☾ 𝚃𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚜☾ [00:00:01] Astronomy - Conan Gray. [00:04:05] To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orquestra. [00:10:13] Ontario - Novo Amor & Lowswimmer. [00:13:23] Where's My Love (Acoustic) - SYML. [00:17:24] Back To You - Flower Face. [00:20:49] Anchor - Novo Amor. [00:25:05] A Soulmate Who Wasn’t Meant To Be - Jess Benko. [00:30:23] Hideous - Mehro. [00:33:48] Chance With You - Mehro. [00:37:54] Lights Are On - Mehro. [00:41:11] Angela - Flower Face. [00:45:40] Arcade - Duncan Lawrence. [00:48:44] Bored - Billie Eilish. [00:51:42] Runaway - Aurora. [00:55:52] Fourth Of July - Sufjan Stevens. [01:00:33] The Beach - The Neighbourhood. [01:04:48] Hurts Like Hell - Fleurie. [01:08:43] State Lines - Novo Amor. [01:12:09] Hourglass - Sleeping At Last. [01:15:03] As The World Caves In - Matt Maltese. [01:18:39] Patience - Hollowcoves. [01:23:32] Visions Of Gideon - Sufjan Stevens. [01:27:42] ---×--- Done making this timestamp for this amazing playlist. Might’ve gotten something wrong (missed the last one), let me know if you see it. Pin this please.

@lekookiealien6189

8 ай бұрын

The name of the last one is "I wanted to leave" by SMYL

@nia5200

8 ай бұрын

And just to avoid confusion, for the 37:54, it's Lights are on by Tom Rosenthal. Thanks for the list!

@aru-km8yr

8 ай бұрын

❤thank you bro

@dnz5387

8 ай бұрын

Thank you I appreciate the time you put into this it’s extremely helpful

@dagemervideos

7 ай бұрын

you didnt fill in the name of the last one... which is exactly the one i want to know

Can someone like this comment so i can come back pls?

@your_local_dsmp_idiot

Ай бұрын

I liked it for you

@UrOnlyDreamz

Ай бұрын

I been crying thinking bout things more lately and yk what THE WORST ISNT THEM LEAVING NOW TRY Grieving A LIVING PERSON BEGGING THEYLL COME BACK SOMEHOW AND STARTING TO FORGET THEM AT THE SAME TIME because my person? I didn't really exist there to him and now I don't feel I exist to me without him not that I'm nothing withkut him but I dont even feek like a real person anymore.

@Xia_Ash

Ай бұрын

​@@UrOnlyDreamzDamn

@thelaskafamily7892

Ай бұрын

Sure, hope you're doing well 💖

@Xsoulsclothing

Ай бұрын

​@@UrOnlyDreamzhey the hardest part about a breakup is moving on but while you might not know how to just dont blame your self but never deny the truth either you can do it 😊

Some people miss the old them.. Others wish they could guide and comfort their old selves And others want to go back to the past But I-..... I don't even know who i was back then...?

@reenkhey7872

Ай бұрын

yeah ……me to and idk who am i…..

@SuperThumb_PNG

18 күн бұрын

I was someone elses entire world, their support system when it was supposed to be the other way around, I was his therapist, his comfort, his joy and love that never lasted because he never loved himself. I was my fathers' everything and when it finally came time that he left, he ran, and I had to figure out who I was all from scratch. Some of us don't get a chance to learn who we are, some of us block out the memories of who we were because of what happened, and that's okay. We get the chance to learn who we are now, and I'm sure you'll love you the way you deserve in due time my friend 💚 We all deserve to love ourselves, whoever we become, and I can't wait to see you shine.✨

The title is this playlist. I miss the old me, everything seemed brigther and more saturated back then. I wish I could be taken back to when academics or relationships didn't matter, even if it was for one day.

@ig.itslunar

8 ай бұрын

Exactly bro.

@chaoryka

8 ай бұрын

Im still the old me. I hope i will escape it one day. It haunts me. I was always screwed up. Always mentally sick. Nothing changed. I only became more mentaly ill. Why was i like this even as a kid. I want to escape. But it seems impossible. Why couldn't i be normal child. Why couldn't i be born human. That haunts me. Not quite human, not quite monster. My mind and emotions are divided. Both haunt me with different things. I want to escape, but i dont want to die. Therapy is not working. Can't go outside. Can't force myself to go to Psycheward. I just want to stop being everything. I want to finaly choose a side. But i never managed to choose a side before. Ehy am i everything. Why do i want to do everything at one moment. There is so many lives i wanna live but i only have 1. How can i pick my entire life when there is so much to choose from. Do i want to Live or do i want to Die? I dont even know im a fucking coward cant even kms cant even force myself to choose a life or to make simple decisions i dont know how to do anything anymore cant even study cant fo anything all likes i had as a kid i dont get any joy from now i just waste time till i fall asleep i hope i just disappear that i go to sleep and die that would be best for me. Never was i happy never did i have a normal childhood i dont even have any good memories all of it is surreal all i remember are bad things but those are gray as well how do i know if they are real how do i know if im real am i just in a coma and this is a dream? I have so much on my mind yet all im able to say is this im wondering if i should send this to my therapist. I dont wanna go to mental hospital or aomething like that tho

@marsha-leecampbell9047

8 ай бұрын

I once knew someone, she had hopes and dreams, thoughts of a bright future, determination and a strong will to live. Then life happened and she gave up on herself, gave up on the people around her and almost gave up on her dreams. One day she remembered who she wanted to be n decides to fight like to find the will to live n fulfil her dreams even though her chances seem damn near impossible... hi I'm someone, someone is me.

@WatermelonFairy11

8 ай бұрын

I know how you feel. Hopefully it will get better for you!❤️‍🩹 In between life or death. Is the most loneliest of feelings . It will all be ok in the end. Let the waves of time slow and wash over you and heal you. - just some person on the internet

@skymed3095

8 ай бұрын

I wanna be taken to a time where I mattered

Dazai being the image hurts more than you think

@aaradhyasingh8111

7 ай бұрын

Fr fr

@katelynlitherland

6 ай бұрын

fr

@AveryGardner-ky8xu

6 ай бұрын

Its tru3

@your_local_dsmp_idiot

Ай бұрын

Fr

@youre_so_goofy

Ай бұрын

fr

Sometimes I really do miss the old me.. the one that loved life. The one that loved herself. The one who was never afraid of anything… I miss her so much..

@diseased_walrus

8 ай бұрын

This.

@cynical.ghostgirl

8 ай бұрын

Honestly...

@danicamitchell36

Ай бұрын

I really hope you find that part of yourself again, that part is never truly gone, just hidden behind years of self doubt, dig and you will find gold. Love yourself like nobody ever has before, find that part of yourself no matter how long it takes, because one day you might not want to find it again.

@GraceSummers-ms4yy

Ай бұрын

Fr I miss the old me

@ur-fav.asain.08

11 күн бұрын

I feel this.

