My Daily Routine as a Recovering Addict (One Year Sober)

wanted to show you guys a lil video into my daily mindset and routine as a recovering addict now that i'm over one year sober! A few years back I made a video on what my day looked like in early recovery; I think in today's video I may have referred to it as "what a day in my life looks like at one month sober", but I now realized that I was probably much further into recovery in that video than just one month. Either way! before this point, the longest I'd ever made it was 11 months sober. Now i'm over 420 days sober, and my mindset is in an entirely different place than ever before since I began struggling with addiction.
I still have a ways to go, but I'm on the right track. I'm so excited for what's to come in the future and where my life will take me. You CAN recover. We DO recover.
In this video I definitely did make a note to bring up the ways addiction still has a lasting impact on who i am today, but I don't intentionally try to think about this every single day. I try to remain as positive as possible and focused on the moment :)
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  • @taylorndean
    @taylorndean10 ай бұрын

    update: it still got restricted 🙂

  • @michimelody4036

    @michimelody4036

    10 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry: ( maybe it's like a Livestream and has to do with the amount of times you say the trigger words? I know that would be literally impossible unless you created alternate words at the beginning of the video for the trigger words. I wish they would make this easier cause I know how much your videos have helped others. 💜

  • @Mia-es1rp

    @Mia-es1rp

    10 ай бұрын

    Of course, jumping through hoops, but congrats on 1 year!

  • @victoriazartz2956

    @victoriazartz2956

    10 ай бұрын

    How do we fix this ? I heard some youtubers where able to counteract restrictions with reels idk if it's true but ugh this sucks!

  • @Lu3Newt

    @Lu3Newt

    10 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry KZread is giving you such a hard time, it's such bullshit

  • @kpwxx

    @kpwxx

    10 ай бұрын

    With certain things I've heard that they look at the first X seconds of a video. This may well have changed or not apply here, but you could try doing an into of hello, explanation and vibey music with animal clips for like, 90 seconds or something, before you say any of the words?

  • @fruitsnax546
    @fruitsnax54610 ай бұрын

    You look so healthy now!! We're all proud of you Taylor, even seeing little non eventful parts of your life make us happy because we're glad you are still here with us, keep it up 🖤🥰✨

  • @mallorytaylor6203

    @mallorytaylor6203

    10 ай бұрын

    Agreed!! So happy to hear from her! 💕

  • @dalkhal

    @dalkhal

    10 ай бұрын

    Not really

  • @fruitsnax546

    @fruitsnax546

    10 ай бұрын

    @@dalkhal not really to what exactly???get off if you're gonna be rude

  • @dalkhal

    @dalkhal

    10 ай бұрын

    @@fruitsnax546 she doesn’t really look healthy, I’m not being rude I’m being real. Go look at her old videos and that looks healthy. Don’t lie to someone just so you can kiss ass. Be real with them and maybe they will get better.

  • @Naomi.r.sierra

    @Naomi.r.sierra

    10 ай бұрын

    ⁠@@dalkhal but you don’t personally know her do you? the time where she looked “healthiest” to you could be one of the times where she was struggling the most she is clearly trying to get better anyway so commenting this really does nothing but make her feel worse about herself.

  • @AllyGummybears23
    @AllyGummybears2310 ай бұрын

    Dear, Taylor and others who are in recovery: I’m currently 3-4 years years sober from *stuff*. Like Taylor mentioned how long it feels like its taking to get on track, I’m still trying to get fully on track. I have made mountains of progress but just know that if you’re still struggling with self care and basic stuff, you’re not alone. Maybe its because i was a child of neglect and maybe its because of my strains of mental illness. But you’re not alone and this video also helped me remember I’m also not alone

  • @shanawirtz

    @shanawirtz

    10 ай бұрын

    I just celebrated 4 years clean.

  • @TheBPRDCollective

    @TheBPRDCollective

    10 ай бұрын

    ​@@shanawirtzI'm so proud of you!!!! Keep going!!!

  • @CoolInOlympia

    @CoolInOlympia

    10 ай бұрын

    "Stuff" is a great word to use! I have almost 35 years Clean! You can do it!

  • @shanawirtz

    @shanawirtz

    10 ай бұрын

    @@TheBPRDCollective thank you. yes, I will.

  • @eyes1168
    @eyes116810 ай бұрын

    I can only imagine how much your authenticity is helping other recovering addicts how you don't pretend to be "perfectly functional" unrealistically. Thank you for sharing your journey.

