mistki i literally cannot do this tonight

@clo7135

3 жыл бұрын

i think ab this comment a lot LMAO

@idkman861

2 жыл бұрын

No. You definitely can. Listen to it again man

@yumemour544

2 жыл бұрын

@@clo7135 same

@matottomatto5674

2 жыл бұрын

nice profile picture

@Green-fg4ng

2 жыл бұрын

I know it’s been 6 months, but I hope your doing ok

Mitski I am so stoned and crying

@messengermage3962

5 жыл бұрын

hannah bjorkman I literally felt this in my soul

@edwardr6067

5 жыл бұрын

god i hope she reads this

@mrd4518

5 жыл бұрын

wow actually same

@justiniantbh

5 жыл бұрын

I am so gay and crying What the fuck

@gracefarah4253

5 жыл бұрын

miss bjorkman do you know youre tumblr famous..

this version feels like wanting to cry but your body not letting you, watching everyone around you fall in love while your alone, having a bunch of friends but not having a best friend, waking up the morning after crying yourself to sleep, and all the emotions in your heart being blocked out by your brain’s numbness

@KimGhidorah

2 жыл бұрын

This comment hits way too close to home 💔

@noelleangelicagarcia7779

2 жыл бұрын

how'd u know me this is exactly how I feel always

@josephine2321

2 жыл бұрын

ouch

@sinofeni

2 жыл бұрын

i can't cry myself to sleep because i trained myself, and i do have a partner but i'm too emotionally numb for a relaitonship and it destroys me more everyday. other then that, i relate to this so much

@finnicklaverly1479

2 жыл бұрын

why am i at this stage of life this is so jflsjfiowjflkdjfk

"Mom, why my cousins named Diamond" "Cause your aunt likes Diamond" "And what about me?" "Enough question, Mitski | I Bet on Losing Dogs | AEA Sessions"

@Hhibiscusxx

Жыл бұрын

no replies? I’m fixing that because of how much I love this comment.

@andifyouwantmetoidlovetoru4870

Жыл бұрын

You made me smile while crying maaan

@missaylet2143

11 ай бұрын

🤣🤣🤣🤣

@El_iz

8 ай бұрын

LMAOOO😭

@lakeshore7683

7 ай бұрын

I was deadass sobbing to this song and this made me cheer up tysm 😭

This song is so, defeated. It’s like the haze after crying for hours.

@inarticulaterat1957

3 жыл бұрын

your not wrong.

@ashwillows4567

3 жыл бұрын

THIS

@Emocat3000

3 жыл бұрын

YES OMG

@kanyon6859

3 жыл бұрын

i have been crying all day , this comment makes me feel better

@MrKvs

3 жыл бұрын

Mannnn it's not related to what u said but I had an online friend named haze he was dying from cancer, last time we heard a word from him was back in december. Your commented reminded me of him and out good memories so thank you :(

Her vocal control is... immaculate. Her playing is so so good. This song is understated and absolutely gripping. I love Mitski so much

@seanjohnson7367

5 жыл бұрын

She's slowly strumming 8th downnotes. What are you talking about? She has her guitar tuned open, so she's not even making chord shapes. The playing is almost nonexistent here.

@Liv-dv3cf

5 жыл бұрын

Sean Johnson shut the fuck up mate. it’s a beautiful song so let him enjoy it or kindly clear off.

@blossom.ch4

4 жыл бұрын

Sean Johnson It’s impressive she doesn’t need autotune and is completely in-tune with astonishing phrasing! Not only that, this is only with a the open/basic notes and not even chords. Maybe it’s not playing, but she performs even with the bare pieces.

@anshuuu9708

3 жыл бұрын

She deserves all followers of billie ellish

@eloisemae1325

3 жыл бұрын

@@anshuuu9708 YESIR- she’s so underrated and her music is A M A Z I N G≈ her lyrics and voice are so full of emotion and it kills me every time

“I always want you when I’m finally fine”that always gets me:(

@tahaaltamro4622

Жыл бұрын

Fr😢

@denade6343

Жыл бұрын

What does it mean?

@BeccahHowell143

10 ай бұрын

@@denade6343 In my personal opinion it’s someone who keeps coming back to the same peron who hurt them when they are finally okay again and getting out of that bad mental state they were in. Which causes them to go in a vicious cycle of healing only to be hurt again.

@Lolothereaper

3 ай бұрын

I think it is about when you are in a relationship but you hurt the person you loved since you are in a bad mental head such as depression. Then you broke up with your partner, but you loved to be with them after you healed and not hurt them again. From my perpective, it is about falling in love with someone, or even being on the edge of a relationship but being in depression etc. Since you do not want to hurt the person you love, you just hold yourself back. If you feel well one day, you just think about that person again and yearning the possible relationship you could have with them but not having it since your mental health

My grandma just died and she sounds just like mitski, she was the only person to ever show me respect and love I feel so lonely now

@dynamopirate470

2 жыл бұрын

I think you would like Miya Folick.

