"I know I'm a mess, but in a way there's comfort in that." Whoa. Probably not meaningful at all if you can't relate. But for me, that REALLY struck a personal chord.

@tonijackson3675

4 жыл бұрын

Me too.

@crazyaboutmakeup

4 жыл бұрын

Same! What would I actually do with my time if I weren't fixing my mistakes 😂

@MeMyselfAndSharon

4 жыл бұрын

Same, I also understand liking being alone because no one can hurt you, no one will judge you and there i not need to pretend you are ok when you're not. I prefer hanging with my cats an dog at home. That's the reason why I still live alone when I've been in a serious relationship for almost 7 years. Besides my best (and only) friend, i can't imagine living with anyone else. It would give me so much more anxiety. My best friend is jut as screed up as me, that's why we are the perfect friends. She knows me better than anyone and vice versa. She can move in anytime but my boyfriend has to wait until a miracle happens or until I finally have a break trough during therapy.

@samsev

4 жыл бұрын

could u elaborate:/

@PGOuma

4 жыл бұрын

Girl, cry and let it all out or shout or punch a pillow. You feel so better acknowledging that you aren't okay because that's the first step

*love & light to everyone reading this* 🕊

@PawieZ420

4 жыл бұрын

thx, needed that

@jacekbarr1914

4 жыл бұрын

SKYY LOVE ⓣⓗⓐⓝⓚⓢ :)

@SKYYLOVE

4 жыл бұрын

Pawie Lassalle-Zarate *of course, love!*

@_ForestFae_

4 жыл бұрын

💛💛💛✨

@Doratheexploraa0_0

4 жыл бұрын

For you too 💛💎

Wish you would have just talked like this on the podcast. This is so much more interesting and real. People want this to relate to you

@raulcelaya9410

4 жыл бұрын

T R Just released NEW AUDIO OF TRISHA WANTING TO FUCK ME CAUSE IM JEWISH STILL SAID NO‼️‼️‼️ Go follow the Raulacious69show ‼️‼️ VIDEO OF OUR PODCAST UP NOW MORE COMING ‼️‼️

@baliviano5979

4 жыл бұрын

These are real people they don't need to be entertaining

@Saturn57

4 жыл бұрын

Yah, she def went into character on the podcast.

@mishmash3968

4 жыл бұрын

T R did you watch it? She was playing it up just as much as the buffoons on the podcast. Watch her on Zach s podcast. She’s much more real and she didn’t come across like a bimbo.

She can have anything is this world and she’s still miserable. Prime example that money doesn’t equal happiness.

@tdanielle23

4 жыл бұрын

Mary Anne because money can’t make you become a better person.

@ThatGirlLib

4 жыл бұрын

She’s dead inside or there’s something evil inside her.

@tdanielle23

4 жыл бұрын

ThatGirlLib I wouldnt go that far but she definitely has trauma and it’s showing through her behavior.

@ZacharyKhitmi

4 жыл бұрын

@@ThatGirlLib No such thing as "an evil thing inside of you" , we are humans, our personalities are a reflection of our childhoods and past events, alot of things that are bad about us we didn't create ourselves they were created by our environment.

@Theyshoulddomagconinlikeifyoua

4 жыл бұрын

stop trying to turn this into a lesson she's sad.. could u atleast pretend to support or care for her lol ?

When she said “im honestly ok with not having friends, because its just me and no one is trying to hurt me” i felt that :

@prestonnn3439

4 жыл бұрын

Cher Witz 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 SAME

@kyrstenmarie

4 жыл бұрын

Eomma Jeonghan ♥️

"I know I'm a mess, but there's comfort in that." Jesus that's relatable.

@raulcelaya9410

4 жыл бұрын

I COLLABED With Trisha Last WEEK SHE TRIED TO FUCK AFTER GUESS WHAT I SAID NO‼️‼️ TOO FAT FOR ME LMAO VIDEOS UP NOW ALSO PHONE CALLS ARE COMING ‼️‼️IM GONNA RELEASE THEM ‼️‼️‼️ SUBSCRIBE TO THE RAULACIOUS69SHOW ‼️‼️‼️

@williemorales5687

4 жыл бұрын

The Raulacious69 show no one cares nigga

@Snozzles

4 жыл бұрын

The Raulacious69 show go fuck yourself.

@vanessahardin6517

4 жыл бұрын

The Raulacious69 show leave her alone and stop trying to use her name for clout.

Hooking up honestly starts to make you hate yourself it’s just the truth!

@nickleapley9467

4 жыл бұрын

Desiree Hurd That is so true. That explains a lot

@Kikkii727

4 жыл бұрын

ThatGirlLib how do you know all this? Did she admit to that?

@ThatGirlLib

4 жыл бұрын

Badgal27 are you new to her? She said it on tv when she was on a reality show. She has said it in old videos. 🙄🤦🏻‍♀️

@Kikkii727

4 жыл бұрын

ThatGirlLib alright cry baby don’t cry lol Maybe u should join ur favorite celeb 😂

@ThatGirlLib

4 жыл бұрын

Badgal27 why would I cry? You’re just as brain dead as your favorite celeb? 🤣🤣🤣🤣

“ i just want someone to come and love me....for ever HeHe” made me cry 😢

whoever reading this, you'll be succesful someday! just keep on pushing

@dontrellmcfarland2883

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you Im sure someone needed to hear this

@yearlyhustle7812

4 жыл бұрын

Thanks man

@shaysoulshi1421

4 жыл бұрын

Wow how nice thanks

@lizbeth9744

4 жыл бұрын

thank you! I needed this.

@CarriedAwayChannel

4 жыл бұрын

❤️

It's nice when you're talking as yourself and not putting on some fake voice and fake ass laugh. This feels so genuine.

@aliceincompton

4 жыл бұрын

@@Rosea189 that's not how dissociative identity disorder works but okay sis!

@saraclark96

4 жыл бұрын

Everybody “puts on” for KZread, I have a different voice when I’m sad vs a high pitched one when I’m happy. It’s not a compliment to her when you add in an unnecessary opinion about her, someone you don’t even know. Try that for genuine gf.

@sarahdoe6945

4 жыл бұрын

shesaprototype shesaprototype I spotted the person who’s never worked in customer service.

