you don’t miss the old you, you miss the times when you were happy..

@Wigglebus

Жыл бұрын

@-millythfa- you probably don’t remember the bad times as a kid as you’re looking through the goggles of nostalgia, but if you want to feel like that again, go travelling for a while and gain new and fresh experiences, that’s what will make you feel the way you did as a child

@yipyip5962

Жыл бұрын

@-millythfa- don't worry bro, everything will get better

@michaelmor1877

11 ай бұрын

The old me was the last time I was happy

@rutaliu8342

11 ай бұрын

I miss my own laughter....

@RoninS203

11 ай бұрын

I miss when i felt i could stand up for myself instead of just being so worn out that i let shitty pepole in my life do and say whatever they want

I miss the old me, who laughed and loved with ease, now I'm just a shell, broken, shattered, and diseased.

@MyArmHurtsBad

Жыл бұрын

damn

@danielisousa5065

Жыл бұрын

Damn... I understand you.

@GoldDBoba_Fett

Жыл бұрын

HIT THE GYM

@cameronhunter7364

Жыл бұрын

Your a poet and you don’t even know it

@jesusisking3814

Жыл бұрын

If you die tonight, do you know where you're going? Did you know that Jesus Christ is THE Truth, the life and the only way to Heaven? Revelation 20:15 ''Anyone whose name was not found written in the book of life was thrown into the lake of fire.'' Through Jesus Christ, God offers you a FREE gift - forgiveness. All you need to do is repent, turn away from your sins and evil ways, from now on put your faith completely in Jesus Christ and be obedient to Him. Biblical explanation of the Gospel: God doesn’t want anybody in hell, but you must understand why we deserve hell and why those who refuse to live under His authority will go there. He gave us the law (Ten Commandments) not to make us righteous, but rather to show us our sin (Romans 3:20). God gave us free will and since Adam sinned in the garden, sin is the nature of our flesh and we ALL have sinned. (Romans 3:23) The law demands death to those who sin (Romans 6:23). Since we have all sinned, we all deserve hell. Revelation 21:8 says that all liars will go to hell. Yes, even if you have lied once in your life, you are sentenced to hell - that's how high God's standards are of moral perfection because God is holy and righteous, there is not one sin in Him. For someone to be justified before holy God they have to be sinless, that's why everyone need Jesus Christ - for He lived a sinless life, died on the cross and rose from the dead on the third day. None of us are good in God’s eyes, because for God good means moral perfection. We all have broken God’s commandments, we all have sinned in our lives so none of us are good. ‘’For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point is guilty of breaking all of it.’’ (James 2:10). Our carnal mind is hostile to God; it does not submit to God's moral law and it never will (Romans 8:7). We hate the thought of God for the same reason a criminal hates a policeman - we know we have sinned against God and are guilty of it and we don't want to be damned. No good works will ever save you. You can't earn salvation by good works, because God will judge us for our sin. Good News is that Jesus Christ lived a perfect, holy, sinless life and He died for our sins according to the Scriptures, He was buried and He was raised from the dead on the third day according to the Scriptures (1 Corinthians 15:3-4) For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life.’’ (John 3:16) We aren’t saved by our good works, but only by the grace of God through faith in Christ. ''For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith - and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God - not by works, so that no one can boast. (Ephesians 2:8-9) Jesus said ‘’it is finished’’ (John 19:30) just before He died on the cross, which means He paid the fine for our sins (past, present, future) to be forgiven only IF we repent and trust in Him. This is how you can get saved from sin and hell - repent of your sins and trust in Jesus Christ. Get to know Him by reading God's Word. So if you sinful people know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him.” (Luke 11:13) ''What then? Shall we sin because we are not under law but under grace? Certainly not!'' (Romans 6:15) ''Repent therefore and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out'' (Acts 3:19) Repentance is a turning away from sin and all evil works, and it always results in changed behavior (Luke 3:8). Biblically, a person who repents does not continue willfully in sin. While sorrow from sin is not equivalent to repentance, it is certainly an element of scriptural repentance (2 Corinthians 7:10). Do not play a hypocrite. ''God is light; in Him there is no darkness at all. If we claim to have fellowship with Him and yet walk in the darkness, we lie and do not live out the truth.'' (1 John 1:5-6) (John 3:3) Jesus replied, "Very truly I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God unless they are born again." If you have repented and have genuine faith in Jesus Christ then you will receive the gift of Holy Spirit and be born-again spiritually. When you believed, you were marked in Him with a seal, the promised Holy Spirit, who is a deposit guaranteeing our inheritance until the redemption of those who are God’s possession - to the praise of His glory. (Ephesians 1:13-14) Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him. (John 3:36) ''You will know them by their fruits'' (Matthew 7) If you have been truly born-again with the Holy Spirit and He has regenerated your heart, you will desire righteousnes - to do what is good and righteous in God's eyes, to seek God everyday in His Word and prayer, to strengthen your relationship with God. You will no longer desire to willfully continue living in sin but will want to obey God out of your love for Him because of His amazing grace revealed to us through the death and resurrection of His Son. ''Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.'' (2 Corinthians 5:17) ''For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.'' (Eph 2:10) You will have a testimony - of what your life had been before and how has it changed now when you have surrendered it to Lord Jesus Christ. As a declaration and affirmation of your faith in Jesus Christ, get baptised in water because He commanded us to do so. In John 3:5 Jesus answered, “Very truly I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God unless they are born of water and the Spirit.'' ''Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit'' (Matthew 28:19) ''Those who accepted his message were baptized, and about three thousand were added to their number that day.'' (Acts 2:41) ''And this water symbolizes the baptism that now saves you also - not the removal of dirt from the body, but the pledge of a clear conscience toward God - through the resurrection of Jesus Christ,'' (1 Peter 3:21) ''We were therefore buried with him through baptism into death in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may live a new life.'' (Romans 6:4) ''Having been buried with him in baptism, in which you were also raised with him through your faith in the working of God, who raised him from the dead.'' (Colossians 2:12) Please get right with God and get to know Jesus Christ personally today before it’s too late, because there’s not much time left! "But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father.’’ (Mark 13:32) Get to know Christ through God's Word - Bible. At first I recommend reading Gospel of John and book of Romans. God bless you! Jeremiah 29:13 - ''You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.''

Today while I was meditating, I finally saw my inner child smiling to me... After several years of depression... This is a victory

@nithinhmmm

11 ай бұрын

Your comment made me feel happy. Really happy for you. May all the happiness in the world be yours.

@nickmuetsch2194

11 ай бұрын

That's great tho

@Remarkable_Real3345

10 ай бұрын

Bro why did I feel so jittery all of sudden reading that? As if my inner child was like “YES! COME FIND ME LIKE HE DID HISSSSSSS”

@pyros.

7 ай бұрын

@@nithinhmmm Ehhhhhh, their comment freaked me out.

@liLpeK

4 ай бұрын

Your comment make me cry 😊

I feel like I must say thank you all. It is late where I am now, and it is one of those lonely nights, again. When scrolling through the comments I had genuine tears seeing so many people put words on this feeling we all have had for so long. Nobody will see this comment, but I must thank you all, kind strangers, for making this bastard feel a tiny bit less lonely tonight. I wish you all the very best ❤

@anthonyscheibmeir2444

Жыл бұрын

Thank you as well and remember this there are those who may never tell you this but they silently care.

