MY MENTAL ILLNESS - TRISHA PAYTAS DELETED VIDEO

About Sean Van der wilt, her gay ex-boyfriend. She deleted this because he's a "class act."

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  • @PUnkx93PrIncEss
    @PUnkx93PrIncEss8 жыл бұрын

    She's really codependent on men. I get being emotional but she really relies on other men for her happiness

  • @miaaa6652

    @miaaa6652

    8 жыл бұрын

    now that shawn is gone she can get with trump

  • @905Magdaw

    @905Magdaw

    8 жыл бұрын

    +mia aa smh

  • @miaaa6652

    @miaaa6652

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Magda Wyspianski it's funny get a sense of humor (:

  • @905Magdaw

    @905Magdaw

    8 жыл бұрын

    +mia aa if this was a roast, but it's not. I'm sure Trish is laughing, at you, all the way to the bank!! 😜😊 no wonder she doesn't want to read the shit on KZread, there's sad ppl like u in here who think their comedians, but mostly just a bitch.

  • @905Magdaw

    @905Magdaw

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Magda Wyspianski they're* comedians. ..

  • @smauilein
    @smauilein7 жыл бұрын

    You are Borderline. Textbook Borderline, Trish.

  • @rachaelrachael5636
    @rachaelrachael56368 жыл бұрын

    definition of boarder line personality disorder: If youve watched trisha for an extended period of time, you will see all of these symptoms- people with borderline personality disorder are unstable in several areas, including interpersonal relationships, behavior, mood, and self-image. Abrupt and extreme mood changes, stormy interpersonal relationships, an unstable and fluctuating self-image, unpredictable and self-destructive actions characterize the person with borderline personality disorder. These individuals generally have great difficulty with their own sense of identity. They often experience the world in extremes, viewing others as either “all good” or “all bad.” A person with borderline personality may form an intense personal attachment with someone only to quickly dissolve it over a perceived slight. Fears of abandonment may lead to an excessive dependency on others. Self-multilation or recurrent suicidal gestures may be used to get attention or manipulate others. Impulsive actions, chronic feelings of boredom or emptiness, and bouts of intense inappropriate anger are other traits of this disorder, which is more common among females.

  • @JNMKlover

    @JNMKlover

    Жыл бұрын

    That is all correct. BPD people deserve love too. Therapy is the only thing that helps. DBT.

  • @ColbyHerman
    @ColbyHerman8 жыл бұрын

    sounds like she's kind of emotionally abusive in her relationships but then she wants to turn it around and play the victim when her guys break up with her.

  • @cheyennearchambeault2867

    @cheyennearchambeault2867

    5 жыл бұрын

    Thats part of bpd You push people away You love them you hate them Its hard You feel crazy constantly

  • @LisaLee__

    @LisaLee__

    2 жыл бұрын

    Aged like a fine wine

  • @addisonbrown2262
    @addisonbrown22628 жыл бұрын

    This is what happens when you need someone other than yourself to be happy. Anyone who's reading this please don't make that mistake.

  • @shadowk14fan1
    @shadowk14fan15 жыл бұрын

    it's kind of like she falls in love with every man if they can console her the way that a father is supposed to, like she throws tantrums and loves that sean can bring her back and calm her down, and if the guy doesn't act coddling to her every second she feels neglected

  • @PsychoCactusSasha
    @PsychoCactusSasha8 жыл бұрын

    Trisha reminds me of myself, and I have borderline personality disorder. I hope she gets through it at some point, we're all in the same boat.

  • @nickilovesdogs8137

    @nickilovesdogs8137

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Sasha Bunakova You look a lot like the young Hillary.

  • @kyliefraser8010

    @kyliefraser8010

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Sasha Bunakova Yup for sure, I have BPD as well and Ive always kind of related to her in a way, although I don't wish to broadcast my struggles.

  • @vinnievee5710

    @vinnievee5710

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Sasha Bunakova I was recently diagnosed with BPD. I understand how she feels. Its really tough because of the stigma you cant really talk about it and there is literally no cure .

  • @nickilovesdogs8137

    @nickilovesdogs8137

    8 жыл бұрын

    vinnie vee BPD is caused by the infant not receiving the motherly love he needs which creates later in life a rift within the person. Women are particularly targeted with this infliction because Hollywood and the media tear into the already existing insecurities. I have it, too. However if you read a lot of books that move you forward such as the books by Jiddu Krishnamurti which are not religious, the books by Dr. David Bohm, Dr. David Shainberg, Dr. Alan W. Anderson, Eckhart Tolle, Teal Swan, Pema Chodron, Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche and several other good people, then you can refocus your mind and develop a security that comes from within yourself without needing to fit into society any longer. What we are presented with in movies however witty they might appear, they are geared to make us insecure. Go the opposite direction.

