I am her. I hopes he’s thinking of me

@nameless_rambler

9 ай бұрын

Say his name, maybe he’s here

@TheJobsyreVEVO

9 ай бұрын

Say his name

@baeby1798

9 ай бұрын

@@nameless_rambler nah cuz i am dating him I’m just worried for him because of things

@gsb005

9 ай бұрын

keep him happy in bed, and he will never leave ...😢

@_.clipz._1172

9 ай бұрын

AHEM me too

Shes sleeping next to me since 2yrs. Ive hit the jackpot guys. I been sitting in my room for years. Went for a walk with her, and then boom. EVERY fucking day with her is the best day i ever had. Wish you the best, be yourself. Gibe yourself a chance. xx

@dexxfa7274

8 ай бұрын

I had that happen to me actually like we’d been going for about 3 months after that one night of dating but she eventually told me she didn’t really feel the ways she said

@Leniitwentyone

7 ай бұрын

Happy for you!! You deserve it

@Leniitwentyone

7 ай бұрын

@@dexxfa7274I am sorry for you, one day you will find someone great who is worth it!

@hulking_presence

3 ай бұрын

Are you talking about your dog?

@Robin-om3mh

2 ай бұрын

Hey man, nice to hear hope that u still with her.

I just found out that she already has someone else, as soon as I found out, my heart skipped a beat and my stomach turned. It was a horrible feeling, but something inside me has changed, before she made me feel pain, sadness and melancholy, but now I understand that she is free, she is free to be with whoever she wants to be, she is free to share her life with whoever. wants and to make her family the way she wants, I am simply learning, after a long time, to let go. She was never mine, she is not and she will not be and I must learn that. I loved her, I love her and I will love her, always, there is no place so special in my heart for someone else and if I have to die alone and with no one ahead, so be it. I just hope she really is happy.

@Simply_Rxses

8 ай бұрын

I’m sorry man. Moving on can be the hardest but best choice.

@devinhinnant8217

8 ай бұрын

Relatable.

@DamazeDamouse

8 ай бұрын

Theres plenty of fishes in the sea, my friend.

@drewzp4in

7 ай бұрын

Rip sorry man

@japtakito8551

7 ай бұрын

You are not alone brother , we all had a love we couldn’t have nor belonged to us , it wasn’t ours to protect and cherish … but it’s ok, God will send you a far better partner in the future , trust His timing and meanwhile work on yourself to become the person she is looking for. Take cheer, the likes on your comment are the back up we give you and we understand

Nobody is thinking of me. A hard pill to swallow, but something I've begun to accept.

@phoenix-ashy

8 ай бұрын

That's not true🥺 there is ALWAYS someone, who thinks of you. It could be your mother, father, siblings, pets, your partner, or someone, who you helped🥺 You are a wonderful person, you just don't know it that much. Remember that🥺

@stefanberegszaszy1881

8 ай бұрын

I second what ​@@phoenix-ashysaid, think of what you desire like a list of requirements that need to be fulfilled by yourself. You have the power to make the life you want, just ask yourself ,, How can I make it?". Think of strategies to put it into reality, ask around, look for positive examples of people doing what you want to do, or similar.

@BensonsCoffee

8 ай бұрын

For me. It's an easy one, I don't expect people to care about me, I don't expect love or concern from others, I only expect that my efforts will be forgotten and left to wither in this wasteland of a world we live in. I don't expect anyone to think about me, I don't care if no one cares about me, I've made my peace with the fact I simply won't be cared for, That I won't be thought of, I'll be forgotten no matter how great my efforts. I'll only have myself to be with. Perhaps one day that may change, But right now. That's not the way it's going.

@Apaxetic

8 ай бұрын

Youre thinking of you. Love yourself. Talk to people. Reach out to the ones you love. They will start to reach back to you as well. Everyones is thinking of themselves the most, if youre worried about no one else thinking about you, youre thinking wrong. Think about yourself and how you can make things better for you and do that, life will fall into place slowly. You'll be happy. You wont care what others think just if youre good enough for you.

@drewzp4in

7 ай бұрын

I’m thinking of you and hope u are well friend

Reading the comments while listening to it and damn it i hate andi love them all at the same time.

@dexxfa7274

8 ай бұрын

Felt that hits me somewhere I forgot since I haven’t been there in awhile or maybe I’ve been there this whole time just been keeping myself too busy to remember how I feel sad enough as it is idk if I’ll even truly stop feeling this way the way I do about her she could do anything in the world and try to make me despise her whatever I just know that the way my heart feels for her is deeper than body and mind something draws me to her keeps me thinking of her like we’re bonded or binded somehow and we talked about it too which is even crazier to me how we got to where we are now…

But she's thinking of someone else... How lucky it is to be him.

@elmarinnero

9 ай бұрын

Such is life...carry on, learn to just pass that feelin, hopefully, it will ends somehow with time

@lonerebk.stoner9036

8 ай бұрын

We've been together for years n she forgot me in weeks making post with a next guy's hand😔

@lonerebk.stoner9036

8 ай бұрын

​@@elmarinnerothe pain will never heal

@C-C-G-2008

8 ай бұрын

​@@lonerebk.stoner9036it depends on their situation, really.. it can heal. But it would take a LOT of time and effort.. a year or four maybe. Or if you're lucky, maybe 2. It all depends on how you see yourself and what you want to do next..

@DJDoomer

5 ай бұрын

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzread.info/dash/bejne/mami14-DotSekps.html

dear him, Its hard without you, you were the person who made me feel me. I hope you're happy after you unadded me everywhere. have fun with your friends and life. I will always be proud of you.

Staying up this late coding, listening to this and hearing my wife's sleeping sounds... I just want you guys to know. Life is full of wrong choices. So what would happened if you make one more mistakes / one more wrong choices ? Give yourself a change, give her a chance, give him a chance,... The heart follow what it want. Don't torment yourself by using the realistic, calculative benefit of the brain to control the unpredictable behaviors of the heart. Make both the brain and heart agree on something. Trust me, I know. Never belittle yourself. You are worth more than what you think. Speak with everything you had pent up till now. Hit or miss, you will be freed from whatever is holding yourself back from advancing. Lucky me that I hit. And tell you what, never a single day I regret all the wrong choices i made before. Because if I do one thing correct, would I have ever have my wife by my side?

@gdog2k619

8 ай бұрын

I’m happy for you, truly. This makes me want to tell her, but I also logically know that there’s consequences to that. I can always tell her tomorrow you know?