@user-rz4ks3dh5l

Жыл бұрын

❤🌹

@Leksa199

11 ай бұрын

Ye bud just stay strong focus on your goals put smile on your face become best version of you, have fun and respect your parents

@isrealmartinez4639

11 ай бұрын

It is late for me as well and I relate heavy on everything you just said. And I wanted to tell you I seem this comment. And I see you, keep your head upand keep forging ahead. I believe in you.😉

@toxicblitz36

10 ай бұрын

You are one of those kind comments that melt my heart. Thank you!

I miss being a kid The kid who was happy The kid who loved life The kid with no worries The kid with so many friends Now I’m a man A man who feels lonely A man who feels lost A man who’s mind is never at ease A man with no purpose I am so lost…

@paemer1296

Жыл бұрын

Same brother

@DJYPC

Жыл бұрын

Same, brothers

@yourmother7755

Жыл бұрын

@@DJYPC I love you all chin up boys

@Elizabeth-jo8ft

Жыл бұрын

Its okay, everyone gets lost in their life once in a time. Take it easy, you still have time. It is never too late than to give up. Take it slow, relax and concentrate. One step at a time, until you reach it.

@mrohling

Жыл бұрын

i`ve feelt exactly like you do my friend....

I miss the old me The girl who was stress-free Had kind parents The girl who actually smiled for real Never starved herself The girl who never hurt herself The girl cried loudly so her parents would hear The girl who never cared about weight or height The girl who felt pretty every day The girl who had great grades The girl who wasn't me The girl is now gone and no longer free

@theyenvychloe

Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry love. I ultimately know how you feel, I know it’s a tough time. But happiness is coming for you, I know it. Everyone deserves happiness, and I know you definitely do. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve to eat. I know you may not feel like you deserve a life, but you do. And I don’t want you to be upset. I want you to have a good life love. I need you to understand how much you matter even when you might not think so. I love you so much. Please stay strong for me love. I love you so much.

@leavemealone18438

Жыл бұрын

@@theyenvychloe stfu lmao she's not reading all that women like you are so dramatic get a fucking grip jeez

@brookejackson-uf7mw

Жыл бұрын

the way i related to that. I'm sorry that we are so young and going through that.

@theyenvychloe

Жыл бұрын

@@leavemealone18438 people like you are dramatic too. plus you dont know what someone may be going through, everyone is dramatic in this world at some point. you need to just calm down, i was just trying to make this person feel better. i think you need to get a grip, whoever you are.

@liloistheendiahater

Жыл бұрын

YESSIRRR DONT CHANGE

let’s be real, you didn’t find this. it found you.

@Medo-jd8qi

Ай бұрын

Yep 😢

@skylord9582

19 күн бұрын

Yes😢

@NourOsta

15 күн бұрын

y..yea 😢

@Happikitty1.11

10 сағат бұрын

You got me

@Zen69967

9 сағат бұрын

couldn't agree more...

I miss him i miss him so much the way he smiled The way he laughed i really miss him The way he was social The way he was talkative The way he believed in himself The way he loved himself and thought he was the most beautiful person in the world The way he loved his parents the way he loved The way he wasn't afraid to cry The way he didn't get hurt The way he didn't wish for death I miss him. And I know I'll never see him again and I just can't accept that. I don't want it, but I know I need it. I miss me

@wardo5225

10 ай бұрын

😢

@Buniverself

10 ай бұрын

❤

@amnasalman3641

4 ай бұрын

you are deserving of love♥

@dantez515

3 ай бұрын

Much love brother. I wish you the best. You are not alone. You can find him again I promise. 💯

@irishjay9485

3 ай бұрын

Right there with ya

That little girl who couldn’t wait for the birthday guests to arrive and was waiting impatiently beside the door, dressed up as a princess for fun on a literal Monday morning, couldn’t sleep without parents singing a lullaby, ate food without any problems, could make friends with literally everyone her age, loved dance performing in front of the whole family, who felt so happy when the teacher announced the homework, who couldn’t wait for the presents on Christmas Eve, felt beautiful no matter what . That little girl who still had a life ahead of her.

@KaeyaAlberic

Жыл бұрын

💔💔💔

@FretkaDraveN

Жыл бұрын

What happened to her?

@JellyOnAPancakeAyyyy

Жыл бұрын

@@FretkaDraveN she had to grow up…

@romulocarneiro3310

Жыл бұрын

Reality, such cruel thing isn't it? The only exit, is to be stronger, and while at it, find true happiness among what you have, but remember, you already have everything.

@lordofcinder8405

Жыл бұрын

Stay strong 🙏, we will all find light someday

I swear when I saw the thumbnail I thought it was Godzilla LMFAO

@MusicCore23

Жыл бұрын

😅

@siamsuperhot918

Жыл бұрын

me too

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

😂😂😂 damn bro

@youstolemycrimea2688

Жыл бұрын

Same

@razvanbarbu8405

Жыл бұрын

Thats the point to make people see that not everything that we are scared of,is even existing.

Litery 50% won't see this but God bless you all 🛐✝️

@allwavenation

2 ай бұрын

God bless you 🙏

She was actually happy She didnt ruin things She was excited about holidays She had confidence She loved life She had excellent grades. She was me.

@rule4909

11 ай бұрын

🥲💔

@karanDhillon13

11 ай бұрын

They broke us and we still fell for then

@selunirodrigo7222

11 ай бұрын

Broooo❤❤

@Ammarsafwan7

11 ай бұрын

He wasn't a liar Now he is Now I'm lying Just to make my loved ones happy

@KingFr-oq4tx

6 ай бұрын

That's the truth. DONT GIVE UP!!

I don't miss the old me - he was weak and fragile. I had to go through hell so I can come out the best version of myself. I'm not a victim of my circumstances - I forge my own path. I don't always make the right choice, BUT I ALWAYS MAKE A CHOICE AND MAKE THAT CHOICE RIGHT!

@Aizen_33

Жыл бұрын

Hah , wish I could relate . None of my versions are good enough , not even the current one . Congrats bro for making the best version out of yourself

@simple90k

Жыл бұрын

At least he was innocent

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

@@Aizen_33 then ur best version is ahead of u bro ✊ its all in your hands

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

@@simple90k unfortunately in life u have 1 choice to make - u are either a victim or the suspect

@jasonmcmillan7215

Жыл бұрын

​@@Aizen_33you will get there to that version of you that version you always felt from the inside

Its just the fact that the older you got the more you realized how evil and sad the world is. Every heartbreak and every meltdown leads you to lose yourself and forget why you were happy. That's why we change and that's why we miss our old self. Our childhood, but there's no going back. We have to move forward no matter the means.

@ZoeAlthouse

Жыл бұрын

I love your comment because when I was a child, I didn’t care if there were stains on my jeans or a tear in my sleeve; but now as I’ve started getting older, I’ve realized how much people change and how judgmental everyone can be over the littlest things. We live in a false reality where humans say, “Your outfit looks so bad,” or, “You should lose some weight.” People need to be taught that people can live their own lives and they don’t have to fit the “correct standards” that others may think is superior. Thank you for this comment; it shows me that there are still respectable people out there yet. :)

@zazie9010

Жыл бұрын

@@ZoeAlthouse Exactly, And OFCC!! Thank you

@Nobody28817

11 ай бұрын

I was a selfish kid who was never actually happy nor satisfied.. and still am I knew the world was dark Now older I know it's even darker Hating myself and everything around me I wanna forget everything Forget ME I despise myself more then anything

You don't miss the old you. You miss the way things were before everything changed.