  • @karlianne5411
    @karlianne541110 ай бұрын

    I’ve been in early opioid addiction recovery and this was so helpful and made me remember it’s possible and other ppl do understand I’m not alone and I can get through this so thank u

  • @Defpp
    @Defpp10 ай бұрын

    Not finished with the video yet, but Taylor I would just like to say: I started watching your animal videos when I was a pretty young teenage girl. I loved you! I was there as all of your struggles (at least what we could see) were going on online. It is so refreshing to see a video from you again! I can see so much anxiety and fear in you and it’s tough to work through that when the reality youve escaped is terrifying. But you are doing so so incredibly well. This whole last year, time would’ve passed no matter whether you got clean or not. No matter whether you took a shower, or brushed your teeth, or whatever else, time would’ve passed. With this past year you’ve used your time to improve yourself and your life for yourself! Time is still passing, and with each choice you make to do something for yourself and your quality of life, you’re doing more as much as you can be! You’re taking a moment in time that could be filled with anything, or nothing, and filling it with something positive! And when you can’t do that, at least you’re not putting in something negative. There is no correct time line, only moments :))

  • @katness4224
    @katness422410 ай бұрын

    Amazing that you keep going, despite the lack of energy even after being sober for a year.. That would be SO HARD. You’re a warrior!! I would always tell myself, it’s not ALWAYS bad, and yes, imagine being sober for 8 years. Then, you would have double the time sober and imagine how normal and chill you will feel then. Like you said, even six months you will probably feel better 😊

  • @stephenpetrikowski
    @stephenpetrikowski10 ай бұрын

    I never comment, but your videos on this topic really hit home. Went through the same situation and I've been off for 6 years. Just keep going. Have hobbies and productive, meaningful ways to spend your time. It's really easy to still live that type or life and get caught up in that repetitive cycle, even when off stuff. That's what got me. I constantly thought about and longed for my life before I got on stuff and felt like I just woke up one day a decade later, but everyone went on without me and forgot about me. I'm also a huge advocate for the two substitutes used to treat this type of issue. They save lives and have helped millions. Anyways, You're doing great, keep going and never look back.

  • @theemma1211

    @theemma1211

    10 ай бұрын

    What a beautifully written comment!

  • @stephenpetrikowski

    @stephenpetrikowski

    10 ай бұрын

    @@theemma1211 Thank you!

  • @lillian.catherine
    @lillian.catherine8 ай бұрын

    I remember being obsessed with your channel at age 14 back in 2017, right around the time you were struggling the most (of course, I didn’t realize nor see this). Now at age 20, I am revisiting this channel and just watched your 1 hour+ long video on your addiction and it absolutely breaks my heart to hear what you went through. It’s both amazing and terrifying how well you hid your struggles. I am so proud of you for getting through the hell on earth that you went through. You are so incredibly strong and your story of recovery is such an inspiration.

  • @kyleemeg2171

    @kyleemeg2171

    2 ай бұрын

    Same…. Isn’t it crazy? 2017 doesn’t feel that long ago… how am I already 20 years old??😭

  • @thenamezally3181

    @thenamezally3181

    2 ай бұрын

    Literally same and I’m glad she is so transparent

  • @frankiebuckley328
    @frankiebuckley32810 ай бұрын

    I’m so proud about this!!! As a recovering addict myself you got this!!!

  • @kismetcho
    @kismetcho10 ай бұрын

    So upset that these keep getting restricted for you. I needed so badly to hear you talk about how it all "disappeared," you articulate the feelings I've been holding inside for years so effortlessly. I think these videos can really help people who have gone through/are going through what we did and i wish there was more i could do to keep these sorts of videos going and available to anyone who needs them. I know it brought me so much peace just to hear I'm not alone in this one small way. Thank you so much for taking us on this journey and continuing to share. The internet hasnt always been kind, i know, but what youre doing is so fucking important. Thank you thank you thank you

  • @pinkPIGSandCUPCAKES
    @pinkPIGSandCUPCAKES10 ай бұрын

    i wasn't going through addiction but I did go through a horrible experience with depression and I completely relate to what you said about feeling like you just vanished and then woke up again years later. That's how I feel as well, other people were still living their lives and I draw a blank when trying to remember those couple of years and now its crazy because I'm thinking about all the ways things used to be before my depression but other people have moved on long ago. But, I am creating new memories now and I know that I have a future so even though I am also still trying to shower and brush my teeth and fix the health issues that I caused, I know that next year and even 6 months from now will be better.

