I'M STRUGGLING | Life in the Azores

These past weeks have been difficult for me. There is a lot of suffering in the world and in my personal life. It currently is challenging to get myself out in nature but by sharing my struggles and a quiet moment in this unique forest I hope to make you feel less alone if you are also struggling right now.
I'm aware that this too shall pass and that better times are to come but it is important to me to normalize being not ok sometimes and to acknowledge that so many people are hurting right now.
I hope you have a cozy and relaxing fall weekend.
Im sending you my love.
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• MUSIC •
Thanks to Soundstripe and the contributing artists for providing me with great music for this video.
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Song credits:
Hold this Place - Alice in Winter

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  • @radiantchristina
    @radiantchristina3 сағат бұрын

    I see this video is from 7 months ago. I only recently discovered your channel so am catching up on videos. I hope you are doing well now. 2024 has been a terrible struggle for me and my family so I feel where you're coming from. sending love and peace xx

  • @annetteschilder1235
    @annetteschilder12357 ай бұрын

    Thank you for this beautiful, honest video. As always so intimate, fragile, like poetry. I hope you'll find peace in your heart soon. But your message that it's okay to feel this way will make us stronger eventually.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Dear Annette. Your thoughtful and heartfelt words mean so much to me. Thank you for your appreciation and warm wishes.

  • @RobertSipes-tf5sv
    @RobertSipes-tf5sv7 ай бұрын

    Friendship's fleeting light, Shooting star in night's embrace, Gone, leaving a trace. Shooting stars are no larger than grains of sand and yet leave a streak across the nights heart. As it should be.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    This is beautiful and so comforting to read. Thank you Robert🙏

  • @RobertSipes-tf5sv

    @RobertSipes-tf5sv

    7 ай бұрын

    @@RahelStadler Be well my friend ♥️

  • @endrefidje5698
    @endrefidje56987 ай бұрын

    "Earth school" is hard on our souls but I suspect we all volunteered to come here...🤔 Fingers crossed that these difficult times will be short-lived 🤞🤞. Winter is coming to us in Norway now, with snow on the ground and temperatures well below 0 degrees in many places. Hope you won't have to struggle with that where you are...😉. Thank you for sharing stories from your little island out there in the Atlantic.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you, Endre, I appreciate you sending me this encouraging and kind message. We do not struggle with temperatures well below 0 degrees and large amounts of snow but winter has definitely arrived here as well. We occasionally do get a bit of snow on the top of the mountain and some harsh icy north winds which makes it feel frosty here especially since we do not have central heating. I hope find some enjoyment in this season. Sending my best wishes to you to Norway!

  • @thebrook5857
    @thebrook58577 ай бұрын

    Simply put NEVER LET THE MADNESS OF OTHERS DESTROY YOUR INNER PEACE ☮️ STAY STRONG WITH YOUR SOUL AND ❤

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    I appreciate you saying this. It sometimes isn't that easy though.

  • @evmollet5418
    @evmollet54187 ай бұрын

    Thanks for this. You are not alone with these feelings. The world is going mad😢 🙏🏻 For you

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    You are very welcome, Ollie. Thank you for saying this. Sending warm wishes to you!

  • @RichardM1366
    @RichardM13667 ай бұрын

    Life can be a bit of a struggle at times. I stand up to it. When I was diagnosed with COPD I didn't fall into denial I just moved forward. I enjoy singing with my wife. She is a great lady and a great friend. She is a excellent artist as well. When times get tough we need to be just as tough. I sit back and thank The Lord for given me another day. Things will get easier.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm glad you were able to go through your hard times with so much grace and strength but some people just can't be tough when times get tough and fall into denial and that's ok, too. We don't always have to be strong, we can be weak sometimes.

  • @nataliebrum613
    @nataliebrum6137 ай бұрын

    ThankYou for this beautiful video...sending you my love with a strong hug.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    You're welcome, Natalie. Thank you for sending me love and a hug, receiving this small gesture makes the biggest difference to me and warms my heart 🤍

  • @afreedom7147
    @afreedom71477 ай бұрын

    Céu 🤍

  • @banana1618
    @banana16187 ай бұрын

    ❤❤

  • @afaria6173
    @afaria61737 ай бұрын

    Thank you for sharing. Your video touched me. I'm struggling right now also, I'm waiting to find out the results of some medical tests and it's a scary time. I can relate to what you are feeling.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry that you are struggling as well. Thank you though for sharing where you are at right now. I'm glad that my video was able to provide a tiny bit of comfort in this testing time. I can only imagine how nerve wracking living through this experience must be for you, waiting for medical test results can be torture. I'm crossing all my fingers for you and I will keep you in my thoughts. Please know that you are capable.