It’s like 11pm right now as I’m viewing these comments. I’m quite honestly on the verge of tears while reading this section. I wish you all the best in your future endeavors, as well as a good nights sleep.

@NourOsta

15 күн бұрын

yep me too. 11:22 in the night scrolling through the comments while tears are being formed in my eyes 😢

The old me was so full of life, love, dedication and enthusiasm. It all ended with her.

@wistwilson

Жыл бұрын

real bro, ik how you feel ;/

@christiantepepa5614

Жыл бұрын

You’ll pull through it, I felt the same way a few months after my ex left me. You’ll find that life, love, dedication and enthusiasm in yourself again soon. It’ll take some time, sometimes it might even go away, it’s something that comes with living life. Ups and downs are everywhere. Have fun with your friends and family, get outside and breathe in the fresh air, play your favorite sports, play your favorite video games, take part in your favorite hobbies. Anything that you like and anything that’ll take your mind off it. Anything that’ll remind you of the person you once were, only this time… without her. You’re not wrong to feel the way you feel, and to feel the way you do is valid. Take your time and let yourself heal

@toiletpapereater2964

10 ай бұрын

What she did to you doesn't matter. What matters is how you will be better then her. Do not miss the old you look forward to what you will become.

@isaacbikis4615

8 ай бұрын

@LukeThompson156 hey bro, you doing better now?

@cypher5377

6 ай бұрын

I know how it feels, actually no. same scenario but we never truly know the pain each other feels do we? Our emotions are different yet also the same we're thinking of the same person in our lives but they are also different people.. This world is cruel but thats life is it not? We can't feel good times if we never go through tough times.. Goodluck man i hope things are well See you in your next checkpoint, I hope your alive and well

The loneliness that I felt now is slowly killing me , my heart just hurt all of the times...

@gameplayripper

Жыл бұрын

I wish you the best man! Doesn't matter If I don't know who you are... I don't want to see others suffering. My suggestion is to focus on positive thoughts, there is negativity everywhere only if you think about it.

@Unknown-xs9ul

Жыл бұрын

@@gameplayripper thank you very much , this really puts a smile on my face :)

@Brandonix

Жыл бұрын

God Loves you Man just know that. He sees your pain and he understands you. Keep your heart pure my friend even if it means you have to face more pain, because one day you'll defeat it and your heart and soul will be uplifted once again. I highly recommend talking to God bro, take care of yourself.

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

Yo man u will find your person, just keep workin on yourself and she will appear🙏

@raeann3436

Жыл бұрын

God sometimes puts you alone to reach out to him cuz he’s all you need.. it’s a time of growth. You will be ok just keep your head up ❤positive vibes

I love how in comments you just can express, no one will judge you, i wish real life was like that...

Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy. I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 22 years ago. It's even more saddening with how Germanys privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but i can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on KZread which is extremely lacking and rare to find. The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had. Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit. Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood. But. I have a baby daughter now. And I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad. Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.

@riZzzzz.

10 ай бұрын

♥️♥️🫂

@Pilps

10 ай бұрын

@@riZzzzz. Thank you!

I’ve spend so much time hating myself in the past, it’s so ironic to see how I miss the old me now

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

Man ive felt the same way for such a long time..

@sarthakgawari1381

Жыл бұрын

ITS WHAT HAPPENS TO EVERYONE , BUT WITHIN SOME TIME YOU ARE GOING TO LOVE THE WAY YOU HAVE EVOLVED , I TOO DID , YOU TOO WILL

@user-pd5tx3jz5g

Жыл бұрын

그렇치 뭐. 나도참 이상해 현실때문에 괴로워하는내가 싫은걸까..

@randomthoughts833

Жыл бұрын

Trust me, in a couple years or maybe even a decade. You will be missing yourself as you are right now.

@Nobody28817

11 ай бұрын

I try to deny it but I'm afraid I know MYSELF nontheless.. I didn't love what I was as a kid... I won't miss him Nor will I miss what I am now I'm not evolving The choices I've made The things I've said and done And I'm still doing them.. I just can't stop I'm never gonna love or forgive myself.. EVER I'm born too suffer and nothing else

You find yourself here tonight, reading this comment of mine among many others while listening to this playlist that touches your heart. Your past emotions come to mind as you think to everything you've lost and to what you could have done but didn't. Think back to the good times spent in tranquility, with your friends, your family, you think about the shit you did but it was fucking funny. Then you change your gaze and think about everything you would like to get back from your past, everything you would like to try again in your life, but you firmly know that this is no longer possible. Now we'll also have to think about the future, which for many kids is still uncertain, but the immediate future, that cannot be forgotten, all the commitments, the stress but also the joy of seeing a friend again or simply doing little things that lead us to happiness. the only thing you haven't really given importance to until now is the present. The present was future and will be past, from hope to regret it's a moment, you have to seize the moment, EVERY moment only in this way can you truly enjoy life to the fullest. Tomorrow you'll wake up and think, fuck, I have to enjoy this day, you have to learn to appreciate the little things, only in this way can you be really happy. My friend if you have read this I hope it has made you think as I and many others have done tonight and the past few nights. Don't cry because it's over but smile because it happened. I wish you a good reflection, good night.

@MightySathvik

Жыл бұрын

Man I love u🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

@IIIce_frost

11 ай бұрын

thank you man that helped

@KyLoveee

10 ай бұрын

Thank you I needed this❤

@Kyurema

10 ай бұрын

»Today is a gift. That is why it is called a 'Present'« (Kung Fu Panda) You're right. Thanks for reminding 💚

@user-cn7fb3sm8n

2 ай бұрын

Thanks

I miss believing I miss my family I miss excitement I miss passion I miss my dreams I miss my poetic view I miss hope I miss being alive

@Xia_Ash

6 ай бұрын

I get how u feel........ feel free to open .....❤

@Rahul-nx8wu

3 ай бұрын

be brave...you are the strongest person in your self.

@user-bp8mo2fh9z

2 ай бұрын

This is very heart touching too me I love u sm.

She didn't stress out at all She always felt pretty no matter what She wasn't deppresed She had many friends She smiled for real She had excellent grades She cried loud to get attention from her parents I really do miss the old me, alot.

I miss the old days. I miss being confident.. I miss being myself, I miss being able to control my emotions instead of hurting myself and others and most of all - I MISS HOW I LOOKED.

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

I don't miss what I was back then as a kid... Nor will I miss what I am now I just wanna forget

@Lizizaclown

Жыл бұрын

@@Nobody28817 Ah.. I get it. Somewhat..

@Abraveworld21

2 ай бұрын

​@@Lizizaclown Hi, same story but a bit different way

@shelllott4133

Ай бұрын

🩷🩷🫂kzread.infogaming/emoji/7ff574f2/emoji_u1fac2.png

she was happy. she dreamt happily. she let people knew she was low. she was pretty. she was a good student. she loved people. she loved birthdays, especially hers. she talked nonsense nonstop all-time. she believed. she believed in her parents, her family.

