My Transgender Journey - Part 1 - Jen Trani

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  • @misougami6410
    @misougami64105 жыл бұрын

    Oh Jen...I've been watching you since the mahalo years. YOU taught me how to play the guitar. Even if I don't know you,I feel very happy that you found yourself. Good luck with everything!

  • @jeemalsoknownasjimhawkins1294
    @jeemalsoknownasjimhawkins12945 жыл бұрын

    Jen: You would probably not be expecting words of encouragement from a grizzled disabled Vietnam Vet (Marine Corps, no less), but I applaud your decision to be true to yourself and wish you the best of luck on your journey. Your videos have meant a LOT to me and YOU have made a difference in my life. Years ago, three psychiatrists from the Veterans Administration decided I had PTSD (I still don't agree with them) and put me on drugs. I got myself off the drugs and decided that playing guitar would be my new therapy. So, directly or indirectly, you and your videos have helped me with my therapy and I will be forever grateful to you. Best of luck to you, a beautiful soul, who has made a significant difference in not only my life, but many others whom you will probably never hear from. Cheers!

  • @lwebber123

    @lwebber123

    5 жыл бұрын

    Guitar is my theropy too! I have a few "pain" issues that I am ALWAYS in pain and playing takes my mind off..I am self thought through KZread..Jen, Marty and Justin are my favorite teachers. Thanks...Jen also made me laugh a lot. Thanks again Jen!

  • @irelandgracesmith8245
    @irelandgracesmith82455 жыл бұрын

    Well Jen I'm going to be the weird one here in the comment section. Six years ago I hooked an old box t.v. and 'Wii' gaming system up in my sun room so I could get KZread on a bigger screen. I had just got done crying because my dad was trying to teach me how to play a G chord and I was so frustrated. (So was he). And that's when I found you, and I instantly felt better. I am eighteen now, have played guitar for six years (special thanks to you) and I'm going off to college and allowing myself to pursue music. I say all this not to confess my childhood crush on you, but to reassure you that you have support in getting to wherever you feel lead, because the one thing that will never change is your smile and the way it affects us Jen. I hope this journey ends in your smile becoming even brighter.

  • @lillykathleen89

    @lillykathleen89

    5 жыл бұрын

    This was beautifully said!

  • @irelandgracesmith8245

    @irelandgracesmith8245

    5 жыл бұрын

    @@lillykathleen89 thanks lilly!

  • @kurtrogers6341

    @kurtrogers6341

    5 жыл бұрын

    I just stumbled on your pentatonic lesson this morning, I was digging your style and came across this video, I’m blown away by you, your bravery and great outlook are inspiring, I think I’ll hang around and maybe send some lunch money 😉 good luck Jen

  • @mediumdun18
    @mediumdun184 жыл бұрын

    Jen.....I'm a retired endocrinologist who trained in the eighties and am ashamed to admit that it was not the science that got in the way of advanced therapy , in those days, but you already know that :-) . I am so very happy for you that long overdo enlightenment has led to you having access to a quality health care team . I gave up guitar during my career as that profession was all -encompassing and am so happy to be back playing and your youtube series has been invaluable in getting my fingers back into shape. I wish you all the best and many thanks for taking the time to share your love of music with all of us

  • @kevinbarhydt7741
    @kevinbarhydt77415 жыл бұрын

    I don't know why that I feel so strongly that I've been waiting for so long to see this video that you've made, for yourself, and for all of us. I don't know why I also feel so strongly, but as I watch the end of the video and see you walking hand-in-hand, I know you're going to be just fine. The person you're walking hand-in-hand with, like you, is extraordinary. I can't tell you how glad I am that you're on the path that you're on with the people that you're on the path with. Wishing you a wonderful healing process in every way. Peace. And thank you. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.

  • @blackjax8824
    @blackjax88244 жыл бұрын

    Well, Jen, you've taught me how to switch between chords, my basics and everything I pretty much know to get started on my blues journey and I love listening to you speak through fender play. I'm happy you're doing what you feel is right for you. Keep on trucking dude.

  • @fraenkiboii
    @fraenkiboii5 жыл бұрын

    Hi Jen. I don't know how it feels to be in the wrong body, but I'm suffering from depression, so at least I know how it feels to be different and alone. I hope you'll reach the identity you've been looking for and that it makes you happy. Because that's all that matters, that you are happy with who you are and don't care about what anyone else says. your lessons of "outside" by staind and "zombie" by the cranberries inspired me to start playing/learning guitar. I'm so grateful for you teaching me those songs, I love and play them to this day and will keep doing that until I die. So thank you very much for giving me some light even in my darkest days. I wish you all the best. Cheers! Frank from Frankfurt/Germany.