@Wolpoo

8 ай бұрын

I'm also happy for you man. like gdog said, reading this makes me wanna tell her but, always I get the confidence enough to tell her my feelings something happens and I have to postpone it, even tho I'm quite sure she likes someone else, I manage to get that confidence and everything starts going backwards, it really hurts...

@MrTheMulder

8 ай бұрын

I needed to read that...wow man. Thank you!

@MrBlackCoffin

8 ай бұрын

@@Wolpoo @gdog also. If i said the best wrong choice I made is when I told her that I loved her when she asked me for love advice related to other guy, would you believe that? Many things happened after that. Happy, yes. Sad, definitely. I was devastated around for a short time, before i tried again to be with her. And it succeed. I don't tell this to mean that you should follow what i did. But you should know that once I tell her, it's like everything become clear to me that this girl is the one I want to be with my whole life and I would fight for that. So by accepting that telling her will hurt myself so much that I wanna die and don't even want to be in love anymore, I had achieved love. So you know, a prolong pain without any treatment is always worse than a bash into the head but healing by time isn't it?

@Wolpoo

8 ай бұрын

@@MrBlackCoffin Yea, that's how I thought, I can tell her and maybe she would reject me and I'll have to move on, maybe try later or never but, whenever I want to do that, like for example, I asked her to hang out, she accepted and I started to get short dry replies, then ghosted, the day comes (We agreed to meet after our class) and she didn't even went to study, then I tried to hang out another day and try again, this time she said she couldn't, I tried asking for another day aandd, ghosted again. I know It's dumb to keep trying at this point, because clearly she doesn't like me right? Well, the thing is, she acts so different around me, I'm one of the only "male" friends who she has serious or more deep conversations, we literally talked every day, she tries to be close to me, like, literally she searches for the right moment to sit beside me or things like that. I'm really confused, I'd like to move on, know other people but at the same time I don't want to, she's so perfect, we have so many things in common and I literally just feel so happy around her, I'm deeply depressed since 4-5 years and she's the reason I'm starting to feel happy again, and in sometimes I don't even want to speak with her, like right now. Oh man, sorry for writing this much, I didn't even said everything I wanted

I miss her. I miss her, her fluffy brown hair; her pale, white skin; her soothing, soft voice; her soft, chubby cheeks; and her delicate gaze. The same gaze I look for in my dreams, and the same gaze I hold near and dear to my hear. I miss her, her bubbly personality and the way she used to jump up and down when she was really excitdd. I miss how she used to run up so me and hug me, compliment my deep brown hair and brown eyes as if I could compare to her. She was so beautiful. That beauty, that radiant sunshine in my life - was taken from me. Taken by someone who picked her as their victin. That beauty was walking home from school, but after a few hours she never returned home. My sister never returned home. Her body laid in a ditch, cut up and shot in a ditch. Her beautiful, long brown hair on her now abnormally white skin. Her hands cold, so, so cold. I wanted to give her a blanket. Something to keep her warm, and away from the freezing tempatures of the night. Her torn clothes which I promised to sue for her when she got home that day still on, but torn than before. I miss her. I miss my younger sister. She was the best sister I could've ever asked for. I just want to play dolls with her, one last time. I want her to come to me and tell me about her day at school, just one last time. I used to think I was to old to play with her, always shutting her down. But now I just want to play with her. I miss her. Her now buried body, and her now freezing cold, pale skin. I miss her. o7. 9\10\23. The day my life changed forever.

@lavender4722

6 ай бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss ,rest in peace and may she be in a place of comfort and warm and loving embrace 🕊

@Emilie.Miller

5 ай бұрын

Oh no, I am so sorry 😞 rip🕯️

@Music_lover1011

5 ай бұрын

Sorry for your loss, friend. My heart broke when I read this.💔😔. I'm hoping/praying things will get better in time.

@Mrbanana880

18 күн бұрын

I feel like may problems don't compare to that type of loss

Praying for her seems like all I can do sometimes.

@joelapril18

8 ай бұрын

May God give you peace during these times confusion can be a terrible place to be sometimes

@gdog2k619

8 ай бұрын

@@joelapril18 the Lord grants wisdom to those who ask for it. Thank you for your prayers.

@VooGGames99

7 ай бұрын

Amen to that

@joshuamerasty5384

7 ай бұрын

There's nothing we can do 😭

@Hugs_is_where_its_at

6 ай бұрын

Real. (But for him)

Am thinking of her each day I begin and end my day with the thought of her If someone asked me how many times she came on my mind i will say just once Because once she came, she never left I had genuine feelings for her and she left me confused of myself Even though am still ready to accept her into my life if she comes right now Ive already forgiven her, i still love her the same way i used to before, the thing is that i fear if shes already together with someone else while am here waiting for her to be in love with me once again.

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

😭😭😭❤️💔

@nightshade6988

8 ай бұрын

I was in the same situation about 2 years ago... one year ago she came back into my life... Work on yourself in the meantime and make the best of your time... It's hard, I know - but you really gotta focus on yourself now... I wish you all the luck in the world buddy that everything turns out for the best for you!

@dexxfa7274

8 ай бұрын

She probably is in my case (same situation) just with me I’m almost certain we had a rough ending she told me before she’s gonna go out.

@shockergaming3714

8 ай бұрын

​@@nightshade6988hey is there anyway I can contact ya? I would like to share more things

@shockergaming3714

8 ай бұрын

​@@dexxfa7274oh man ya still waiting for her like am doing rn? Hope you doing good

Scared to love again, only because Ive learned how good I am at it

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

dude 💯💔

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

best comment

@DJDoomer

5 ай бұрын

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzread.info/dash/bejne/mami14-DotSekps.html

I met her at a rodeo. it was unlikely but i saw her dancing at the afterparty and i thought to myself that she was the prettiest girl i'd ever seen. i sat down and just watched the floor with my buddies while my uncle played for the band. Next thing i know i heard someone say that i looked lonely. i turned around to her. her red hair turned a shade of silky scarlet under the light of the tent. She was perfect. She had this look in her brown eyes that intrigued me. i wanted more of it. i danced with her all night, and all week eventually. on the final night of the rodeo, i asked for her snap, and under the light of the stars, and the quiet hum of the party in the distance, we kissed in the bed of her truck. i fell for her harder than i ever could have, but i guess it wasn't meant to be. in august i moved 2 states away for college, and she had issues she didn't want me to have to deal with, so she broke up with me. it shattered me, because i poured my heart and soul into it. i can't move on, i still picture myself with her, even after she texted me, and we talked for a bit, but ultimately, my stupid head wouldn't let me do anything because i thought there was another man. i'm a sick, jealous, overthinking slab of meat, and after everything, i cant hate her. no matter what. i fucked everything up. i'm sorry Hannah.

