Fall into place, dont fall apart. There always a shelter inside a moving heart

@rutaliu8342

9 ай бұрын

I fall apart and then pick myself up...just picking a scattered peaces, what is left from me, because I know there is no one to save me from myself. Sometimes I think is it a blessing or a curse to feel so many deep emotions. If I'm just taking space...

@SheikhZedoo

8 ай бұрын

​@@Joel-vk3cf😂😂 What

@theironwalla5433

7 ай бұрын

Needed to hear that.

@Wolfsta

7 ай бұрын

@@rutaliu8342 🙏

@Wolfsta

7 ай бұрын

@@theironwalla5433 🙏

Understandable. My mom, the one person who i could always talk to and i related to the most, left this world in 2022 when i was 28 years old. I forgot how to be an adult for a while and broke down every DAMN day. But while i struggle i learn how to do better and focus on the things that make me happy. Friends, it is not easy, but just remember there are those that love you and care about you. I don't know who you are, but i want you all to know that i want all of you to suceed and grow away from your pain. Seeing others happy makes me smile, and sometimes i forget to be happy myself. But i believe there is a lot of good in the world, and that good begins with all of you reading this. I truly believe you all can get through your struggles, as i believe i can get through mine. Youre not alone, stay strong everyone! ❤

Can't feel good, feel nothing or sadness always and forever. No friends, no partner, forever alone. Have a bad job, wouldn't mind not waking up tomorrow. Don't have much to live for, no hope, no joy. Things will only get worse not better.

@MandyD445

11 ай бұрын

Love yourself to the point where all the aforementioned no longer matters. Detachment from attachments I call it. Where even if you have no one or nothing you can still be content. It's tough, I know, but please persevere. Well wishes. 🙏 🤗 💞 ✨

@Blue.Hydrangea

8 ай бұрын

My past self would not agree with an opinion like this, because I always believed things would get better and I always worked hard for that, but after 11 years of trying in agony and despair, I think mysf of the past is fully stupid, I will die alone and miserable, everyone will be happy except me, i will got Fucked up everydays by the world until the death, sorry for bad english haha

@loisnicklas8180

8 ай бұрын

You who all say you can't take it. Ya gotta,stand up get your shoes on & get trucking. What the hell! Life isn't a pity party. I've been through fire & I mean real fire of my body. I don't wanta hear this shit you can't. Get it going. Retrieve what you want in this life that you have left. God put you here for a reason so go out & find that reason. You go.❤

@brepastor4537

8 ай бұрын

You are beautiful and deserve the world. Don't give up 💜

@filimonhabtemariam814

7 ай бұрын

I really tho that thoughts of yours and it gets deep into me to what I'm becoming myself into everytime try to make me better by forgetting the bad thought 😮😊

I listen to this every morning. And all of you who are reading this right now, I know it's a hard time. but keep pushing on! Don't give up. life isn't perfect, but some moments are better than others

@Carandini

11 ай бұрын

Nothing more cruel than to preach about spring to someone who has only known winter.

@mahajan616

10 ай бұрын

@@Carandini The alternative is saying nothing and doing nothing, which is worse. So I appreciate these positive comments :)

@megakirbo4250

10 ай бұрын

@@mahajan616 I have to agree. Better than just telling someone to just man up and deal with it.

@loisnicklas8180

10 ай бұрын

There is a heart & mind that are filled with the love of someone that you cant erase & deal with it, that love will never be gone.

@euricho6402

9 ай бұрын

TQ so much for your comment😊.

im not just tired of myself. im tired of everything and everyone. everyone around me acts like they like me and enjoy having me around when i know its all a façade. no ones feelings for me are real and im tired of it.

@user-cc4lj8eo2v

5 ай бұрын

I see no one commented on this, and it seems like maybe there isn't anyone who can relate but just know, u have me. I care.... We seem to be living the same life or so. I'm here for u even if u wont or no one is there for me! I love u ♥

@simmone00gaming69

5 ай бұрын

I know the way you feel cause you described exactly how I feel. I try not to distance myself from people, but it's always hard when I know that they'd rather have anyone other than me in their company. Even if you feel like you have no one, you'll always have other people like yourself who will be there for you. Me included. Keep fighting though, you're worth it 💜

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Thats okay. Its gonna get better.

@imnobody59

3 ай бұрын

If there is a chance for me to make a wish and imdtly comes true. I wish id never exist

God sometimes gives hard battles to his toughest soldiers. You are special, you are loved, and you have purpose. Your purpose isn’t about your career or what you drive. You’re to be somebodies purpose. Your kid, your brothers, your sisters, your mother. Continue to grow and help others find the light. And I hope this one finds you. Godbless 🙏

Everytime I click on this kinda mix: ny breathing starts to get faster and I can feel my chest rising more than usual. I start making statements of doubt, things like “fucking what was I supposed to do” then after just a few minutes I always end up crying and have a sense of relief. Idk if that’s some sign of me being crazy or something. But I do often wonder if I’m just here to make others happy and feel alone. Idk what it is. No matter how close somebody gets I feel alone more and more. I try to be honest and be myself but there’s this massive wall. A wall of my own shame. Maybe one day I will conquer the very thing that’s destroying me. My own bloody mind 😢

@jockejocke1

10 ай бұрын

I feel exactly the same and I turned 40 this year. I don't think it'll ever get better, sorry to say.

