about dealing with anxiety. Especially when you talked about leaving the house and what if scenarios playing in your head. Thank you so much 💗

You look so incredible. Thank you for being so open and honest always. These help me so much especially because, I use alcohol to cope with my depression and anxiety. Just seriously thank you 💓 sending you so much love.

I’m so happy your being open about social anxiety because it is very real. I’m always the quiet one and people are always like why are you so quiet. It’s because I have crazy anxiety. I get really sweaty and my heart starts beating out of control, and my ears start ringing it’s really scary cause you feel like your dying.

Blessings and prayers to you Jacklyn , you got this. I think talking about this is not only good for you but you never know how many lives you could have touched with this one video 🙏🙌💛

I am so proud of you for getting through this!! I have also 1st hand seen the effects of heavy alcohol use and how it can destroy lives, so it is refreshing to see you pick yourself up and be excited about your recovery journey! You got this!

I didn’t know you when I first heard about the lipstick situation. I remember tuning in and seeing everyone use you as a prop to relive their pain. Your company took full accountability and people should have given you a second chance. You’re so inspirational! You have gone through a lot!! I love your content and you!!!

@theresamcbride9572

2 жыл бұрын

Agreed!!

@llllllllll9577

2 жыл бұрын

Beautifully written out!

You are truly amazing for being so open and honest about self medicating. So relatable. I think Jordan makes you feel so loved that you feel free to totally be yourself and that’s so awesome!

You’re amazing Jaclyn. So proud of you. This is a struggle so many of us have, and we’re 100% with you! You got this! You look AMAZING by the way.

Love this series Jaclyn! So proud of you for being so vulnerable and real, it’s admirable. I’ve also struggled with anxiety, coping mechanisms, depression, body issues, eating disorders, etc. It really helped me to not only talk about it but also the spiritual aspect! Reiki, past life regression, and meditation helped so so much! I recommend.

So happy to see you back 🥰 thanks for being real about this whole journey

Thank you for being so real & talking about these topics it’s so important to speak about it and let others know they’re not alone! Much Love ❤️

YES QUEEN!! this is a very difficult topic for so many people to open up about and be truthful and honest with themselves about. This is so important for you and your journey. Its incredibly difficult to go through this and I know that first hand..im so excited to see how your life flowers from here because changing those toxic habits for your life is just such a blessing and you are not alone at all!! Thank you for opening up about this. ❤

One step at a time! This is really meaningful to watch. I'm going through letting go of my own anxiety crutch and it's tough. I'm really happy you are putting this out for others.

I’m a nurse, & when covid first started I started getting anxiety attacks left & right because covid was something i was very fearful of back then since we barely knew anything about it. It got to tge point where i fainted in a Walmart once, & i was by myself. I went to the doctor and he told me that alcohol, caffeine, & sugar triggers anxiety. Its a toxic cycle because if you feel anxious you drink but at the same time its what may be triggering your symptoms. For me, it was sugar, if i had anxiety, I would eat like a brownie or homemade cookies for comfort, but tgat sugar could be the very thing that’s causing my anxiety. I cut back & it helped soo much. I hope this helped

@twinklefire7241

2 жыл бұрын

Try carnivore. At least watch a few videos before dismissing the idea.

@michellecogdill6128

2 жыл бұрын

Oh wow! I have bad anxiety especially in public around a lot of people too! I drink caffeine and never knew it makes it worse! Ty for this! Now I'll have to kick the coca cola's! 😂

@LolaPopente

2 жыл бұрын

rebound anxiety with alcohol is real and very scary.

@kacieluebke4887

2 жыл бұрын

@@LolaPopente Hangxiety

So proud of you. This hit home in several ways. Thank you. You are showcasing vulnerability, emotional intelligence and progress over perfection all while showing a healthy, supporting and loving relationship. Don't stop being you!

I love this video and your assessment of addiction and abuse. As a former addict and consistently on a journey of rehabilitation and betterment, I truly appreciate your honesty about your struggles! You're extremely vulnerable and transparent for talking about these things, and anyone who would have the ignorance to accuse or shame you about being an "addict" just because you needed a crutch for a bit says more about themselves than you. Sending all my love, so happy that you're happy ❤

I’m one month sober! I’ve been coloring and trying new restaurants too! Ha I needed to find new places and new habits rather than going to the same bar all the time. And then coloring is so great to do at home and keep my mind and hands busy. The benefits of NOT drinking soooo outweigh anything you miss out on. Best wishes on your journey!

@morganmiller2715

2 жыл бұрын

Hey I had 30 days yesterday too 🙌

I used to have the same dependency on alcohol while going through severe anxiety and panic attacks. So thank you for sharing. It's a hard road but the more we discuss it, the more it can validate someone else's struggles and help them feel less alone. Keep up the great work of being so transparent Jac :)

Addiction can grab a hold of someone’s life and take it down quick. I’ve seen it happen too. Stay strong Jaclyn! Thank you for being so vulnerable 🥺💗

I relate to this so much. Thank you. Especially when you talked ab drinking before going somewhere or being around people. I’m also trying to do better. People need to understand that even if you’re not an alcoholic, you can still have an unhealthy relationship with alcohol and be aware of it. So proud of you!