@crayanite2914

7 ай бұрын

I’m sure she’s thinking of you aswell, it seems like it was meant to be, also don’t hate on yourself, you made one wrong decision, improve on yourself from there.

@DJDoomer

5 ай бұрын

I made a playlist for thinking about the girl from your childhood you never asked out: kzread.info/dash/bejne/mami14-DotSekps.html

I think I'm lost my only chance for a happy life I am writing this to give a little advice to everyone who reads this, I know that you, like me, will not listen to this advice, but maybe you can and it will help you. One day at school, a new girl came to our class. When I saw her, it was as if I couldn’t move for several seconds, I liked her very much. Then we talked for about a year, only as classmates, but I knew for sure that she liked me too. She was the only girl who really liked me. And the only girl I really liked. She is kind, sweet, sincere, I have never met such a nice person with such a pure soul. But when the school year ended and the next one was approaching, I found out that she would no longer come to study with us. I was upset then. I don't know why but I didn't do anything about it. I didn’t write to her then, didn’t tell her directly about my feelings, didn’t offer to go for a walk. I was 13 years old then. I just forgot about it for a while. I was stupid. Now I'm 18 years old. 5 years have passed since then, I am already in college. And at one point I just begin to remember all those moments from school associated with her, I began to dream about her. Her portrait flashed before my eyes. Her smile and her eyes. I felt very bad for a whole month, I thought a lot about all this. And I decided to write to her and tell her everything I felt. She answered me and we talked for 2 months. But we did not understand each other, she was not ready for something serious, she wrote that she no longer felt for me what she felt before. I expected this, but for some reason I still hoped. She wrote that she has another person whom she likes. I was broken. It was my fault. I told her everything I wanted to say in the end. I wished her all the best because she deserves it more than anyone else. I dreamed a lot about how we would spend time together, but in the end it all lost its meaning. I am very sorry for my stupidity and for not being able to do anything in time. But nothing can be done and I can’t change anything. You can say that I’m still very young and can still meet another person, but in my head it doesn’t work that way. I can never forget this girl and will always remember her. I only wanted to see her next to me, I don’t need anyone else. Only she could fill my life with meaning. I don’t know how my life will turn out now, but I know that I won’t be happy because she won’t be around. It will be funny if she suddenly sees this comment, because she also loves listening to these playlists, and also sometimes comes to read the comments. (Hello) One day maybe we will meet again and just talk like before in comfort. What I want to say is this: If you like a person, you should tell him before it's too late. I know for sure that this won’t make things worse. So take risks.

@Farshaad-hq4dh

8 ай бұрын

Damn man, that's fucked up. I read the whole story and u left me speechless. I hope I won't ever experience the things you've experienced. I'll always keep working and moving in my life, 'cause I believe in the 1st law of Newton. That when I'm moving I can't be stopped by whomever or whatever. I would say as advice from me, always do the things your supposed to do, even when you don't feel like doing it, because God is watching and you have to prove to your ancestors your worthy of living. ;-) I genuinely think you'll be alright and overcome the hard times by following God and showing to your ancestors your worthy of living. Lotts of Love

@mininils

8 ай бұрын

a similar situation. only I communicated with her for 1.5 years and I liked her, but I was afraid to tell her about it, because I thought that the answer would be "no" and she didn't like me. at the end of August, she said that she liked me before, but over time she began to see only a friend and fell out of love with me. I'm trying to meet her and talk to her, but she doesn't want to. I need this person, he helped me overcome myself and my insecurities, thanks to her I stopped depending on the opinion of others. I really want her to give me a chance, because she once fell in love with me and wrote to me first. she had been waiting for an initiative from me for 2 years, and I didn't know it and didn't think so, I was afraid of losing communication with her. as a result, what I was afraid of ha

@h0utar0uu

8 ай бұрын

@@mininils fuck, man, this is terrible...

@MakaylaSullivan-cj6qk

8 ай бұрын

It was lovely reading your story. I hope you are doing well and find love in the future ❤ I will take your advice, however, I struggle to find what I feel is ‘true love’ and I don’t think I would ever get the opportunity to tell someone my true feelings. It’s always mutual but one day… one day I know I will feel it and I will tell them how much I love them. Thank You

@devinhinnant8217

8 ай бұрын

Heard. Made the same mistake too many times. Won't ever again. Too painful.

I'm on a weekend and I still can't stop thinking about her. I watched something on KZread with a saying that said "True unconditional love is loving someone with all of your heart, even if they don't love you back..." Remember that.

Whoever you are, I’m waiting, I’m try to better myself everyday. I don’t want to do this alone anymore I want to be someone’s home and the same for me. Someday

The thing I thought was impossible happened. She came back. I've never been so happy in my life. But, at the same time, the scars she left didn't heal and now, more than usual, I feel scared to fail at anything. More than ever i feel like I have to be the perfect human being, and when I do fail, I just want to end it. She helps me, of course she does, but I'm afraid that, because I fail sometimes, she will leave again. Leave me for someone better and, to be honest, I wouldn't blame her. She tells me it's okay and that it's all in my head, like it will never happen and that, when she fails, I'm always there. She says she'll do the same and it's okay to fail. I'm not only scared of failing for her, but for everyone that has high hopes for me. Truth is, university is killing me. I want to study but can't. Always have that little voice saying I will fail and that why would I even bother to study if I will fail anyway. Most of the times I can't sleep at night adn when I do, I wake up still feeling tired. Tomorrow I have an importat exam and I don't know anything, it's very likely that I won't pass and, if I don't, find her for me, anyone really. I use the name "sucre" everywhere, from instagram, to steam, to youtube. Thanks for hearing me out whoever you are. Love yourself and believe in yourself. Be safe.

@hulking_presence

3 ай бұрын

Better end it, mate. If she loved you she would never leave. She will leave you again. She's just using you. Should've never let a traitor back in. If you don't learn on the first try, you'll always have the next one.

It’s been 7 years still thinking about her to this day idk why I can’t move on. I wonder if she thinks of me or am I just a lost memory to her.

@TheTFA23

2 ай бұрын

x2 idk why is so hard, i think im just dumb

This music reminds me of one of my favorite memories! It was about 2 am and she had fallen asleep, her head on my shoulder while we were riding a bus. I've been lucky enough to have a few moments in my life where everything felt peaceful and right. This was one of those times, just the two of us, sitting in the darkness with nothing but the sound of the bus driving and her breathing. Maybe our lives weren't the most peaceful, but that night, there was no worries, just peace.