@marcusm487

4 жыл бұрын

@@sarahdoe6945 lmfao, I am actually a customer service advisor. There's being fake and theres being friendly. Learn the difference...

@sarahdoe6945

4 жыл бұрын

Marcus & Courtney that was a response to shesaprototype, the person who said that having a “fake voice” means that she’s insane.

The sun is alone, but it still shines.

@theaubreyjames

4 жыл бұрын

Your so iconic for this

@joshlynshields3019

4 жыл бұрын

S0 true..😎😎😎

@snobunni4808

4 жыл бұрын

That really is amazing.

@sierraburmese4083

4 жыл бұрын

aweeeeeee im in tears

@carolbollman6142

4 жыл бұрын

Honestly I never really watch Trisha videos but I came across this and idk..the mom in me ached for her. I cant imagine not having a true support system. I feel for her and I hope she finds happiness just within herself.

You are looking for love and validation externally. That is why you are feeling like you do.

@ThatGirlLib

4 жыл бұрын

I thought the root was her not loving herself enough.

@tiffanyroseangeles7517

4 жыл бұрын

Tiffany Zoe yes

@TheChickenRiceBowl

4 жыл бұрын

@@ThatGirlLib They're connected. That's kind of obvious. If you're looking for external validation then it's safe to assume you don't have a strong sense of Self. This is the second uninformed comment of yours that I've seen.

@ThatGirlLib

4 жыл бұрын

TheChickenRiceBowl you do have the option to keep scrolling if you don’t like my opinion. You are definitely not self aware. LoL.

@TheChickenRiceBowl

4 жыл бұрын

@@ThatGirlLib The point of my comment is to correct your misunderstanding. The fact that it's the second time I've seen you write a misinformed comment was just an observation.

Sometimes no closure IS closure. You have to be able to accept that it’s the end, even if it’s not the end you prefer. It’s a hard lesson to accept but once you do I know you’ll feel better! ❤️

@gingerman4135

4 жыл бұрын

Jade Chambers right ?! Sometimes closure is different in every situation, maybe his closure was her going to the hospital and then talking s bit afterwards and giving her her stuff back. St some point people just have to stop talking or interacting if they are broken up

@syrenamilani3115

4 жыл бұрын

Truth, & hard hurtful ones , but life lessons " none the less" btw same... 😶

@dorkypig7699

4 жыл бұрын

I am an unlicensed therapist and the truth is happiness is binary, that is, you are either happy or you are not, and there is no true gray area. That said, if she doesn't know if she is happy, then she probably is not happy. She just needs to figure out why, and like it or not that is probably going to require therapy. But her viewers are not doctors and she should not invite them to give advice or to diagnose her in the comments, given the very real possibility of getting bad or incorrect advice that is based on opinion rather than fact.

@gaygaygay312

4 жыл бұрын

As someone with similar interpersonal experiences as Trisha i can tell you that it doesn’t work like that. No closure is not closure, you just learn to deal with the bullshit and hurt.

@roses495

4 жыл бұрын

When you say the end to someone in depression it doesn't sound too good

You will be ok. Please leave the memories of Jason and his group behind you. If you like who you are than move on. Someone will come into your life. It takes time. You are beautiful and sweet and funny, this shall pass. Life is good and you have helped me so much. I have has terrible trauma through my life and my weight being an issue throughout my 39 years. Watching you brings me peace and laughter and hope. I met you in Chicago on your tour #greatstepmom and it made my life!!! You dont need a man but it will happen, patience is key.

@lilnikki3233

4 жыл бұрын

Jill Pulice so well said. I wish she didn’t feed into it when interviewers bait her into talking about the vlog squad. Even if she’s not the one who brings it up or perpetuate the conversation, she’s the one that suffers the consequences

@raulcelaya9410

4 жыл бұрын

I COLLABED With Trisha Last WEEK SHE TRIED TO FUCK AFTER GUESS WHAT I SAID NO‼️‼️ TOO FAT FOR ME LMAO VIDEOS UP NOW ALSO PHONE CALLS ARE COMING ‼️‼️IM GONNA RELEASE THEM ‼️‼️‼️ SUBSCRIBE TO THE RAULACIOUS69SHOW ‼️‼️‼️

@jilllarocca9680

4 жыл бұрын

@@raulcelaya9410 No thank you.

@kendallmich9419

4 жыл бұрын

The Raulacious69 show boy bye

You shouldn't combine alcohol and pain pills. It's dangerous.

This is so genuine! And it’s so relatable and it’s really helping me out today. We all get low, and hearing someone else explain what’s hurting you makes it easier to understand...

Happiness comes in moments. Find peace in the calm. And a constant state of gratitude to appreciate the small things that spark joy.

@SupaDupaFlyGirl

4 жыл бұрын

100%

@LauraLaura-mv4xh

4 жыл бұрын

this

@michelemoore6360

4 жыл бұрын

Then stay that way and like ppl that like you

@jacquelinelily9250

4 жыл бұрын

💯😩

@jacquelinelily9250

4 жыл бұрын

Love this comment

Love these sit down chit chats & the getting “un-ready” with me is classic! Thank you! I miss those videos!

The part where she said she doesn’t really have any friends I felt that..

@Mimieiguess

4 жыл бұрын

same

Also.. it’s irresponsible for your Dr to give you the very medication you’ve been addicted to.. but that’s when you say no! Give me something non addictive! Take control of your life Trish! You have so much to give!

@Kubulek17

4 жыл бұрын

Amina A. I mean she’s got money and some doctors will do some stuff for a little extra money... she’s also been buying prescription stuff from dealers

@rebelrose1385

4 жыл бұрын

Not irresponsible of the doctor if he didn't know about her problem, which he likely didn't. We all know she didn't say anything and it was also an ER doctor

@rebelrose1385

4 жыл бұрын

@@aminakhalid527 But she didn't see her regular doctor for it. She went to the ER originally.

@homeskillet7423

4 жыл бұрын

They hardly give any. And nothing non addictive works for real pain. Believe a chronic pain patient, it's not like theres alternatives

Sometimes when we feel like we are the happiest, old things pop back into our brains. Anxiety is anoying.

@hex1275

4 жыл бұрын

thats not really anxiety though is it?

@hex1275

4 жыл бұрын

@Angel Burns Idk intrusive thoughts? Anxiety doesn't just POP into your brain. Anxiety is a reaction to something.