@jolion

10 ай бұрын

​@@jockejocke1It does get better. It gets better when we realise that what we're feeling is okay and there is no need to feel any different. Acceptance is key, and in that acceptance is not only relief, but liberation.

@Avenray19

10 ай бұрын

Self-Forgiveness might be what you need.

@loisnicklas8180

10 ай бұрын

Your not alone & theres nothing wrong w/your mind. Crying is a sign of relief. Music has a relief to it. Whatever good you did or thought you had to do for yourself or someone else let it lay there. The wall you talk about, there's always a wall, it's called life. Many walls YOU have to conquer so keep at them & after each one you DO cry & feel that relief again & again. I FEEL FOR YA so your FINE! Keep doin what your doing. Your a person with a heart of gold.

@RoSe-Belle.XO_13

10 ай бұрын

@@jolion that touched my heart you right i m in this progress now and think the same♥︎♥︎♥︎

I wish everyone who clicked on this video the most love, peace and abundance. You’re so much closer than you realize. I love you♥

@Nobody28817

9 ай бұрын

I... I can't feel nor believe any kindness Reality of this world ruined everything.. I don't like what it's making me think, do, say, feel... I despise all of it I'm sick of this world

The background certainly is eerie, but oddly enough, it gives a feeling of tranquility too. Edit: I'm not depressed, but I just find this music to be very calming and beautiful.

@loisnicklas8180

10 ай бұрын

Feeling of tranquility, thats it & peaceful. Nothing wrong with that. Someone that thinks there is a problem should look at themselves for the reasons they like or dislike things.

@rockshubham7556

10 ай бұрын

50:41

@CreedM8

9 ай бұрын

@@loisnicklas8180there’s nothing inherently wrong with being depressed either… if you are perfectly sane and happy in society then you are likely the problem. Every day this society becomes less a thing to be content with. Especially in the western world.

@vnaz2737

8 ай бұрын

I think i'm depressed

@Meyus_

8 ай бұрын

​@@vnaz2737if you think you are depressed, it means you are depressed enough to notice it in your day to day life, which in turn means; you are depressed. Please seek a therapist the soonest possible, before it gets worse. Though remember: it has to get worse, for it to get better, good luck

Loss is a path. Lonely, but you gain an ability to have a field of experience that some hopefully will never have. Still trying to fit myself back in with the one I loved above me. We can figure it out.

Wish i had someone care for me the way i care for everyone else.

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

you ok?

@noft.mp4413

7 ай бұрын

I hate how relatable this is. I truly hope everything will be fine for you!

@themangle-laggle

7 ай бұрын

@@noft.mp4413 you ok?

I just wish I could FIND my self again. I recently lost him.

@enednas801

11 ай бұрын

me too,just lost my driver lisence for a long by foolishly speeding with my car for just a brief moment. it hit me harder than I could imagine and my mind has shifted to a place I been before but hate cos its my PTSD version of me wich is a poor version of me and I was sure I had left behind for good.now I feel so outta touch with reality.its like living in an alternate reality and I just want to wake up. my body has shut down to this cos it does not understand this crisis from my teen years and my narcissistic dads mental abuse. time will make things right but it sucks :p

When you realise that there is no help coming, not for you at least. You see others getting saved except you, Its a lot to take in but accepted it in the end that no one is coming to get you, you'll die fighting in the hole you dug. That same hole you thought was going to protect you but it became your grave. There is no help, but there is silence and tranquility in the end.

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

are you ok?

@DasWenWen

10 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle im trying to be. I have no choice but to keep fighting to the end

@the.seagull.35

9 ай бұрын

​​@@DasWenWenHey 👋 hope you had a good weekend. If you wanna talk anytime I'm here. will help you in anyway I can. Or I've got dscord and ig in my abo ut section.

@deshinitai

7 ай бұрын

you couldnt have said it better. seeing everyone else doing so well and getting treated so well by life even when it's undeserved, while sitting in an abyssal chamber of misery that somehow keeps getting worse no matter how much good you do for everyone else. ive been losing the will to fight fr

@themangle-laggle

7 ай бұрын

@@deshinitai you ok?

Gosh I just want to hear the song at 10:40 on repeat for hours, that gentle guitar is so so so good.

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

how are you?

@CreedM8

9 ай бұрын

@@themangle-lagglewe are well aren’t we? Can’t we all be well. Would anyone like to play video games with me? 😂😂 I play on pc. Let’s have some adventures

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

@@CreedM8 sure we can play, got minecraft?

