Sometimes ppl ask me "who do you miss?" I wanna say myself but I say nobody.

@bgirl6816

5 жыл бұрын

I Hear you. I've been through a lot in the recent past. So when I run into an old friend they'll tell me they miss me, my response is I miss myself 😔

@rachelstone9620

5 жыл бұрын

I miss my nan she was the person I spoke to first about everything and she made me feel better but she’s gone and I’ve felt so much pain since as early as I can remember and it still hurts I’m 21 and have been broken since I was a child and I don’t know if the feeling is ever going away

@brookgaming3036

4 жыл бұрын

yep yep i hope you are better💕

@hightemperedscorpio8282

3 жыл бұрын

I miss myself too. She was so happy... funny...and even nice but now I'm moody...sad...and I feel forever meaningless.

EVERYTIME I LOOK IN THE MIRROR I HATE WHAT I SEE

@janiyamcduffie9997

6 жыл бұрын

same

@Jadei74

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@minsuga_genius6965

5 жыл бұрын

Taehyung V Me too 😭😭😭😭😭 that's why I try to avoid looking in the mirror 😭😭😭😭

@Michelle-ky8qt

5 жыл бұрын

Same! I'm the ugliest girl in the world.

@Jadei74

5 жыл бұрын

I love dogs no your not do you know what it’s like to have eczema and not even want to go outside your own room because you think they will judge you and on to of that your family calls you fat and ugly so No your not ugly you are beautiful

When you watch this, you dont cry but you feel your heart hurts....I guess you're numb

@mikewlfx1045

5 жыл бұрын

J Wong6 that’s exactly what i feel now.

@pukeyourgutsout

4 жыл бұрын

I cry but I feel numb sometimes

@dominiquevandale1023

4 жыл бұрын

I feel numb all the time but a smile masked how we truly feel

@dumpsterfire5818

4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sick of crying tbh

@cosmicclvudii4278

4 жыл бұрын

I know...

"You know, ever since we were little, I would get this feeling like... Like I'm floating outside of my body, looking down at myself... And I hate what I see... How I'm acting, the way I sound. And I don't know how to change it. And I'm so scared... That the feeling is never gonna go away."

@devilzlilheart1420

4 жыл бұрын

Yep Ik it sounds like a mood but I hate everything about myself

@sofiaescobar5647

4 жыл бұрын

since the day I watched that movie I said "this is my favorite movie ever " why? because I've never related to anything more than that movie and I'm not even 17

@quackquack825

3 жыл бұрын

666 likes😼

@ARMYforever-yf5bm

3 жыл бұрын

Armyy

@Anonymous-ks1mk

3 жыл бұрын

I read this the same time it came on!

"I'm so scared that the feeling won't go away." That always gets me

@hollyxoxo4577

3 жыл бұрын

Same 😭

@celestialphoenixqueen9258

2 жыл бұрын

that feeling for me is emotional numbness - it never fades or wanes ever since my junior high day's i just don't care anymore can't keep fighting it and exhausting myself over it anymore

@celestialphoenixqueen9258

Жыл бұрын

that feeling of emptiness and numbness has never left me and it still hasn't since i was a preteen ... at this point i have tried so hard to fight it but i am so tired and sick of feeling like shit . it's just too draining

“What if the only way to stop feeling bad, is to stop feeling anything at all forever” this hit me hard😔

@rozannehassan7636

4 жыл бұрын

Please don't give up! Jesus is especially tender with those who are suffering. He loves you as you are. Things are gonna suck, but you gotta keep going. God has a plan for you, something so big, and incomprehensible. You are not here for no reason. You have a purpose here. Even this comment is seen for a reason! God's got you. And He is working in your life. I love you!

@jonpowell4246

Жыл бұрын

Sometimes everyone has a moment that they just wanna let go.

@celestialphoenixqueen9258

Жыл бұрын

for a long time emotionally i feel nothing , i feel so numb and empty even though i have a family and my cat zoey to help me feel less empty and cold and numb , it hurts so much . i am so tired

@celestialphoenixqueen9258

Жыл бұрын

emotionally i don't feel anything . i haven't since i was a preteen and even till now and the rare times that any feeling comes up it disappears fatser in the blink of an eye . i don't believe in happily ever afters or fairytales cause they only speak lies and sugar coat thing's with sweet nothings

@celestialphoenixqueen9258

Жыл бұрын

emotionally i feel nothing absolutely nothing , even if i rarely cry i feel nothing . i am numb and empty and so broken feeling like a shattered metaphorically cut myself on the glass pieces . i am too tired for this bs

What kind of a girl are you? I'm that girl who everyone makes fun.h I'm that girl who has no friends. I'm that girl who sits in the back of the class and never raises her hands because I think that I will get the answers wrong and I will be make fun again. I'm that girl who sits in the window hoping that my parents would coem home early... I'm that girl who celebrated her 11 birthdays alone I'm that girl who waits in the door hoping that my parents would come home from work early and bring me presents for my birthdays.... But... "NO"

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

gacha_ becky, Hey there... I’m the girl who always tries to be happy and kind. But, I need u to know, you are so loved!! And if you don’t believe that, look around! You are here on earth because God loves you unconditionally!! You are made for great things in life! You are strong and amazing!

