Deleted my SOCIAL MEDIA in 2020. EXCEPT YT. All I can say is This worldliness we are chasing is gonna be our demise. This Glamorous Life is vanity. VANITY!

@q_1574

9 ай бұрын

I did the same thing. It’s only been 2 weeks so far but I feel so at peace!

@ColleahG

9 ай бұрын

YES!

@Ashleypaigexo

6 ай бұрын

I did the same in 2020 during locked down!!!

@limitlessinfinite2284

5 ай бұрын

Amen! ❤

@beilultesfom958

5 ай бұрын

what do you do with your time now?

I recently deleted my social media accounts I find social media toxic. I thought I was crazy for doing this but the peace I have had off it has been worth it. Thank you for sharing and being so real about it.

@thehoneydeev

9 ай бұрын

I’ve been off social media since 😊2017, and my career and internal peace have improved so much 😊. I do most things for me, and I learn from it privately. No pressure. I am more intentional with what I do because not having to do it for the gram…

@davidclass7150

9 ай бұрын

Face book and you tube are good ones depending your tastes interests

@shotziesway

9 ай бұрын

It is and draining!

@WindowShopper22

9 ай бұрын

Blessings to you!

@elliemichel7560

9 ай бұрын

Amen to this.

I am a socialite in my city, well known for dressing well and being into fitness, but this year I gave it all away because it was taking me away from the person I am to my core. I felt like I was alive surrounded by dead people, dead energies, and weakened vibrations. I was over it and I even lost a friend. When people see you climbing they envy your rise not knowing nor understanding that a person can never take what’s mine. Not an opportunity, or connection.

@laaatoya

9 ай бұрын

powerful words indeed. Bless 🙏

Wow! Your monologue/poem/story was powerful! I have clients that want to be influencers so bad. They don't understand the amount of work and sacrifice it takes. I appreciate your transparency. Hope you are doing better emotionally

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

wow, thank you so much for even watching. 🥹 The reward is fleeting and short lived..and in most cases, the influencer is the one actually being influenced.

This was different and new for me but I really hope you got something out if it. Thank you for all for watching and for all the support you have shown me over the years. I truly am grateful.♥️ part 2 : kzread.info/dash/bejne/d2lnvM97dMLMptI.htmlsi=Vozy4ki1d80tOVoE

@jasmineinspires791

9 ай бұрын

It’s so crazy because I’ve looked for your page a few times on instagram.I remember you saying on one of your posts something about suffering with depression. When I didn’t see your page on instagram I thought to myself I hope everything is ok!!! I’m so sorry your going through or went through this darkness. Send you prayers , love, and light!!!

@jasmineinspires791

9 ай бұрын

Sending*

@deannabthecpa

9 ай бұрын

Thanks for sharing this.. made me feel less alone and put things into perspective for me

@yoursweetnia

9 ай бұрын

thank you so much for sharing ❤

@myrandomrants

9 ай бұрын

This was soooo powerful AND timely! Thank you for your transparency ❤

As someone who truly wanted to be an influencer, a big one at that, I'm glad I watched this. I still want to create content, but I'll always be careful to not lose my true self and only make content that feels true to me. I cannot wait for part 2. ❤

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

that is the ultimate goal! thank you for listening!

@extrememinimalism

5 ай бұрын

I massively wanted to be an influencer... sharing absolutely every detail of my life. I DID for quite a huge long. Then I bravely deleted IG and Facebook and all other social media for six months, went back to IG in particular for a month and then deleted again. No regrets. Also, although I keep some videos up on YT, I tried to remove most of those that contained mostly my son as I also really want to try and keep his online present minimal, after sharing so much about him from 0-18months.

Wow this made me cry. I took this year off of social media too. It wasn’t what it seem. It became very vain. This is the spiritual warfare they were talking about. I’m glad you got out 🙏🏼🙏🏼

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

i couldn't agree more.

This was beautiful. I’m happy you’re able to speak your truth and I pray for your continued healing.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much Nekia i appreciate your comment and prayer 🙏🏾♥️

@WindowShopper22

9 ай бұрын

Amen!

This! I deleted Facebook in 2019 and ever since I slowly get off of each one. I hate instagram. Socials has always been a lot for my spirit a lot of people don’t understand it. I don’t think any of us are suppose to take in all the news and drama that comes with social media. I know a lot of people needed this. Most people are addicted to it and the attention. Proud of you for seeing what it was doing to you.