I met a girl from turkey hunting with the dec and I got her number during the hunt. We’ve been talking for bout 3 weeks and I honestly thought she liked me and vice versa. Nope. She has a boyfriend of nine months. I still can’t get over her and sometimes I want to cry because of how much I think about her.

when she doesn't reject you, but her actions do....that's the worst pain.... she's dating another guy now...she tells me about it...and oh god, how it kills me... i just want her to be always happy man...but...i wanted her to be happy with me.... i hope she's always safe, happy, and laughing...I killed my romantic feelings for her, i hope she remains alive...

@yerem769

9 ай бұрын

Same.

I'm thinking of him. Every night. I hate him, but i love him more.

Sometimes the thoughts that flood our mind can either drown us, or help us float. It all just depends on what you hold onto.

@kimkruger8954

7 ай бұрын

I think it how we react towards

@DJDoomer

5 ай бұрын

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzread.info/dash/bejne/mami14-DotSekps.html

"The only problem between us is that I loved you even when you didn't love me back" To all you folks feeling this Your love is big, so much so you love someone who doesn't love you back the same way. And that's alright, mistakes make us stronger and wiser. All that love you guys have, use it for self. Peace my Brethren!

@DJDoomer

5 ай бұрын

I made a playlist for thinking about the childhood love you never had: kzread.info/dash/bejne/mami14-DotSekps.html

I really like this girl that I've known for awhile now. I'm gonna get straight to point, but I never thought a guy like me would find a good quality woman. So anyway, she was the one to ask me out to our schools Hoco. Ofcourse I accepted and thought to myself "does she really like me?" After that I couldn't stop thinking about her. I've had trying to go on dates with her, unfortunately our schedules don't meet up. However I won't give and will keep trying. Wish me luck!

@w.dornez9984

Ай бұрын

I hope you will succeed. Don't screw up like I did, friend, best of luck!

@MaSTeRY0SHi_882

Ай бұрын

@@w.dornez9984 appreciate it brother!

I bring her in every prayer... I hope only the best for her. Even if she dumped me with no reason, i still love her. Thank you... You will get the best man who worth for you

@RottenSantara

8 ай бұрын

Same here, every shooting star Has my wish on it. Always that one, and only, wish.

@RottenSantara

8 ай бұрын

The difference is shes sleeping next to me rn. Love you🤛🤜

@RottenSantara

8 ай бұрын

🤜🤛😅😏

@helmysetiabudi9915

8 ай бұрын

Good for you! Have an enjoyable life with her

@CUrTrueshelvesIcjuzmeAone

7 ай бұрын

​@@RottenSantarathis is a cruel and yes you must be rotten on the inside for saying such .who ever you are ... I am not mentally to judge but shame on you .

Man. Everyone talking about their partners but all I want back is my two cats- one was a girl the other was a boy, I just miss my two kitties. I also miss my third cat, a lot. I just want all my pets back, they’ve gotta be my 2nd biggest heart break

@nightfox4642

9 ай бұрын

Damn, sometimes i just be sad and then I'll look at the pictures of him on my wall and I'll start missing his weight against my leg as he slept on my bed and the relieving feeling in the morning when I stretched and I could still feel him there. I miss him bro, he was my best friend, the only one that could comfort me without having to say anything, the only one that sat with me while I cried. I'd just listen to his breathing, his purring and it would make me feel better even in the worst sadness. I remember one time I had a knife and I wanted to hurt myself, but he walked up and but his chin on my arm. I'll never understand why or how he knew to do that, but it was the most supportive, understanding, incredibly selfless thing anyone/thing had ever done for me and he wasn't even human. That says a lot, and I didn't even get to say goodbye.

@knotme5349

9 ай бұрын

I just lost my 3 year old boy.

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

my 3 girls are gone. i was all they had their daddy, and they were my pack my kids. ridgeback n 2 labs im dead forever

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

i cant. i hope u can 💔💔💔❤️❤️❤️

I WISH I HAVE THE POWER TO IGNORE YOU, LIKE YOU IGNORE ME I WILL NEVER FORGET THE MOMENT I REALIZED I LOVE YOU JUST TO BE STRANGER AGAIN, I STILL LOVE YOU JUST BECAUSE I DONT SHOW IT DOESNT MEAN I DONT FEEL IT BUT ANYWAYS MEAYBE WE WERE MEANT TO MEET BUT NOT TO BE

She was my Lucky Star. She was the first girl who loved me. Her smile could warm my heart from the bottom. I felt goosebumps when she was close to me, but I felt comfortable. It's so good to know you can trust someone, and someone keeps an eye on you, not letting you lose yourself. I don't know how I pushed her away, but she is with the other guy now. Sometimes, I blame myself for not being fair with her, just because I didn't want her to cry for me. But all these execuses matters nothing, my Lucky Star doesn't warm my heart anymore, and I'm to blame. I don't feel anger for her. I just hope she will be happy...

Yes, I do, I think of her. Everyday, every night, every moment. Everything i see reminds me of her, and I know she doesn't feel the same way. I fucked up and it's my fault, and it's never going to be the same again. I love her man, I love her so much.

@Shiro001z

5 ай бұрын

Damn , i hope you got over it dude..

Ineffable, Indescribable, Impossible, and Infinite, she is everything, and I’ll give her everything, and then I’ll give her more, I think of her, and I love her

I think of her too often, my cat, who I lost a few months ago. I think of her every day. I always want to hold her and pet her again but I can’t. It is what it is though. There was nothing I could do about it, it’s just life. You lose people. But you can also gain people. You can find friends and people who appreciate your company. You’re not truly lost.

I'm thinking of you each day.And I can't stop loving you,because you are my soul mate.I love you❤️

Everytime I wake up i immediately think of her, little does she know I love her to pieces I fell in love with her before I knew what she looked like. She’s funny, beautiful, mysterious in so many ways. I’m not a very affectionate person but I hope she knows I love her and for who she is, I always wonder how her day was, what did she do, was anyone mean or nice to her today, I would do anything for her. She’s the most beautiful person I’ve ever known I can never get enough of her

@Lazy12-vd9lu

3 ай бұрын

I completely agree... No matter what, you should love her to the very end, Never forget that... Because the only way she could find out if you love her to pieces... Is if you tell her how you really feel about her.