Video idea: clean out your hoarding rooms and then it’ll be easier to move too!!

@Lark_Vivian

4 жыл бұрын

she did something like that but it's on her private blog so you have to pay to see it..

@borninthe90s40

4 жыл бұрын

Yea bring shane or some one else that really care bout u

@tsarv7707

4 жыл бұрын

I wish she looked at comments also.

@hms23193

4 жыл бұрын

That's what Gabbie Hanna did 😂

@GabbyBonbom

4 жыл бұрын

yessssssss!!!!!

Your self esteem should not come from what others...especially men....think of you. Let’s get that straight. Stop the self loathing and think positive. You are not ready for dating. You are grieving a relationship. Take a vow of celibacy for now. Be content with who you are and stop wanting others to get you because that is unachievable for anyone. When you are feeling healthy emotionally and physically other healthy men will be lining up. No healthy stable man with marriage in mind wants a life partner who is not. They want a balanced partnership .

@DontTouchMyChain.

4 жыл бұрын

50hellkat2 Wow, beautiful advice!

@joshlynshields3019

4 жыл бұрын

Well said! I agree 💯%👏👏

@JadeLotus_Tarot

4 жыл бұрын

I agree but Also I have to disagree with the stable man part. I have a friend who was in a toxic relationship for 5 years and very mentally unstable, he left her and she had the lowest self esteem ever. 3 months later she met a man, 2 months after she was pregnant and 3 months after they got engaged and now they’re married. She literally found a stable marriage and started a family when she never got herself together first. Sometimes self esteem doesn’t have to do with attracting relationships, there are plenty of people currently in a relationship and are very unstable and have low self esteem.

@tiffanyroseangeles7517

4 жыл бұрын

50hellkat2 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🙃🙃😂🙃😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

@tiffanyroseangeles7517

4 жыл бұрын

50hellkat2 ref to the celibacy)

I dont have friends either. I'm 26. I have aquantinces at work and stuff but it doesnt go beyond that. And I also feel like it's my own fault but I don't know how to fix it.

trisha I literally feel the same way, I don't have a single person to turn to when I'm going through things, I have no friends, I have no one that appreciates me, people all my life have always pointed out my flaws & made me feel like I don't belong. I'm so lonely in life that I cried on my birthday alone in my room last Thursday. I totally feel you when you said you just want one person to accept and understand you. I literally love watching your videos because you're one of the KZreadr that I truly relate to. love you Trisha & thank you for being honest with your feelings and experiences that I too relate to.

@kelligirl1210

4 жыл бұрын

blahhhhxD1 it’s good that you can express yourself here even if it’s just typing out your feelings. You can always just take notes from the advice she discusses (advice that she has a hard time taking) 🙂

@sofiavera3882

4 жыл бұрын

hey happy late birthday!

@j4068

4 жыл бұрын

Happy 🎂 Birthday Hun! Sending you birthday hugs and best wishes for a prosperous and joyous year to come!🌻 Have a good birthday month! Celebrate your life! You are wanted an worthy and loved!✨Blessings to you @blahhhxD1 🙏

@sunhoneyy7083

4 жыл бұрын

Happy late birthday 🎉🎂💖

@enidpratts9528

4 жыл бұрын

Hi! Happy late birthday! Let's be friends! ❤❤❤

I just feel like Trish lives such a self-absorbed life... and I don't say that to be mean, but her whole entire existence revolves around TRISHA. No one to take care of, no one who needs her (except for people she pays) and it's all so.... empty. Her self-worth is all wrapped up in her appearance, because what else is there? If she focused some of that energy on helping others in some real way (because she is smart, caring and has a lot to give!) I guarantee this would bring more rewarding fulfillment into her life than any one night stand, fast food run, drinking binge, etc. Imagine how many people she could help, how many she could truly be a blessing to if she turned some of her resources towards others? Less time to drown in your own sorrows when you are focusing on the needs of others, and then maybe she would find some self-worth that has some true depth and lasting power. It's sad to hear her try to convince herself that she is "happy" through her own tears. heartbreaking :(

@SapphireFlame96

4 жыл бұрын

rachel-44 yes

@lilbabytears

4 жыл бұрын

Exactly this.

@chynnaheil2593

4 жыл бұрын

Perfectly said, and absolutely true. 👏🏻👏🏻

@noraozer2800

4 жыл бұрын

Great observations!

@lyaestevez3628

4 жыл бұрын

wow very wise words I hope she can see that soon

Trish and I are at the same level of bitterness, resentment and angry towards people. Girl I relate 100%

From a man's perspective I 100 percent understand where you are coming from. Everything you said is what I battle within myself everyday. I'm glad I'm not alone because sometimes I think I am. 😔😔😔

Jason not giving you closure is a message. Unfortunately not what you want or is even right but that is the reality. You have to forget them all and it’s hard with what you do for a career.

@kuumelon9982

4 жыл бұрын

My first bf(ex) did that to me and it was very hard to move on especially when I was going through a lot of personal family crap. It took a 2 years till I completely moved on and didnt linger on the "well maybe we can get back together" and luckily my ex didnt have much of a social media presence so I couldnt really see what he was up to. Which I did think help. But it really sucks.

@kristenstewart1250

4 жыл бұрын

Agreed. It would be nice if everyone were kind enough to sit down with their ex and really be honest and talk it out but sometimes you gotta accept you'll never get it and just start blocking them out of your life.

@olie171

4 жыл бұрын

He did give her closure. It's just not the closure she wanted.

@ThimbleFox350

4 жыл бұрын

@@kuumelon9982 Karma has something in store those who treat others hearts in this way.

@ThimbleFox350

4 жыл бұрын

@Jenna If you are in a toxic relationship with someone where both parties are being toxic towards each other I think that you could run circles all day fighting over who should take the blame for how awful of a relationship it was. I think the adult thing to do for both of them would be to talk it out, accept the things that they did which were wrong, apologize and explain to each other how they both feel now that they have had time to assess and cool down but hey I'm just some schlub on the internet.

You are not a mess. You are REAL. Everybody is a mess but pretends they’re ok.

@hajeraa

4 жыл бұрын

Antonia Kirsche it’s so trueee 🥺

@kaitlyn8593

4 жыл бұрын

YES you are so, so right.

