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@Ricky-nq7lu

6 ай бұрын

I'm over youtube unsubbing me.

@iammfkn5338

6 ай бұрын

I have watched since like 250k subscribers. I’ll supper the show always. But I’m not gonna download this game.

@Pop-Bo

6 ай бұрын

Best channel on KZread!! Heckofafish lol is on point..🤌

@omicSheep

6 ай бұрын

I"ll pass.......

@Nothing2CHere4U

6 ай бұрын

I'm surprised no one has brought a Geiger counter to that rock formation.

Bro, you are an international hero and you admitting to depression is nothing to be ashamed of. You are a an amazing narrator and person to aspire to be like.

@necronomickomik

6 ай бұрын

Thank you for talking about this

@albertorocha709

6 ай бұрын

Amen!

@1leggedbuttkicker

6 ай бұрын

He sure is

@cthulhuhoops7538

6 ай бұрын

I like him too but hero?

@josephfenech9037

6 ай бұрын

​@@cthulhuhoops7538Yes he is. Sharing his struggles with such a personal issue as depression takes incredible courage, especially because depression itself mines your self esteem and makes you see yourself as less worthy. But for other people watching this video who are also struggling with it, and maybe think they are alone in their pain, it can be life saving to have someone like AJ remind them that they are not, especially coming from his own personal experience, and that there is always help to be found if you look for it. So yes, he is a hero.

Im a veteran that struggles with severe depression. I also do everything I can to keep that hidden. If I were to harm myself (I won’t), my family would say it was out of character. Sometimes family and friends just don’t know what people are dealing with internally. I sincerely hope Kenny didn’t harm himself. If anyone else reading this also struggles from depression, please talk to someone. And remember, suicide doesn’t end the pain, it only transfers it to your loved ones.

@orpheuscreativeco9236

6 ай бұрын

Well said ✌️

@Triple265

6 ай бұрын

You are loved❤

@sleepyhead9756

6 ай бұрын

Jesus cured my depression and addiction. Alot easier to live when you know the Lord.

@SuicideVan

6 ай бұрын

​@@sleepyhead9756problem is, a lot of us don't believe in magic. I'm glad it's working for you, but don't expect it to work for others.

@kimt4087

6 ай бұрын

I can relate brother. I hope you have many, many great days ahead.

You are a hero for the depression talk. I’m laying in bed severely depressed for decades, watching this. It makes me feel not so alone.

@c0ldsteal19

3 ай бұрын

Look into magic mushrooms! In small amounts they could actually help a lot.

@Davis777_69_years_and

3 ай бұрын

Continue holding on brother. We got you

@captainpinky8307

3 ай бұрын

you should do ozone therapy

@goosequillian

3 ай бұрын

Could you people please learn to use lie and lay correctly? The average IQ has become so low in the 21st century...

@holly7010

3 ай бұрын

You are not alone. You are stronger and more valuable than you realize. My mom told me once that our planet is a big puzzle with us being the pieces. If you throw away your piece then the puzzle is incomplete and it takes away the builder's joy.

The last few minutes of this video defined you as one of the best on KZread. Thanks for being so awesome.

I feel like a child waiting for mommas bed time stories whenever this dude uploads. I appreciate you man

@joshuamyles

6 ай бұрын

No worries, cupcake. You’re welcome.

@BenJamminKraftbc

6 ай бұрын

Right?

@DixieChris-ow6zi

6 ай бұрын

99 bugs but sleeping eighnt won

@Phoenixash-delfuego

6 ай бұрын

👍

@skillsone4384

6 ай бұрын

I literally sideline the new videos until bed time 😂

'They don't care about the M cave. They care about Kenny.' That got me. I teared up on that one.

@derekwargo3999

6 ай бұрын

Yes that was a great quote!! I can tell your a good person, simply bcuz you specifically mentioned that particular quote out of the entire video...

@zed4225

6 ай бұрын

Yeah we get attached to our channel creators like Aj and Kenny. Want them as safe and well as can be.

@GeorgiaJakes7

6 ай бұрын

Great quote! I think Kenny finally invented something that we all are interested in - hope. When I’ve really gotten bad it’s because I’ve lost hope. No purpose in my life or reason to believe it will change for the better-only get worse. Yep, that’s how I feel.

@jennyrice7921

2 ай бұрын

Yeah, I also cried.

@benjalucian1515

28 күн бұрын

Yet one of the guys looking had an "M" cave t-shirt on.

This story broke my heart, I lost a cousin to depression, and at time can relate the constant struggle this world can bring, but the uplifting message AJ mentions in the show, gives hope to us all. Great storytelling and human being.

@Byronic19134

3 ай бұрын

I just lost my job of 10 years after a severe depressive episode because I couldn’t call work, I was seemingly under a spell, and couldn’t get out of bed, talk or anything. It’s strange and people with depression are haunted by non stop intrusive thoughts. The only real way to help them is to never stop interacting with them, don’t give space, we don’t really want space, we just want to feel needed.

@erikhoff5010

2 ай бұрын

Hope doesn't pay the bills. It, like dreams is an emotional process and doesn't do s#*t.

Inspirational. Struggling with depression and knowing that you have experienced the same, gives me hope.

AJ please remember. That you too are appreciated. Some of us come to your channel to escape our everyday grind. You sir are a blessing. Preaching exactly what this world needs now more than ever. Compassion and kindness.

@jenniferandzeski5266

6 ай бұрын

This.

@DavidHernandez-mf9pi

6 ай бұрын

Amen to that

@Jonny-gg3be

6 ай бұрын

Well said ❤❤

@kirby9124

6 ай бұрын

I listen to your channel every day when I’m driving into class, please keep at it and know that we support you!

@wikhalldotcom

6 ай бұрын

Greetings to AJ and Hecklefish from a long time viewer from Sweden. You guys are awsome. And appriciated.

I love it when AJ says “Let me know if you wanna see it” referring to making episodes. Yes AJ, we want it all lol

@elektrovert

6 ай бұрын

Exactly! Of COURSE we want to see it! 😀

@tathrok

6 ай бұрын

Yuuuuup every single time 🎉

@Tropicalpisces

6 ай бұрын

For REAL. 😅

@MorbinNecrim86

6 ай бұрын

All of it!