I care about others so much and want them to be happy and I dont want to bring them down with my problems. Thats the way I'd like it to be

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

And thats the way you are.

I would like every single person who reads this to imagine a great big hug enveloping you, because that’s from me, and you deserve one. Every single one of you is worth something to this universe. No matter how insignificant you feel. And it’s okay to not ever have a reason for why you are important. You may never know why you’re important. So keep living for yourself none the less, knowing that it is okay to not know. From one person trying to figure out life to all the rest, I wish you all love ❤

@alphagate9044

9 ай бұрын

Is it okay to not know? But then what should I do?

I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anybody else to feel like that.

@justanaroacefella

10 ай бұрын

you ok?

@LixReal

10 ай бұрын

@@justanaroacefella No

@justanaroacefella

10 ай бұрын

@@LixReal what's wrong?

@LixReal

10 ай бұрын

@@justanaroacefella Everything my life is just so messy rn and I don't know how to fix it. Ive got this feeling that my friends starts to dislike me, I do these dum things that I can't help and every time I do so it feels like they just hates me even more. Im starting in a new school soon and I'm so stressed about it that I can't sleep thinking about it, feels like no one's going to like me there and I have 3 more years to go.

@justanaroacefella

10 ай бұрын

@@LixReal first of all: what makes you think you're friends hate you? Second: i know how it feels to be stressed for school but hey we can do just fine, we just need time to get used to it

These playlists are like nothing I have ever seen on the internet they seem to universally be places where only being human matters no one argues and there are no wars like these are places where we come together to help one another and share and talk and that’s an amazing thing

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

are you ok?

So the only comments are no comments. very fitting.

@die_echte_angie_merkel

11 ай бұрын

I agree with you

The world can be stressful and seem so unfixable that we let the negativity of our decaying environment infect us. Remember to take time for yourself; breathe, relax, go for a walk, or sit with the parts of yourself you have been neglecting. You deserve another chance at life, separate from the chaos.❤

I have come to realize I really don’t like myself. I hangout with friends and then later think of all the annoying things I said and question why people are even friends with me. I do dumb things and regret opening up to people. I feel like I overshare when I feel comfy with someone, and I never get the same energy I give. I’m a people pleaser and will go out of my way to make people happy, but no one does for me. Then I think I don’t deserve it anyway so who am I to expect the same energy I give. I’m just embarrassed for existing, I feel useless and worthless and don’t know what to do. It’s such a heavy self hate and I want to feel better but it feels never ending right now.

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

are you ok?

@jamiem7802

9 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle no, I’m trying to be ok. It’s been a rough few years. Lost my mom to cancer, and just feel very very alone. I hope everyone else is doing ok though💖

@knownasxristako3321

6 ай бұрын

My thoughts exactly. Just try to be more silent or say less and listen more. Read more and observe people around you. Stay strong!

This sad feeling music helps me dealing with the shitty things I'm going trough. I know I'm a little bit drama queen but even if my problems are not as worse as other's, I can't stop having this pessimist thoughts. All this shit only to say that I love your recently discovered music and that you have a new subscriber.

@ali_axe4235

11 ай бұрын

good vibes

@athenablack6079

10 ай бұрын

Don't be so hard on yourself. We're all a bit dramatic sometimes but deep down it's from problems rooting themselves into our minds and thoughts. We're consumed by emotions whether we like it or not.

@user-ch6je6ee9n

10 ай бұрын

It's okay. Don't compare your problems with others. At the end, they're still problems you gotta deal with, doesn't matter the magnitude of them. Keep it up. One small day at a time. If you want an stranger to talk i'm all ears bud.

@TheInfamousVanny

10 ай бұрын

Hey, everyone has problems and that's okay...we don't need to compare, we just need to look out for each other and overcome these problems, your problem isn't less important just because someone may have a more severe one, the severity of an issue doesn't make it superior. You're only human buddy, value your own issues as much as others..

@loisnicklas8180

10 ай бұрын

Im a night person & everybody knows it. Im up day & night. Night is just my time to choose to do what i want especially music. Night hours are special not depressing or sad. I have fallen for vanilla sky music especially that one part of thrillingness. I love anything about heavens sky at night. I am my happiest at those so called strange hours that i love. They are the clean, quiet noshit & no problem time of my day & happy to hold it to myself. At those late hours i dont need anything or anyone maybe a ride at night playing my favorite songs. Thems my thoughts. Happy nite time.

I'm tired of myself too lol. Who else ?

@user-dj9iu2et3r

11 ай бұрын

Right now? I am. I was doing quite well but then was forced to go off some medication I had been taking for 10 years. Having a hard time adjusting.

@nathanmciver6496

11 ай бұрын

Nah, pass! I remember all the pathetic sick weasels thinking they can legally sell alcohol, then follow people around trapping them when they where vunerable going for a walk within peace and being harrased for well over the time nessisary to make a point! I think about the camera's I had to put up because of idiot cats being slick across yards with what probably was recycled abuse so they have ways to fish to see what reactions they can get and then I can tell you what I'm tired of!!!!! It sure as hell isn't myself! Tonight I keep things lite! Hope you love yourself!

