MY PURPOSE HERE NOW | LIFE UPDATE

What's my purpose here now? This is something I ask myself a lot. To re-establish and build myself back up again, get myself healthy, work on my brands, my relationships, relationship with my son, people that need me, that's what my purpose will be surrounding around. It's not really about me per-say anymore. I want to help others with my story. I want to be there for others when they need me.
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  • @nicholasperkins6458
    @nicholasperkins6458 Жыл бұрын

    Man I love you Calum. Been watching for like 10 years really. Maybe 8. Got me in to working out. Got me in to the gym and fitness. Got me out of a lot. Through every thing you been through I just love to see you back. One of the Earth's toughest warriors. You got this man.

  • @DOFORMY

    @DOFORMY

    Жыл бұрын

    Same here, you got this Cal

  • @JustbeingHayden

    @JustbeingHayden

    Жыл бұрын

    100% man I feel totally the same we’ve got you von moger ❤️❤️❤️🙌🙌🙌

  • @Lukeywooky96

    @Lukeywooky96

    Жыл бұрын

    Took the words out of my mouth. Exact same here 🤙🤙

  • @jamesrevere2992

    @jamesrevere2992

    Жыл бұрын

    So which is it, 10 or 8 years? You cant be off by two whole years

  • @matthewcarl6369

    @matthewcarl6369

    Жыл бұрын

    We love you Calum, been watching you since the beginning. You’ve always been a major idol of mine, still are and always will be. Stay strong brother, proud of you for getting back to making content. Cant wait to see what you do.

  • @ryanworsham155
    @ryanworsham155 Жыл бұрын

    I’m 19, Lost my father last May to cancer. Started to workout bc of you Calum. Gods using you and your struggles to teach other people that no matter what you have gone through, you can continue to make an impact, and that you have done, and always have done. I told my father I’d win an Olympia one day, your my role model. We all love and need you big man, prayers to you and your family

  • @blockminingsolutions

    @blockminingsolutions

    Жыл бұрын

    Did he get any of those shots? 2 of my fam members now had it… one just died and 1.5 years ago my neighbors cancer returned suddenly and spread to her brain killing her…

  • @harryjones2169

    @harryjones2169

    Жыл бұрын

    Read this comment and I lost me mum October last year to cancer and if it wasn't for training I'd be a lost soul to be honest so many times in my life I owe my life to the gym literally. I sit there and think about it sometimes actually blows my mind

  • @madmaxfishtanks9254

    @madmaxfishtanks9254

    Жыл бұрын

    Lost my father a few weeks ago because of cancer .. feeling the same! We are not alone that’s for sure. But we have to stay motivated, we have to be there for our family an the days will be getting better an better !

  • @randallblytheadlercavalera8373

    @randallblytheadlercavalera8373

    Жыл бұрын

    you are 19 but you spoke like a grown man gdblss you brother rip to your dear father my son same age as you im 41😊

  • @craigauty6756

    @craigauty6756

    Жыл бұрын

    You're a beast bro, good shit

  • @clioneye8039
    @clioneye8039 Жыл бұрын

    There's definitely light at the end of the tunnel my friend and its coming ever closer in to view. You've dealt with more than many people would be able to and I'm so glad to see you're treating yourself with the compassion you deserve. You've got this, Cal!

  • @mperformance3502

    @mperformance3502

    Жыл бұрын

    A lot of that is self inflicted tho

  • @Balding-ig7qi

    @Balding-ig7qi

    Жыл бұрын

    @@mperformance3502 yep definitely could have made better decisions with the meth, jumping off 2nd story, unregistered car, partys, drugs, damage to his own parents home and unruly conduct, but people do crazy things when they feel they are spiraling down, whether it be due to his career at the time or having to do with his brother and family. there's no excuse for bad behavior, but it is understandable and hope he gets his feet steady again, wishing him all the best

  • @LegendMathai
    @LegendMathai Жыл бұрын

    I lost my brother 2 weeks ago. No bullshit. Carried his coffin last Friday. We must move on & keep pushing forward. We must make our bloodline proud.

  • @margaretenoha5394

    @margaretenoha5394

    Жыл бұрын

    RIP and Respect

  • @NuvoVision

    @NuvoVision

    Жыл бұрын

    Gutted to read that... Sending you and your family love from California.

