Life is BS - Rant

I had to express all the dark feelings and emotions I had bottled up. I hope this video can help someone especially those with depression and who feel exhausted with life. I really appreciate you if you watched it and wish you the best.
Insta: mari_7x27
Edit: I don't fully agree with everything I said in this video months ago. This was me at my lowest point but I'm keeping it up as a record of time and hope it still helps others know they're not alone thank you.
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  • @cq_was_here
    @cq_was_here8 ай бұрын

    "Dont kill yourself just wait, because you're gonna die anyway" is one of the best anti-suicide messages I've heard lmao

  • @fruityoverlord9937

    @fruityoverlord9937

    8 ай бұрын

    It actually is. Death is permanent while life can improve and switch around in an instant. So why rush it when you are 100% guaranteed to get death in the end.

  • @230mps

    @230mps

    8 ай бұрын

    “Do yourself no injury. Other men are always good for that.” -kingdom of heaven.

  • @chickedee1085

    @chickedee1085

    8 ай бұрын

    I so would have gone, but I have people who rely on me, so I’m trapped.

  • @james90790

    @james90790

    8 ай бұрын

    @@chickedee1085 same this shit is prison

  • @chickedee1085

    @chickedee1085

    8 ай бұрын

    @@james90790 we didn’t even get a choice if we wanted to do the 70 years. It must be great if a person likes it.

  • @elysetwichell9974
    @elysetwichell99747 ай бұрын

    "If you're a little weird or awkward, no one likes you." I feel that.

  • @martinmunnelly5532

    @martinmunnelly5532

    7 ай бұрын

    That probably because you are weird and awkward too so you see the similarities. But don't make a pathetic attention seeking video it's dull and been done loads

  • @someoneout-there2165

    @someoneout-there2165

    7 ай бұрын

    Yep. I like someone, don't fit in well but still trying in ways to contribute to him. Some people just have a profound effect on you, without being able to filly explain why.

  • @alexfriedman2152

    @alexfriedman2152

    7 ай бұрын

    except Men have 100000 X harder lives than women. Women honestly don't even have anything to complain about. They will never know the sufferings of man.

  • @kristinadospoy7347

    @kristinadospoy7347

    7 ай бұрын

    I can definitely relate to that, feeling insecure, awkward, and gawky. I never married and am 47. There are days when I can't think of anything better in my life after work.

  • @martinmunnelly5532

    @martinmunnelly5532

    7 ай бұрын

    @@kristinadospoy7347 try being horrible to people worse off than yourself it makes you feel better and more powerful

  • @jeffpaxton9172
    @jeffpaxton917217 күн бұрын

    You’re just a real dude in a world filled with fake people. Don’t change who you are. Real people are hard to come by nowadays.

  • @TheMingez2

    @TheMingez2

    9 күн бұрын

    I agree, I used to want to make friends with people but... now I just don't. I don't even try, I don't pretend, I don't reach out. I'm done with being nice, and am very selective of who I let into my world. I also feel like leaving and be in peace. Being on my own is so peaceful. I see all these folks out for bottomless brunch, going out to music festivals, etc but I don't see there is genuine connection. It's all a facade to everyone, and I'm not willing to deal with that type of crowd.

  • @82pythons85

    @82pythons85

    4 күн бұрын

    False.

  • @user-by3nd4rm6c

    @user-by3nd4rm6c

    3 күн бұрын

    @@82pythons85 ^fake person

  • @user-by3nd4rm6c

    @user-by3nd4rm6c

    3 күн бұрын

    @@TheMingez2 You don't have to make friends necessarily, but all of us humans still owe invitations of politeness, compassion, and empathy to one another, anything less is not an option

  • @BrendenNichols

    @BrendenNichols

    Күн бұрын

    Absolutely true. Real people are truly a rarity these days.

  • @patrickle2500
    @patrickle250015 күн бұрын

    My mom just died. Legit a few hours ago. I’ve seen this more than 10x. My dude speaks true. I come back to listen so that I’m not alone.

  • @nickmorgan8434

    @nickmorgan8434

    4 күн бұрын

    Patrick im so heartbroken for you..I love you brother 💔

  • @axelstruelove
    @axelstruelove8 ай бұрын

    A lot of people feel the way you feel but you're braver than most for admitting it

  • @blackpillowajulka3176

    @blackpillowajulka3176

    8 ай бұрын

    A lot of men*

  • @sma11zstudioz67

    @sma11zstudioz67

    8 ай бұрын

    Couldn’t put it in words better myself than this guy

  • @jroc6166

    @jroc6166

    8 ай бұрын

    ​@@blackpillowajulka3176Is that what you conclude from personal experience? I can admit as a man, we tend to never feel fulfilled..... Like we could always be more, do more, be better at things etc.... Like chasing the wind.

  • @rishiy.8996

    @rishiy.8996

    8 ай бұрын

    lmao who cares@@blackpillowajulka3176

  • @pussydestroyer69285

    @pussydestroyer69285

    8 ай бұрын

    ​@@blackpillowajulka3176 both men and women are capable of being depressed though? Men and women get depressed at the same rates

  • @daviddylan5153
    @daviddylan51538 ай бұрын

    The fact that you made this video and opened up means you're stronger than most in this fake world. You're not alone my brother.

  • @inquisite472

    @inquisite472

    8 ай бұрын

    ❤ Only pets knows people how they really are,they dont talk ,dont judge and they give a humanbein so much love with their cuteness,,only pets see humans how they really are,,

  • @andrewhenderson7858

    @andrewhenderson7858

    8 ай бұрын

    Agreed, I want people like these as friends.

  • @S.AnnMarie

    @S.AnnMarie

    8 ай бұрын

  • @teeaymusik9811

    @teeaymusik9811

    8 ай бұрын

    @@andrewhenderson7858 And even then a friendship is work. I start to believe that i dont really need friends and even if, it will be too hard to find them.

  • @andrewhenderson7858

    @andrewhenderson7858

    8 ай бұрын

    @@teeaymusik9811 Friends are a big reason I'm able to stay sane. Hell, I was thinking to cop some bud so I looked up the nearest murder in my area and it was a stabbing at a gas station. I go there and I approach the cashier asking him where I can get some weed, I of course buy something to satisfy the camera. This random ass person turns out to be a plug and we become great friends over time. After a couple years he doesn't see me as a customer though a close friend. I smoke with him every day, for free. We can talk about literally anything with too much resistance.

  • @BrendenNichols
    @BrendenNicholsАй бұрын

    "Everything about life has to do with other people and I don't want to be around other people anymore, because all it is is disappointment every time." This statement in particular hits hard. This is essentially 90% of how I feel around most people nowadays.

  • @drumdelorean7341
    @drumdelorean73414 күн бұрын

    Dude I'm almost 45 and I totally get what you're talking about. I've always been outside of "the circle". High school doesn't actually end it just changes its name to full time job. Keep your head up man, alot of people in the comments say it's good to have real people in a sea of fakes trying to conform. They're right. Don't let this world dull your shine.

  • @hermosotino
    @hermosotino8 ай бұрын

    You discovered an army of people who can relate to you..... you're not alone. Thanks for the video

  • @musicandpoetry_8

    @musicandpoetry_8

    7 ай бұрын

    It’s funny how we’re all here feeling the exact same but we could pass each other at a coffee shop and never know 😞

  • @hermosotino

    @hermosotino

    7 ай бұрын

    @@musicandpoetry_8 people should try to talk to each other more often than usual. It all starts with a "hey" or a "hello"

  • @jasonzacharias2150

    @jasonzacharias2150

    7 ай бұрын

    👼

  • @RealSlxzz

    @RealSlxzz

    7 ай бұрын

    @@jasonzacharias2150 only people in this entity can talk to people within the entity

  • @neilmcdougall4927

    @neilmcdougall4927

    5 ай бұрын

    And as planned we are all scattered (no actual unification) with our feelings captured on a computer

  • @Fogmaster1990
    @Fogmaster19907 ай бұрын

    I’m 33 years old and I still feel like a loner and outcast at work and in society. I see other people be “normal” and wonder to myself why I can’t be like them. And the truth is they are better at faking their happiness with their smiles. I can’t fake anything and that is why I appear weird because I’m actually showing my emotions without hiding it.

  • @Libzlvzadance

    @Libzlvzadance

    7 ай бұрын

    Yeah, i got ya, I'm too blunt to be subtle.

  • @graceomakada5082

    @graceomakada5082

    7 ай бұрын

    Not everyone is fake. Ofcourse everyone has good and bad days. To connect with people you have to adjust which is not being fake. We can't get everything by just being ourselves all the time.

  • @graceomakada5082

    @graceomakada5082

    7 ай бұрын

    @@ft-sd6ux Yeah that's true that we have our authentic sides that's not fake. I also wouldn't recommend anyone to try so hard by adjusting if there's no reciprocity.

  • @LaughingLead

    @LaughingLead

    7 ай бұрын

    Yep me too, I’m too real and blunt and people are opposed of the truth and more mad I’m not able to hide it. Why can’t we all come together and be supportive of the truth

  • @kjdaniels3267

    @kjdaniels3267

    7 ай бұрын

    I relate a lot too this, I am very blunt and will be honest when going through a bad time and it feels like people want you to pretend like you are "fine" all the time.

  • @Nana48011
    @Nana4801128 күн бұрын

    The worst part about depression for me is when you completely think there is no solution and reality proves that to you over and over again and you end up just feeling let down. 😕

  • @youaresoft-ee4ub

    @youaresoft-ee4ub

    17 күн бұрын

    get off the pills. thats the real problem

  • @andrewjohn2124

    @andrewjohn2124

    6 күн бұрын

    I have been in functional depression for most of my life. I don't even know what it means to be happy. I hope for things to be better but I don't see my life getting much better. If I didn't have work to go to I wouldn't talk to anyone.