  • @AlanW2101
    @AlanW21015 жыл бұрын

    Such a great person. And wonderful artist thats taught me so much on guitar. thanks!

  • @AirIUnderwater
    @AirIUnderwater5 жыл бұрын

    Best wishes, Jen! Hoping all of the best for you! Thanks for teaching me to play the guitar, even if I'm the worst at it! :D

  • @swarleysheen9016
    @swarleysheen90165 жыл бұрын

    Jen you have helped so many people pursue their passion of playing music. You have been a huge inspiration in my playing and I hope your transition goes well. You should pursue what makes you happy in life.

  • @lonelylillamb5802
    @lonelylillamb58025 жыл бұрын

    I'm just a beginner at guitar and seeing you during the mahalo days of your youtube career helps me out a ton. You made things easy for me and made me feel like I had some support in my journey into music. Now I support you in your journey to let you be who you deserve to be.

  • @hearthcricketmusicbanjobel2219
    @hearthcricketmusicbanjobel22195 жыл бұрын

    I just asked about why I hadn't seen you in so long in the live lessons,and was expecting to hear you were touring. Just want you to know I think you're one of the bravest souls I know for being so open and honest,and I support you for who you are now and who you are becoming. I understand in a different way what it is to let people know who you really are,as I'm a mystic and that doesn't sit well with a lot of people when I'm open about that. Rest,heal,and will be glad to see you in the group again. If you need an additional person to talk with,I'm in your corner-don't hesitate to contact me. Thank you for being you,and for all you do for others.

  • @AnnieWab
    @AnnieWab10 ай бұрын

    I just wanted to echo all of the sentiments in the coments section. I also use to watch you MANY years ago during the Mahalo days. You taught me how to play many songs. It was with you that I first learned how to play chords correctly and play along a whole song. You really have an excellent teaching style and a beautiful approachable personility. Today, I was casually checking out the Fender courses, clicked on "Bare Necessities" and I was thrilled to see your familiar smile. That really took me way back! I have been also going through a similar journey (though the other way around 😅) and want to send you all of the love and support! I hope you have been well lately!

  • @Dynomikes_Adventures
    @Dynomikes_Adventures5 жыл бұрын

    Man or woman, you are a beautiful person! Thanks for sharing such a personal struggle with us. The story of your life will educate and inspire others to have the courage to be who we truly are.

  • @justaguy2770
    @justaguy27705 жыл бұрын

    Thank you Jen. Thank you for sharing with us a very personal aspect of your life here and especially on Instagram. You're a courageous young Man. Stand tall, stand proud. Never lose the way you walk into a room, or cottage ... 😉😋😍

  • @thomaspanfile1362
    @thomaspanfile13625 жыл бұрын

    Everyone deserves to be happy and feel accepted for who they are. I am very glad you have embraced your journey to be you! I’m sure that making this video was a huge part of the journey

  • @garyr850r2
    @garyr850r25 жыл бұрын

    It breaks my heart when I hear how hard this whole process was and is for you! My tears were running down my face when you start crying in this video because it touches me deeply! You should know that I fully support you! You can count on me anytime and I really mean anytime! Love you Bro! Cheers Gary

  • @brentleegrossman1
    @brentleegrossman14 жыл бұрын

    Jen's an excellent guitar teacher. I've learned so much from watching his videos on the Fender lesson site which I subscribe to and watch religiously. Whenever his teaching appears for a lesson, I feel even more excited about learning. Thank you, Jen for helping me so much with my guitar playing. ROCK ON!

  • @swamp33
    @swamp334 жыл бұрын

    Jen, My comment starts with "Oh Jen...I've been watching you since the mahalo years." also. My biggest criticism right now is you've forced me actually login to youtube for the first time in 5 years or so to post this comment, but now that that is over... I fell in love with the person that you are inside years and years ago. Your mind has this personality that I consider outshines anything your outer shell might ever look like. These videos of your transition are wonderful, thank you for posting them. You've always had a way of explaining things in a way that I felt was easier for me to understand. Please, please Jen do whatever you have to do to make yourself happy and safe in this life. You're a beautiful person no matter what your reflection looks like. -Leo

  • @RachaelBuchanan83
    @RachaelBuchanan835 жыл бұрын

    Beautifully stated, Sir! I made my transition to female and had surgery in 2002 and I can promise you things will get better emotionally,. It’s truly amazing what we can become when we give ourselves permission to be our true selves. So glad you have a strong support team available! Use them and remember to thank them! ❤️

  • @CanYouSee23MC
    @CanYouSee23MC5 жыл бұрын

    You are a hero! My heart got broken into milion pieces when I listened to what you have gone through for all those years, but Im also happy to see you starting the transition to your true happinness. We will be here for you, always!

