adrianne lenker - not a lot, just forever (official audio)
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filmed by adrianne lenker
edited by v haddad
produced by adam gundersheimer
slopehouse productions
www.adriannelenker.com/
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LYRICS:
through your eyes i see
the smile you bring to me
to your joy i tether
not a lot, just forever
intertwined, sewn together
like the rock bears the weather
not a lot, just forever
my dog barks wildly
to protect my infancy
from my ex-believer
i try to calm the wolf
to remind her i am both
still, she tears at my sweater
not a lot, just forever
intertwined, sewn together
as the wren sheds her feather
not a lot, just forever
your dearest fantasy
is to grow a baby in me
i could be a good mother
and i want to be your wife
so i hold you to my knife
and i steal your letter
not a lot, just forever
intertwined sewn together
as the rock wears the weather
not a lot, just forever
so, i bash around the house
the poison stains my mouth
she comes, i let her and
we share a paradise (pair of dice)
i roll them once or twice
can’t get much better
not a lot, just forever
intertwined, sewn together
as the rock bares the weather
not a lot, just forever
not a lot, just forever
intertwined, sewn together
as the wren bares her feathers
not a lot, just forever
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she's so brave to be so vulnerable, can't even imagine the heartbreak she went through to write something like this
@fullysickrockstar
3 жыл бұрын
Heartbreak?
@owenthatcher9902
Жыл бұрын
@@fullysickrockstar i believe this whole album to be about a relationship that couldnt be understood by anyone but herself and whoever, since ended. prolly me making up some mad backstory in my head though.
@docwauwau7737
2 ай бұрын
Well i can lol i mean not lol
@cheesecake_mp3
24 күн бұрын
@@nuitNo.6what are you even talking about
@myanoel0
16 күн бұрын
@@owenthatcher9902Bro i know this is supposed to be sad but i audibly laughed at your comment
I miss my mom and shes down stairs rn laughing at ig reels
@stargirl8465
Ай бұрын
That’s love, how beautiful is it?
@zyrahramz6070
Ай бұрын
Relatable ahh
@maryam._xvv
26 күн бұрын
ugh
@meaganhruby9712
15 күн бұрын
You’re so real for this 😭😭
@jackkolnerhoeck8210
8 күн бұрын
Go Dawn and hug her
When the song is sad but the meaning is even sadder 😭
@swizzycake
2 ай бұрын
what does it mean?
@Zaneexists
Ай бұрын
@@swizzycake It's about the singer's love for her partner, the relationship, how it's gone toxic, and how it ends up not working out
Through your eyes I see A smile you bring to me To your joy, I tether Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together Like the rock bears the weather Not a lot, just forever My dog barks wildly To protect my infancy From my ex-believer And I try to calm the wolf To remind her I am both Still she tears at my sweater Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together As the wren sheds her feather Not a lot, just forever And your dearest fantasy Is to grow a baby in me I could be a good mother And I wanna be your wife So I hold you to my knife And I steal your letter Not a lot, just forever Intertwine some together As the rock bears the weather Not a lot, just forever So I bash around the house And the poison stains my mouth She comes, I let her And we share a paradise And I roll them once or twice Can't get much better Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together As the rock bears the weather Not a lot, just forever Not a lot, just forever Intertwined, sewn together As the wren bares her feathers Not a lot, just forever
has to be one of the best songwriters alive.
@edenoliveira4037
3 жыл бұрын
without a doubt
@rachealthomas3104
3 жыл бұрын
Great lyrics
@owenthatcher9902
Жыл бұрын
understands how 2 express how we can all feel
@dracuIascoffin
Жыл бұрын
absolutely
@eljones3702
10 ай бұрын
Hands down
It is 02:09 on Thursday the 28th of December 2023, and im listening to this song for the first time in my life, i hope someday in the distant future i find this again
@alfonsoparrado3112
4 ай бұрын
wtf are you saying bro
@tatejensen7892
4 ай бұрын
Bro just put it on a playlist damn
@Min-hq4hq
3 ай бұрын
@@tatejensen7892LOL
@staaardustt
2 ай бұрын
reminder to come back to this song
@enobywei1357
2 ай бұрын
@@alfonsoparrado3112 chillout I lose my favorite songs too
“Not a lot just forever” the great intricate story of love summed up.
when I first heard this song, I cried for days every time I even thought about it. the way this song makes makes my soul hurt is unmatched and i feel like clawing into myself and cleaving out whatever is inside anytime I even think it. it has touched me so much that i have to push it down and away because if I think about it too long i cannot stop. this is the most emotion a song has ever evoked out of me and it’s incredible and you are so talented and its so beautiful but i can never listen to this again because i will spend the rest of my life in tears
@devynnleo
5 ай бұрын
these comments make me feel a bit better about feeling sad everytime i hear this song
@beautifullykayla
5 ай бұрын
You should consider being a writer
@user-zg3vd2fg6o
9 күн бұрын
womp womp
I cried the first time I heard it. Absolute sublime.