  • @omgurheadsgone

    @omgurheadsgone

    Жыл бұрын

    Sorry to hear that brother, stay strong 🙏💪🏼

  • @crawfordlaluciathorburn6416

    @crawfordlaluciathorburn6416

    Жыл бұрын

    Condolences brother , I lost my younger brother on the 16 of January...Life will neve be the same but we have to Live unfortunately.

  • @Robbbbb1011

    @Robbbbb1011

    Жыл бұрын

    Sorry to hear that my friend, chin up and keep moving forward!

  • @Linska495th
    @Linska495th Жыл бұрын

    I lost my brother when I was 15, he was 10. No understanding of how to deal with it, how to talk about it, so I swallowed the pain. Took me ages and I still hold some back. I’ve followed you for years, with each hurdle I saw you come back and you will do it again. Take things one by one, don’t view it as one big lump of shit. The good times eventually taste so much better knowing how low you got but came through. We have to fight our best fight for those that didn’t get the chance! Best Wishes to you and your family.

  • @timothyjones9863

    @timothyjones9863

    Жыл бұрын

    Love you man, keep it going brother!

  • @VanDutch87
    @VanDutch87 Жыл бұрын

    Lost my parents, my grandmother, and my uncle all in less than 10 years. The pain doesn’t go away completely with time, but you will make it through this difficult time Calum 🙏 Keep your head up

  • @abidmamdani

    @abidmamdani

    Жыл бұрын

    same here man, keep it going...

  • @fw2141

    @fw2141

    Жыл бұрын

    uff bro!

  • @Ufcdude87
    @Ufcdude87 Жыл бұрын

    These latest videos from you are the best pieces of content you’ve ever put out. Whilst expressing feelings of being lost, you appear more wise and older as a result. Keep this shit up bro - it’s honestly showing more masculinity than any old training video or bodybuilding type content could ever portray. Good on you bro. Peace ❤.

  • @GazGK
    @GazGK Жыл бұрын

    Calum it doesn't matter what content you create. We are here to see you succeed and enjoy life. I think I speak for everyone when I say there's no rush for you to figure it out - content is content and as long as you are part of it, it'll be great. Happy to see you back!

  • @PB22559

    @PB22559

    Жыл бұрын

    Why don't you focus on your own life instead of living vicariously through someone else online, who you've never even met in person? Life is way too short to be so concerned about what others are doing.

  • @Sam-vn9jm

    @Sam-vn9jm

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@PB22559 lol being perpetually negative must be so tiresome

  • @PB22559

    @PB22559

    Жыл бұрын

    @@Sam-vn9jm Being a fanboy of a man you dont know must be so tiiresome. Get your own life in order.

  • @GazGK

    @GazGK

    Жыл бұрын

    Why don't you focus on keeping your negative opinion about what I chose to view to yourself, life's far to short to be trying to argue with people you'll never meet in person?

  • @PB22559

    @PB22559

    Жыл бұрын

    @@GazGK You managed to trigger yourself because you know I'm right. Be a man, stop being a fanboy of other men, especially when they don't even know who you are.

  • @Sailorgriffin
    @Sailorgriffin Жыл бұрын

    brother we are not only here for the fitness, we are here for you!

  • @user-of8gd2ix5i
    @user-of8gd2ix5i Жыл бұрын

    thank you for being vulnerable and showing people this side more. I appreciate your openness and I wish nothing but the best for you Calum.

  • @jonbarrett6776
    @jonbarrett6776 Жыл бұрын

    Calum, you don't even know how your words are like a channel of my own during the hardest moments of my life the last few years as well. And I want to encourage you through your journey! Channel all these personal pains, the loss of your brother, the loss of what you identified as. Channel it into this exact perfect spot, to be the platform for sharing pain, the heart ache we all share and can speak too with eloquent words from experience! You make me know I am not so separated from the rest of the world! You are my encouragement! Keep going!

  • @RyanMulligan92
    @RyanMulligan92 Жыл бұрын

    Been a fan for 7 years, bud. Hope you see this. I was born with spina bifida, but still try to make the best of my gym gains despite my physical limitations. I have a big scar, too, on my back. I hated it at first, but it's come to symbolize something bigger. You were a big, big inspiration for me when I first started getting my gym gains. I still have a shirt I bought from you maybe 6 years ago. You have inspired so many. I hope you read some of these comments and can reap a little inspiration you sowed over the years. Don't lose heart, brother. Don't give up.