I really used to be so genuinely happy and not insecure or afraid to cry in front of people or even be scared of men, damn to feel like that now really seems like a fairy tale 😭

@kianakaslana9260

4 ай бұрын

i feel you. i used to be able to hug people, but now i'm too scared to even hug my parents because i'm afraid that they'll stab me in the back or smth, even though i know that they would probably never. it's literally all just moral obligation now :(

@Sunny_playztoca

23 күн бұрын

Same….

I used to think old me was better, honestly i couldn't be more wrong, life has just gotten more complicated and harder on me emotionally, however as a person i've improved significantly and im proud of that, and im proud to recognize that. to everyone who feels they wish they could go back to how it was; instead of dwelling on what was, make the most of what is, and what will be, if you think about your present and future more than your past, you'll improve, and you might just find happiness. though thats not to say you should forget your past, as it is a very important part of you, even if it feels as if it was shitty, theres a good lesson to be learned from it.

@plasmacube3437

8 ай бұрын

i feel like i have grown but at the same time have gotten so much more emotionally distorted, feels like the swirl u get when u pour cream into coffee or hydro dip liquid in 6 colours

@hi-qd8nm

8 ай бұрын

I used to have no stress, no anxiety and I ACTUALLLY TALKED TO PEOPLE.

@another.one42

7 ай бұрын

Your advice works on the people who are similar to yourself, and if they aren't it doesn't work, then there's people like me, your advice doesn't work on me because I got nothing left to make the "most" of. When you truly have nothing, there's nothing else to do even if you beg for it.

@zuzu0235

7 ай бұрын

I feel this 🥲 I used to be so much more social, more extroverted.@@hi-qd8nm

the title is so real. i miss the old me.the happy me, the not traumatized me i miss when i was a little kid so happy, wanted to socialize and loved living and now i’m here wishing i was d3ad.

@youre_so_goofy

Ай бұрын

i have a blade in my room. i don't cvt myself, at least not yet, but the other day, i was using it for a project, and i had the urge to do smth to myself, so i immediately threw it away from me, and wondered why the hell i felt like that. i haven't felt like it before, but since that moment, i've wanted to do that, to js numb the pain, even though ik i shouldnt. tbh, i'm only still here bc i'm too lazy to kms, otherwise i'd be dead rn (sorry if you don't like this reply, if you don't like it, pls js ignore it. i was js tryna give my own personal relation/feelings, so if you don't like it, i apologize

@-kazu-926

12 күн бұрын

@@youre_so_goofy you know I was in my room and my arm was itchy so I scratched it and it turned into scratch long line across my arms that bled slightly but I still have scars from it

@youre_so_goofy

12 күн бұрын

@@-kazu-926 my sister pushed me into a pool like 3 years ago, and i still have a scar from where my foot scraped it (it ws a hotel pool, so it was rough asf)

@-kazu-926

12 күн бұрын

@@youre_so_goofy damn thats shitty

A soul mate who wasnt meant to be, will always be a classic for me.

@plasmacube3437

8 ай бұрын

too bad the keyword is was

To whoever reads this, ... i love you

@Snoremimimimi

8 ай бұрын

Thank you so much I really needed this because I’ve been going through a really hard and stressful time.

@superpizzas2831

8 ай бұрын

This is great. Thank you!

@kadenstice5870

8 ай бұрын

Thank you

@--Soukoku--

8 ай бұрын

Thank you so very very much for this. I was feeling down until I saw this, you're very kind. Thank you.

@nomansland2373

8 ай бұрын

And I love you too... Though you def made me cry

"I miss how joyfull was, I miss how I never had to worry about small things, I miss how I nerver had to overthink. I want to be a child again. Being older is hard. I never felt sad but now I always do.. Someone took all my joy away from me and I don't know who it was. If I did it wouldn't matter. Nothing can save me anymore." -me

god i miss being happy and i miss them... they were my everything and now they are just gone...

I miss(ed) the old me, so I'm changing back. I don't want to keep pretending I'm someone I'm not, who isn't happy, who doesn't act crazy, who doesn't explore the world, who must be perfect. I'm changing back. I'm gonna be crazy, i'm gonna do stupid shit, i'm gonna explore this world far far far, i'm gonna make others happy from my happiness. Cuz that's who I am. It's always been. I've just been gone for 3 years.

@dmitrix_

8 ай бұрын

congrats! i hope you will have fun and find true happiness in your journey, best of luck!

@soogist

7 ай бұрын

This is exactly me. I lost some of myself along the way, so I've decided to do everything my 8th grade self has ever wanted to do. I'm doing what 8th grade me would do. When I went to school with my best friends in the world and I was just me and I was my uninhibited self. It's hard, and I constantly find myself feeling rejected and I know others think of me weirdly because I'm too passionate or weird, but it's worth it. I just tell myself that you're not meant for everybody, just be yourself and whoever's meant to stick around will do so. That's how you end up with the most meaningful relationships in our life. We're in the same boat, stranger, so good luck. I hope you become happier and honour your true self. ♡

This playlist reminds me of my old friends and the memories we made together. Of coarse we all eventually moved on, but thinking of the memories gives me a weird feeling of happiness and sadness mixed together. None of us wanted to ever move on, but eventually everything comes to an end. We all went further on in life and did many things. I hope they all are well. To anyone reading this: Moving on is a natural part of life, it happens to everyone. It may feel odd, but eventually you will discover more to what life has to offer. Don't be sad because it ended, be happy because it happened. ❤

@literallydanny906

7 ай бұрын

I can't accept it, it's too much for me to move on.

@VizorVirtu

7 ай бұрын

YOUR MAKING ME FUCKING CRY ILY

@AugustArts30

7 ай бұрын

That feeling is called melancholy

There was many 'me's'. There was me as a kid where is was always "why would someone want to die, life is fun". then there was me from the last few years, still a good person even though i was sad. And now I'm just a horrible person.

My dumba$$ hates how I’m hating on myself every second of the night the second I get emotional, it makes me feel weak and I fcking hate it. I have a feeling I’ll be replaced and forgotten by my friends one day and it fcking hurts. I can’t handle it. I don’t wanna go back to having no friends. I don’t wanna have no friends. I wanna go back to when I was younger, at least more happy than I am now. Actually accept *himself* into society and not just walking away from it. I just can’t handle anything anymore, I wanna end it off, but I promised my best friend that I’ll never do it but every, goddamn, night the urge comes back. I just wanna grab something sharp and do it. I fcking can’t anymore. If some people in this cruel planet don’t want me here, why not just give them what they ask for? It’ll make life easier for me and them. But I can’t abandon my only 2 close best friends. Thank you for reading my comment if you did.

@ig.itslunar

8 ай бұрын

I did and I understand and hope you get better I know what it's like to get to the point to wanna kill yourself and even about to or attempt but trust me it's not worth it at all. You got this (you can type to me whenever you need to because typing or writing your feelings even without response can make you feel so much better).