  • @Ambersands123

    @Ambersands123

    6 жыл бұрын

    Nicki LovesDogs whoa thanks dude.

  • @GypsyRock
    @GypsyRock5 жыл бұрын

    First problem:when he told her he needs them to not be in contact anymore, her response? (In her words): “so I texted and called. And texted and called. For hours”

  • @therealmissglamBAM
    @therealmissglamBAM8 жыл бұрын

    Seeing her like this is heartbreaking, awh. This definitely sounds like breakups I have had - the guy suddenly gets cold and distant and doesn't sound like themselves anymore and then cuts you off. So weird and hurtful. I feel like most people have something going on mentally these days, don't beat yourself up over it so much.

  • @myratanguma8636

    @myratanguma8636

    8 жыл бұрын

    he wasn't the problem...she's addicted to opioids...and when you mix that with alcohol you behave irrationally

  • @myratanguma8636

    @myratanguma8636

    8 жыл бұрын

    Pain killers. Vicodin Percocet...it's synthetic heroin

  • @jess4now12

    @jess4now12

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Myra Tanguma you are 💯 correct she recently made a video about her addiction to pain killers, it's truly sad.

  • @JNMKlover

    @JNMKlover

    Жыл бұрын

    TP has beaten partners, physically.

  • @lucifer1343
    @lucifer13438 жыл бұрын

    Holy shit, the sides of her bottom lip are drooping down from all the fillers now. Terrifying.

  • @daddythurgo592

    @daddythurgo592

    8 жыл бұрын

    Buddy love turning into professor klump realness

  • @123456moshimonsters

    @123456moshimonsters

    8 жыл бұрын

    She's getting them redone soon she posted it on her snapchat 😂

  • @jamie-leegirvan7325

    @jamie-leegirvan7325

    8 жыл бұрын

    On a video talking about mental illness you choose to comment on her looks, wow.

  • @susieballard4957

    @susieballard4957

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Greta Prokopaviciute u made me laugh so hard...Buddy love! not making fun of Trish. I just had 2 tell u how funny I thought that was. I can hear Eddie saying Shermannn!

  • @aniyah403
    @aniyah4038 жыл бұрын

    I don't like Trisha very much, but if she deleted this, I'm sure she that means she didn't want it on the internet. Can't you respect her decisions? She wants it gone, so why upload it?

  • @KokkieSmilez

    @KokkieSmilez

    8 жыл бұрын

    I like most of her videos, but she of all people should know that if you put something on the net, it NEVER goes away.

  • @IITaslim94

    @IITaslim94

    8 жыл бұрын

    +KokkieSmilez That STILL doesn't make it right to repost something that she didn't want up anymore.

  • @KokkieSmilez

    @KokkieSmilez

    8 жыл бұрын

    Taslim R I never said it makes it right, I only state she of all people can expect things like that to happen. She has had bad experiences in the past.

  • @IITaslim94

    @IITaslim94

    8 жыл бұрын

    KokkieSmilez Yeah I agree

  • @katywalker4293

    @katywalker4293

    8 жыл бұрын

    Luv ur pfp

  • @karlove17able
    @karlove17able8 жыл бұрын

    that just goes to show ya, no one can save you but yourself..

  • @mimicoolwhip5991
    @mimicoolwhip59916 жыл бұрын

    "They all end in combustion" Since thats true, the common denominator is her. Their fights are LEGIT same as her and Jason!! Her obsessive, toxic behavior just implodes it. Her coping mech is to make a vlog, its very sad.

  • @buffiekrauss
    @buffiekrauss8 жыл бұрын

    Borderline Personality disorder/ it is nothing to be ashamed of. It seems to me that you are only happy with a man in in your life. You have to love yourself or how do you expect a man to love you. I wish you all the happiness in your life. best wishes Buffie Orth

  • @lilfairykiki122
    @lilfairykiki1228 жыл бұрын

    The way she always stop to swallow really hard really bothers me for some reason.

  • @abcdefghijklmnopwrs6625

    @abcdefghijklmnopwrs6625

    8 жыл бұрын

    Same

  • @lilfairykiki122

    @lilfairykiki122

    8 жыл бұрын

    +. Lol really? That's what people always say when someone points something out. She's not the flawless Devine goddess who must never be criticized. Get a better defense.

  • @ashwales5960

    @ashwales5960

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Priya “Katrina” adams don't worry, people with no logic say stupid shit like that. Apparently you can't watch a video if one thing annoys you about a person. I guess in real life that translates to, my friend has an annoying habit so why am I friends with her

  • @lilfairykiki122

    @lilfairykiki122

    8 жыл бұрын

    +. Lmao it's not just swallowing like a normal person it's gulping. No one swallows like that. Also if you are so much of a fan go watch her on her channel and give her views. Seriously screw off.