  • @danielbarton2864
    @danielbarton2864 Жыл бұрын

    Calum my friend, your in Utah and I live in Utah, I have been bodybuilding for over 40 years I’m 58 and still bodybuilding I really admire you, your very nice and sincere, the injuries you went through and came back was amazing, what was really amazing you always kept such a positive attitude about everything, stay strong my friend, I finally subscribed to your channel because I kinda want to hang with you on your new Journey, thanks for being you.

  • @jurlinquist
    @jurlinquist Жыл бұрын

    This man has motivated, inspired, and taught all of us so much. Lifted us all in many dofferent ways, and doesnt even know it. Its time for us to return the favor for a man in need. You have an army behind you Cal. Take your time and be there for your family, and most of all, yourself. We'll be here.

  • @PartyInTheGym01
    @PartyInTheGym01 Жыл бұрын

    I'm just glad you're back and talking to us bro. I'm making a bit of a comeback myself so hearing you detail your trials and tribulations is very inspirational. Missed you king, we are here for you. Prayer sent.

  • @Danielinmotion
    @Danielinmotion Жыл бұрын

    Your vulnerability comes through and keeps me watching,I was a fan when you were the “young Arnold” but now even a bigger fan because of the man inside the body. As a father of a 6 month old I await the video of you seeing your son again, there’s no bigger feeling of purpose than your child unconditionally loving you for being you. ❤

  • @alecFourTwoZero
    @alecFourTwoZero Жыл бұрын

    Calum is such an OG to me, one of my original fitness inspirations. Just know man, there's sooooo many people that care to hear your story, including myself. Gutted to hear you lost your brother and just know that all those feelings are normal, let them happen; it's how you know how much he meant to you. I'll also never forget the special bond Calum had with Rex and Baz either, his obvious love and care for animals shows what kind of person he really is. Build something you can both be proud of bro, you got it!!

  • @tylermorrison509
    @tylermorrison509 Жыл бұрын

    We love you Cal! I’ve been a follower for 10 years and you probably don’t remember this, but you wished me a happy birthday 8 years ago in a Snapchat DM and I remember thinking, wow this guy is genuine. He really cares! Just know we care back, much love brother ❤💪

  • @BobbySeaZ
    @BobbySeaZ Жыл бұрын

    Lost my sister 9 years ago suddenly. Time doesn’t heal all woulds, it allows you to greave, and learn how to cope with loss. Sending positive vibes and strength! 👊 💪

  • @BiggReNNz
    @BiggReNNz Жыл бұрын

    Hey Calum, you were my motivation for going to the gym and taking better care of myself in my early twenties. It's been almost 8 years and still going strong and I have you to thank for that. You're an inspiration to many, more than you probably know. I for one am behind you and I know you'll get past these massive life obstacles.

  • @saavedrakira
    @saavedrakira Жыл бұрын

    Can’t express how proud, not only I am, everybody here is of you. Watching you comeback is amazing, but just seeing you healthy and doing better is more than incredible. Much love

  • @TiredofEarth

    @TiredofEarth

    Жыл бұрын

    feel the same.

  • @mutchumbo

    @mutchumbo

    Жыл бұрын

    What makes you think he’s healthy?

  • @goldencatpat

    @goldencatpat

    Жыл бұрын

    hes actually gonna make it

  • @NuvoVision
    @NuvoVision Жыл бұрын

    Dude...we love you Calum. So many good days ahead. Sending you brotherly love and appreciation💙

  • @chadmaskell
    @chadmaskell Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing your journey mate, the fact that you are experiencing different parts of life that most of us do just resonates. It's great to see you working through it the best way you can. Mad Respect, be patient, smile and start embracing the journey. Life is a blessing where we have to fulfill our purpose and yours my friend is to change as many lives as possible for the better good, just roll with it 🙏👊👌

  • @omgurheadsgone
    @omgurheadsgone Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely love the truth and honesty and transparency in these new videos… love to see that you have taken responsibility for your mistakes and are trying so hard to fight your mental health demons and trying so hard to get back on the right track! You’re honestly a hero mate! Talking openly about your struggles especially with mental health, helps make other people more open about it and also makes people also struggling not feel so alone… you’re a legend Calum! Keep grinding brother💪🏼

  • @justmytwobits
    @justmytwobits Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this Calum. I lost my dad, my best friend really, 2 yrs 7 months ago. Seems like last month. Unfortunately this triggered other health issues. I lost a brother in 1994. I handled that ok. Not sure why this latest loss seems impossible to overcome. I’ve struggled. Still struggling. Today I get to try again, Lord willing. If you read this, let’s keep pushing forward together. May God grant us both provision, ability and strength to push past this and peace. 🙏❤️✌️

  • @garypuente99
    @garypuente99 Жыл бұрын

    I'm so sorry for your loss my friend prayers go out to you and your family stay strong 🙌

  • @kevinsayes
    @kevinsayes Жыл бұрын

    So glad you’re back bro. I know this journey is for you and you only, but know that returning in this fashion is a blessing to many of us. We’re near the same age, I’m 36, and went through all the crap you did, but the last year has been great, finally. You’re right, it’s hard, it’s a daily grind, but finding stability, like you said, is absolutely key. Been following you for about 10 years man and looking forward to seeing you more!