Thank you so so much for talking openly about this Jaclyn! Im a counsellor and I can see how much your inner monolog is changing and it's beautiful to watch you approach the adversity you are facing from a place of compassion. Accepting anxiety and not making it your own is huge (we often recommend people name their anxiety something else to highlight that it's not them), having compassion for yourself when you're emotionally heightened is the best thing you can do. Turning to alcohol is just a coping mechanism, not a vice. The key is to continue having grace and compassion for yourself, all the while attempting to replace this coping mechanism with another coping mechanism. Reading about neuroplasticity and alcohol might interest you! Keep it up girl, you're so inspiring!

the beginning of this video was EVERYTHING. you explained that perfectly. ilysm and you've got this ❤️

I absolutely adore you!! I have an anxiety and panic disorder so I totally get you, I also colour and finds it really helps me focus on something other than the shit in my head ❤️I'm really proud of you, how far you've come, you're doing so well sweetheart

Oh my goodness! Thank you for sharing. I'm so happy and proud of you! I know exactly how you feel and what you're going through. It takes so much inner strength to do what you're doing! You are extremely inspiring! Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Hey Jaclyn, thank you for being so transparent. I love your vulnerability and honesty. I have anxiety and struggle with trying to manage it, I finally decided this year was about me feeling the best about myself physically, and mentally. I also have some hormone imbalances that I am trying to find out about and just seeing you push through and be realistic role model helps me not feel alone. I love you and Jordan and wish you guys the biggest blessings.

the clip when you’re barefaced and in the red sweatshirt, you look absolutely radiant!! so naturally pretty🤍 proud of you boo

@HeyyitzAlyssa

2 жыл бұрын

I thought the same thing!

You are vocalizing things so many feel and struggle with every day. Lots of love and appreciation to you. These videos are amazing ❤️❤️

Wow this video really hit home for me. Ive also neen stuggling with using alcohol to cope with my anxiety. Thank you for being honest amd vulnerable.

I am so proud of you Jaclyn!❤️ Don’t be so hard on yourself when you do mess up. Shit happens and you just get back on track. You being aware of this issue is doing more good for you then not even noticing it at all. Keep it up and let’s overcome this mental health together!

I truly admire how vulnerable and open you’re being. I’ve used alcohol as a coping mechanism as well and I’m so proud that you’re able to notice it and try and stop. You’re truly amazing 💞

I'm so proud of you for opening up and taking yourself back. ❤️

My ex had always made me feel like there’s something wrong with me whenever I had anxiety attacks. Thanks for showing us that we need/ deserve partners like Jordan and there are partners who will support you like this. We need to see what healthy, supportive relationships look like and to not settle!!!

I'm so proud of you, I also struggle with the same relationship with alcohol. This was like listening to my own battle in my head. Thank you for sharing and helping normalize feelings most people don't talk about. You are strong, beautiful, and brave! You got this girl!

This felt like I was watching Jaclyn from 4-5 years ago… Such a change, proud of you and excited to see you continue this journey ♥️

THIS is what I needed . And SOO proud n happy for you that you had admitted. Recognized and are FIXING this and doing it on your own that's AMAZING. THANKFULLY you have such amazing support around you. Can't wait to keep watching you WIN!

This is so helpful for so many people you have no idea! Being open and saying that you use it as a bandaid is so relatable for a lot of people yet so hard to admit. Thank you for opening up about this ❤️

I grew up with an alcoholic father, and it affected my life in ways I can’t even explain. I’ve just come to terms with a lot of the unresolved trauma and by the grace of God, I’m on a journey of healing as well. My mental health took a complete nose-dive last year and now I’m doing much better than Thank you for being candid and open but the topic of mental health, and addiction, specifically alcohol. It’s something that needs to discussed openly more. Im so glad you’re cutting back and of all your progress in general! I’m proud of you and rooting for you girl!

I've been here since the beginning and I just want to tell you how proud of you I am!!! Realizing an unhealthy relationship with food or alcohol and then trying to change it is so incredibly hard. You have such an amazing support system, we're all cheering for you to succeed!!! Than you for being so honest and real. It's comforting to see that we don't all have out shit together and it's okay!! Can't wait for next week's video :)

Thank you for talking about this ! No one else is and it’s soooo important and so relatable. Proud of you!

I can not believe how much I related to this video with you! Thank you for being to transparent and showing others we are not alone in our struggles in life!

i’m so inspired and impressed at your openness and honesty and this is one of the most genuine videos i’ve seen. thank you for not being afraid to show the hard parts, a lot of people aren’t that brave 💛

As an OG subscriber, I love this version of you Jaclyn! It feels so genuine and real and it's so obvious how much you and Jordan love each other. Watching this journey is relatable and emotional and makes me feel closer to you. Alcohol is hard to navigate. I have many people in my life in similar situations who aren't addicted but lean on it to help them in different ways. It's so hard!!! Thank you for sharing and being open. Hopefully this can help someone and inspire others to be truthful to themselves and help themselves.

so proud of you girl ! I have been watching you since day one and after everything you have been through your doing amazing !!! I relate with you so much I have had terrible anxiety since 2019 and im somewhat better now, everyday gets better ya no. I also have a drug and alcohol problem that I have been to rehab for multiple times, however during that time for me I I went back to using alcohol and pills but to help with the anxiety I couldn't handle it! everyday is a journey but Im so proud of where im at and where you are too ! we got this

Thank you for this content. It' beautiful to watch you literally blossom in this so inspiring way. I'm very happy for you, happy to see you so motivated to take care of yourself, to face your fears and issues with such bravery. Always remember you can achieve anything you want. Also I'm happy for you having such a strong relationship with jordan being so understanding and nothing but supportive. You got this girl.

This Jaclyn is absolutely everything.. I’m here for the vlogs I’m here for the stories the talks.. I love her

When Jaclyn started tearing up about seeing close people in her life going through what she is now going through made me tear up. You got this girl!!

You’re amazing, that’s not easy to share, I can definitely relate to some of your struggles. Thank you for being so honest.

It breaks my heart to see the ramifications of how horrible people were to Jaclyn during the lipstick drama. We never notice how powerful our words are. Glad to see she's in a state of healing and empowerment!