@torijade2246

4 жыл бұрын

Absolutely true!

@kelsieyerty89

4 жыл бұрын

Okay, someone said it! She's apparently labeled psychotic when she expresses what upsets her and she's able to cry about situations that upsets her something psychopaths can't do.

@tommydogsdad

4 жыл бұрын

Antonia Kirsche WORD!!!! I think everyone is just walking around putting on a brave face, blindly guided by faith that everything will work out and be okay in the end

i’m crying myself watching this because it’s so genuine and I just understand so much and feel the same way.

You can't take percocet and drink, sweetheart. Please be careful. That is a dangerous cocktail

@kelseymercado2089

4 жыл бұрын

AdelaidesAttic THANK YOU!!!!!

@taylorjean3346

4 жыл бұрын

AdelaidesAttic who cares haha

@LetsKissAndMakeUp77

4 жыл бұрын

@@taylorjean3346 I do!

@andreavintage3870

4 жыл бұрын

Taylor Jean I care my cousin died from it!! So have lots of people

@andreavintage3870

4 жыл бұрын

Kelsey Mercado especially if she’s detoxed and her tolerance is down so happy someone else cares

If you depend on external influences (other people, goods, possessions, your career etc.) to feel 'happy', then you can never experience true happiness, or at least remain happy for long. People will inevitably disappoint you, goods and possessions lose value and there is always the next new trendy, more expensive thing, your career can end at any given moment. They're all fleeting. I suggest you meditate, Trish, and work on inner peace, if you are sincerely willing to change and better your mental, emotional and spiritual health. Meditation is no joke. It works. If you depend on just you for happiness, you can tap into an eternal ocean of it within yourself. Wishing you all the best.

@palestar828

4 жыл бұрын

Best comment 🥇🏆

You have to want to work on your childhood trauma, anxious attachment style and codependency.

@MarieMcDonald-ty5tb

4 жыл бұрын

Right on. And trauma bonding.

@leahbrandman7549

4 жыл бұрын

With a good therapist--and they are not easy to find!

@NatalieSalt1

4 жыл бұрын

EMDR for my childhood helped with A lot of my issues, I really believe it could benefit her.

@leahbrandman7549

4 жыл бұрын

Natalie Salt Exactly! That’s the sort of therapy I was thinking of. I truly hope Trisha reads your post somehow....🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻

@kaydub4595

4 жыл бұрын

Omg when she said when she’s by herself she feels good. oof. Me too. I’m in therapy for my childhood trauma rn as well.

🤷‍♀️ One day she will realize closure is over- rated, and that she is good enough. Girl, knock Jason off that pedestal, he is gross 😷 Ilysm 💓

@Olivia-ou7gu

4 жыл бұрын

she was waaay more invested in that relationship. He seems totally fine after the split

Money and fame bring temporary happiness, true happiness can only come from within.

@suesheification

4 жыл бұрын

Untrue

@Calejandre138

4 жыл бұрын

Money wouldn’t make me and my husband sad though lol it would help us. I think having financial security is happiness.

@ThatGirlLib

4 жыл бұрын

Money makes me happy. It’s not temporary happiness.

“I had things to do, and then I didn’t get anything done” Me too girl Me too

@AgnesM

4 жыл бұрын

Sarah Curtis so frustrating ugh lol

@smokieeyes2945

4 жыл бұрын

I don't think she does a thing. LOL!

This is the Trisha I love. RAW AND UNFILTERED!❤️

One thing I have learned: True happiness starts within you. Never look for a boyfriend to ‘make you happy’ or complete you.Get right with yourself FIRST girl,and you will not need to be validated by anyone! All that attention you give to the past, give it to yourself in the present in a positive way love 💕

Wow. Literally going thru the same exact thing. 32, single, 2 kids, and so afraid of being hurt again that I don’t even bother looking for a man. 😞 The thought of having to go thru that pain and heartbreak again is literally unbearable. Thank you for posting this! It’s nice to know there’s someone else going thru the same stuff!!

I think the medication, the pain killers, makes you feel depressed too. They do stuff to the brain.

@shanchris84

4 жыл бұрын

Yes, they change the reward system in the brain making it harder to achieve happiness. They decrease endorphins.

@LaLaAnn0.0

4 жыл бұрын

It took me literal years to feel normal happiness after I stopped taking opioids. I was a miserable ass human for a long time. I think a lot of people come off stuff and once detox and withdrawals are over they just don’t realize the after effects it has.

@tomcoward16

4 жыл бұрын

@@LaLaAnn0.0 Lots of people me included took Kratom which is a herb that helps you detox off the pills.

@cassiedonaldson9152

4 жыл бұрын

Thomas Coward I take Kratom after being severely addicted to pills, and now I’m extremely addicted to Kratom. If you take it for too long, the withdrawals are horrendous. Nobody’s fault but my own, but I’m just saying, it can be very addicting as well.

@LaLaAnn0.0

4 жыл бұрын

Oh I haven’t been in active addiction for over 3 years thankfully. I do remember looking at people, just random people and being jealous of their happiness. Like people I didn’t even know. I would just assume they were happy and would be so bitter and jealous. Whatever works for you though. I did a suboxone detox for a month which was like a miracle to me (a lot of people hate it. I declined the maintenance program and just started going to meetings.

I don’t think there’s an “overall happiness” ..we go through life at whatever our baseline is and happiness is found in moments, which is why we should slow down, cherish and appreciate those moments and feel them fully.

@kayceetetreault1435

4 жыл бұрын

TrannyNPC #13666 i do have depression so I get that 🤷🏼‍♀️ but that’s why if you have it you have to do your best to get treatment for it

@angieritchie595

4 жыл бұрын

Wise words, we’ve all seen too many happy ever after movies but life just isn’t a perpetual party. Hope you find your way with the depression.

This video hit the feels. Just know there’s a lot of people out there feeling just as lost in life as you are. We’ll get through this❤️

Get some micellar water to remove the makeup

@liebchen1983

4 жыл бұрын

I kept thinking if those make wipes were moist, they would work better...

I think you should move, I'm sure your house has good/bad memories connected to it. It would be a fresh start to the new you :)

@notyourwifeytxx2809

4 жыл бұрын

Blake Keefer is she doesn’t at least get some sage or Pali santo and cleanse where these at because everyone that comes to your house has demons and your just inviting them. Their past and all.