  • @John.Manners
    @John.Manners Жыл бұрын

    I’m happy to see you clean again brother. You can have one heck of a testimony in life if you choose to walk down this path of helping others instead of living only for yourself. Very proud of the path you seem to be on now. I wish you healing my man. 🙏🏽👊🏽

  • @aceshimara8405
    @aceshimara8405 Жыл бұрын

    Big love to you Calum ❤ I pray and wish you all the best , and so does many other true fans and followers. You are very strong and I belive you will be there you want to be, with your family by your side. Your brother is in heaven and is proud of you for sure. 🙏 You will make it through this Champ! 💯💯💪❤️

  • @alaingreiveldinger2301
    @alaingreiveldinger2301 Жыл бұрын

    Calum i have been traveling to golds gym from europe every summer for the past 10 years til covid hit. I have pics with you from almost every summer, with Karina Justin Steph Mike etc. You were always such an inspiration to me and to thousands maybe millions of people. I just wanna tell you, you dont be buff and huge, we just enjoy seeing you online again. Im sure you will heal as times passes on. Just take your time, find happiness and joy again. The community will always stand behind you. We all have to face our own battles most of the time alone, but strong people will win those battles, shut down the inner demons and find the real meaning of life again, which is love and selflove. I wish you all the best, and hopefully one day ill meet you again and you will have that bright smile with that aussie accent again.

  • @aaronc747ify
    @aaronc747ify Жыл бұрын

    Love you man. Respect for opening up, and thank you for spreading awareness, have always and will continue to follow your content, thank you for everything!

  • @TheChiniBros
    @TheChiniBros Жыл бұрын

    I’m here for you bro… I’m sorry your going through all the difficulties and struggles…. I truly understand the level of pain your feeling and I wish you the best

  • @xxalzxx8339
    @xxalzxx8339 Жыл бұрын

    Such a relatable video, life struggles looking for your purpose and why in life...something that many can relate to, just take it one day at a time bro..Stay strong💪💙

  • @liamakpan
    @liamakpan Жыл бұрын

    Love bro - appreciate you! One of my biggest inspirations in fitness. Keep going strong!

  • @K.T-
    @K.T- Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. You have been a great example to many others who need to hear this! You're an awesome person. Just be yourself. Don't try to impress anyone but always remember family comes first! And the rest will follow after, try to get as much Peace' as you can because its healing, and your purpose will fall into place.. take care of you so you can be there for the ones you love, I'm praying for you. You got this! 👍🏼🙏🙏

  • @keithcee6378
    @keithcee6378 Жыл бұрын

    Man I can so relate to the “lost motivation” etc, my older brother passed a few yrs back and it’s a daily sadness for me. So much of my daily routine and hobby’s have been stopped. My life has changed a lot with my loss, didn’t even realize how much of a support system he actually was to me. day to day fella ..that’s what I do and it does take a lot of time. Bless you homie 🙏🏼

  • @Meemeeseecoo
    @Meemeeseecoo Жыл бұрын

    I got sober 6 months ago and the process has just been full of peaks & valleys. The gym has been my one constant that’s really helped me get thru everything. That and therapy which I can’t recommend enough. Life is a constant struggle but the challenge is worth waking up for. Keep your head up dude, we’ll all push thru this together. My daughter is about ur son’s age, def make an effort to get back into his life, that would be massive.

  • @EIonMusk1
    @EIonMusk1 Жыл бұрын

    Rooting for you Calum, God bless you.

  • @MODELBODYINTL
    @MODELBODYINTL Жыл бұрын

    Honestly he’s so sweet. He used to work out at my gym in LA and he just lights up when you talk to him. Fame is a weird thing and it’s important to be compassionate for people. You got this.