@mariej9761

8 ай бұрын

Feeling emotions doesn't mean that you're weak it actually means that you're strong - many bury their emotions because they're fearful of the vulnerability that "feeling" enables. It's easier to not feel than it is to feel but feeling means that you're alive and human. You're not replaceable and you will always have A friend it's just that sometimes that friend will have to be yourself. Befriend yourself so that you will find peace within solitude. You don't want to end it all you just want to stop the pain and I promise they'll be a time when you'll be happy to be alive. The love you receive from your two best friends outweighs the hate you receive from bullies *as your best friends know you in your full entirety and still love you yet the bullies hate someone they don't know.* Life gets better just hold on... If this is your rock bottom then begin climbing up don't give up on your future.

@zaccariadiggs3656

8 ай бұрын

I get where you’re coming from but it won’t make it better. The fact that there are two people who know that your life, your being on this planet changed their lives, to where they want you to stay. Means that your life has meaning and a purpose. The sun always comes back up, light always shows up again. There’s more people for you to impact and inspire. There’s more for you to experience, and be inspired by. Love is unpredictable in humans. That’s why it’s so important that you love yourself first. Look at your strengths and your light. If those two people can see it that means you can too. You just have to choose to see it every day and every night. It’s always there. God loves you, people love you. I’m praying that you always see the light in yourself and in your life. I know people may not always be there for you, but God is. Just know that. ❤🥹

@Keigo_Takami4ever

8 ай бұрын

Don’t even think of ending it all so many people love you your just know it. If you were to end so many people would miss you and be sad, so will god, because every time some ends it all it hurts him knowing that you couldn’t see the true beauty in the world.

@nezukokamado8817

7 ай бұрын

@RanpoEdogawaWasHere listen. it's alright. there are many, so many people in the world who feel like this. you're not alone. just, dont give up, go on and eventually you'll be happy. i had those times too and actually still have them. but dont give up. there are so many more important things in life, so many more happy experiences you can go through. and if you want, we could talk, cuz i actually also need someone to talk to. we could share our stories and get better together

Dazai made me click, song selection made me stay

@ig.itslunar

8 ай бұрын

W

@your_local_dsmp_idiot

Ай бұрын

Same thoughhh

I can't tell you how much this list truly describes my old memories!

Bro this hits hard because I used to be a really happy person. I had a lot of friends, and I never had anything to worry about. But now I cry a lot and I don't have that many friends anymore. Whats wrong with me?

@myytrixx

8 ай бұрын

same :(

@xneshak8050

8 ай бұрын

because you can see who is friend or they are for only taking advantages trust me if you want to have lots of friends just act dumb and see magic

@user-vs8hz7ws3v

8 ай бұрын

hey, wanna be my friend?

@leehlongwa

8 ай бұрын

i know you're a good person and please believe me that we'll all be fine pretty soon again ❤just gotta hang in there. I love y'all.💕

@leehlongwa

8 ай бұрын

​@@user-vs8hz7ws3vcan i be your friend?

My friends have all moved on. Now I'm alone

@Isaiah-pk6tf

8 ай бұрын

I’ll be your friend same here my name is Isaiah

@mr_me112

20 күн бұрын

I feel the same way hope you found company by now.

@jackkirkby4546

20 күн бұрын

@@mr_me112 Unfortunately no. I've never felt more lost and alone

I wish I could have our old friendship. I didn’t know I was hurting them. Now they won’t even tell me they don’t want to be friends anymore they are just ignoring me. They could have just at least let me know before it got this bad.

new love is not just music, it is a feeling, an emotion, it is something we can cry until our eyes dry

I miss me. Back when we were younger, we were safe. Didn’t know the truth. We wanted to grow old to have more freedom. Now I want to know less because it can be sad and scary. I want to have less freedom. I want to feel safe. I miss me.

I SEE DAZAI I CLICK

@ig.itslunar

8 ай бұрын

Lol

@gabrielfieraru5448

8 ай бұрын

REAL

For everyone who needs to hear this and for everyone who doesn't. (You can vent in replies

@carol_amara_hiroki

8 ай бұрын

Thank you..

@lilyannavalley6057

8 ай бұрын

Thank you

@natalieplayz1237

8 ай бұрын

thank you so muchfor this i needed this.

@nomansland2373

8 ай бұрын

I imagined my late father telling me this... And I just have to say thank you... From the bottom of my broken heart... Thank you

@GandowGenger-ch3zs

8 ай бұрын

I going to vent a lot if that's ok. My litter self was with my older brother and sister and my mom was a alkalik and drugs and most of her bed would very me and her and my sibling and the my litter sisters dad was. Ice still a drug this my mom when to jal and so me and my litter did lived with are ant andmy older diving and is were seperaded and then we had to live in small rundown trailer on a bad sod of tone and I was 6 when I when to .I've with my ant and then at the age of 10 I got to live with my mom and my spread and then my older sis got depression and cut and tryed suicide and faled and was put in the mintel hospital and then when she got out she was almost put in jail and then my pitbul attaked me and it was my fault so now I have a scare I'm incuker of and num of my "friends " cared and so I became num and all I do is cry and then go to school and cat billed and puting on rack smile and talking the mean stuff they say and accepting it and so those words are helping me and I'm scared to tell anyone how I feel reduced I do not what tone a burden and a problem

I dont miss anything from the past, but my innocence, even with that, everything will be okay as long i want to improve to grown in all possibly ways. Thank you for the playlist! It's truly recomfortable, since these days have been a bit too tough for me and soon i'll change of family, i feel happy for how things have become, even if it did nothing but hurt deeply, it also made me realize lots of things, and im grateful for that and being able to say it freely. I hope to everyone who sees this, can feel this way at some moment of their lifes to be happy for let things happen and live the life. Once again, thank you. Art is humanity and Art is purity

@leexijan5664

8 ай бұрын

it gets worse from here tbh just accept it and move on

@Helado247

8 ай бұрын

@@leexijan5664 The fact that tomorrow could be worse than the now it makes the day gets better and be more special, appreciate little things is the key to live happily. So tysm :) Remember, if you were able to wake yesterday and today, that means one is strong, because even on chaotic days you could wake up ^^

@leexijan5664

8 ай бұрын

@@Helado247 why would I want to wake up, sleep is something so beautiful, ur own thoughts, dreams, visions, no worries, no needs, no wants, nth to corrupt you. You just go wherever it takes you I wanna sleep forever 🙏

@Helado247

8 ай бұрын

@@leexijan5664 Maybe. Thats the first thing most of us wants to believe, or want. Sure it is a pleasure, but to escape of the own reality, and that's not always healthy, because you know that, at a certain point, not even that will help you. Probably it's just a scream for help, or get isolated from all or even from you, and thats okay, nobody will fault you for that. But take this on mind: You are able to have a consciencie, right? You are able to still see your problems, right? Even if its a tough or big burden, one by time is going to confront that burden, or leave it and continue to live. You're trying your own best, dont fault yourself. problems sometimes are somekind of salvation or clarity for what you need.

this playlist is so deep.., i love it & to everyone who reads this, you are wonderful❤ and you too are needed here 🫶

I dont miss the old me. I’m better now.