  • @sweetluvgurl

    @sweetluvgurl

    10 ай бұрын

    I related so much to this comment. It’s like a weird coma.

  • @Sheyann_89
    @Sheyann_8910 ай бұрын

    SO incredibly proud of you Taylor. I am a recovering heroin addict as well and am also in medicated assisted treatment. I without a doubt wouldnt be alive and breathing today if it weren't for medicated assisted treatment. It is the reason I am able to be the mother my son needs and deserves and be able to be a good wife and daughter, granddaughter, aunt, and friend. It has saved so many lives and I will forever be grateful for it. I just hit my 11th year of sobriety so I know exactly what you've been through and how hard it is. It takes so much strength to overcome addiction and here you are a year sober. Addiction completely rewires our brains and i think that a big reason why theres so much stigma when it comes to addiction. People dont realize from the outside looking in that because it rewires our brains we cant think like we would and like other people if we didnt have the disease of addiction. It takes a long time for our brains to go back to normal so you still feeling the way you do after a year is completely normal but im sure you already know that. It took me about 9 months to where I felt back to myself so you'll get there love. Your doing absolutely amazing. All of us are cheering you on. 💕💕💕

  • @kt114
    @kt11410 ай бұрын

    Exercise helped me A LOT when it came to fixing my lack of energy. I have chronic illness/pain stuff too so I can relate to the fatigue and whatnot. I basically learned that if I exercise for roughly an hour 4+ days a week I feel SO MUCH BETTER. Physically and mentally. I used to have constant anxiety and panic attacks at least once a week. Now I don’t have any of that. It’s honestly mind blowing. Also, when I stopped working out for a while my symptoms came back and when I started again they disappeared again. So that confirmed it for me. I have to exercise to feel good. So now it’s a habit and I’m actually addicted to it at this point. It’s a healthy addiction though. 😅

  • @madysonoster4759

    @madysonoster4759

    10 ай бұрын

    How do you get past the breathing? I like excersize, but what I really need to do is cardio. Wieghtlifting is simply not good enough. But I find that when I try cardio I start feeling like I can't breathe before I even get physically tired. I do have a large chest, which might contribute. But I have friends with asthma who manage better than I do, and I can't seem to figure out how to keep pushing without passing out.

  • @lynne8559

    @lynne8559

    10 ай бұрын

    @@madysonoster4759Night swimming really helps my asthma!!!

  • @Cinnamarollin

    @Cinnamarollin

    10 ай бұрын

    @@madysonoster4759try power yoga. It focuses on breath and can help you develop those breathing tools and muscle for cardio

  • @elinevanophem8340

    @elinevanophem8340

    10 ай бұрын

    You should try walking on an incline on the treadmill, the stairmaster (start on a lower setting), or long walks/hikes

  • @madysonoster4759

    @madysonoster4759

    10 ай бұрын

    @@elinevanophem8340 that's actually very helpful, thank you! I do have a medium sized, youthful dog so I go on lots of long walks and hikes. But I still find myself out of breath in these cases as well. We end up walking slower for a moment or two or sometimes even stopping when I really don't want to. My lungs always come up perfecrly fine when I get checked out so I simply do not understand why it feels so difficult to get complete breaths. My guess is that it's possibly my workout bras. They are much mire secure and tight than my everyday bras, but somebody told me once that you cannot compress your lungs with pressure from bras or boobs. And it doesn't appear to be an issue for my friends. I have tried working out without a bra to see if it helps but I don't usually make it very far due to the flapping and smacking 😅😂

  • @sophiafullneelmhive1758
    @sophiafullneelmhive175810 ай бұрын

    I’m really happy to see how much you’ve changed. My mom has been in recovery for about 7 years now, and it amazing seeing you go through it on your own and in your own way. I love hearing your thoughts and experience, while I don’t have a drug addiction your video gave me a different perspective on my own recovering of my ED. I have been watching you for many years, since you took Bindi to Pet Smart, and it’s really inspiring watching you take your recovery into your own hands.