  • @awrebyawe
    @awrebyawe3 жыл бұрын

    Wow, I've just recently signed up to Fender Play and stumbled across your "it was a good day" video here! This is super inspiring! Can't wait to watch the entire series

  • @Rokits-realm
    @Rokits-realm2 жыл бұрын

    Jen. I'm crying like a baby because my heart aches for what you had to go thru. I am 62 and not "in tune" to the transgendered lifestyle. Your truthfulness concerning your deepest inner feelings have opened my eyes to how closed minded I have been. I apologize to anyone I have ever "second guessed" or thrown my feelings their direction. I know those are just words but where would I start. I was raised by my Parents a "certain" way and I totally love them both for doing such a great job. They are both gone now so maybe its my time to shine as well. Sorry. I love you more than you will ever know for being so beautiful inside and out. Men can be beautiful as well I think. :-) If there was ever ANYTHING I could do for you or your "people", I'm here. Thank you from my soul for being you and sharing everything that you have. Rock on rocker.

  • @paulojoseereis8430
    @paulojoseereis84305 жыл бұрын

    Dear Mr. Trani, be yourself, only it! Be sure you are not alone, and be sure a plenty of people worldwide form a legion of individuals full of gratitude for your guitar, and life, and being yourself lessons. Be sure you made a huge difference in world, became an amazing motivator for me as well many people´s lives. Paulo, brazilian, business administrator, guitar learner from many many Jen Train guitar classes and someone who thanks you a lot!

  • @gregspencer8782
    @gregspencer87825 жыл бұрын

    Thanks so much for sharing your story, man! I'm close to people with very similar histories, and everything you said about your feelings and outlook as a child rings true. I imagine there are loads of people out there who get solace from what you've related: the painful parts as well as all the support and love you've received.

  • @user-xy2md2no1q
    @user-xy2md2no1q4 жыл бұрын

    Yesterday I've been watching your instagram live on fender chanel. And well I'm not the most enthusiastic guitar player (however after yesterday I think a could become) but the live took all of me for whatever long it was because you were awesome. Absolutely amazing, living, natural and easy, and all I was thinking of was 'oh, what a positive and energetic guy, what an easy going person, what a miracle of a person who found his way in life'. And If smb asked me, I could never event think about how long way you had come. So I just want to say that you're fantastic and I deeply admire the strength and determination and courage it took you to become the person I saw yesterday and I am so happy that you managed to do whatever it takes to become yourself.

  • @Ben_Rothenburg_
    @Ben_Rothenburg_4 жыл бұрын

    Literally just found this, I'm studying guitar right now and my earliest memory of guitar was learning from your mahalo videos. I'm really happy for you and proud that you were so open about your transition. I probably wouldn't have been able to learn guitar without you and i can never repay you for that.

  • @joie7457
    @joie74575 жыл бұрын

    I have watched you forever! I first saw you on Maholo, then I recently saw an ad for the Fender app with you in it! You are awesome and my guitar hero! I hope your transition goes smoothly and brings you peace and happiness! Much love 🧡.

  • @hayleymason8123
    @hayleymason81235 жыл бұрын

    I really really want to say thank you for being awesome! I was born in '71 so can empathise totally about growing up without role models and a narrative that feels like it fits your life. My partner was the person who enabled me to see a life of happiness and realness, unfortunately she became very sick shortly after I started medical transition, and after she passed I lost all of the people around our family as support. That's when I found music again and especially guitar, thank you for being there, and reinforcing the metronome, no really thank you! (sarc). I actually turn 5 next month, and my life has changed infinitely in ways I could never imagine, the power to be yourself and not back down is amazing. Here's to a life of not crying every day. Thank you dude, you so totally rock!

  • @rv7767
    @rv77675 жыл бұрын

    I love this! No matter what your decisions are, I'll still always remember you as one of the best guitar tutors I've known. 💖💖💖

  • @Citadel1974
    @Citadel19745 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing your story and journey with us. I wish you a quick recovery from the surgery and your "inner" healing.

  • @tkoebb
    @tkoebb5 жыл бұрын

    Hi Jen, I'm Chris. I have been following you on KZread for a few years. You are a very brave and awesome person. I had a stroke 5 years ago and I picked up guitar for my son to learn and was playing around on it before I wrapped it for Christmas for him. I got hooked on guitar and it has been so very key in my recovery. You have helped me learn guitar and music theory! This video just popped up in my feed and I had to comment. Thank you for being so open and giving! I applaud you for being true to yourself and opening up to others that might need encouragement!