Oh god, at the same time I regret finding this playlist I am also very grateful to have found some place to just vent, I did not have a bad day today. It was busy, but it was not bad...But I came to a realization today and I am full of hurt right now, it just hurts so bad I don´t i understand why. Today I don´t only miss the old me, I wish to still have what the old me had. I went to school today and then I went to my siblings (older than me by a quite an amount of years) home to help them with a document and I just, I hate myself so much. While helping them I realized their SO family passes by their home a lot, they are there and they visit quite often, and I just realized we have grown farther apart from each other than I thought and it just hurts. I have always since a child loved them dearly, I have taken them as a role model to be like them or even better and I dont think they know that and I feel like sometimes they just hate me. Today I we worked together and I just saw other people came often, how I realized they have another family. I know they are still my sibling, I know it but it hurts so bad, for so long they were only mine, my sibling alone and someone who took care of me but now for some reason I just feel like I lost a family member. It has been a while now since I have felt like I can not count on them to have my back, like they will not be there for me anymore, like i should try not to bother them and i have tried so hard to bottle it up (omg just writing it, it just hurts so much like i can vomit, crying rn lol). I don´t want them to be mad at me, i dont want to disappoint, i dont want to be baggage, I...want to leave. I want to have my own income, my own way to survive so I just can stop bothering them all, maybe leave to another country and not be present here and bother would be the best. I know it is not the right thing to do but sometimes it just feels like it is best thing i can do for them. I am sorry I am writing so much, i am so sorry for just spamming this here....but there is no one i can tell this, no one i can be honest about how i feel in this regard cause i know they are tell them and i dont want that. This is so stupid, it all started cause i realized I couldn´t handle asking them if it was okay for me to stay for dinner since it was late and i wanted to spend more time with them, and then how i knew that the family from their partner side where just going to be spending time there and he just might enjoy their presence more than mine. I miss them so much. I miss spending time with them without needing an excuse, I miss being able to visit them without being scared I am an inconvenience and I miss being able to hang out at their place withouth having to think thrice about what to say or do cause i feel like a stranger in their home when before it was not like that. I miss them, they are my sibling and i will always love them but I am so scared they will hate me or that they already do. If your read this, thank you. And to you who made the playlist, i am grateful for this place is the place I have ever vented like this.

@atlas___

7 ай бұрын

i honestly dont have the words, its hard growing distant to loved ones. but it shows that you truly care about them. i also sometimes get scared reaching out to people i care about, u can try reaching out to them one step at a time. u got this. and try ur best not to feel like a burden because ur not one

@judecyphert3375

Ай бұрын

I'm here for you. You're not alone. We love you.

I genuinely miss the old me. The me who was trying to figure out life, who didn't have anxiety, who didn't have to fear or care about school or how people thought about them The me who didn't care what people thought, and only cared about how things made me feel, disregarding how people would think of it

Ahh.. this playlist makes me think of the times I was really happy. I'm very happy now don't get me wrong but.. it feels like I'm missing a huge part of myself. My friends, my family, the things that I love, all those things have changed drastically. Everything seems more and more distant as the years go past, the only people I have left are my few friends and the love of my life. I think that if my past self were to ask me something, it'd probably be "How are you still here?" I struggled, but I managed myself through dark times, sometimes alone, sometimes with the people I truly love. If anyone ever feels that they're not worth anything or that they don't feel the need to exist anymore, help them. If it's you, get help. It may make you nervous and anxious to ask for help, but it will come through. Talk to the people you trust and love to help you. It's never too late to get or give help, it's never too late to change. Stay safe and take care of yourselves everyone, you're loved by someone no matter what

You may miss the old you but keep going even if it’s tough! Try to look not to the past nor the future but to the now. Some day you will be okay just keep going. I believe in you!❤️‍🩹 -a stranger on the internet

@dmitrix_

8 ай бұрын

tysmm, i hope life goes well for you!!

I don't know what hurts more, being a pilter for a year for someone who was going through hell or trying to go back to being alone again and having to act okay and hide your physical and emotional pain in front of the people who you thought were like family well being called a racist went you always wanted nothing more then wanting to be loved by every single person you meet then you find out that you will have to be stronger than ever because now you have to be there for another person who still trying to find their footing . The old me would be so very positive but I'm just trying to live another day hold on for that one person up until the inevitable happens because I never get to keep the people I bound with and I very close to going back to be in silence and isolation again maybe then I be loved and no one can hurt me, lie about me or leave . Id be free .I'm rambling again sorry

this remineds me of when my life had so much more colour and laughter. that was years ago, and I miss it. I'm getting older and ill never be able to live those years again. if I could I would go back to when the days were fun, when the days had meaning, back when I could live happily. i miss the feeling of being young and care free but that doesn't ever last forever... I'm only in high school but my parents still expect so much from me, too much. i just cant handle it. i miss just being able to have fun, to laugh without being called lazy to relax without being called useless and irresponsible. i want to havethis one point of my life, sometime near where ill hear a 'im proud of you' from my parents.just to hear them say it would be a dream, a dream Ill never get. i miss when life was full of colour, full of the great times and memories to keep

I feel like i sing for myself talk to myself deeply tonight in my cozy room just healed from headaches 😊 I’m so grateful

I miss the old me. I miss how I hadn't had insecurities in the past. I miss how my classmates wouldn't make fun of my laugh. I miss how everybody in my classroom was my friends. I miss how joyful I was. I miss how nobody forced me to do things. I miss my smile. I miss my joy. I miss my grandpa. I miss how my parents wouldn't yell at me. I miss how I was confident in showing my talents before. I miss how extroverted I was. I miss how I wasn't usually isolated in a room. I miss how I used to play with childish stuff. every memory in our childhood is buried deep inside. but we only have one life to show them again:D.