  • @youaresoft-ee4ub

    @youaresoft-ee4ub

    5 күн бұрын

    @@andrewjohn2124 YOU have been on medication, the first step in achieving happiness is getting off the pills

  • @Evil-Times
    @Evil-Times13 күн бұрын

    ‼️You’re not the only person who feels this way..!!‼️

  • @hroz8630
    @hroz86309 ай бұрын

    I always felt like I wasn't normal... but one day I just stopped caring to fit in. Once I decided that, I felt happy. I'm an introvert and love being alone... well, actually, I talk to God a lot, and never feel alone

  • @deathvalleybro9320

    @deathvalleybro9320

    8 ай бұрын

    i feel superior knowing i am NOT like the normie, they repulse me.

  • @UnknownBrowser

    @UnknownBrowser

    8 ай бұрын

    @@deathvalleybro9320 im 19, and feel the same man i wouldn't say i feel superior or suuper repulsed but when i hear people physically speak out things tied to pointless internet culture/ slang or talk about legitimately nothing of value so often it makes me think that real connection is dead and if i'm not a certain height or attractiveness, with a certain attitude i'm heading to a place of immense disappointment

  • @amirpoormand8002

    @amirpoormand8002

    8 ай бұрын

    Don't give up my man I know exactly how you feel

  • @thelawless1523

    @thelawless1523

    8 ай бұрын

    yeah man.. u got it right! 💪 i do the same thing. God is so cool.

  • @deathvalleybro9320

    @deathvalleybro9320

    8 ай бұрын

    @@UnknownBrowser changing image can help. i went from 7 stone to 17 stone and also became a body language expert, i know now how to hold command and have presence around people, this forged many new paths for me. you can alter your image and it changes peoples perception of you.

  • @breatheliveandthrive7404
    @breatheliveandthrive74048 ай бұрын

    Dude, I am 46, no friends, never married, got only part time job to get by, and lonely for the most part. I figured no matter how much effort we put into reaching out and connect to people just for the sake of friendship, things don't work out. I tell you most people are ruined these days. It's not entirely our fault if people chose to clout with others instead of us. Genuine friendship is becoming rare. I will be making similar videos like yours soon. I have learned a lot in this life so i might wanna share it with anyone who wants to listen.

  • @watchxfiles

    @watchxfiles

    8 ай бұрын

    I will make one too

  • @TheKarlslok

    @TheKarlslok

    8 ай бұрын

    Thanks for sharing. And yes, make videos when you get the time and inspiration to do so.

  • @lebronejhames7265

    @lebronejhames7265

    8 ай бұрын

    I mean listen if your socially inept don’t expect to have friends then be sad and depressed when you don’t have any also stop taking life so god damn serious you never know how things in life will start but you can decide how they end so you might as well do it with a smile. Plus you know you have to actually put in an effort as well friendship is a two way street it’s not hard just learn about the person talk about things they like with them listen to them be helpful honest it’s really not hard but I guess if you have no self confidence it’s hard but you can’t just sit there and except shit to change

  • @liamc1102

    @liamc1102

    8 ай бұрын

    Jesus will change that. He did for me.

  • @jfor7074

    @jfor7074

    8 ай бұрын

    I'm thinking about it too. Just can't seem to do it.

  • @Michael-wx4sb
    @Michael-wx4sb2 күн бұрын

    You're not alone bro, I feel exactly the same way, you've no idea

  • @the_official_suki
    @the_official_suki7 күн бұрын

    This is literally the most relatable and real video I have ever seen. Everything you spoke about in this video is how I have ALWAYS felt. Even though life makes you feel alone, it’s nice to know I’m not. I’ll be praying for you brother. Glad we can relate!

  • @UncontrollableATroll
    @UncontrollableATroll4 ай бұрын

    "People don't care about any of your issues or how you feel" That's the truth.

  • @virtuerse

    @virtuerse

    4 ай бұрын

    This has been true for 10,000 years, and the ancients found a way to cope with this reality. What’s your excuse?

  • @ubiquitousdiabolus

    @ubiquitousdiabolus

    4 ай бұрын

    That's irrelevant. Nobody can make you happy or fulfilled except you no matter how much they may want to.

  • @migspeculates

    @migspeculates

    4 ай бұрын

    it can be a self fulfilling prophecy. if you truly mean those words that means you are one of those sucky "people" too.

  • @Machelle3200

    @Machelle3200

    4 ай бұрын

    I def feel like I'm not supposed to be in this World 🤔🤔🤔

  • @vickey4sure

    @vickey4sure

    4 ай бұрын

    ​@@virtuerseRelax grandpa.

  • @1rsry
    @1rsry7 ай бұрын

    I’m left speechless by the fact that a total stranger was able to express every single concern and negative thought I’ve ever had over the last few years so precisely and accurately. Trust me you’re not alone man. I absolutely know how you feel on every single aspect of this topic, to the core. Stay strong, we’re in this together.

  • @KimberlyThomason

    @KimberlyThomason

    7 ай бұрын

    ^^^I agree. I feel the exact same way he does.

  • @JoseeRobitaille-id9zy

    @JoseeRobitaille-id9zy

    7 ай бұрын

    Same for me

  • @vivrowe2763

    @vivrowe2763

    7 ай бұрын

    A lot of people have realized just how people genuinely are, well I did in 2020. The change in people was rapid and they turn on others just so quickly. People have been totally controlled by the MSM for years, and still damn well are. The thing is, stay focused on what is good and right for you, stop worrying about what others think, because they really don't matter and are not worth it as they are self centered to the max and of course they are not interested in your problems, they are fixated on themselves. Nobody should ever kill themselves, they won't care about that either, but you will be lost even to God if you do that! This guy needs to realize there is not much time left for any of us, and that is the damn truth.

  • @TomNoles007

    @TomNoles007

    7 ай бұрын

    I add my voice to this too, really relate to this 👍

  • @lynnbennett9417

    @lynnbennett9417

    7 ай бұрын

    i don't feel so ALONE anymore. i didn't realize i was depressed. i thought it was just me and that's just how it is. thank you for sharing your thoughts .big hugs friend 👍@@TomNoles007

  • @coreyjacobs7083
    @coreyjacobs70832 күн бұрын

    I relate to you so much bro. I hate feeling like I’m watching everybody else enjoy life while I watch outside the window

  • @TheFilthyFinch
    @TheFilthyFinch6 күн бұрын

    I’m so, so sorry you had to come to this realisation in life. I understand exactly how you feel, and I honestly hope things get better for you.

  • @LordKlektar
    @LordKlektar7 ай бұрын

    You are expressing what millions of people feel. Isolation sucks, but we get more isolated all the time. You’re smart and sensitive, which is a recipe for alienation. Stay strong, and learn to appreciate your own company. You’re not crazy; it’s the world that is crazy.

  • @ginakelley749

    @ginakelley749

    7 ай бұрын

    The sheeple are the herd, but you are smarter 😊

  • @reesedaniel5835

    @reesedaniel5835

    7 ай бұрын

    @@ginakelley749 They are a Hive Mind.

  • @cis4cawky275

    @cis4cawky275

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@reesedaniel5835Bro I've been thinking we live in some sort of Matrix. I have been noticing a lot of people acting similarly weird like they are possessed by an agent or something of that nature... I don't understand why people think you are crazy if you think such things, but people need to understand that life is a lot weirder than we know.

  • @Timothyrpiano

    @Timothyrpiano

    7 ай бұрын

    So true

  • @cradleofrelaxation6473

    @cradleofrelaxation6473

    7 ай бұрын

    Right from the advent of internet and social media, I realized that there’s no single feeling, thought, experience that felt that no one else does. Your feeling is what millions feel and do through. You’re not alone. I think about some of those things my self. Life is actually weird‼️

  • @beauzer36
    @beauzer367 ай бұрын

    "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" - Jiddu Krishnamurti

  • @angelacahill9460

    @angelacahill9460

    7 ай бұрын

    Bingo.

  • @sillymellons4660

    @sillymellons4660

    7 ай бұрын

    It’s a measure of character to continue to do the right thing when surrounded by the weak.

  • @RaptorFromWeegee

    @RaptorFromWeegee

    7 ай бұрын

    Ah, but can you name any society able to claim not being sick?

  • @sillymellons4660

    @sillymellons4660

    7 ай бұрын

    @@RaptorFromWeegee I don’t have to. I have character.

  • @jondaniel6948

    @jondaniel6948

    2 ай бұрын

    "jack calls the kettle black, then jack don't go back"

  • @andrewjones5795
    @andrewjones579523 күн бұрын

    Acknowledging and getting OK that nobody cares is actually what pulled me out of a deep depression. I've emerged far more selfish but it prompted me to lose a load of weight, get fit, and look after myself. Because if nobody cares about me, I should. Life improved so much over the last 10 years since I accepted this.

  • @realdannyamaya
    @realdannyamayaАй бұрын

    Bro… I feel you man. Thank you so much for sharing your story and your feelings. This encourages me to share my story. I really hope you’re doing well and evolving. There is hope brother. You just gotta keep fighting and keep an open mind.

  • @neotoxicenviful
    @neotoxicenviful8 ай бұрын

    I'm a 36 year old Marine Corps Veteran. People=Sh!t. I know it sucks...the feeling of loneliness. But when you have been back stabbed as many times as me you start to realize people ain't worth sh!t. Your better off on your own. The more alone you feel the more powerful you become. When you take people out of the equation all your focus is on yourself. Master your body and forge yourself into a weapon. Master your mind\spirit and no one can ever break you. You are not alone. That voice inside your head is the only friend you will ever need.