  • @thomasnanto9093
    @thomasnanto90935 жыл бұрын

    So happy for you Jen to start this journey. I wish you happiness as you take the steps to live comfortably as who you are. Thank you for everything you had to say in this video. This was a wonderful interview.

  • @snek5385
    @snek53854 жыл бұрын

    I really enjoyed your guitar videos back in the day when I was a complete beginner, you inspired me a lot. Carry on for the rest of your journey!

  • @sheldonstuttard4748
    @sheldonstuttard47485 жыл бұрын

    This was a powerful and beautiful video, Jen. Thank you for sharing. I'm glad you've found...you. I'm glad you've got so much love and support in your life and on this journey. All the best to you. xo

  • @yobhsiFehT
    @yobhsiFehT5 жыл бұрын

    May the grace you’re extending to others be given back to you, Jen! **hugs** Good luck ❤️

  • @Dontknowwhattosay
    @Dontknowwhattosay5 жыл бұрын

    omg hi jen, i always loved your videos and they have helped me so much and recently i've been wondering what has been of your life so i'm gladly surprised to see you now! i hope you are good and i wish you the best of luck :)

  • @JocelynRatzer
    @JocelynRatzer5 жыл бұрын

    You are such an incredible person!!!!! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. The impact you can have simply by being yourself is going to help so many people find their voice. You are very special ❤️

  • @lillykathleen89
    @lillykathleen895 жыл бұрын

    We’re here for you, Jen. We love you. I’m not going anywhere. Thank you for everything you do. I admire your bravery. Love you. 💜 Lilly

  • @User173
    @User1735 жыл бұрын

    Wow, thank you very much for sharing your feelings and journey. I've been following you since Mahalo years and I've recently wondered, "hey, what's Jen been up to" and found this video. Best of luck with everything and I'm excited for new videos and more guitar! your playing is gorgeous.

  • @tldrio22
    @tldrio225 жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for sharing. Bravo!! You go boy!!! Much love and light to you on your journey to “you”!!

  • @JacquieGarcia
    @JacquieGarcia4 жыл бұрын

    Oh Jen- This was so brave and needed, putting your story out there in such a genuine way. Thanks for sharing all of that. Best wishes on your journey, aligning your outside with your inside is a deeply personal and painful process, but hopefully you will find happiness and peace through the experience. xo

  • @richardfromcornwall5492
    @richardfromcornwall54925 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing. You have been one of my 'go to' KZreadrs in my quest to learn guitar as a silver haired learner, such an inspiration in how you share your love of guitar and your sense of humour certainly helps. I don't understand your pain but I have suffered chronic neuropathic pain for 15 years, have begun to understand grief for the life I once had, the mask I still portray to hide my pain but, I've recently found a way to try and understand. By the study and practice of Mindfulness which I would recommend to you. All the very best and I'm sure all your followers would join me to say we'd love to see you back on KZread either chatting or teaching as soon as you feel up to it. Apologies for the rambling message!

  • @motorv8N
    @motorv8N4 жыл бұрын

    Such an incredibly honest interview. So glad you have support and love. All good wishes to you on your journey.

  • @RonLaskowski
    @RonLaskowski5 жыл бұрын

    Good luck and lots of love. Been watching your tutorials for years!

  • @TheAugustineMachine
    @TheAugustineMachine4 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for your eloquence-- you capture and express this process so clearly. And best wishes on your transition!

  • @micahringlein
    @micahringlein5 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for letting us know about your journey. Know that we support you and are proud of and encouraged by who you are. You are a great guitar teacher and your honesty shines through!

  • @salesianmonkey66
    @salesianmonkey665 жыл бұрын

    Hi Jen, I’ve followed you online for many years since learning to play guitar. Even now I reflect fondly on your youthful ramblings on Mahola,. Anyway your video will resonate with so many people, it shows real courage, bravery and will inspire so many. I hope you find the inner happiness and peace. All my best wishes to you and your future.

  • @andrewlupton2120
    @andrewlupton21204 жыл бұрын

    Best of luck with your journey Jen. Thanks for sharing your story. I really enjoy your work on Fender Play. You're a great teacher.

  • @3Anthro
    @3Anthro2 жыл бұрын

    I’m learning from you on Fender Play and found this video after seeing you present differently throughout. Thank you for sharing your story here and hurrah for Fender for respecting your journey 💕

  • @babanmajumder891
    @babanmajumder8915 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing the story of your incredible journey. You are a awesome human being. Wish the best for you.. Love and Respect from India.