@jxmai7687

10 ай бұрын

My heart stopped seven times half year ago during hiking, now I am on medication and with pacemaker support, surely, I am, so sad.

@nrb2488

10 ай бұрын

@@jxmai7687 good luck to you !

@nrb2488

10 ай бұрын

@@user-dj9iu2et3r good luck to you ! Sometime it's better to keep taking them, if you don't feel good without. Don't pain in your corner, go and see a psy !

Wish people would actually acknowledge my existence even if I don’t create plans with them first. It’s like I either go out of my way to start something or I no longer exist.

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

Hey Are you ok?

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Then you under the wrong people.

Si estás leyendo esto quiero que sepas que no estás solo. No nos conocemos, pero eso que sientes también lo sienten otros, no tenemos que estar solitarios. Solo quisiera desearles a ustedes las mejores energías, palabras de ánimo y mucha motivación. Tienen que ser pacientes, dicen que la paciencia tiene una raíz amarga, pero da frutos dulces. A la distancia les brindo con un trago en la mano y les entrego mis mejores deseos. Que todo deseo, se vuelva desapego. Y que todo lo bueno que ustedes hacen, se les devuelva de igual forma y multiplicado ❤️ Nos merecemos muchas cosas bonitas. Seamos compasivos con nosotros mismos.

After a long day of work. I like to come here sometimes and listen to beautiful music. It relaxes my mind and body❤

I remember... I used to be so sad all the time back in 2020. I was 13 thinking about bad stuff... Now i'm 16. Some things never change but i am trying my best to heal and finally found some peace...Even if it's hard. And if you are reading this... I wanna let you know that it does get better...You just have to look forward for it...❤

Beautiful piece of soothing music, I love it! It’s helping calm me down ❤️

I am glad I checked this out. I wasn't sure if I would like it, as it sounded rather sad, but it's really very poignantly beautiful.

It's like a lullaby to me, my friends play this everytime they want me to be quiet. It feels safe. Like a home where I can finally be at peace. /⁠ᐠ⁠｡⁠ꞈ⁠｡⁠ᐟ⁠\

@Meyus_

8 ай бұрын

What do you mean your friends play this every time they want you to be quiet? Like...

@Anonymous_Eyeballs

6 ай бұрын

If I have to play a song to get one of my friends to chill like they're a five year old whose wrath can only be satiated by an episode of SpongeBob then I'm not going to be friends with that person anymore

@iknowhowtospillmyguts

5 ай бұрын

now wtf

@Meyus_

5 ай бұрын

@@Anonymous_Eyeballs that's not a reason not to want to be friends in my opinion

Sometimes, I feel like I shouldn't be here. Like I took a wrong turn somewhere, way too fucking far back to turn around, and now I'm just stuck here, where I'm not supposed to be, being. And every turn I make trying to get out, whether trying to find my way to where I once was, or to find any out at all, I wind up crawling deeper into where I'm desperately trying to avoid. It's like quicksand. The more I struggle, the deeper I sink. The deeper I fall to where I'm not meant to be. Part of me still thinks where this takes me, I'm meant to go. I'm meant to go to where I'm not meant to be. And when I get there, I'm meant to not be.

@eva-ov8sp

10 ай бұрын

hey are you ok?

@TheeKingJaz

10 ай бұрын

@@eva-ov8sp Nope, never. Just only ever okay enough.

@eva-ov8sp

10 ай бұрын

@@TheeKingJaz wanna talk about it?

@TheeKingJaz

10 ай бұрын

@@eva-ov8sp not much to talk about, unfortunately. Only thoughts to ponder. I'm okay enough, I promise; these thoughts are only thoughts, and I ponder them carefully.

@eva-ov8sp

10 ай бұрын

@@TheeKingJaz it's ok but please never give up (and if you ever need i'm here)

this is the background music of my daydreams. when im fantasizing at work when its slow and im caught up. when its 3 am and everything is still but me. its nice and calming :) i hope one day i can love myself as much as i love music

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

Hey Are you ok?

You're gonna get older Life is going to get harder And you're going to be alone Then once you look around you one day You will realize that everyone around you loves you But nobody likes And that is a loneliness feeling in the world.

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

How are you?

Thank you for anesthetizing my sleep. this is my calm, my vibe! my well being and self control! thank you again. 🌆🌑😴

I liked listening to this. Thank you.

For so long I used to put everyone before myself, even if it meant I was slowly killing myself.. now that I'm trying to put myself first and be happy again, everyone is angry at me.