  • @simplylivinlarge6455
    @simplylivinlarge645510 ай бұрын

    Thank you for being real and transparent. A lot of people glamorize sobering up. But the effects last a life time. 3years here honey. Proud of you and you got this! 💜

  • @TheRaychenator
    @TheRaychenator10 ай бұрын

    I really really appreciate your honesty. Alot of people wouldn't admit that they don't wanna film or talk to the camera. But you're trying so hard to honor your feelings while talking through the reality of things. I think that feeling of "i have made no progress, this is going so slow!" is something everyone can relate to on some level, and its something we can all easily get caught up in. I love that you're able to acknowledge those feelings while reminding yourself that it's not true, that you've made huge progress and it just takes time. All your hard work, all the therapy is REALLY paying off!! I've never seen anyone take this much accountability for themselves, looking at the good and the bad objectively while still letting yourself feel things. I'm so proud of you!!! Thank you for sharing these types of things with us, even though youtube is demonetizing all your hard work because this platform is BROKEN and doesn't care about their users.

  • @Ilene.s
    @Ilene.s9 ай бұрын

    15 1/2:years clean here from many years with a heroin addiction. No one thought I could make 15 days and here I am with over 15 years. You can do it girl. Even the impossible can be possible.

  • @jpd1592
    @jpd159210 ай бұрын

    You look so amazing, Taylor!!! This is so awesome of you to talk about it because I feel like so many people are ashamed because it’s such a hard topic to discuss. You have no idea how many people that you’re actually helping out by letting them know that they’re not alone! We are all in this together! 🖤

  • @blobbertmcblob4888

    @blobbertmcblob4888

    10 ай бұрын

    She doesn't "Look amazing", stop lying. She looks horrible. Ironically, she looks like a heroine addict. Well, more like an addict than she did when she was an addict.

  • @cid194
    @cid19410 ай бұрын

    I’ve been watching your videos for a long time now and i appreciate how open you are in order to help others❤ i have not struggled with addiction but your videos have helped me feel better & i can relate to some things (like trauma, depression, anxiety.. and other things) thank you for helping others and i’m so happy you’re in a position now where you’re able to do that ❤ i hope you keep feeling better

  • @angelaferrer74
    @angelaferrer7410 ай бұрын

    Absolutely amazing to see your recovery! Thank you for being so open and honest to your audience - I’m sure you’ve inspired so many. Praying for you and your path into the next chapter of your life!

  • @spaghetti2637
    @spaghetti263710 ай бұрын

    I have been following you since I was in high school and I’m so proud of you Taylor. It’s so amazing to see how far you have come throughout your recovery. I really hope in the future KZread allows you to post these videos without being demonized or restricted.

  • @agneserin
    @agneserin10 ай бұрын

    hi taylor, i got addicted with a bad boy friend around the same time as you. i’m also about 1 year 2 months sober now. maybe 3 idk. i can only shower once a week, sometimes even 2 weeks. i still only manage to brush my teeth once a day. i still have NO energy. (i also have chronic pain and other physical and mental health issues). just a reminder that not only is your experience very very normal, it’s also reminding me that i’m normal and doing okay. so i just really appreciate you and what your doing. we’ve had very similar stories and steps along the way and it’s been so great to feel represented and seen along my journey. love and healing from england x

  • @harleymilroy5922
    @harleymilroy592210 ай бұрын

    I remember watching your videos prior to you announcing "your truth" and seeing dozens of comments regarding drugs and people asking if you were okay, and I just recall being so worried about you and your health and your wellbeing. I love how passionate you are about animals and how vulnerable and real you were to your community when you decided to tell everyone what had been going on with you. I know I'm just some random person who subscribes to you, but I am seriously so proud of you, Taylor. I am so happy you're alive. You are absolutely worth recovery. I adore you and can't wait to see what you'll do in the future! 💖

  • @pidge8845
    @pidge884510 ай бұрын

    We are all so so SO proud of you, Taylor!! We're happy that you look so healthy and are doing better, and we will do everything in our power to continue supporting you!❤

  • @madisonkay_yay
    @madisonkay_yay10 ай бұрын

    Everything you’re saying &/or feeling is so relatable. I appreciate you being sincere & open. I’m a year & a half sober & girllllll it’s really comforting & affirming to hear you speak your truth. & so eloquently at that. I’m sorry youtube is being lame af, I hope it gets easier soon. 🖤🖤