  • @TheHumanSpirit

    @TheHumanSpirit

    8 ай бұрын

    I appreciate this. One of the better more thoughtful comments.

  • @ihsuFM89

    @ihsuFM89

    8 ай бұрын

    You are right! It feels like I’ve been trapped for the longest time with my own family, who’ve been happily stabbing me in the back for the longest time. For too long, I’ve been putting off talking with a therapist on how to get away from them, and I will reach out to one tomorrow! I’m tired of letting my life pass me by just to please them! Why even? They don’t appreciate me and have pretty much ruined any chance for me to move forward in my career because it was something that they picked for me! All I want is to be alone and free, far away from them and anyone else that knows them!

  • @jessebarnes4389

    @jessebarnes4389

    8 ай бұрын

    ​@@ihsuFM89 I have the exact problem you're not alone

  • @SleepyAioli

    @SleepyAioli

    8 ай бұрын

    I have to disagree with you. We are social creatures, and being alone is only gonna be more detrimental to your health. You need a mindset shift

  • @ByrdRecords

    @ByrdRecords

    8 ай бұрын

    This is the essence of a champion

  • @JaniceCole1950
    @JaniceCole19503 ай бұрын

    I’m 73 and have felt like I never fitted in and was different . I don’t belong in this world. Making me cry cause I know the feeling

  • @sgold989

    @sgold989

    3 ай бұрын

    OMG is as if I wrote the same line!

  • @Kalasun7

    @Kalasun7

    3 ай бұрын

    Exactly

  • @scholaroftheworldalternatehist

    @scholaroftheworldalternatehist

    3 ай бұрын

    Good almost over for you

  • @JaniceCole1950

    @JaniceCole1950

    3 ай бұрын

    @@scholaroftheworldalternatehist. your reply has made me laugh

  • @texus42

    @texus42

    3 ай бұрын

    @@JaniceCole1950 15 year old boy here, struggling to understand why society is so messed up.

  • @lokelioness5206
    @lokelioness52067 күн бұрын

    It’s comforting to know that other people feel the same way

  • @zoltar808
    @zoltar8088 күн бұрын

    It takes time man, you’ll hopefully find yourself and feel more comfortable with everything. I’ve been through it.

  • @thelaurencerh
    @thelaurencerh8 ай бұрын

    You're not alone, man. I can definitely relate to everything you said. 😬 I’m 24 years old, autistic and really struggling to find my place in this fast-paced modern world. Everything feels so 'alien' to me here and I feel like I was made to live on another planet... Where kindness, community and differences are actually celebrated.

  • @TopLevelDating

    @TopLevelDating

    7 ай бұрын

    you set your mind to who you are and want to be

  • @achmed2pac

    @achmed2pac

    7 ай бұрын

    yes i Believe Satan the God and Ruler of this 🌍wants to keep people lonely and Depressed so they kill themselves and be seperated from the love of Jesus Christ Forever and Ever! 😢its a sad Reality people Commit Suicide while Jesus God Himself Died on the Cross for their Pain and Sin ):

  • @norr8868

    @norr8868

    7 ай бұрын

    Yup... same here😅

  • @chickedee1085

    @chickedee1085

    7 ай бұрын

    Yes, it’s such a harsh place, it’s never really been for me, the things that happen here, the people, it’s like an army assault course but mental as well as physical. Looking forward to cross line, if I had a choice to take part it would be a massive “no”.

  • @Slothups

    @Slothups

    7 ай бұрын

    Same man, I have asperger's and adhd, depression and anxiety, ocd. Life is a mess rn and it doesn't feel worth it to live with autism and adhd for the rest of my life. The good times do not feel worth the pain and exhaustion, and trauma.

  • @MATAX5
    @MATAX58 ай бұрын

    Someone finally says what no one wants to admit. We’re used to feeding on lies because that’s the way humanity has raised itself on.

  • @chickedee1085

    @chickedee1085

    8 ай бұрын

    Yep, fed that positive BS otherwise we’d all lose it and have a breakdown. Those fakers can’t admit this whole thing is complete and utter bollocks and a waste of time. I feel so sorry for newborns… I’ve only got 20 to do..👍🏼

  • @ladsontoure866

    @ladsontoure866

    8 ай бұрын

    Bollocks means many things for us English but this term means fucking bullshit! We're fed lies as soon as we're born people are starting to wake up

  • @AvrArv

    @AvrArv

    8 ай бұрын

    Sad but true

  • @Sara-kc6md

    @Sara-kc6md

    Ай бұрын

    I'm not used to it at all. It shocks me that people say this type of thing that it's normal to live a lie. No it's not. You're making the world worse by lying and going along with the lies. I was super afraid of lying until my 40's and it's so frustrating that other people expected me to lie my way through work and social situations.

  • @youaresoft-ee4ub

    @youaresoft-ee4ub

    17 күн бұрын

    wrong info here ladies and gents

  • @StephenFilkoski
    @StephenFilkoski13 күн бұрын

    You are not alone man. And you are loved even if you don't love anyone. I care and feel what you feel. Not everything but mostly not being able to fit in and bond with people and creating relationships. Its hard. And its harder when you cant connect with family as well too. You are doing a great job with life. Go for that change in life and get away from the negativity. Or one day plan to get away from it. You are right you dont deserve that. You deserve to be happy. Im happy that you had the guts to put this video up. You will always learn something through traumas and experiences. There are many people in the world and myself who want to give up trying and give a shit about life and doing good things for people and improving ourself. Its hard and emotionally draining. I feel your pain, and again you are doing a great job❤️

  • @NOWTHATSWHATICALLANGST
    @NOWTHATSWHATICALLANGST27 күн бұрын

    This helped me so much. Thank you for the upload. I feel like I am so stuck in life right now. I used to have a great social life but once I really started looking at the world and seeing it for how it is, I slowly started pulling away from people. That isn’t their fault but it’s just part of growing up I guess. I got tired of feeling like I was using people just to fit in and I got tired of selling myself to others; so this resonates with me a lot- esp the weird part. I think we are all weird, but some people just try harder to hide it so no one makes fun of them. Again, I guess that isn’t really good or bad, it’s just how people prioritize things. I guess just keep being honest with yourself and trying to be your best self. That’s what has been keeping me motivated lately and hoping that eventually one day that will feel like enough for me 👌

  • @ChubbyChecker182
    @ChubbyChecker1827 ай бұрын

    Very impressive how you have articulated so clearly how millions of people around the world feel.

  • @thewizard3770

    @thewizard3770

    7 ай бұрын

    Basically normal .. lazy , lost , stupid , spoiled , no ambition .., waiting for a miracle 🤪😅🤣💩

  • @fjgri8467
    @fjgri84677 ай бұрын

    You are normal. The people in this world are fake and once you see things for what they REALLY are its hard to unsee it. I STRUGGLE WITH THIS EVERYDAY. I'm 39 and I understand you completely

  • @daodejing81

    @daodejing81

    6 ай бұрын

    You're wise, and insightful. Yes, most wear masks. Religion is one of the worst for hypocrisy.

  • @sheridansplace1607

    @sheridansplace1607

    6 ай бұрын

    So True!!

  • @musicandpoetry_8

    @musicandpoetry_8

    6 ай бұрын

    I feel like as a sensitive and kind person, I’m moving through a dystopian world where people are constantly trying to bring me down, my family, friends, people I meet at work or just a majority of the people I meet and I want friends but since most people are so shitty, I stay friendless, lonely and depressed

  • @daodejing81

    @daodejing81

    6 ай бұрын

    @@musicandpoetry_8 I feel lonely sometimes, but loneliness is an emotion. It passes. Love yourself. Relish the moment. Every moment has a treasure. Your happiness is within you.

  • @mysmartphonechannel

    @mysmartphonechannel

    6 ай бұрын

    ​@@musicandpoetry_8Many people are very different than you. They are very social but that is very hierarchy oriented. For me as a scientific person I was often attacked for making correct observations. They then still need you to "defuse the bombs", but anyway. I later understood that they see authenticity as a threat to their social identity and they will hate you even though you are only trying to help. It's going to sound harsh but if a wasp stings you you aren't sad and you have to treat most people the same

  • @jeannespratt1235
    @jeannespratt1235Ай бұрын

    Your not alone♥️. You have alot to offer the world. Your special in your own way. Your still very young and trying to find your way in the world....everybody goes through it❤️

  • @BaddAssJoe
    @BaddAssJoeАй бұрын

    Damn!! I’m going through this RIGHT NOW!! I’m going to be 43 and I can’t take it anymore. It’s not getting better it’s getting worse, and I’ve been trying so hard this whole time. I hope you’re ok, but I just wanted to say you’re not alone. You’re still young too. You have a better chance so don’t give up!

  • @lark6spur
    @lark6spurАй бұрын

    I am 73 years old and I have thought and felt the same way you do. I've tried so hard all my life and I could never get ahead. I always put others ahead of me. I had a stroke 4 weeks ago just when I was getting so close to getting caught up with my financial situation. The only ones I cared for and loved were my dogs. Now they are gone. I've always wanted to know what did I do so wrong to have such a difficult life. But you're young. Don't ever give up. You come across like a very deeply thinking and feeling young man. I can relate! Sending you a big hug!

  • @Agathon255

    @Agathon255

    Ай бұрын

    Maybe the problem lies in the fact that you never gave up, hope is the greatest of all evils.

  • @darwing9980

    @darwing9980

    Ай бұрын

    Hey there, I hope you are recovering and feeling better now. Sorry about your dogs too. Maybe you should get another one!