@allergygal

6 ай бұрын

Right? The answer to that question is always YES!

Mental health is no joke. I've dealt with anxiety and depression my whole life. So glad more folks are discussing it publicly now. Keep up the good work!

That was a beautiful ending. And you're right. We all have struggled at some point in our lives with depression. No shame, just keeping it real!❤

The last part brought me to tears , you never know who is going through depression . You need to be brave to admit it & a hero to survive it .

@Steve-uv7sp

6 ай бұрын

When I watch ONE of these videos, the entire sidebar of video options are ALL from this same channel!! That makes me aware of the fact this guy is part of the problem....depression??? Really??? Grow a pair!!

@radbadmi

6 ай бұрын

@@Steve-uv7sp There is no weakness in depression & to know that you aren’t alone makes you feel normal & not a pariah. Isn’t life all about knowing you aren’t alone be it on earth or in the universe ? Any way apologise can’t change my ways as I can never have a pair .

@stephenm3470

6 ай бұрын

​@Steve-uv7sp depression is part of the human condition. I hope when you're in your darkest place people have more empathy than you do now.

@AtSafeDistance

6 ай бұрын

I've always said that when you consider the corrupted world in which we live, that the real curiosity is why isn't everyone depressed? Anyway yes very brave to admit and talk about it. I totally get deleting 4 times. Anyway I would save you (anyone) the heartache if it was within my power, you've probably heard similar. anyway I do believe I can help a lot of people. Check into Magic Mushrooms. You can take what they call a micro-dose which is such a small amount that it doesn't become noticeable. However you still get the benefits of it helping fight depression. Now having said that: I prefer , (not really prefer the "high" part) to take enough that I do hallucinate just a little, I definitely feel it. And it isn't a terribly unpleasant feeling but I like being in control so I don't like that part of it but .... I feel so incredibly great the next day and next 2 weeks after it that its worth the uneasiness I have for 3 or 4 hours when taking them. And I am not someone to quickly jump on a bandwagon. If anything I am more likely to lean towards being cynical. Now having said that: my short version of describing the reason I feel so good afterwards is : because I feel lucky to be alive. :) - end of the day whatever ... it is worth it for me. hope this might help someone else.

@neonsashimidream1075

5 ай бұрын

@@Steve-uv7sp Man, I stumbled upon your comment here and I'm a little confused. I'm not seeing the connection between anything. It's pretty normal to have related videos from the same channel appear on the sidebar. That's part of how KZread is designed to work. Do you mean to say that the fact this channel produces a lot of videos is part of a problem? Is the problem people spending too much time watching videos online? As in, are you saying that is a cause of depression in people? I'm with you that social media addiction is one of the biggest mental health and health problems in history, but I personally can't make the leap to blame a user. It's the tech monopolies and those who enable them to operate with so little oversight that are the problem. Also, what do you mean about growing a pair for depression? Do you mean to say that machismo is the answer for a brain that is malfunctioning? In some cases, if a person is discouraged or down on themselves, a well placed "cowboy up" can certainly make a difference, but I'm afraid it doesn't do much good when the problem is purely neurological. Just like you can't just will a heart attack away or a broken bone to suddenly fuse back together. You may want to look into neuroscience a bit to understand this topic a bit more. Fascinating stuff too.

Wish Coast to Coast was like it used to be. Why Files is as close as we'll ever get though. Love this show.

@PadreMortalis

6 ай бұрын

Yeah, It's gone down a slope.

@magneto9555

6 ай бұрын

I use to really enjoy Coast to Coast 😊

@Brisco_County_Jr

6 ай бұрын

@magneto9555 I quit listening awhile ago. When the host got mad when someone asked why he doesn't cover the stuff they used to, I knew it was time to stop. It was never returning to the glory days.

@edthomas6548

6 ай бұрын

This and Mr. Ballen are two of my favorite YT channels

@ms_beastie

6 ай бұрын

@@mcfcguvnors art was the best

"it's time for Kenny to come back home" this line felt too personal, AJ 😢💔

when u said about depression making some ppl struggle to get outa bed? That hit home man. I have days on end like that. I've had this most of my life. I go through times where it seems everything is going to be ok but then it hits me hard and I will lay in my bed and not speak to anybody for days. Ur message made me feel a little bit better. I feel so alone sometimes. Great video man. Those ppl who go out searching for Kenny are amazing human beings. I hope they stay safe out there bcos that area is crazy..

@inrock5862

4 ай бұрын

Positive vibes from Norway. I know your struggle....

@AmazingBlaze0

4 ай бұрын

Yup me too but hey I’m young maybe I do have time to figure all of this out even with a world war on the brink🫤

@Mainthane

Ай бұрын

Wow!! I thought I was alone.

That depression part man. It is written and delivered in a very good, mature way. No crying, no anger, just straight facts and life experience. You just seem like a great, wise guy, salute to that

Thank you for NOT deleting the depression part a fifth time. I know from experience how hard it is to set aside ego and admit personal psychological issues issues... That alone has made this my favorite episode. Thank you again brother, Thank you.❤

@charylene211

6 ай бұрын

Amen! You said it best!

@tathrok

6 ай бұрын

found the person who hasn’t ever suffered from clinical depression 😂 it’s ​@@410cultivar

@TheWhyFiles

6 ай бұрын

This was a tough on me, emotionally. It really was. But if I can help just one person through a rough patch, it's worth it. Thanks for the kind words. 🙏

@xyloeye

6 ай бұрын

Thanks, A.J. My wife of 50 years was recently diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease. It's so difficult now to not be sad and descend into depression. Thank you for your transparency. You can't imagine how valuable what you do is to some of us. Your channel is one of the few bright lights left . @@TheWhyFiles

@joshc5541

6 ай бұрын

​@@TheWhyFiles AJ, I'm glad you left it in. Sometimes it takes hearing just the right thing in just the right way to make someone finally "hear" what they've already heard multiple times. You know you have a knack for presenting information with just the right language and tone. If it helps one person, it was worth leaving in.

this show is perfect.....AJ's delivery, scripts, editing style, timing plus a sidekick for comic relief. this and thoughty2 are the only content i look for on YT. the rest of my time is spent wandering aimlessly, making hopeful clicks

@PenelopePitstop0078

3 ай бұрын

Totally 👍

@damiencouturee6240

3 ай бұрын

If you like that kind of stuff, check out Mr. Mythos as well. Excellent channel, incredibly deep research and he just presents information, doesn't try to skew anything. He doesn't upload often, but all his videos are around an hour ish and just packed full of information, SO much research for each video.

