Sad multifandom | why do I hate myself so much

Sorry for the watermark :) but I made this video and it took quite a bit.
The song is- built a home

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  • @madderthanthehatter263
    @madderthanthehatter2633 жыл бұрын

    0:21 Shameless 0:28 In the Dark 0:38 Lucifer 1:26 Euphoria - Rue 1:36 Euphoria - Maddy & Nate 1:47 Shameless 2:25 Euphoria - Maddy 3:05 ? 4:06 Shameless 5:12 Breakfast Club

  • @irisenjambo6816

    @irisenjambo6816

    3 жыл бұрын

    3:05 One tree hill

  • @madderthanthehatter263

    @madderthanthehatter263

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@irisenjambo6816 Thank you

  • @joelle.k3756

    @joelle.k3756

    3 жыл бұрын

    Which episode of Lucifer was it?

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @vdog5160

    @vdog5160

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@jesussavedme6260 hi no hate or anything but please don't say Jesus and say God instead because people believe in different gods. Edit: to fix spelling error

  • @mckayleem3098
    @mckayleem30983 жыл бұрын

    “Everything that I am today is because of what happened. And I hate what happened, so I hate myself. I hate myself because I hate what made me this way. But I don’t know how to be anybody else.” -Me to myself

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    3 жыл бұрын

    I hope it gets better love.

  • @mckayleem3098

    @mckayleem3098

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@hearttouchingedits5569 thanks.

  • @jay.washereeee1136

    @jay.washereeee1136

    3 жыл бұрын

    Can I borrow this for a poem Im writing

  • @mckayleem3098

    @mckayleem3098

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@jay.washereeee1136 sure lol. Mind sharing it here when you’re done?

  • @jay.washereeee1136

    @jay.washereeee1136

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@mckayleem3098 It doesn’t have a name and I don’t think it’s quite finished but this is what I have so far .. “Everything that I am today is because of what happened. And I hate myself for what happened. I hate myself because I hate what made me this way but I don’t know how to be anybody else. I don’t know how to not be myself and I hate that. I look at myself and I’m honestly ashamed and looking at myself .. my body, the scars, the acne, the fat, the stretch marks, ... all of it makes me insecure. I hate that I feel insecure. I hate the way I look. I sit in the mirror starring at all my flaws and imperfections and cry silently. I stare at myself horrified and in disgust. How could anybody think I’m beautiful 😕 ? How can anybody look at me and want to love me? I don’t think I even want to look like these other girls .. I just want to be pretty and actually pretty because I never do.”

  • @maggie498
    @maggie4982 жыл бұрын

    I feel like everything i do, it just makes everything worse. like when i get in trouble for literally just breathing.every time i get in trouble i feel like my heart is breaking into millions of pieces. “you know the thing about depression, it kinda collapses time” it sure as hell does. i just want a big hug and to tell people how i really feel

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    2 жыл бұрын

    i’m so sorry love. 🖤 i will always be here to listen if you need it.

  • @maggie498

    @maggie498

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@hearttouchingedits5569 thank you 🥺 this means a lot for me to hear. at least i know one person wants to listen to me and my fucked up life :/

  • @angelacavon6408

    @angelacavon6408

    2 жыл бұрын

    I feel the same exact way. Every time I get in trouble I feel like it's for no reason. me: "WHAT DID I DO?!" my mom: HA! WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU WERE DISRESPECTFUL AND TALKING BACK TO ME LIKE A BRAT! being "disrespectful and rude" means talking back to my parents when I"M NOT TRYING TO TALK BACK! 😭 I'm just trying to give them my opinion and they don't listen to me they just yell louder and go over my words then they tell me they're not yelling I'm the one who's yelling, but I'm not I'm just trying to say what I wanna say...then my dad physically abuses me when my mom has nothing else to say or do why? because she treats him like a fucking puppet. He has a mind of his own. She gets to say what I can and can't do isn't that my dad's job? The last time my dad hurt me was when he grabbed me by the neck and through me against the wall. He chocked me a little I just breathed through my nose until he let go. You're not the only one who goes through this shit. I actually miss having my brothers at home, I miss my oldest brother being the golden child being the scapegoat and golden child at the same time is exhausting. First I get spoiled rotten and my parents loved me so much, then I get all this shit dumped on me. It messes with my head when they do this to me...I wish my family wasn't dysfunctional at all. I look out the window and imagine living in a place where my family cared about my feelings and wasn't this harsh. Then I snap out of it and come back to what my family's really like.

  • @ericwilliams235

    @ericwilliams235

    3 ай бұрын

    ​@angelacavon6408 This is super late, but I hope things are going better for you ❤️ .

  • @jordeannmunroe1633
    @jordeannmunroe16332 жыл бұрын

    I love my mom so much but I can never open up to her without it blowing up in my face...🙂

  • @ItsMr.L

    @ItsMr.L

    2 жыл бұрын

    Same!!🥲

  • @renbehesi9162

    @renbehesi9162

    Жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @ricmichaels5957

    @ricmichaels5957

    Жыл бұрын

    Chat???