@mblabezza

4 жыл бұрын

Blake Keefer oooh yes and great KZread videos too! Those people who packed up gabbies house! Damn! I’d watch!

@w0nt0ns0up

4 жыл бұрын

@@mblabezza I thought so too! It would be a nice change aswell.

@davixoxo4227

4 жыл бұрын

If you know Trisha at all then you know change is hard for her.... a lot of people who have some type of mental illness has problems with change. Idk maybe just a thought but I think she has said it before that she doesn’t like change

@davixoxo4227

4 жыл бұрын

Not saying I don’t agree with you though!

Destructive familiar. That's what it's called and that's why it's comforting to you. You self sabotage and self destruct because it's a behavior you've learned since child hood. It's your coping mechanism. That's why it feels safe and comfortable to you.

@kelligirl1210

4 жыл бұрын

Bunny Ford 💯♥️

@Amy-gp7ek

4 жыл бұрын

Bunny Ford 🙌🙌

@fadedpigeon420

4 жыл бұрын

You’re not a psychiatrist stop trying to tell her whats wrong with her you fucking ninny.

@brittanied.9509

4 жыл бұрын

I agree 100%

@kelligirl1210

4 жыл бұрын

This explains so much for those who don’t know why they behave in certain ways. These mental health awareness tips in the comment section can actually be helpful since not everyone can afford a therapist. Sure they can research but not everyone resorts to that when they have behavior disorders or depression. They may stumble across a comment like this and it can be a huge help

Trish i completely can relate. However, you have to take some responsibility for failed relationships, from the ones you've shared with us, you jump in quick and start talking marriage and kids right off the bat. Slow down and dont settle. Dont chase anyone, you are worth more than that.

@raulcelaya9410

4 жыл бұрын

Donna W Just released NEW AUDIO OF TRISHA WANTING TO FUCK ME CAUSE IM JEWISH STILL SAID NO‼️‼️‼️ Go follow the Raulacious69show ‼️‼️ VIDEO OF OUR PODCAST UP NOW MORE COMING ‼️‼️

@Me-wk9eo

4 жыл бұрын

She dated Jason for two years though...if he doesn't know after two years at her and his age...a smart girl would move the f* on and not let a man waste her precious time by being a self serving coward. If he didn't want to marry her he shoulda done the right thing and broken up with her/let her go so she can find someone who does want to settle down with her and have children sooner than later. Jason was not thinking and had no real plans with Trisha and just wnated to cruise with her as long as he could bc thats what stupid cowards do

Girl I resonate with this so much. I'm always the one to apologize and being the crazy one. The one that starts drama, the one that fights when sometimes it's just. Sometimes yes I've been crazy but I never get closure or apologies from anyone but I have to give my all to make amends. It sucks but you are right unfortunately we have to just let go. Let go of what was and what could be and relish in the what is at this point in time. Everything happens for a reason even when it's fucked up. That's how I get through. Good luck and all the love ❤️❤️❤️

If you’re reading this right now... just know you’re beautiful 🌼💕

@raulcelaya9410

4 жыл бұрын

Tea Sesh I COLLABED With Trisha Last WEEK SHE TRIED TO FUCK AFTER GUESS WHAT I SAID NO‼️‼️ TOO FAT FOR ME LMAO VIDEOS UP NOW ALSO PHONE CALLS ARE COMING ‼️‼️IM GONNA RELEASE THEM ‼️‼️‼️ SUBSCRIBE TO THE RAULACIOUS69SHOW ‼️‼️‼️

@marlena5422

4 жыл бұрын

The Raulacious69 show stfu

“I just want someone to come and just like love me forever...” TP Also every girl in the world! We feel you.

I wish I can just give you a big hug. You are loved and one day your prince will come 😘

@raulcelaya9410

4 жыл бұрын

Myst the Pixy Princess Just released NEW AUDIO OF TRISHA WANTING TO FUCK ME CAUSE IM JEWISH STILL SAID NO‼️‼️‼️ Go follow the Raulacious69show ‼️‼️ VIDEO OF OUR PODCAST UP NOW MORE COMING ‼️‼️

this speaks to SO many people and im so glad that u explain this situation bc so many people go through this day to day, every single second of the day and they are punished but the truth is theyre just HURT. this will help alot of people. and u did something good with this video.

Trish, I have Bpd and I relate with a lot of the “crazy” shit you say. I feel this. Not in a joking way, legitimately this is how I feel.

@yourloveriswild7533

4 жыл бұрын

I have bpd to

@caleighhraee

4 жыл бұрын

Me too. And I fucking hate it. And myself.

@Eveoriginalsinner

4 жыл бұрын

Preach 🙌😭

@rosalindabloodflowers7909

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@MellowJelly

4 жыл бұрын

I have a friend with bpd and I love her :( She is so complex but I empathize with her and we are pretty similar. When she's splitting she has said some mean things before, but I don't even care because I fucking love her and her true nature is all I see. And she's the nicest sweetest girl ever :(

The closure was him basically closing the door on you.. He is a 50 something year old leach, leaching off the party crowd around him..

@realbeautifulbeauty1556

4 жыл бұрын

@K B I appreciate you telling me how to feel & what to think & what to post in the comment section..lol

I know this is going to go unnoticed but you’re videos have helped me so much through the years because you’re the only person I’ve ever been able to relate to and it just helps me know that I’m not completely alone. Thank you for posting videos and just being here you’re amazing don’t let anything stand in your way💕

I feel you immensely.... close relationship are absolutely problematic for me as well so you’re not alone or not normal for the way you’re feeling 💜

i started to cry because i feel the way she is feeling.