@graysonmichael8335

3 ай бұрын

@@damiencouturee6240 thanks...i do love this stuff, ill check out mr mythos. thank you!

Thank you so much for keeping that part in. You are a wonderful person.

The Why Files is just on another level compared to other KZread channels. Everytime Why Files uploads a video, it makes you question reality, it makes you laugh (looking at you Hecklefish), and sometimes (like this time) it makes you feel. I'm so glad that I stumble on this channel.

@KCKR710

6 ай бұрын

You're so right!

@mnstark3342

6 ай бұрын

one of my favourite youtube channel, its one of the best

@davidjean988

6 ай бұрын

Absolutely agree,I wonder what his qualifications are, if any. I can't help but feel I lack intelligence, A.J explains things in such a way that everyone can understand.

@ToonboyOriginals

6 ай бұрын

Same

@BillGreenAZ

6 ай бұрын

While it's all that, it also has a production quality equal that of network television. I believe AJ and his cohorts have worked in television production before so they bring the goods in that arena.

I just wanted to say thank you for not deleting the part about your depression. I appreciate that you're a real person and admit your struggles instead of putting on a facade of a perfect life on social media. So many of us struggle with mental health issues and it helps to know we're not alone. So thank you for that, it touched my heart. As always thanks for the great video, love your content! ❤

@TheWhyFiles

6 ай бұрын

You're appreciated 🙏

@lauriedi1

6 ай бұрын

I second what this commenter had to say.

@mobiusone6994

6 ай бұрын

​@@TheWhyFilesYou Are Remembered. You, your crew, and your people. Thank you for entertaining us. Thank you for working for us. Thank you for staying with us. -Goodfellow

@creamydeath2160

6 ай бұрын

I lost my father to suicide a little over a year now and in between that time till now I have lost two close friends to it as well. I'm so blessed I still have my remaining family and friends and this awesome community. Keep your head up and keep moving to the future.

@annehaight9963

6 ай бұрын

I have depression myself. It's genetic/physiological, and not a result of trauma. It's impossible to explain to other people what it's like to spend all your energy being normal. We are very adept at hiding it. Having depression doesn't mean being sad all the time. It's so much more complicated, and many people who seem happy and adventurous may not always be that on the inside. It actually makes perfect sense for someone like that to enjoy being alone in the wilderness. You don't have to keep up a facade for others. You don't have to spend energy talking to others, interacting with them, dealing with their emotions and demands. Nature allows you to just exist.

Depression is debilitating. And anxiety almost always comes with it. It’s an awful thing to live with, but there is always help within reaching distance. IT took me 25yrs of being a professional drug addict to figure that out. Thank you for sharing your struggles. I (and many others) understand and are fighting the good fight with you. 6yrs clean this November 💜 6yrs on the right meds helped me stay that way.

Another great video. Having worked psycology for years I can unfortunately say that people dissapear all the time, also people who have family and kids. One thing I can say, now on the topic of depression, a topic I know all too well both personally and profesially, is that. The first thing anyone should do is to heal their body. I have found time and again that people are depleted from all soughts of things, minerals, vitamins, nutrition and since the brain is part of the body, anyone can and will feel this also as depression. Things like vitamin C, D, E and B vitamins are like amino acids essential to our well being, which is why I have to stress this time and again. People in therapy often tell me they live healthy, until I fact check them and then reality is different. All I am saying. Start from the ground up. Start with your body and at least get more energy, so you can handle the things at hand. Vitamin D, E and B vitamins (Inositol) works great for feelings of depression. Make sure you get the dosage right.

AJ I don’t really know you but I’m so proud of you for addressing depression. I work with PTSD vets and they love you channel and I KNOW you have helped them from this. I wish I could shake your hand dude. Thanks again! You are great!!!

@patrikcarrera2729

6 ай бұрын

Really really brave of you adressing your own battle with it... Feeling you brother.. And for all fellow people out there battling the same too: we gonna make it, and yeah, sometimes we will be going through hell, but we'll keep going! ❤️‍🩹💪🏼😎 Thx for your work and your amazing channel AJ with much love from Switzerland ☺️

@TheWhyFiles

6 ай бұрын

Consider this an e-handshake. Thanks for the kind words. I'm so glad to hear that this goofy channel is making people's lives a little brighter.

@brendaparis4650

6 ай бұрын

Heart felt kudos to another awesome show, and so appreciate the words on depression. I'm sure Kenny's family is ever so grateful to you for your presentation of this❤

@hughmartin707

6 ай бұрын

I actually miss the old days of yt when it was just some dude No team no production Some dude with a handheld So many lost conspiracys and topics from back then

I’m currently going through hell and to hear that saying “if you’re going through hell keep going” This really meant a lot to me. It’s reminded me to pick myself back up and keep going. Thank you for the positive message within this incredibly fascinating story.

@avicennitegh1377

6 ай бұрын

I can second that. The supersize lady hasn't sung yet.

@oregonsbragia

6 ай бұрын

Hang in there.

@soon2bsaint680

6 ай бұрын

Tough times aren’t forever, but tough motherfuckers are! Keep standing! Pray! Ima pray for u too bro. God bless u bro

@soon2bsaint680

6 ай бұрын

The end times prophecies of the Bible are coming true as we speak bro, hang on

@stephenkayser3147

6 ай бұрын

You are note the only one mate (Aussie talk), me too. Stay strong. If you believe in God have a chat with him. If not (or as well) find a friend or a good listener with good advice.

There is nothing to be ashamed of in your struggle with depression. So many people have the same issue. But you are an icon. You and the WF crew have created a sensational show, watched by millions throughout the world. You are admired and respected by so many. Keep up the great work, I always look forward to seeing your shows.