@shrimspit21

2 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss.

@0sugarultra

2 жыл бұрын

i know you commented this awhile ago, but i hope you are okay

@elifyuksel5684

2 жыл бұрын

❤️ I hope you’re okay

@ella-lz4mo

2 жыл бұрын

i hope you’re doing better now.

so we’re all crying over the “my baby, my baby” bit aren’t we

@luadonasolo8648

3 жыл бұрын

yes lol

@devsunilgupta6749

3 жыл бұрын

Yesss we r we r crying

@hiidkwhyimhere2597

3 жыл бұрын

Y e p

@ximenaa_hammu

3 жыл бұрын

Yes 😳

@fxtma1717

3 жыл бұрын

Yes full on sobbing

This song feels like sobbing in a hug from someone you dont wanna be hugged by but theres nobody else to hug or anyone else that will let you cry into their chest. That was weird and wordy but I guess you get what I mean lmao

@yumbeo

3 жыл бұрын

oh my god you put it into the perfect words

@jonathanjoestar478

3 жыл бұрын

Oh my god

@jonathanjoestar478

3 жыл бұрын

This is so scary accurate

@leeloo8501

3 жыл бұрын

THATS IT!!! THATS WHAT THE FEELING IS!!! (story ahead sorry in advance) my mom used to be a very abusive alcoholic, and one night I was having a breakdown at her house and she walked in tipsy. Not fully drunk, she asked me what was wrong, I couldn't speak. She grabbed my wrist and pulled me out of my room, into the hallway and hugged me. My stepmom(drunk) came up and hugged me as well, I was scared. I was so scared. So I just cried into her, for like 10 minutes. It was the most horrifyingly comforting thing she had done for me at the time. (I was probably about 15-16)

@stargazin695

3 жыл бұрын

I started crying out “mom” since I haven’t hugged my mom in a few years and I haven’t talked with her because of conflicts , I just want to cry in her arms as she ruffles my hair again. Please.

When she sings "my baby, my baby" it feels like a warm hug after going through a really bad day

@joemamacool

2 жыл бұрын

really? it reminds me how much I want to feel loved and it makes me sad lmao, I envy you

@ahira-marie0716

2 жыл бұрын

@@joemamacool nah, it also makes me feel like that too😃

@sinonslife4812

2 жыл бұрын

sounds incredibly wanting, like a pleading to someone to hear you to believe you

The concept of this song is so heartbreaking. Investing in a relationship that's doomed from the start, but you do it just to have someone ("paying for your place by the ring") maybe just to not be alone, or to fit in.

she seems so numb, yet so emotional. this song captures every emotion but also the feeling of nothingness at the same time. I'm obsessed.

@user-by9vc8pm5i

2 жыл бұрын

Oh you just described me lol

@jeanclaudevandamage

2 жыл бұрын

please I thought this said she seems so dumb

@katchike

2 жыл бұрын

@@jeanclaudevandamage I know you meant numb but your comment took me out 😂

@bubblegumbxtchh

2 жыл бұрын

@@katchike they meant to say that ‘cause they’re saying they misread it.

@myselfme7945

2 жыл бұрын

It's emotional, but in a very controlled way I think

Why am I remembering the rare moments my mother would be a mom

@dawgaholics8111

3 жыл бұрын

samee this is manifesting my mommy issues

@abbypfau8898

3 жыл бұрын

my mother still sometimes acts like a mom, but its never the same anymore.. i miss being little

@shigarakistightbussy2730

3 жыл бұрын

My mom acts like a mom too late now, it's already ruined...

@sadmango250

3 жыл бұрын

@@abbypfau8898 I feel this exact same way and it has me crying so hard

@grassgeckoz9623

3 жыл бұрын

same. i wish she didn’t leave.

I remember crying my eyes out one night to this song while laying in bed, five months ago. I cried for my past self, a traumatised child who was lonely, depressed and suicidal. I cried for all the times I didn’t allow myself to, I cried for all the times where I sucked in my tears to appear “strong” in front of the faces of my past abusers and bully’s. I cried for all the days where I felt I wasn’t supposed to be alive or that no one loved me. I cried for myself and the pain and trauma I went through- but now I don’t need to cry anymore, I happy. Finally truely happy

@shahzaib-rr6cl

2 жыл бұрын

i’m so happy for you and i hope you’re doing good ❤️

@isabelle9812

Жыл бұрын

I really feel you, I remember crying to this song in the middle of 6th grade thinking I was going to end up no where in life. I'm SO proud of you, I am proud you made it through and did NOT give up, I am so proud of you because you got the courage to stand up. I am so happy for you and I feel like you deserve the world.