  • @shreemalpharm
    @shreemalpharm5 жыл бұрын

    Happy to see you once again...its proud moment It was very tough time , but you are bold, enthusiastic, brave, courageous artist Jen... Wish you prosperous, healthy , happy life ahead ...and love n blessings from us.. All d best...Jen

  • @mrs.hollerbredkennels-jana7891
    @mrs.hollerbredkennels-jana78915 жыл бұрын

    Jen, u r awesome regardless of anything else. U have made an impact on my guitar playing & ur honesty is such a breath of fresh air. I love ur personality & your smile. That in itself wont ever chance. So many ppl love u & I am so happy that u r being true to yourself. I'm just glad that u r who u r!!! Thank u also for teaching guitar on KZread!! Myself & so many other ppl r so blessed to have u to guide us on our musical journeys. U r such a good teacher Jen!!!! Unique & honest. I love that!

  • @ncc74656m
    @ncc74656m5 жыл бұрын

    Love to you, Jen from a trans gal!

  • @evymueller668
    @evymueller6685 жыл бұрын

    Great piece Jen. Much respect to you and hope you continue to find the strength you need during this journey!

  • @Nymitch11
    @Nymitch115 жыл бұрын

    Jen, I just saw your video. You are an amazing person and so talented. I learned so much from you and wanted to express my support and admiration. Thanks, Mitch

  • @yousefsamehh
    @yousefsamehh5 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for sharing this incredible journey and educating so many people about this. I learned a lot from you and from this video. I hope you find happiness. Nothing but love for you Jen ❤️ stay amazing!

  • @aprilpaddock8455
    @aprilpaddock84553 жыл бұрын

    Sometimes my stupidity amazes me. I have been doing Fender Play for 2 months now and I love it. Especially your videos. I could just sense that you were a kind and caring person. Not to mention a fantastic teacher. Which made it really confusing to me when Fender never had “Office Hours With Jen.” I knew some of the videos were older so I just assumed you no longer worked there. It gets worse. I was going through my FB groups today and came across Jensen’s picture and thought, “Wow, he sure looks a lot like Jen, is that her brother? Weird that they have almost the same name. And he’s so cool too!” This has been my very long winded way of saying that not only am I as dumb as a stump but also that it doesn’t matter to me if you’re Jen or Jensen, you’re still a beautiful rock star. I wish you nothing but a joyous and long life.

  • @cawfeedawg
    @cawfeedawg5 жыл бұрын

    Brave Beautiful and an awesome guitar player to boot! UPDATE: Handsome, Brave and and awesome guitarist to boot!

  • @wiimoterevcon
    @wiimoterevcon5 жыл бұрын

    Much love!! I fell in love with your guitar videos, your personality was just so charming and made learning fun. I support you 100000% ❤️🙏

  • @JoseAcosta-ox4rq
    @JoseAcosta-ox4rq4 жыл бұрын

    Holly Molly, I just saw you in one of your videos for the first time today. It was a lesson on a Cranberries song, and I realized it was quite an old one. I felt you were one of the funniest teachers I had seen in youtube . I also thought you were pretty.... very pleasant to see and to listen too. So i decided to look for more videos from you and found out another few lessons where you were..."different", still funny, still nice, still a fantastic teacher, but you looked different....and then I found this! In less than 45 minutes i took the whole trip!!! Truth is that I couldn't care less about your sexuality, good for you whichever route you go. i will still be looking at your videos and having fun and learning guitar with them. Best of luck and keep on rocking!

  • @batemanlife
    @batemanlife5 жыл бұрын

    Followed your guitar videos for a while as you're fun and a good soul. Wish you all the best for the journey, you're strong and inspirational to others. Go you, make yourself the happy person you deserve to be.