@ondrakolibac2746

Жыл бұрын

Forget the bizch, forget them all, get ur own sh!t straight,

@user-pd5tx3jz5g

Жыл бұрын

​@@ondrakolibac2746 ㅇㅈㅇㅈ

@mari.s_143

Жыл бұрын

"she let people she knew she was low" gave me shivers. oh my gosh.

@widodoputra1452

11 ай бұрын

Yeah, she was

@myminee2173

11 ай бұрын

She was..

تعودت الصعود بشاحنة التى اعمل عليها بالصعود الى الجبال والصخور ولايفوتنى الايام القديمة ايام ماكنت شاب واليوم ٥٥عاما يعنى كهل اتفقدالاوقات ومن حولى التى كنت سعيدفيها سعيد والان ...؟؟؟مااشبة اليوظ ببارحة ‏‪2:40‬‏ 🎉🎉🎉❤

Tonight I found the old me. I saw him through the window of my old house. Sitting in that worn out chair playing guitar late into the night. Never alone, but always lonely. The old me that wondered far too often. The old me that worried over uncontrollable things. The old me that wanted answers to questions that only time could bring. The old me that loved and felt emotion without hesitation and without fear. I lost him long ago. During the time of his absence, I found the answers I spent so long looking for. Yet without his presence, I never got the opportunity to fully enjoy them. Now they are just distant memories. Tonight I rediscovered a part of myself that I thought I had lost forever. I believe he left for a reason, to shield himself from the pain of the answers. I believe he's back now because it's time to find the TRUTH and not just an answer. Whoever protected me, thank you. Peace, love and good fortune to anyone here tonight and forever. I hope you find everything that you seek in life. ☄️✨

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

@numa7074

Жыл бұрын

Fuccckkk, i really needed to read something like this, kinda cry a little, just a little

@user-pd5tx3jz5g

Жыл бұрын

👍

@_-Bella-_

Жыл бұрын

I never smiled and cried at the same time now I did i realised when i grow up i can be proud of myself and do everything i want to to experience everything i love and be free.

@jaywright9661

Жыл бұрын

What parents hami…

@numa7074

Жыл бұрын

@@jaywright9661 Then to make yourself proud, proud you made it out of this dark hole we're in, well at least that's kinda my goal, to be the way i was before i started to become like this

I sit here and I reminisce, About the person I used to be, I long for the times that I once had, And the version of myself that I can't see. I miss the days of youthful bliss, When everything was new and bright, The person I was then, I dearly miss, And I yearn for that old sight. My heart aches for the memories lost, Of the person that I used to know, And though I try to count the cost, The pain continues to grow. The laughter and the happy tears, The dreams that I once had, All faded with the passing years, And left me feeling sad. I wish that I could find my way, Back to the person that I knew, To live again another day, As the person that was true. But time moves on, and so do we, And we can't go back in time, I'll hold on tight to the memories, Of the person that was once mine.

@sarthakgawari1381

Жыл бұрын

AUTHOR?

@PentoMino

Жыл бұрын

That's really good, damn

@gracielentz1165

Жыл бұрын

U rhymed

@user-pd5tx3jz5g

Жыл бұрын

옹.. 이건 공감된다. 어린시졀로 천진난만하게 그때로만 살고시픈느낌...

i miss my childhood. if i knew i would be so desperate about it, i'd have cherished every single second..

I miss being able to live life without worrying about what i’m going to do in the future, i miss being able to laugh truely, i miss being able to make friends with a heartbeat. that little girl is gone now, and i don’t think she’s ever going to come back. i would kill anybody just to be a child again. i would do anything. please, just please.

Its close to midnight and I'm laying in bed when I stumbled across this Playlist. I was just curious but decided to listen to ist and started reading the comments, and now i find myself typing one of my own. I cant describe the feeling these songs and these stories of others have caused in me, but i think i felt something change. A realization coming to me. A realization that life isnt actually that bad, its just a little stressful right now, and it will go on. A realization that i have a lot of things i could have wished for, and enough reasons to go on and be happy and content, and fulfil everything else with my own power. I just have to go on, to a future i can shape myself. I have all the choices and all the time left. And i dont know if anyone will really be reading this, but for some reason i had to get it off my mind, get it written out, and get my insignificant words to go somewhere. I have a feeling i will be coming back to this comment or track, just to add on to the things i have written so far, with more to come as my mind dives deeper into what it actually wants to say, that i havent listened to in so long.

@the.seagull.35

Жыл бұрын

"I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength." Philippians 4:11‭-‬13

@btrzdslvv

11 ай бұрын

Its 4 am, I'm laying in bed, a little anxious, a little hopeless, trying to distract myself to go to sleep, until I stumbled across this playlist just like you, got curious, got a urge to scroll down and read the comments and then I saw ur comment and I don't know how to explain it, but it made me cry, and gave me hope and made me feel not so alone. We only have one life, let's make the most of it, and even if we are a little lost, it's okay, we are not the only ones. Hope you are okay, thanks for this

@LGBTQistBullshit

11 ай бұрын

Its rn 00:29 Germany time

@dantez515

3 ай бұрын

I hope you find your peace. ❤

You lay in bed at night, your mind racing with memory’s of your childhood. As you look back at those memories, you reliz how much you miss the old you…the old you that didn’t care about what others said, the old you that loved going outside and jumping around, the old you…that was happy. As more and more memories start flooding your head you start to cry, you cuddle up to your pillow for comfort, trying to stop your crying. “I miss the old me” you mumbled into your pillow. You tryd to stop thinking of your childhood, but…you couldn’t. You remember going to the park to see your friends every day, you remember playing hid and seek with your parents. Everything..was..perfect. But now your older and you understand the way the world is. You don’t find interest in the things you loved. You stayed in your room all day. You hoped that one day…you can find that same happiness you had when you were younger. (I gust got the idea of writing this down so…hoped you liked it)

To everyone who's studying with this music: Checklist: • A bottle of water, at least 1liter. Your brain works better if it has enough water and drinking helps you to concentrate💧 • Your charger. You sometimes don't even notice that your device's battery is going down, so better have it plugged in all the time🔋 • Your headphones. You will be able to focus more with headphones, because it blocks background noises. Also, if it's a late night study session, you won't wake up anyone🎧 • a tea or coffee. Coffee keeps you awake, green or black tea can make you feel more awake as well.☕ • Your study/work stuff: your laptop/tablet/phone , a few pens, paper or whatever you need.⌨ •Anything else you could need, what about a heat pad, a blanket, a good lamp, your pet so you have a study buddy 🐈 Reminder: After an hour, you should stand up and walk a bit around. Better stop the music or put on different music for the break. Open your window, even if it's cold outside. Fresh air will make it better, trust me. You could also lay your head down on your desk for ten minutes and listen to a podcast. Or, if you have to read a book, listen to the audiobook of it. You can also listen to the audiobook while doing another thing, that's even better than listening to music while reading the book. 📖 I hope y'all had a good day, if not, that's okay too. Remember to take care of yourself and try to get some sleep tonight 😴🧸 (not mind! but copy paste it around!!) ☄

"it's not the old you that you miss, you miss the times when you we're happy, had alot of kind people around you and the time you can live without a care" -my bestfriend

I don't really know why the hell this track is hitting me so hard but everytime I'm listening to it, my eyes gets soaked in tears and I feel like the 80's shouldn't have never ended. I miss my Dad and I miss my young simpler life when my only concern was to feed my pet turtle. Now, I'm just a pale version of myself trying to stay afloat in this unforgiving ocean that we call life. I wish I still had just a little bit of energy, just enough, so I could find my way back out of this nightmare.