@ethancannaert1973

Жыл бұрын

W

@DFWNites

Жыл бұрын

Hooray! Glad you made it out :)

@pazidawson2178

Жыл бұрын

I'm so happy you held on and kept going, and I'm so happy your happy now💗💗💗

My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby that I'm your baby I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side Would you let me, baby, lose On losing dogs I know they're losing and I pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I wanna feel it I bet on losing dogs I always want you when I'm finally fine How you'd be over me looking in my eyes when I come Someone to watch me die Someone to watch me die I bet on losing dogs

@wildhorses23

2 жыл бұрын

come

@soupforfree

2 жыл бұрын

@@wildhorses23 help that line just clicked for me 😭😭

@frnkensteingirls

Жыл бұрын

@@soupforfree come

@possum2203

Жыл бұрын

@@wildhorses23 sure, come

@DanKaschel

6 ай бұрын

​@@soupforfreein French, orgasm is called the petite mort, the "little death". "Someone to watch me die," you see.

This feels like bursting into tears after someone sincerely asks " _Are you okay?_ "

@Kaunoe

3 жыл бұрын

Damn, I’ve been afraid this might happen to me lately. You’re so right

@lina-se2oc

3 жыл бұрын

oh god oh fuck

@juked8161

3 жыл бұрын

happened to me one time at a checkup lmao

@akiistt

3 жыл бұрын

NOW IM TERAING UP

@akiistt

3 жыл бұрын

I MEANT TEARING UP-

It sounds like hugging someone you’ve pushed away when you shouldn’t have

@user-zm7fu4sl4s

3 жыл бұрын

Literally what i was thinking about

@cyropuncher

3 жыл бұрын

This

@karinash4564

3 жыл бұрын

EXACTLY

@no_peace

3 жыл бұрын

Man it sounds to me like hugging someone even though you shouldn't

@donniedarko7383

3 жыл бұрын

I didn’t know how to explain it but that’s so right

I miss being small. I miss the way my mom would treat me like her only baby, all I want is a hug from her. A hug that actually means something a hug that I can tell she’s showing emotion

@ratb4st4rd30

2 жыл бұрын

i feel that, sorry to hear it

@noodle8454

Жыл бұрын

real

Her voice sounds like a mother singing to her child but also like she's going through a lot of pain. I love her voice. She sounds so comforting yet so sad.

god i’m so empty

@elsavass-de-zomba1669

3 жыл бұрын

oh. relating hard

@zakochanawmalfoyu21

3 жыл бұрын

same here

@freekmol7484

3 жыл бұрын

matching! 😜✌️

@BK-nd7ky

3 жыл бұрын

Its okay to feel like this. Things will be better.

@delaneyhogue

3 жыл бұрын

@@BK-nd7ky thank you

The “I WANNA FEEL IT” part is so visceral it makes me tear up and gives me chills every time I hear it.

@Laura-nr8dn

2 жыл бұрын

YESSS it gets me every time

@nicekittysara3560

2 жыл бұрын

my fucking baby ur my fucking baby i bet on losing fucking dogs

@angelinaav3213

2 жыл бұрын

NO SERIOUSLYYYY

@aquafaunaa

Жыл бұрын

me. too. chills every. time.

@nikkisweezey-bh9ce

8 ай бұрын

same

Her songs sound like what my depression feels like. The comfort of the numbness. Mitskis talent is unmatched

this song is like someone begging for the affection they know they wont recieve, the most unsatisfying feeling, heart wrenching yet bottomless and empty

"I wanna feel it" "I always want you when I'm *finally* fine" "Someone to watch me die"

@rvh9876

3 жыл бұрын

I can't think of a single song that shift moments as sharply as this. Sex and dying. Each one by his hand. That is completely leaving out the first three lines. It's completely hopeless from birth to life. A conveyor belt of failure and helplessness. It's moving and beautiful and completely untrue. Acknowledge that certain moments feel intractable. But try. Then try. Try again. Things will be unstuck. The world is hard but magical moments await. Persevere.

@redwolftrash

3 жыл бұрын

@@rvh9876 on genius the folks there actually think that "someone to watch me die" refers to her lover watching her org@sm -- org@sms are referred to as "la petite morte" ("little death") in french.

@MarisBelen

3 жыл бұрын

me tooooo ur a mood

@wompwompbum

3 жыл бұрын

Awh no :( bubba you okay?

@breb9966

3 жыл бұрын

I love you I hope you’re doing better

This song genuinely feels like it's being sung by someone who's at the end of their road, there's nothing waiting in front of them anymore

@ari-os1gy

2 жыл бұрын

THIS.

@chuutella

2 жыл бұрын

that’s me right now, i’m hanging on by a thread.

@kawaiigirl6281

2 жыл бұрын

Don’t lose hope. These feelings are real, but don’t let them become your reality. You just keep moving forward, don’t look back. No matter what, you move forward.

