THE POINT AT THE END I WAS GONNA MAKE UNTIL MY BRAIN LOST IT: I do not let Sean do the painting because he cuts corners and it stresses me out and actually takes longer having to fix the streaky suckiness compared to my paced, not rushed, slow and steady, tortoise wins the race method. The annoying thing is when it's a day I haven't slept much and need to reset, he insists on doing it himself instead of waiting till the next morning for me to have a productive full day of painting (having slept good the night before). I buckle under the pressure, indulging in a late afternoon iced capp. I will then produce less anyway than just starting in the morning, now all jazzed up on caffeine, resulting in another poor sleep. The cycle continues until I pace myself and stop it with the wonky hours. Sean is on the night owl schedule so he annoyingly tries to intervene during the night like a literal night owl gremlin gnome vampire man.

A *dance performance*!!!!! How blessed is this day!

@alissabeingme

29 күн бұрын

omg thank you thank you🤭