  • @jdquad
    @jdquad4 жыл бұрын

    Much love to you Jen and all the best for the future!! P.S.- thank you for helping to (re)teach me guitar on Fender Play it has brought me so much joy.after 12 years of not playing :-)

  • @UTube4Junky
    @UTube4Junky5 жыл бұрын

    Hi Jen, I’ve followed your online guitar lessons for quite some time. At one point I was even one of your sponsors via Patreon (quit Patreon sponsorship because it didn’t work very well on an iPhone, couldn’t get access to any videos, no biggie though, was glad to be able to call myself one of your sponsors for that brief period.) I’m very glad you seem to have found your path. Don’t quite understand it all, I’m a regular, down to earth guy who’s typically fairy conservative and who is probably somewhat ignorant of the issues you and other trans people face on a daily basis. I don’t really care what gender you want to be as long as you’re happy. I think your daily struggles is what helped you become such a great guitar player and musician in general. I think music was your escape from the daily reality. I sincerely want you (and all people) to be happy. Now that you’re transitioning I think you’ll stay beautiful inside because your personality exudes of kindness and understanding. ...and physically everyone can/could see you’re a very beautiful woman. ..now you’ll become a very handsome man. My understanding is that beauty in the eyes of most men and women is closely related to our perception of symmetry. People with symmetrical faces are viewed as beautiful more often than those who do not have symmetrical faces. Based on that, you’ll become a very handsome man as your face is vey symmetrical. My only, very selfish, worry is that your voice will change too much. I hope it won’t change too much but again, I’m being very selfish here. A few years back I struggled with some personal issues and guitar lessons sort of kept me going (I still suck at guitar). One song in particular, your rendition of ‘Silent Night’ truly kept me ..breathing. Can’t explain it as, even though baptized, I’m not a particularly religious person. I googled “Silent Night on guitar” and was taken to dozens, maybe even hundreds of renditions of that particular song. Yours was so simple and so enjoyable (haha, won’t deny you being easy-on-the-eyes was the initial reason for me clicking on play) but it was your soft, joyful voice and quirky sense of humor that really drew me to it and later to many other guitar lessons of yours. ..must have listened to it hundreds of times, NOT exaggerating. In fact, I still have it on my iPhone as I shamelessly managed to copy it somehow off of KZread. Although this was a guitar lesson, it was you slowly humming and singing it to the chords you’re playing which put a smile on my face. Sorry about the long story Jen but I just wanted to explain that I wish you the very best and all the happiness. I’m glad you’ve found your way and that you’re slowly moving to where you want to be in life. Congrats to you!!! I hope that one day you’ll be inclined to record the very same guitar lesson while humming and singing ‘Silent Night’ as the new Jen, this time as one of us, regular dudes. Sincerely, Niclas

  • @chassity1001
    @chassity10015 жыл бұрын

    Wow, its so brave from you to share a part of whats going throu your mind. Especially when its so emotional. I always love to see your videos, because i like who you are and not what you are. Ps: Everything is changing and thats good.

  • @jandmmcgee
    @jandmmcgee5 жыл бұрын

    Jen, I can't tell you how much your story resonates with me. I was born in 1980. I was never "ok" as a girl. And still to this day hate it. I still scare people walking into bathrooms. Your courage and story, although hard, is going to help a lot of people. You are incredibly Brave for Finding your route to Peace with yourself! Sounds, like you have a lot of support, but I understand the conflict within. I didn't come out as Gay until I was 33. I am now 38. It was a hard process, but like you said, never felt quite right. For me though, I think this is what I will have to be "ok" with. I'm an identical twin, and a big part of "me", my identity is wrapped up in that. It would not be accepted in my family; just as me being "gay" will never be 100% ok. It's a struggle. I've been in some really Dark places, and was inches of pulling the trigger a couple years ago. 2 years ago I had a hysterectomy, that was medically needed. I can honestly say I wish I could have done that YEARS ago. It's made a huge difference in me being able to be more myself; and pull out of some of the darkness. I still hate looking in mirrors. But I am so grateful to be able to encourage you from afar on your journey. You are known for your amazing guitar abilities; but I think we all know how amazing of a person you are!! I know it is what I was drawn too. You made people feel "included", no matter what the level of guitar, or if they thought they were good. I feel like this is now your time to feel Included....just as you are. Wishing you all the best from MT. ~ Jessie

  • @jaytez3183
    @jaytez31835 жыл бұрын

    Jen Shaddyyy!! I Love You no Matter Whatttt!!! I am so glad you're sharing your story with us..I hope that all goes well with your transitioning and that you will finally have peace within..I will keep you in my prayers❤

  • @robpeterson1118
    @robpeterson11185 жыл бұрын

    After reading a few comments and watching the intro and a few other sections of the video I think I've got a feel for your ideas, and feelings. Leaving this, maybe for a snapshot in time of one person's, mine, image/conception of your unmistakable beauty, face that would launch a thousand ships, and truly I could go on and on, but, one final impression (regardless of hair style, as I viewed the guitar lesson videos of short "boy style hair" your words, before seeing the earlier ones and figured you cut it to keep from making all women less envious of you while catching every mans eye) your were so personable, feminine. confident, and gorgeous that my face hurt while at the same time I caught myself holding my breath. Love you and pray you will find peace and know love! - Rob