  • @cryptocarpenter4157
    @cryptocarpenter4157 Жыл бұрын

    Who else can say they built a physique like arnold? You already cemented quite a legacy. Like you said before, dont need to fill your own shoes. From here on out your legacy is about growing as a person and making the world a better place. You are on track brother. Stay positive, stay in the gym, keep motivated, and continue to fulfill your purpose. Life isnt easy, but you can use your platform to do more good than most of us behind the keyboard. I always looked up to you. Keep pushing!!!

  • @jamesknight2424
    @jamesknight2424 Жыл бұрын

    I used to chat with Ed in DMs and when I was visiting Geelong we chatted about training a bit as we were using same gym even though our paths never crossed face to face. Cal I have zero doubt Ed is safe now bruh. Our chats initially started around what worship songs were his favourite and how he loved singing/listening to them watching the sunset on a mountain top. He's doing it in the ultimate way now man, eternal worship with an eternal sunrise! Your loss is heaven's gain Cal but I completely feel your pain man as I lost my family in last 4 years. Was so shocked to hear about Ed and praying for you and the family. I know life won't be the same but it can be good again.

  • @ronaldov09

    @ronaldov09

    Жыл бұрын

    Sure he is, Im sure Jesus loved watching him terrorize those people in that road rage incident...

  • @cryptocarpenter4157

    @cryptocarpenter4157

    Жыл бұрын

    People make mistakes. We are all human. You should never kick a man while he's down. We all have to atone for what we have done.

  • @ronaldov09

    @ronaldov09

    Жыл бұрын

    ​@@cryptocarpenter4157 Speak for yourself...I dont need atonement.

  • @jamesknight2424

    @jamesknight2424

    Жыл бұрын

    @ronaldov09 Jesus doesn't always like what we do and that's exactly the meaning of the Easter story. The good news is that even though all of us are far from perfect, that there is hope. It's sad to hear you think you don't need any atonement, self-improvement is based on a healthy growth mindset and positivity towards the errors we personally make.

  • @pjb2
    @pjb2 Жыл бұрын

    It’s good to see you sober especially after your brother,Rex and not seeing your son a lot. Stay strong if you can survive this you can survive anything

  • @JVettori1
    @JVettori1 Жыл бұрын

    Lost my dad, my aunty and my mother in law all in the same day hours apart, I fee your pain mate, it takes a long time to heal. Unfortunately its just the old saying that time heals. Take your time, be patient be kind to yourself, you got this, thank you for continuing to share updates around these difficult circumstances, all the very best to you and your family mate

  • @JonnyBravoTV
    @JonnyBravoTV Жыл бұрын

    Prayers and stay strong Calum. 🙏

  • @There.Is.Only.Now.

    @There.Is.Only.Now.

    Жыл бұрын

    Jon

  • @JonnyBravoTV

    @JonnyBravoTV

    Жыл бұрын

    @@There.Is.Only.Now. ❤️

  • @thomaspablo8149
    @thomaspablo8149 Жыл бұрын

    I ain't famous or anything but I felt lonely and abandoned, so hearing your story motivated me so much.. till this day, I try to figure out the purpose of life... Sending you blessing..... Keep fighting

  • @Tasmanjames
    @Tasmanjames Жыл бұрын

    You have an army of support behind you bro. Thanks for sharing your struggles, it helps me with mine and all those out there watching. You got this brother

  • @andrewpowe6260
    @andrewpowe6260 Жыл бұрын

    Always rooting for you Calum! So grateful to hear your update and listen to your reflections and story. My friend passed away two years ago today from heart failure at 33 yo. This video has helped me regain some strength during this tough time. I pray for you and wish nothing but success, renewed strength and blessings.

  • @Harry96960
    @Harry96960 Жыл бұрын

    Calum, you still an inspiration to alot of young kids out there, trying to be a better version of themselves.

  • @covidfartfog8076
    @covidfartfog8076 Жыл бұрын

    Background music is too loud. It’s hard to pay attention to you talk while you’re filming and driving

  • @essexvaletingvaleting4700
    @essexvaletingvaleting4700 Жыл бұрын

    Great to see the raw side to you and listening to you. Life will have its ups and downs and will be hard but what you have been through the last few years is a test which shows how strong you are and you will get through this. Look forward to you showing us more ❤

  • @thecheckmatetrader
    @thecheckmatetrader Жыл бұрын

    You are amazing Calum - I know your path to progress wont be easy, but what is meant for you will come. Stay positive brother and appreciate you keeping us in the loop with your daily life/struggles/successes. Thank you!