What a moving episode. I love how objective and respectful you are on all the topics you talk about. This one however, is so heartwarming!

I hear you AJ, I was a Design Engineer for a fortune company for 30 years. While it began in grade school, depression slowly consumed me, ruined relationships, socially isolated me . . . to this day. I called many times a year, impossible to get out of bed/home. Nausea and dread and anxiety impossible to pinpoint were worse than being stuck in tar. Through seeking help, I gained a deserved mistrust of the psychological profession (another long story), I was on my own. As I have aged, whether developing coping mechanisms, leaving the high stress work behind, or just mellowing out, it has improved. The darkest moments, irrational self depreciating thoughts are less often, but depression is still everpresent, but it does get better, for this one anyway. Small victories are still victories.

@chedda70gg8

6 ай бұрын

Amen thanks aj

@blairmitchell4178

6 ай бұрын

Everyone is a perpetual work in progress and no one has it all figured out. For the most part, we're all out here trying to do our best and life isn't always easy, especially when having to deal with things like anxiety and depression. I commend those who are out there, doing what they can to make this world a better place, no matter how small and inconsequential their actions may seem. Sometimes all it takes is the smallest gesture of kindness to completely shift a person's frame of mind out of a spiraling negativity and into a place of genuine gratefulness. I wish everyone love and happiness in the world, especially those whom we know need it the most. I truly believe that one day our world will become what we all would want it to be. I'm 37 and while I'm not sure if it will happen in my lifetime, I have confidence the people of this world will reach a state of living in harmony with one another. Unfortunately, before that can happen, there may need to be some human evolutionary traits/behaviors eradicated either by natural pathways of the evolution of our species or by genetically manipulating the human genome in future offspring. But really I am talking out of my a** right now and admit that I don't know nothing about nothing. I'm not much on board with the messing around with the CRISPR tech and going all mad scientist on gene editing/splicing and such but as someone who studied science in school, I can't help but be fascinated by the idea of DNA/gene editing. It is pretty cool

@bobaorolicki536

6 ай бұрын

I can relate, similar story... Small steps... just keep going! Good luck!!!

@MrAweeze

6 ай бұрын

Imagine having that crippling depression WITHOUT the bank account of a Fortune 500. While I know wealth can lead to misery, it sure beats dying in a ditch.

@tlarson5422

6 ай бұрын

Yo guy... rogan had this geneticist on recently. They spoke at length about how half the population has a gene where they can't metabolize folate well and it screws everything up, since they pour folate over food. Check it out, they mention how it even affects the neurons responsible for thought.

Currently going through a dark patch myself, so now I'm crying. Thank you AJ, I needed this episode. To anyone else going through it, reach out to someone... but most importantly, keep going.

@jonathanmoore5343

6 ай бұрын

If you ever need someone to chat with, feel free to reach out!! Please!! I suffer from depression also so i won't judge. Sending love your way because only love will save the day 😊 stay strong family!!

@kiwidubz

6 ай бұрын

Matthew 11:28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." God loves you. If you confess with your mouth, "Jesus is Lord," and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. It's the greatest free gift you could ever possibly receive 🎁🙏 Psalm 136:1 "Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good. His love endures forever."

@ak9989

6 ай бұрын

There's always someone to help you. I'm a combat veteran and retired cop and I helped my son after his combat tour in Afghanistan.

@maad2155

6 ай бұрын

If ur watching this chanel ur not alone, think of how the pursuit of mystery is always available,its a calling , and that is reason enough to be strong, like an unending adventure 🤟🏾🙌🏾

@markjackson3531

6 ай бұрын

Have you considered trying psylocybin mushrooms? It has worked for many people, the theory is it "resets" your brain. There are several major pharma companies doing clinical trials right now with good results....worst case, it doesnt work, no real danger as long as you are in a safe place when you try it (i would definitely try a smaller dose than used "recreationally", people use an eighth of an ounce or more to "trip", i would start with a quarter of that to be safe). Just trying to help!

The part about the document with "help me" over and over. Hit hard man. I had that moment a while back. Just like AJ said, when youre going through hell, keep going.

Ive never commented on your channel, im more private. Been a listening since last year religiously after being put in the hospital for attempted suicide. Your videos helped me realize that i have so much to live for. One of those reasons is your KZread channel. Think you for speaking up, and giving people like me a voice. Ive been doing well, and taking time out for me. I realize that before i was constantly doing so much for people, but neglected myself, which led me spiral down into a deep depression. Selfcare is so important. Thank you for stories, and heckle fish is hilarious.

I suffer with anxiety and depression and there’s one thing that helps me, and that’s this channel and I truly mean that. The team, the stories, the audience/chat and especially Heckle Fish telling us to buy a plushy fish toy at the end of each episode.😂😂You’ve no idea how much I look forward to that; the smiles and laughter it brings: Priceless. Thank you.🙏🏻 I hope Kenny Veach is alive, but at peace if not. Love you guys. God bless.❤️

@hollyharris1874

6 ай бұрын

Me, too. And you're loved & accepted here! 💜

@kvltvr6967

6 ай бұрын

We're all gonna make it

@Simonize41

6 ай бұрын

@@hollyharris1874 Thanks Holly. Shine brightly.🙏💜

@618DiarrheaSquirrels

5 күн бұрын

This channel helps me too! When I'm upset, whether it's sad or angry - I can pick any video and just tune out. It gives my senses a chance to rest so my mind has time to sort out my feelings. No lie, I turn the why files on often when I'm in a mood and it always helps, always!

Damn AJ. Brought a tear to my eye at the very end where you said,”it’s time for Kenny to come home.” and it is. It’s very touching to know there are people that are adventuring that desert but still keeping an eye out for him or his remains. Good or bad, him and his daughter deserves the closure. Wasn’t expecting The Why Files to move me this way but that’s just one reason why this is such a fantastic show! The best on the internet and I tell everyone!

@scottjustscott3730

6 ай бұрын

Yeah every so often AJ will get you right in the feels.

@Zelousfear

6 ай бұрын

Still tearing up

@KaraKahn

6 ай бұрын

Same 🥺🥲

THANK YOU for making this episode and bringing it all together how you did at the end. I needed to hear you say what you said about depression.