@the_wraith6

3 ай бұрын

@@Lazy12-vd9lu I got the courage to ask her out and we are dating so I feel like I won the lottery 🙂

@Lazy12-vd9lu

3 ай бұрын

@@the_wraith6 jackpot indeed sir... u hit the jackpot indeed

@Lazy12-vd9lu

3 ай бұрын

You sure hit the jackspot... Just make sure u can keep it😊

Right person.. wrong time 💔

before I graduate from college, I would like to confess to her how I feel about her and leave gracefully, regardless of whether she accepts me or not

Like a broken record, a sick joke. So i guess it is time to write this down, for the memento i guess. I just want, at least, be his friend, be his shoulders or a person that could and would listen to her when no one wants, i just wanna help her when she needs it and know let her knows that she is not alone. That's all. Cause here i am at midnight, realized that i gave up a couple of days ago to be happy with her in that way, in that romantic selfish and childish way and it was just because his partner, is my friend and he is fucking awesome, like for real. They....they are a faboulous couple, i love them and it´s amazing when they are together, its like they were meant to be each other but, i guess, i'm just and always be that rotten half of an orange. Thanks for reading this (u didnt have to) Att: Another rotten half of an orange. Shit dude, love this songs, thanks a lot. It was something i need. A time with myself to really write this inevitable conception and honest thought.

@motya5253

8 ай бұрын

I have the same situation my friend. That made me feel pain. Deep pain inside me

@elmarinnero

7 ай бұрын

@@motya5253 It's really fucked up realizing that its been a month since i post this and now, there is no pain, it´s just... i get used to it, like i actually think my heart nowdays take the path of ignore the pain but well, it will never go or at least it seems like it. I really hope that you don´t get used to it, that you will figth and try to get better, i really do

I miss her but… I’m unsure of what to feel now that it’s all over- am I Happy? Sad? Relieved? Lonely? Jealous? Angry? All I know is that I no longer feel understood. I hope she is doing well 😔❤️‍🩹

Never knew that bitter time could last this long ......

I've had the privilege to get to know this girl a couple of weeks ago. For the first time in about 2 years, i felt happy again. Really happy. A week has gone by, we've talked about it, and she isn't ready for something serious at the moment due too a semi-recent breakup. What really gets to me, is the rapid difference between happiness and the loneliness and sadness I've been feeling for years now. It hits me like a truck. Been thinking about her nonstop the last week. Now i know for a fact i never had a crush until now. Im still waiting for her to message me. Wherever you are, may you be safe and enjoy your life. Thank you for everything.

@xxchocolatesxx

7 ай бұрын

she will never message, you gotta start. girls will never start its part of who they are.

@blockboy45767

4 ай бұрын

Update?

@masterflosen504

4 ай бұрын

@@blockboy45767 There is no update sadly. I'm still waiting and thinking, but she is living her best life. I've come to accept it I'd say.

No matter what I do or how successful I have become, I have never felt as happy as the moments I walked with her to the train stop. It's been almost 10 years and I still think about her everyday. I feel like I'm disloyal to my current partner even though I've explained how I feel and think, but even when I look at my partner now, I just wish it was her.

The ‘her’ is my bestfriend. Though I’ll never reveal the feeling I had for her and maybe might still have for her, I know that she’ll never feel the same. She’s a Christian And she believes homosexuality is a sin. Possibly, I just know that she wouldn’t date the same sex. Though she’ll always be my bestfriend, I know that the way I feel about her isn’t a way a best-friend should think. I’ll just be there when she’ll need me and support her relationships and crushes she develops in the future. I just hope to part of her life, cause just seeing her smile, knowing that she’s happy, makes me happy. And if I have to keep my feelings hidden to a part of her life then I will. I know this is a crush that’ll come and go, and I know I’ll develop feelings for someone new I just wanted to admit that i had have feelings for my bestfriend.

To everyone here happiness is to be fought for

Im always thinking about her since i met her ❤

I hope he thinks of me too because, if it turns out that only I think about him it will be unfair.

This girl really has my heart beating in some type of way, I'm confused by how sane she makes me feel. Funny enough I want to text her to stop thinking about me, cause it's 3am and I literally can't sleep 😂

I'm always thinking of her. In my sleep, when I study, when I'm writing poems, while thinking of the next chapter of the novel that I'm writing, whenever I pray, whenever I close my eyes, wherever she might be there will always be a hole in my heart that only she can fix. I don't intend to use her as my healing tool. I intend to marry her and die for her. For the reason that she always made me feel and realize how to be loved and how to really love. And as for right now I am treasuring all that she gave me, the pictures, the videos, her smile, her eyes, her personality, her lips, I promise that I will marry her. To protect my vow.

I don't have dramatic love stories to talk about and i never fell in love with anyone, but i miss someone... Somebody that i never meet before, idk how i can explain this, but i hope to see him some day, even a minute. That is my every night pray.

@lonerebk.stoner9036

8 ай бұрын

Don't ever fall inlove bro trust me cuz it's gon push you into madness when it fails I'm going through it rn after a 4 years relationship

I'm thinking of her every day. I'm so proud of her. I'm so happy that she chose me. I hope you all can find this feeling to someone. And i'm here to tall you what you'll find. It seemed impossible for me, but now i'm here. And you will my friend❤

even though we never made it out the talking stage, i think of her all the time. i fell in love with her laugh. but i was afraid to catch feelings and was too indecisive because i didnt want to bring her into a life in which i was not proud of. i made too many mistakes and now i just regret it all because shes having a good time without me while i lay here thinking about her.

and i’m left to wonder if she’s thinking of me too

Her: why does he keep looking at me. Me: because i was mesmerized. The universe: neither of them had the courage to tell eachother how they felt, but the way they looked at eachother told the entirety of their unwritten story.

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

wow ☀️✨️

@t.n.7197

8 ай бұрын

This description reminds me of "Divine Rivals" by Rebecca Ross. This music specifically hits its atmosphere..

@dexxfa7274

8 ай бұрын

I stared at her every morning but she knew why I guess she just never felt the same

Everyone dumping their stories here so might as well. I still see her in my mind. The first time we gazed at each other. Her sparkly blue eyes locking with mine from a distance. Her beautiful smile singing melodies in my heart. Time goes on and to this day I never found out if she is interested in me or not. Haven’t really had the courage to spill it out. “I love you. You’re the one I have been waiting for” are words I wanna say. But no... I have to suffer in slience and wonder in the middle of the night... I think about her. Does she? At all? Who knows...

