The Begining of the song "Castles" sounds like it's saying "Shut up"

@insrt_nam2989

Жыл бұрын

True i heard it to

i'm so sick of people who say i'm an attention seeker. people break my trust and hurt me mentally and don't even care. then i realize that i'm turning into a bad person because of the people who ruined me. i've been talking to my dog about my problems instead of interacting with people because i know they'll just tell someone else or just hurt me again. They don't understand! I don't wanna leave my room. I wanna keep my mask on my face because i hate the way i look. I want someone else to order for me at restaurants because "i'm too lazy to" I don't wanna even talk to my friends anymore. I'm slowly drifting away from everyone. The only person i trust and genuinely care about is her.

I LIKE how I'm JUST 12 and i am in 7th grade and i literally cry everyday on a pillow and pretending that it's my comfort character and literally just putting on FULL MUSIC while my PARENTS are arguing WOW what a cool childhood. And people say "ur moms so sweet" "ur dad looks nice" when they both are demons at home and still my birthdays in December so I'm still young... Right? Hahaha... Right...?

something parents don't understand when they went though the same thing but does exaclty what they did :/

Timestamps :) 0:00 Vanished-Crystal Castles 4:03 Internet Hugs-Sweatcult 6:14 Crimewave- Crystal Castles 9:06 The Perfect Girl- Mareux 12:21 Young-Vacations 15:30 Kids-Current Joys 19:53 No Surprises-Radiohead 23:42 Sunflower- Michelle Leigh 26:59 Unfair-The Neighbourhood 29:30 Stop Whispering-Titinski

@hodgepodge592

2 жыл бұрын

uuh! thank you!!

@phrog9618

2 жыл бұрын

TY Kind hooman :}

@lucid_Ahh

2 жыл бұрын

Thanks for the timestamps.

the fact that more likely kids under 18 may be listening to this is just sad its devistating to know that 18 under or over is more likely to have deppresion, anxiety, family trauma, school trauma, ED, panic attacks, zone outs, sadness, cry most days, stays in there room most days, and insecurities like that is just sad and devastating just know that you are loved by people and if you think people hate you then just know that i think YOU matter if you think your hand is paper then dont cut it just draw on it go back to the old days when you would draw on your hand some stuff dont forget to drink some water and eat some food remember that you matter to atleast 20 people you are beautiful/handsome just the way you are if this is because of a passing then im very sorry for your loss but do you think they wouldve wanted this for you? to sit here all day crying and not eating nor drinking water? no. they would never want this for you they wouldve wanted you to continue life to stay healthy, You may be 18 over or under but your still a kid we still need you in this world, people online want you alive, i want you alive, think about the future, think about your kids in the future who knows maybe there is light at the end of the road, to the person thats reading this i hope good karma comes to you, i hope luck comes to you, and as much as how stupid this may sound, there is hotlines that will help you through your problem, did you know 100,000 deaths due to suicide happen per year? that is 100,000 family crying and screaming per year, think about this your family may be abusive or neglected you but maybe they dont know how to show their love, maybe that is their love, to does who plan on commiting dont do it you still have your whole life ahead of you, who knows what can happen in the future, yet there is a way to see what may be in the future, to let it continue in order to see the future you have to let time pass by so who know? maybe youll have children? maybe youll have grand children? maybe cars will fly? but the only way to know what may be in the future is to let it flow, dont stop its flow just let it continue to the person thats reading this thank you for reading and just know you matter - a kid :)

Try to keep strong. I'm proud of you for still being here today, you're doing so well Make sure to have, even if it's small, something to eat and drink today. I'm here if you need someone to talk to You can do this, I believe in you

@phrog9618

2 жыл бұрын

You too love! ~

@shaunsco5596

2 жыл бұрын

@@phrog9618 Thank you ❤️

6’th person to see this :)

7th person to see this :]

@shaunsco5596

2 жыл бұрын

I'm the 108th, lol

a playlist for kids who hate their parents for no reason

I literally don't kno what else to do so vent. TW- (SCARS, SH, DEREALIZATION.) So I feel like everything around me is crumbling. I used to be close with my dad, but I don't want his help anymore. I could probably fix all of this but I don't want to ask for help. My mom is constantly talking to my sister abt him behind his back. The worst part is, I love her to death. She's sweet and a great mom. BUT SHE ALWAYS WANTS TO FIGHT EVERYONE. NOT A DAY GOES BY. My boyfriend recently did some fucked up shit to me and my friends, so I asked her for help, and you know what she does? TELL EVERYONE. TELL EVERYONE MY BOYFRIEND HAS A FOOT FETISH, AND IS CHEATING. I don't know what to do. I really loved him. I guess I am really just a dumb kid. I keep zoning out and coming back to these playlists, and now I just feel like it's my fault. I keep coming back so I must want my feelings hurt, right? I want to end it but I'm too scared. I would hurt everyone I know. So I come back and waste my days staring at a screen filled with propaganda and people who only want to hurt themselves. I just wanna go back. To not have suffered emotional trauma from my step monster. I'm only 14.

@PrinceOfBronze

Жыл бұрын

somethin tells me your mom is secretly a manipulator (Dont take this seriously unless theres ACTUAL proof im just sayin) But if you needa talk i have Discord