This is one of the few shows that makes youtube watchable. Thank you so much for the hard work yall do.

This is why it is a danger to assume people are fine just by going on what they are trying to show you. The human mind is a very complex organ, but it is also extremely simple in its actions. If you think a person could never be depressed, it might be they are struggling with depression the most. Thank you for sharing your story, AJ. We're better with you being so candid in a story like this and I appreciate you for doing this show and this episode.

@jimconner3983

6 ай бұрын

lol

@DeadSlayer0683

6 ай бұрын

I don’t believe that he killed himself… there’s too much coincidence involved… and the alleged depression and implied potential suicide is obviously a government tactic that they have used for decades…

@user-xk8cz1cq3l

6 ай бұрын

That’s right man you never know what a person is going through love everyone that watches the why files

Thank you for opening up and speaking on depression ! You’re helping a lot of people ❤️

@mab7491

6 ай бұрын

Amen over and over. Everyone me included has battled with this. Bringing up this topic like this will encourage people to talk to someone.

@reubenmcgregor6567

6 ай бұрын

Exactly ❤️ Hearing someone who is sound minded like AJ bring up that even he struggles puts it into perspective for me that a lot of people go through it without others even knowing they’re struggling.

@o.j7408

6 ай бұрын

It's so hard to imagine he could suffer with depression for me for some reason. he seems so happy whats hes doing. Really appreciate his openess and honesty and him doing this show 🙏🏽

@brotherlynch6977

6 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing a glimpse of your own struggles. I have dealt with depression my whole life. The worst part of the day is waking up and being disappointed that I did. The struggle is real.

@orokusaki8670

6 ай бұрын

no he isn’t

You arent alone in your battle of depression. Hope yours is getting better. Your videos definitly help with my own.

I’ve felt like Kenny and I still push on through. Life is too beautiful to give up.

AJ...thank you for being vulnerable and not deleting that last part about mental health for the fifth time. Your honestly and willingness to approach topics as a neutral observer is what makes this channel so amazing! I genuinely look forward to these videos - especially when the world is so chaotic these days. You're a truly stellar human and I hope you know that :) keep up the hard work - it doesn't go unnoticed!!

@wendycregan2147

6 ай бұрын

Agreed. We love you dearly :)

@HappyEarhole

6 ай бұрын

It's impossible not to be depressed with a society like ours

@annaphillion9269

6 ай бұрын

Ry2wy9yewy😊y9😊x1ey9w7y😊8

I, and I'm sure many others, am glad you kept in your personal disclosure of your struggles. I have struggled for decades, despite being, on the surface, highly functioning....With 2.9 million subscribers, that took courage on your part. It will also have helped people you have never met, to know none of us are alone....You, your crew and Hecklefish, are a gift to the World.....This is the kindest, most respectful, and inclusive channel on KZread.....Thankyou, from the bottom of my heart ❤

@codetech5598

6 ай бұрын

Depression is a real serious matter, but In the case of this channel, it is probably just a lead-in for his next sponsor.

@ScandalUK

6 ай бұрын

@@codetech5598 that’s just mean

@scottstallings5029

6 ай бұрын

AMEN. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ❤THIS❤AMAZING ❤CHANNEL!!!😊

@codetech5598

6 ай бұрын

@@ScandalUK No, it fits the business model of this channel.

@loveistheonlything3626

6 ай бұрын

@@codetech5598Are you always that cynic? Sounds exhausting and pretty stressful.

That Area51 sign at 18:15 in the cave is sold on amaz-on. The same faux weathered marks on the ones on amaz=on are also on the one found in the cave. Great episode as always. Love this channel!!

@codemiesterbeats

5 күн бұрын

Yeah the government also doesn't generally openly refer to it as area 51.

@Spooky_515

2 күн бұрын

Kenny found the M cave and ventured in and was transported to the Land Of The Lost. He’s probably fighting the Sleestaks on a mission to return home. 🏜🦕🦖🪨🏖🎡🚕

Thank you for your honesty about your personal struggles. My respect for you and the Why Files just shot up even higher. You are a good person and an exceptional example of kindness. We need more of this in our culture. Thanks again.

AJ, thanks for including the topic of depression. It made a lot of us feel better that we’re not alone with this issue. And Hecklefish makes everyone smile!🙃❤

@rollergirldreams6092

6 ай бұрын

🥰 Yes Agreed!!

@selalbrecht

6 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing your personal struggles. There are many of us who struggle as you do, and we don’t to talk our support group. Thank you for speaking out. I can only believe our lives are destined to be Kintsugi.

I dont think most people realize the amount of work it takes to run your channel. On behalf of all of your subscribers, Thank You AJ!!! We appreciate what you do, more than you know.

@ramblingivy8100

6 ай бұрын

Yep. Please know that YOU are appreciated, AJ.💐

@Cougelly1999

6 ай бұрын

You are right, so many topics that are new to me, and I was a Coast to Coast fan back in the day--I especially like to GoBekli Tepi updates

@orun0810

6 ай бұрын

I second this. Hats off to you or running such a great and interesting channel

Death Valley was my home for 7 years and I'm fortunate to be alive! I should be lost inside of a mountain that nobody would have discovered to this day! In pitch black darkness, my friend, a US Marine, led me inside a mountain where cougars and mountain lions lived. Suddenly we saw eyes shining in the dark looking our way. We freaked out and fled and ran into a river inside the mountain which overtook us and swept us up and dropped us inside the mountain led us into a large cavern with light where the animals came to drink. It was the most beautiful cave I'd ever seen.

my father committed suicide 9 years ago, almost to the day. I struggle with thoughts of doing the same almost daily. Thank you for being courageous enough to talk about your own struggles with depression. Also, thank you for making a sometimes all too bleak and sad world a brighter, more interesting place with your content.

He would be proud to have made it on your channel. Lightwaves on your journey Kenny ❤️

@josephsolis733

6 ай бұрын

What you mean by that buddy?!

@MikeD_

6 ай бұрын

He also totally would have been a fan of TWF.

