the song is now up in spotify: open.spotify.com/track/7AyP016pV6bz3iCr5ZEI3z?si=32e8a5db22e94874 ❤️ (check the artist social media on description)

@kitty0844

6 жыл бұрын

Nightcore Eiden yessss❤️ I understand 101%%%%😍

@EidenXII

6 жыл бұрын

i'm glad you got the message

@Vixctah

6 жыл бұрын

Nightcore Eiden U DID SO GOOD U SHOULD GET THE LITTLE CHECK MARK C: GOOD JOb

@isaiahloves_fnf6519

6 жыл бұрын

Nightcore Eiden I do.. 😣

@Vixctah

6 жыл бұрын

I will remember ♡♡♡

As kid : Lie "i'm sick" Now : Lie "i'm fine"

@flamingaish

3 жыл бұрын

Hit hard

@moxieplayz9798

3 жыл бұрын

All i can say is noice profile pic my guy

@andyarmy5511

3 жыл бұрын

❧ I hope you are really fine ❦

@benthompson4050

3 жыл бұрын

Plot twist: still a kid..

@Izukumidoriya-ww9rm

3 жыл бұрын

Woah its so true

My teacher once said: “we all live to pay bills and die.” Me: Well damn

@user-en9dd9ej6l

4 жыл бұрын

I live to *Suffer*

@ash_reaper6063

4 жыл бұрын

Haha so funny that's how I show my sadness is laughing

@izoraiza7169

4 жыл бұрын

I live to stay with my parents and cry alone in my room 99% of the time... I'm too sad to leave, get a job, or do anything adults do... once I graduate I'll still be too sad and continuing to do what I've always did 99% of the time... I miss my best friend who was my dog Toby so much.... He died from being very old... I never said goodbye (I guess I'm no good at saying goodbye anyways)... I had him for about 7 years... He was what I looked forward to seeing the most... He made bad days better... He helped me and I helped him... Without him I would have probably regretted doing things I never did with him around... He was my only friend at one point...

@lodii7246

4 жыл бұрын

A Pretty wise Teacher

@danandrei2926

4 жыл бұрын

@@ash_reaper6063 that how I used to hide my pain but I couldn't rezist so it show off my teacher asked me "why are you so dark" I said " that how I was all this time I just hid it with a mask" then she pulled my sleeve then she saw my cuts

"Just because I am breathing, doesn't mean that I am living" "Just because I am smiling, doesn't mean that I am happy" - Me

@nb16zo_mono1

8 ай бұрын

.. truly..

@HunterNeyorApollo

7 ай бұрын

Ya I'm not living a life I surviveing I'm smiling nit out of happiness but to hide how hard today is I've giving up on hding it all but I won't let some random people at school se ehow weak I am

@shreyasidebnath5856

5 ай бұрын

😢

School: nobody love you Depression: maybe its true Music: we are here for you

@whoareyou1887

2 жыл бұрын

True💔

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

so true

@zackoisbacko6277

2 жыл бұрын

Waw So music was there for me and everyone else was not? I guesd thats why i like making music then-

@shinigamiX0987

Жыл бұрын

The Quran is all

Eyes - crying Body - tired Arms - bleeding Heart - pain Mouth - lying

@slitherinqueen7589

4 жыл бұрын

Please dont cut if you want to cut - cut your hair And if you want to die You can dye it to ❤❤❤❤❤

@maramtarshishi4040

3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for being alive

@xxashes4579

3 жыл бұрын

People - not caring *other then you guys*

@boxly6622

3 жыл бұрын

Just don't try to cut wrist ok

@e.m.i.l.y957

3 жыл бұрын

@@slitherinqueen7589 i actually just cut my hair because of this... I look hella dumb... i have bangs now... 😂😭

Nobody Wants you here Nobody loves you Nobody wants you to live Nobody cares about you Nobody says your good enough Nobody wants you Don't worry my name is Nobody♡

@User-fu7dq

4 жыл бұрын

I love you and I want you to live and I care about you and the most important thing your enough for me pls be safe for me :(

@heatherchardoudi7456

4 жыл бұрын

mr beast fuck off you asshole

@primalarceus

4 жыл бұрын

@@heatherchardoudi7456 did you not get it? Calm the fuck down

@djdisco9157

4 жыл бұрын

@@heatherchardoudi7456 relax😑

@parkergibbs6935

4 жыл бұрын

Mr beast is a bi*ch

Parents think that because were young we don't have feelings and don't need mental help, I sit in my room and cry almost every night and I can't take it anymore.

@NitroZeus01

3 жыл бұрын

Same bro

@chudasamakishan390

2 жыл бұрын

Yeah but still we need to fight until the dead end

@ghukifymooth3827

2 жыл бұрын

All my parents care about are grades. I'm already going crazy with the battle of my internal demons

@NitroZeus01

2 жыл бұрын

@@ghukifymooth3827 stay stronge bro

@davidhughes2833

2 жыл бұрын

man just take it easy

School : You're stupid Friends : You just think yourself good Parents : You're useless Anxiety : They won't ever find good in you Depression : Die Eyes - crying Body - tired Arms - bleeding Heart - dying Mouth - lying Me : These things are like a rope wrapped around your throat

@mx7041

2 жыл бұрын

Not alone

@mabdullahkm

2 жыл бұрын

same here

@tarikpepic530

2 жыл бұрын

POV:U SHIP BAKUDEKU AHAHAH

@twistedfox1126

2 жыл бұрын

Life is nothing but a spiral of pain

@sananyachoubey4071

2 жыл бұрын

edit:- god whispers" you will be okay. give it a try". live your life! :) IM THERE!