  • @graziflorida4377

    @graziflorida4377

    Ай бұрын

    " NOT GIVING UP" IS JUST AN OPINION. MAYBE IT IS ALL THE WAY AROUND, NOT GIVING UP IS KEEP SUFFERING WHEN YOU COULD HAVE A BETTER OPTION, WHAT KEEPS US GOING IS.....FEAR ! MAYBE IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION, DEATH MIGHT BE THE WAY OUT, BE FREE, FREE YOURSELF FROM A CORRUPTED, DESTRUCTIVE, GREEDY SYSTEM. I DON'T FIT IN. WHY SHOULD I KEEP GOING !?!?

  • @graziflorida4377

    @graziflorida4377

    Ай бұрын

    "hope is the worst of all evils, because it prolongs man's torments.” Frederick Nietzsche

  • @melissawilliams7238

    @melissawilliams7238

    Ай бұрын

    Bruh, at 37, I have no tangible reason to believe shit is ever gonna get any better. Pretty sure its already peaked and even then shit fuckin sucked! I care. I can't say it gets better. I wish i could. I dont want to play anymore either but I just keep plugging along hoping to get smooshed like a bug on the ground one of these days

  • @Mutant_Mods
    @Mutant_Mods6 ай бұрын

    I wouldn’t wish this upon my worst enemy. I know exactly how you feel. For years I tried and tried but nothing works. Got attractive, got jacked, become funny, etc. Anything I could try to be a better person & more enjoyable person fails. I blame social media, smart phones, & bad education. 99% of people are f*cking idiots & are asleep 24/7. People like us, are extremely rare it’s ridiculous.

  • @stevo6891

    @stevo6891

    6 ай бұрын

    Social media is cancer worse thing created

  • @BenjaminTheLifter

    @BenjaminTheLifter

    6 ай бұрын

    Love your channel bro

  • @professional.commentator

    @professional.commentator

    5 ай бұрын

    Ikr! I remember the world before the 2010s and it was a much better world overall. Sure it wasn't Heaven, but it was much closer to it than whatever came after it.

  • @stevo6891

    @stevo6891

    5 ай бұрын

    @@professional.commentator I definitely agree, I’m sorry but social media was the worst thing ever created.. I seen it damage people’s lives.. I miss the 90’s the world is messed up today.. What makes me mad I don’t do facebook and people still find out your business what others say.. It’s funny before my great grandfather died he said computers and that kind of technology will ruin this world.. He was right.. Wish I had a Time Machine to go back to the 80’ or 90’s.. Like you said sure those times wasn’t all sunshine and rainbows 🌈 but I liked it better than this world today

  • @LG-ro5le

    @LG-ro5le

    5 ай бұрын

    @@stevo6891im 28 and have felt the same ever since i was about 14, social media is horrible & has ruined people, i think more people today are lonelier than you realise.

  • @marknonnenmacher1918
    @marknonnenmacher19184 күн бұрын

    I’ve said what you are saying word for word all my life. You are definitely not alone. Who’s to say what is “normal” anyway. Frankly being a loner like you, we have a unique vantage point. We can observe a lot more than most people and what I’ve observed is mostly abnormal to me. I think you are a more tuned in than most people. The majority are just walking around in a coma. All the best to you!

  • @Lastkingof33
    @Lastkingof3326 күн бұрын

    Greed and corruption has ruined things for a lot of people. It wasn't always like this.

  • @TheMingez2

    @TheMingez2

    9 күн бұрын

    This comment !!!!!!! 💯

  • @HellCat_Kenny

    @HellCat_Kenny

    9 күн бұрын

    Lmao yes it was, it operates on a cycle, literally.

  • @nickolaswishon7136

    @nickolaswishon7136

    Күн бұрын

    Yeah it was... Back in the day people literally went into slavery just to get food and shelter. Selling there bodies just the bare minimum. It's only really in the past 100 years that this has changed. Unless your talking about the 1920s or 1950s which were peak economic life in the USA which will most likely never happened again because life was good because the rest of the worlds economy was destroyed besides the USA.

  • @IamTheConstantine
    @IamTheConstantine9 ай бұрын

    There's nothing wrong with you man. We will survive. It will not be like this forever. I pray to God that these words reaches your heart.

  • @awpetersen5909

    @awpetersen5909

    8 ай бұрын

    Unfortunately we will never know in this life.

  • @johnadona3014

    @johnadona3014

    8 ай бұрын

    Its only going to get worse. We are entering a great depression. Being around people will never bring you happyness. People have no morals anymore

  • @winterwulf1995

    @winterwulf1995

    13 күн бұрын

    Sentimental crap

  • @user-by3nd4rm6c

    @user-by3nd4rm6c

    3 күн бұрын

    If it's not forever then what's it gonna take to bring about the necessary change? World War III? Unprecedented stock market crash? Covid proved to be an insufficient wake up call. I don't think we can count on devastation from natural disasters to bring the rest of the world to an empathetic standstill because they just don't have a wide enough seismic impact to really reach a nerve with enough of those more fortunate

  • @yhasmanknight1908
    @yhasmanknight19088 ай бұрын

    I feel this young mans pain. I feel the same way, too. Life is getting too expensive. Inflation is still on the rise. People don't want to hire you. It's just unreal and really sad.

  • @drippinwet774

    @drippinwet774

    8 ай бұрын

    Where you live bro? I got 2 jobs for you that WILL hire you

  • @DC-YumpyYotemeal_4026

    @DC-YumpyYotemeal_4026

    8 ай бұрын

    foodservice, always hiring

  • @teaadvice4996

    @teaadvice4996

    8 ай бұрын

    Entry level: 20 years experience required

  • @pippo1785

    @pippo1785

    8 ай бұрын

    I understand what you mean and how desesperate and depressing it can be just stay strong and try to hold on to your love ones and keep trying to work 🙏🏼

  • @markcavandish1295

    @markcavandish1295

    8 ай бұрын

    Well said. Groceries are INSANELY expensive.

  • @andrewmckay535
    @andrewmckay5359 күн бұрын

    ty bro i understand the pain and the struggle of attempting to make things better and nothing changes . you have a good heart bro

  • @PookRocks
    @PookRocks21 күн бұрын

    I can definitely identify with all the things that you said. At the time of me writing this comment another 29k people also feel same. Life can suck so hard sometimes and it hurts. Thank you for sharing how you feel. You give hope to so many other people out there that feel the same way. I hope that you can find your happiness and peace and live your best life despite all the bullshit. Bless you man. Take care of yourself please 🙏

  • @belissimahoney69
    @belissimahoney698 ай бұрын

    YOUR A CHOSEN ONE!!!! That’s why it’s so hard!!!!!! Your special ur not weird!!!!!❤❤❤❤❤

  • @thadtuiol1717
    @thadtuiol17175 ай бұрын

    I'm 51 and I've felt like this for about 41 of those years. I'm even married and have 3 kids, and that can be fun sometimes, but this world still feels like I crash landed on it and my real home is somewhere far far away in another galaxy...

  • @seizuresalad91

    @seizuresalad91

    4 ай бұрын

    That's all I want in life. Someone to wish me a goodnight for once and have the support of her presence, and little blessings that I could raise to ensure the continuity of my bloodline; a family who I could love and provide for. I'm in my 30s and have been living alone for many years, and my last relationship destroyed a lot of my hope as there were drugs involved. Just a lot of betrayal, and living with thought that I could find her dead any moment; became too, and I tried so hard much to help but severing the relationship saved her. She was forced to get help...funny how she's married now lol. Ever since for me, well I get to sit and ruminate in it. My parents who aren't getting any younger are far away and I barely ever see them, on top of one them being ill. I want to please my family and Lord, and I just want to feel joy in life. For once, I just want reassurance that things will be ok.

  • @matthiasblum6555

    @matthiasblum6555

    4 ай бұрын

    Yeah, I feel it too, I'm almost 50, and I see this world as ridiculous, stupid and a constant Monty Python sketch at the same time. Well, Monty Python is funny, most of the world most of the time is not. Good luck to your family! All you can do, basically, is try to find people you like and stick with them and find a hobby or/and job you like. Sounds easy, is f.cking hard unfortunately.

  • @jercasgav

    @jercasgav

    4 ай бұрын

    I think we feel like we are alien to this place and it sucks because this is NOT the ultimate. We know this is not utopia/heaven. Right now is like living in the matrix, and we are learning lessons as best as we can. Maybe part of it is to see how much things can suck when there is corruption of things/people and sin. Then after we learn here we go onto the next thing. This is like an intense study session or an intense work out to build stamina to be ready for the next stage. Although sometimes I wish there was nothing after this it was just lights out, there is too much evidence that this is not the case and our consciousness/soul continues after our bodies. **Also, if the world is a sick place, it would mean we were sick too if we were well adjusted to it. We are poorly adjusted to the sickness in this world when we ourselves are not like the world.

  • @Dorito230

    @Dorito230

    4 ай бұрын

    Im the same age. But you have a family. I don’t.

  • @Stl71

    @Stl71

    4 ай бұрын

    I feel the same way, the last 20 years. I am 53, married with one child. Life sucks, just living with no purpose, you know. I don't want to die, I've never thought about dying, but I find no joy in life. I have nothing in common with my wife, friends, colleagues. Life is about sharing pleasure and joy and sadly, I don't seem to find people to do that.

  • @dennisnielsen4289
    @dennisnielsen428916 күн бұрын

    I can relate 100% to so many of the things this young man said. Thanks for speaking out about so many things that so many of us probably also feels and thinks. I'm just getting by in life now, in some sort of autopilot, not really looking forward to anything but dying one day. Stay strong young one, you are definitely not alone.

  • @flameooe
    @flameooe28 күн бұрын

    I just read a ton of comments with most of them along the lines of “i’m depressed” or “i’m sad”. Do not worry, things are going to get way better. We are in the dark ages because of central banks and the monopoly on violence. This will change soon and human life will flourish because of it.