  • @jeniilee8158
    @jeniilee815810 ай бұрын

    You are doing amazing Taylor, you should never think of yourself as being any less productive or less on track than anyone else! we’re all on our own journeys and we all have problems, worries, good and bad days. I don’t think many people really know exactly what they’re doing in life I think we’re mostly just winging it and hoping for the best. You’re so strong and you’ve been through more that a lot of people our age have, I understand bc I used to be an addict too but I’m 2 years clean at 26 now, we got this girl ❤

  • @alpoh
    @alpoh10 ай бұрын

    I love you, and I'm so happy with how you're taking your recovery and being gentle with yourself. You never shy away from talking about what you're passionate about, and it helps so many people. Recovery is not linear, and it is not the same for everybody. Some days, keeping your head above the water is the only thing you have the energy to do. And that's okay! You don't have to be super productive or active to have a successful day. Celebrate the little things, one step at a time. Wearing yourself out to keep active won't help anything. Just keep yourself healthy and content for the day. Moment to moment. That's all it takes, and it all adds up eventually. Speaking from experience with depression. You are rocking it, girl! You've come so far, and I love seeing you grow as a person. You're so strong. We love you.

  • @fritcie
    @fritcie10 ай бұрын

    im so proud of you Taylor. I’ve literally been watching you since I was a young teen and now I’m living my dreams with having the reptiles I currently have. You influenced me in such an incredibly positive way to get into reptiles. You are amazing. You’ve got this and you’re so incredibly strong. Keep it up!!

  • @emmxjustine
    @emmxjustine10 ай бұрын

    Glad I watched before commenting bc I was losing my mind that you finally moved out (in a supportive way bc it's a huge step forward). After back to back bigbad relationships, I had to move in with family also. It's so hard trying to get better when you move back into the place that holds so many memories, many of which shaped things negatively. Seeing you doing so well, and being so open & vulnerable gives me all of the hope in the world. Recovery is a long, hard, non-linear road, and you are a badass for each and every step forward you take. Thank you for always sharing, & congratulations on a year!! ❤

  • @mariselakempf2420
    @mariselakempf242010 ай бұрын

    So proud of you Taylor! I have been watching you for 7-8 years and went through something similar and got out when you did and watching you get through this really pushes me to do better. I still struggle to this day and having the right people around you makes all the difference. Ps you are GLOWING ✨💖

  • @sknndbunny
    @sknndbunny8 ай бұрын

    Taylor I am so absolutely proud of you, 6 years ago today was when i heavily watched your channel, i was 12. it’s amazing to see how far you’ve come not only with being sober but as a person. i am so happy to see you shining again 🥺 you were such a big part of my early fascination and passion with animals! keep doing what you’re doing, you’ve got this.

  • @RotesViech
    @RotesViech10 ай бұрын

    We are so proud of you ❤

  • @maggiehawkins9753
    @maggiehawkins975310 ай бұрын

    Girl that's just how it goes. I am less than a month from 3 years sober and I still struggle to brush my teeth, and take my meds every day. Comparison, especially with normies, isn't just illogical, but also gonna bring you down. You're doing great!

  • @TheSleepy1326

    @TheSleepy1326

    7 ай бұрын

    This comment is as real as it gets - you are 100% on point 💚💛❤️

  • @bessmcmess4314
    @bessmcmess431410 ай бұрын

    I think you’re doing incredibly well. I lost my mum to her addiction a while back and I truly love to see your recovery in action, I have such hope for you. I can’t wait to see the “TEN YEARS SOBER” video… I’ll be right here with you.

  • @cats4114
    @cats411410 ай бұрын

    You are helping so many people, thank you for putting yourself out there and being honest about addiction. So proud of you Taylor!🐍♥

  • @blobbertmcblob4888

    @blobbertmcblob4888

    10 ай бұрын

    Who is she helping? She wasn't helping anyone years ago when she was shooting up and killing her animals and she isn't helping anyone now. Just remember: Addiction is a choice.

  • @fkaciggs
    @fkaciggs10 ай бұрын

    When I first watched your videos about what had happened a couple of years ago, I was absolutely heart broken for you because I could appreciate how difficult it was going to be, moving forward, for you. I can sense this wasn't an easy video for you to make for us but I'm very proud of you for being so candid about something that is so demonised. You're doing great, keep up with the amazing work. Your supporters are so happy to see you putting in the hard work to stay sober and get healthier and it seems like you've got a good mindset; one day at a time until you look around one day and realise you're miles from where you once stood.

