I can relate to the feeling of waiting for my life to start. I hope things start getting easier for you. Being burnt out is horrible, and feeling like you're in a never-ending cycle of work, sleep repeat, is so tiring. I feel you. Sending you healing vibes. ❤

Ps I love the fairy box you did. ❤

Moving is a stressful process! Boxes will always be there so don’t stress about material stuff. Save that paper with your job to move from there. I moved into a new place when I was about 5-6 months pregnant and it was hard because I couldn’t do much. My wee bit advice is to get your health on track, save, and then move and when you’re ready, grow your family. Don’t worry about your age, you’re still young, so you’ve got time. Take care of yourself first❤

21:16 the older I get the worst my social anxiety has gotten as well

Girl you have SO much going on and you need to take time to take care of yourself. We are always gonna be here for you so don't worry about that! I think we have more social anxiety as adults because we've seen and know so much about the world and what can happen. In reality there isn't really all that much that will harm us but our CPTSD is a b*&ch! Your life is hard! It took me until my 30s to decide to make a big change in my life and get my ish together. You got this!!!

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

It makes me feel so behind in life, but I also know those timelines are made up! After we move I likely won't be working, so I keep telling myself just work as hard as possible for the next 5 months and I am set.

I’ll be sending you boxes for free until October. I want you to keep doing unboxing videos. You’re great at it. And this is my small way of making sure you continue gracing us with your personality here on KZread. Much love ❤

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

OMG Joy you are really the sweetest. ❤️ That is so beyond generous.

@MagicalButterflySpirit

2 ай бұрын

@@AerlaMoonstone 🫶🏾

I have lupus and Sjogren’s syndrome. I was diagnosed in 2010. Moving can be so very stressful.

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

One of my best friends has lupus as well, and so does my bio dad's twin sister. Not fun. It is something they were considering if I may have, but my current care team won't consider some of my symptoms seriously and tend to chalk everything up to diabetes.

Sometimes windows open when we need them most, and new opportunities rise like a phoenix to give you more or better opportunities. Wishing you all the best in light and love.

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

Thank you so much, Beth!

❤ Hi Aerla. I have atopic exzema since birth and it is so hard to deal with autoimmune diseases. I think from all the steroid cortisoid medicine and being born prematurely my heart is 👎 always above 150 blood pressure. I have to work 180 hours in 2 weeks and travelling home 4 hrs a day. It is so hard to do the KZread channel but I don't wanna give up on it. Work is so toxic the big bosses are so upset cause I can't work 25 hrs a day which I did for a year. It was so hard. I do hope you feel better but the homeless drug situation is not fun to deal with. Please keep us posted on how you are doing. Btw you are great at story telling. Having all this chaos in your living environment please take good care of urself. For food situations try to look into hello fresh they sell frozen meals n ready to cook meals. N they are 110 for 5 full meals for 2 servings. I use it once a few months. Moving is horrendous expensive! Take it step by step slowly. ❤❤❤

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

I am sorry you are dealing with that! That is also soooo much work, I am sorry!

@SnazzyZee

2 ай бұрын

@@AerlaMoonstone thank you. I hope all goes well for you and your health improves!

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

@@SnazzyZee thank you. ❤️

I have moved over 45 times now. It is scary yet exciting. Remember it is just stuff. It is “mostly” replaceable. The boxes will still be there. Keep track of savings on paper and it helps keep you going. We will be here cheering you on.

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

Holy cow, 45 times! We are severely downsizing and I think it will all fit in one pod if we go that route. I am mostly stressed about finding a rental before we go because we have 3 cats and a ferret.

@Audri_at_Auds-and-Ends

2 ай бұрын

@@AerlaMoonstone I recommend speaking to your heath care provider and getting a letter making your cat (s) your ESA. Emotional service animal. The doc just needs to state in his professional opinion that the animals are needed for your emotional or physical well being. Then they can not be turned down or charged deposits from a landlord.

I want to hug you. 🖤

@AerlaMoonstone

2 ай бұрын

Me too, sweet friend! ❤️