What I like about this channel is that it doesn't just scientifically and logically tackle every episode; sometimes AJ adds a twist of emotional storytelling.

Man... that ending had me holding back tears 😢 😭 Definitely understand that feeling 💯 It's tough getting through the day at times... and just getting through the day is an accomplishment in itself. With that said... keep going. You never know when that day will come... it might be tomorrow... So just keep going and your day will come... or not... but you'll never know unless you just keep going. I know it doesn't sound reassuring, sorry... but I'm still going through one day at a time for that day to come where everything I went through makes sense, and I can understand what all the darkness was for... and be able to look back and say I made it. To be able to help others who were in my position to have hope... to be an example of someone who made it out of that darkness. Til then... the only advice I can give is this... JUST KEEP GOING Much Love from New York ❤️🗽❤️

I believe there are portals all over the world, missing 411,, lost w/o a trace, anything is possible! This is the best show anywhere,i dont watch any Tv,this is very informative & the research team is amazing!!! Thank you !!!

This is the first episode where I teared up at the end with a lump in my throat. Thank you AJ for being real and relatable. Transparency is never easy with such a personal topic. You are so very appreciated and loved AJ!!!

@kinginsane5150

6 ай бұрын

Definitely glad I wasn't the only one.

@eddyhernandez9798

6 ай бұрын

I can relate

@ghostriderabc171

6 ай бұрын

Same

@barbaraarmann5698

6 ай бұрын

Me too

@johannaholmgren8088

6 ай бұрын

So many people are suffering from or have suffered from depression in some form or other. And almost all of them feel shame for being depressed. But it's like cancer or any other illness: It really isn't their fault. It's an illness, and it's often treatable. If anyone is feeling depressed, PLEASE tell your doctor. And tell your friends and family. You really aren't alone.

AJ, thanks so much for allowing yourself to be humble and vulnerable about your own struggles. You have likely helped more people than you know, my friend. ♥

Thank you for revealing your struggles with depression.... So many of us are dealing with this and some make it out eventually and some of us just struggle forever.... I never thought that I would take such a drastic action ever in my life, until I was facing it and almost doing it... the thing about depression is the feelings can feel overwhelming and the thought of S is so sudden and intense that it is something that can happen to even the most adventurous and light spirited person... I hope to one day make it out of this deep deep debilitating part of my life one day to hopefully be able to enjoy the wonders and joys of life again... I love my family and my support system, but my brain and emotions feel so low for no reason.... and that to me is what is so embarrassing about it...

I'm a therapist and a huge fan of your channel. Thanks for speaking about depression and being brave enough to acknowledge it. That's how we can break the stigma and promote mental health. All the best.

You have depression?.. dang man, I would’ve never guessed. I hope you know that you help thousands of people in their own tough times with your videos. You make a pretty big difference in the world and A LOT of people are better off because of you. We appreciate you man.

@Charky32

6 ай бұрын

well a lot of people have depression, wouldn't be suprised if its a majority in today's society, but it's brave to say it out loud

@Shastavalleyoutdoorsman

6 ай бұрын

Everyone does it's an emotion.

@benalo13

6 ай бұрын

@@Shastavalleyoutdoorsman depression isnt an emotion, its much more than that. sadness is an emotion depression has a lot more attached to it

@Antacid420

6 ай бұрын

It just goes to show you should never judge a book by its cover ✌️

@AndrewH9999

6 ай бұрын

Alot of people have it, but refuse to show you it.

Thank you for being brave and sharing your personal story, AJ. Trust me when I say the world is a better place because you have overcome your obstacles. We love you! DS9 fans unite!

I discovered you about a year ago. I’ve enjoyed your content since then. I too have struggled with depression on and off. You just did a heroic thing. Being open about mental conditions is a gift to humanity. Thank you, sir. Happy new year 🍻

New to channel! I just wanted to thank you for talking about your struggles in a very real and genuine way. Thank you!

The part about suffering depression was very touching. I struggle myself. Too many suffer in silence. Excellent episode. Thanks again, AJ, and Why Files crew. As always, you all produce top teir vids

@TheWhyFiles

6 ай бұрын

Hang in there, my friend. You are stronger than you know.

@MrRoybert

6 ай бұрын

@@TheWhyFiles always ♥️

@katherinkeegan8601

6 ай бұрын

I resisted getting medication for depression because I thought depression meant I could not handle my emotions. When I talked to my doctor, he said it has nothing to do with my emotions but a chemical imbalance in the brain. After thinking about it that way I started mediation. Smartest move I ever made and wish I had done it sooner. After being on medication for a while, I marveled that my husband had wanted to marry me and could put up with me for so long before I got help. I even maxed out on one medication and found it was not doing the job anymore. After being off all medications for a while I realized I still needed medication. Since my original symptoms don't really exist anymore, I now need to find the right medication for the symptoms I have now. I have never forgotten what my doctor said. Considering how suspect everything (Food, paint, personal grooming products etc ..)is in our lives, it's no surprise the increase in depression and other mental health issues. If you or someone you know suffers from depression, just know that the root cause is a chemical imbalance in the brain. Medication can help along with other treatments as needed. Once on medication remember it only works if you take it as it's prescribed.

Don't feel embarrassed. I battle with depression myself. This channel is one of the few things in life that gets me out of my head, relaxes me, teaches me something, and makes me laugh. Thank you for sharing! Always looking forward to your videos.

Everything about this was so well done!! Thank you for your Transparency!!! Absolutely the best content!

Just re-watched and saw "You're not alone" for a split second at 34:57. Nice😊 Thank you, AJ❤

I am a veteran in a rehab. The stigma is the hurdle. Thank you for always delivering a good story...now i respect your journey. Thank you for being strong and having enough courage to be vulnerable.

@devinwalsh9293

6 ай бұрын

Thanks go to you as well. One day at a time👊🏼

@gordonpsmith8958

6 ай бұрын

On behalf of everyone out here in Why Files Nation who’s fought the demons of depression in or throughout our lives, thank you for briefly sharing your own experience with depression. Every time someone respected admits this very human and faultless condition, society moves a little closer to eliminating its stigma - and perhaps for one or more viewers, your admission is the straw that broke Gertie’s back when it comes to getting the help they need. Thank you, AJ - from all of us.