  • @SilentKnight12
    @SilentKnight1210 ай бұрын

    You're doing great! Keep your head up and never let the addition take you. Stay safe you got this! 🙏🏻

  • @satellitedisch
    @satellitedisch10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing Taylor!!!! I’m so so glad to see your journey and your hard work bringing you to such positive places.

  • @phishphosh122
    @phishphosh12210 ай бұрын

    Congratulations, one year sober is absolutely amazing!! Im rooting for you!

  • @Alexandra_Wolf
    @Alexandra_Wolf9 ай бұрын

    Walking really helps. I have an autoimmune disease, and a neurological disorder which left me unable to walk for 3 years and that’s one common thread among people who use. Slow easy exercise and lack of emotional stress is what’s important. Relationships aren’t the best idea if you have limited energy and are working on getting sober.

  • @CassieFelishaCarillo
    @CassieFelishaCarillo10 ай бұрын

    Taylor, I am so happy for you. I have followed your channel since your very first video (that is now taken down). I am impressed by your recovery and how open you are. You look happier and healthier. I wish you nothing but the best in life and your recovery. I love how open you are about the struggles of recovery. Love you queen 👑

  • @kayleeschaber3642
    @kayleeschaber364210 ай бұрын

    Always good to see you and some of the animals. I have missed seeing your tank so much. I've recently started feeling uninspired by my tanks. Can't wait to see yours again. & you're doing a great job navigating your way through life. ✨️💖

  • @beastrace81
    @beastrace8110 ай бұрын

    you're doing great Taylor. we're all here supporting you and cheering you on and happy for you. Cheese would be proud of you.

  • @Millies_vlog10
    @Millies_vlog1010 ай бұрын

    Taylor I’m so so so proud of you I have been watching you for 6 years and I’m very proud

  • @Kiki-qx2gw
    @Kiki-qx2gw10 ай бұрын

    Recovery is a constant battle you will fight for the rest of your life but its a battle that is worth fighting. I hope you know we all support you and want the best for you. Dont worry about how you arent at the same progress as others, everyone recovers at their own pace. Take the time and do whats best for you. ❤

  • @emilywalls9451
    @emilywalls945110 ай бұрын

    Oh my gosh I'm so proud of you! I love your authenticity and honesty. Thank you for inspiring us!

  • @oliviastreich1374
    @oliviastreich137410 ай бұрын

    I’m happy I have you to watch and know I’m not alone. Thank you for making this.

  • @georgiapeach9263
    @georgiapeach92639 ай бұрын

    I’m so glad you got out of that situation. I’ve been watching you since before all of it went down, and it makes me so happy to see you become your new self ❤️ Not your old self, but you’re new self. I can see how hard you’re working to better yourself. Congratulations Taylor, I’m glad you’re here ❤️

  • @kanesoutdoorchannel198
    @kanesoutdoorchannel19810 ай бұрын

    I’ve been here through it all and it’s been amazing to watch your journey. I think I’ll always watch your channel. Since I have since I was a kid.

  • @SubwayS0ng
    @SubwayS0ng10 ай бұрын

    I'm so proud of you and happy that you're here! Every bit of progress it's a step towards a better place Your videos help me a lot to deal with my own addictions (currently sober) and mental health Thanks for sharing this bumpy road

  • @joeybiasetti
    @joeybiasetti10 ай бұрын

    we are so proud of you Taylor! you’ve come so far i have been a fan for so long and your videos always make my day can’t wait for the next upload 🥰🫶

  • @avxks
    @avxks10 ай бұрын

    Geez, words can't describe how proud and happy I am for you!!

  • @karmenwildheart666
    @karmenwildheart6669 ай бұрын

    We're all so proud of you love! So happy that you're better and sober! You're such a strong and beautiful woman! Never give up and keep fighting! Remember that we love you, and we're here for you ❤️

  • @hoiimatemmie706
    @hoiimatemmie70610 ай бұрын

    I’m so proud of you. You’ve done a great job over the past year.

  • @kissmycass1102
    @kissmycass11028 ай бұрын

    Taylor, I just discovered your story, but keep inspiring Chica. Glad to see you clean and sober, doing what you love and promoting self care. ❤

  • @lauren2898
    @lauren289810 ай бұрын

    I am just so glad that you're feeling better and back to yourself that we all love and care for. I'm so proud of you 💛

  • @beatriceg9967
    @beatriceg996710 ай бұрын

    I've been watching your videos for years and so proud of how far you have come! It's not easy but you're facing your struggles and you acknowledge the challenges! Awesome you use the Spoon Theory as well!