@nenepizzaroles

Жыл бұрын

I hope you gain enough energy to float to the top again

@supravietuitoriblog547

Жыл бұрын

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

@Rainmanthereal

Жыл бұрын

@@supravietuitoriblog547 Thank you buddy I’ve managed to get a grip on my myself But I will always feel this big void inside me But I really thank you mate

@supravietuitoriblog547

Жыл бұрын

@@Rainmanthereal That's good! Just don't forget that I'm always here!

I am not depressed, I just like the music.

@IamVF301

Жыл бұрын

Same lmao

@fishygirl3548

Жыл бұрын

Me neither but I come here to read others comments

@lovelyshit2049

11 ай бұрын

real

@Leggomyeggo7664

11 ай бұрын

Same he he

@Leggomyeggo7664

11 ай бұрын

If ya know 😉

Listening it in early morning, while birds sing outside, and you know you gotta keep yourself together

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! To everyone who is struggling, you got this. I'm so proud of you for making it this far and I wanna see you make it farther, so do it for me please, and if not for me atleast do it for them. there is someone out there who obsesses over you, they might just be too shy to say it Not mine, but pass it around Have a nice Day/Night

@SomeDeadSamurai

2 ай бұрын

Thanks for the kind words, even if they may be not yours lol Hope you're doing well too

It always hurts the most when your parents stare at you as if your a stranger. Asking themselves in their head... Where's that little girl who would laugh, eat, have good health, sleep, had good friends, had joy and hope in her eyes? That little girl had a dream, a dream to become a successful woman. But, now. Five years later, rather dreaming of success. Is dreaming of death.

@Moon-oh1fj

Жыл бұрын

Dear you shouldn't give up so early! Life takes a lot of test! I pray your dreams come true and you succeed in your goals! Be positive about things!

@s0m30Neee

Жыл бұрын

That’s me 😅

@anthonyscheibmeir2444

Жыл бұрын

hang in there pal, it's always darkest before the dawn but remember the dawn is coming.

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

So much anguish and despair So much hypocrisy and corruption This world should end

@anthonyscheibmeir2444

Жыл бұрын

@@Nobody28817 Nihilism is not the answer. we are better than that. Don't let those who have done you wrong define you.

I don't miss the old me, a lot of people are upset that they aren't happy and out going as they used to be. They don't realize that they can instead of holding onto someone that needs to be let go of, they can grow, and build someone better. People change, including yourself, and it is Y O U R job to guide ourself to good change, and change for the better, changing and self-improving never stops, and you never stop growing but that's the beauty of it. You get to learn every day every hour every second. Whoever is struggling, please have a deep conversation with yourself and ask yourself in what way would you like to improve. Maybe its becoming more fit, working harder, or learning to love yourself, but whatever it is, make sure it's something that will benefit you for the better.

@Moon-oh1fj

Жыл бұрын

Well! that's why I say, 'Someone is clear about their thoughts'. Your comment is appreciating! People like you are hard to find in depressing comment section! 😊Well have a nice day!

@alphagate9044

11 ай бұрын

Thanks

@seufimeaqui9034

5 ай бұрын

i will do anything to NEVER go back to what i was

I met this girl in my work and we started talking for a few months. Soon I started to catch feelings and I found myself slowly falling in love with her. This girl was everything, after so many years of feeling lonely and feeling like I could never have what other guys and what my friends talked about, this was a breath of fresh air. But in the end I got rejected, same like all the other times I tried. I think I have a built in defense mechanism to where I can't show my affection to what I really want to show since in the past it hasn't been reciprocated to what I wanted. I truly did like this girl, but I feel like I let I slip by, again. We would have the best talks, we laughed, and we talked deep into conversations about ourselves and our goals and aspirations. At least she made my life a little better for a time. Now I struggle with the internal conflict of staying as just her friend, or leaving her. Because I know while she expects a real friend, I can't be that guy. The friendship wouldn't be real. Maybe in another universe, with a different me.

@fredmerlin8106

3 ай бұрын

Courage man, I wish you all the happiness in the world

You don’t miss the old you. You miss the time when you didn’t see all things you had to work on, the things to fix in yourself, the things you lack within yourself. Work on yourself and you’ll look back at this time when you’re on top of the mountain looking down saying “we did it, we made it up”

Over the years I have become more aggressive, I have completely lost confidence in everyone, my inner beast has started to hate me over the years, and my thoughts sometimes try to kill me.Yes, I'm getting older, stronger, smarter, but this black hole is getting bigger and bigger and fear is choking me at night

@doommemes

Жыл бұрын

dude I feel you man

@nguyen1523

Жыл бұрын

i'm 18 .how old are you ?

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

How old are u rn bro?

@bred6159

Жыл бұрын

I don't normally reply or even comment, but I want you to know that I honestly feel the same way. We may not be in the same boat, but it's the same storm, and I hope you find your way out alive. Just hold on a little while longer. things have to get better eventually, right?

@slash215

Жыл бұрын

@@Wolfsta 16

Too who ever is reading this and going through something just know It wont last forever your strong I know you are dont give up I love you

she was always happy her parents loved her she smiled for real she always loved being around people she didn't care about her weight she had good grades

THIS LITERALLY COULDNT BE MORE BEAUTIFUL, IT FEELS LIKE A HUG TO THE HEART❤️‍🩹🫂

@pyros.

7 ай бұрын

Or a blizzard in your soul, sending waves of chills through your spine and arms.

I miss the old me. The one who thought love and happiness were obtainable.

Every time I hear this, my tears start to leak. And I just don't know why. Is it because I locked up my old me, without realising how much would I miss him? Praying every time someone speaks to me to have him back, to not feel all alone in this full world.

Don't miss the old me because this is me now, better than yesterday and even better tomorrow.

Our old self never dies, no matter how hard u try He's being hurt enough that he is too afraid to come out but trust me, someday, u will find someone, who will make him comfortable enough to come back have hopes alive with me, u arn't alone

weird how she was happy the whole time or even if she was sad at points she did not ever overthink it or let the sadness take over her. how she was able to apologize even if she was not in the wrong, and the way she so easily forgave and forgot. weird and scary. unreal how she was friends with almost all the people her age. unreal how she actually had the will to live and was not worried about making the wrong decision. unreal how good she was at loving. she never cared about the risks instead she did what she felt like and managed to enjoy it as well. and even though she was so unreal I still want her back. she was an innocent kid and that's exactly what makes me want her back. I want her back.

the one who was always looked down, who was emotionally wrecked , manipulated and the one who was also in wrong side but still never mattered to anyone,the one who had to prove herself to be valid, who needs to talk about other to keep the attention on herself cause nobody really listened and stayed by her side the one who was always behind everything and if their is one thing she’s good at it’ll be torn apart and made fun of . yeah the old me and this me are still same but there are differences i’ve noticed i’ve become better than i was before i am trying even if i am not enough .