  • @ashwales5960

    @ashwales5960

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Priya “Katrina” adams she thinks it's cute. I think she thinks it's dramatic emphasis

  • @dontlie3664
    @dontlie36648 жыл бұрын

    thanks for uploading this I never saw it and she deleted it on her channel

  • @GypsyRock

    @GypsyRock

    5 жыл бұрын

    Why did she delete it? Just weird cuz she doesn’t delete normally. She doesn’t usually delete anything that we may find tmi so just genuinely curious

  • @laurax1136
    @laurax11365 жыл бұрын

    Wow, exactly like in May 2019 opioid withdrawals

  • @adamgreenhill99
    @adamgreenhill995 жыл бұрын

    She has some very distinct, clear symptoms of BPD. She mentions attachment issues, every relationship ending in a wreck, being very emotional, being too dependent, devaluing people ("being crazy" and saying she hates people close to her). She even mentions feeling ABANDONED which is a core feature of this disorder. In another video she mentioned thinking she was bipolar - people with BPD have such drastic mood swings that they often think they have bipolar. And "I don't deserve love" is a core belief of BPD. And 'feeling crazy', having tantrums, and emotional regulation issues (ESPECIALLY anger), are so linked to BPD, and still I haven't even mentioned everything she said. She even feels like a fraud, which is common with BPD sufferers. *This cluster of symptoms fits every category of the BPD diagnosis. And, unlike some other disorders, BPD is very distinct and easy to recognise. Especially when you are familiar with the disorder. She even says she has an 'emotionally unstable personality' - EUPD is literally another name for BPD.*

  • @Feminazi1dc

    @Feminazi1dc

    Жыл бұрын

    yall really need to stop trying to diagnose her bc theres multiple mental illnesses that look VERY SIMILAR to BPD. You arent a doctor or a therapist, so mind your own fcking business. sje will go get help on her own terms and figure out whats wrong

  • @Feminazi1dc

    @Feminazi1dc

    Жыл бұрын

    i thought i was bpd. guess what? AUTISM. STOP trying to diagnose people in the comments!

  • @Tanya291459
    @Tanya2914598 жыл бұрын

    I have borderline personality disorder and I can definitely see some of the symptoms of it in her 😕

  • @JNMKlover

    @JNMKlover

    Жыл бұрын

    Same. But I work very hard to nurture my illness and do DBT. Also nurturing family.

  • @darkerthanblackk1
    @darkerthanblackk18 жыл бұрын

    She is really needy. She can't survive without a man in her life, gay or not.

  • @zamardii12
    @zamardii128 жыл бұрын

    Borderline Personality Disorder. Everything she describes is what my ex wife did. It was like living in hell. Constantly felt like I was crazy. Treatment for Borderline is unfortunately not very good and very difficult.

  • @robynw8223

    @robynw8223

    8 жыл бұрын

    +zamardii12 YES! same with my ex husband!!!

  • @allyt3456

    @allyt3456

    5 жыл бұрын

    It’s 100% curable with the right support system

  • @JMac-27
    @JMac-276 жыл бұрын

    I dont get how she doesnt understand people can be fed up. She always thinks she is the only victim in every situation and its pathetic. Sean is and always will be a good guy. No guy needs the weight of being able to "fix her" Sean was the trish whisperer because she wanted him so if he chased her, if he caved she calmed down and he just had enough and good for him. You could see it making him sick and weighing him down and now he is back to himself. Now shes doing it to Jason. You need in patient treatment dealing with shit from all the way back to your childhood. Then when you heal some go home and then if you feel the anger again, go back instead of calling or tweeting the people you care about. You have a combination of personality disorders and they will take in patient treatment to have someone remove your access to phones and social media.

  • @Deathangel58
    @Deathangel588 жыл бұрын

    Thanks for posting this!

  • @sindelwolf8559
    @sindelwolf85598 жыл бұрын

    I love that the channel name this was uploaded on is "Frootloop" hahahah.

  • @JanayDiamond
    @JanayDiamond7 жыл бұрын

    I feel for her! This is the most genuine Ive ever seen her be.

  • @marieb.1372
    @marieb.13728 жыл бұрын

    She probably needs to stick with a therapist until they find a treatment that works. It isn't good to keep jumping therapists. She strikes me as someone who has trouble sticking to anything, though.

  • @anniejohnson2154
    @anniejohnson21548 жыл бұрын

    Be nice to Trish. She hurts. Boys can be assholes. I respect her to put herself out there. Don't be mean to her. She's amazing. She is a human being and to expose her feelings, Fuck you who don't understand true emotional pain. I feel for her.