  • @Xploit61
    @Xploit61 Жыл бұрын

    Showing the world your challenges and hard times cannot be easy. Thank you for being an incredible inspiration to all of us, your resilience and perseverance to continue to get back up every day and push through is truly motivating. Stay strong brother, one step at a time. You are the real MVP🙏💪

  • @julrodriguez50
    @julrodriguez50 Жыл бұрын

    Been watching Calum and always been one of my idols in the fitness industry and I’m glad to see him doing better and working on himself and I really resonate with a lot of the things he’s going through right now, I’m trying to change and figure out what I want in life

  • @elliot9959
    @elliot9959 Жыл бұрын

    I've never dealt with loss, since most of my family had already passed before my birth. Can't begin to imagine what you've gone through with this experience alone, and what you're going through right now. I know you've been missed though, and I know, that everyone here respect your time of healing. Keep going strong Calum

  • @wernerdebruin4261
    @wernerdebruin4261 Жыл бұрын

    Rooting for you man! Your journey has just begun! Keep on going forward! Blessed to see you real and honest. It inspires 💪

  • @honestfan420
    @honestfan420 Жыл бұрын

    Real ones have been and will always support you. Thank you for being an inspiration to us over the years, we want you happy and healthy homie.

  • @thisismyworkout
    @thisismyworkout Жыл бұрын

    Oh bud, I can’t imagine losing my brother. I’m so sorry. Appreciate your honesty and openness. Excited to see what happens with you next, keep us all updated! We’ve all been watching you for years and want to watch you become happier and more content 👍

  • @glenoffereins3898
    @glenoffereins3898 Жыл бұрын

    Bless you mate, God has a plan and purpose for you. You have a lot to give. I've appreciated watching your journey over the years and I'm excited to see where you're headed for the future

  • @AlfredoRamirez-lu8hu
    @AlfredoRamirez-lu8hu Жыл бұрын

    well all love you Calum , I've been supporting you about a decade already , you're the reason why I started lifting & now that you're back I'm even more motivated , thank you Calum !

  • @erikj.nuveenmddmd6557
    @erikj.nuveenmddmd6557 Жыл бұрын

    Hang in there, brother! When in the depth of hardship, it seems immersive, impossible to get out of. Just ahead is a beautiful life full of grace and gratitude. You better kick ass, just like you do at the gym. Do it. You got this!

  • @theconsistencycoach
    @theconsistencycoach Жыл бұрын

    I think the universe has just laid the path in relation to your purpose Callum. You’re chosen as someone strong enough to embody the message of hope and mental resilience. Your influence has changed from someone who’s physique and fitness goals lead the way…to someone who’s journey back and mental fortitude is more inspiring than anything. You’re the only person I’ve ever stood in line for a shake hands with. Legend!

  • @zephyrbateman23
    @zephyrbateman2311 ай бұрын

    I have so much love for you brother. Your new videos is what we want to see. Doesn't have to be fitness or working out, doesn't have to have a set purpose or personality. You have so many people you've impacted that watch you, for YOU. Love you, brotha 🤙🏽 stay strong, take everything a day at a time, set small goals, communicate your feelings, and remember who you are. Always here, man

  • @Kanelkakan
    @Kanelkakan Жыл бұрын

    Been watching you for 12 years. Thank you for your honesty here. You look and sound present in what you are going through...that is key, that makes the difference. Would love to follow your mental and human experience arranging you life from now on. You are awesome.🌱✊

  • @russhyn
    @russhyn Жыл бұрын

    Thank you for this, I’m going through something myself and it helps having you share your struggles man, this is priceless. Thank you

  • @JCizzleSoCal
    @JCizzleSoCal Жыл бұрын

    Glad to see you making progress. We’re all rooting for you! God Bless

  • @michaelsteiner8841
    @michaelsteiner8841 Жыл бұрын

    Brother your not alone! Were here for not only as fans but as family. Your an amazing person,keep your head above water, keep training & beliveing in yourself as we belive in you. You can do this! One day at a time one step at a time! You got this!