@dukeman7239

6 ай бұрын

stay strong my friend... remember it may seem far away but a step in that direction everyday before you know it you will be there

@Dwoodman596

6 ай бұрын

There is no stigma

@Dwoodman596

6 ай бұрын

@@gordonpsmith8958 What stigma?

Depression is an invisible killer. It settles in like a dark storm. I love you guys. This episode really touched me. God bless Kenny wherever he is today. ❤❤❤❤😊❤❤❤❤❤

@DaithiONUALLAIN-ow3es

6 ай бұрын

Who wants to be a ward lolz. If you know anyone in Ireland etc ask them would they like to be a ward lolz it’s a gypsy name and gypsies are let’s say gypsies 😂😂😂.Ward isn’t a name people would like 😮

@adamward9310

6 ай бұрын

@@DaithiONUALLAIN-ow3es Well if a Gypsy smokes weed they are my friends indeed....lol.

@adamward9310

6 ай бұрын

Pavee Ward (born 1971) is an Irish Traveller boxer. He is a three-time Olympian and has won several international championships

@DaithiONUALLAIN-ow3es

6 ай бұрын

@@adamward9310 really I was born 71 too in March I’ll look you up but I’m sure I haven’t heard of you kid 🇮🇪

@adamward9310

6 ай бұрын

Joe Ward got the name wrong. Auto correct puts in some weird stuff.

from one struggler to another. you are not alone. your show gives so much to so many. thanks.

Wish there were more channels like this out there, your research is thorough and you’re not completely sold on every conspiracy, you’re skeptical yet not dismissive. We need more of that

As someone who lost his will to live and gained extreme amounts of weight and now I'm losing it and getting back onto society slowly but surely I appreciate you talking about your struggles.

@user-cl5vx9em4e

6 ай бұрын

🙂

@misfit13actual86

6 ай бұрын

The valleys that we go through only make you stronger and once you get back to the mountaintop..the view of life is truly inspirational. Keep your head up, you're worth it my friend.

I just lost my wife of almost 26 yrs and two weeks ago my lil Chihuahua. I totally understand the depression part im ready to lose my home next its something I have to go thru as we all do. Not a day goes by without shedding a tear but do not forget who you are and reach out there even to just talk about your situation and i agree with another comment made you are a national hero much love to you and your family keep up the great work and God bless you !

@jackmccafe3720

17 күн бұрын

❤️

I just noticed that at 8:45, when Kenny Veach is mentioning the cave is about level with the ground is the same "cave" that Sean Horlacker found and can be seen at 20:05.

Man. The feelings from the last part of the video were unexpected. You are such a magnificent and relatable storyteller. If I could afford it I’d sponsor this channel running, exactly how it is, inevitably. Bravo!!

Long time lurker, enjoying the channel. Some time ago, i was on my way to my own M - cave. Made of depression, shame of myself and painful losses. I had the luck of being rescued out of it for friends and caring people. The struggle continues today, but therapy and family keep me fighting. One step every day. Thanks for being a new voice on depression. To anyone on what i call "the pain of being you", a big hug and keep going. We're not alone.

@JuliaF60

6 ай бұрын

❤

@mistletoe4961

6 ай бұрын

M caver here as well. I try to focus on anything but myself. I can send support out to others. 🤗

@AJZ.Stories

6 ай бұрын

It's a daily practice for me. It's not easy, but it does get better.

@The_Bigot

6 ай бұрын

People are such pussies nowadays. Feeling pity for themselves, desperate to be seen as victims.

@28russ

6 ай бұрын

Thanks mate. It's kickin my fuckin arse lately. I could do with a hug.

I love your videos Brotha. You are one of the best channels on going in depth into these topics. Your research is always so incredible!! Thankyou again! Never stop posting!

I didnt expect this vid to end the way it did but it was so beautiful & well done. THANK YOU!💕

Respect to you for opening up to us about your life and struggles AJ. It's admirable and helpful in so many ways.

Thanks AJ & HF! My brothers murder six years ago left me with depression that I deal with till this day. I really appreciate what you said AJ. Way up here in the Rockies suicide is very prevalent. We’ve all lost a lot of friends in this valley. Now the men here are very receptive to talking about depression. Opening up like you did helps other men be more open about what has become an epidemic. Much love my brother! ❤

@PLnbdy

6 ай бұрын

Institutionalized man hate has run amok

@bryanfukingfox

6 ай бұрын

Sorry for your loss, friend.

@polarbearlab

6 ай бұрын

@@bryanfukingfox thanks

@ursinha115

6 ай бұрын

I, too, am sorry for your loss!

@polarbearlab

6 ай бұрын

@@ursinha115 thanks

That jam at the end is so fresh and funky... this channel is so tight. Much thanks ❤

Your passion, your curiosity, your care, and your encouragement is so needed today. Keep up the great work!

This episode broke my heart. I have struggled with severe depression for 30 years. I understand the sometimes crippling effects it can have on you. All we can do is keep moving forward, one step at a time. If you're out there, come home. Your family misses you.

@nayyarrashid4661

6 ай бұрын

How did you fight it off? I never thought about it but it seems I do as well. I had a history but nowhere like I am now.

@blackhawk5903

6 ай бұрын

you are not alone. I am 28 years. just turned 28 yesterday. I have depression as well. I keep failing in life but i keep trying but i sometimes fall short it is hard.

@aranrees

6 ай бұрын

@@nayyarrashid4661 connection is key. Be with people.

@csbsdunbar

6 ай бұрын

I'm praying for you and hope you find the light but don't be afraid of drs help if you haven't checked into it.

@maggie27377

6 ай бұрын

​@@blackhawk5903if you are continuing to try, then you're not failing 😊 I read that recently and I hope it helps encourage you. Take care.

Each week, I've watched the scripts, production and presentation becoming more and more refined, like some strange modern martial art that AJ and Moriarty are becoming masters of....and In doing so, each episode seems to be imbued with a little more heart and soul. But then there is this episode, which has so much loving, compassionate humanity radiating from it, it's almost overwhelming. Never change, AJ. 🙏

@donnaschmink1801

6 ай бұрын

Amen! He is a treasure!