"I live in my thoughts all day" THAT'S ME-

@hannya292

3 жыл бұрын

SAME-

@Evan726_

3 жыл бұрын

SAME HERE

@rocanser7685

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@angel-lc2to

3 жыл бұрын

Omg kimi_ro i love ur video :DD

@shadowsayian5449

3 жыл бұрын

Wish I didnt have too but sometimes they are the only things to talk to me or make me feel like I'm not a ghost

"Im fine" *im not fine please help me* "I am just tired" *cant take this anymore* "I already ate" *i starve myself* "Go away" *show me you care enough to stay* "Im just cold" *i dont want to show my scars* "Im better,i swear" *worse than you expect* "Im fine" *im dead* Im just so... Worthless Stupid Depressed Hopeless Fragile screwed up Confused Hurt Flawed Sad Unloved Scared But most importantly: *DEAD*

@dhautcourtrosie6919

3 жыл бұрын

Hope u lyin for the dead thing 😥

@skystopper86

3 жыл бұрын

Hey.... I don’t know what to say to this.... Besides if ur gonna do IT then... Can u help me to do It too?

@Anonymous-os9dy

3 жыл бұрын

@@skystopper86 yea IT is a great movie!

@sorrel9147

3 жыл бұрын

The best thing you have is your soul so don't miss it up:)

@nandinisingla8635

3 жыл бұрын

me too, it hurts so much, why does it hurt so much? i have none who love me, who even cares, i just dont want to live but i cant die

When you are happy : Enjoy the song When you are sad : Understand the lyrics and the lyrics matched my life

@theharshtruthoutthere

Жыл бұрын

kzread.info/dash/bejne/nJtoo5VwY7W1Zqg.html kzread.info/dash/bejne/m3Z50atrpZnReaw.html Can`t you hear clearly? We came to be, we remain to be. (we came to be as SPIRITS and we remain to be as SPIRITS) carnal is only for a moment. Jeremiah 1:5 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations. 1 Corinthians 15:53 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. 1 Corinthians 15:54 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption, and this mortal shall have put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. 47 Instances - Page 1 of 2 - Sort by Book Order 1 Corinthians 9:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel! Romans 10:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And how shall they preach, except they be sent? as it is written, How beautiful are the feet of them that preach the gospel of peace, and bring glad tidings of good things! Luke 4:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised, 1 Corinthians 15:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Therefore whether it were I or they, so we preach, and so ye believed. Matthew 10:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand. Romans 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So, as much as in me is, I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are at Rome also. Philippians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context The one preach Christ of contention, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my bonds: Matthew 4:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context From that time Jesus began to preach, and to say, Repent: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. 2 Corinthians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Furthermore, when I came to Troas to preach Christ's gospel, and a door was opened unto me of the Lord, Luke 4:43 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And he said unto them, I must preach the kingdom of God to other cities also: for therefore am I sent. Galatians 1:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood: Luke 4:19 | View whole chapter | See verse in context To preach the acceptable year of the Lord. Romans 15:20 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Yea, so have I strived to preach the gospel, not where Christ was named, lest I should build upon another man's foundation: Mark 1:38 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And he said unto them, Let us go into the next towns, that I may preach there also: for therefore came I forth. 2 Timothy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all longsuffering and doctrine. Mark 1:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context John did baptize in the wilderness, and preach the baptism of repentance for the remission of sins. 2 Corinthians 10:16 | View whole chapter | See verse in context To preach the gospel in the regions beyond you, and not to boast in another man's line of things made ready to our hand. Acts 15:21 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For Moses of old time hath in every city them that preach him, being read in the synagogues every sabbath day. Acts 5:42 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And daily in the temple, and in every house, they ceased not to teach and preach Jesus Christ. Matthew 11:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And it came to pass, when Jesus had made an end of commanding his twelve disciples, he departed thence to teach and to preach in their cities. Galatians 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context As we said before, so say I now again, If any man preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be accursed. 1 Corinthians 1:23 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But we preach Christ crucified, unto the Jews a stumblingblock, and unto the Greeks foolishness; Philippians 1:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Some indeed preach Christ even of envy and strife; and some also of good will: Jonah 3:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Arise, go unto Nineveh, that great city, and preach unto it the preaching that I bid thee. Mark 16:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature. Galatians 5:11 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And I, brethren, if I yet preach circumcision, why do I yet suffer persecution? then is the offence of the cross ceased. Mark 3:14 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And he ordained twelve, that they should be with him, and that he might send them forth to preach, Luke 9:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context And he sent them to preach the kingdom of God, and to heal the sick. Luke 9:60 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Jesus said unto him, Let the dead bury their dead: but go thou and preach the kingdom of God. Ephesians 3:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Unto me, who am less than the least of all saints, is this grace given, that I should preach among the Gentiles the unsearchable riches of Christ;

"I'm left to die " "I should not have been born" This lines hits me hard .

They say "think of happy memories,that will make you feel better" Little do they know the happy memories hurt the most

@adhoraadhora

3 жыл бұрын

wow! thats is soo true that i can cry T-T

@mariemhesham4751

3 жыл бұрын

agree

@haziqazim4750

3 жыл бұрын

True

@thatfiendishcreature8496

3 жыл бұрын

@Elizabeth Bingham klklyk

@srishtimaurya3338

3 жыл бұрын

Agree bro

Don't you just love when you find a depressing KZread Mix full of nightcore

@cottoncandysaturn2572

4 жыл бұрын

Yes always and I have made my own to

@raycewillis3002

4 жыл бұрын

Yes cause u find so many people to connect to sometimes and u get to tell others wat u feel or think or wats been going on if u send comments (and I mean about urself not something negative bout someone else)plus u get to find songs that u relate to ^w^ tbh my feelings hav really negative a lot lately cuz I'm lonely and havent seen my friends in a long time(I guess that's the reason y I feel really negative/depressed)

@Psyclypse

4 жыл бұрын

@@raycewillis3002 yeah ik how you feel. This whole pandemic shiz has really gotten my anxiety up and you never know when you are going to lose someone you care about.