@lisaknieriem5852

11 ай бұрын

We can’t take care of everyone and make them happy. Focus on our own life, heal, then give back in moderation. Blessings to you. 🙏🙂

@YBI426

11 ай бұрын

@@lisaknieriem5852 Exactly. Critical to strengthen and care for ourselves first. Our hearts will continue to provide, within reason, for those who depend on us. If we get fully derailed, we go down with the ship. Can’t do it. Won’t do it.

@MandyD445

11 ай бұрын

💯 Got the same thing going on at the minute man. Stumbling across your comment couldn't be more apt. 🎯 They are angry because they are narcissists who are full of their own self importance who require surplus attention&admiration and don't realise that everyone else has needs too, not just them. Here's an encouraging message to keep doing what you're doing, it's the right thing to do for the path we're on. We are meant to find inner equilibrium between giving and receiving. Don't let them overstep the mark or push your boundaries. With love&kindness. 🙏 💜 ✨ ✊ 💪 ☯️

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Let them be angry.

I’m not tired of myself. I’m tired of other people being so closed off and always frowning, the news is always bad news. I can’t remember the last time I saw someone smiling in public

@justanaroacefella

10 ай бұрын

how are you?

@atlantica23

10 ай бұрын

I smile in public. let that be some hope to you that the world isn't all sucky :)

@justanaroacefella

10 ай бұрын

@@atlantica23 you ok?

@atlantica23

10 ай бұрын

@@justanaroacefella sort of. i am kinda dealing with a lot rn and i cried more today than i have in months. but i think i'll be fine. thank you for asking :) are you ok?

@justanaroacefella

10 ай бұрын

@@atlantica23 i'm good but may i ask what's wrong?

I’m broken. The cracks run up and down my body. The cracks cut hard and deep within. I remember when they first came. I was just a young boy. I knew I’d never be the same. My mother cried all night. Every day the cracks broke in a little more. Grew darker a little more. Sometimes I pick at the edges; sometimes I try to fill them in. When I breathe the edges scrape together. More cracks form to weaken me. To wither me. I am grown now and am more hollow darkness then man. I have a son. I love him with all that remains of my heart. He is a young boy. Today he came home with a small crack. I cried all night. I know he will never be the same.

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Nothing will stay the same. Cracks come and stay. And thats okay. Everyone has damage but dont let that damage control your life and always remember time changes. It changes the way things look and it will change the way you look at things. Be patient.

Youre the autor, composer,specialist,actor of your own life and noone will live it like you do no matter what no matter when everything must be live by your own soul and people will follow the flow

I’m so tired, of myself and others. This world, this life, is so very draining.

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Hey you ok?

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Thats okay. Its gonna get better.

Thank you, I feel better listening to these pieces of music every afternoon, it helps me work more efficiently and less stressed

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Hey you ok?

I've come to realize that I always put others before myself. I'm constantly making sure people are okay, and constantly trying my hardest to help the people that need it. This has left me broken. I can't deal with my emotions correctly at all, I'm either uncontrollably sobbing, or I'm simply unaware of how I feel. It hurts, but it digs deeper when it ties around the person I care about most, leaves, or gets distant. Honestly. I gave up on myself, to help those around me. Lately though, I came to know that I only know for sure that I myself am going to be there when I die. No matter how much I want a person to be with me, theres no guarantee that those people will even talk to me by the time I'm gone. I can't depend on people, and I can't let people depend on me until they feel good. I need to be here for myself. In the end, I'm the only one here for me.

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

I disagree

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

@@Sophie_Starlights how are you?

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle um... I'm fine, thanks. How are you?

@Sophie_Starlights

8 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle why do you keep asking people questions without replying to their answers???

Beautiful.

I want to be a kinder, gentler person. I want to be... a stronger person. I have no enemies.

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

How are you?

@vojtechjanku2534

9 ай бұрын

Actually great. I've been living passively for many years, but now I feel like I'm taking control over my life. Thorfinn's philosophy changed my view on life a little bit :-)

Fab music to listen to. It’s really helped me to focus today and will be tuning in again for sure

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

Sometimes it's hard when you have to go through a lot of failures 😖

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

You ok?

"Im tired of myself" That's great. Because How do you know that "self"? In other words, who is aware of that self? That means that there are 2 inside of you. The one that simply knows is your true self then.

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

Love your Music

...wow. i legit shed a few tears listening to this playlist while reading these comments and all i have to say is this; i feel for you guys and gals! i know life is difficult for some of y'all but trust me when i say 'eventually things will get better. much better.' you just have to have patience and work your way through the pain and turmoil. need advice? i'm here! :) also, i love this playlist! definitely one to get lost in your own thoughts, emotions, and mind to! that's an experience i love! ^_^

@hekkma

8 ай бұрын

Hey there I feel extremely lonely rn, and these feelings digging me down like I can’t or I won’t breathe anymore. Thank you for your message. I will try my best to go through this.

@TheZOMBIEJ

8 ай бұрын

@@hekkma no problem! all you can do is move on and fight the pain as best as you can! i love you! stay strong, friend!