That old man was depressing but he was funny on occasions ;-;

Hey my love I see you haven't been takeing care of yourself that's ok ur allowed to feel this way you are valid and you are so strong for being here weather ur struggling or not I'm proud of you keep going and you are so beautiful and handsome so go get some water or food or whatever you need and come hang out with a complete stranger over the phone. Tell me abt your day Tell me abt ur problem Tell me abt ur achievements Tell me abt anything I'll forever be a comment on this video so u can forever come back and just hang out :) Do take a deep breath drop ur shoulders relax ur jaw cry if u wanna cry ur not gunna be judged here 🫂 Love - a random stranger on the Internet :) 🫂

@ig.itslunar

8 ай бұрын

Yes

@laina-wj3tw

8 ай бұрын

I never thought I would stoop low enough to type on the youtube comments of a vent playlist, but I am so goddamn tired man. I don't want to disappoint the people in my life, and I don't want to give up, but I feel like I'm just trudging through days with no meaning anymore, u feel me? I'm doing it for others because I can't do it for myself, but I am really starting to second guess everything and give in

@idk_741

8 ай бұрын

@@laina-wj3tw a pice of advice do what makes you happy it's ok to be selfless sometimes you do you I believe in you ur so strong :) 🫂

(not in school anymore) nothing hurts more than when u listening to a playlist in school and that one song hits different. u run to the toilets locking the door before bursting into tears feeling your own heart break

Truly made me remind of my old self.... the time where I can truly love myself as I believe was the best version I could have been throughout my life, a time where I do not even have a shred of doubt on my self where I truly believed in me... but now it's just full of doubt on whether if I can finish this degree that I'm pursuing it's just truly full of doubt that I wish my old self can take over so that I can be once again the best version of myself

@WithIIIS

7 ай бұрын

It's completely understandable to feel nostalgic about the past and the version of yourself that was filled with self-belief and confidence. We all go through phases in life where doubts and uncertainty can creep in. Remember that personal growth involves facing challenges and moments of self-doubt. The fact that you've experienced that best version of yourself before means that it's still within you. With determination and perseverance, you can work through the doubts and uncertainties to reach your goals, including completing your degree. Your past self can serve as a source of inspiration to help you become the best version of yourself once again.

Y'all remember when we couldn't wait to grow up. Thinking our lives would be everything we wanted, having silly dreams, thinking how awesome the future is? Well now, we're all grown up. It's nothing like I would have imagined. Life as a teen is hard man. Life is still good, js not what it used to be. I miss being a lil happy kiddo

I just .... I just miss my old self a Lil too much .... Btw this playlist was really beautiful.... Thanks for creating it 🫶

For anyone who needs to hear this: I love your hair or lack of I love your forehead I love your eyebrows or lack of I love your eyelashes or lack of I love your eyes I love your ears I love your nose I love your cheeks I love your mouth I love your laugh I love your teeth or lack of I love your chin I love your neck I love your shoulders I love your chest I love your arms I love your hands I love your tummy I love your hips I love your thighs I love your knees I love your shins I love your feet (not in that way.) I love your moles/marks I love your scars I love your voice I love what you do I love your personality I love you on your good days I love you on your bad days I love you when you when you wear makeup I love you when you don’t wear makeup. I love your skin I love you when you’re sad I love you when you’re mad I love you when you’re happy I love you when you hate me I love you when you love me I love you when you forget me I’m proud of you for getting some sleep I’m proud of you for trying to sleep I’m proud of you for waking up I’m proud of you for getting up I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth I proud of you for tending toward your braces I’m proud of you for doing your hair I’m proud of you for washing your face I’m proud of you for doing skin care I love you for doing your makeup (if you wear it) I’m proud of you that you got out of your room I’m proud of you for getting dressed I’m proud of you TRYING to eat breakfast. I’m proud of you for being clean I’m proud of you for trying to be clean I’m proud of you for being alive I’m proud of you for being a good friend I’m proud of you for trying to be I good friend I won’t judge you for your looks I won’t judge you from your race I won’t judge you for your life I won’t judge you for your family I won’t judge you for your past/childhood I won’t judge you for your body I won’t judge you for your tears I wont judge you for your age I won’t judge you for your sexual orientation I wont judge you for your gender I wont judge you for your money I won’t judge you for where you come from I won’t judge you for your language You aren’t ugly You aren’t too fat You aren’t too skinny You aren’t annoying You aren’t mean You aren’t evil You aren’t crazy You aren’t weird You aren’t worthless You aren’t scary You aren’t selfish You aren’t too feminine You aren’t too masculine You aren’t too young You aren’t too old You aren’t disgusting You aren’t a doormat You aren’t a toy You aren’t a monster You are beautiful You are pretty You are handsome You are kind You are cool You are everything you want to be You aren’t perfect, nobody is, but you are perfect in my eyes I wont judge you for anything Im so proud of you I love you.

Hello, im here to tell u my whole life in just a day. I got hated by kids when i was 3 years old.everyone thought i was ugly and teachers made lies to get me in trouble by my mom or the principal. The old me was nice, kind, positive, and stood up for herself. Now im depressed, selfish, mean, and rude. My mom loves me very much but sometimes i wish she would show it in a different way, my dad left me when i was a baby. Rn i still see him but not often because he has work and rarely sees me. My mom blocked me from playing roblox even though i told her many times that its safe. Just know that, ur perfect just the way u are! Ur loved by many people and im one of them. I love ur hair, ur eyes, ur voice, ur handwriting, ur nose, ur dancing, ur personality. I love u in the sad, bad, happy, depressed days. I love u and ur self all the way. Dont let other people change u like they did to me. Ur loved by someone out there and u should know that! Ur a wonderful person! If someone bothers u then ignore them until they give up. Dont flipping let them get u!!! If ur lonely then thats ok 👌. From:the stranger from the internet❤

@Katyaaaa489

8 ай бұрын

I never had true friends, I can understand. For begin, thanks for telling your story and for telling cute things to who need. Is a really nice thing your mom love you, maybe You would have preferred a different way for have her love, but the fact she loves you is a luck thing. If she doesn't want you to play Roblox, she just know some risks in it. Try to see the light, not the dark of the world, even if sometimes is difficult. I care about you, I'm proud of you, you are unique as yourself

Right now my life isnt anything special. Its not that i miss my old self because i was always sad or mad or both. I thinks i just miss having those concrete emotions and being able to tell how i feel. Instead of just being here at least i felt, something.

I texted one of my friends about how I was sorry that the old me is probably never coming back, the happy me. All she said was “that’s okay” and that actually felt so damn good.

We all wish for the old days because scratched knees are easy to heal than broken hearts 😔

It’s crazy how we just cry and cry all night and the next day at school we act fine like nothing happened

I miss the old me she was confident and cute now I'm so tired nd nothing like her I avoid people get overwhelmed and just barely get threw hard stuff I miss the bright girl that fought for what she wanted. I lost everything last year and now I'm finding my spot but it feels like I belong no where I just can't stand it I feel so out of place.

when I was young, I was a hopeful, positive and grateful person basically never felt sad. but growing up, I relaized the harsh truth of my parents, and how they mentally just abuse me. Im now basically a two face, crying and keeping everything to myself at night, but keeping a fake smile and fake positivity everyday at school,im the person at school who make peoples day and make them laugh, but the truth is, I'm sad deep inside, but I'm happy that I make people smile :) I wish I could bet ack the old me and never knew that my mother cheated on my father and everything, I just hope I could be back the old me and just be happy ;(

@WithIIIS

7 ай бұрын

I'm really sorry to hear about the challenging experiences you've had to go through as you've grown up. It's clear that you've had to carry a heavy emotional burden, and it's understandable that you might put on a brave face for others even when you're feeling sad inside. The contrast between your outward positivity at school and your inner struggles is tough to bear. Remember that you don't have to go through this on your own. Seeking support from a trusted friend, family member, or a mental health professional can make a significant difference. It's possible to find a way to heal and find happiness again, even if it seems difficult right now. The old you is still a part of who you are, and with time and support, you can work towards a brighter future.