  • @douglasoster7102
    @douglasoster71027 ай бұрын

    By coincidence I've recently had similar feelings of hopelessness and sorrow, because of a very bad prognosis of a much loved person. I know how it is to be sapped of energy and not be able to feel normal. Good luck in your healing, Rahel.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    I'm so sorry that you are experiencing similar feelings and I'm so sorry for your loved one to receive such a bad prognosis. That's horrible. I feel your pain and there are no words which can make it go away. I'm sending you and your loved one my warmest wishes from Pico!

  • @outpoststation2356
    @outpoststation23567 ай бұрын

    We are thinking of you, the World seems to be getting worse and chaos and war continue. But also bear in mind that your videos are a source of beauty and inspiration for many, and that you are a light on a hill for those of us like you. Thank You

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Thats SO sweet! Reading this made me feel overwhelmed in the best way. Your genuine care which you transmitted so beautifully in your message touched me deeply. Thank you for reminding me of why making these videos is so important to me 🙏💛

  • @jansbamusic4778
    @jansbamusic47787 ай бұрын

    hope your struggles and those of the world will be eased , because we live in unprecedented times....😢🙏

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you for saying this, I really appreciate it.🙏

  • @jkmwpc
    @jkmwpc7 ай бұрын

    Rahel, thank you for sharing your profound thoughts. No one is useless in this world who lightens the burden of another - Charles Dickens.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    John, your carefully chosen and heartfelt words and your thoughtfulness is providing me with a warm feeling. Thank you 🙏

  • @wayneparks
    @wayneparks7 ай бұрын

    Thank you, Rahel. ♥

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    You're welcome, Wayne. 🤍

  • @christinerheaume5561
    @christinerheaume55617 ай бұрын

    I feel your pain and share your struggle with making sense of this world sometimes. Especially lately when so many are hurting. This video was one of your most impactful and its imagery is hauntingly beautiful. Thank you for your openness and inspiration to us. Please take care of yourself. Listen to the wisdom of the trees. I know you do.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Dear Christine. This is such a beautiful message which feels like a big hug for my soul. It comforts me that you are able to relate to my struggles and I'm relieved that you were still able to enjoy the imagery of this video. Thank you for taking the time to share your thoughts with so much sensitivity and compassion. I appreciate you.

  • @m.a.p.g.
    @m.a.p.g.7 ай бұрын

    ♥️I always feel like you are feeling now. Our reasons are different, mostly, but the uncertainty of tomorrow is there. This morning’s joy is in the form of my still flowering plants. It’s 9C outside and they are green, blooming and giving me great joy. My house is filled with their scent and beauty. While the trees around me have changed colour to bright yellows and orange, these fragile plants are still going, sheltered by the sleepy trees, producing bright pink, yellow and white flowers. Nature is amazing and so are you.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Aww🥹♥️your words warm my heart and hug my soul. Thank you so much for your compassion and for sharing so honestly how you are feeling and what brings you joy right now. I can vividly see your beautiful flowering plants in my mind. I appreciate you so much!

  • @Tasmetu
    @Tasmetu7 ай бұрын

    I hear you 💜

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    🤍

  • @thomasescape3002
    @thomasescape30027 ай бұрын

    Rahel, autumn is a melancholy, sometimes somewhat depressive time. You have presented this very sensitively. And, as always, showed amazingly sensitive film segments. Always a pleasure to watch.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you for your warm and gentle words. I appreciate you and your message!

  • @AAONMS1
    @AAONMS17 ай бұрын

    Sending you Rahel a big hug 🤗 my friend!

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    That's so sweet! Thank you from the bottom of my heart my friend 🙏

  • @user-tz2vn8hx8y
    @user-tz2vn8hx8y4 ай бұрын

    Hi Rahel. When I want something I usually get it. Love your videos.😁❤️

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    4 ай бұрын

    Good for you, Jose. I'm glad you are enjoying my videos 🙂

  • @user-tz2vn8hx8y

    @user-tz2vn8hx8y

    4 ай бұрын

    @@RahelStadler morning Rahel. Cheer up. You only live once have a great day.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    4 ай бұрын

    @user-tz2vn8hx8y that's true, but sometimes life is hard and its not possible to cheer up and that's a valid part of life as well.