I did my best Even so here I am so alone, funny Oh well, I suppose I never was destined for much then I’ll just keep living, maybe something will happen but I doubt it

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Stay strong you got this.

Great music

I have a cat, my first companion and true friend. I've grew uo with other's, best of friends... Family. But they've ghosted me the moment I enlosted into the U.S. Military. Even before I got out, and returned home, my friends and family neglected me when I thiught returning home would heal me... My base, my unit, my peers were so toxic, it put me in a high and low spot... Idk if I can get another companion once this buddy of mine is gone, he's the only thing that's kept me together. I am, and srill a chiseled ol' brick, just waiting for a storm to shake. Once he's gone, I'm gone... I'm 26 years old btw. I know right. Welcome to the new world. I hope, ane bless everyone who's down, to rise and become the king or queen they've always dreamed of 🤞

sometimes I think if I'm depressed or not, I'm fighting selfharm and and I have commited in the past. But it doesn't feel like depression, it feels like something beyond that, it's like a feeling of acceptance. I'm beyond saving but thats okay, because I'm going to admit, some of my truama made me who I am today. My truama made me a kind person to others like me. Although I'm suffering, I've accepted my life for what it is and what has happened in the past. yeah I'm severley traumatzed but, I have the people I care about, My friends,my internet children, my fictonal crushes (ik i'm a simp-) and my dogs. My life sucked I'll tell you that, but it also shaped who I am today. I do wish one day that things will be better for me

@themangle-laggle

5 ай бұрын

You ok?

@bryce1834

5 ай бұрын

@that_one_genderfluid2266 Hey I know you’re going through a lot and I want you to know that you’re not alone. Can I tell you the hope that you are not defined by whatever you are going through, you are not defined by self-harm or by trauma. I don’t say this to take away from what you have been through but to say you are more than your scares. I had a breakup recently but I know that’s not what defines me because I have an identity in Jesus Christ. I know that sounds easy to say but that is the hope for us, He is the shining light in our lives. We have a hole in us, a void that can rarely be filled, this is from our mistakes and shortcomings called sin but listen to the words Jesus said ““Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”” ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬-‭30‬ ‭ Life may never be easy but we will not have the joy only the Lord brings from ourselves. Just wanted to share the hope of Jesus to you, stay strong, God loves you “For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.” ‭‭John‬ ‭3‬:‭16‬-‭17‬ ‭NIV‬‬ bible.com/bible/111/jhn.3.16-17.NIV

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Stay strong u got this.

This is really nice, thank you

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

I was feeling really anxious and bad, but this somehow brought me so much peace, It made me feel so much better, thank you so much.

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Hey you ok?

@kusabimaru_

7 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle I'll be, what about you?

@themangle-laggle

7 ай бұрын

@@kusabimaru_ good but if you need someone to talk to i'm here

@kusabimaru_

7 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle thank you so much, i'm here too!

When i was young, my family and friends would tell me how annoying i was, and i would get this sense that they didn't want me around. As i grew up, i began to feel really conscious of what people would think of me, and i would try to be someone my friends would like and would want to be around. Now that im older, i find it really difficult to make new friends and connect with people, since i wouldn't want them to see that side of me. There are times when i feel really alone, times i absolutely just want to give up. I tell myself that it's a stupid way of thinking/ feeling, but i don't know how to stop. Im scared that people won't want to be around me if i go back to how i was before.

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

How are you?

@Meyus_

8 ай бұрын

​@@themangle-laggleobviously they aren't fine 🙄

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

yes but asking might lead to a conversation, and you? how are you?@@Meyus_

I feel oddly comforted by this. It comforta me in the kind of way that is very hard to explain. Its dark yet not in a depressing way, but an 'its going to be okay eventually, and you can feel this'

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Hey you ok?

@pseudosalmon

8 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle yes and no

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

@@pseudosalmon what's wrong?

@pseudosalmon

8 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle just a shit life lately. Teo of my cats doed in the span of teo months, both a year or under, my job is stressing me out, and adult diploma work is draining, and the people i live with dont understand that most ky energy is taken just trying to stay alive when im constantly dealing with anxiety, depression, adhd, and bpd along with having hEDS

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

@@pseudosalmon i'm sorry to hear you feel al this. If it helps in part, there's a thing i think of when somone who's not here anymore comes to my mind, "they're far, not gone", i understand it's hard to lose someone you care about but at least they're in a better place Please take time to rest and take care of yourself, work is indeed draining and that's why you gotta take your time as well If you wanna talk more we can

Thank you, mellow and gentle.

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

How are you?

@ngochoangvuquoc5775

9 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle I am fire,thank you.

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

@@ngochoangvuquoc5775 you sure?

I see my hopes and dreams lying on the ground. Swept away

@themangle-laggle

10 күн бұрын

Hey how are you

It releases my stress and helps me get away.

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

You ok?

Damn..... This came in my feed at such a time when I had just finished crying because of how pathetic I am.