@Yawpism
3 жыл бұрын
I cry every time 🥰
lots of dog mentioning on this album, wonderful
@devontejonvireclark
3 жыл бұрын
Shouts out Alex G
@shadyrx2
3 жыл бұрын
@@devontejonvireclark people to come p
possibly the best songwriter of our generation. everything is so pure and vulnerable. each word just piles on top of one another
I could be a good mother
I can’t begin to describe how sad this song makes me
@devynnleo
5 ай бұрын
same
truly discovering adrianne lenker and big thief 6 years ago was so beneficial for my outlook on life
this is quite possibly one of the most beautiful songs ever written
I wish i was a musician so i can just sing my heart out
@LilPeep4Life-1
8 күн бұрын
Become one. I post my songs on apps like SoundCloud and Audiomack. It’s kind of like my therapy
The guitar part is so beautiful. The part at 0:14 that repeats throughout the song feels like genuine heartbreak coming into focus for a moment, like it's difficult to stay with for any longer.
@zacstaffiere
3 жыл бұрын
beautifully said
@zeocit
3 жыл бұрын
@@zacstaffiere indeed
I love a girl named Jade
@Its_skye171
2 ай бұрын
stop my names jade
@adrianbordones4136
2 ай бұрын
I love a girl named Melanie
@vvvvhx
Ай бұрын
I love a boy named Andrej
@jamie46273
Ай бұрын
i love a girl named Georgia
@rory1028
Ай бұрын
i love a boy named Bartek
Saw this on an edit of Drake Bell and Amanda Bynes as kids together. I’ve been crying ever since. It was the moment “Quiet on Set” truly hit me.
idk why but "she comes, i let her" at 2:47 hits me so hard
@H3LL_BILLY
2 ай бұрын
Real
@ilovemerylstreep73
2 ай бұрын
Full body chills
It is 11:12 AM on Friday March 1st 2024. I'm listening to this song for the very first time. It's beautiful. I'm a different person right now then I'll ever be. I turned 16 this year. I hope you have an amazing day.
@lal_identity_v9478
Ай бұрын
I love you so much
@br1I
5 күн бұрын
hope you had a wholesome 16th birthday!! ur so sweet, I hope we can make everyday an amazing day
This song sounds like a warm hug from someone or something who understands me deeply in a way that I wouldn’t know how to describe with words or any kind of communication. I appreciate this piece of work with all of my heart.
I cry every time I hear this song.
@Yawpism
2 жыл бұрын
""
@maliyahHofer
2 ай бұрын
its okay me to
I've been listening to this for hours on end, it's so beautiful I hope she never stops singing and writing and all this it's so gorgeous and I feel blessed to listen to it
I have cried many times to this song. The way she describes the love she has for the other person and how they both mutually feel that way makes me feel strangely sad. Really brings out an emotion in my that I didn’t know existed till now.
in another lifetime, i will find you. i won’t hurt you , i’ll do everything right. i will love you like i’m breathing and show you how much you deserve
@lal_identity_v9478
Ай бұрын
I m so sorry and i hope you will find her / him
He was a part of my soul, 2 years and I can’t get over him I still feel like throwing up every time i talk to him, still tear up
I just keep listening to this over and over and over and crying so hard I don’t know what it is
Cried my heart out to this song but my eyelashes looked great!
I’m sixteen. My boyfriend and I are on a break, regarding our relationship, right now. I think of him every time I hear this song. He’s a sweetheart. We’re intertwined and sewn together.
@ChainSmokinWithMom
17 күн бұрын
Get your boyfriend back. Nothing good comes from a break. Trust me. Good luck I wish you the best!
the love of my life dumped me a week ago, i used to think of her when i listened to this. now it feels bitter listening
@riley8955
8 ай бұрын
how are you feeling about it now? you dont have to answer but im curious; i was broken up with 10 months ago
@Hshshdfb
2 ай бұрын
@@riley8955hope you guys are doing ok.
"i fantasize about playing this song for you on a road-trip somewhere in the wilderness"
I have never had the pleasure to meet Adrianne in person. I barely know a little bit about her, but to me it feels like nobody else could have written something so pure like this.
@alfonsoparrado3112
4 ай бұрын
clearly you've never heard of Elliott Smith
@zzslippin8829
2 ай бұрын
@@alfonsoparrado3112 what songs from him would u recommend
@alfonsoparrado3112
2 ай бұрын
Between the bars, alameda, 2:45 am, Twilight, no name #1. There are so many!@@zzslippin8829
In love with someone who can never know. 💛
I keep thinking about my boyfriend every time I listen to this song. Yesterday, he told me that he thought about me in everything he saw, and it was so heartwarming to know, because I do that too. I see him in everything I see-the trees, the flowers, even my clothes. I love thinking about him, and I wish he loved thinking about me too. I love you, Jor.