@heatherrose2962

8 ай бұрын

hey , i am sorry you are going through all that but you know sometimes in life we dont just have to go in a flow , we need to step up at times, before confessing your feelings to her i suggest you to think of the possibilities if you guys can be compatible and even your families and religion wont be a trouble in future , if everything seems fine , do confess your feelings to her in your own way , privately and face to face , make her feel special and if she loves you too thats great and even if she doesnt uk what its fineee tooo cos universe have made someone special for you and you will get someone who is made for you . dont worry and dont take life too seriously dear

@whitewolf2265

8 ай бұрын

That's what hurts the most. We are from the same country. Same religion. She is almost exactly my type. But am I hers? Why should I even try? I tried to get closer to her once but never felt that reciprocated. There was no 'actual' rejection. Yet she is very inviting with me when I approach her. I am in a position where I am forced to see her almost everyday. And every time I do I just feel hurt. I feel that my insides are screaming yet nothing comes out except sadness and confusion. She still greets me to this day despite everything. Nothing less. Nothing more. Again... why? Why should I try? I am trying desperately to move on. To forget. It is just not possible. I could not. I could not get her out of my heart. It is unfair that a person has that much influence on me without her doing anything at all. But I have read what you said, more than once, and you have gotten me thinking... Maybe I will take your word for it. After a year I might not see her ever again. Maybe I will close my eyes and take a leap of faith. Maybe. Maybe not. Thanks for your words though. It made me feel ever so slightly better.

@heatherrose2962

8 ай бұрын

when i was in a similar situation confessing and knowing the reality of my crush really helped me move on , sometimes we make a really nice image of someone in our head while the reality is far different , when i realised he is not what i thought he was i saw myself moving on from him without even doing any extra efforts . so i guess to stop your heart hurting you rreally should let her know and ask what she feels about you so you will be clear either if there is hope or not , cause this hope thing doesnt let people to move on , i had hopes till 7 years just to realise the one i had hopes with isnt even the person i thought was like . just do it dear you wont regret it later in your life. @@whitewolf2265

@bahadortanzif8932

8 ай бұрын

Tell her. Then show her. Then tell her again...

@heatherrose2962

8 ай бұрын

huhhhh@@bahadortanzif8932

Wow, you got me. 12 years later.

I barly talked with her , but i don't know, i cant give up on her thoughts.i need this sadness.i need to cry for her🥺

Mannn, you sure got me there...

@pinkimietz3243

9 ай бұрын

Do man know what real unconditional love is? Are man capable of loving a woman? Or are we just meat for them? I know he is thinking about me but I feel dirty when he does so. That's why I'm asking.

@maxstronghugs

9 ай бұрын

If a woman has nothing to offer, only her body, then this is how a woman will be treated.

@YoRileyChill

9 ай бұрын

@@pinkimietz3243men do they just have to find the right person

@NicoleNeves02

8 ай бұрын

​​@@pinkimietz3243Men are HUMAN...they love too :)

"I will never leave you" "You are my daddy" "I don't know what i can do without you" "We will stay 3,4,5,6 ... years and we will die togheter" "We will live together and make a futur" ... I hope she will found her hapiness today, even if is without me now, i miss her even after few month we done Take care sunshine, even if you will never read this and you probably don't care today about me, i miss you

Every woman in the world has been on somebody's mind. Sometimes good sometimes bad but if she has felt love just one time, how blessed she was and is! If you are blessed to be loved, give back more love than you receive!

I hate dreaming about her when I already let go , because It keeps bringing me back to what I missed so much.😢

New school, new classmates, and i was alone no one talked to me i was ignored, then she appeared, that beautiful angel, we talked we laughet we hanged out, we shared a love of GOT and movies, we shared a love for books,we became close, after a while i told her i liked her, but she said those cursed words, its not you im wierd my life is complicated, i left the mater alone even tough i shouldnt have, we slowly drifted apart, we finished school, life went on and we stopped talking, now im alone and shes with one of my old classmates, the guy i couldnt allways smug, allways mean, i wont kill myself dont have the guts im just alone in a dark room quietly sobbing.

*I'm her too...I need him* ❤

@taedjpelechaty9197

8 ай бұрын

You've said so many amazing things in these comments. Your one of the good things that comes from this earth. We appreciate you 🙏.

you are here thinkin about the one you love or the one who left

i lost her to a fallout i caused, and now i feel more distant than ive ever been. i no longer get the privilege of seeing her texts when i wake up in the morning, and when i reach out i am met with cold and short replies. i feel so empty without her

@aarono22

7 ай бұрын

Another person will never fill you up completely, time will heal man😌

My girlfriend of 3 years cheated, and with her ex of all people. She was the first and now the only. I put too much trust into one person and I will forever regret it. We made plans for our future and everything. She was hoping I would just go off to collage and find someone else. She was never going to tell me. If you ever get into a relationship, just make sure you find the right person and don’t make the mistake I did.

I love you L, I'm currently thinking about you because I love you, you're more than just a lover... You're my friend and that's why I love you so, you're not like any of them... I don't need to force anything when I'm around you, I can be myself and you can be who you are. I know that we might have our differences but that's what makes our relationship grow. I learnt a lot by your side and tbh I never was the "perfect guy" but hey I'm trying here to be a better person. I don't hate you, you're just confused... as I do, I can see that your family isn't the best one too. Ur strong and u know it, c'mon we ain't gonna lie ((: . I don't give a fuck to whatever ur passing through, that's your bussiness, you proved me that you can deal with it and I'm proud of you; but if a day you feel overwhelmed about that I'll always be able to help, that's what friends do isn't it? Things are just temporary and you'll be alright. You were my first love and I'm grateful for it, I love the way you laugh at my dumbass jokes, the way you look at me when we're having a good time on class... It's fucking fine. I'm not afraid of the future, and whatever it happens it'll do for a reason, God knows why he makes things happen. We`re gonna have the best time of our lifes, I`m sure I'll enjoy every second of it. It`s not good for anyone to depend of others to be happy, and I know that, I am free as you are. You're just a part of the path i call life and... I don't need you to enjoy it, but I'm fine with having you in my life, I'm really grateful. You're one of those many and many good things that life brings and that doesn't make you less special cuz as I said I love you and I'll be happy for every moment you'll be here with me. -S wrote this

@AztianStf

3 ай бұрын

Update: It's over, but I'm stronger now lmao

Im thinking about her every night..

Although I told her my true feelings for her, she put it in a way it was more of a chance of me being her boyfriend then being rejected. She said she will not fully start dating until she's 15 and didn't specifically say that I was the person she wanted to date. Honestly, at the time, I was 12 so I didn't fully understand what she meant. Just the mere fact it wasn't a no brought happiness into my life. I'm 13 now and I just hope that even if its not me who she's going to date... I'm at least her best freind.