I don’t even remember when I started feeling like this way. I have been sad for a long time, i hope things change in the future

@Jobadge-jo5qr

Ай бұрын

Elles changeront.

To whomever listening this in night, wish you get amazing dreams. Bye 👋sleep well

@knight9743

10 ай бұрын

People like you exist and that makes me love living

@KyLoveee

10 ай бұрын

Thank you❤

I really miss the old me,she was confident,she was happy when she was around her friends,her laugh was real. She was just truly happy she wasn't faking. I just want to see her again.

@TheLeanmuscular

Жыл бұрын

I can feel you!

@Nobody28817

11 ай бұрын

I don't miss me I just wanna forget me Current me.. Past me I wanna forget all of me

@Leksa199

11 ай бұрын

Stay strong queen

@empire-rules

10 ай бұрын

@@Nobody28817 been there before only GOD can save u

It wasn't until I lost what I took for granted that I realized I miss the old me. It wasn't until I realized the toxic people I surrounded myself with had turned me into them that I was no longer me. It wasn't until I realized the goals I had planned to achieve this year may not come to fruition that I want to do better for me. It wasn't until I hit the lowest of my lows, that I realized a new me is on the brink of blooming. A new me. A stronger me. A me that would still have lows, but what are the highs of our life without them? Our old "me's" had lows, and our present "me's" have lows. So will our future "me's". I am on this journey with all of you, and I want all of you to know that it will not end here. Put time into what you're passionate about, and take those risks. Even if all you need to do is get out of bed, or eat, be proud of yourself for doing so. Healing is a lengthy process, it is not linear, and it is not consistently progressive. That person right now, reading this comment, has come to this video titled "I miss the old me." Sincerely question yourself, Do I miss the old me? Or do I miss what the old me thought they had? Or rather, do I miss a time before I faced something so large, unpredictable and harsh, that I crumbled? Fruit crumble was a food that came about WWII. Now regarded as a tremendously popular baked good. Whatever war we have going on in our minds or with ourselves, trust the process. Take everything one step at a time. -Regards, your youtube stranger, who is ready for a new me. too.

@TubboDaKittyCat

Жыл бұрын

I really appreciate hearing the kind words stranger~ Strange how when we have no one left we all turn to each other in a videos like this...stay strong friend. Because you words have made sure I will today and tomorrow too...

@orestix1584

Жыл бұрын

this actually made me realize things thank you stranger you had the words i needed to get out of this mindset i got into the last couple days.

@franciscoayer7307

Жыл бұрын

hi, i just wanted to say that i think you are one o the best things that could have ever happend in this comment section, good job

@ZoeAlthouse

Жыл бұрын

I’m here just scrolling through the comments, and when I stopped to read yours, it made my day and filled me with hope that people aren’t lying, cheating, beings. Keep being the insanely awesome person you are! Have a WONDERFUL day :)

@user-pd5tx3jz5g

Жыл бұрын

그정도는아닌뎁ㅎ

I listen to this musics alone at night. The name of this podcast makes me cry. In the past, I was the best version of myself, she was just happier than me.

I miss the old me The child happy to explore The mentally and physically healthy child The child who didn't care who's nearby The child who jumped over fences and played tag with her friends The child enjoying the silence and nature The child dreaming at night The child whom loved herself The child who didn't try to be perfect.

@toiletpapereater2964

10 ай бұрын

If you focus on what happened in the past you will hit a wall in your future. Don't miss the old you look forward to what you will become.

@Luniaraastro8636

6 ай бұрын

​@@toiletpapereater2964I guess you are right

i miss the times where i was happy and dreamfull now im just blending in with the dark waiting for it to consume me untill theres nothing left

“Where’s my happy little girl?” I don’t know mom. Maybe she started disappearing when she stopped eating. Maybe she started disappearing when she started sh. Maybe she started disappearing when her best friends just turned their back on her because her character was to energetic and difficult to deal with. Maybe she started disappearing when her parents split and she had to change houses every week. Maybe she started disappearing when her dad would yell at her, her mom or her brother again. Maybe she started disappearing when her dad or brother slapped her. Maybe she started disappearing when her grandparents nagged on her every time they saw her since she can remember. Maybe she started disappearing when she found out her dad cheated on her mom multiple times for over 3 year at least. Maybe she started disappearing when school was becoming more torture than ever. Maybe she started disappearing when her crush and friend for over 14 year suddenly ignored her. Maybe she started disappearing when her father would emotionally manipulate and abuse her. Maybe started disappearing when her brother did the exact same thing. Maybe she started disappearing when she thought about offing herself for 24/7. Maybe she started disappearing when she always was the second choice. Maybe she started disappearing when she could either feel nothing or indescribable sadness. Maybe she started disappearing when her brother moved out right after they became really good friends. Maybe she started disappearing when she realised that her brother is moving on from their childhood without her. Maybe you shouldn’t ask where’s your little happy girl but instead what happened to your little happy girl… I’ve not chosen to become like this.

@Moon-oh1fj

Жыл бұрын

Are you OK dear? Looks like you've been through hell ever since you were young....... I know am a complete stranger to you but I pray that you may dreams come true and you'll get a healthy life ahead! You gotta be strong girl! You should prove your mumm that she gave birth to a brave girl like you! Dear live for yourself and your dreams because all we have got is dreams. I hope you have a blessed day! May God bless you dear! And whenever you feel upset just remember you're not alone you have God who is protecting you and belive me he cares about you! May positivity come your way! One more thing is that 😊you've got a beautiful smile and those eyes are magical!

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

Why is existence like this??🙁

@charlottetaylor1259

Жыл бұрын

Hey-hey-hey don't cry, you'll get wrinkles! Wipe those tears awayi'm a lways here im still here y'know! thanks for taking a breath for me. Whenever I see you remeber this is you and you can't change. you are you, you can't change please i beg of you stop starving your self stop cutting yourself just stop. I dont care if it's 3am. get out of your bed and dance for 30 seconsds feel the youth of yourself feel the freedom, open the fridge and make something apples? there very refreshing! I'm here, I'm not going anywhere else I'm here.

@piranhapa

Жыл бұрын

maybe she left when you started to ignore me, mom…?

@randomthoughts833

Жыл бұрын

If you're starving yourself to lose weight, don't. It makes you gain weight.

He was really happy… Confident in who he is… Had real friends… He had a wide smile A beautiful laugh… He was someone who didn’t care what others think… Didn’t care about his flaws Didn’t care about crying Man… I miss me The old me was the best… But he’s gone…

I have been listening to these songs, while waiting for something tragic to happen. 3 weeks ago my grandad,( I lived with for 5 years) who fell when we where leaving a restaurant one evening because he was struggling to breath and collapsed and fell on his ankle which broke. He was healing but then he contracted pneumonia in hospital and everything went down hill. He then started to build up water in his lungs, due to his heart failure( meaning his cannot pump his blood around the body properly). Then after that his kidneys started to fail to 17% function, his heart started to pump far too quick and has been till now. The doctors have predicted the worst and are doubting a recovery. So thats my reason for being here. I don’t exactly know what to do before it happens but i am spending has much time has possible, even though he can’t talk i can still hear him somehow.