@yalinalee3553

4 жыл бұрын

@@lizgruenloh8467are amazing for saying thar

@yalinalee3553

4 жыл бұрын

That

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

Awww thanks so much🥺

@yalinalee3553

4 жыл бұрын

@@lizgruenloh8467 ur welcome

this hit me hard.

@dajanichellesmith2987

5 жыл бұрын

VEKProduction I almost cried.

I don't know why I still watch these. I have dealt with depression and selfharm in the past, but i can relate so deeply to these vids.

@victoriaharner4879

6 жыл бұрын

Sara de Wit same but yet I still cut

@fredricabovril2188

6 жыл бұрын

Sara de Wit I can relate deeply to this too

@lynalyna462

5 жыл бұрын

IrisBlake 79 yea me too

@endaaaa3349

5 жыл бұрын

I do not have the courage to express an opinion. I do not have the courage to commit suicide, but I try

@trinitygolden5702

4 жыл бұрын

IrisBlake 79 I feel comfort watching them

You know people always view me as the strong person in my group...and yet I'm the one that is crying out for help the most

@laylakathryn5935

3 жыл бұрын

I wish I had friends

Everyday I ask myself, "How are you able to live knowing you look like this?".

I'm never going to meet anyone here, but I just wanted to let y'all know you're loved by someone somewhere on this planet one way or another. You will never need to feel lonely even when you do, there's someone somewhere wanting to be loved and also feels alone but you too aren't alone, there's just one other person somewhere that knows what it feels like. So just be strong, your better than the thoughts overwhelming your mind. I love you if you feel alone!.

@Jadei74

5 жыл бұрын

Sad Man thank you

@jolivcc

4 жыл бұрын

you make me cry! I really needed this,thank you so much.♡♡

@saraserita9067

3 жыл бұрын

I love you too I need that ❤️

@celestialphoenixqueen9258

Жыл бұрын

even if there is someone meant for me i don't want them , the last 4 times i let these 4 guys into my life they ruined it and made me feel like absolute crap and eventually i felt nothing . i am single and better off not needing a moron screwing that up again . hmph

I hate what I see I think everyday about the end of my life I think everyday to stop But I think everyday that I have to live again and not give up,ever.

@xbendiistraw

5 жыл бұрын

Gigi Ally those words are powerful

@RaidenDragonClaw

4 жыл бұрын

Yes live fight like hell even if it hurts

@lizgruenloh8467

4 жыл бұрын

You can do this! Fight through the dreadful voices in your head telling you to give up! Don’t let them win! Show them who you truly are! You are an amazing person who is beautiful inside and outside!!

When you know you’re hurting and you just want scream and cry and let it all out but you just shut up and watch in silence unable to do anything

The saddest part about depression is that it is slowly killing you and you can't do anything about it because you can't find one single thing to like about yourself to stop the negative thoughts.

Im lost with in myself i hate my life

@Jadei74

5 жыл бұрын

milton mejias me too but if I can do it so can you there are people in this world that you may not think miss you but when your gone they won’t know how to deal with it then they will go and then other people will miss them

@quentinlomelino2538

3 жыл бұрын

milton mejias I hate my life and myself

@isadorad8836

3 жыл бұрын

@@quentinlomelino2538 hey dude, I feel u. But you can do this okay? Do you wanna talk about it? I’m here if you need to. Please stay! you can do this :))

I hate people look at me. I have low self esteem, and I don't even care about life... but, I'm goth and a metalhead. Which I've been into for over a decade now. It is the only thing that keeps me alive and feeling a little bit of confidence.

I relate to this. Like i can’t anymore. I should just give up on life.

@starcoyle281

5 жыл бұрын

No donttttt U are beautiful even with that profile picture

@n0elelel

5 жыл бұрын

R A N D O M V I B E S i hope you’re doing better now💘

@bogosbinted._.