@uselessnick

10 ай бұрын

Don't worry, the life is gonna get better one day

@alecechoco9530

7 ай бұрын

You are not pathetic ❤

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Thats okay. Its gonna get better.

I am fucked up my own feature. Being too angry, too careless, too disrepectfull, too idiotic. And in the end, im been too much confident in something not really stable, that i lost everything. No more public attention, no more projects with the very good teams, and only thing left is loans. --- Be smarter. Socialze. Be nise to once helping you, and help them back. And last, but not least: always remember about your family.

You're right, i was tired too to live.. like i was before, it was time to change

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

totally relatable

48:18 My fave number. It sounds like a PS1-2 Jrpg soundtrack.

I don't know how you came up with the title but combined with the music it hit so hard. It hurt. Yet I stayed, for that I should thank you

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

you ok?

this is exactly how im feeling about myself right now

Just superb, outstanding music

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

@kashifkhan6585

8 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle yes I am ok, don't worry Just take care of urself

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

@@kashifkhan6585 you too

Kender det alt for godt selv… men man kommer til et punkt hvor man forstår.. hvorfor og sig selv ❤

Okay 😢 this is a message from me to my self ("💕 thankyou for everything u were always handling and solving any problems faced u and hurtness u deal with all in calm way even now i can feel that u taired, i think its time to get some rest ,this is the end of our story , now its time to live in peace dont worry i will be okay ❤❤"

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

How are you?

i felt peace in my heart while listening this sad musics

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

@user-hw3wm3qg2j

8 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle NO i am not

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

@@user-hw3wm3qg2j what's wrong?

Este mereció la suscripción Tienes trabajos muy interesantes ❤

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

How are you?

@joshimura04

9 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle a bit better, thanks:3

I’m tired of myself and I want to go home.

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Thats okay. Its gonna get better.

You know someday i'm gonna leave this world. I just want to wish you the person reading this comment a nice and wonderful life. At least my comment will forever stay as long as this comment is in the KZread database. So take care friend and forget everything that gives you negative vibes.😢

@uselessnick

10 ай бұрын

Same to you

nice music

Wow😮❤ i lovely this song bro❣️🌠

@madefromdream1

7 ай бұрын

thanks for listening

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

you ok?

I can only really feel anything when I'm writing. And I barely can do even that anymore. Lord only knows just how much I want to give up, to grab that blade on my desk and end it right here, right now; or to just run away from my life, shed every bit of my current identity and just try again at the other edge of the world in hopes it'd get better...

@uselessnick

10 ай бұрын

It's gonna get better someday

@Ghostwalker2012

10 ай бұрын

I hear you my friend...some say you can't run away from your problems...the thing is for me, if I left, there would be one less problem...

i love this

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

Imma be honest, it's difficult to keep my head up. I feel like all I've done is make others angry me for how I don't even want to I've just been a complete idiot with the choices I made. I'm doing what I can but I feel like everything is making life harder for the fun of it. It's too the point where every little thing I do wrong makes me just shut down, but if I go silent and think about what I did, then it's bad. Sometimes I can't help or and there's not much I can do about it, my friends continue to ask what's wrong, I've just stopped telling and change the subject, it works. The times it doesn't are when they get mad at me, then just straight out ignore me, I don't blame them. I get so close to telling them but just end up saying "its nothing, im alright." As much as they say that in not bothering them, I don't believe it, my gut continues to tell me it isn't true and I should keep it all hidden. I don't know anymore. Sorry for putting this here. I just needed somewhere to put it. I'm not sure why I can't just tell them. It's probably just me not wanting them to worry. Well, if this is ever read by anyone, thanks for reading it

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

hey you ok?

@nkzarbiter9540

10 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle I'm not sure anymore, thank you for asking though, it means the world to me. I genuinely didnt mean to rant like that, more of me just wanting to put it somewhere, get rid of it though i know it'll come back to haunt, or it just wont help. it kinda did help, i dont know though. just messed up again by saying something that wasnt necessary, im tired of that, i say something that isnt right or will just make things worse for myself and make others mad at me. i hate that, and people wonder why im quiet. sorry for the lengthy response, once again thank you

@themangle-laggle

10 ай бұрын

@@nkzarbiter9540 wanna talk about it? like...i know you did, but does anyone know how you feel?

@levl0p285

5 ай бұрын

Thats okay. Its gonna get better. Time changes. It changes the way things look and it will change the way you look at things. Be patient

i would like to hug you........honesty is beautiful

I feel you…

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

Hey are you ok?

i’m here, trying to survive to life. my mind is making myself destroy piece to piece, slowly. it’s suffocating. i just wanna end this felling of sadness and death where myself is soaked. i just wanna have clear thoughts, be happy. nobody is around me when i’m at my lowest point. i just make it idk how, but i hope that someday i will not survive to all of this bc i’m tired of fighting, i’m tired of hating myself so damn much. i want to reborn and live a great life and a great mind, a pure one. i’m asking to much?