@ginebrarodriguez5248

4 жыл бұрын

Aw girl stay positive! God loves you

@ellafaie

4 жыл бұрын

Oh God same it's so god damn relatable

@Beckaboo3397

4 жыл бұрын

100% things will get better . They may bounce from better to back to feeling crappy . But overall with some help you can make it so the majority is happy or satisfied and the negative is a lot less. Don’t lose hope beautiful you’re worth fighting for . 💖✨✨

14:21 - putting up with “so much” isn’t love. FYI. Great things will come when you are truly happy. Someone will come when you are truly ready.

ugh this is so relatable. girl you’re not alone, it’s really sad and it fucking sucks when all you do is try and try and you feel like you’re always walked over or you’re the bad person you’re the crazy person you’re the one with mental health issues it’s exhausting. recently i’ve been reflecting on a lot of really close friendships that i’ve had and have been really hurt from or had to remove from my life and it’s HARD. it’s so easy to slip back into patterns and it’s so difficult to get out of them, i’m still trying to figure all of that out. sometimes it just gets too much y’know? this isn’t meant to be some inspirational message but just a relatable one i guess. sending love xxxx 💖

@LeighDorei

4 жыл бұрын

on a real level i wish we could hang out and be friends, i feel like we would get along so well. maybe in a different world

I love u trish you can get thru this you’re a strong cookie 💗

I love how she is soo chill like she doesn’t care what people think of her!!!🤩🤩🥰🥰

@AbbyNansubuga

4 жыл бұрын

ikr

@gueroloco447

4 жыл бұрын

Ha...hahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHJA she doesn't care? Jeff made one little comment and she made like 2 videos and a shit load of Instagram stories but yeah she don't care

@diningraeshel1865

4 жыл бұрын

Right. Goals

@janebambidoe

4 жыл бұрын

@@gueroloco447 She doesn't like feeling attacked

@keorifice

4 жыл бұрын

all youtubers care about what ppl think bc we’re their fucking paycheck.

The worst part about having someone come love you is when they always end up leaving 😥

@olie171

4 жыл бұрын

Leaving for a good reason in this case.

@Evealaquisina

4 жыл бұрын

@@cristinatee1732 you're incorrect. Trisha is very deep but she hides it by putting on n this front which gets her attention..she's learnt to do this from a young age, it was probably sadly the only way she could get what she needed, by acting out and also lying. It's a survival mechanism.

@cassiepitchford5488

4 жыл бұрын

Morgan Beaman Or you feel like someone is really vibing with you but they don’t feel the same way. And this repeats like 10 times and you just give up and stop looking. #singleforever I mean that‘s not bad, but i feel like society wants us to be in relationships.

@pathetic2399

4 жыл бұрын

@@cassiepitchford5488 Society pushes for people to be in relationships because a majority of humans have an instinct to reproduce. It’s in our biology. We’re also social creatures and sometimes you can get from being in a relationship what you can’t get from having friendships or bonding with your family.

@deerheart87

4 жыл бұрын

@@cristinatee1732 she's actually v generous kind and loving

I can relate to this video so much. I literally just talked about being unhappy last week on my channel. You have to be okay with 1. Not everyone liking you 2. Not expecting an apology I’m so rooting for you girl.

Your saving grace is that at heart you’re likable and relatable. I always like you, but I don’t always like your actions. I hope you’re happy with yourself. Happiness comes from within, not from others. I do think staying busy and not constantly living in one’s head helps too. Sometimes we have to find our own closure and forgive despite not getting an apology. You do this for yourself and your own sanity. It gets easier the more you fill your life up with positive things and let go of the victim mentality. Remember we’re all flawed and effed up. We’ve all been hurt. Try and find the humanity and grace in that and extend that empathy to others, even those who have hurt you.

Attract what you want, find a house. Work with others to organise that space and decorate it with a positive, relaxing feel. Imagine it then being filled with the family you love, old friends new friends and new love xxx leave the past and the pain there and start completely new while continuing your counselling. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@brittanied.9509

4 жыл бұрын

Joanne Day great advice

@raulcelaya9410

4 жыл бұрын

I COLLABED With Trisha Last WEEK SHE TRIED TO FUCK AFTER GUESS WHAT I SAID NO‼️‼️ TOO FAT FOR ME LMAO VIDEOS UP NOW ALSO PHONE CALLS ARE COMING ‼️‼️IM GONNA RELEASE THEM ‼️‼️‼️ SUBSCRIBE TO THE RAULACIOUS69SHOW ‼️‼️‼️

@haehoney8572

4 жыл бұрын

@@raulcelaya9410 bro shut up

I just want to give her a god damn hug. I feel like i can relate to her on so much. Ugh.... Edit: i think this is the most likes i’ve ever gotten... haha thanks!

@hoardercatg4795

4 жыл бұрын

A hug...damned by God. How sweet.

@natalieb.3920

4 жыл бұрын

Wow y’all

This just showed up 4 years later and girl you have grown and changed so much ! You have a beautiful family now and babies! Congratulations!

Try volunteering or doing something for others. That will make you feel good enough and make you more fulfilled.

@nassadrissi9659

4 жыл бұрын

Daphnie best comment ive read today ☺️👍

@ZacharyKhitmi

4 жыл бұрын

She donates to charities and she've talked about it before but she said she would rather not brag about it.

@tiffanyroseangeles7517

4 жыл бұрын

Daphnie Neal she'd never too self absorbed

@tiffanyroseangeles7517

4 жыл бұрын

Nassa Drissi oh my God 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

@tiffanyroseangeles7517

4 жыл бұрын

The Raulacious69 show Jason was Jewish too....

Off topic but your naked skin after you wiped the makeup is looking so healthy.

@leahbrandman7549

4 жыл бұрын

I agree! Looks better without all the makeup. I think Trisha might consider a tinted moisturizer and a bit of under eye concealer, though I know she’d never do it. Sigh.

@tucosandov8348

4 жыл бұрын

For a trash bag

@leahbrandman7549

4 жыл бұрын

oh no camcer Sandy What an unkind thing to say. What as your purpose in saying it?

@user-lq7pn5bi2i

4 жыл бұрын

@@leahbrandman7549 Their purpose is just to be an idiot.

Even after this video yall think she is a bad person.... Like just STOP. She is true. She is who all of us are. I love her so much.

@olie171

4 жыл бұрын

Oh boo freakin' hoo. Cut the victim mentality crap alright? Criticizing her nastiness towards other people is necessary but of course you can't fathom that because she's your *QUEEN!!!*

@tatum2739

4 жыл бұрын

We all have good and bad inside of us. Some just show one more than the other

@jasminem812

4 жыл бұрын

@@olie171 criticizing can be done with empathy for what a person is going through. Some people just hate her for fun and kick her while she's already down. It's really kind of sick the way people take pleasure from beating up on her when she literally could not make it clearer that she's going through a lot.