2 жыл бұрын

Me too lol

I know how u look in the the mirror and hate what you see😢😭😭😭Dean gets me everything I feel everything he says

@Austin-qj2jr

4 жыл бұрын

Don't give in to them Don't look at a mirror Not all mirrors are beautiful Believe me you're going to be better ♡♡♡🥺🍓🎻

i like how when i feel something small i can type in and there’s always a multi fandom about it

I’m that girl who looks at the one girl and wishes I was her everyday thinking she can get anyone to like her instantly. I’m the girl waking up everyday crying because I hate my nose, chin, smile, teeth. I’m the girl who tries so hard to study and ends up failing and wishes I could impress my parents. I’m the girl who gets mad because I wanted one thing I loved about my face but there’s nothing.

@Venomized-studios56

10 ай бұрын

Hi I’m sorry you feel this way and maybe you should talk to your parents about this hope your ok

I suffered from depression last year, i think im falling into that hole again...

it hurts. anytime there is a mirror I can’t look.c

The edge of seventeen💕💕💕

If I could never see myself or reflection again I’d be happy for once

why do i keep watching this over and over and over and feel worse every time because of how much i relate?

I LOVE THIS.

@abigailmarie8225

6 жыл бұрын

this isn't something to love or at least it shouldn't be

@Jadei74

5 жыл бұрын

Abby Marie Ik right it’s ment to show pain not that being depressed is a good thing

@hwlsgrl

3 жыл бұрын

@@abigailmarie8225 she prolly just meant the edit lol not the message

Stop being hopeless ! I've been insecure for a long time , i remember that i cried many times cause of the way i look + my height ! ( I'm 1,56 M ) my height isn't a big deal tho ! comparing to the time i spent hating on my face ... Then i realized that everything has beauty but not everyone can sees it , if you find yourself unattractive that's the reason people find you ugly ! if u don't love yourself and accept yourself the way you are, no one else will ! you can change things for example if u don't like you hair , teeth etc u can fix them , but some other things can not be fixed ! u need to have confidence in yourself ! without forgetting the inner beauty ! some people are attractive but they are rude , full of themselves , hurt other people etc then people will automatically hate them ! and their beauty won't be worthy ! at the end , just realise everyone is beautiful by his own way ❤

I am crying right now..

I swear the mirror can be my worst enemy

This fucked me up

I have a feeling no matter what I say nobody will ever understand what I'm going through and it's killing me the way I have to deal with everything by my own

@assiaelmohib3141

3 жыл бұрын

Dont Worry army 😢💜 , you're not alone cuz you've bts and armys beside u

I feel like everyone is going through some type of thing like me but I’m just the pathetic stupid one who can’t control their feelings

@andrewpena3267

4 жыл бұрын

Just Me same

This. Is. A. Masterpiece

They say who do you love:i tell i like everyone.but i never say how i hate myself .

I just wish to look at myself in the mirror and smile at how beautiful I look

“It’s not about how you look it’s about who you are as a person that matter” please don’t ever say that to me, that makes me feel worse about myself. That makes me feel uglier than I already do. “Would you rather people call you ugly” no I’d rather people not say anything about my appearance

Hey bubs 🥺 no matter what all of you guys are so gorgeous ! Looks don’t matter what matters the mosts is about your personality! And your heart !

I don't wanna fight no more ಥ_ಥ

@hollyxoxo4577

3 жыл бұрын

Hope your doing better❤️

@njville

2 жыл бұрын

i miss you

I'm so used to putting a fake smile that now even when I here a bad news a first smile then I process that I'm not supposed to

I can’t do this anymore... I don’t know how to carry on

I hate depression and anxiety. I don’t want to have this. I don’t wanna feel like this.

this is just perfect, amazing, so emotional and really really realy beautiful

U now ur really depressed when ur heart literally feels like it dropped or there’s just a hole in ur body we’re ur hear used to be

it’s sad constantly looking in the mirror hating what you see. wishing you looked like the other girls. lmao.

@_.a.amina_.456

4 жыл бұрын

kiki it sucks😕

@assiaelmohib3141

4 жыл бұрын

Hit me hard 😔

This is honestly amazing and beautiful, left me in tears. (Side note anyone know where the first voice audio was from, I looked it up and couldn't find it, even though it's probably obvious)

@levelen

6 жыл бұрын

The United States of Leland

@maggieluck574

6 жыл бұрын

Elena Levakova thank you!!

"What if the only way not to feel bad is to stop feeling anything at all forever" It works. I've tried it and it works. Its hard for me to feel bad anymore. As close as I get is hating myself but that's 24/7. The only way to make it stop is to go to sleep, but it doesn't last long, which makes it harder to want to go to sleep because time goes by faster and before you know it, it's another day you have to live through.

Sometimes it's just too hard to push it from your system but too painful to keep inside.