  • @janeryan2709

    @janeryan2709

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Elena Gomez *people are mean to *people who are mean Don't generalize

  • @spookykidbunny

    @spookykidbunny

    8 жыл бұрын

    Jane Ryan shut up god damnit

  • @janeryan2709

    @janeryan2709

    8 жыл бұрын

    Elena Gomez LOL just because you worded it incorrectly...don't get mad at me :)

  • @janeryan2709

    @janeryan2709

    8 жыл бұрын

    ***** LOL did I offend you? :)

  • @janeryan2709

    @janeryan2709

    8 жыл бұрын

    Elena Gomez LOL and you don't think saying "boys are mean" is sexist and generalizing? Don't tell me, you're one of those obnoxious feminists who believe bashing boys is the way we should prove our point. Or better yet, you have an ex-boyfriend or ex-husband that left you and you're still seething over it??

  • @MsCanadianAngelxo
    @MsCanadianAngelxo8 жыл бұрын

    As someone who also struggles with Depression and Mental health issues myself. I commend Trisha for putting herself out there and helping to break the stigma of Mental Health by talking about hers

  • @mspinkytee

    @mspinkytee

    8 жыл бұрын

    +MsCanadianAngelxo Please she is pretending. She is doing nothing to help those with mental illness.

  • @morgancraig370
    @morgancraig3708 жыл бұрын

    it sounds like you have borderline personality. its what I have and it sucks so bad and ruins all the relationships. you need counseling baby girl

  • @ambergowens6760
    @ambergowens67607 жыл бұрын

    Trisha, Signs and Symptoms of Boderline Personality Disorder as quoted from Mayo Clinic: "--An intense fear of abandonment, even going to extreme measures to avoid real or imagined separation or rejection --A pattern of unstable intense relationships, such as idealizing someone one moment and then suddenly believing the person doesn't care enough or is cruel --Rapid changes in self-identity and self-image that include shifting goals and values, and seeing yourself as bad or as if you don't exist at all --Periods of stress-related paranoia and loss of contact with reality, lasting from a few minutes to a few hours --Impulsive and risky behavior, such as gambling, reckless driving, unsafe sex, spending sprees, binge eating or drug abuse, or sabotaging success by suddenly quitting a good job or ending a positive relationship --Suicidal threats or behavior or self-injury, often in response to fear of separation or rejection --Wide mood swings lasting from a few hours to a few days, which can include intense happiness, irritability, shame or anxiety --Ongoing feelings of emptiness --Inappropriate, intense anger, such as frequently losing your temper, being sarcastic or bitter, or having physical fights" Here's the important part: in the listing of treatments, it says to see a therapist or psychiatrist. Since you have already attempted that with minimal success, I would suggest that you develop a relationship with Jesus. Man's knowledge is limited. It'll come with a sacrifice of time, energy, and love but what do you have to loose by surrendering to a Man who knows all and desires only the best for you? An aside: Maybe I'm wasting my time on here, but I'm getting tired of reading through the comments and seeing no one else will tell you the truth, because they have yet to come into the knowledge of the truth. The truth is in Jesus. You seem like a sweet girl, don't spill your heart and soul out to these people who don't give a kitty about you.They don't deserve to see you so vulnerable. With Love, AG

  • @GMarieBehindTheMask
    @GMarieBehindTheMask8 жыл бұрын

    I have borderline personality disorder and I have breakdowns almost every other day 😞

  • @robynw8223
    @robynw82238 жыл бұрын

    The push pull, love you/hate you def. sounds like BPD

  • @Racinrasslinfan36
    @Racinrasslinfan368 жыл бұрын

    Ty missed it glad to be able to watch it

  • @nichole8496
    @nichole84968 жыл бұрын

    I love seeing people trying to diagnose her.

  • @MayAllYourStarsAlign

    @MayAllYourStarsAlign

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Kristin lovett Exactly. WTF. They act like they have seen her in therapy sessions and know her real self in person. they have degrees in psychology or therapy or social work and are genius. It's annoying.

  • @nichole8496

    @nichole8496

    8 жыл бұрын

    GirlBlog I totally agree. When you only see what people allow you to see you definitely can't diagnose them. Also I doubt many people have psychology degrees but rather only have the information provided by the internet.

  • @MayAllYourStarsAlign

    @MayAllYourStarsAlign

    8 жыл бұрын

    Kristin lovett EXACTLY!!! There is a woman who made an entire video about how Trisha has BPD. It's ridiculous.

  • @nichole8496

    @nichole8496

    8 жыл бұрын

    GirlBlog It's so silly.. I need to see a degree.

  • @MayAllYourStarsAlign

    @MayAllYourStarsAlign

    8 жыл бұрын

    Kristin lovett YES! I just think it's so funny how they're all doctors now lol Trisha I'm sure is much different off camera than on. Just like every youtuber, although she's one of the more real ones. I just think people assume shit too much. She's really not even that crazy at all. She just has very strong emotions and I don't know why that's considered a bad thing...