This made me cry the first time I heard it. Favourite song on Songs.
what a record.. it's a perfect fit for my top 10 acoustics ever
1:21-1:30 that recurring melody is one of the most things i've ever heard
Just can't really describe in words how good this is...
this is my favorite song ever. it's gotten me through so much in the past year.
Instant tears
I'm sobbing
This is one of a kind, can never and will never be replaced.
Adriannes songs are so perfect in the fact that you can be crying your eyes out to it at one point, then dancing around your room to it, then staring into the distance, serenading yourself with it, feel at peace with it, feel empty with it, ANYTHING
this song means the world to me
This is the first time I'm listening to Arianne's music Tuesday the 2nd of May 2023
@randomstuffandye
Жыл бұрын
*Adrianne's (oops)
I love this song so much...I listen to it all day, I even listen to it when I go to sleep.This song just has something that makes you feel so close to the lyrics, it just bewitches you.
i actually sobbed with literal snot and spit coming out of me to this song
you’re immensely talented, thank you for sharing your gift
first song im hearing of her and wow im in awe
Thank you for recommending this song to me, Noelle.
This song makes me feel something different... like a real story telling of the love through my eyes and my life. It brings out raw emotions, and the lyrics are beautifully put! Such a outstanding piece of art this song is :)❤
After a month playing games with my 2 friends, one of them just touched my heart with his laugh, ruined humor and way to empathize. Discord help us to talk often. I thought I would never find someone to love or to feel loved by someone after a break, longdistance relationship with someone very different from me, but I learned so much things thanks to her. I prefered to say to to my friend I felt love, and not just friendship between us... She felt the same. I think you just have to give yourself a chance and be grateful about your past and keep walking, love, smile, feel you're loved, make someone smile. Don't get stuck! ❤
@adrianbordones4136
Ай бұрын
After 2 months, I realize I didnt get rid of my ex (longdistance relationship) so I hurt this girl I met, prolly someone who would be the best person I have ever met, pure and genuine personality with the same humor as me, but it was my fault, it wasn't the time, cause never is the right time to do something, you just take the risk, and I lost her. Now I'm alone, focusing in me and my studies, but each day feeling I have anymore strong feelings to my ex who just played with me, but I think thats something I deserved by not having some teenager love, cause I could say she wasnt mature as I thought having my same age, but it was love in some way, even if she was too different from me.
I looked at my dog sleeping and started crying, he ain’t dead but I just love him
Hits differently at 3:58am
@user-cm2of7zs5e
2 ай бұрын
4:57am still hits a year later
Adrianne Lenker is just something else
The feeling that I’m loosing you forever and without I could love you better. I wish i loved you differently maybe in another lifetime I’ll love you the way you deserve
Thank you for existing and doing what you do. Absolutely mystical and sublime. The tenderness in your writing is everything! Thank you!!
Mississippi Public Broadcasting brought me here. I LOVE it..
@icystorm9
3 жыл бұрын
Good job Mississippi!
I cry every single time when I hear this song. It does something to your soul.
i never cry to songs or media but this song hit me in my core and now theres a ball in my throat
This song pulls the truth out of my tears and heart. No song has made me feel this connected and reunited with who I once was. I feel every emotion I have come to know throughout this song. Truely beautiful, thank you.
I think this has to be the best youtube recommendation I've received in 10 years on this site. Such a beautiful voice and instrumental. I'm going to have to force myself to not listen to this ten times a day.
what the hell this song makes me UPSET but in a good way
I know this is probably not what this song means, but here is how I see it. "Not A lot Just Forever." Means something you have to deal with forever, it may not seem like a lot at the moment, or you may tell yourself this. But it's going to be forever. "Like the rock bears the weather." shows the rock has beared the weather, no matter if it is stormy, or sunny. It always gets through the weather. "When a dog barks wildly, to protect its infentsy" means to the dog is barking wildly, quickly getting defensive to protect its infentsy, something that will always be apart of them. Something that means alot to them. The dog may act on this without even realizing it. Again, I know this probably isnt what it means. But it brings me comfort to think of it this way.