@laviejasmine

3 жыл бұрын

Damn right 🤞🤞this is when u realize really need to make that appointment with ur therapist.. I'm talking about me

@n1z4rx4x8

3 жыл бұрын

The only way to feel anything

Friends : You can't do anything Me : Ya i know Friends : Are you Ok? Me : Ya I am Fine My heart : I am So tired I am just Left to die 💔💔

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

Same here 😭😭😭😭😭😔😕😒💜💜

“What do I live for I can't take much more I shouldn't have been born” my thoughts every day.

@tracyalcero1196

Жыл бұрын

@@kimminji4318 there is more, too much to put here and plus I never said that those were the only ones

My mouth says "I'm fine." My fingers type "I'm ok." My heart says "I'm broken"

@akibzuhairsamin2284

4 жыл бұрын

My username says PRO GAMER

@kkff5811

4 жыл бұрын

PRO GAMER lmso copy

@karolinabalaban1869

4 жыл бұрын

Cringy

@AB-do6vo

4 жыл бұрын

I'M brOKen

@maitrewongchan3255

4 жыл бұрын

Heart ? What is that ?

"I live in my thoughts all day"

@Naruto-zd8fe

5 жыл бұрын

Shadow Wolf same

@birdShadow4201

4 жыл бұрын

They're the only things I talk to anymore, my thoughts are the only relatable thing that accompany me

@shaynnawoundedknee932

4 жыл бұрын

@@birdShadow4201 same for me I listen to music 24/7 and I picture the song with the story in my head sometimes memories sometimes other things

@jamigarey8461

4 жыл бұрын

Same here to

@gameplayboy7mobile739

4 жыл бұрын

Same bro

What I need.....Is a dark room with my phone and earphones to listen this music and chase my sufferings away. *As if*

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

same

@nonenone8948

Жыл бұрын

same

@vikughashohe7308

Жыл бұрын

Ur right

@musiclover3370

Жыл бұрын

Im doing that now

@chadcf8851

8 ай бұрын

Me too

All the time i listen to sad music that hits me in the feels i remember why i am still keeping myself alive. Spite is one strong reason. I wouldnt mind dying, and i have tried multiple times, but since i am still alive, i decided to spitefully live on.

Me: *reads title* *starts to question my entire existence*

@yeshuinfinity5963

5 жыл бұрын

Same here

@Zero._Fps

5 жыл бұрын

I know the feeling

@quinnstump3852

4 жыл бұрын

I want to die and this just made me know exactly y i want to bc idk my meaning here

@shaynnawoundedknee932

4 жыл бұрын

This is so true especially the I shouldn't have been born part me being born killed my family littefly,but that's in the past And my family is better off with out my "real dad"

@larryestrera8403

4 жыл бұрын

Me: reads comment Starts to think- "Yeah,why do i even exist?🤔🤔🤔," ;-;

That feeling when you just wanna end it all, But your too afraid to let the people you love fade from your view. edit: damn i made this back when i was like 11💪👶. i know i dont know any of u but i care about every single one of u guys that read this comment or reply.

@JustMe-rn3ot

4 жыл бұрын

• l e m o n p i e • yup..ｓｏ　ｔｒｕｅ．

@JustMe-rn3ot

4 жыл бұрын

This is me; Sadness controls me, My life is a nightmare, Just like me, I wanna end it all, But I don’t wanna die. I just wanna end the pain.. And be relived.... What do I live for? Pain? Torture? Depression? Sadness? Anxiety? Don’t know,.. Don’t care..... Never will. :) This fake smile, Is part of my.. Daily.. Routine.. (Wanna know a good song for people like u and me? Little girl Nightcore Marie Faith

@exigo9044

4 жыл бұрын

If i want to kill myself...i want to do that without no pain How can i do that?

@alanpiekarz8510

4 жыл бұрын

@@exigo9044 probably overdosing sleeping pills

@exigo9044

4 жыл бұрын

@@alanpiekarz8510 Well that's a good idea..Thank you

Omg I'm crying rn literally this is the first time i fall in love with anyone's voice such an good voice 😭 god bless him

Mind: lots of thought Eye's : crying Body : not strong Mouth : lying Smile : fake Happiness : gone Don't want to die: Want to end all my pain I'm fine : I'm not fine Felling : hopeless Me: Empty : )

I wish I was emotionless. At least I won't suffer.

@aether5525

3 жыл бұрын

Me too😭

@AmitYadav-ve1up

3 жыл бұрын

😭😭

@ness4069

3 жыл бұрын

Me too🙃🙃

@alexhowes8778

3 жыл бұрын

being emotionless does not make you feel any better, you will wish you could feel anything other than numb and sadness at the same time

@aiko_chansannn4409

3 жыл бұрын

Same. I wished that I should've had been emotionless so I couldn't feel anything... But let's just thank that we have emotions to enjoy our lives... After my parents died.. I don't think I want to live anymore..

Guys: - Wow! You have a beautiful smile Me: -Thanks.it is 100% fake.

@Claire_2006

4 жыл бұрын

Cat Ghoul sounds like me

@zekix9122

4 жыл бұрын

I feel as though

@samaeldeul572

4 жыл бұрын

Custom made by my depression

@mr.shtgun3598

4 жыл бұрын

Nah i'am fine and happy here

@gachahotshot4562

4 жыл бұрын

I know how you feel but nowadays people know I'm just a shadow now

His voice always just hits me in the feels 😭

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

nice name

Stay strong, never let go

Girl: Ah, Finally, this is the moment! Boy: Will you ever leave me Girl: Nah! Boy: Do you love me? Girl: Yes, A lot! Boy: Have you ever cheated on me? Girl: Are you crazy?! Of course not! Boy: Do you want to kiss me? Girl: Everytime I get the chance! Boy: Would you ever hit me? Girl: Why are you even asking me this?! No! Boy: Can I trust you? Girl: Yes Boy: Darling Girl: Gasp No... Boy: Will you marry me? Now read it backwards Damn 3K likes.. so much depressed people..