  • @setphaser
    @setphaser4 жыл бұрын

    hi jen, i just found your warm up guitar video, and my first reaction was oh, a girl video! phew! which (despite my mistake) i think you’d understand that for women guitarists there’s almost nothing out there to watch by other female guitarists. watching that first video, you communicate so well, you’re demonstrating things in a way i am comfortable with. ... then i came to your channel and realised i assumed your gender incorrectly. so i apologise. but i also want to thank you for explaining your journey because a lot of my friends have gone through something similar to you, but i’m not in a position to ask them these deeply personal questions about why and how they went through this very difficult journey. i’m still really glad to have found your videos which feel like a safe place to learn more about guitar on youtube which is a rare thing for femme identifying guitarists. so thank you for the content and thank you for being you. you have a very likeable persona despite, or maybe because of what you’ve been through as a kid. ❤️

  • @chefdave12118
    @chefdave121183 ай бұрын

    So i just started using the fender play app to learn guitar and you made me feel the most comfortable, so well spoken and quickly became my favorite teacher. I couldnt put my finger on it (no guitar pun 😂), but i think youre the coolest. I was born in 75 and had a daughter when i was 16. Six years ago my 25 year old daughter, who was so beautiful as woman could have been a model, told me he was a he. We did all the research, a lot of time, surgery, testosterone and all the support in the world from my wife and I. Now i have the most handsome son and the happiest hes ever been in his life and we worship the ground he walks on. To this day 6 years later only myself or his wife can give him his T shots. Youre pretty amazing Jensen and an awesome teacher. I knew i bonded with you over that stupid app for a reason 😂. You kick ass ☮️❤️

  • @etluxintenebrislucet7035
    @etluxintenebrislucet70355 жыл бұрын

    You're a great person

  • @Sagfire28
    @Sagfire285 жыл бұрын

    Hi Jen, thanks for sharing your story! Best wishes, lots of love Richie! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @VDstn
    @VDstn5 жыл бұрын

    Well, man, we're all supporting you here! You are a beautiful person that so many people fell in love with! And be sure, we gonna keep loving you no matter what shape you gonna appear at. You as a personality worth a LOT! Get yourself through, get yourself comfortable and happy! And if you wish, get back to us, all of your fans with new content, new energy, new inspiration! The best is yet to come! Rock on Jen!

  • @claudiarighetto7011
    @claudiarighetto70115 жыл бұрын

    So proud of you! Thanks to sharing your story, your feelings and fears. You deserve to be happy after all that stuff.

  • @tanuharidixit1737
    @tanuharidixit17375 жыл бұрын

    You are awesome, Jen. Thanks for this.

  • @tearwordmelody
    @tearwordmelody5 жыл бұрын

    You'll make it. You are so strong, brave and inspiring. ❤ Sending you so much love!

  • @FcaJettRamone
    @FcaJettRamone5 жыл бұрын

    You are such an awesome guy, great player and teacher. Keep going, Jen. :) You do give hope.

  • @Jhany810
    @Jhany8105 жыл бұрын

    We will always support you in whatever you do Jen! Love you so much you silly hobbit! ~ Jane of the nappers

  • @PlouplePoupi
    @PlouplePoupi4 жыл бұрын

    I will never forget your lessons on mahalo and I swear I knew you were « different », as I am in another way. So happy you’ve found your true one (sorry for my English). Big up Jen 🇫🇷👍🏼🍒

  • @bambimonstahh
    @bambimonstahh4 жыл бұрын

    Omg I love this man ☺ Jen is such a great person and is so funny! I'm glad to hear about his journey as being trans, because I want to learn more about those types of people. Thank you for sharing, Jen!

  • @babycatshifinvinyl6411
    @babycatshifinvinyl6411 Жыл бұрын

    I just learned to play Basket Case by Green Day on Fender Play by seeing your lesson. I have been trying hard to learn the guitar properly after stagnating on it for years. Thanks for helping me on the journey. I respect you the way that you want to be and very proud to learning from you. Hope to do a private lesson too someday!

  • @stephenbayer09
    @stephenbayer094 жыл бұрын

    Ive fallowed your guitar lesson videos since Mahalo you where one of the better teachers on that channel. It wasn't until recently i seen a KZread Ad for Fender play that you where in. I hope things go well for you in this new journey in your life.

  • @turboterie
    @turboterie4 жыл бұрын

    You are such an amazing person with a beautiful soul. I can relate to you so much on what it takes to discover yourself after being suppressed for so many years. It really is a painful process but the rainbow that you see after the storm is like none other. I feel you. I hear you. I can sense the peace you have on your Fender live videos. Keep being your amazing self.