It burns like a flame In my chest, The unknown feeling That troubles me. - As if a sly fox crept Into the nest of my heart I wonder, is there a escape From this inner hell? ~me

i miss the old me, who didnt have problems didnt have their mother scream at them all the time. who never overthinked, never got stressed never caused problems to their parents.

@Moon-oh1fj

Жыл бұрын

Listen dear! Life kept on teaching us lessons as we're getting older! So Embrace that you know more about things than your past self could've ever known! Look! life is like a roller coastal ride ups - downs are its main route! Well I hope you understood! You are not alone believe in God he cares about you! 😊 I hope your dreams come true! Have a nice day dear!

I really cried while reading some people texts ... it made me wonder what did yall put on this situation. Im proud that some people share their feelings with the world.. And i still cant belive that it is 2024 wow.. the time is running really fast lately . and i you guys are the best stay who you are, Dont change yourself by people .. ur perfekt how u are .. And Happy new year tho you all.

POV: your crying in your dark room because your best friend said that she was going homeschool because of you because you made her so stressed and now she won't even talk to her dad and you feel like the one to blame.

I miss the old me so much, I was happy, had the confidence to do things, and most importantly had her. now my anxiety is so bad and I overthink every little thing, lost my confidence, lost my friends, I just hate myself now

@supravietuitoriblog547

Жыл бұрын

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

As I sit here reflecting on my life, I can't help but feel a sense of longing for the old version of myself. I remember a time when I felt genuinely happy and carefree. Life was simpler then, and I had fewer problems to worry about. I used to sleep more and wake up feeling refreshed and ready to take on the day. I miss the old me, the one who would laugh and smile with ease. I didn't have to put on a brave face or pretend that everything was okay when it wasn't. I was authentically happy, and it showed in the way I interacted with people. Back then, I had more time for myself and my loved ones. I could enjoy the little things in life without feeling overwhelmed by the demands of work and other responsibilities. I didn't feel like I was constantly running on empty, trying to keep up with the never-ending to-do list. But now, things are different. I've taken on more responsibilities, and life's challenges have left me feeling drained and depleted. It's easy to lose sight of who I used to be and to feel like I can never get back to that happy place. However, I know that it's possible to make changes and work towards becoming the best version of myself once again.

@orestix1584

Жыл бұрын

exactly i also had the excitemement for that next day

I miss The old me Who was funny Who was cool Who was free like green grass Who was lovely Who was strong Who didn't mind anyones word Who wasn't hesitant to reveal her feelings how she felt Who cried loud so her parents could hear Who was astonishingly warm Who was fearless & carefree Who was good at everything Who had friends Who was the prettiest soul Now im the girl Who just want to be left alone Cries at night alone so no one could hear Who's soul became dull Who don't know how to approach people Who is hesitant to reveal her feelings

There is a difference between you and me, when we looked into the abyss and it looked back at us, you blinked. -Batman

He was happy He was energetic He was at peace with himself He never thought too hard about anything He literally did whatever he wanted ….He is coming back! Better than ever!

@panditalovely3548

Жыл бұрын

El va a volver... mejor que nunca...

@akakabira

10 ай бұрын

​@@panditalovely3548he surely will...

Man i wish i could've teached my younger self. He truly could've become something special.

@Lol26_idh27s

Жыл бұрын

Damn bro that hit hard💔

I remember my old house where I grew up, and I haven't been there for 7 years, and once I came in I felt like me no and the young me I was - we're totally different people, I realized just how changed I am. Maybe the old me is lost, maybe dead, buried somewhere the past. This old me, a bright kid who was happy, joyful, believed in bright future and magic of dreams. Now a grown up, depressed, questioning the meaning of my life every morning as I wake up. Medications, painkillers, lots of sleep just to escape reality. Sometimes I wish current version of me just stopped existing so I could come back to being the person I was. I miss the old me.

I miss the feeling of my mouth and cheeks hurting from always smiling. Now the only thing that is hurting is my emotional and mental health.

Making a story for every song. #1: You progress a dark forest, your flashlight running low, basically relying upon the moon, you hear whispers that are unintelligible, you think you’re losing your find before eventually waking up from your horrible dream. #2:You put on some headphones and go for a walk, and you hear some piano music, you feel a sense of nostalgia as it continues it rhythm. You remember your childhood, but continue on. It’s the only thing life lets you do anymore. You start to run home after reaching a point to go home, you want to go back to the past, but no matter what you do, you can’t, and you accept this fact finally. It’s hard to swallow, but you accept it. #3: You listen to some piano music and dance by yourself, singing to yourself a little bit. A bit nothing more than a whisper. You dance to the music, keeping it slow, like the the music. #4: You start to play some minecraft, you start a new world, and play for days. You accomplish many great things, but you remember your friends. Your friends didn’t join you now unlike before, even after offering. You keep continuing, you gather your enchanted Diamond armor and Sword, and you head for the end portal, you have to do what you and your friends never accomplished before, you have to! After a few minutes, you witness the death of the Ender Dragon, you feel accomplished, you finished a story, something you and your friends never did. You gave up on the thing all together back in 2017, but now it’s 2023. You feel accomplish as you keep improving your gear, getting up to enchanted Netherite. Everything’s good, everything’s as it should be. #5: You look back at old memories of you and your friends, happiness of a better time floods your mind. You can’t stop thinking about how much you and your friends had done for each other, before eventually you all parted ways for the future. #6: You find yourself in a dream, going through distorted places of your childhood. The play place at McDonald’s, The arcades at arcade place, but some of them aren’t right. Each new one makes you want to cry more and more. Everything feel foreign to you, nothing seems real. Nothing is real, this is a dream. Rate my story in the comments, good day!

@peterabboud9193

Жыл бұрын

Wow

@peterabboud9193

Жыл бұрын

This is the only comment that isn’t about smn crying 💀

@D3stroyer634

Жыл бұрын

@@peterabboud9193 Originally no, but you give the good ide-

"when u want to sink tears but u don't have some to sink"

@anonymfanacc1688

Жыл бұрын

Same i used them all up

My grandmother always used to say to me: We must be kind to people. All people are miserable and poor. Life is hard for everyone.

@littledeath175

3 ай бұрын

тогда что обозначает перечёркнутый лгбт флаг?...

@j_6727

Ай бұрын

​@@littledeath175This is freedom of expression 👍🏻

I was a little boy who is very happy to be a grownup but now I think being a kid is more memorable than being a man with pressure, depression, loneliness, anxiety and almost at the edge of being a sadist but I made up my mind that the world is not build for us we need to get molded to survive this world 🌎. Also keep looking back at your root because sometimes we all miss our childhood. Stay safe Stay happy Stay for your family

I miss everything about the old me. The way I looked, the way I laughed, the way I could make so many friends without difficulty, the way I could actually feel happy. Now I’m just an empty void. I have friends, yet i still feel all alone. I’m not happy anymore. I feel like giving up, but I know it’ll make everyone that loves me feel sad. I can’t bear for them to have an unhappy life just because of my actions. I don’t want to lose anyone. I just want the old me back..

@theyenvychloe

Жыл бұрын

@@EVlLSE7EN Oh hey, of course we can. What's on your mind, love?