@ariv1813

5 жыл бұрын

Damn..

@MehediHasan-pr8ip

5 жыл бұрын

I'm left to die

@akeelahnezz7154

5 жыл бұрын

Damn I saw it 😞🔫

@frb3786

5 жыл бұрын

Whyyy?! 😢

@jackcrimson9294

5 жыл бұрын

the cheated girl here..

Sick of crying.. Tired of trying.. Yes I'm smiling.. But inside im dying.. (My life in a nutshell)

@cyberdazer7415

4 жыл бұрын

@@cyg542 thanks for the help man.. Really appreciated it... :')

@jetzrav4889

4 жыл бұрын

edgy

@kristoftoth9446

4 жыл бұрын

I thought I can atlearest drive but at second day at my job I did hit a car a little and before I dropped 100€ in cash and now I just don't know what to do and there is nothing what can help ppl like me ppl who are good for nothing but pain and sorrow

@cece3j

4 жыл бұрын

Please don't give up ❤

@pranavverma9045

4 жыл бұрын

I can totally relate man, I am the same

What am I living for "My heart can't handle this damage."

@Starlight-yn4wl

11 ай бұрын

This

One of the scariest things in life is to feel an utter loss of any sense of purpose. Feeling like there's nothing else to live for Nothing to look forward to No one to look forward to Nothing to hope for No more goals No more ambitions No more dreams No more aspirations Just a sense of utter emptiness and you're just forcing through life one day at a time coz you're too afraid to end it.

@Nobody28817

2 жыл бұрын

I think I'm just a lost cause what's the point The thoughts are coming back again I'm thinking about just giving up tonight

@spk8027

2 жыл бұрын

@@Nobody28817 Buddy. Don't think I'm invalidating what you're going through when I say that I can relate to this. Sometimes the sheer amount of stress we build up gets to us. We feel we're a lost cause and that the people around us can do better without us. Looking forward to brighter days is gruellingly tough but for some reason I feel it's not too far away. You gotta push through. And you can. We're on the same boat. No point going back or drowning. Just keep rowing and see what's in store for us. You're strong af for having come this far. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. It doesn't matter if people don't understand what you're going through. You know it and you've made it till today. One day at a time. And eventually when you find your purpose or reason to stay. Latch on to it and never let go That's what I've been doing till date. Dark thoughts have clouded my mind for years. Even now I'm convinced that there's not a single soul that wants me. But i know 2 people that depend on me. Even if they don't show the slightest sense of gratitude. I've taken it up as my responsibility to be there for them. Hoping that some day Karma will be a godess instead of a bitch Push through until you find that purpose my man. You can do it. I can't promise that things will be fucking amazing in the future, but if karma is real and hope is a thing. They'll definitely get better Wish you all the very best to fight those demons. You'll make it past today.. And everyday that comes after. Fight for it buddy

@Nobody28817

2 жыл бұрын

@@spk8027 the anxiety's getting too me I'm getting anxious I'm looking at the knife in my hand right now

@spk8027

2 жыл бұрын

@@Nobody28817 Buddy??? Respond right away when you read this. Gosh I'm mad at myself for not having seen this sooner

@Nobody28817

2 жыл бұрын

@@spk8027 what?

Song: What do I live for? Me: NOTHING HAHA LIFE HATES ME

@shahbazjutt9175

4 жыл бұрын

Read Quran with translation in your language you will understand why you feel like this

@superbadwifibros6816

4 жыл бұрын

Same!!!

@Theshadowcat187

4 жыл бұрын

Sure you have a role in this world

@tristanporrasmora6241

4 жыл бұрын

Is your profile sexy laughing Jack XD

@maitrewongchan3255

4 жыл бұрын

No, in my opinion, life doesn't hate us, it just doesn't give a fuck about us 😅

When we say *I'm tired* the true meaning is; Tired if lying Tired of cutting Tired of crying Tired if not feeling anything but pain

@-louicorne-9533

4 жыл бұрын

Relatable

@alexzbengheci4424

4 жыл бұрын

/tired after all that pain to feel nothing in the end

@naomikodi9635

4 жыл бұрын

Tired of being rejected by your father..... 👧⬅ me

@mysoundofficial1047

4 жыл бұрын

(not everybody cuts)

@sleepygriffin6027

4 жыл бұрын

When I say I like my life the true meaning is: I like the pain I receive when I cut, I don’t actually like my life

The shattering of a heart when being broken is the loudest quiet ever. 💔

I sleep the whole day to escape from the pain and stay in my dreams instead. At least being there makes me live another different life. My fantasy is my only escape if only I could live in there forever and sleep till eternity, that would be awesome.

Others : how are you Me: fine But ... Heart broken Confused Want to die Sad Destroyed 😔

@brainpediai9613

4 жыл бұрын

Me too☺

@fatmarezk4382

4 жыл бұрын

Just a friend ! ,, ,, but no friends no mam no dad ،، I'm empty... I wanna end me but afraid from God....يارب اليُسرين اسألك اللطف بي

@Anonymous-os9dy

3 жыл бұрын

How do you pronounce your last name?

They: U should talk to ur parents about it. Me: I already would have if I could.

@sxs8276

3 жыл бұрын

I told mine, they literally said that i was crazy, and that i was faking "depression" like bruh i never said i have depression I'm just suicidal ;-;

@zoeschisler1153

3 жыл бұрын

That is something that they won’t understand. Its so hard to talk to them and they probably wont even understand. My mom hates me so i kinda just, became invisible. In the background, unseen, ya know?