Под этот плейлист я могу полностью погрузиться в книгу, за окном сейчас дождь который придаёт особую атмосферу и тот самый неповторимый вайб, спасибо за подборку ))

@my_ordinary_life

7 ай бұрын

вау как звучит это красиво, мне бы такую способность, к сожалению, когда читаю и на заднем плане шумы или музыка, то не могу погрузится в книгу.

What happened to my old me? Where did it go? My family is falling apart I was the happiest kid, I always had a smile on my face, I had no worries about anything, I had fun with everything, no problems, no thoughts.. Now?... ... I'm 18 years old, from germany, vaping, drinking, crying myself to sleep every. Night. My smile is just fake, my feelings are just.. Fake.. I... Am just..... I miss my old me... I want myself back... Pls... Why.. Did you leave.......

i miss not being broken. i miss not randomly blanking out and suddenly acting as one of the voices in my head and messing my relationships, friendships, everything, up and then not having a single clue about what happened. i miss being able to hug my parents without the irrational fear of somehow being stabbed in the back or hurt. i miss being able to at least somewhat interpret my emotions instead of feeling empty all the time. i miss not being afraid of people. i miss being able to be confident without having to force-switch myself into a different, better personality. i miss not being broken. and guess what? i'm still (legally) a child. isn't that just so fun?

@judecyphert3375

Ай бұрын

I feel you... You just want some semblance of normalcy in your life but no matter what you do you can't be happy and you feel like if you trust anyone you'll regret it in the end. Because no one actually means what they say. So you sit there and just think to yourself instead.

can't fathom how long I've had this on loop for

"Astronomy" by Conan Gray: "Astronomy" delves into the grandeur of the cosmos and its parallel with the vast and complex emotions of a personal relationship. It uses the metaphor of outer space to describe the feeling of being overwhelmed and lost, as well as the inability to fully grasp or control the emotions within. "To Build A Home" by The Cinematic Orchestra: This song is a heartfelt exploration of the desire to create a warm and comforting sanctuary with a loved one. It emphasizes the emotional depth and significance of building a life together, symbolizing the home as a space of love and belonging. "Ontario" by Novo Amor & Lowswimmer: "Ontario" seems to center around the idea of a place, in this case, Ontario, as a backdrop for personal memories and emotional experiences. The song reflects on the nostalgic and bittersweet feelings associated with that location. "Where's My Love (Acoustic)" by SYML: This acoustic version of the song expresses a deep sense of longing and grief for a lost love. It conveys the emotional void and emptiness left behind when someone significant departs. "Back To You" by Flower Face: "Back To You" touches upon the idea of returning to someone or something that has a profound impact on one's life. It may explore themes of nostalgia and the pull of familiar connections. "Anchor" by Novo Amor: "Anchor" alludes to the concept of finding stability and security in a person or emotion, much like an anchor providing steadiness in a tumultuous sea of emotions. "A Soulmate Who Wasn't Meant To Be" by Jess Benko: This song addresses the idea of a connection that felt deeply meaningful but ultimately wasn't meant to last. It reflects on the complexities and ambiguities of relationships. "Hideous" by Mehro: "Hideous" delves into the inner struggles and feelings of self-doubt and insecurity. It explores the idea that even in the face of these struggles, there is still beauty to be found within. "Chance With You" by Mehro: This song expresses the longing for a second chance with someone who was once important in the singer's life. It embodies the hope and desire for rekindling a lost connection. "Lights Are On" by Mehro: "Lights Are On" might represent themes of optimism and hope, particularly within the context of a relationship. It conveys the idea that there is a chance for love and connection. "Angela" by Flower Face: This song appears to revolve around a person named Angela and the emotions and experiences associated with her. It might convey a personal story or reflection. "Arcade" by Duncan Lawrence: "Arcade" explores the themes of love, loss, and nostalgia in the setting of an "arcade." The song may convey a sense of yearning for a past love and the memories connected to it. "Bored" by Billie Eilish: "Bored" conveys the feeling of restlessness and monotony in life, where routine and predictability have led to a sense of being uninterested and unfulfilled. "Runaway" by Aurora: This song seems to be about escaping or running away from a challenging or oppressive situation. It may represent the desire for freedom and a fresh start. "Fourth Of July" by Sufjan Stevens: Sufjan Stevens' music often carries themes of memory, nostalgia, and personal experiences. "Fourth Of July" likely touches upon similar themes, possibly reflecting on a specific Fourth of July and its significance. "The Beach" by The Neighbourhood: "The Beach" might symbolize a place of escape and reflection. It could also represent a longing for the simplicity and peace associated with the beach. "Hurts Like Hell" by Fleurie: This song conveys the pain and emotional toll of a difficult situation or relationship. It may touch upon themes of heartbreak and suffering. "State Lines" by Novo Amor: "State Lines" explores the idea of boundaries, distance, or separation in a relationship. It may reflect on the challenges and emotions associated with geographical distance. "Hourglass" by Sleeping At Last: "Hourglass" symbolizes the passage of time and the moments that make up our lives. The song likely emphasizes the value of cherishing these fleeting moments. "As The World Caves In" by Matt Maltese: This song might explore themes of love and intimacy amidst a world that's facing a crisis or impending collapse. It could convey a sense of urgency and desire for connection in tumultuous times. "Patience" by Hollow Coves: "Patience" is likely centered around the virtue of patience in relationships. It may convey the idea that waiting and enduring challenges can lead to a deeper and more rewarding connection. "Visions Of Gideon" by Sufjan Stevens: Featured in the movie "Call Me By Your Name," this song reflects themes of love and loss, often considered one of the most emotional moments in the film, conveying a sense of longing and heartache.

Thank you a bunch , Lunar. These playlist honestly do help me at hard times , and I appreciate you putting in effort out of you life to do this for us... I truly thank you , I hope your doing alright and have a wonderful rest of your day bc you honestly do deserve it

Second 🎉 also drink ur water and calm down and take a breath my dear whatever ur going tru I might not understand but I'm here for u

@1Tara_Falls1

8 ай бұрын

I dint drink water.. I barley do, I have my assignments due tmr morning and I didn’t even start yet. It’s 8:15pm and I’m supposed to sleep. 15 assessments and exam during this week and all memorisation. I’m on,y q1 and I need help. I think my older sister is catching onto me of self harming and suicidal thoughts..

@aaad871

8 ай бұрын

@1Tara_Falls1 oh I'm so sorry hey could you do something for me? Get a drink and relax

@Kizoku_RK

8 ай бұрын

​@@1Tara_Falls1you should try ur best to remain calm and think about what assignments/exams you can revise atm,ask your friends and sister for some help,and make sure you eat and stay hydrated, am sure you have your reasons but try not to hurt yourself please. Good luck with your exams.stay safe friend. Ps: if no one can help you with school stuff then i could try to help out if its not too difficult,lmk.