I wonder how many close friends/women just randomly thought of me. I don't know, i don't really like putting that thought into my head, it keeps me false hoping because I've been false hoping for 7 years now and even though half of that time was my horniness getting the better of me. The other half lead me to where i am now.

@a.m.l949

8 ай бұрын

That is sad,but where are you now? Wanna be friends?❤

@hetecks1385

8 ай бұрын

@@a.m.l949 well I am happy, when I'm not thinking of my relationship status. And sure, let's be friends.

Wow... that background ❤❤❤

We broke up a few days ago...I miss her..

Reading these comment section gives me hope humanity. It’s how y’all respond in the comment section to others, helping each other give each other advice. It made me cry! Continue to comfort each other during the dark times we a re in I wish everyone here the best of luck in their life, and I hope you get everything that you desire. Love you all ❤❤❤❤

Dear A I miss you so much. Do you still remember that day in the rain, or that dace we had? Do you remember how fast time went when we're together? Do you remember every song we sang to? I wish I could go back and just live in those memories. I know you'll never see this, but just know I'm sorry for any pain I caused. I cherished every second with you. Im so thankful to have had you in my life. You're going to do amazing things. Never forget how smart and incredible you are. I never got to tell you, but for the first time in a while, I fell in love. I love you. I know I'll never find someone like you, I'll dream, I'll wish, but in the end my heart will always be longing for you. luna - "When you know who's calling even though the number is blocked "

I never want to make you feel like that, i Will always love you, i never love anyone more in my whole life, i only want you, my love, my life, my light

I'll never forget Ashley as long as I live. I love her, since our time together in Middle school, high school, and college. My soulmate no doubt. Our birthdays were even adjacent! Covid hit, lost my job. I was struggling mentally and went to do some lumberjacking to "find myself". We talked on June 14th, 2020 for the last time. On June 15th, she vanished from the world, never heard from again. Our late night calls, our corn maze trips on Halloween... I know and I have moved on, but I still think about her nearly every day. I wrote a letter to her parents several months ago but I haven't the courage to send it... What if I find out something I don't want too? What if this whole time she despised me and just faked her disappearance to get rid of me? I don't know. Anyway, therapy over. God be with you all.

@b.7942

8 ай бұрын

just send the letter boy, as u said u won't forget it so why be content with not knowing if y'all can go back or not? what if u can? and ur wastin the opportunity? what if u cant and then u realise its time to get over it hm?

I’m so tired. This girl I love doesn’t love me back and no matter how hard I try she will never love me the way I love her. Things were going SO good before I had to mess my life up again. Why do I have to be so stupid

@supravietuitoriblog547

4 күн бұрын

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

i miss her laugh as tho dancing lights under a moon light sky. i miss her childishness. i miss her captivating eyes. i miss her angry but adorable face. i miss her soothing voice. i miss her short brown hair. i miss us talking for hours. i miss us listening to songs. i miss her singing. i miss looking forward everyday to talk to her. i miss us talking about random stuff. i miss us talking about the future. i miss your humble words. i miss everything about you. i miss you telling me to go to sleep everytime i stayed up too late. iam sorry i screwed everything up. iam sorry i got carried away. iam sorry for being selfish. iam sorry and thank you for giving me a chance. i loved you and i always will love you. you hold a special place in my heart, you made me feel when i was numb. you showed me there exists a world outside the one i lived in. you showed me there is still hope, and for that and everything thank you and i love you Ella.

@shaquillekawuma

5 ай бұрын

I’ve been through the same thing brother…

@unknown_reeks

5 ай бұрын

@@shaquillekawuma sorry to hear that bro

I'm just praying that my first doesn't cheat on me. I just want one that cares and loves me for who I am. In this generation, even that's a lot to ask for.

Forced to move on, life changing situations. 2 in 3 years broke a 5 year marriage. Officially separated for the last 4.. but when I do go there, how I miss it allll

I want to be loved ....

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

i dont know you but i love you. idc if u believe me or not because it's still real. i hope u find who u seek tho. that 1 love.

@DarkMeta_Minecraft

9 ай бұрын

you are.

a moment doesnt go by when im not thinking of them. its so hard to move on man.

I've only truly been in love once. She left me a long time ago with my heart in pieces and I've never been able to put it back together or find that feeling again with anyone else.. I just recently found out my liver is failing and I'm not gonna be around much longer.. I have no children and I'll leave nothing behind.. I'm 37 years old and I guess at least I experienced real love once and thats something I suppose.. I just never thought I would die alone but that seems to be my fate..

dismiss love, acquire value

I like this girl and I fear that she has someone else. I notice people move on after finding that out. But it’s so hard for me. She is literally the girl of my dreams. When I dream I think of her. And if I don’t at least try, I won’t get to know if she wants me or not. I’m too afraid to ask her. But, if she likes me back. I’ll know that she is too afraid to ask too. I will be heartbroken if she rejects me but I will be sad and more lonely if I never ask. I want her but I don’t know if she will be up to it. She is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever imagined. Though I haven’t heard more than sentence from her, and I don’t even know her name, she will forever be in my heart. ♥️ I’m tired of feeling lonely and feeling like I’m missing out. I don’t care about her not being my lover. I just want her by my side. Hopefully I at least get her number so we can stay in contact. She could just be a friend or she could be my gf. I just want her to know how much I think, care, wonder, and love her. I am still young and my father said that I couldn’t date until I was 16. And I don’t know how my mother would feel about this. She wouldn’t try to force me to not date, right? Same goes for my father. The most he can do is be mad. I think I will tell my mother my situation. If anyone could give me advice, that would be greatly appreciated. I’m looking at other comments and now I realize truly that I don’t have all the time in the world. I will make sure to tell her how I feel and hopefully she feels the same.

Je pense à elle tout le temps même quand je ne pense à rien. J'ai l'impression qu'elle ne partira jamais de ma tête. Mon coeur est brisé mais ca va bien se passer , tant que je ne l'a revois plus

I miss her even though we weren’t anything serious, we just talked (talking stage). She blocked me on all socials and from what I remember she has a boyfriend now, so I can see why she did that but I will still miss talking to her. She has really pretty eyes, she does this thing with her eyes when she looks up at you that I just can’t explain. She’s so pretty and nice. I think about her a lot and how we could’ve been more. I feel like I didn’t do a good job I feel like I’m the one that messed everything up. She is the first girl I’ve confessed my feelings to. But at least she’s happy.

You cant understand that i need you the most.

Haven’t stopped thinking about her since I met her a couple weeks ago. I was never one to simp or get crushes but god damn, I don’t know what to do🥺

@Punkylovee

8 ай бұрын

U still want her?