  • @joeynorton7751
    @joeynorton7751 Жыл бұрын

    @ 8.50-9.30mins you gave me the chills brotha man. That is a purpose worth living. I was inspired by ya before. And more inspired by you now. To relate and empathize with someone through the bad times. Is a bond that last a lifetime. You’ve been given a hand in this life to play. I believe you are playing it in the right way. Im subscribed and look forward to all your content you share. Even if its just expressing how a bad day is going and how you are getting through it. Theres alot of people as myself that relate to that day to day struggle. Much love bud 💪

  • @MrOptimisticc
    @MrOptimisticc Жыл бұрын

    Bro you one of a kind. Thousands have been inspired by you. Stay strong brother. This is life, ups and downs

  • @darrellhayes5991
    @darrellhayes5991 Жыл бұрын

    Very proud of you Calum, you have been hit with several very tough situations that most people would struggle to handle just one of. You are doing an amazing job working through this time in your life, don't feel the need to rush yourself. Just like in the gym, just show up every day with the goal of getting a little stronger. Before you know it you will look back at this period of your life with pride for how you handled it. Praying for you bud

  • @itsyaboy9959
    @itsyaboy9959 Жыл бұрын

    I can't imagine the pain you are feeling, I hope you keep heading forward Cal. You're an inspiration to many including myself.

  • @freddefisk3966
    @freddefisk3966 Жыл бұрын

    I've been following you since the uprise. Seeing you in your downs and lows, seeing your tragic moment from another ones lens. This is the most relatable state I ever seen you. Please keep uploading this type of content. Seeing you being at the top and being the "fittest" Influencer and now being more human and relatable really, makes me even more dedicated to follow you journey! Thank you, for helping me motivated through my fitness journey and now helping me staying motivated to live a fulfilled life!!

  • @nathanielgriffiths4054
    @nathanielgriffiths4054 Жыл бұрын

    Keep going man we all going through are struggles we have to stay strong and do what’s good for us in life and keep the bad energy out of our life I had injury and I won’t fully be the same again it can make you feel low some days but got to push on through cause nothings gonna change so head up Cal you’ve got this

  • @user-nb8kh9vf8x
    @user-nb8kh9vf8x Жыл бұрын

    Keep pushing man, I know this I such a struggle. I get it and I empathize with you. I lost my mother to suicide and it's something you can't even put into words. You always have been a huge motivation for me to keep moving forward when I was trying to move past my own addiction and struggles. I know you can move forward. You're the comeback king and don't ever forget that.

  • @skolkontoskolkonto9501
    @skolkontoskolkonto9501 Жыл бұрын

    I am truly sorry for your loss, Calum. Been following you for a long time and have always been happy when you posted something here. Try and stick to the routines and life will feel a little better 🙏❤️

  • @MillennialLos
    @MillennialLos Жыл бұрын

    Mannn! You are so honest and humble and courageous to be vulnerable! Calum you are the definition of masculinity that this world needs to see! You may have felt like you don’t have hope but ur giving hope to millions of us. I’m so exited to follow you on this journey of rebuilding with you!

  • @davidgenovesi7327
    @davidgenovesi7327 Жыл бұрын

    Good for you Calum. Not into the body building world at all but have always enjoyed your content and respect that you’re back here being so humble. Good for you man

  • @thestudent9861
    @thestudent9861 Жыл бұрын

    Happy birthday man! Our destiny is to eternally create love and harmony, and you’ve done that by showing others how to love themselves

  • @MillionDollarMullettt
    @MillionDollarMullettt Жыл бұрын

    I loved your content before man and I love it even more now. Being so raw and candid with the whole world is so admirable. Not knowing what the reactions are going to be and being so vulnerable is difficult to say the least. I struggled with drugs in the past and have battled major depression my entire adult life. Shit like this keeps me focused and gives me motivation. What you have here is special man. Keep putting out the real you and sharing your new life. Respect bro!

  • @DeadGuyCardboard
    @DeadGuyCardboard Жыл бұрын

    Your purpose is so much bigger than being big. You’ve been an inspiration to many. This next stage in your life may turn out to be the most rewarding. We’re all cheering for you, know that.

  • @LittleRays
    @LittleRays Жыл бұрын

    Thank you so much for the update. Sharing y our struggles helps others and can relate to your them. You’ve obviously had success snd seeing successful people hurting helps you feel like you are not alone. My life took a s-- kicking during Covid and I’m putting the pieces back together and finding hope snd courage again. You got this. I know personally sharing helps. And finding the positives. ❤

  • @camoli744
    @camoli744 Жыл бұрын

    What doesn't kill you makes you stronger you are dealing with your demons and talking which is a massive step to recover I've been watching your channel since day one and you journey has been a roller coaster and just you talking about it is helping so many people including myself. Love you man and I wish you all the best for the future 🙏

  • @oscarvillatoro6121
    @oscarvillatoro6121 Жыл бұрын

    I appreciate this real ass content, it shows everyone has their own journey and struggles and is just authentic.