@sojax4484

3 жыл бұрын

@@zoeschisler1153 I think I became who am I because of my parents. There are some positive things but also some negatives 🙃 My dad slapped me when I was younger and I just don't have the best relationship with my parents, because they are never at home. I'm not depressive or smtg, I noticed that I can also be strong alone, but I just feel like I don't get any love at all. I can't talk with someone because I'm scared and I know they won't understand. So sometimes I'm crying because I don't know who to talk with and I need to handle all these thoughts by myself. I don't know for how long I didn't hug anyone. I have a lot of friends I can laught with but there's just nobody who's always there for me. I don't know 🤷‍♀️

@NitroZeus01

3 жыл бұрын

@@sojax4484 same situation bro

@aditidwivedi1645

2 жыл бұрын

@@sojax4484 hmm...I can understand your situation...I was in the same situation...but then I met my online bestie....I thought that everything's gonna alright...but....we are not together...I never met anyone who loves me for who I am😄 But don't loose hope....u will surely find someone who understands you.... If u don't mind...u can talk with me....😄I will be your friend Be happy.....🙂💜

Honestly, this song truly is my life, every day I feel anxiety, and every day I feel like I'm drowning into a deep sleep. I remember my only friend moving to a new state and now I'm all alone. when I try to make a conversation with people, I feel trapped as if I cant get the word out of my mouth. by now its an everyday struggle I learned to take control over my anxiety problems but I still feel like I'm living in a world of thoughts and I still have no friends is the world my hell?

@artistsnehathekkattil404

3 жыл бұрын

please pray for me

@orafu7427

Жыл бұрын

Bro that's so sad to hear.How are you now?

@gaminiweerasena9665

Жыл бұрын

Same here

I love through pain every single day and listening to these songs just help me realize that the pain is real not fake. I love the pain that these videos bring me

So Alone It's like a hold Wrapped around your throat You can't talk Afraid to go Confront it all Soon I'm getting old I feel as though I'm left to die I feel as though Life's passedme by I feel as though What do I live for I can't take much more I shouldn't have been born It's so hard I know what I've got Know this ain't my fault I live in my thoughts all day What do I live for I can't take much more Was getting so sure It's so hard I know what I've got Know this ain't my fault I live in thoughts all day Hit the road Which way to go I don't even know Anymore Feel the cold The pain is slow Need a ray of hope I feel as though I'm left to die I feel as though Life's passed me by I feel as though What do I live for I can't take much more I shouldn't have been born It's so hard I know what I've got Know this ain't my fault I live in my thoughts all day What do I live for I can't take much more Was getting so sure It's so hard I know what I've got Know this ain't my fault I live in my thoughts all day I see all the struggles you and I We all see all the struggles you and I What do I live for I can't take much more It's so hard I know what I've got Know this ain't my fault yeah,yeah,yeah What do I live for What do I ive for,yeah I tried

@asmaa3610

5 жыл бұрын

Faruk Demirel 👌👌👌👏👏👏👏👏👏

@QuisbyDeity

5 жыл бұрын

Only saw one mistake 👌

@polyphia8337

5 жыл бұрын

@@QuisbyDeity ^^

@hugograca2660

5 жыл бұрын

(AHEM) Tried* (OOOF)

@polyphia8337

5 жыл бұрын

@@hugograca2660 Ooopppss lol

One cut, nobody notices Five cuts, they ask if she's okay, she says she's fine. Ten cuts, they push her aside Fifteen cuts, her last friend asks her to stop, she says she will Twenty cuts, she lied Twenty-Five cuts, attention is rising Thirty cuts, the bullying gets worse Forty cuts, she was pushed over the edge A suicide, a life was lost.

@itz_karizma

3 жыл бұрын

And nobody cared.

@farmerbeast

2 жыл бұрын

Rip

@Geto_Suguru_JJK

2 жыл бұрын

So true and hurting...😣💔 But at the end, others will understand how much it was hurting!

@razibhasan9932

2 жыл бұрын

how pathetic ...its her fault for not being strong enough or it couide be that she was prideful wanting to die...

@mikasblade6486

Жыл бұрын

@@razibhasan9932 If you can't understand you don't need to say anything-

You see, when i'm feeling sad and lonely, i hug my reflection on the mirror, because that reflection looks so much like me and reminds me that i'm not alone, that at least there is someone in the mirrored world that went through the same as me

I can’t begin to explain how much I vibe with this song and everything it has to show.

Right now i'm living just to be alive... i have no goals, reachable dreams. Only thing that im waiting for is new episodes for anime and other series that i watch in my free time

@morgan3516

5 жыл бұрын

Bunny Rabbit Honestly that’s me right now.

@endibeqo2486

5 жыл бұрын

Don't give up bro..just go with the flow and try to do whatever you feel comfortable with without rushing it. It will all turn out okay..

@aleksandrarakic5082

4 жыл бұрын

Bunny Rabbit same i watch twd

@kenshirosama1505

4 жыл бұрын

Same here

@wearevenom4121

4 жыл бұрын

@Mangax Anime so it would seem

Who is the one who have come here to see this song after breakup??

@invincible.aim360

17 күн бұрын

Lmao😂

@Eternal_Reich

3 күн бұрын

​@@invincible.aim360Bruh..... It's been 2 years. He's probably dead

My whole life has been written in this song T_T so relatable

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

same here x-x

my friends:"hey you ok?" me:yeah im fine when i go home i cry my self to sleep everyday and they dont know

@EvanescentSys

3 жыл бұрын

same

@NIGHTCOREELY

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@NIGHTCOREELY

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@kristinatellefson4149

3 жыл бұрын

But they might do it too.

@grimreaper8785

3 жыл бұрын

@@kristinatellefson4149 🤣🤣🤣lol

wow my eyes were sweating!! i don't know why!!

@qazxswcde7032

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@wildwolffurybolt7081

5 жыл бұрын

\\Megatron// \\AMV// Found chu here lmao

@megatronbro

5 жыл бұрын

Lol

@Battlegamer-nu3ru

5 жыл бұрын

\\Megatron// \\AMV// same

@amihateyou3756

5 жыл бұрын

Thats called cry dude. Ha Ha Ha

Everyone: commenting about their suicide thoughts Me: *laughting at the channel logo appearing in that boys mouth* (2:37)

@jullyscainl7623

3 жыл бұрын

Out side futt ther ok ex par clod till ok not ex paper us milk is good good

@Unknown_9645

3 жыл бұрын

@@jullyscainl7623 wha-what

“ I shouldn’t been born it’s so hard “:))

Damn this emotions..