  • @mywadi
    @mywadi10 ай бұрын

    You look and sound like you are doing amazing Taylor!! Congrats on a year sober, I am sure you've got this. ♥

  • @eliexotic212
    @eliexotic21210 ай бұрын

    These are my favorite types of videos from you TND!!! I feel so much less alone in my anxiety & wee laughs when it’s just you, your camera & your daily life. Thank you!

  • @frejarasmussen801
    @frejarasmussen80110 ай бұрын

    Love seeing you videos again! Good to see you do so much better! And you got it girl! 💚🎉

  • @ItsMasonMoney
    @ItsMasonMoney9 ай бұрын

    I watched you as a teenager. Im 22 now. Im so proud of you for getting sober. Congratulations on 1 year. You're doing great.

  • @kaitlyns.-normal-8784
    @kaitlyns.-normal-878410 ай бұрын

    So glad your doing good now! I've been a fan for a long time and I love to hear you talk. Very soothing and so amazing to hear your self help story! ❤️

  • @kenziejordan15
    @kenziejordan1510 ай бұрын

    So proud of you, Taylor! You are doing great. God bless!

  • @chrisparksen5118
    @chrisparksen511810 ай бұрын

    So proud of you Taylor, you got this!!

  • @rileybarry9578
    @rileybarry95789 ай бұрын

    Hi Taylor, I have been following you since I was 13 now I'm 19, the both us have grown in our own worlds. I am so so proud that you have come so far. It is possible, and it is amazing that you are so understanding with yourself on how long recovering can take. Grief is not linear, you are doing great. I've been a silent follower but I needed to leave this message for you, you're loved and valued and your body will remind of that everyday that you're here. Thank you Taylor.

  • @chynaa.8322
    @chynaa.83226 ай бұрын

    You bringing awareness to all of this has helped me so much in my sobriety journey as well… thank you Taylor for not being afraid of being open about something that is still taboo in our society. Your hard work does not go unnoticed and I appreciate you so so much!! ❤

  • @nevaehortiz8210
    @nevaehortiz821010 ай бұрын

    Thank you trying to get myself to start one day. Proud how far you've come. Hope all is well for you in the future.

  • @Spacebrat_
    @Spacebrat_10 ай бұрын

    I can’t even express how much I root for you. I found you way back when on an ep of Reply All. I believe in you, you got this.

  • @DAmore143
    @DAmore1439 ай бұрын

    I’m ecstatic your back! I see the growth right away in the first minute. Woop woop 🙌 you go girl 🍃💜🍄

  • @nicolemad278
    @nicolemad2788 ай бұрын

    Taylor. You are so beautiful and strong for making it out. You have gone a whole year recovering and you did it, don’t expect to be full functioning after a year, you are so amazing and so inspiring to others. I have watched you even when i didn’t know what was going on behind the scenes and i still watch you now. It is so beautiful to watch you because so many people dont recover from addiction and to see you doing it, it really warms my heart. You are doing awesome recovering and getting better. You are so gorgeous do not give up!

  • @acme15nebalasca
    @acme15nebalasca10 ай бұрын

    I've been subscribed to you for a long time and I'm happy to see that you're making progress in your recovery. I support you 100% , sending you lots of positive energy and love ❤

  • @steele702
    @steele7028 ай бұрын

    I just watched the video from 4 years ago I was so happy seeing you were off but now I’m sad seeing you’ve only been a year sober.. I don’t know you I’ve never watched your videos but I really feel for you. Please keep fighting. Fuck drugs.

  • @saltwatersolutionwithane
    @saltwatersolutionwithane9 ай бұрын

    This was a down to earth video and it reminded me to replace my animals water 😊 I am 9 months sober today and just want to let you know one year is an amazing accomplishment 🎉 congratulations! I also relate to meetings being triggering, and I believe at least for me, doing whatever makes me feel happier and healthy is what I should focus my energy on. Wish you all the best!

  • @CraftsandThangs
    @CraftsandThangs9 ай бұрын

    Been sober for 8 years and honestly the way you feel about meetings is the exact way I saw it. I went to them for 6months beginning then felt the way you do. So don't feel weird there are people in this world that feel what you feel!