@aaad871

8 ай бұрын

@@Kizoku_RK ❤ I agree make sure you drink water too

@aaad871

8 ай бұрын

@@1Tara_Falls1 also love ur vids

"The worst feeling isnt being alone, its being forgotten by somebody you could never forget" ~ I don't know

i wish i could go back to when i didn't realize how messed up my life was. i miss that childhood innocence. i miss me, and I feel so sorry for how I failed that little happy girl. she would be so disappointed in what I am and what ive done, both to myself and others. im so sorry honey, you deserved better.

I don’t really miss my old self but I love how oblivious I was to everything if only that was me now

I miss the old me all the time. The old me that never had friend problems. The old me that didn't care about her appearance. The old me that didn't care about bullying. The old me that lived her life freely. The old me who was still friends with T and B. (Yesterday me and B officially stopped being friends after 7 years and I wanna js stop reliving this..) The old me who wasn't awaken as a therian and didn't have problems with my shifts. I miss the old me who didn't have an eating disorder and body dysmorphia. I miss everything.

you are worth it you are beautiful your not useless your not dumb your an amazing human being a bunch of compliments for you yes you! You’re that “Nothing” when people ask me what I’m thinking about. You look great today. You’re a smart cookie. I bet you make babies smile. You have impeccable manners. I like your style. You have the best laugh. I appreciate you. You are the most perfect you there is. Our system of inside jokes is so advanced that only you and I get it. And I like that. You’re strong. Your perspective is refreshing. You’re an awesome friend. You light up the room. You deserve a hug right now. You should be proud of yourself. You’re more helpful than you realize. You have a great sense of humor. You’ve got all the right moves! Is that your picture next to “charming” in the dictionary? Your kindness is a balm to all who encounter it. You’re all that and a super-size bag of chips. On a scale from 1 to 10, you’re an 11. You are brave. You’re even more beautiful on the inside than you are on the outside. You have the courage of your convictions. Aside from food. You’re my favorite. If cartoon bluebirds were real, a bunch of them would be sitting on your shoulders singing right now. You are making a difference. You’re like sunshine on a rainy day. You bring out the best in other people. Your ability to recall random factoids at just the right time is impressive. You’re a great listener. How is it that you always look great, even in sweatpants? Everything would be better if more people were like you! I bet you sweat glitter. You were cool way before hipsters were cool. That color is perfect on you. Hanging out with you is always a blast. You always know - and say - exactly what I need to hear when I need to hear it. You smell really good. You may dance like no one’s watching, but everyone’s watching because you’re an amazing dancer! Being around you makes everything better! When you say, “I meant to do that,” I totally believe you. When you’re not afraid to be yourself is when you’re most incredible. Colors seem brighter when you’re around. You’re more fun than a ball pit filled with candy. (And seriously, what could be more fun than that?) That thing you don’t like about yourself is what makes you so interesting. You’re wonderful. Everyday is just BLAH when I don’t see you For reals! (awesome - you are halfway through the list. You’re awesome!) Jokes are funnier when you tell them. You’re better than a triple-scoop ice cream cone. With sprinkles. Your bellybutton is kind of adorable. Your hair looks stunning. You’re one of a kind! You’re inspiring. If you were a box of crayons, you’d be the giant name-brand one with the built-in sharpener. You should be thanked more often. So thank you!! Our community is better because you’re in it. Someone is getting through something hard right now because you’ve got their back. You have the best ideas. You always know how to find that silver lining. Everyone gets knocked down sometimes, but you always get back up and keep going. You’re a candle in the darkness. You’re a great example to others. Being around you is like being on a happy little vacation. You always know just what to say. You’re always learning new things and trying to better yourself, which is awesome. If someone based an Internet meme on you, it would have impeccable grammar. You could survive a Zombie apocalypse. You’re more fun than bubble wrap. When you make a mistake, you fix it. Who raised you? They deserve a medal for a job well done. You’re great at figuring stuff out. Your voice is magnificent. The people you love are lucky to have you in their lives. You’re like a breath of fresh air. You’re gorgeous - and that’s the least interesting thing about you, too. You’re so thoughtful. Your creative potential seems limitless. You’re the coolest person I know. And I consider myself bet friends with like all celebrities, so. . . . You’re irresistible when you blush. Actions speak louder than words, and yours tell an incredible story. Somehow you make time stop and fly at the same time. When you make up your mind about something, nothing stands in your way. You seem to really know who you are. Any team would be lucky to have you on it. In high school I bet you were voted “most likely to keep being awesome.” I bet you do the crossword puzzle in ink. Babies and small animals probably love you. If you were a scented candle they’d call it Perfectly Imperfect (and it would smell like summer). There’s ordinary, and then there’s you. You’re someone’s reason to smile. You’re even better than a unicorn, because you’re real. How do you keep being so funny and making everyone laugh? You have a good head on your shoulders. Has anyone ever told you that you have great posture? The way you treasure your loved ones is incredible. You’re really something special. You’re a gift to those around you. Be yourself and don't let ANYONE bring you down.

@judecyphert3375

Ай бұрын

Thank you, you made me shed a few tears🙂

I remember when I was younger my smile was bright and i would talk to someone i just meet like thay where the stars in the sky and how amazing everyone was how trusting and kind i was i miss the old me.

Anyone else listen to this once and now it’s their comfort playlist and listens to it to sleep and to cry and just everything? Cause same here.

this is an epic playlist :D one of the few that i can listen to the entire way through. Great selection, good quality(there's some weird bumps between some of the songs but idk if that's my headphones or not so I'm not gonna hold it against you lol) and excellent vibes all around 💙💙💙💙

I always find myself coming back to these playlists.

i know i wasnt the happiest back then, but i was happier, and that's what matters. a year ago my confidence hadnt been destroyed and my relationships were good and i didnt think about walking in front of a car every day. i just wish i could go back.

I clicked this playlist because it's great and Dazai is there:3

it's getting bad again, i don't know who to turn to or who to trust at this point. I'm tired. i really tried tho, thought it was going well, till it didn't. I'm shaking as I'm writing this while at work, just trying to distract myself from the panic attack happening atm. nonetheless, thankyou for this calming playlist- u just earned a new subscriber

@Katyaaaa489

8 ай бұрын

I had trust problems too. I listened to this type of playlist in those moments, because all my friends was ghosting or other. Now I'm back for comfort everyone need. I know the feeling of can't trust someone, is bad, but for begin, you have to start to trust yourself. You are unique in your unique way, I'm proud of you. I care about you a lot, really. You are so important for the world. Stay strong, I really know you can. Try to see the light of this world, even if sometimes is hard

Me cuesta pensar que mi mejor version de mi se quedo olvidada en algún momento. Ya la motivación no es total para realizar mis proyectos y siento que. solo me estoy intentado convencer de seguir solamente porque aun queda una pequeña esperanza de que todo valga la pena en algún momento, aun sabiendo que en verdad la posibilidad es muy baja. Extraño a mis amigos de antes pero tambien comprendo que todos tomamos caminos distintos en algún momento y no los culpo por eso. Solo me queda pensar que al menos fui algo bueno en sus vidas mientras duro.