[Verse 1] So alone it's like a hold Wrapped around your throat You can't talk Afraid to go, confront it all Soon I'm getting old I feel as though [Pre-Chorus] I'm left to die I feel as though Life's passed me by I feel as though [Chorus] What do I live for, I can't take much more I shouldn’t have been born It's so hard I know what I’ve got Know this ain't my fault I live in my thoughts all day What do I live for It should have been more Was getting so sure, it's so hard I know what I’ve got Know this ain't my fault I live in my thoughts all day [Verse 2] Hit the Road Which way to go I don't even know anymore Feel the cold The pain is slow Need a ray of hope I feel as though [Pre-Chorus] I'm left to die I feel as though Life's passed me by I feel as though [Chorus] What do I live for, I can't take much more I shouldn’t have been born It's so hard I know what I’ve got Know this ain't my fault I live in my thoughts all day What do I live for It should have been more Was getting so sure, it's so hard I know what I’ve got Know this ain't my fault I live in my thoughts all day [Bridge] I see all the struggles you and I We all see all the struggles you and I [Chorus] What do I live for I can't take much more It’s so hard I know what I’ve got I can’t take much more [Outro] What do I live for What do I live for

@cherrie_unicorn

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you :3

@godzgaming7607

4 жыл бұрын

Thanks but it’s on the screen😬😬

@susen-san1064

3 жыл бұрын

I was looking for ur comment

@kqueen8384

3 жыл бұрын

Thank you O×O

@mojinbro

2 жыл бұрын

@@godzgaming7607 also wrong lyrics in video and not so smooth i appricate this comment

So as I was younger i liked the vibe of this song and the calm voice and so, but as i got older it hits waaayyy different.....

Me irl: im fine! *cutely fake smile’s* Me on discord: how are yall? Im okay My heart:im shattered in pieces

@drunkbard7751

3 жыл бұрын

Same with me I have dms from 5 friends rn but i dont wanna trouble them anymore . They r very good and caring but i am nothing like the person they deserve .

This is how I feel everyday

@andreimanole346

4 жыл бұрын

I hope things will change for you

@midoriyaizuku1864

4 жыл бұрын

Y.yeah me too

@jetzrav4889

4 жыл бұрын

edgy

@nafiu

4 жыл бұрын

Same:-(

@Vergil748

4 жыл бұрын

Same

"I live in my thoughts all day" Dang That hit me ._. *really hit me*

Friend: are you okay Me: I'm Fine (10 mins later) also me: Crying inside to hide my emotions pretending to be happy

after 5 years, i'm still here

What do we all live for....to get hurt?....why is depression even a thing ...I wish I can just kill it....it's so hard.....WHAT DO WE LIVE FOR!!???

@ambrosem143

5 жыл бұрын

Ileena Ruvalcaba For the people you care about and care about you too. For all the things you want but didint get. You want something? Yes its hard. Its extremly hard! But you? YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU THINK! Yes i know you! I know you are amazing! People who have depression or any other kind of sickness are the strongest for living while wanting to die

@7atchow

5 жыл бұрын

Ileena Ruvalcaba Becus gad want to hurt fucking us

@asmaa3610

5 жыл бұрын

Ileena Ruvalcaba u live for urself!!!

@telepxrt

5 жыл бұрын

Jesus ( / ° v°)/

@dymphnaguzman6312

5 жыл бұрын

To punch life in the face,to lrean@to love,to bring buety@joy to everyone from out own special gifts.To fight for what's right.

I want to scream just like the pic ;O;

@greylynn3251

5 жыл бұрын

Katie same I feel like I need to scream , but on silent mode 😅

@aarondavey8551

5 жыл бұрын

Me to i fell like screaming sometimes too

@tamaa0116

5 жыл бұрын

I just screamed some hours ago and it felt soo fcking great

@quinnstump3852

4 жыл бұрын

Same i just screamed rn and damn i feel a little better now but i still wanna scream so ik im alive and not dead sleeping in a dream

@kiradafroggie2013

4 жыл бұрын

i think we all do T - T

can't stop listening this masterpiece

My biggest lies ever I spoke : As a kid : I'm Sick Today : I'm all good! Still, that lie, random reader, I'm all good!

People tell me to smile. So I do but on the inside I'm dying.

@tarantulahawk9988

4 жыл бұрын

I smile not because people tell me , not even because I want, but if I don't do this people will ask me a lot of questions and I'm sure if I tell them the truth they will get angry instead of understand ing me

@alanpiekarz8510

4 жыл бұрын

@@tarantulahawk9988 i know that feeling

@hanzwurst3805

4 жыл бұрын

Hey! Are you all right? Depression is far more common than you would expect but not many talk about it. Often, parents or friends don’t believe you, if you say you have depression. So many have nobody to talk to. Now there’s a discord server for that. You can talk to people who feel the same as you, find new friends and finally be yourself. Teens help teens. We help us. Together. Please spread the message. discord.gg/hxr4u9b

@rust17

3 жыл бұрын

Same ;((( me while sleeping my dream is I'm going to suicide

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

@@rust17 same :(

Just damn these emotions. It hurts...

@nadiadegraaf1085

3 жыл бұрын

Are you also a pisces? Just asking

No one sees my pain no one sees my crys out for help all they see is my "smile"

"I don't live in my life, I live in my dreams" - I understand

Hey I know this might be ignored but I have visual spacial learning disability and it makes it so I can't get a job. I wonder what's the point of school and everything that I've worked so hard on and need help on but don't if I won't get anywhere with it. I love your videos thanks for reading if you read if not its fine.