@EVlLSE7EN

Жыл бұрын

@@theyenvychloe hey nothing I'm sorry it's nothing 😈😈

@theyenvychloe

Жыл бұрын

@@EVlLSE7EN Hey, it's okay. You can tell me anything, whatever you're going through, whatever is on your mind, I'm here for you.

@theyenvychloe

Жыл бұрын

@@EVlLSE7EN Maybe, what exactly do you mean by that?

@theyenvychloe

11 ай бұрын

@@EVlLSE7EN sorry i haven't responded. i'm not sure i can give my personal info away for obvious reasons. and no, i dont think i know you. maybe, it's possible.

Life is hard but we need to stand up ourselves we could do many things, we just need some faith and think straight

I can't say I miss the old me. The old me was broken, too. But ever since I changed there has been this thing eating at me, breaking me down bit by bit. I'm trying to swim but I feel like I'm sinking. I reach my hand out in the dark, hoping maybe someone will take hold of my hand so I don't drown. Nobody is there either, but the thought maybe someone will keeps me at peace.

In these moments we truly find a reason to remember

@Nobody28817

Жыл бұрын

For me.. I wish I could never remember

17:55 this song gives me the sea's vibes 🤍🌊

There are no words to describe the pain I have. God, help me please. I'm sinking.

the old days do not make me happy anymore...

I wish I could met my younger self one more time. This little girl hat to go through so much pain. And still has to go thought all that sh!t. I just want to tell her she’s perfect no matter what other ppl think. Shorty I love you.

tem dias que só da vontade de descansar eternamente

@franciscoayer7307

Жыл бұрын

durmi e nao acorda

I miss when I was a kid. No school stress. No hurting myself. No overthinking. No self-hate No Trauma No being bullied No hearing my family fight My father wanting to be around me Smiling in photos No being stuck inside my head No silent crying behind my door n covering my mouth. No listening to sad playlist to describe how I feel inside No anger issues No attempts of su1c1de Just a happy little girl who loved her life...

I miss the old me. I miss the old me that was always happy I miss the old me that never worried I miss the old me that wasn’t afraid to feel I miss the old me that never cared I miss the old me who cried openly I miss the old me that knew how to make friends I miss the old me who told people about my problems I miss the old me who was never afraid I miss the old me that had a normal life I miss the old me that had a normal family I miss the old me that always felt sure I miss the old me that wasn’t afraid to express myself I miss the old me who was patient I miss the old me who smiled a real smile I miss the old me who felt free I miss the old me.

I don’t miss the old version of myself. I miss the time he had and I wish he knew how fragile it was. 10,000 hours to become anyone you want, but you didn’t realize that until you were an adult and now you feel like you are far behind all of your peers.

@Wolfsta

Жыл бұрын

I know exactly how u feel bro i feel kinda the same

@noyou113

Жыл бұрын

@@Wolfsta I wasn’t ambitious growing up. I became ambitious when I got older and realized there was nothing that set me apart from anyone. I had no special talents, no skills developed, and never really had any drive to learn anything while I was younger. I started self reflecting a lot and eventually switched my mindset from it would be nice if something good happened to me to let’s make something good happen to me. I really started when I was around 18 thinking about my future a lot and hating the idea of a 9-5 or some other generic job structure for the rest of my life. The thing I realized along my journey was, I wasn’t untalented, and I wasn’t without skill. I don’t think anyone is. We’re just all unique and different in our own ways. Sometimes it just takes thousands of hours spent doing something to realize that. Learn from others, but don’t try to be someone else. Always surround yourself with people you aspire to be like. Show me your friends and I’ll show you your future. Don’t make excuses. Don’t have a victims mindset. It’s no one’s fault when something goes wrong. Just learn from it and move on. I’d love to have that time back, but I don’t think about that anymore. If I dwell on the past, it will prohibit me from making a better future.

@DoYouThinkForUrselF

6 ай бұрын

Find something you enjoy and do that, you will have unbound motivation. Does not have to be through school.

I am so grateful to the old me.. She was such a gem.. A gifted kid.. brilliant,talented, ... she could manage so many things at the same time... she made me who i am right now.... she is the reason why people around me respect and love me so much.. yeah her successes are also the reason why the enemies are jealous of me.... Now i'm grinding every day with so many problems.. but i'm also proud of the present myself... because she is so much stronger.. she is so much mature than before.. dealing with problems still doing her best .... the past me keeps inspiring me.... she was the champion... maybe now my success is postponed for a while but i know i won't lose so easily.. and gonna shine again. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

The old me was in active addiction. I was a liar. I was a thief.I was alone in a crowd of people. I was sick and delusional. Now I am at peace, my life is amazing. Even with the nightmares I'm super grateful.❤😊🎉. Find yourself before it's to late 😅😊❤

"I miss the old me" is what i want to say. The inability to say "i miss that me" is curse. The want for youth. The ability to not care. The advance it gives over the old. But then i stop. I think. I realise. I don't want to say "i miss the old me" I want to say "i love the new me" The realisation of reality. How we cant turn back the clock. How we have to keep going. How we think only of our own mind. Our own mind. The thing that plages us. And the thing that makes us. The inability to say "i miss the old me" is a blessing. A blessing to some. Not all. And that makes me wish people can see the world like i do. To see people for being people. Not for being an idea. Or a role model that has to be followed. To see how small we are. In a world so big. To be able to block out anxiety on purpose. Not by accident. Or not at all. To truly understand our place in the universe. And as i look at every day people that makes up our world. As i take a step back and look at humanity as a hole. And i ponder to myself... How did we get here?

Memories are lost like tears in the rain

The memories keep me alive

Every people are comparing how they used to felt. So let me compare mine. I used to be a girl who was naive and always happy. I was keeping up to my parents expectations. A year ago, i learnt many valuable lessons in life. I felt an inner peace, my smile was genuine, my fears were gone. God was the one i was the most thankful to. But then came depression, mockery, failure, disappointment. Yes, yes I'm now doing better this year. But i miss the old mature me. I miss the kind and patient me. I miss my compassion and understanding. Oh... oh how i love writing... I could write for 2 hours while listening to this kind of music. But never in a diary, afraid that someone might discover it. I feel scared, because i know how i feel, but... i don't understand how i feel. There're some people that I'm grateful to my life, but sometimes i want to leave them because they only seemed like a chapter of my life. But i can't leave them, i hate the fact that i run to people. I miss the days when i was very religious. I miss my old me, when she stayed quiet when needed. I might seem fine, my heart may be healing, but there's this hole that never seems to... to dissappear. I feel numb but not really numb. I feel confused. I just need hugs even though i don't like physical touch. At the same time, i wanna be alone. I need time to think. About myself, my old me, my life, my purpose, my expectations, my goals, my love for many different matters.

The old me was present. The old me wasn’t numb to everything around. Now everything passes by in a blur and it’ll never be the same as it used to be.

Back then we cried loudly so that others can hear us, but now we cry silently so others won't hear us.

@Yuarishi

11 ай бұрын

Exactly. Back i cried loudly for my parents hear it, but now,i cry silently for anybody can't hear.When i was a child, i cried because i hurt any part of my body. But now my hurt is not in my body.

@Leksa199

11 ай бұрын

I can relate on this one