@yourloveriswild7533

4 жыл бұрын

I love her to❤❤😘😉😉😀

@thatgrltabi

4 жыл бұрын

I think she is a great actress she believes her own lines and can cry on demand that’s talented lol 😂

I get this video on so many levels... I also had these talks with straight men who's only goal and meaning in life is self-optimization. They think they need to fix you but they aren't even trying to understand where you are coming from. There is just no talking to them. You are good the way you are, you are a human being with emotions and ups and downs in life. Nothing wrong with that.

One of the problems you face is that you’re so loving. You fall so hard because you give so much. People see that and they want to take advantage of it and they’ll use you and abuse you because they know you’ll always apologize. You’ll always be there for them. And then they screw you over because they know they can beat you up and tear you down and because you love so much, you will apologize and put the blame on yourself. And that’s why it’s so hard to let people in because they take advantage of your generous love. I related so much to this video and I want you to know I love you and you can get through this.

Really should consider stop taking the percs... your knee may hurt but it really effects the mind and your emotions so heavily. And when you’re trying to work on your mental health it can be very detrimental girl.. I wish the best for you 💜

Damm so much hate. I'm starting a hug section. No comments ,just hugs 💕

@CassTrashPuppy

4 жыл бұрын

💞💞

@Art-mk6hb

4 жыл бұрын

💞

@kingkinivan2264

4 жыл бұрын

💞

@syrenamilani3115

4 жыл бұрын

@39 🐧 s I' m in ...🙅💟...

@arayofsunshine4556

4 жыл бұрын

Air hugs for everyone 💕💕💕

Your videos are just so authentic that is why I always come back. You are wonderful 🧡

Trisha it felt weird because you were playing a character with a high pitch voice on that podcast and you were caught lying 🤥 on several situations. You are not used to people calling you out on these podcasts and Logan did that. You are used to saying crazy stuff for shock value and people are getting tired of it......

@Lousea14

4 жыл бұрын

@@kristiekane3735 hell I'm 21 and most people ik are more mature than her. She reminds me of young teens in high school with petty drama.

@jzynblgs

4 жыл бұрын

Yea, she was pretty horrible on impaulsive. Fake, lying and just trashy. Now it's like she's doing damage control, knowing she had the opportunity to go on this podcast and not be her " usual" self... Always... Poor me. She just did her same old dance and song. I use to love her KZread.

@Moreeelifeee

4 жыл бұрын

What were the lies she was caught in?

@LoryBelle

4 жыл бұрын

Rosita Blanca literally nothing, she wasn’t caught in any lies maybe there was a misunderstanding at one point which was fully consistent with s story she’s told multiple times online.

@LoryBelle

4 жыл бұрын

ThatGirlLib she doesn’t look 41, don’t be ridiculous just because you don’t like her.

Trisha I can’t believe they gave you Percocet. Please try just taking ibuprofen.

@nightmareonyrst333

4 жыл бұрын

Of course they did. You know she talked it up to get those.

@bobo-kj6od

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah right, ibuprofen...lmao.

@Ambersands123

4 жыл бұрын

She got an x ray and physical therapy, she didn't fake it, those specialists are good at their jobs and trained to recognize drug seekers. She probably buys them from a person she knows

@imdansullivan

4 жыл бұрын

@@Ambersands123 she definitely didn't fake it but girl doctors in LA write perc prescriptions like they're candy it's sad really

@sherylwilliams1672

4 жыл бұрын

Ibuprofen gave me bleeding ulcers it's bad for you. It did the same thing to a friend of mine and she had to have a blood transfusion. Please don't take ibuprofen. I agree it helps with pain but it can literally kill you if you take it . I don't know what else to say but please don't do it. I take Tylenol now but with excessive use it can hurt you too but Tylenol is safer

I feel this way too. Nothing in my life makes me happy anymore. I don't even really have any friends. Life is hard. Don't really know what to do.

@iluvmusic151

4 жыл бұрын

I feel this

@Heyitscrystal04

4 жыл бұрын

Sara Khan I feel this hard

“Resentment is like taking poison and waiting for the other person to die.” -Malachy McCourt. Saying you’re sorry is not “taking responsibility for being in the wrong”.. saying you’re sorry means letting go. Letting go of all of that pain and bitterness. Sorry is not for the other person.. it’s for you. So that *you* can heal and move on. It took me some very painful lessons to learn this. 3 male figures in my life died suddenly while I was pissed and angry at them.. because I was hurting, I turned it into anger.. it’s what I do. But, forgiving those 3 men, whom I love very much, was probably the best thing I’ve ever done. That pit of anger and pain in my stomach disappeared. Forgiveness means acknowledging that you were hurt and letting go of the anger you’re carrying.

This video really makes me wanna hug her.

trish. do some new things. I made a list for you and you can choose what you want to do with it: 1. MOVE. Your house has some memories in it that you would rather not remember. Don’t attach to negative things. You need to learn to let go and move on. 2. DO A CLOTHING CLEANSE. Clean your space. Sell a few things to your followers and don’t hold on to things that really don’t have that much meaning. De clutter 3. CUT YOUR HAIR. Give yourself a new look. A cute bob or short hair to the shoulders would look nice on you especially straight 😍 4. TAKE OFF THOSE NAILS. Learn to be free from things like that. There is nothing wrong with it, but take a step back and love your natural self. No weave or fake nails. 5. DISSOLVE THE LIP FILLERS. Just for now so you can focus on doing a cleansing and just loving your natural self. 6. EAT CLEAN. Don’t be tempted to binge. Don’t do mukbangs unless it’s healthy eating. GET A PERSONAL TRAINER! 7. WORKOUT! When you begin working out and you are on that treadmill trust me all those negative thoughts will come in your head and make you work harder and faster! 8. BOXING! Relieve the negative energy if you want. 9. TAKE A BREAK FROM SOCIAL MEDIA. GET CLEAN AND SOBER!! Maybe all the things above would help you... you never know Please consider some of this! Also when moving, you should find someone to help you de clutter and sell some of the things you do not need. You should also get someone to decorate your home if you’d like (like Mr.Kate). None of these are negative and me telling you to take your nails off or dissolve your lip fillers is so that you can become one with your natural self. so you can focus on yourself and not give in to societal norms.. kisses 😘 EDIT: if people have some things they would like to add on the list, I’ll edit it! this is just to help trish out!