@Sijdwnkzdkdk

2 жыл бұрын

@@kawaiigirl6281 thank you. i needed to hear that

@yourmother12403

2 жыл бұрын

meeeee

i would do horrendous things for this to be put on spotify

@Geozuks

2 ай бұрын

Link ​@@fyp_4_uuuu

I get the feeling of a mother holding her dead child and finally being able to accept that their gone

@hisu7555

2 жыл бұрын

having to hold a dead child is so rough for a mother, they will never get a life the mother wanted them to grow up to.

maybe i'm the losing dog.

@n1ghtmare_eyes07

3 жыл бұрын

me too.

@copper1206

3 жыл бұрын

i bet you are

@cassidy1589

3 жыл бұрын

No.

@pastelpepe

3 жыл бұрын

@@copper1206 shut it, don’t tear them down

@copper1206

3 жыл бұрын

@@pastelpepe ??? i waa just making a joke... because she bets on losing dogs...

this song feels like when you're done crying for hours and you realize that the things that hurt you have not gone away, you are still grieving just with a wet face now

@cidd4398

3 жыл бұрын

false I'm absolutely still crying

@lecy1075

2 жыл бұрын

too accurate

@heyhey7781

2 жыл бұрын

Do you have cameras in my house

@ih3artmiagoth

2 жыл бұрын

this explains it so well

@hannahmacey

2 жыл бұрын

sobbing at this

this song feels like a hug from a parent that I’ve never had

@lyan749

2 жыл бұрын

i wish i had parent that helped me in my tough times and struggles

i come back to this every once and while to just cry my eyes out

@yoruuluv

2 ай бұрын

literally me

Time to use this song as a coping method for my mommy and daddy issues

@arsonthepan4802

3 жыл бұрын

Same here 😌

@hatsunememe3131

3 жыл бұрын

😔✌

@lexiim4500

3 жыл бұрын

yup

@ctrlrev

3 жыл бұрын

im using this to cope with my crush rejecting me on valentines day

@dayana-oc6gx

3 жыл бұрын

Mhm 😔

I can't explain it but this song sounds like how a hug feels

@user-wi4zt9ij5g

3 жыл бұрын

for me a hug you’ve long since accepted you won’t receive but, still yearn for desperately

@Komobear

3 жыл бұрын

A hug shared by two who are comfortable with each other and don’t mind the silence. They just want to comfort each other

@elsavass-de-zomba1669

3 жыл бұрын

to me this song sounds like the kind of hug my closeted girlfriend would give me when we were finally alone, so enveloping and safe but so, so bittersweet because it was the only time i wasn’t alone. it was a very unhealthy relationship because i needed her so much, and those hugs were our only moments of closeness

@yoonie3263

3 жыл бұрын

LITERALLY

@mrblue1145

3 жыл бұрын

@@meowzer2375 how you know I need a hug...

this song really does feel like putting all your hope into something fully knowing its going to backfire.

I can't listen to this without crying my eyes out. Everyone's talking about how comforting the first verse is and how it reminds them of their parents, but for me that moment is in 1:10. It feels like Mitski is personally comforting me in my parents' stead, because they don't even know or care about how severely unhappy I am.

the normal version doenst make me that sad BUT THIS SPECIFIC VERSION OF THE SONG MAKES ME WANNA CURL UP AND CRY

@necromaniaa

3 жыл бұрын

i think its the subtle pain in her voice

@JuunooBuunoo

3 жыл бұрын

Dude, same!!

@mynameisskylerwhiteyo383

3 жыл бұрын

same i always watch this whenever i needed to cry

@lunaluna7285

3 жыл бұрын

literally

@esme_melody

3 жыл бұрын

i’m curled up and crying literally right now nice

mitski is quite possibly the most beautiful person in the world i'm crying..... what i would give to meet her once

@xx69xx93

3 жыл бұрын

the things i would do to get over my trauma

This feels like watching yourself fail at everything in third person

@arpi5076

3 ай бұрын

This has me in shambles

dear future me, if you're here again watching this: i hope that you're doing better and that you finally got over her. it hurts so much to watch her fall out of love with you, i hope someday you heal from that pain.

@swazdo_lah7299

2 жыл бұрын

yea. me, too xxxx

@roo7667

2 жыл бұрын

how are you doinf now?

@Lost-mb1gj

Жыл бұрын

Hope you’re better ❤️

i feel like she's singing about the state of knowing that you're making a wrong choice yet still chose it. like picking up a poisonous flower even though you know it can kill you. like in an relationship. where you know it's not healthy and gonna end up badly but you're stuck in how much you love them too deep, and let yourself get hurt. like you can't let go even though it's ruining you. does it make sense ?

@Favgemini111

3 жыл бұрын

Perfect explanation

@erinmairead4460

3 жыл бұрын

hey bestie!! i cant do this today!!