  • @Tmantoronto
    @Tmantoronto5 жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your story and all the best on your journey. ❤️

  • @blonchie4724
    @blonchie47245 жыл бұрын

    I admire how brave you are. Well done Jen. Embrace the journey. You deserve being happy xx

  • @johnnelson8210
    @johnnelson82103 жыл бұрын

    May you find peace and love Jen. I think you are amazing and I hope the very best for you. Thanks for all the great lesson videos, I still go back and watch them because you have such a great way of teaching and explaining. Be who you are is all that we can be. Stay safe and stay strong, the times are changing, slowly, but changing.

  • @user-ey6zq9mj7v
    @user-ey6zq9mj7v4 ай бұрын

    I know you probably won't see this Jensen, but I wanted to thank you for being so open about this. I came out as transgender about one year ago, and I'm starting transitioning soon. I started learning guitar with your videos 10 years or so ago, and you've been a great inspiration to me. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

  • @ElisandroDeLeon
    @ElisandroDeLeon3 жыл бұрын

    Just came from your guitar tutorial for "the way I am" By Ingrid Michaelson. Probably the best video for that song anywhere. We take you the way you are Jensen.

  • @stevenprince9907
    @stevenprince99074 жыл бұрын

    Jen you are very brave making this part 1 of your video. I will watch part 2. I have to admire you. You are a great guitar teacher. Do you not work for Mahlo now? xx

  • @johnleotarver5831
    @johnleotarver58315 жыл бұрын

    What a great video. Sending good vibes!

  • @aidanomorgadh1
    @aidanomorgadh15 жыл бұрын

    Wishing you much happiness, you are very special for the gift you share with us and best of luck with your journey

  • @steve-gz5sj
    @steve-gz5sj5 жыл бұрын

    You made us laugh and you have a smile that light up a room. That will never change, so be happy.

  • @JaxzSpecific
    @JaxzSpecific5 жыл бұрын

    Good luck to you Sir! Hope your journey is a happy and safe one! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!! Thanks for all the years of bringing happiness by way of music to everyone who was as fortunate as I was to come across your videos. Now its time for you to receive that awesome positive Karmic reward you've earned for helping so many of us to express ourselves through the power of music! Looking forward to what's to come next! :-)

  • @danwright718
    @danwright7185 жыл бұрын

    Good luck moving forward, and keep rockin’!

  • @Cr8z13
    @Cr8z135 жыл бұрын

    Lots of love to you as you navigate your journey, and thank you for sharing your truth.

  • @sionmichel
    @sionmichel5 жыл бұрын

    RESPECT! I wish you Peace and Love & Light on your Journey through this Life. Your Rock my World with your Courage and Strength. Giving us all Hope to Dream on and just Be. Thank you!

  • @RickWalton71
    @RickWalton715 жыл бұрын

    You're a very courageous and beautiful person. Inside and out. Your personality is amazing. Good luck to you, and I hope you find true happiness.

  • @jayyharper3679
    @jayyharper36794 жыл бұрын

    Been watching you since mahalo guitar and I dunno why but I always felt you weren’t happy or comfortable like I could just sense it from your videos even though you seemed happy in every video, maybe it was just the way you looked and dressed. I’m so proud of you for coming out. I came out as trans when I was 15-16 but it wasn’t, I’m actually gender fluid but my best friend is trans (FTM) and he’s one of the best guys I’ve ever met! Don’t let anyone stop u from being yourself! Love you Sir! (Didn’t know what name u go by so thought play it safe)

  • @keiligunden3970
    @keiligunden39705 жыл бұрын

    Hey we were born in the same year! But you invested your time wisely in learning how to be a guitar badass! Best of luck with everything!

  • @jose7119
    @jose71195 жыл бұрын

    Hi Jen (from Spain). Few years ago I went throw too bad times done by economical and profesional problems and i decided to start playing guitar cose I needed something to have my mind out of all that sorrounds me and i start to search on Ytube and I meet a young person that looks so likeable and I start to follow her then on mahalo and now suscribed on his own chanel Jen Trani . Every time I see you with fender stuff or watch one of your videos I'm happy for you and and I think that good people get good things, thats the way it should be. Now i'm surprised with this video and like allways I wish you the best.No matters if we call you he or she the main thing is to be a good person as you are and be happy you and the people around you. I'm sure your live gonna be better now. We support you like you help people like me without knowing it. Like I said wish you both the best. See you soon.