  • @darrylthompson3470
    @darrylthompson34707 жыл бұрын

    Borderline Personality Disorder springs to mind when i watch this!!!!!!

  • @inconito5611
    @inconito56117 жыл бұрын

    Its funny how here in france paytas sounds like "pétasse" and it means Bitch xD

  • @mimicoolwhip5991
    @mimicoolwhip59916 жыл бұрын

    I believe 100% she lied about him being gay.Even if he was, not her place to say, much less blast & drag him. It made her feel better as a "reason" as opposed to her being a manipulative toxic gf who trashed their relationship.Talk about a beautiful trauma.

  • @cynmillar1
    @cynmillar18 жыл бұрын

    Tell her to take a look at Abraham Hicks video....don't give up too soon. Saved me, soothed me and I stopped feeling sorry for myself.

  • @chasemice

    @chasemice

    8 жыл бұрын

    Abraham Hicks saved me too. The teachings are amazing. I was in a deep dark pit, and when I applied those principles to my life, so many things manifested....but it's definitely a process ( and that's ok!)

  • @TheMabes69
    @TheMabes696 жыл бұрын

    It's June 24th 2018 and she's even worse now and 50 lbs heavier now 240. Wow.

  • @Kat-ip4en
    @Kat-ip4en6 жыл бұрын

    You're not a failure or a fraud ...you're human

  • @teecop4735

    @teecop4735

    Жыл бұрын

    I know this is five years ago but no she’s horrible. Not human ! She’s a terrible Person anyone should run when seeing her .

  • @julieswahn
    @julieswahn8 жыл бұрын

    Is this actually interesting to people? I am three minutes in and I gotta bolt, man!

  • @sadcholaclown9163

    @sadcholaclown9163

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Julie Swahn haha right?!

  • @imanmyers1705

    @imanmyers1705

    8 жыл бұрын

    "bolt"

  • @slimdoggo

    @slimdoggo

    8 жыл бұрын

    When you're still salty about zac not going to the High School Musical reunion so you "bolt" 😂😂

  • @julieswahn

    @julieswahn

    8 жыл бұрын

    Melissa Reyes who is zac?

  • @abcdefghijklmnopwrs6625

    @abcdefghijklmnopwrs6625

    8 жыл бұрын

    Lmao same😂

  • @SumeyyaOcalHeyBigSpenderr
    @SumeyyaOcalHeyBigSpenderr8 жыл бұрын

    Grrrrrrrreat job snagging this, I half watched it but got bored and left the rest. Now I can enjoy the FULL MONTY- YEAHHHH :D :D Cheers.

  • @GypsyRock
    @GypsyRock5 жыл бұрын

    “E-MOLE-shun-OL” Lol Also I do understand about the stomach aching due to heart ache and stress. Women carry a lot of their stress in their stomach, so when they are upset they often will have G.I. issues. Same thing happens to my sister a lot when she gets stressed out, she gets diarrhea and stomach cramps. It’s a female thing, unfortunately

  • @ladymarmeladeoida6359
    @ladymarmeladeoida63598 жыл бұрын

    Borderline

  • @NealDamiano
    @NealDamiano7 жыл бұрын

    You couldn't sleep because that's not on video, lol.

  • @gmailandgoogle4414
    @gmailandgoogle44148 жыл бұрын

    16:22 .... "her friend" Daniel. Thought he was your stalker.... uh huh. riiiiiight.

  • @angie675
    @angie6757 жыл бұрын

    Awwww I feel so sorry for her. I hate heartbreak. It sucks so bad. 😢

  • @haleyscalf8566
    @haleyscalf85667 жыл бұрын

    I'm an emotional person too. You're not the only one, don't feel bad.

  • @colleens6537
    @colleens65378 жыл бұрын

    Oh babe. I hope you're doing ok!

  • @karen2990
    @karen29908 жыл бұрын

    your not alone,i have learnt you need to take care of yourself totally.get mentally well and help yourself to stay there and balance.we have bad moments or go backwards,but we just get back on track.mental illness is a serious thing as you will know now,so try not to relive that again.look after yourself,good luck trish

  • @lorrainecortez4334
    @lorrainecortez43348 жыл бұрын

    When someone is really depressed it can make you nauseas take care tho keep your head up

  • @paulaangelina7750

    @paulaangelina7750

    8 жыл бұрын

    I've gotten sick from crying so much. I think it's also just your stomach muscles working overtime when you sob..

  • @nicolerojas8643
    @nicolerojas86438 жыл бұрын

    I go through the same thing . we just need to stay positive

  • @mspinkytee
    @mspinkytee8 жыл бұрын

    A 3 month pretend relationship is all it takes for this chess cat?