  • @troyarden
    @troyarden Жыл бұрын

    Cheering you on Calum! We love *who* you are not just *what* you do

  • @johnhudson2438
    @johnhudson2438 Жыл бұрын

    Half the battle is showing up each day and the fact that you are still going is awesome. There are dark times in life but surround yourself with people who can support you and be there for you. I’ve been a fan ever since I saw your Netflix documentary and have been following you since. My dad passed away in 2014. I’ve had a lot of dark times but the people around me and God helped me through. I’m here even though I’m just a fan

  • @SilverLumberjack
    @SilverLumberjack Жыл бұрын

    God Bless you Calum. You were one of the OGs who got me into lifting and for that thank you ❤️

  • @dicapriodominic1623
    @dicapriodominic1623 Жыл бұрын

    Hey Callum, just wanted to say thank you for making this. I lost my older sister last year, and I honestly feel like nothing matters, and I've felt very broken since then. I really appreciate you being so open about everything and still trying to reach your audience and help people even after what you've been through.

  • @asltimbervideo2013
    @asltimbervideo2013 Жыл бұрын

    You’re awesome Calum! I’m 29 and going through a lot of the same stuff you are. We got this, all we gotta do is not quit!

  • @JoseYuri
    @JoseYuri Жыл бұрын

    Awesome! Very Real and transparent like you've always been! Bravo for doing the work that not many of us truly understand how difficult it is. We are so proud of you and will keep supporting and rooting for you. God Bless!

  • @stoyanmilev7287
    @stoyanmilev7287 Жыл бұрын

    Hi Calum! Thanks for seeing you here! Aways know that somewhere on the globe, there is someone who needs you as inspiration! Hope to see your videos more often! Stay on the path and be healthy ✨️ 🙏

  • @nativestrong7253
    @nativestrong7253 Жыл бұрын

    Love you Calum. Keep pushing bro, this level 10 grief will eventually come down to 9,8,7,5 and then level off somewhere. Honor your brother by living and chasing the dreams that you both shared.

  • @jurasitol6921
    @jurasitol6921 Жыл бұрын

    Sounds like a hard journey. I'm sorry to hear about your brother. You inspire more people than you know. You've kept me motivated through all my injuries and happy to see you evolve, grow, and heal 🌝

  • @andrewbuxton425
    @andrewbuxton425 Жыл бұрын

    Been a day 1 fan and that is never going to change. Much respect Calum, your a real one ☝️

  • @wayne3078
    @wayne3078 Жыл бұрын

    Will always support you Cal think we have all enjoyed the early vids of you training but in watching those vids we got to know you and we are here for YOU…. Not the bodybuilder not the influencer or movie star but the Aussie lad who made us laugh and whose vids brought us joy at darker times in our own lives. Your on the right path Cal…. One step at a time mate 🤝

  • @DeccJones
    @DeccJones Жыл бұрын

    The setback and comeback is surreal always the best you cannot cannot down this man he is a inspiration

  • @blakepeveto713
    @blakepeveto713 Жыл бұрын

    Dude whatever you put on here is gold! Just keep it coming brother, we are here for you.

  • @Nik-bf3cx
    @Nik-bf3cx Жыл бұрын

    The man that i’ve looked upto when i started lifting & always will. A quote that i came across & would like to share with you Calum & everyone else reading - “Every adversity, every failure, every heartbreak carries with it the seed of an equal or greater benefit”

  • @cowdrey061
    @cowdrey061 Жыл бұрын

    You have the power to reach people and share your struggles and testimony with people alike. You could really make a change and empower people with the platform and fans you have. Continue to be transparent and honest with fans, the lord knows what kind of impact you could have on this world Calum. Use what you have for good!! We are all rooting for you, God bless you my brother.

  • @ericwilliams1977
    @ericwilliams1977 Жыл бұрын

    You’re the best Calum! Love watching your content. Keep healthy!

  • @stevenopolis23
    @stevenopolis23 Жыл бұрын

    Absolutely adore you brother. Thank you for being transparent. Those of us that are hurt the most can love the most. I just hit 150 days, keep working on you brother. You gotta feel to heal and sometimes the process is agonizinv. Love,Aloha, Steve

  • @mheyd2457
    @mheyd2457 Жыл бұрын

    You are a real one❤️ welcome back Calum. Sorry for your loss and you will find purpose brother👊