  • @michaelbutler8673
    @michaelbutler86737 ай бұрын

    You"re not alone bud. You're video is important for many.

  • @Denergyonix
    @Denergyonix8 ай бұрын

    Hey Mari, Here is my story. I grew up in a poor abusive household with a single parent. I did not have any friends and spent all my time alone with my dogs. Everyone hated me cause I was weird and wore poor people clothes. I moved to Canada when I was 18. Became a nurse and started working all the time. (all the overtime) I saved up a lot of money and just recently got engaged to a beautiful young lady who is super kind and a wholesome person. We just bought a farm an hour and a half from the city. Its 52 acres!!! Now we can stay away from people forever!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its gets better. But you got to make it better. Also just saying... you seem legit cool! Hope you the best.

  • @segunjay4153

    @segunjay4153

    8 ай бұрын

    Happy to hear that life got better for you bro. You just mirrored my thoughts about how cool this dude is.

  • @mjgII

    @mjgII

    8 ай бұрын

    yeah, once you grow out of the initial realization "woe is me" faze that life fucking sucks for most people- it's pretty straightforward on what you have to do. Eventually you will be too tired to even give a fuck and you'll at least have some money/things and get stronger in some way.

  • @TTH4

    @TTH4

    8 ай бұрын

    t. boomer who lived life on easy mode

  • @Denergyonix

    @Denergyonix

    8 ай бұрын

    @@TTH4 me? I’m 32! Lol

  • @TTH4

    @TTH4

    8 ай бұрын

    @@Denergyonix No, I was referring to @mjgll, although you are quite old too

  • @bensanderson7144
    @bensanderson714427 күн бұрын

    You’re not alone. It’s actually an epidemic. This is going to be addressed at the political level in about 20 years. Society can stumble along with 5% of the population alone, isolated and atomized. But society can’t function properly when 25% - 50% of the population is alone, isolated and atomized.

  • @lauren27891
    @lauren278917 ай бұрын

    The modern world is so much worse than how the world was in the 90s and early 2000s. People ghost you, they don’t care about you, and if you don’t fit in then they will target you. Life is actually hard every single day. If you’re not a fake person, you will struggle massively. I completely resonated with what you said and the depression has set in with me too. I consider myself one of the lucky ones though because I do have a family that loves me and I love them back. I don’t have any children or a partner though, and I think I will be alone forever because I do not like people. I wish you luck on your journey. Just gotta try to make the best of it 🙏🏼

  • @emmaphilo4049

    @emmaphilo4049

    7 ай бұрын

    The problem is smartphones. Being constantly connected changes people's behaviour too much

  • @lauren27891

    @lauren27891

    7 ай бұрын

    @@emmaphilo4049 💯

  • @kotarouushiromiya1902

    @kotarouushiromiya1902

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@emmaphilo4049 The problem is narcissism and lack of empathy. People will show their frustration in different ways. Some will be like this guy, dissapointed at his own species and avoiding contact; Others will try to hurt before they get hurt, and some will be cruel for no reason at all... it's a problem that expands on itself, further amplifying it's effect. The culture, the work system and people's education are probably the real villain that is making society be this way. Technology just make these things more evident.

  • @thenature4785

    @thenature4785

    7 ай бұрын

    God bless Lauren ❤

  • @thenature4785

    @thenature4785

    7 ай бұрын

    @@emmaphilo4049agreed. It’s terrible.

  • @ericknudten7272
    @ericknudten72727 ай бұрын

    Hang in there kid. I'm 57 now and remember going through pretty much what you have been describing when I was your age. I'm sure many young people feel the same way you do. The main thing is stay away from any drugs or alcohol and social media at this point in your life and find some goal to work towards and stop trying too hard. Not everyone sucks although its getting harder and harder to find good people. One of the biggest discoveries I have made in life is coming to the understanding of how much time and energy I have wasted trying to impress others. Not overtly, but kind of subconsciously. Overtime when I saw the disasters that many of the more "popular" people turned out to be I became very gratefull for who I was. Just remember, you dont need validation from the mob,..just enough to keep food on the table, stay out of jail and save your money so some day you wont have to deal with people unless its on your terms. Good luck

  • @Movingforward2000

    @Movingforward2000

    7 ай бұрын

    USA=Purist country. Sucks.

  • @GuessTrades

    @GuessTrades

    7 ай бұрын

    Thanks for sharing your experience

  • @ginakelley749

    @ginakelley749

    7 ай бұрын

    Good advice!

  • @Rhye7767

    @Rhye7767

    7 ай бұрын

    thats how i feel work hard to be able to be on your own terms

  • @Siss01101

    @Siss01101

    7 ай бұрын

    Nice advice sr

  • @SherwinJTB
    @SherwinJTB18 сағат бұрын

    This reminds me of the early days when the internet was still pretty new. Playing games online and chat rooms was the most social thing at the time. You get to meet a lot of weird people. Just hang around with people that click. Don't mess with people that just gives you a headache. Not worth your life to spend it with people you hate.

  • @happy_annah
    @happy_annahАй бұрын

    I understand your feeling. I have felt that way for so long too so I understand what it feels like. Remember that it is not your problem if other people don’t like you, it’s their problem. Just continue being your authentic best self and the right people will like you for you and not for a false version of you. I hope for the best in your mental health journey moving forward 💙

  • @steve4524
    @steve45244 ай бұрын

    Your life is normal. There are millions of us living your life. I’m 51 and have lived with the same feelings. I’ve now decided to abandon society and people in it. It’s all about me now. I don’t care or love anyone except myself. There are so many toxic people in this world.

  • @Boilingfrogg

    @Boilingfrogg

    4 ай бұрын

    Thers always Ben toxic people in the world. But now they seem to be celebrated by the media. Everything's upside-down. And by design. Just believe in yourself. And fk the moronic bastards

  • @Acrow1837

    @Acrow1837

    4 ай бұрын

    I feel the same, i'm only 23 and have accepted and acknowledged many times, and now i'm done. I hope you are doing fine, such is life as I like to say. But sometimes that is never enough.

  • @kewlmark72

    @kewlmark72

    3 ай бұрын

    me2 i'm 51 I need to love myself Nobody likes me I understand that I don't care anymore.

  • @VonsWanderingMind

    @VonsWanderingMind

    3 ай бұрын

    Me2. 57 and sick of society.

  • @datingandlifeadvicechannel7534

    @datingandlifeadvicechannel7534

    3 ай бұрын

    Agreed

  • @myopjourney4671
    @myopjourney46718 ай бұрын

    Bro... I'm 31, and you just put into words exactly how I feel and what I think... Thank you so much.

  • @FiveMCity

    @FiveMCity

    8 ай бұрын

    Haha we’re around the same age, I was always sold the lie things get better. They don’t. 😂 while others live out their lives and you on look.

  • @chickedee1085

    @chickedee1085

    8 ай бұрын

    @@FiveMCitydon’t forget when you see others living that life you want, it’s only good for a while, it wears off and they feel empty too.

  • @blackpillowajulka3176

    @blackpillowajulka3176

    8 ай бұрын

    ​@@chickedee1085cope

  • @topy706

    @topy706

    8 ай бұрын

    im 32 and i learned the same. the only way things change is by changing them yourself. but how?@@FiveMCity

  • @cancer.creative

    @cancer.creative

    8 ай бұрын

    Me too..

  • @wangtaiwangtai5756
    @wangtaiwangtai575635 минут бұрын

    Listen little brother I’m 44 and have lived long enough to know that everything your going through is good! Suffering is good because it makes you carve out your own path. Remember that you create your internal world . Never look for yourself in the world always look for yourself inside your spirit brother. Stay alive and grow strong into what you would like to manifest and create. Your ancestors are with you always!! Reality is what you make it!!!

  • @bobbiecarroll172
    @bobbiecarroll17228 күн бұрын

    I can't believe I stumbled on your video. Your words helped me to maybe 🤞understand my son (27). Everything you said made me think of him and that he may feel the same as you and I can't wait to show him this video. I am SOOO GLAD YOU SPOKE OUT and that you allowed the world to hear because EVERYONE needs to be heard. EVERYONE deserves to be heard. EVERYONE needs and deserves to be loved and accepted by somebody. Without connection.... to SOMEone.... 😮‍💨 I hear you. THANK YOU. SO MUCH. Love, a mother, who loves her son.

  • @nr1785
    @nr1785Ай бұрын

    It’s not you, it’s them. The fact you have this kind of insight at your young age, proves you have a special heart, so don’t give up.

  • @ernstthalmann4306
    @ernstthalmann43068 ай бұрын

    Ive been hospitalized 4 times for mental illness. I live a lonely painful life. 😞 i feel you man.

  • @CryptoSoul0824

    @CryptoSoul0824

    7 ай бұрын

    god bless you bro

  • @S1NNER48

    @S1NNER48

    7 ай бұрын

    I pray for your peace of mind and a happy future..Take care brother x

  • @AaronSilver-Pell

    @AaronSilver-Pell

    7 ай бұрын

    I've been hospitalized like 3 times or something. 3 big times.

  • @horizonblack

    @horizonblack

    7 ай бұрын

    3 times here. I am getting discharged tomorrow. I get it.

  • @selinahester9307

    @selinahester9307

    7 ай бұрын

    Get off the phone, and communicate. You'll young people stay on the mobile phone.

  • @MrOlioutdoors
    @MrOlioutdoors20 күн бұрын

    This is me! The same as my life! I know what you are, you are a chosen one. Please stay strong for me brother, through the darkness comes the light. Instead of trying, just love yourself, look after yourself, you must be your best friend before anything else, and instead of trying, just be positive, that energy will come back to you ten fold. Please stay strong, we all love you, we know your a good person, your a chosen one and its not easy.