  • @klaudiawithak3695
    @klaudiawithak36958 ай бұрын

    I'm soooo happy for you/with you!! I'll be sending all the positive thoughts all the way over from Austria to you! You are such an inspiration, truely! Thank you for being so real 🌹

  • @katiepeterson2306
    @katiepeterson230610 ай бұрын

    Your art is incredible! Also congratulations on one year! You're doing great!

  • @elvensprout
    @elvensprout10 ай бұрын

    Were so proud of you Taylor !!!!! You sound so clear and happy and you look so healthy ❤❤❤

  • @maritzamojica1921
    @maritzamojica192110 ай бұрын

    Ive thought about you throughout the years of you posting and i want to give you a hug and tell you that you can keep going and keep getting better. There are people who see you and see themselves too through your videos and they're rooting and geniunely supporting you from the sidelines :) looking forward to the next vid!

  • @butterpecanrican_
    @butterpecanrican_10 ай бұрын

    Thank you for being willing to be open and vulnerable. I'm so proud of you! ❤

  • @nesekaba
    @nesekaba10 ай бұрын

    You're AMAZING. It is wonderful to hear from you and learn from you. Keep kicking ass.

  • @Layona777
    @Layona7774 ай бұрын

    This helps me with depression and suicidal ideation so god damn much, thank you for still choosing to keep going. You are an angel and have blessed my life.❤️‍🔥☀️✨

  • @sablemcnulty3423
    @sablemcnulty342310 ай бұрын

    I’m going to watch this video everyday for motivation, I honestly am so grateful for your openess

  • @heathur_xo
    @heathur_xo10 ай бұрын

    Im so proud of you babygirl!! I am 5 years sober. My sober date is April 2018. I never EVER thought I could and would do it. If you are struggling please just try it’s such a different and beautiful life to live ❤ May god bless everyone struggling.

  • @user-nk4li8uz8p
    @user-nk4li8uz8p10 күн бұрын

    Hey Taylor I remember watching your channel when I was nine and I'm so proud of you for beating your addiction. I loved watching you and your pets growing up. Keep going strong!

  • @hyenaman007
    @hyenaman0073 ай бұрын

    Congrats on your sobriety 🙏🏾 wishing you all the best . And a life of goodness, wellness, prosperity

  • @kaylig.9118
    @kaylig.911810 ай бұрын

    I love Taylor’s videos so much.😭 Every video feels like a gift and every win for her gives me such a good feeling like it was a win for me too lol idk why but I’m so glad she is doing well

  • @dannyilyenko812
    @dannyilyenko81210 ай бұрын

    Proud of you and thanks for the update!

  • @miyaacid
    @miyaacid8 ай бұрын

    Taylor, you are such a strong person and a beautiful soul. Keep doing you! You’re wonderful! 🖤

  • @vitoriakipnis4149
    @vitoriakipnis414910 ай бұрын

    Hey! I’m so happy to watch these videos. I’m st struggling with other stuff and helps me to see that you’re trying too. Hope we continue getting help and feeling better

  • @victoriajackson9587
    @victoriajackson958710 ай бұрын

    ive been fan for years and i’m so grateful that you’re still here

  • @briconsidine4726
    @briconsidine472610 ай бұрын

    Love you, Taylor!! It's always good to see your videos. ❤️❤️

  • @makayladavis6261
    @makayladavis626110 ай бұрын

    So very proud of you queen ❤❤ you've got this!!!! Sending you light and love.

  • @thechronicdolls9019
    @thechronicdolls901910 ай бұрын

    Congratulations on 1 year!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

  • @NayruLD
    @NayruLD10 ай бұрын

    Hi Taylor! I started watching your videos many years ago, and i've always loved your personality and your spark. i wanted to tell you that i'm rooting for you and i know that many people are too. you are amazing❤

  • @taylor3478
    @taylor347810 ай бұрын

    Love seeing you on YT again and the vlogs!

  • @daymanAAAAHHHH
    @daymanAAAAHHHH10 ай бұрын

    I'm rooting for you. Even when you were away. I wish you the best in your recovery.

  • @ChicaStones
    @ChicaStones10 ай бұрын

    YEEEEEEEEEEY CONGRATS ON YOUR ONE YEAR MARK!!! and wishing you many many more, in any case you're a badass

  • @alexandrinekoch9106
    @alexandrinekoch910610 ай бұрын

    It is soo good to see you again 🥰❤️ sending you all the best from France !

  • @daithedaithe
    @daithedaithe10 ай бұрын

    you're amazing!! well done