@breezywolf14
Ай бұрын
this is the only reason that makes sense
@ortezac.5339
Ай бұрын
*infancy. That aside...your interpretation seems spot on. And it hit me in the gut, going through something at the moment I'm really hoping would simply pass like all the rest but having a dark feeling it'd stay with me for the rest of my life. Thanks for putting it to words, man. TwT
I think about him when I listen to this 🖤
Absolute beauty
"And I wana be your wife, so i hold you to my knife. And i steal your letter, not a lot just forever"
I've always wanted to be a mother. but due to a whole childhood of trauma and self-loathing, I fear I may never reach that day. I had a dream the other night that I was holding a baby boy. I woke up distraught that he wasnt there. Im only 18, but I never pictured a future for myself, Im scared I will never see my baby boy. maybe it was a sign to keep going my school counselor, when I told her assured me, I'd have a family, and I nearly started bawling. I dunno what the point of this ramble is, I wonder if anyone else feels the same
The birds 🐦 sing with this song 🔊 🤙
I find it Hard to listen to this song. It is by no means a bad song at all, I actually find it quite nice. It’s the memories this song brings along. Every time I find my self vividly remembering the time I found the love I spent was for nothing. As I sat on that FaceTime call quietly, trying to find what to say to her without bursting out in tears again. As she sat going about her evening despite telling me that she felt nothing but a random guy after all the time we spent together. I cried. Hard. Every night for weeks after then, I found it even harder knowing there was nothing of either of us could have done. She felt no spark for me as I did for her, when my heart raced when I stared at her she didn’t feel the same racing rhythm and the stumbling of my words as I looked into her chocolate brown eyes. The comfort her hand gave me intertwined with mine. It was all my own dream. I knew after I hung up that call it would be the last time we ever spoke as familiar faces. And I tried everything to make sure that wasn’t the case. And here I am. I hope it’s for the better but im still heartbroken. Healing, but slowly. I miss my beautiful girl, and I miss how much of safe space she gave me. The moments I cried in her arms, the time I comforted her as another man did the very same thing she would soon do to me. I miss her so much and this song reminds me so much.
@sofishqq
2 ай бұрын
everythings going to be okay, i promise
@mraesop417
2 ай бұрын
@@sofishqq thank you.
@myanoel0
16 күн бұрын
i hope you are better 2 months later. I promise you, someone else will find you and love you back. and I also know you will get through it. Letting go of her actual means and shows that you love her, keeping her would have been hard for both of you. I wish you well my friend.
I remember listening to this song when it was blizzarding out and smoking cigarettes outside, but i was so drunk i didnt care because the alcohol kept me warm. Will never forget it
sounds lovely!
thank you Adrianne
اليوم تذكرت هالاغنيه بالمدرسه و بكيت عشانها تذكرني بكل شي
@l8l-
Ай бұрын
كيوت شفتك هنا 💓
"I could be a good mother" Idk as someone with parental issues and stuff this song makes me think about how I can change as a person and not have to be like them in any way if I don't want to, like my life is mine and I can do whatever I want with it. One day I wanna be a mom, and I wanna do better than my parents ever could. But only time will tell.
You mean so much to me you made me feel things I’ve never felt before when i thought things won’t ever get better. I know i never met you so how can i miss you? How can i love someone I didn’t hear their voice or touched them or even talked to them? How could i know a stranger like you more than anyone? But somehow i can’t get over you even after 569 days. How can i forget you when you were the only person who made me feel safe and then you left but you didn’t make me regret anything? You have the sweetest soul ever. I miss having dreams about you if i can’t meet you in dreams then where should we meet? Please visit me in my dreams again i really miss you. You make me feel safe even when you’re absent. How warm your soul should be to make a person like me feel the warmth ?
another stunner & maybe my favourite of the newest bunch of beauties.
I absolutely love this song 💕💕
Thank you thank you thank you discover weekly for showing me this song
I'll never get over this one
This helps me heal my soul thank you!
open d windchime sound like air passing over pines. partner song to anything
yo te amo adrianne lenker, todo lo que escribes es perfecto para mi, me haces llorar la mayoría del tiempo pero a la vez me das una tranquilidad que pocas veces alcanzo por mi propia cuenta, me gustaría recorrer bosques y desiertos y lagos con una guitarra y la paz que tú tienes... admirador numero 1000 del otro lado del mundo
Listening to this whilst writing, such an amazing song
It's 8:42 AM and I'm not trying to cry because of this song 😭
this song makes me want to rip all my hair off my head in a positive way but still crying
well we all just here. yall must be unwell too.
This song feels like warm sunlight against my skin fr
literally crying rn 😭😭
This is beautiful
@khalea1651
Ай бұрын
Profile pic twin 🥴
thank you
PS: Her brother drew the new Wren T shirts inspired by this lyric, he is merch manager on this tour
i have a person named Leo. they are my little crow and our souls match. we are not romantic, we are not platonic, we are intertwined
all I do is cry to these songs
forever seemed impossible and distant until i met you
2:10 Monday the 19th of February is the first time I’ve heard it and like
i love adrianne lenker
This warms my heart bitter sweetly just as Bob Dylan could.
Amazing songwriting