  • @TheDarkWizard666
    @TheDarkWizard66619 күн бұрын

    Life is awful and it's not the cleanest best pleasure, people do suck and I feel exactly what you are saying, the boredom, my addictions, feeling sad 247 I don't wanna exist no more, I'm with you man

  • @TheCentennial4
    @TheCentennial47 ай бұрын

    Remember bro, you do not feel this alone. There are so many people thinking the same way.

  • @sarazakaria1656
    @sarazakaria16568 ай бұрын

    this is so relatable and real. i wish more people posted these kinds of videos

  • @Marifilms

    @Marifilms

    8 ай бұрын

    Thank you. That’s why I posted cause I felt like no one talks about this stuff and I have no one to talk to about it so I had to release all these thoughts I had built up. Hope you’re doing well thanks.

  • @duarte8546

    @duarte8546

    8 ай бұрын

    @@Marifilmsso we should do something

  • @TheVirginGary

    @TheVirginGary

    8 ай бұрын

    @@Marifilms You young people have undergone massive social engineering done by Democrats. Good teachers have been driven out by the teacher's unions and unruly children. They plan for you to just give in and become like them. What your abusers fear most: truth & Jesus.

  • @novo_ephemera

    @novo_ephemera

    8 ай бұрын

    They do they don't get views because their channels are not popular. Such as mine i I got no views for almost a year

  • @lifeisoverrated96

    @lifeisoverrated96

    8 ай бұрын

    They do but they don't get aby attention

  • @gabrielvillafanesolano4644
    @gabrielvillafanesolano4644Ай бұрын

    I’ve been feeling like this for 5 months now, I don’t know how to help, I feel for you bro ❤

  • @freckhefner4019
    @freckhefner40194 күн бұрын

    bro, we’re all going through it at this point bro at the end of the day the older I get the more I realize we spent years in life worrying about shit that wasn’t important. Following other people lives. These celebrities these boxers these entertainers and these people don’t give a fuck about us. We have our own battles of life that we’re trying to overcome, I’ve got to myself. I just wanna focus on myself.

  • @AW-xz9vc
    @AW-xz9vc7 ай бұрын

    At 57 years old, I am you! I spent 15 years worried about being by myself. I finally realized the only reason I felt bad about my situation, was because I had been brainwashed by society to think it was a bad thing. I finally said screw society and what they think of living as a singular. Finally I did not feel so bad about it. Things will change when they are supposed to, until then I am going to enjoy the hell out of my own company, also enjoying the things I want to do without having to ask anyone else's permission, or plan around their demands.

  • @ericknudten7272

    @ericknudten7272

    7 ай бұрын

    Spot on...when you begin to realize the disaster that most people are and how abnormal modern society really is things get easier.

  • @elainewilliams5019

    @elainewilliams5019

    7 ай бұрын

    Exactly like WHITNEY HOUSTON SAD IN HER SONG THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL IS LEARNING TO LOVE YOURSELF IS THE GREATEST LOVE OF ALL

  • @ginakelley749

    @ginakelley749

    7 ай бұрын

    That's the spirit! I definitely recommend getting yourself a pet, dog or cat - they love you unconditionally, unlike some humans!

  • @RaptorFromWeegee

    @RaptorFromWeegee

    7 ай бұрын

    @@ginakelley749 more like, "unlike all humans"

  • @Ibelieveyou8

    @Ibelieveyou8

    7 ай бұрын

    Be you and never regret it. Just keep going. All the best for you! 🏋

  • @joelorei2146
    @joelorei21465 ай бұрын

    You just explained exactly how I felt for 20 years

  • @Christopher-gl1zq

    @Christopher-gl1zq

    5 ай бұрын

    Same here.

  • @laurenjade95_
    @laurenjade95_5 күн бұрын

    Just randomly saw this and I needed this myself. I'm in the same position, I can't stand people either, including my family 😂 embrace being alone, you'll never be stronger or need anyone ever. I wish I could live a normal life too, like getting rid of this depression that has loomed over for years no matter what i do and watching people get all the things i wish i could have and i wonder whats wrong with me for not having those things too. Like love! This video is the best cause it makes you realise you are not alone in how you feel... I guess embrace the loneliness and weirdness of it all 💙

  • @cakegood6
    @cakegood612 күн бұрын

    I love you, brother. You're 100% right. From being awkward to not being who they want you to be. Stop caring about trying to fit in and just be. Your mission is to find "people" that are going through the same BS and connect like we are now. Ok? That look you have on your is telling me you've finally awakened.

  • @CarniBarbie
    @CarniBarbieАй бұрын

    I find the kinder I am, the worse things are. I’m done trying with people. I wish people like us could get together and support each other. This world is hard. I’m sorry you are hurting.

  • @daddychadwick

    @daddychadwick

    29 күн бұрын

    This is EXACTLY what I've been thinking to. We need to have more online group supports ans create more of those so that people don't feel so isolated and so alone. Because there were times when I've really wanted to talk to my own groups of people and I didn't have any. It's the most loneliest thing ever so it would have been quite ideal to have like-minded human beings being in one place. We need to support each other more than ever!

  • @-Ohio

    @-Ohio

    26 күн бұрын

    Kind people get eaten by the wolves.

  • @xAudiolith

    @xAudiolith

    24 күн бұрын

    I relate hard to this. If I’m kind and helpful people walk all over me and abuse my time and vigour. Which often leads me to spiral into being very walled off and gruff. Somehow people almost feel challenged to then be nice to me. I mean it’s flattering to get respect in that way since I’m a grown, athletic man but deep down I would love to just live very simply and in harmony with my surroundings. I just don’t have that „villain“ mentality in me. I find that so cringe and predictable. Kindness to me is the strongest emotion we can extend to each other and more often than not if someone is truly kind to me without expectation of anything I return they get a fast track toward my soul and can get an actual glimpse of the me deep down that needs to be buried not for lack of self love but rather out of protection of my own energy and self. We are so close yet so far away from being where we could be as a society.

  • @asia1174

    @asia1174

    23 күн бұрын

    Everybody says this but nobody really does anything about it. All it takes is like a website being made.

  • @mclovin2408

    @mclovin2408

    19 күн бұрын

    @@-Ohioyeah but kind people band together to kill the fucking wolf

  • @alexanderjohansson3260
    @alexanderjohansson32608 ай бұрын

    This is one of the most powerful and most impactful videos i have ever seen on YT , this young guy is so brave and authentic to tell his story in no dramatic nonsense ,.no kind og fake energy like victimhood meetoo kind of vibe, just pure genuine pain and a push to connect with other people feelling the same way ...

  • @Ella-te7fe

    @Ella-te7fe

    7 ай бұрын

    On the contrary, he is completely playing the victim here. He says we are a born a certain way and there is nothing we can do, which is bullshit. He just doesn't want to change deep down.

  • @ernstthalmann4306

    @ernstthalmann4306

    3 ай бұрын

    Yea i mean i couldn't ask for more from a youtuber.

  • @ernstthalmann4306

    @ernstthalmann4306

    3 ай бұрын

    ​@@Ella-te7fe i think he wants to change, and will. Hes just venting, and hoping instead of judgmwnt he'll get understanding And look at how many views he got; it resonates somehow. People are fed up these days in America, the West, the World... he's not alone

  • @thrillhelm419
    @thrillhelm4197 күн бұрын

    When I was a teenager, I could go rent a game, go to the movies, hang out outside the bookstore, go get a burger, aimlessly walk the local flea market, go skating and go home. Now the skating rink is closed down, you can download any game or movie on earth if you aren't dumb, the flea market is now just food vendors, mattresses and clothes, the cops run anyone around who shows up in front of the bookstore now, and fast food places are almost caustic to be in. The stores you used to go visit are either replaced by crap or closed down entirely, and the activities you had to do are absent. Really, I have zero clue what a young man is supposed to fucking do on his day off in 2024 beyond staring into the abyss.

  • @Tabroski
    @TabroskiСағат бұрын

    I hope you’re doing okay. Almost half a million people have seen your video. Thanks for sharing. I relate very much to the things you’ve said.

  • @leeeatmon5176
    @leeeatmon51764 ай бұрын

    I got lucky, after years of feeling dejected, seriously, unable to make ends meet, i realized i was never going to be a provider, and so i opted out of society. At 55 yrs old, i lived alone, working making minimal wage and realized that all my education was no longer useful in a world of perpetual greed......monetary. Then one day, i walked out of my lonely little place, and a tiny black kitten stood at my door.....meowing for food. From there on two years later, my friend and i are still together, i call her Lucy, and the joy and love from this little furry creature has allowed me to get up every day and go to work, knowing that my little fur ball will be there needing her food and water.....that is now what i live for, to make sure she is well. No more worries about myself....i have something to live for....

  • @bleach5860511

    @bleach5860511

    4 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this. I cried after reading this cause I have two cats at home myself. I live everyday wondering if i’ll have extra money to not work so I can stay home and be with whats really important in this world: your loved ones, animal or human doesn’t matter. Just your loved ones. But I also see that may not happen at all so I always put a smile on my face and hope for better, if not here, than the after life. Till i’m gone, I’ll always live for love.

  • @bleach5860511

    @bleach5860511

    4 ай бұрын

    And giving that love to others anyway I can.

  • @hasna35

    @hasna35

    4 ай бұрын

    I live in Spain and had a bad car accident 20 years ago...I was ok after that and looked normal from the outside...but since 7 years I live with chronic pain in my spine and neck...I started to see how fake my friends are...and the only thing that makes me smile and give me joy is my cat of 4 years old...I love him so much....so please...keep taking care of yourself and the cat !

  • @leeeatmon5176

    @leeeatmon5176

    4 ай бұрын

    @@hasna35 i will continue to take care of Lucy, and you take care of yourself, what is your cats name?