  • @Requiem_Rose
    @Requiem_Rose8 жыл бұрын

    She really needs to find a therapist/psychiatrist that actually will help her and give her the right medications, but she also needs to get off of alcohol. 'Cause in this video she has admitted to being an alcoholic and which this really makes some symptoms of mental illness worse. Because I actually dated some one like this who drank a lot and did all sorts of drugs, but self medication doesn't help because those kinds of drugs actually intensify those feelings and making them more uncontrollable, rather than work with your brain to even you out. I would not recommend self medication of any sort because it only leads you down into a darker place, especially when you've had a break up that is affecting you like it is affecting Trisha. Especially if her diagnosis are right (probably not since she's been off and on many of them) the alcohol will really fuck her up since it is a depressant, messes up your REM sleep, and a whole slew of other physical illnesses that come with it. I'm not saying that a little bit occasionally or a couple of glasses of wine a night or even one night of hard core partying is going to screw you up. But if you do it all the time, or only do it when you're in some sort of emotional slump then don't do it. Some one has mentioned on here that she is codependent on men, well I also think that actually bleeds into her drinking and just blowing the situation out of control.

  • @juliajaeger8175
    @juliajaeger81754 жыл бұрын

    It's funny that all of the guys she's with run away from her and say nothing in order to escape her grasp...but yet it's never her fault. 🙄

  • @paulchurch3211
    @paulchurch32117 жыл бұрын

    You forgot narcissism

  • @anna-nd6yb

    @anna-nd6yb

    17 күн бұрын

    Who

  • @yarielpina2404
    @yarielpina24048 жыл бұрын

    i can relate to you i feel the same exact way i go through the same things and nobody understands me its the worst feeling in the world just want to let you know your not alone big hugs n kisses lets stay strong 😗😗😘❤❤

  • @henrymarenth8645
    @henrymarenth86458 жыл бұрын

    There sounds like several things going on, but a prominent one seems to be severe anxiety disorder. I say this because I've had it since I was seven and I'm going to be twenty-seven this month. Anxiety can be a symptom and a core issue, it's a bloody nightmare and can keep you stuck in your own head. It uses your worst fears and phobias to keep you a prisoner. BUT it's totally doable. It can take years but it's completaly possible to still live a fulfilling happy life with it. You (anybody suffering) just needs to find what works for them. For me, medicine that's been tweaked for years works along with a support group outside of the internet. You wouldn't believe the difference it is to know you have support where you can get held or cuddled, where even if you have a severe lack of trust like me you can get that physical comfort. I'd suggest looking into a support group, know others who have similar issues from anxiety to depression, to bi-polar disorder...you name it. Truly those who have these issues tend to be so understanding of those who also have these issues. None of us wants anybody else to have to feel it or deal with it. So sympathy, love, support will come if you seek it out. I'm not just talking to Trish either (I realize this isn't her that re-uploaded) but ANYBODY having problems from any range of mental/emotional problems. THERE IS HELP.

  • @chaunceycali7962
    @chaunceycali79625 жыл бұрын

    Speaking to a therapist once and then moving on to another therapist, is not going to real therapy and getting help. She needs to see someone at least once a week.

  • @nicolerojas8643
    @nicolerojas86438 жыл бұрын

    you can get out of that feeling Tricia. you're not a failure. it's our turn to lift you up. bipolar is fucking scary.

  • @OoiheartskittlezoO
    @OoiheartskittlezoO8 жыл бұрын

    i definitely have mental issues as well because I can completely relate to you Trish.

  • @sydsummerlin9796
    @sydsummerlin97968 жыл бұрын

    Definitely borderline. I hope she gets treatment soon. I don't think this will end well.

  • @karen2990
    @karen29908 жыл бұрын

    if a guy dont show there phone,something is going on.all i can say is grow from that and balance out your love for a guy.guard yourself when careing for a guy,it can be dangerous for a person that suffers depression.life can be hard for people with mental illness.what i have learnt is listen to my gut feeling and have a break and know your triggers and stress levels,so you dont become unwell.

  • @TheAdamsEleven
    @TheAdamsEleven8 жыл бұрын

    Sweety I'm praying for you !!🙏 God has always been there for me when ever I needed help. You love so deeply and completely when someone lets you down you feel that so very deeply as well. And that hurts !! Simply put. You'll survive cause I know you're a very strong soul. God made you and He will keep you in His loving arms. Even when humans leave you He never will !! Please reach out to the Lord and He will comfort you and you will heal in time 😗 keep us posted 👍we care about you and we love you as family 🌈

  • @courtneybradley9661
    @courtneybradley96618 жыл бұрын

    Okay, since I refuse to watch a 25 minute video can somebody tell me what's the stitch?