  • @user-tz2vn8hx8y

    @user-tz2vn8hx8y

    4 ай бұрын

    @@RahelStadler listen there is nothing you can’t beat. Sometimes I feel that way but you know what. I never give up. I want you to love life around you. You are a beautiful person and don’t forget that. Love always Joseph Nunes❤️

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    4 ай бұрын

    Thank you, Joseph, I appreciate your kind words 🙏

  • @malgozata1875
    @malgozata1875Ай бұрын

    Hello Rahel, I jumped into this video because of its title, "I'm struggling." You sound like you really got hit hard and were.... well... depressed. Oh my goodness. I wish I could have given you a hug. This video was made 6 months ago and since then, you have made 5 more videos, one for every month, which tells me that things are better. Are they? I hope. Still, I am so very sorry. It's hard enough when there is one sorrow, but 2 sorrows, combined with the pain of the world, with the weather getting colder and the island getting more desolate, it can really get to you. I am very sorry. Thank you for being vulnerable enough to share this with the world. It hurts. It really does. I took the time to read the comments below. All these viewers, whether they expressed themselves rightly or not, all sent their love to you. They cared and still care. It's hard to lose someone. It hurts like heck. It's a huge gaping hole within and nothing can make it better. But, fact is, we never lose anyone, nor anything.... even though it doesn't look nor feel this way for most of us. Our essence is the spirit, the truth within. This never leaves, never dies. Although, we cannot see nor hear the person anymore, that being, the soul, the truth within lives. I know that it may not be a consolation because we want to touch the person, hear that person, laugh, and be with that person. It still hurts, but he/she is there here with you, always. I have learned, that when I am sad, it is like clouds covering up the sun. The sun is still there, shining brightly, warmly, happily. The only difference is that in that moment, I don't see nor feel it. But, it's temporary. Feel your feelings, cry, mourn.... be sad..... for as long as you need to and whenever you need to......., but remember that sun is there beyond the clouds. and, remember that this person is there, even though, it is beyond your sight and hearing... always there. Sending long, warm hugs, Eve

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    Ай бұрын

    Eve, I appreciate your verbal hug, your compassion and your caring kindness. I am much better now that time has passed. I still haven't completely worked through it but I am on a good path right now and I'm confident that I will be able to integrate it eventually. It was very important for me to share also this darker phase of my life because I value authenticity and I wanted to shine some light on the fact that life happens and that life gets flipped upside down doesn't matter if we live in paradise or elsewhere. We all struggle eventually. We all suffer eventually and there is no running away from. And I was worried that people might get the impression that I'm living this perfect life, so I just wanted to keep it real. It was also very therapeutic to create something pure without glossing over the situation.

  • @malgozata1875

    @malgozata1875

    Ай бұрын

    @@RahelStadler I understand. It's been very helpful to everyone, you and all of your viewers. Real, validating your own feelings, feeling them. All of these are very important. I am very glad that you did this. Hugs,

  • @nickcusack5712
    @nickcusack57127 ай бұрын

    Good afternoon Rahel, I appreciate your raw honesty, It is a rare quality these days! There is no excuse for man's cruelty and destruction, we are all made from the same thing yet so many are not thankful for the gift of life. Thanks again for sharing. Sending love to Pico.

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Good afternoon Nick, Thank you for saying this. Your appreciation means so much. I have been hesitant to share this video because it does feel very vulnerable being so honest in this one. Sending love to you and your family!

  • @nickcusack5712

    @nickcusack5712

    7 ай бұрын

    You are most welcome Rahel, you are brave and strong. Bad times make us stronger and wiser, good times will soon come, take care.

  • @yogevreboh4260
    @yogevreboh42607 ай бұрын

    We know how it feels

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    You and your family are in my thoughts. I'm sending all my love ♥️

  • @yogevreboh4260

    @yogevreboh4260

    7 ай бұрын

    @@RahelStadler thank you very much!!!! Wish you as well better days, sorry for your lost 😞

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    @@yogevreboh4260thank you for your kindness, Yogev.

  • @candidagomes2774
    @candidagomes27747 ай бұрын

    Hello Rachel!!🙏😘💐 Autunm is a melancholic and depressive season, so I wish a happyness inside your heart!!🎉🍀💐🥰 Thanks a lot by sharing this video!!🙏🎉💐🍀🌍

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you for your warm wishes, Candida. All the best for you!

  • @candidagomes2774

    @candidagomes2774

    7 ай бұрын

    @@RahelStadler thank you my dear friend, I wish the same for you!! 🙏🎉🍀😘

  • @yoga-pranayama
    @yoga-pranayama7 ай бұрын

    rahel, thank you for this, maybe my favorite video of yours. emotions are the essence of live, no matter if they come from inside or from outside. the choice is yours: do you surrender or do you keep control. i once discovered that there is something i called controlled surrender ❤my daily and oldfashioned yoga practice is keeping me healthy and does give me a solid base to cope with what is going on outside and inside. boa tarde🙏

  • @RahelStadler

    @RahelStadler

    7 ай бұрын

    You are very welcome, I'm glad you like this one so much. I deeply value you sharing your personal insights about emotion regulation and your wisdom on how to control and surrender at the same time. I salute you for being able to create such a solid base for yourself that is an incredible achievement.