  • @leeeatmon5176

    @leeeatmon5176

    4 ай бұрын

    @@bleach5860511 there is so much power in giving to others, especially animals.....many humans just dont get it......all we need is food, shelter and someone to care for.....i learned that from my little fur ball, Lucy

  • @tonyroberts3560
    @tonyroberts35607 ай бұрын

    I'm 65 and have felt the same in the past. The problem is you are trying to 'fit in' to a 'normal' life. I discovered being alone IS normal for many of us. Modern life IS bullshit, you have awakened. Create your new path alone and stay strong. In time, others will follow you.

  • @ericknudten7272

    @ericknudten7272

    7 ай бұрын

    So true..Ive always wondered what this hypothetical "normal " is. There is no such thing as normal in this society.

  • @hzskillz1721

    @hzskillz1721

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@ericknudten7272So true

  • @JoachimLongIsland
    @JoachimLongIslandАй бұрын

    You have strength in your eyes and intimidating presence. You got this bro and you know it 😎👊🏼

  • @Scoripo81
    @Scoripo8118 күн бұрын

    I hear you all day. Its like you're in my head right now. I felt just like you for more years then I can remember back too. God Bless you bro.

  • @fixitfelix333
    @fixitfelix3337 ай бұрын

    I’m 20 & what you described is literally what I’m feeling right now. No friends, No girlfriend, can’t hold a conversation with anyone. Always stuck in my mind just thinking about all the bs. I’m glad I stumbled across your video bc it does kinda comfort me knowing I’m not the only one that feels this way.

  • @Fair_enough1

    @Fair_enough1

    6 ай бұрын

    Same .. I isolate on purpose. I m just an introvert. I guess Honestly i feel miserable But at the same time I have no clue about what to do. I feel trapped

  • @dennyperez3872

    @dennyperez3872

    6 ай бұрын

    Same here…

  • @ckrazy813

    @ckrazy813

    6 ай бұрын

    You’re 20 wait til you get to 37…..

  • @stevo6891

    @stevo6891

    6 ай бұрын

    Same here, rejection is all I deal with.. People sure suck.. I look out for me anymore!!

  • @SokhomPrins

    @SokhomPrins

    6 ай бұрын

    Love life miracle will happen, I speak from experience. My memoir Love of Life - A Miraculous Story! will release early next year.

  • @misscj1980
    @misscj1980Ай бұрын

    You are not alone young man. You have no idea how many people relate to you. Thank you for sharing. This video is helping more people than you realize.

  • @clintog
    @clintogКүн бұрын

    I feel you, brother. I feel the exact same way. It is somewhat comforting to know even though we are two individuals living different lives, we feel the same way about life and ourselves. Thank you for your openess and sharing. I hope you continue to always stay who you are and true to yourself. That is all that really matters. Much love to you bro! ✌🏻😎

  • @briankelly3646
    @briankelly364612 күн бұрын

    Please know your not alone in your thoughts and feelings there must be immense numbers of people dealing with these issues I understand it’s tough going but you may have a turnaround yet to come I pray good things come your way brother. All the best mate

  • @zumaone3692
    @zumaone36928 ай бұрын

    I sometimes wish all of us who felt this way could find each other

  • @artlitmusic

    @artlitmusic

    8 ай бұрын

    Me too. Maybe someone has a website somewhere, or some sort of online gathering place, the trick is to find it I guess.

  • @carolinareaper8089

    @carolinareaper8089

    8 ай бұрын

    That would be awesome yes indeed. All this financial stuff and lack of accomplishments and sense of purpose is one thing but a realisation that literally no one would know if you die is devastating. No one would help you in sickness and make a phone call after a funeral of someone you loved but lost …. Sense of loneliness after years of feeling this was and knowing you did so much to change it but unsuccessfully and you can’t even try as hard as previously, because all you want is to lie down and die and never breathe again and it’s appealing is the rock bottom 😔😔😔😔

  • @mattyo2291

    @mattyo2291

    7 ай бұрын

    @@carolinareaper8089 We should start a group for people like us.

  • @elliottpaine9259

    @elliottpaine9259

    7 ай бұрын

    same :)

  • @fabiennemarquis-em8wx

    @fabiennemarquis-em8wx

    7 ай бұрын

    Omg that would be awesome

  • @1DaTJo
    @1DaTJo7 ай бұрын

    The World Economic Forum psychopaths are making life worse on purpose. They destroyed community life, marriage, family, religion, belonging. I feel exactly like you do, Mari. Lost and alone, no one to turn to, learning to be ok with myself. ❤

  • @TheMrrabbit1968

    @TheMrrabbit1968

    7 ай бұрын

    I totally agree. I'm 55, I haven't had an easy life, but I've had a lot of happy times. Since the 'viru3' my world has collapsed. I believe that there are so many people suffering from this psyop that they're waging on us. The world has been driven crazy & I think anyone intelligent enough to see it is probably feeling the same way. When you feel like there's no future, you lose all sense of purpose in living.

  • @1DaTJo

    @1DaTJo

    7 ай бұрын

    @@TheMrrabbit1968 you’re right. It’s hard to live with no hope and no future. I’m working hard on turning my will and life over to the care of the higher power. Living in the moment and looking for what I can give to others is all I can focus on now. It’s like the whole world has a broken heart.

  • @mollyannmanus

    @mollyannmanus

    7 ай бұрын

    Hey! I just wanted to remind you that you are not alone. Jesus loves you so much. He will give you a reason to live, if you turn to Him. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Have a blessed day! 😊🕊

  • @mv8908

    @mv8908

    7 ай бұрын

    You’re just saying ideas not facts. Take a real look at reality

  • @DeviaNZe

    @DeviaNZe

    7 ай бұрын

    All the things you mentioned don't make sense either, neither the family, nor the wife's or children nor anything material nor traditional values. All of those things you mentioned are perpetual ties that nature uses to maintain the cycle of death and life. The best of all would be not to exist.

  • @dclark4422
    @dclark442215 күн бұрын

    I'm late but I like your message. You remind me of my son. He's dealing with the same thoughts and feelings you are. I was 26 before I found a man who loved me for who I was. and I never thought I could be so happy. I want my son to find that happiness because it's truly a marvelous gift. Thank you for your video and your ability to help others with their struggles. It really means a lot.

  • @jaxonshepherd2544
    @jaxonshepherd254426 күн бұрын

    thanks for being real and genuine this video helps more than you know

  • @Lux353
    @Lux3532 ай бұрын

    I wish I had a friend like you. Someone who’s real. Everyone is so fake nowadays it’s pathetic. Can’t be real with anyone cause no one cares and it makes them uncomfortable to talk about real issues that are going on.

  • @anweshakar146

    @anweshakar146

    Ай бұрын

    I volunteer ✋🏽 How do we connect??

  • @AWDTH1111

    @AWDTH1111

    Ай бұрын

    Same here. I feel like he’s the one person in this world that gets it. Everyone around me is a performer.

  • @simulki7108

    @simulki7108

    Ай бұрын

    Exacly!! I respect and really like people who can show themselves vonorable.

  • @ShuvraKumarDas-bu8ch

    @ShuvraKumarDas-bu8ch

    Ай бұрын

    ​@@anweshakar146 Hi Anwesha, shuvra this side. I'm 21F from Assam and I've been dealing with suicidal thoughts from the last past 5 months after my breakup. I'm also dealing with extreme loneliness, please help me.

  • @discodroid

    @discodroid

    Ай бұрын

    I stopped trying to be real years ago. Mostly everyone in real life is npc like.

  • @TheRealSlimshadyyyyyy
    @TheRealSlimshadyyyyyy6 ай бұрын

    Brother, you’re not alone. You literally just described me. I’m a 29 year old US Marine veteran, on the verge of tears right now. I can’t tell you how much this resonated with me. My whole life has been exactly the same Way you just described.. Will it get better? I don’t know, that’s what I’m telling myself. This world is fucked, even more so it seems nowadays. I used to be so extroverted and a People person, but anymore I keep to myself. People trigger me. But you are not alone, and just know hearing someone else talk about this, made me feel less alone ..

  • @ayoutubecommenter1827

    @ayoutubecommenter1827

    6 ай бұрын

    31 year old Marine vet here, same issues

  • @bbqfire6199

    @bbqfire6199

    5 ай бұрын

    yeah the government fucking sucks

  • @theharshtruthoutthere

    @theharshtruthoutthere

    5 ай бұрын

    @@bbqfire6199 Then come to CHRIST! get your will to live back. As knowledge increase ,the more deceptions of this world comes clear and visible. We all have heard the story of “ADMA AND EVE”, but we know not that: ADAM = MANKIND, for it is a NAME, both males and females carry. Adam = not only male or males. Genesis 5:2 Male and female created he them; and blessed them, and called their name Adam, in the day when they were created. Therefore, there is no Adam and Eve, there is only ADAM Truth is to seek`d out, to asked for, .... bible verse: Matthew 7:7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: truth is not given in this world. but kept secret. And To who ever wants to become a youtuber or influencer: Mark 8:36 For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? Luke 9:25 For what is a man advantaged, if he gain the whole world, and lose himself, or be cast away? Matthew 16:26 For what is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul? Ecclesiastes 1:3 What profit hath a man of all his labour which he taketh under the sun? Be a influencer of truth, not of evil. Expose the masonry club /what they do and who`s in it), influence not to support it. Let you moto be not: do what thy wilt - a mason`s qoute. Have a moto of: GO AND SIN NO MORE

  • @XXXXBossXXXX

    @XXXXBossXXXX

    5 ай бұрын

    im here with you brother. 24 ive been diagnosed with Major Depression & General Anxiety Disorder. I also used to be so outgoing n talk to anyone but now im so self conscious that its hard for me to even look people in the eyes. Your message gave me camaraderie. Im trying to do better. i believe storms past, but the smallest actions we do today, minimize the next storm. Praying for you man. For all of us. We just have to keep resourcing n seeking help. Self love/compassion is not taught. Keep going, youve inspired me to keep going.