@karla3287

3 жыл бұрын

@@erinmairead4460 god me too 💀

@graciejoy2474

3 жыл бұрын

Makes a little too much sense 😭😭

@lavender1767

3 жыл бұрын

yeah me and him cus I was the toxic one and he still wanted more and I was trying to fix myself more, he was so desperate to keep this even though this was toxic and he would end up getting hurt and I had to let him go to make sure he doesn’t get hurt anymore

My baby doesn’t even sound sexual, it sounds like how a mother is humming to a newborn baby. I wish that my mom could do that I wish I could cry into her arms and tell her how I actually feel but no.

@evadavis4369

2 жыл бұрын

I hope you find a love that lets you cry into its arms xoxo

@cereal1548

2 жыл бұрын

.

@lyan749

2 жыл бұрын

i wish my mom helps me when i struggle she never does, all she does is complain about how she has it worse and says that i’m the one that has to get better at that thing, not even advice..

@watabikis

2 жыл бұрын

@@lyan749 i know exactly how you feel :( mine does the same thing and its awful. i hope things get better for you mentally

@lyan749

2 жыл бұрын

@@watabikis thank you so much!

This song reminds me of my mom watching me while I'd sleep in the hospital, when I had cancer.

@markspookie

2 жыл бұрын

It was exactly what I thought of when I listened to it ❤️

@AngieAJ

Ай бұрын

So glad you're better

1:38 so hauntingly beautiful, this is my favourite part of the song

this version just hurts so much more than the original

@maxandcheese2468

Жыл бұрын

fr

@tuttiboi

11 ай бұрын

ongg and i keep coming back to it

@bulletsolar_

6 ай бұрын

I am crying to this on a school night

@idk6576

6 ай бұрын

@@bulletsolar_samesies 🤪

“I always want you when I’m finally fine” HITS HARD LIKE A BRICK

@lilgerx1140

Жыл бұрын

oh lord

I listen to this almost daily like a therapy to try and deal with my mommy issues

it’s actually kinda sad how often i come back here

i just think that mitski

@ezraleite7260

3 жыл бұрын

i agree that mitski

@healingritual9401

3 жыл бұрын

especially when mitski

@coleslaww4346

3 жыл бұрын

I adore that mitski

@osananaji

3 жыл бұрын

I love when mitski

@heroketchup7504

3 жыл бұрын

me too, i also really like when mitski

Am I the only person who doesn’t feel comforted by the “my baby” verse? That part sounds like loving someone who could never love you back.

@Laura-nr8dn

2 жыл бұрын

same

@nabs5239

2 жыл бұрын

right

@trinateeduhart8993

2 жыл бұрын

That is exactly what I felt it meant. Although, it makes it all the more real because sometimes we purposely love someone that can't love us back. That or we don't choose to love them but we do and they never will reciprocate it. That line gives that "feeling" an odd acceptance.

@erika-iq4gd

2 жыл бұрын

Exactlyyyy it just sounds like ur imploring them to love you, like ur just running but it doesn't matter cuz they'll never love u back, and it hurts

@ari-os1gy

2 жыл бұрын

frrr

I just wanna know how it feels to be loved by someone that won't go away

@lyan749

2 жыл бұрын

i wanna feel that too lovely.

There’s something in the tone of her voice in her songs that makes me get chills and want to put everything down and give into my depression.

@DFWNites

Жыл бұрын

If you like this song, you might like Portishead.

@Ash-gk8jp

Жыл бұрын

But you actually haven't done that have you? giving into your depression?

i am so mesmerized by her. she sounds so angelic but her voice and lyrics pierce through me like a knife while somehow also comfort me. she's subdued yet explosive, vulnerable yet full strength, beautiful yet haunting. it's a punch and a hug. what a wonderful woman full of dazzling contradictions.

@elsavass-de-zomba1669

3 жыл бұрын

this was lovely to read, thank you

@rebecademelo-lima3811

3 жыл бұрын

"a punch and a hug" that's it, this is her!

I remember having this song on repeat after I put down my cat. I couldn’t stop crying😀 this song is so beautiful yes so sad same time

@glorialopez5340

2 жыл бұрын

Omgg I’m so sorry, as a pet owner it’s my worse fear :(

I have listened to this version of I bet on losing dogs every single night before bed for roughly 5months now and I dont regret it in the slightest

hits diff when u have mommy issues

@kidney2656

3 жыл бұрын

tbh :'D

@jayleencaban976

3 жыл бұрын

listen to this and then class of 2013 for a great time

@kidney2656

3 жыл бұрын

@@jayleencaban976 already did 🤩

@hiidkwhyimhere2597

3 жыл бұрын

And daddy issues

@zuleimysilva2053

3 жыл бұрын

yeah

Oh to be the losing dog that finally has someone to watch me die

@Emma-ek9sv

3 жыл бұрын

THIS

my bird died yesterday she would fall asleep whenever i played this song i miss her so much

@lxel9

2 жыл бұрын

i'm sooo sorry for your loss 💙💙💙

@smeyer6960

Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry. I know how our furry and feathered friends are an indispensable part of us. Your little birb will always be with you.