@EidenXII

6 жыл бұрын

i read everything and i know how you feel. same like you i just keep move on thats the only things that i can do thank you for your comment 💗

@nightcoreleopard7800

6 жыл бұрын

Nightcore Eiden you have the same disability? Thanks for reading all the comments and thanks for the inspiration. You truly help me so much 🖤.

@Glock-dm5wt

6 жыл бұрын

In what way are you able to learn then?

@nightcoreleopard7800

6 жыл бұрын

Geometry Dash ToXIc look it up if you can its hard to explain.

@azhiwatari731

5 жыл бұрын

@@nightcoreleopard7800 Hard work always pays off and you'll most likely get that what ur aiming for.... Jus believe in urself and always remember that ur disability doesn't make u any less than others because people like Helen Keller impressed the world with their intellect despite their disabilities...

Your music (and u) understand me more then the most ppl i know... i’m so happy u maked this channel :): 🖤

Laugh until they notice it's fake Smile until they notice it's fake Cry until they notice your tears Cut until they notice the blood shed Lie until they notice it's not the truth Repeat until they notice your out of breath Rest until they notice your pain Pretend until they notice your happy Yet Your of out breath already and they haven't notice these things

This song is hitting me hard. The lyrics are so raw and honest, it's like they're speaking directly to my soul. "So alone it's like a hold, Wrapped around your throat, You can't talk, Afraid to go, confront it all, Soon I'm getting old I feel as though." It's like the song is describing how I feel every single day. The thought of "What do I live for" is a constant in my mind. I feel like my life has passed me by, and I can't shake off this feeling of emptiness. "I know what I’ve got, Know this ain't my fault, I live in my thoughts all day" it's like my own thoughts are suffocating me. I feel like giving up, it's so hard to find a reason to keep going.

“I live in my thoughts all day” best line ever. this has quickly become my favourite song 💯🏆❤️

I only live for my friends and family.. *And I’m to scared to die.* Edit: thank you for liking my comment I really appreciate it 🙂

@pranavverma9045

4 жыл бұрын

Me too mate

@toughpeiser237

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@lilskap6072

4 жыл бұрын

Same .. I really want die.. But im scared.. and what my family.....

@Thom02

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@raycewillis3002

4 жыл бұрын

I agree with u

How emotionless person I have became after what I have been through life doesn't hurt me anymore

This explains what goes threw my mind every day 🖤🌹🖤

@EidenXII

6 жыл бұрын

yep . i live in my thought 💕

i dont deserve to live im a waste of time she deserves better i live for her i love her i hate me i help people but i cant help me :'(

@sleepygriffin6027

4 жыл бұрын

I relate to this too much

@asuma7557

3 жыл бұрын

We been given this life because we are strong to live it

@Emmanuel-062

3 жыл бұрын

@@asuma7557 i dont think i am

@asuma7557

3 жыл бұрын

@@Emmanuel-062 I don't think you are strong I know you are stronger

@Emmanuel-062

3 жыл бұрын

@@asuma7557 thx bro ill try hard

Thanks for the banner that completely covers the subtitles

This song hits me so hard.

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

Same

Man ive used this song for the past year whenever im feeling depressed or down this is just a safe place for me its a true outlet thank you so much

I ask that to myself all the time.... *What Do I Live For*

@EidenXII

6 жыл бұрын

same 😞

@ezusi

6 жыл бұрын

Nightcore Eiden *huggos*

@unearth2621

5 жыл бұрын

For anime.

@isna2435

5 жыл бұрын

Me too but I'm too much of a coward to kill myself

@rob2123

5 жыл бұрын

I feel the same way

You got me far away the dippression, thank you 💙

"The pain you feel today will be your strength tomorrow" So keep moving and keep pushing foward best of luck to you and myself too

@ComradeCody3349

2 жыл бұрын

I can't... I tried... I'll just say this... Depression is like Radiation... (mentioning it after reading your name)... It kills from the inside... it hollows you out... My depression is just as if I'm suffering from ARS (Acute Radiation Syndrome) caused by over 50 sieverts (i know the most a man has gotten was 17sv).... but... mentally...

@praveenpankaj9211

2 жыл бұрын

I'm lonely 23 years old depressed boy, i want to talk with someone...

@redflame2355

2 жыл бұрын

​@@praveenpankaj9211 well,you can talk with me

@Nobody28817

2 жыл бұрын

I haven't ate anything sense yesterday I haven't eaten sense 6:00 AM this morning today And now it's 1:58 PM I wonder how long till I start feeling pain Because pain is all I've felt these past recent years I just wanna starve too death Because I'm tired of being starved for the attention of someone who actually can help me and save me from myself I know now that's just an illusion What's the point of me being here I'm just a burden I'm just a parasite Just a waste of space Just an ugly loser that no one gives of a shit about! I deserve too disappear I just wanna fuckin!!! disappear It's hopeless I'm hopeless I'm just a lost cause Who am I kidding no one's gonna care what I have too say cuz so far all I've gotten was just "I'm sorry you feel that way I hope you get better have a nice day" And "Try therapy it'll help" And! "You not going too college is why you're like this you" AND!!! "You're not ugly your beautiful and good" NO I'M FUCKIN NOT YOU HAVEN'T SEEN ME OR EVEN FUCKING KNOW ME HOW THE FUCK CAN YOU KNOW I'M BEAUTIFUL OR GOOD YOU HAVE NO IDEA!! WHAT I'VE DONE!!! THE PEOPLE I'VE HURT!! THE THINGS I'VE SAID!! IN THE END I'VE DONE NOTHING WITH MYSELF!!! I'VE DONE NOTHING FOR ANYBODY!!! I'M JUST A PATHETIC WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT THAT WON'T AMOUNT TOO ANYTHING!!! I'LL END UP DYING ALONE AND UNWANTED!! I just wanna get it over with and die already