@emmiebeee123

8 ай бұрын

@@Punkylovee very much so, yes😶‍🌫️

@Punkylovee

8 ай бұрын

@@emmiebeee123 i hope you can be with her buddy💓

@genius3121

8 ай бұрын

Gl

imagine a stranger who walks by the street but you know about her such as ; what she likes , what time she sleeps, what is the she's favorite chocolate etc. you know all about her however she is a stranger right now . good night if its possible.

To everybody reading this, embrace change with an open heart.

Your fitness advice is always spot on and so inspiring!

We have a family together but our financials force me to have to be absent for work. My soul is incomplete my life is in limbo every time I’m gone and I just want to be with my family

The One girl i truly loved left me the other night. It stings so much. i know im only young but she means the most to me compared to anyone else on this cruddy planet. Shes my one true love and she'll forever and always own my heart. Her space will be kept forever and never forgotten. I messed up in the relationship and didnt treat her the best but i really regret that now and i realize what i shouldve changed and i wish i did change becuase maybe it wouldve lasted. I hope she comes back. Id give her the world, Shes a perfect girl and i love her so much. I understand why it had to end and i understand if she dont ever come back, but if you read this abby, Just know itll be diffrent this time ill treat you how you deserve to be treated i promise mi amor.

We dated for 3 years off and on then finally got sick of playing hide and seek and said fuck it, after 5 years of marriage we split right before Christmas, it’s been a little over a year now and to be real if it wasn’t for our son I know I would never see her again, and that makes the time I do see her so shitty, I always wanted to be a father but not like this. I’ve never felt my value dip so low, I went from being everything to nothing in a day it felt like, marriage is a gamble, what are you willing to give up or change to be with someone knowing that one day you’ll potentially turn around and see what you sacrificed, or became was for nothing in the end. I’m here physically and I’m grateful for that, but every new face reminds me of how hollow I’ve become, I know it’s not healthy at all, but to see tears on these faces eases the pain a little bit. I’ve accepted what it is and how it’s going to be, it’s easier to be alone anyway.

If I only understood how much I was the pawn in a game of life I don't think love is relavent to what actually makes who I am and whom I'll always be a joke when one decided to take on the love of their life it was not intended to be perfect but it was all based on individual choices and I can only make those for myself and have no excuse for others, though I Kept my word as a solid plan to be there as what was asked of me to do,I can no longer accept that we are not as compatible as we assumed,this scar that was a vital part of the relationship I know now I got a new love for life and God will provide and has showed me the beginning of my everything,I loved like no other and still do , unconditional love is why I have no regrets nor am I embarrassed to be the one who got away,not just from it all but from everything, I loved and I lost but I accept the lost as well as the next one but as of now, I win he's a great part that never left me alone I'm just glad I got to see for myself how damaging the way love can be,and when you know how valuable it truly is a toast to those who have achieved love and continue to give us the ones with loses the example for the most truest of loves we to may accomplish such a feat as challenging as it is known to be and then we all know love like no other because love is real...ISJ

Life finds a way i hope, i promise to myself i will find someone, but still i don't know if i can recover after what happen

we were always just friends, but the way they made me feel every time we talked suggested i didn't want us to be *just friends.* but, of course... nothing ends the way you want it to. i haven't talked to them for a few months now, but i spend every night thinking of them. and how things could've been if it had all worked out.

@aysegulozdemir7663

4 ай бұрын

Herşeyi zamana bırakmalısın..

I had her, told her my past, secrets and was vulnerable cause she loved me like no one else, she went on to hurt, abuse and manipulate me. I stupidly forgave her we got back and she left me for another guy within 3 months and was pregnant and engaged within 2 weeks after she said “she wasn’t ready for anything intimate”

is it just me or does every guy that actualy tries, just gets left behind. i've been so nice to everyone around me and never got anything in return, and then her leaving was the final piece to completely break me down. i just don't get what is wrong with what i am thinking and doing. I realy put the effort in to be a nice guy, i listen to everyone, i try to help getting people trough hard times, i'll always be there but. now... i feel so empty, she was the one that made me happy, made me keep fighting every day to make the best out of my life, the one who made me motivated to always help those who needed someone, but that is gone. now, i cry ,alone, in my room, away from everyone else, thinking about what i could'v possibly done wrong. i always thought i was making her happy, untill she told me she wanted me to let her go and move in sepperate ways. that broke me, and i don't seem to be able to handel it. it feels like i have no one to talk to who understands me, except you guys, who are also here, listening to these songs, while slowely crying the pain away.

@SRG_MXGRAL

2 ай бұрын

Dan bro, you ok?

@dumo_2008

2 ай бұрын

@@SRG_MXGRAL i wish i could say i was doing ok. Nothing feels like it used to... i'm trying to get everything back togetter and start a new chapter of my life. It will never be the same, because i am not able to trust anyone as much as before because of how broken the person i trusted the most left me behind.

There is no one for me in the world, I’m tired of the pain. I need to understand love just isn’t meant for everyone…

I lost my partner a long time ago It hurt, it was terrible It was worse when I couldn't tell if it was a lie or not they lied to be once about not loving me to make me "happier" it broke me for weeks.. I begged for them back, nothing worked after those last words of "I dont love you anymore, I'm sorry" It's been about a month & a lot of bad things have happened to me and have been continuing to happen I have found someone new but it still hurts to talk to them like we're back to friends. back to square one never moving from friends to another square.. The bad things I've done were never bad bad but the karma I got back from them was worse than anything. it's been really hard so It might not be long until I just leave this world , but I'm going to try and enjoy the lasting times I have here while I haven't ended everything myself.. -Thank you to the people who listened / read this. I wish you a better life than me

@CUrTrueshelvesIcjuzmeAone

7 ай бұрын

I know this sadness and self punishment you are enduring ... STOP please ! You have a purpose in being here or it would not be so .Take the time to truly see and hear the spirit within you . I tried to end myself when I thought all was lost . I was not allowed, for much had happened to keep me confused .I thank My Heavenly Father that I have endure still . I don't understand a lot but love even in loss , grows so that it can be a part of our life's lesson and our choice to give life and honor to unconditional love . Hold on and open your heart and spirit to SEE ,HEAR & FEEL . It is our gift of eternal life . And I understand the frailty and purity of how One self affects their outcome as well as those around them ..... And one never knows where each day leads to.

@Rosezae

5 ай бұрын

@CUrTrueshelvesIcjuzmeAone dw I'm with someone better now someone who cares about me