The part that makes me cry is the line “I’m losing by their side” idk why but it makes me cry EVERY TIME

This song reminds me of when i used to crawl in bed with my mom even after she wasn't ever home but out with her friends all week drinking. Even though i resented her i would sleep next to her like nothing ever happened. Wish i could cry into her arms one more time.

@bloobgore4581

3 жыл бұрын

This is like a hug my mom never gave me but i still got it through this song

@rosequartz3673

3 жыл бұрын

This is exactly how my mom was she never took care of me and my bro

i miss when i was happy. i miss not worrying about grades. i miss being smart. i miss how easy everything was.i miss the way my mom would hug me. i miss my mom, but i know that if i came out, she would hate me.

@kimyadawsonlover

3 жыл бұрын

Sweetheart, I get you. I’ve been struggling with my grades this year and it getting progressively worse and I’ve struggled opening up to my mom a lot, she even confronted me today that we got into a heated argument. Trust me, it’ll all be over soon, stay for a little longer for me and others. I love you so much and I’m so proud of you.

@user-pk1tc8sw7s

3 жыл бұрын

Felt this one

@aymanelgaout9497

3 жыл бұрын

Hun,imma be real with u. Nothings the same anymore and we should learn to grow with it. Think about where you are rn and about your struggles . Also why do you want peoples affection if they never loved you anyway

@ari-fx4kv

3 жыл бұрын

i feel u this is exactly the why im feeling ik she doesnt love me nor anyone ik. they'll never will.

@nikitaashok3818

2 жыл бұрын

Hey, I feel you, especially on the if I came out she would hate me part, it’s such a specific and sad and scary situation knowing that you want your parents’ validation and you just want to be loved for who you are but you can never fully be yourself and be cherished for it anyway? I’m so sorry it’s like this. And you have all my love and support, I’m not in a great place about it myself but I guess we’ll just find friends to love us for who we are and fill that hole somehow? Some people eventually reach like a place of compromise w their parents after years where it’s not full acceptance but it’s better than before? I don’t know, man. The grades thing and feeling smart and being able to manage life too, you’ve got a friend in me (and several others) and like. We’ll feel better some days I guess. Not every day will be this bad. Hope you’re doing okay stranger ツ

the line “i always want you when im finally fine” is absolutely heartbreaking. i was in a toxic/abusive friendship for YEARS and i couldn’t bring myself to cut her of completely until a few months ago. it was a cycle of arguing, cutting each other off, id feel happier because i wasn’t constantly walking on eggshells anymore, id start feeling empty because i missed the feeling of being needed even though she only wanted me there to manipulate, and id come running back to her. it was exhausting and lasted for like 3 years. though she got better and stopped doing things to me she started never talking to me instead. i still miss her and care about her but i know that cutting her off was for the better

Why she is so fuking perfect.I cry in my heart when i listen her.

Mitsuki has an uncanny ability to make me cry anywhere at any time.

@sandycakes5650

3 жыл бұрын

true

this song feels like a hug from someone who doesn’t exist. it’s a defeat, it’s the calming moment after you gave up after trying so hard. “someone too watch me die” the feeling that you just need someone, no matter who, no matter where. it’s the feeling of tiredness. “i wanna feel it” i want to feel, not just anger, just feel i want to feel but i’m so tired

@Alex-oc7ck

3 жыл бұрын

I was hugging my sister while listening to this now it shade me more tears..

I listen to this every day just for that “I wanna *feel* it…”

she is so insanely beautiful

@apu2458

Жыл бұрын

I love mitski 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

This song is just 50x sadder in this version ;n:

this song feels like finding someone when you're in such a bad spot. such a low place and you find that one person thats a beacon of hope. they do whatever they can to comfort you.

@abbypfau8898

3 жыл бұрын

i really hope im that person to him. hes said that i have some sort of effect on him and when hes around me he feels relieved. hes getting bad again, everything is stressful for him, and i have been trying to do all i can to help. i dont want him to have to go through this again, i hate seeing him upset. this is the first time ive truly loved someone in two years and i wish i could help more. sorry for ranting in your replys, i just feel like i needed to tell someone. we r both named abby btw

@redwolftrash

3 жыл бұрын

@@abbypfau8898 in the same boat -- just realized he has untreated borderline personality disorder (i have it too, but i learned how to manage it by myself) and that throughout everything, i was his favorite person.