@blessingnaayone6406

4 жыл бұрын

Serena Williams I completely agree with you on everything you wrote age needs a new beginning 😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰🥰

@dangerousmind7034

4 жыл бұрын

She wears mostly wigs tho

@lillianlilo7447

4 жыл бұрын

Wow that sounded like a "these are the things that are wrong with you and we should change them list“!

@Kenna_B7

4 жыл бұрын

I would say #1 should be get clean and sober and remain that way.

@Queen_Goose420

4 жыл бұрын

These are all very good and very intelligent things to consider. You trish fans who are all upset and thinking you need to protect your queen, you enabling her and that is not healthy and it is not love. She needs realistic things to help her not just fake love from people who dont know her. All you do is watch the "shit show" as well. She is a beautiful person, she just needs to cleanse these false things out of her life for a while to appreciate her true self. The self she can never get away from no matter how many surgeries or materialistic items. You can not find self worth in worldly possessions.

Girl, when you took your makeup off - I was speechless at how stunning you are. Even through crying, you’re beautiful. Do not ever change, please. Unless it positively benefits YOU. Know your worth, babe. You’re much more than what people see. I’ve never met you, and I know that. I love you.

@Kittygingersnap

4 жыл бұрын

Allyson S. I appreciate you for leaving comments like this we need more ppl in the world like you

people treat you the way you treat yourself....dont neglect yourself and that also means grieving over relationship as you are now and keeping heart soft yayyy

i feel you rn on the friend part,i have anxiety and depression so i know exactly how you feel and rn im hurting so bad but in the end you only have yourself and its better that way❤Slay girl💎

I’m here for you beautiful. I totally understand what you are feeling.

@ranger8155

4 жыл бұрын

"beautiful" bruh she's fake asf literally

@dizzleglizzle6819

4 жыл бұрын

She forced someone into sex, horrible.

@zarayaevony1362

4 жыл бұрын

Master Of Hyrule just because somebody made changes to their body surgically doesn’t mean they aren’t beautiful.

People are most comfortable when they are alone. It’s easy to stay in a dark room all day or be your own best friend. It’s comforting. But as humans we need that human socialization. Dont force relationships, but don’t refrain from new ones. Be you and don’t compromise, find people who are ok with the hot mess

@kifflom4032

4 жыл бұрын

I 100% agree. I'm not a needy person and enjoy being by myself but sometimes fun times wi th people make great memories.

@CassTrashPuppy

4 жыл бұрын

So well said !

Anyone who doubts you or doesn’t see how sweet you are doesn’t deserve you or your attention they can’t see your worth. You deserve so much more.

I've been feeling this exact same way for about a month now. I understand your pain, and I hope we both get through it ❤️

I've had osteoarthritis and dislocation in my jaw for 10 years. My doctor and specialist refuse to give me opioids because people abuse them. Hearing others misuse pain meds which they easily acquire in abundance is so upsetting to me because my pain is unrelenting and I can't do every day things like eat, smile, laugh, chew without being in agony.

Please read, "I hate you, please don't leave me."

@c.h8357

4 жыл бұрын

Great book ❤️ It opened my eyes 🙏🏼

@jettasify

4 жыл бұрын

@@c.h8357 me too. It would really help her.

I feel you so hard on this!! It sounds like you give more than you get back so you are pushing everyone away so they can’t possibly take more from you. I am in the same place in life, like I love myself, but others don’t take the time to notice anything about me because our relationships are one way :\ so I have no good advice but just wanna say you’re not alone 🖤🖤🖤

I love these types of videos. I love seeing genuine thoughts and expressions.

This is hitting home so hard rn. We both feel all of our emotions so deeply.

@xxxnaughtydevil5067

4 жыл бұрын

It's the holiday blues... it's coming up! 😎

@nickleapley9467

4 жыл бұрын

You and me both

We love you trish. I don't know who else I'd watch after school whilst eating my whole pantry out. xox

@Hey_Jamie

4 жыл бұрын

I thought this said "while eating my panties out"

@kalynl7347

4 жыл бұрын

@@Hey_Jamie glad I'm not the only one

@kellihamill5652

4 жыл бұрын

mood

@oliverccole

4 жыл бұрын

Hey Jamie BAHAHAGAGAHA

Girl I felt this so hard. I relate to this and it really hit me. Trust me you’re not alone and I love you for the braveness you have to be open because I have always felt alone and I have never been able to elaborate that feeling in words and you got it perfectly. Keep your chin up and keep in your mind that life goes on and people change. You don’t have to change for other people, if they don’t love you the way you are, they aren’t worth keeping around. Sending much love to you and I thank you for everything. Xoxo

Aww Trish 💖💖 I feel for you so much, breakups are so hard and we always blame ourselves thinking if we did something differently the relationship would still be alive. It’s so hard to accept that we can’t force natures doing but the more we accept the universe the easier it is to let go and find love in ourselves again.

The thought of being truly happy and successful kind of scares me because it would mean losing my identity which I've had for years. I get it it's so complicated.

Look at all the support you have here. If I had half the amount of people in my life that you have listening to you and watching you daily, I think I would start to feel more grateful. You also focus way too much on outside things to make you happy... Money, material possessions, the way you look rather than what's on the inside. Yoga and meditation help. I need to make a gratitude list or keep a journal myself and I think that could help also... Just going inward and getting off social media and getting away from the habit of posting our entire lives on the internet for an audience may do wonders. Getting back to living, truly living without people watching is probably a wise decision. It's hard in this digital age, but it can be done with practice. You have a lot of people rooting for you and a lot of people who wish you well.

@benjidalton3643

4 жыл бұрын

She gets support on here but she also gets a lot of hate and support from a mass of strangers who you’ve never met and don’t really know you isn’t the emotional support humans need when upset or in a poor state of mind. Trisha is obviously a very lonely woman, and I hope she finds solace and clarity one day.

@arayofsunshine4556

4 жыл бұрын

pale star 8 I agree with you 100 %

“I had things to do but then I didn’t get anything done” lmfao relatable

I feel you on such a level.. wish I could give you a hug.. sending you love and prayers! ❤