This is the type of content I look forward to!!! Please keep it up. I’m so happy I found your page!

This was an amazing episode. Thank you so much for speaking about depression. I got emotional because I can relate tremendously and I truly admire and appreciate the fact that you took the time to remind us that no one is alone in this struggle ❤ I’m such a big fan and it is so amazing hearing you speak on this. Thank you 🙏🏻

The fishing puns were hilarious! "I was being koi.", "You lured me over here.", "I need help tackling a problem." and on and on... 🤣 You guys are great!

@marygoff3332

6 ай бұрын

What's with the weird hat? Oh, I'm sorry pot, you can just call me kettle. 😂 The pot calling the kettle black, since both had on weird head garb.😊

@throngcleaver

6 ай бұрын

🤣🤣🤣 Yes! I hadn't heard that in years, so I really got a kick out of it. 😂

Big fan of the channel but I don’t usually comment. Just wanted to say this episode brought tears to my eyes. Thanks to AJ and everyone at the WhyFiles involved in the production. RIP to Kenny Veach. 🙏🏿

@StinkyBlack1

6 ай бұрын

Its not a real story wtf…

@marinabrola110

6 ай бұрын

​@@StinkyBlack1It is real in that Kenny Veach was a real person and we don't know what happened to him.

This ending gave me the chills and up and running for the day.. thanks WF team.. we feel the love. Thank you.😅

Thank you so much for creating this channel and this community, AJ. You are a class act. You cover each story with dignity and respect, but don't flinch from the facts that don't add up. Your honesty and open-heartedness are why we trust and respect you so much. You are filling a great need and hunger for the truth in this bewildering digital landscape. You are not alone, We love you! (And we love Hecklefish, too!)

@TheWhyFiles

4 ай бұрын

I appreciate that!

It's so damn sad that someone with such great value in this world still feels depressed. Just know we all love to hear your stories and even though I haven't met you in person (or hecklefish) I still consider you friends!!!

@stuartd9741

6 ай бұрын

Kenny had a lot of creative energy. That wasn't being utilized...

@silvertortoise3776

6 ай бұрын

On this note, y files just let me know if you ever want to go for a fossil hunt :)

At first I was like "not another youtube video on the M cave". I've heard about the M cave so many times but nobody ever went this deep into Kenny's character. He seems like such a genuine guy. Him showing off his inventions you could see he was passionate about them. Thanks for giving us this point of view.

@jedimindtrix2142

6 ай бұрын

I also got a very sad, childlike vibe there. Like someone trying to act happy. Something was definitely off with the dude at that point. I'm not saying he killed himself...who knows. I am saying that to me it seems pretty obvious that his energy and personality felt a bit forced to say the least.

By far and away, one of my favourite episodes. Thank you for your courage to speak about your battle. You're inspirational and you've honored Kenney's memory in such a gracious way. Thank you!

I love your videos Brotha. You are one of the best channels on going in depth into these topics. Your research is always so incredible!! Thankyou again!

My heart goes out to Kenny's daughter and the rest of his family. Loss of a parent unexpectedly is heart wrenching. 💜

Wow, the last five minutes of this was a sucker punch to the gut. Thank you for adding heart and truth to this story... ❤️ 💖 🙏 You're a true gem AJ.

I’m so glad you keep making these videos. They’re so entertaining and the fact you always have a good message at the end is beautiful

Love your channel AJ! Hope all is going well this year and I will continue to always watch your new videos !

RIP Kenny. AJ, you really deserve all the success you're seeing with this channel, & more. I'm sorry to hear that you also struggle with depression (as do I, & many other listeners, I'm sure)... but thank you for making mention of it. It's important for people to know they're not alone, & don't need to feel ashamed if they can't handle it on their own & need some help. ❤

I can't believe how upset hearing Kenny's story made me feel. He was the type of guy who wanted nothing more than to show the world his adventurous spirit and inventive mind. He stayed true to himself even if that meant going bankrupt and going as far as offering himself and his house to someone who was willing to buy his services (that video made me so incredibly sad, it was probably his last option). It's even more sad that he had so many people who loved and supported him and yet he most probably lost the battle with depression. It's heartbreaking how this treacherous disease can corrupt the minds of such amazing and free spirited people like Kenny. I will never forget his story and it will always serve me as a reminder that even the people who look the strongest, aren't safe from struggling with some of the darkest thoughts.

@Morristown337

6 ай бұрын

He brought his firearm and the white truck guys were spooked and when it looked like he might reach for his gun they likely shot and killed him. They were the government so they knew of his mental history and made it look like a suicide. It wouldn't hurt to have a low dose rad meter for radiation detection out there.

@michaelblaine6494

6 ай бұрын

The “help me” over and over is gut wrenching

@leighterry943

6 ай бұрын

Wow, really nicely said, & u nailed it when u said depression is " this treacherous disease that can corrupt the minds' of such amazing and free spirited people like Kenny! " Sadly, I think this treachery afflicts us, all, at some point in time, to varied degrees, and others tragically struggle with it, like many, chronic diseases, so here's hoping, it doesn't affect you as a chronic disease! You're a talented writer, who writes in a clear, concise, and poignant manner which helps inspire me, as a would-be writer. Blessings & happiness! If you're part of the WF community, I look forward to seeing more of your well written comments! 😺🌟✨💫

@moonchild8r

6 ай бұрын

@@michaelblaine6494 I can't even comprehend what he must've gone through...

@moonchild8r

6 ай бұрын

@@leighterry943 Ah, yes, I'm a part of the WF community pretty much since the very beginning! Thank you so much for your comment because it's not often that someone leaves such heartwarming comments like yours. It really made me smile a lot, you kind stranger! 🥹🩷

This was a special video. Thank you for sharing your personal struggles. I agree, I respect these people searching as well.

Thanks so much for speaking on depression including your own struggles. I literally have goosebumps right now, commenting immediately after listening to that part. Thank you thank you. And also - I hope you are proud you found the strength to not delete it from the script a “fifth” time . ❤

@jeffanon1772

6 ай бұрын

Always be kind because everyone we meet is fighting battles inside that we never see....