@redflame2355

2 жыл бұрын

@@Nobody28817 pls dont bro. I care. Pls help yourself and never lose your will. You are not a burden. You are deserving happines as much as anybody does❤

For anyone who is struggling with depression or any other kind of "sickness". You are strong! You are powerfull! If you are a girl, stop worrying about your body, your weight, because you are as perfect as a queen. If you are a boy, you are one hell of a strong soldier! You came so far, and overcame so many things. Girl or boy we all deserve to live. We all have a certain point we need to reach. And just like a mountain, we need to keep on climbing and watch out for the avalances. They come and they go, some may stay a little longer but as soon as they are gone we can continue climbing up. Stay strong! You! Person who is reading this! STAY STRONG! And dont let anyone tell you what you want or need is "Impossible" because the word itself says "I'm possible"

@EidenXII

5 жыл бұрын

I appreciate your beautiful words ♥

I know wht i live for and the reason i live for is my mum ..life is so boring but i just live for her..love my mom..

@simon1543

4 жыл бұрын

❤❤❤❤

Beautiful.... How can something be this beautiful?....

The music is really catchy and the AMV is fun to watch while listening to the music, ILoVe This musoc😍

I know this comment will be ignored..I come to this song every once a while...dark room and this song hits me every time when I'm sad and alone. what do I live for ?I can't takee much more... Can't realate more mate !

@teddysayshii5606

3 жыл бұрын

Then turn on the light mate

@candacetaylor7700

3 жыл бұрын

You are truly amazing 💖 and you have a heart of gold 💕 and you are an angel of God's blessings 🌹

This hits hard, on so many levels,....

Eyes-crys/dull Body-feels like a knife in it Arms-bleeding/burned Heart-pain/broken Legs/broken Mood-depreesed/broken This represents me mostly

this song hits really hard

Friend: How are you? Me: Hey, I'm fine I lied, (I'm dying inside)

@tristanporrasmora6241

4 жыл бұрын

At least your fight to stay alive on the outside...keep it up.

@vellichor1151

4 жыл бұрын

When you cant find reasons to live for just live to show that you are amazing and beatiful as you are to those goddamn people that doesnt understand how you feel.I may be a stranger from the internet.Dont think my life is so great.Everyone has their own problems.But we all have one thing in common that we can achieve together.Keeping each others motivation up.If i could be there for all of you i would hug you to death 'cuz sometimes a hug or a word will change your life.Wait for it patiently.Please dont hurt yourself. This is all i can do from here.Damn i look cringy😅

@user-en9dd9ej6l

4 жыл бұрын

Hey, it’s okay. Look up, look at all the bright positive things ahead of you. Imagine all the places you’ve never visited, or people you’ve never met. I know it’s hard. It’ll be okay. I promise ❤️

@thegoldengoldfish3660

4 жыл бұрын

Hey, how you doing well I’m doing just fine I lied I’m dying inside

@hanzwurst3805

4 жыл бұрын

Hey! Are you all right? Depression is far more common than you would expect but not many talk about it. Often, parents or friends don’t believe you, if you say you have depression. So many have nobody to talk to. Now there’s a discord server for that. You can talk to people who feel the same as you, find new friends and finally be yourself. Teens help teens. We help us. Together. Please spread the message. discord.gg/hxr4u9b

I understand these words Even when I'm Happy Mostly when I'm Sad 😯😯😯🙁🙁🙁🙁😔😔😔😔😟😟😟😟😟😢😢😢😢😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I love it❤️ it's emotional but relaxing.

The saddest part of life, when the person gives you the best memories becomes memory 🤧...

Life is hard but worth it You can do so much Things Even if it's Making a fault It's normal Don't live for the Things you Think you didn't do right Live for the moments of happiness And if you not know what your Living for IT'S TOTALLY NORMAL! It's ridicoulos to know what and who you want to be First you even have to know who you are! And to know that you have to Walk a long Way of fails and wins So even if you Feel like giving up Don't Cuz remember... Live can sometimes be shit but it's always worth to live! ...I'll leave you with this words Not only life is Worth to live because is a big Chance that you only get One Time It's also worth it because YOU ARE worth it to have a Beautiful Life! ♡

@EidenXII

6 жыл бұрын

I agree with your wordsthere only 1 life 1 chance but the hard things its to know how to take this chance 😞

@raven-ce1rb

6 жыл бұрын

Nightcore Eiden Yeah totally right But I Think that's also a Part of the Journey to know yourself Better You just have to Really want it :) I believe in you but you have to believe in yourself too

@CipherScream

6 жыл бұрын

Sara please try to convince me cause I’m not convinced

@foreveralone8904

6 жыл бұрын

I smile but I wanna cry.

@raven-ce1rb

6 жыл бұрын

Forever Alone if you wanna Cry then Cry it's normal Cuz jk even After the Darkest and coldest Night There can come a Beautiful day you just have to wait till the sun rises

"Why was I born if nobody wanted me?" Because life wanted you. So so so much. Imagine all the challenges you've faced and survived, even if barely surviving

@supimpanda2312

2 жыл бұрын

Lmao did I write this?? Tf was I on life is shit

@aaradhyasingh8111

Жыл бұрын

@@supimpanda2312 Are you okay now?

@zord90x58

Жыл бұрын

@@supimpanda2312 Depression: "You could not live with your own failure. Where did that bring you? Back to me."

@ciaranpreston4198

Жыл бұрын

Sorry but everything wants you (not you in particular) dead. No matter what you believe in. The bible wants you to rejoin heaven if you believe in that. If you don't believe in anything then the universe wants you dead. It gave birth to us by accident or for a trial run to see if it likes life in it.

Everyday waking up, the first question I ask myself is "What do I live for?"

@Nobody28817

2 жыл бұрын

I ask myself that every day too I shouldn't have been born

It’s actually my comfort song

I'm sad, But i smile, Thata my life.

@animefangirl9006

2 жыл бұрын

same