@MonimYyuib

7 ай бұрын

Me also

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

you ok?

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

@@MonimYyuib you ok?

@sn1p3r.m4sk

6 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle no im not, and y?

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

@@sn1p3r.m4sk gud but if you want we can

Ime tired of myself is a good place to be give your life to God move out of the way 💚🙏🏼✌️✌️✌️

@themangle-laggle

4 ай бұрын

You ok?

@leopemberton5439

4 ай бұрын

@themangle-laggle never better seriously.God is good🙏🏼✌️💚👍🏻

Close your eyes, deep breathe, let go.

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

very good for drawing and/or crying

@themangle-laggle

9 ай бұрын

You ok?

@novystxr

9 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle nope

@the.seagull.35

9 ай бұрын

​@@novystxrwhats going on?

Feels

Il coule ici comme un rêve de fièvre brumeuse de vieilles légendes et de campagnes inachevées. C'est à la fois subtil en arrière-plan et demande de l'attention. musique translucide

Pretend to be allright Tell family that i'am fine Because some day I may die

@YBI426

11 ай бұрын

No. Don’t pretend. That’s repressing and it will seep out and hurt you later. Focus on getting alright, through means available to you. If none are, slowly pursue those means. There’s always someone. I’m confident in this.

We do not know our purpose in this world, we are placed here randomly by some lucky draw of the gods deck of cards. We are not given purpose but that which we give ourselves, and perhaps that is our purpose, to wander and explore, learn and create, and build our own path, our own purpose. Sometimes we think we've lost our way, strayed from the path that which we are to follow, but only once you get to a certain point on that path we realise that that was apart of the journey all along. The path was not straight and narrow, but winding and curvy, like a river, sometimes going back the direction once we came to then continue forward again. We are Homo-Sapiens, we started as tiny, insignificant life clinging onto a stray asteroid that was perhaps birthed from our star, then with the probability as tiny as we were, crashed into one of eight young planets where we then evolved into what we are over the course of billions of years. Had one decimal of a degree of temperature been slightly different we could've evolved into something much different than what we are now. Humanity is a literal once in a billion, trillion, quadrillion, infinitesimal chance, and there was an even smaller chance that YOU were born, with your exact personality, traits and features. YOU are truly special, not because I said so, not because they said so, not because Mom and Dad said so, not because he or she said so, but because the very nature of the universe makes you special. YOU will never exist again, YOU are a once in a decillion lifetimes chance, across another billion universes, YOU would never happen again. We may be worthless, we may be inconsequential, we may be truly insignificant, but that doesn't matter, on our scale, on the human scale, on the only planet we've ever known scale, YOU are not just a grain of sand on a beach, but a bright star shining throughout the cosmos, and while there may be a lot of us, our purpose, our significance comes from the light we can see shine from ourselves. Each grain of sand has a purpose, that is to hold the grains around it, because if grains decide to leave, then the beach will eventually run out of sand. YOU are special, but you have to tell yourself that.

@pilothyper

10 ай бұрын

Just for the idea of posting such message, you deserve a nobel prize. All my best wishes belong to you now, best of luck in your Future endeavours, sir/ma'am!

Then I will carry you.

I agree with the title

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Hey you ok?

I'm cryyyyyy

I'm tired. Goodbye everyone.

@rockshubham7556

10 ай бұрын

... Uh... No... We are here as you felt that way.. 🍃✨

@dabido6826

8 ай бұрын

😞😞😞

Am a dream often dreamed

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

abandoned and left alone for eternity after pouring all my love and soul into making people smile. why? i don't know myself.

@themangle-laggle

5 ай бұрын

You ok?

@ItamiRiverwood-lb3pz

5 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle not really, going through trauma. thank you for asking

@themangle-laggle

5 ай бұрын

@@ItamiRiverwood-lb3pz if you want we can talk about it

I wish I could stop sabotaging my own happiness

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

you ok?

silent judging is my best feature

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

you ok?

50:28 🍃✨🎶😞😢 Listing this at late night alone.. 🍃✨ Remembering those golden days... 🍃 Feeling so sad badly.. Drop of tear leaving my eye..🍃 And in the end.. Came back to this strange world...

It is like falling into the abyss of your own soul.

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

Are you ok?

I just want her back man. I know I messed up and did some things which upset her, but I was learning, I was getting good. And I love her still, I still fucking dream about her. I just want to see her again, to be with her again and have those moments where we’d cuddle while watching a show on her laptop. Where I would look at her and she’d smile. I loved her so much and she gave me so much hope. I just want it back.

@themangle-laggle

8 ай бұрын

you ok?

@terminatorplayz4614

8 ай бұрын

@@themangle-laggle to be honest with you, no, not really. I wasn’t lying to her when I said she’d stolen my heart. So now what? I just want her back. The hugs, the everything.

@themangle-laggle

6 ай бұрын

@@terminatorplayz4614 ahhh sorry for late answer🥲, how are you feeling?