@talormeadors6821

3 жыл бұрын

i’m that beacon of hope for everyone, especially my boyfriend, he never asks if i’m ok or how my day was, and he never gives me attention, he is always playing fortnite with his friends and ik he doesn’t want to talk to me. i give everyone hope even tho i’m at my lowest point. sorry just needed to let it out

@blehhggg

3 жыл бұрын

also feels like after they leave u

@user-tj1ry3ze4m

3 жыл бұрын

I found my girlfriend like that I was on the verge of committing suicide on the freeway before doing so I wrote a post on Instagram as a goodbye in my own words and as I was near the freeway something had told me to look at my notifications and there I seen her empathetic words filled with nothing but love I thought to myself why would a stranger like her care ever since then we’ve been together.

this song feels too much like the comfort of my own mental illness, there’s nowhere left to go other than another usual mental breakdown. every time someone tries to help me, it just doesn’t work out because being depressed and unlovable is my comfort zone. being not okay is how i’ve felt for so long so the warmth of my own clothes is better than my parents since they don’t understand. ok enough being poetic

@gjhartist3685

Жыл бұрын

its weird how depression sometimes saves me from my worst moments. Its like my body says, "okay guy, it's time for you to take a depression nap," I feel like if this wasn't my natural reaction to upsetting stimuli than i would have far more breakdowns than i have had currently

ill never forgive mitski for this 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i’m crying because this reminds me so much of how my mom doesn’t even know how to give me a good childhood because she didn’t have a good one either

@ItsNotKur

2 жыл бұрын

:(

all i wanted was for my parents to be proud of me and tell me they love me. i hate being the oldest and i hate having to carry the world on my shoulders i’m so tired i just want to die i really just want to give up they never loved me it was always fake. anyways it’s my birthday in 11 days so happy early birthday to me

@rue7943

3 жыл бұрын

happy early birthday. i know im not your parents, but i am proud of you and i love you. keep on fighting. you've got this

@soobjn

3 жыл бұрын

a week till your birthday :) ill be sure to come back on the day of it

@elsavass-de-zomba1669

3 жыл бұрын

happy early birthday you sweetheart. you’re doing so well and I’m so, so proud of you dear :)

@abbymiller

3 жыл бұрын

being the eldest sibling is literally a curse, i hope things are getting better and happy late birthday!!

@adoredspace

3 жыл бұрын

Being the eldest sibling can be so tough I'm proud of you for trying ur absolute hardest. Happy late birthday!

The first lines made me go oh my god and cry

@raddest549

Жыл бұрын

Im being real

This song feels like staring at the wall, numb and tired of crying for hours

“My baby, my baby. You’re my baby” insert sobbing

@axolotlplaysgamestoo5522

3 жыл бұрын

IK! I have had so many mental breakdown with this song

This song hits harder when you have a narcissist parent and absolutely hate them for all the things they’ve done to you but you also want to keep lying to yourself and be held by them and be loved by them, even if it’s a lie, even if it’s a fantasy, you want something, anything, from them.

@samantha8449

2 жыл бұрын

yo bro ok i didnt ask to cry rn howd u know

@aburninghil113

2 жыл бұрын

i just want them to love me

@hwimilk

2 жыл бұрын

hey;; i just want to let all of you know that you deserve love. you deserve all of the love in the world. you deserved to have a parent to love you and hold you and care for you, to value you, to make you feel safe and happy and at home. and that hurting, it doesn't ever really go away, and sometimes you might feel like that's all there is. but it's not. it's not. and it'll get better, i promise. there are people in the world who will do that for you. they'll hold you, and love you, and you won't have to feel so alone again. i promise. one day you'll feel like you have a home. the hurting never ever really goes away, but i promise it gets better. i promise. okay? and: you deserve *love* because you are *alive* you *deserve* food because you are *alive* you deserve to be held because you are *alive* you don't have to do anything to be enough, because you already are, i promise you. you don't have to pay anything for love or affection. cause it's their fault, not yours, that they aren't there for you. you didn't do anything wrong, ever, to deserve that. and;; no love will ever really replace theirs that wasn't there. i know that. i'm so so sorry that you have to go through that, and i do, too, actually. but i'm always here if you need anything at all.okay? *much hugs*

@everaced

2 жыл бұрын

i feel guilty for thinking mine is narcissistic, but i feel like i'm living their dream and not my own. growing up they told me i was a genius and there was gonna be a lot of amazing things in store. now i'm an adult and the opposite has happened. now there's nothing to show that i am in their eyes anymore. i was nurtured to adopt their views, that arrogant outlook, so much to the point where i've had to vomit it from my system. now i'm constantly switching between an extremely low self-esteem and overly inflated & delusional ego. it sucks being this unstable and i don't want to blame it on someone else but it feels like they're a huge reason why i'm struggling so much with life. and the moment i try to bring this up to them, they won't listen. the one time i tried to critique them they yelled my face off and i got scared, so scared. i don't know... but maybe one day i will know. one day it'll come to me and i'll be free at last thanks for reading a random stranger's vent. and thank you for inspiring me to write out some much-needed words of truth

@normanteio5402

2 жыл бұрын

Oh, same here. You're not alone (sending a hug to u)

My mom took her life just roughly 2 years ago. Our relationship was very turbulent. Just as someone above mentioned this gives off the vibe of rooting for a relationship that was destined to fail. I tried to help her but she didn't want help. I couldn't save her from herself and now im saving myself from her echos. Everytime I hear the intro, I associate it with feeling like I was the parent and just wishing she was mine.