  • @jordeannmunroe1633

    @jordeannmunroe1633

    Жыл бұрын

    @@ricmichaels5957 umm sure

  • @cxpalot521

    @cxpalot521

    Жыл бұрын

    Same 😭😢

  • @shelfruity
    @shelfruity3 жыл бұрын

    Yeah...why do I hate myself so much?

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @jakobemmel2255

    @jakobemmel2255

    2 жыл бұрын

    Bc u post stuff like this

  • @kellyoliphant9746
    @kellyoliphant97462 жыл бұрын

    Lucifer trys to figure out everyone but him self

  • @kearagonzalez7637
    @kearagonzalez76373 жыл бұрын

    I love how frank defended Fiona no matter what

  • @ac_edits8532

    @ac_edits8532

    3 жыл бұрын

    He always argued against Fiona...he always backs up Monica even though she put those kids through so much

  • @akp8210

    @akp8210

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ac_edits8532 he argued against Fiona only when sticking up for Monica, the one person frank truly loved. He always stuck up for Fiona when it was against another one of the kids.

  • @KateJn

    @KateJn

    2 жыл бұрын

    Um I'm sorry but may I ask what movie or series is that ?

  • @marissab4484

    @marissab4484

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@KateJn shameless

  • @kearagonzalez7637

    @kearagonzalez7637

    2 жыл бұрын

    @@ac_edits8532 that’s different she was the love of his life and he was an idiot when it came to her but for everyone else he defended Fiona

  • @abbyraffin7421
    @abbyraffin74213 жыл бұрын

    I’m sorry but am I the only one that laughed at “SHUT UP BITCH!” at the end lmao? Idk what it was but in the mist of just bleh I’m now cackling at 3 in the morning lmao

  • @charliemorningstar7251
    @charliemorningstar72512 жыл бұрын

    I hate myself too Lucifer... I hate me too.

  • @theeuzu6918
    @theeuzu69183 жыл бұрын

    This got me wanting to watch shameless again😪 and lucifer

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    3 жыл бұрын

    I know I just started rewatching shameless

  • @shelfruity
    @shelfruity2 жыл бұрын

    why am I a failure ? why am I a horrible person? why do people love me? why do I deserve to be alive? why do I deserve to eat... why do I deserve to be alive?

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    2 жыл бұрын

    you deserve the world. i just wish you knew how much you are worth.

  • @tsumi_the_hapa4009
    @tsumi_the_hapa40093 жыл бұрын

    Why DO I hate myself so much

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @mathildelecreq9597
    @mathildelecreq95973 жыл бұрын

    waw... made me cry... what is the tv show of the first scene plz ?

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    3 жыл бұрын

    It’s called in the dark 🖤

  • @mathildelecreq9597

    @mathildelecreq9597

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@hearttouchingedits5569 thank u so much 💓

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @bjaradat2005
    @bjaradat20053 жыл бұрын

    💔💔💔💔

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @avinavpradhan2753
    @avinavpradhan27533 жыл бұрын

    0:28 please tell me the name of this clip?

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    3 жыл бұрын

    It’s called in the dark ! It’s about this blind girl that tries to play detective. You should watch it !

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @Pesketh
    @Pesketh9 ай бұрын

    show at start?

  • @dajke9678
    @dajke96783 жыл бұрын

    3:40 what series is this or movie

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    3 жыл бұрын

    Shameless 🖤 it’s a series.

  • @dajke9678

    @dajke9678

    3 жыл бұрын

    @@hearttouchingedits5569 thank you so much

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @Sarah-my9zg
    @Sarah-my9zg3 жыл бұрын

    4min03 ? What’s the movie pls

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    3 жыл бұрын

    Shameless

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @Pesketh
    @Pesketh3 жыл бұрын

    show at 0.05?

  • @jesussavedme6260

    @jesussavedme6260

    2 жыл бұрын

    You are not a failure. You do not have to deal with depression, give it all to Jesus, He can heal you and He wants to😊 Jesus loves you 😊😊 Jesus loves you all, He can remove your emptiness and pain if you let Him. He loves you with a love you didn’t know existed. Give Him a chance, please. He loves you. Do not end your life, please stay. You are so precious, wanted and loved. If you don’t want your life - give it to Jesus. All these lies and torments you hear - flip it and it is the truth! Listen to “Voice of God” and “As you find me” on youtube. Also please listen to: Dan Mohler, Kenneth Hagin, Todd White and Kathryn Kullmann. I hope to see you in heaven one day😊😊

  • @vishakhagadade4195
    @vishakhagadade4195 Жыл бұрын

    I feel nothing .. I hate myself....... I me don't deserve life I don't ......

  • @hearttouchingedits5569

    @hearttouchingedits5569

    Жыл бұрын

    don’t say that honey

  • @vishakhagadade4195

    @vishakhagadade4195

    Жыл бұрын

    @@hearttouchingedits5569 I am not exist life