  • @heyitsleex4095

    @heyitsleex4095

    8 жыл бұрын

    innit I can't be bothered

  • @cheyennearchambeault2867

    @cheyennearchambeault2867

    5 жыл бұрын

    She has borderling personality She was emotionally abusive in her relationship She cant help it Shes emotionally unstable

  • @lindseyluna13
    @lindseyluna135 жыл бұрын

    It's a shame she doesn't have the skills to calm herself down and that she needs others to do it for her. I hope she takes her recovery seriously and does the hard work to get better.

  • @GypsyRock
    @GypsyRock5 жыл бұрын

    I’m wondering if she has a thyroid issue. The sides and front of her neck are concerning. I’m not diagnosing I’m only a nurse and don’t know her

  • @winter.mild0106
    @winter.mild01067 жыл бұрын

    You're feelings are natural. It's just that no one else has the balls to showcase it for the world to see.

  • @Theoriginalldoll
    @Theoriginalldoll8 жыл бұрын

    Why are u reuploading this?.. There's a fucking Reason why Trisha deleted this video... She wants all the negativity gone again! You really should take this down...

  • @BlueHazyDreams

    @BlueHazyDreams

    8 жыл бұрын

    +Jamison Macchio fat

  • @ceciliavillasenor3411

    @ceciliavillasenor3411

    8 жыл бұрын

    Why would she post it to begin with...nothing ever really disappears from the Internet.

  • @gmailandgoogle4414

    @gmailandgoogle4414

    8 жыл бұрын

    LIES

  • @GypsyRock
    @GypsyRock5 жыл бұрын

    Anyone know why she deleted this? Did she say? She should maybe rewatch this. I know she has said she posts a lot of her videos as a sort of diary for herself to go back and watch later. It’s actually a smart idea.

  • @bossyspaghetti
    @bossyspaghetti7 жыл бұрын

    All these problems AND your tracks are showing.... what a shitter of a day

  • @Estframa
    @Estframa8 жыл бұрын

    Where did the astrology thing come from? ...what?

  • @justinhardee6538
    @justinhardee65388 жыл бұрын

    I'm sorry but a 3 month relationship should not cause this kind of reaction.....Some women are just crazy. I have a couple friends who are just like this, and I call them out all the time. They will literally get in a relationship for 2 months and then stalk the guy after they break it off. WTF is wrong with these women? She mentions a solution and I have it. Quit drinking completely and find a man who likes a little bit of crazy. Alternatively, develop a little self control, it's not that hard. When you feel a little episode of craziness coming on, just turn of your phone and STOP. There are literally so many issues in this world, and this is honestly at the bottom of the list.

  • @elizabetht458

    @elizabetht458

    8 жыл бұрын

    Yes! It's ridiculous. Seriously, not even a quarter of a year hardly ,and having a nervous breakdown about some dude that probably never cared. Pure narcissism. As someone who has suffered true anxiety and depression for a majority of my years on earth, this makes me puke. She definitely has her problems, but she is fairly young, seemingly has plenty of money..no struggle there like the rest of us, is somewhat attractive, etc..What I am saying is she basically has the world at her feet and is having a meltdown over some high school level relationship. Give me a fucking break. I will take her " problems " anyday. Time to grow up.

  • @hollyyyyyy11123

    @hollyyyyyy11123

    8 жыл бұрын

    This was real as fuck

  • @amandadutcher5854
    @amandadutcher58544 жыл бұрын

    I know people with BPD and I really think in some vids there's drugs involved. I can't say for sure I'm not a doctor. But her career follows Anna Nicole's a lo.

  • @amandadutcher5854

    @amandadutcher5854

    4 жыл бұрын

    I needed to add there's a mental issue involved. She can't be judged on her manic moments. That's not fair.

  • @vikm1341
    @vikm13415 жыл бұрын

    I feel this way too. I totally understand her

  • @sarahluke7343
    @sarahluke73438 жыл бұрын

    wen you go through a break up and it goes from being fine to its over is horrific I went through it a few years ago and I couldn't eat for a week I went to work so I didn't have to think about it and it's been 2 years and now I'm engaged to a wonderful guy the only way to get through this stuff day to day or otherwise you need to blog or write wats wrong and work out the options of worst cases and best case and accept that shit will happen

  • @annm4137
    @annm41376 жыл бұрын

    Pills..people think that because they are prescribed by a doctor they aren't actually drugs. She's a long time user and over time it takes a toll on the chemistry of your brain. She was fucked up in the head before mentally and mixed with the cocktail of pills she takes has mad her a million times worse. She sucks and it seems as though she has done nothing to actually fix herself. All she does is make excuses for her horrible behavior.

  • @froggy8062
    @froggy80628 жыл бұрын

    can someone tell me in a few sentenses what she says in this video?