Боже мой ! Это шедевр . Вначале смотрела без субтитров и еле могла все перевести , но потом увидела , что вы русский человек , и ,госпади, это все моё внутреннее состояние сейчас. Это лучшее , что я видела за последнее время. Смотрела "Сверхъестественное" , но до серии , где говорится про зеркало, не смотрела. Слова Дина прям в точку. И бегун в конце. Просто шикарно.

@levelen

6 жыл бұрын

Спасибо большое)

This is so beautiful , these quotes describe me in every way

@starcoyle281

5 жыл бұрын

U ARE beautiful!!!!!!! Even if u THINKur not then just be yourself all the time People are gonna judge u either way U ARE BEITIFUL I CAN TELLLLL

this was gorgeous holy shit. amazing 💕

This hits hard

Леночка, боже, браво! Потрясающе, как и всегда. Столько эмоций и впечатлений от просмотра этого видео. Все до мельчайших деталей шикарно. Тоже, кстати, хотела сделать что-то с этой песней, рада увидеть ее в твоим видео. ❤

@levelen

6 жыл бұрын

Спасибо) Вижу твой приятный комментарий и знаю, что не зря старалась ♥

I almost cried. I could imagine if those people were me.

Wtf this needs more likes ! This is so good ❤️😔

Every line in this video is so deep and so true.

This is really well made 👏🏾

This is the best edit I have ever seen

i am so scared and that feeling never go away

Since I was 11 I feel like I'm in the ocean and it just getting darker every day and people I meet always pull me out and throw me deeper

Dose anyone else think to god “ why god? You wasted a perfectly good life on me? Why did you make me like this? Why did YOU make me?”

Beautiful and bittersweet.

I feel like a part of me want to die And this part is just getting bigger every moment

This is so perfect wow

This is beautiful

idk what to say i'm.... distraught. this editing is...wow. I mean... it's beautiful. wow. I'm in awe.

как всегда на высоте) видео со смыслом, жаль, что грустное, но я такие люблю

@levelen

6 жыл бұрын

спасибо)

как всегда прекрасно~~

господи, это прекрасно

This video is exactly what I feel but I don’t know who to tell or where to go because even if I try to open up to someone I feel like I’m bothering them and all they do is judge

@manyasam918

3 жыл бұрын

Hey can we talk Me going through same

Прекрасное видео 😻

Вау 😍😍😍 Shameless, how to get away with murder, supernatural, 13rw... I enjoy this

i love this

I relate to Nadine so much it hurts so much

...... Empty inside Thanx for making this

It's amazing how we can relate to

it just hurts so much

So relatable ❤

Isn't it funny how even though everyone here feels so fucked up but some of us still try to write all those "be happy. you're loved" kinda stuff?

Who give you this one dislike?IT'S SO FUCKING PERFECT

@taylorjaster1179

6 жыл бұрын

мурмур мур hey umm ik u

Ahhhh i miss my self😔 Who was happy ..not stressed not confused just happy

Hey love this edit what do u use to edit this really good beautiful 😍😍!!

Can I stop everything? I just can't cry that is why i wanted to see these videos but to my shock i can't cry even now

The supernatural yasss

Hey just want to say that I've been binge watching your vids and you're so talented !!!! I love this :) And I also noticed that you made an edit for the movie "Before We Met" which I'm also in love with. Just wanted to know if there was any way you had a download link for it, cuz I also loved the movie and would like to edit to it too ^-^ sorry for the long comment btw

@levelen

6 жыл бұрын

looking for torrents, there everything should be

this edit put me in my feels 🥵

Great video..... so emotional

Sometimes the only way not to feel bad is to not feel anything at all forever

I love it i love it...... i’m crying

This makes me feel better Becuase i finally feel like im not alone

I am loosing my whole life to depressions and other mental illnesses. Isnt it smarter to just end my life if i will loose it anyway??

Твои видео шикарны, я влюбилась.💥💔

@endaaaa3349

5 жыл бұрын

I do not have the courage to express an opinion. I do not have the courage to commit suicide, but I try

I'm trying... It so hard to look at yourself and see all your flaws even the ones you never notice and try to love them, It so hard to courage yourself and hate that I accept what people say, I'm just sick of it and yet here I am trying so hard to love myself, to try to be happy like I did when I was a kid :(

@sadblood7850

4 жыл бұрын

Army, bts told us to love ourselves but we can't 😢

I like that this isn’t just directed at fat or thin it shows we all suffer

I hate myself, my arms, my legs, my head, my eyes, my lips, my teeth, my rolls, my fat. Im so unhappy depressed sad, i just-

@sadblood7850

4 жыл бұрын

Please don't say that I feel you , change your life

@assiaelmohib3141

3 жыл бұрын

Same

something is in my eyes i was not crying

When you felt every single line....... * sigh *

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The pain.

This describes me perfectly