@Helado247

8 ай бұрын

No dejes que tu resilencia se agote y se fuerte, lo estas haciendo bastante bien y te esfuerzas demasiado aunque no lo creas. Vas bien, recuerda que aun hay gente que te quiere. ¡Suerte!

Love this playlist 🖤 helps a lot whenever i feel sad and down

do you ever miss the times when getting high meant swinging, and rainbows meant it had js rained? or maybe when you could walk carefree around, or when you were rich for having $5? damn, idk bout yall, but i sure as hell miss those times..

i don't miss the old me, I miss the way old me felt.

I love this playlist. Thank you for making it. Especially for it to be one whole hour.

@ig.itslunar

8 ай бұрын

Glad you enjoy it!

Thank you fro this amazing playlist... I'm literally crying. Can't hold back my emotions anymore. After everything that happened... I still wish everyone love, friends and happiness

That’s so beautiful, thank you🤍

I do miss the old me but at the same time change was necessary. I do miss the carefree moments cause adulthood kinda slap harder. It's just about balance now which is difficult. We ought to try our best. The playlist is on point though thx

ngl this is one of my fav playlists, and I enjoy every minute of it

The younger me would have done anything to be older, be me right now, but I'd do anything to go back, be young, be carefree, not worrying about what people thought of me, what they said or just go back to the time where the only thing that was hard was doing the dishes...

i miss the old me, i miss when I cry for everything, i miss when I really have some fellings, i miss when I was not scared of love, I miss me.

“As much as it seems like you own my heart,it’s astronomy,we’re two worlds apart” literally so true.😢

Ever wish you could go back to the beginning of a relationship and do things differently?

Honestly it's comment sections like this that remind me of how far I've come without even taking an actual step ahead in my life. Does that make sense? Maybe it's more like I got ahead by getting back to a level I used to be so taking steps forward among the ones that I had already gone backwards. (keep smiling everyone🫶)

The old me like to smile brightly, loved by everyone, like to socialicise, and innocent. But now it’s really the opposite. I’m stressed af (i know this is puberty), i’m being an introvert, dirty minded, and not have much friends...i hate my smile tho. So i stop smiling like the old one 😂

Honestly saw dazai and clicked, but I don’t regret sh-

Dazai being the photo gives the video so much more meaning to me...

Thank you for this beautiful vent playlist 😭💔❤‍🩹

I subbed bro :) You deserve it

I may not have been the happiest but i was definitely happer and shamelessly myself

I feel the same almost all life hurts a couple times your happy the next second your crying about life I cut myself the other day I started crying and u felt so much pain I told some ppl I feel bad now but sometimes I Want too die I feel like I couse pain too everyone but I don't I got reminded how great full I should be that I have a family that could take care of me when my mom drinks or leaves sometimes I have grandparents but I don't have my 1 true thing that loved me and that I loved them my dog she died from bone cancer it affected me the most she was 5 she was supposed too live intelligent 10 but that broke quickly.. Nobody understands my pain we have her ashes in a necklace in are care she travels everywhere with us and it hurts so much.

@zaccariadiggs3656

8 ай бұрын

Everything going to be okay. The love doesn’t stop. It lives on through you. Your dogs love, your grandparents love, Gods love it all lives in you. Let that love carry you. Let it heal you and let it be the reason you don’t pick up the knife anymore. Thank you for venting, your an amazing human being. Your so strong and everything is going to be okay. ❤

I’m probably to young to be giving advice but what keeps me from killing my self is having someone else that you like in school (if your older work) and even if you know it will never work it helps some times

Awww thank you for the Aurora song!!!!😍😍😍

The old me was annoying, cringe, soft, and was somebody that nobody liked being around. But I very much would rather be that person than be me quiet, mean, trouble-maker, and ugly person that is struggling with mental and physical health all the time, I am now. I thought changing into the person now would be better for others including myself but really others still don't like me and I ruined myself to please others. I regret it so much now and I can't reverse the mistake that I made so now I stuck being this way and I can't find a source of help for myself.

@WithIIIS

7 ай бұрын

I'm really sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's difficult when you feel like you've changed aspects of yourself to fit in or please others, and it hasn't resulted in the happiness you were hoping for. It's important to remember that it's never too late to work on self-improvement and find support. You don't have to feel stuck in the way you're currently feeling. There are resources available, including speaking to a mental health professional or counselor, to help you navigate through these challenges and find a path to a healthier and happier you. It's essential to prioritize your well-being and focus on the changes that can lead to a more fulfilling and positive life.

❤ Amazeing beautiful music lyrics,i lost my 18 month old daughter 4 years ago,i no i wont ever be the old me again,but thats ok,all we all can do is try to be the best version of ourselves,its really good to get the emotions out so thankyou for this💜🙏Xx

@ig.itslunar

8 ай бұрын

Sorry for your loss

I love this sm ❤

Finally something good to leave with

First song hit me like a truck. My ex-boyfriend broke up with me while playing astronomy...really miss who I was before him lol

Honestly I'm super happy to say that the opposite of this title is true for me. I 100% prefer the person I am today compared to who I've been in the past. If anyone reading this is struggling or unhappy with their life, even though I don't actually know you, I fully believe that you got this!!!

Hi stranger, We don't know each other at all. We don't know eachothers names, favorite color, or even each others birthdays. We know nothing but somehow we feel at home in the comfort of these sappy, heart-touching, comments. Somehow, we suddenly know a million things about each other. We are able to notice that, together, we are misunderstood and sometimes feeling distant from the hug of comfort and satisfaction within our lives. But, that's ok. You are never alone and never deserve to feel like you are a failure. Life throws us curve balls sometimes and right now yours might feel particularly heavy. Sometimes the curveballs make us feel that knot in our throat and make our eyes tear up in the front of the room. Sometimes the curve balls make us feel alone and empty. Sometimes the curve balls have us realize that we need a hug or moment with someone but we can't get one/them. But, these are curveballs- nothing more than a stupid, singular object/moment. You have to realize that. You have to realize that no one cares about your mistakes and that everything is going to be ok. People love you- whether you believe it or not. You are so strong and beyond deserving of love even if that is hard to see right now. There is so much good in the world for you and you deserve every speck of it. Everyone deserves happiness- even the kid that took your lunch money in elementary school. Here's to hoping for brighter days ahead. In the meantime, take care of yourself. But after all, I am just a stranger, what do I know? With love, kindness, and everything that brings you pure bliss, A stranger on the internet