  • @lilkiitten7271
    @lilkiitten72714 жыл бұрын

    I saw this video about a year and a half ago and after relating so much to her and reading the comments, my life changed because I knew I had borderline personality disorder. Fast forward a year and I got diagnosed with dpd by a psychiatrist. The comments explaining why she feels what she feels literally changed my life so thanks

  • @amandakelly2508
    @amandakelly25087 жыл бұрын

    BoderlinePersonalityDisorder

  • @iheartbeautie
    @iheartbeautie8 жыл бұрын

    you'll get over it trish. i promise. you may think he was perfect but things that are meant to be dont part ways. i broke up with my bf a year ago i felt just like u. ur 27 like me and we still have time to find our husbands lol. love you

  • @moncutie515
    @moncutie5158 жыл бұрын

    you can get through this! your beautiful on the inside and outside! anybody would be lucky to get you!

  • @RitaMalikfour
    @RitaMalikfour7 жыл бұрын

    how do we know this isn actually Trisha hiding behind a different channel to get more views, and, I've seen some comments defending her, really angry stuff, that didn't make sense, i think she has multable fake change;s to sh can do wierd shit like this,

  • @alireed4585
    @alireed45858 жыл бұрын

    I only clicked on her originally cos I thought she looked like a mini Anna Nicole Smith. I don't know much about Trish at all but I've scanned a few vids and I can't help but be completely put off yet concerned at the same time by how manic she is. Her voice is so normal here in this video but when she's with just men, she talks like a little girl. When she's in a good mood and around others she's using a high pitched voice and giggly too but with men it's very much a little girl. I hate to feel dislike over someone I also feel bad for. I wish she would stop embarrassing herself.

  • @RiverofLife95
    @RiverofLife958 жыл бұрын

    I can relate to Trish so much.

  • @MissWAFFLECaKe
    @MissWAFFLECaKe8 жыл бұрын

    I'm really scared for her.

  • @tessaforbes7383
    @tessaforbes73838 жыл бұрын

    It's clear something was wrong...

  • @SirenaSmiles
    @SirenaSmiles8 жыл бұрын

    LOL shots at Red Lobster ha classy! Good Lord.

  • @cait6690
    @cait66908 жыл бұрын

    I can't watch her videos no more because I feel like they are all sob stories these days 😓

  • @SwanINK
    @SwanINK8 жыл бұрын

    Damn she deletes a lot of videos.

  • @surrealist2k
    @surrealist2k8 жыл бұрын

    Guys are very practical in their thinking versus us gals who are emotional beings. We are wired differently. Give him a week and some space. If he hasn't called you move on darling it's not worth the pain drama and hurt xx

  • @surrealist2k
    @surrealist2k8 жыл бұрын

    I will pray for you darling girl xx but stay away from bad people ok :)

  • @1431trish
    @1431trish7 жыл бұрын

    Gf you better get up off that floor, put your make up on, fix your hair, and chunk him the duece! Woman Up!

  • @joyceisalwayshere3480
    @joyceisalwayshere34808 жыл бұрын

    does anybody realize how people are being so mean to her on social media and all she needs is someone to talk to and being mean is making it way worse and she said it In her last video I hate how fucking mean you people could be

  • @paulglover6525

    @paulglover6525

    8 жыл бұрын

    She needs to get off social media and use that time wasted going out and talking to people. She's not really talking to us. She's talking to herself.

  • @WineDown..
    @WineDown..7 жыл бұрын

    Cavity at 13:23 lol I'm js 🤷🏾‍♀️

  • @Trumblebee
    @Trumblebee8 жыл бұрын

    I think she's borderline. I understand and can relate to her a lot actually, and I've also been diagnosed as BPD.

  • @deluxebulls5939
    @deluxebulls59398 жыл бұрын

    Jesus christ, she just loves the drama. So attention seeking and narcissistic. Seems like she needs a carer more than boyfriend.

  • @905Magdaw

    @905Magdaw

    8 жыл бұрын

    This channel is about her. She puts her whole life out there. She's being open and honest.Who did you think this was about when you read the title? She's going through something and she's scared. Give her a break. Heartache really physically hurts as well. She's asking for help.I'd rather be in physical pain than go through certain things.

  • @SomePerson95
    @SomePerson958 жыл бұрын

    idk u guys this makes me feel so bad. none of you think this is wrong? people are painting her like she's crazy. I watch this and i see a girl who has plenty of friends but she doesnt have anyone to talk to her in a deeper level. i feel like im in a sleep over and shes the one telling me this. she let her inner feelings fully exposed and i guess she realize that it was a mistake to vent it to people who wouldnt understand and im sure she appreciates the advice or support on youtube. its true people are way more harsh here.

  • @dreambigmel8395
    @dreambigmel83958 жыл бұрын

    Trisha I'm so sorry about what happened!

  • @HolographicSweater
    @HolographicSweater7 жыл бұрын

    oh trish...