@lunarcutie23

8 ай бұрын

i’m so sorry, dear stranger

@tahaaltamro4622

7 ай бұрын

So sorry to hear that she is in a much better place

This song makes me question my existence.

this makes me feel like watching myself in a mirror, seeing my mental health deteriorate and not feeling as though i am able to do anything about it

mitskis songs make you a masochist for heartbreak. do anything for these depths !

I miss my mother's love so much...

I’ve cried to this song so many times atp

@kikakoto4060

Жыл бұрын

Me too 🙁

this is oddly comforting,, it especially hits hard when you just got back from a mental breakdown or you're still having it and just needed to be comforted by the queen mitski.

@YUNGLEANLOVER922

3 жыл бұрын

scroll if you dont wanan see vrnt shutupshutupshutupshutupshutupshutup stop asssumign sbit please just stop i cant deal with this today pease stop already stop stop stop stop shutupshutupshutupshutupshutupshutup i dont feel like speaking up today or ever pleaee just sotp pelase you're making the pain worse, i love you but plrase just stkp olease i csnt tske it pleasepleaseplease i dont even know whsy i did srong yesterday why did you get mad at me why are you mad at me plese where did i go wrong.

“My baby, my baby. You’re my baby” oh what I would give to genuinely feel that way again

1:38 THIS PART IS SOF UCKIG COMFOEUNG IDK WHY???? THE TONE IN HER VOICE JUST AMKES ME AJSJSHWAHDIWHAHSHHS

@kasanene

9 ай бұрын

the sheer rise in her voice means so much to me she could hum lullabies to me and id fall asleep in an instant

this song hurts more than any song ever could, it perfectly encapsulates the pain that comes with the human experience

New Year’s Eve 2020, just before the clock struck midnight this song came on as I cried in my bedroom in the dark. I remember looking up through tears and as mitski sang “I want to feel it” a firework misfired and shot out sideways in direct view of my bedroom window, it was a big, expensive firework too. So I spent the first minute of 2021 crying out the stress of the year before, listening to mitski and watching gold sparkles rain from the sky over my back garden. If I can ever upload memories to the internet in a video format, that will be the first one I would want to share.

@isabellahoy-nielsen1614

3 жыл бұрын

bro thats so beautiful i'm so glad u experienced that

@octaviodiaz7277

3 жыл бұрын

you need to make a youtube video about that and talk about your story!

@leeloo8501

3 жыл бұрын

I wish to see this, it sounds...perfect for this song.

@izzie2171

3 жыл бұрын

DUDE SOMEONE SHOULD ANIMATE THIS

@elsavass-de-zomba1669

3 жыл бұрын

@@izzie2171 please!! anyone!!

the background of this video looks like its from one of those realistic minecraft mods

@millieallwood683

3 жыл бұрын

i think this is the only positive comment i’ve seen in this comment section

@floatingtremolo

3 жыл бұрын

haha funny minecraft!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah. the “my baby, my baby, my baby, you’re my baby say it to me.” part is sad. but i’m crying over the “i bet on losing dogs, i know they’re losing and i’d pay for my place by the ring to look in their eyes when they’re down.”

I just lost my cat, and the whole time I was holding his little body I had this song in my head on repeat. Harrowing beauty.

this song makes me sob uncontrollably i just wanna hug somebody already.

@veneredinsta3304

3 жыл бұрын

I'm with you, I know it's not that much but I send you a virtual hug

“My baby, my baby..” it hits different when you’ve never had a mother/parent figure to be there for you when you needed it the most.

@isabelle9812

Жыл бұрын

THIS IS WHAT I FEEL OMG

We all just need a hug don't we

I wish my mom can talk to me the way she did in the intro

@Mermaid52

9 ай бұрын

I wish... I would love to too. but he only does that to my other brother. :) (Google translate :'/)

@Diorcigarette

9 ай бұрын

So we all have mommy issues huh

I want my mom hug me so bad

@cceren1095

3 жыл бұрын

bruh same :(

@strawberrycow7087

3 жыл бұрын

I'll be your mom and hug you I that ok? ♡´･ᴗ･`♡

@strawberrycow7087

3 жыл бұрын

@@cceren1095 I'll be your mom to and give you a mom hug if you'd like ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

@geraldinems474

3 жыл бұрын

same:(((

@emma4372

2 жыл бұрын

Me too :(

this melody grabs you from the first notes, hauls you close by your shirt collar and whispers in your face, "gonna cry? you gonna cry?"

@32.saibahelal21

9 ай бұрын

Oh my God :(

@AudioAlure

7 ай бұрын

Fucking honestly 😭

"i always want you when i'm finally fine" i rlly feel that

@joemamacool

2 жыл бұрын

same

at the beggining this feels like a quiet voice comforting you, while you let the tears roll of your face. perhaps a voice of someone you wished was present.

her saying “baby” is the most comforting thing ever