  • @gregkareem9824

    @gregkareem9824

    5 ай бұрын

    ​@@theharshtruthoutthereBeautiful message

  • @LeftMap
    @LeftMap13 күн бұрын

    My teens and early 20’s often felt like this. Figuring out my place in life, choosing bad partners that held me back and didn’t support me, and undiagnosed mental health that my parents didn’t get me treated for as a child. Life gets better because when you’re down you can only go up if you put any effort into it. I still have these days, but I have hope and my own family that I eventually found that accepts me and betters me and has gotten me to where I’ve accepted and faced the things that held me back, both externally and self imposed. Good luck with your life. The best is ahead of you.

  • @Dan-vc4ku
    @Dan-vc4ku8 күн бұрын

    You will surely find people who you WANT to be around. Just hasn't happened yet! Life does and will improve! All the best young man!

  • @lionheartroar3104
    @lionheartroar31047 ай бұрын

    Dude, I'm a grown man and still feel this way sometimes. Give yourself time to discover more about yourself. You will find a lane. Prayers to you.

  • @Timothyrpiano

    @Timothyrpiano

    7 ай бұрын

    That’s what I’m trying to do right now. I’m 20-years-old, and I’m trying to redirect my life and find out who I truly am

  • @guzzy4318

    @guzzy4318

    7 ай бұрын

    @@Timothyrpiano - me too

  • @Webedunn

    @Webedunn

    7 ай бұрын

    @@TimothyrpianoCHAMP, you’re still so young! Life hasn’t even started yet my friend. Find what you like or that you’re good at AND BECOME THE BEST AT IT! Ppl will come to you and ppl will gravitate to you. Forget about social norms or what society expects, concentrate on you! You got this, G!

  • @Jessie-el3yj

    @Jessie-el3yj

    6 ай бұрын

    ​@@guzzy4318😮7

  • @RedaReda-vl9ff

    @RedaReda-vl9ff

    5 ай бұрын

    @@guzzy4318 dont give up my friend,keep moving forward

  • @ShEDDiNgmYSkiN
    @ShEDDiNgmYSkiN8 ай бұрын

    Sometimes I don't wanna wake up because my dreams are better than my reality by far. I feel you. You reached people with this. Your brave for even putting it out there.

  • @ZenAkuWillow
    @ZenAkuWillowКүн бұрын

    Bro summed up my whole life.. i wish you all the best and hope you become the happiest bro

  • @D180sx
    @D180sx13 күн бұрын

    At least 29 thousand of us care and can relate. Thank you for your honesty brother!!

  • @afterhourscinema782
    @afterhourscinema7824 ай бұрын

    Whenever i feel down which is 95% of the time anyway, I think about my favorite Bruce Lee quote, *"Don't pray for an easy life. Pray for the strength to endure a hard one"*

  • @Luisluispenalivecommx

    @Luisluispenalivecommx

    3 ай бұрын

    It's all a process accepting it is hard, but I think once it happens, the weight lowera down to be managebale

  • @MrSigma_47

    @MrSigma_47

    3 ай бұрын

    I agree with him that you should try to make the best experience with the life you were given.

  • @mahmodulmozumder3194

    @mahmodulmozumder3194

    3 ай бұрын

    But at the end of the day there will have been a person that didn’t have to go through hardship and lived happily and died just like the one that has to live a hard life

  • @serloinz

    @serloinz

    3 ай бұрын

    but if you have the strength to endure a hard one then it basically becomes an easy one ..so don't pray for either no ? ;p

  • @spacezxne2

    @spacezxne2

    3 ай бұрын

    Praying is crap

  • @SM-cg5uy
    @SM-cg5uy7 ай бұрын

    You're sensitive, intelligent, handsome and articulate. You're valuable. This video has helped thousands. YOU'VE helped thousands!! Just breathe, sweetheart. ❤

  • @19DavidVilla96

    @19DavidVilla96

    7 ай бұрын

    How should this help anyone? He is obviously not the smartest. He has a simple representation of what reality is and how it is supposed to be. He doesn't seem to be able to recognize his own matrix. I don't see how you would make such absolute statements otherwise. Life is complicated. I feel sorry for him ofc.

  • @tims7686

    @tims7686

    7 ай бұрын

    ​@@19DavidVilla96 he is low iq af

  • @robertpedersen6831

    @robertpedersen6831

    7 ай бұрын

    The modern world has created this feeling. Humans are not meant to live like this. My heart breaks for his generation.

  • @stwong2000

    @stwong2000

    6 ай бұрын

    @@19DavidVilla96there is a big flaw with this thinking too. You think there is a “best view” of what life is meant to be when in reality there is no “best” there only is “is” no view is better than another after all because it’s all delusion

  • @jafrinkhan8172

    @jafrinkhan8172

    6 ай бұрын

    another false hope giver lol

  • @Blackbird58
    @Blackbird58Күн бұрын

    You sound exactly like me, (I am diagnosed Autistic-do the online test, I got 42/50 then went to my doctor for a proper diagnosis) I too have no friends and although I feel the need for "friendship" my experience of it in the past has been pretty soul-destroying, it felt as if I ever needed someone to "have my back" there never was anyone there and the loyalty and support I freely gave was never reciprocated, I am way too trusting and always seem to end up getting screwed or exploited in some way, it makes you want to just give up on everything but I can tell you that even at my age-65 and after a lifetime of pain and confusion about why I was the way I was and could do nothing at all to change it , it may sound crazy to you but I'd do it all again. You already have the right idea about how to rationalise a life in the world you find yourself in-it will be what you make of it and as you are so young, bright, articulate and honest with yourself about yourself this is the very best of foundations you could possibly have. I'm not saying that you will be happy ever after but if you have any skills or realistic ambitions yu just have to concentrate on getting as far in life with them as you can manage. I regard every day as a victory of sorts because I have not let the endless disappointments and failures turn me bitter, there is so much in life which is absolutely wonderful and amazing-I lose myself in these things-music, art nature, science. It does sometimes hurt, and it can be cold and lonely but I have simply accepted that I can never have friends-it never works out well and I've had enough of the pain from rejection, thank you very much! and I always have plenty of distractions on hand if I start to feel low about things-I have my guitars and a piano and a great little cat to be a bitch for. If you don't fit into their world-build one of your own, always be honest, always be kind. I send you love and my very best wishes young man, I hope you will learn to see that you have limitless choices, you are capable of great things, I believe in you.

  • @patrickhowley5937
    @patrickhowley593720 күн бұрын

    😢I have always been weird. Too smart for jocks, too soft for metal heads, not quite a soccer player…..finally chefdom. Follow your passions and like minded individuals will make themselves known. Screw those who don’t like you and take care not to dwell on this crap. Stay strong.

  • @bungeyedsniper1391
    @bungeyedsniper13917 ай бұрын

    Trust me, man. Everyone is fighting demons, we’re all just good at putting on our masks, before heading out into society. I was the same, always an outcast, had massive self confidence issues to the point where I hated people even looking at me. Walking with my head down so drivers by wouldn’t look at me. Now I have a loving wife and two beautiful kids. Still have a lot of the issues I had when I was younger but my Wife and kids show me there is light in this world. Keep your head up man I know things will turn around for you and you find your light in this world

  • @Timothyrpiano

    @Timothyrpiano

    7 ай бұрын

    I guess you just have to have hope that something will work out for the best

  • @shortylittle3610

    @shortylittle3610

    7 ай бұрын

    Life is bullshit ,what a profound statement,I can comprehend how you've come to this conclusion, as I myself realized though a few books spiritual learnings let's say, and there's no purpose unless you can invent one or make one, there is no karma, there is no Universal justice, and the is a shit load of unfairness and cruelty on this planet, usually men at the back of the hell we now call reality, the truth does hurts ,even the truth that you have discovered ,at such a young age ,your issue is you became too wise to soon , you even no it's pointless to give up and die ,as this too is etched in stone , it seems like strangers can show more love and compassion than family or friends, and there are alot of strangers on this planet, we are obviously all on the same planet but most certainly in a different World than everybody else but many folk who are free thinking can relate and empathize with you , like Janis Holland says in one of her songs , it's the same fucking day, if I had kept to myself in my static caravan I would be 20 thousand pounds better off and safe and sound, but people stole ,burnt me Home to the ground , and smashed my next home to bits ,why you may ask ,well jealousy has stolen every thing from me ,when all I asked for was a humble appreciative grateful existence, let's alone in the hills ,but people are crazy and desire to see others fail ,and make sure they do ,madness, I've no answers for you other than if good things happen then a good thing has happened ,and same for shite things , it's just that you are under no illusions like the majority, stings but your awake and aware, and I care ,where I know you or not ,which I think we very similar guess we can only keep fighting the fight , life is not what you make it ,people can soon change that , like you say , luck and good fortune plays it part ,life's hard ,but it's harder for someone else , we're all strangers in a strange land ,some live in fear ,you live in fact, sending love brother ,wow do I feel you ,yes I do ,

  • @shortylittle3610

    @shortylittle3610

    7 ай бұрын

    Janis Joplin I mean

  • @zackkunkel9495

    @zackkunkel9495

    15 күн бұрын

    @@Timothyrpianoif ur just hoping for the best in every situation how is that working for you lol

  • @Timothyrpiano

    @Timothyrpiano

    15 күн бұрын

    @@zackkunkel9495 you just have to have hope