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

your words couldn't be more true!

From ONE Black girl from the EAST SIDE of Detroit, to another---Bravo ma'am. The art and creativity of your script in spoken-word with visuals is a wonderful approach to this segment of the media. You're authentic, vulnerable and seen--we need more of this. Lovely share from a lovely woman🙏🏽💜. #313 all day baby!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Ayye what up doe!! This comment gave me a cheesy smile 😁🤣 I appreciate your support and encouragement, thank you so much! 🙏🏾💌♥️

@conversationswithadrianne

9 ай бұрын

Well can you please make content because I'm looking for more spoken word from New York, Detroit etc. Please Ma'am 😂😂😂😂 ok ok... I'll be happy with what is already on KZread

@a.r.jackson4590

9 ай бұрын

What up doe?! Hey Detroit Family!

@jesslivinlife

9 ай бұрын

Hey #313 family ❤ this was a great spoken word piece. Idk how this video came across my suggestions but I’m glad it did. I’ve been on the fence about wanting to pursue a life in social media influencing and these videos remind me of the dangers. If you do it you must stay clear and grounded in your purpose. I would really love to help myself and others heal through sharing my life’s story but I fear criticism from strangers, family and myself. Maybe it’s not for me 🤷🏽‍♀️ thanks for being vulnerable!

@ayoprophet2646

9 ай бұрын

What up doe! Eastside here😁🙌🏾🤟🏾 just deleted my fb and IG. I feel so free. It's crazy‼️

I deleted my social media accounts for now. I take weeks, sometimes months off because it’s overstimulating aside from the toxicity on there that I don’t like to consume. Also, from one poet to another, your poem is beautiful and raw. I hope it was healing for you to not only write, but also share. ❤️ 🙏

@godsangel67able

9 ай бұрын

I always say! If you can’t stop something for a bit of time, your addicted. And everything we do whether good or bad we need a break from time to time

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

thank you so much! it was liberating indeed.

Wow!! I’m in Charlotte & I’ve been following you for a while. I am currently going through the same thing. Disconnecting from social media looking happy on fb & insta but was suffering in real life. I actually ended up in a mental hospital. I’m still healing.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Coco we have a similar testimony. Please, let us never steer from the healing path. I truly hope you’re caring for yourself.

@nikeshasimon1376

9 ай бұрын

❤❤❤you will get through this, you got this queen.

@k_j_w4949

9 ай бұрын

All the best on your healing journey ❤

Wow Kish. I had no idea. Thank you for being so transparent, vulnerable, and trusting of us to share your story. I watched from beginning to end, and at the end of the video, I inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly. You gave me a lot to think about. I'm not an social influencer at all, but I've been and still is consumed with social media to the point where it's hard to delete it. When you were on IG, you were one of my top favorite women to follow. I loved your fashion and when you started posting your fitness content, I become even more of a bigger fan. I remember when I noticed I haven't seen your content in a while and started looking for your page and couldn't find it. It seemed like you were gone for longer than a year though. I wondered if you and your husband were still doing well after you both were house building..if I remember that correctly. I am glad to see you again, and the way your tone in how you are reading your story to us sounds like a wonderful ebook. I look forward to part two. ❤

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Wow thank you so much for your sincerity and genuine concern. I wanted to share my story a long time ago, i just didn't know how or where to start. I figured i would just start at the beginning in hopes that it would resonate more with others. I'm so grateful that you thought about me and were thoughtful towards my well-being. I truly hope you are also taking care of yourself.in this season and seasons to come.🥹🤎

Recently quite social media to get closer to God and I’ve experienced JOY from this.! YEARS OF BEING ON SOCIAL MEDIA BEING DEPRESSED TELL MYSELF IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH. To finally experiencing JOY WITH God. Now is the time to start opening up the BIBLE YALL ! ❤

@CarmenEsteves

9 ай бұрын

We should start a group. I deleted mine cause I felt it was too overwhelming to keep up. I was not my titles nor accomplishments and wanted to get away from that! Also saw that men assumed they “knew” me based on my posts. Even new people…

@Z.ANDREA

9 ай бұрын

@@CarmenEsteves if you’re interested. I’m in a WhatsApp group called The Gathering. All women sharing the word of God and supporting each other during their walk with Christ. We all understand that some days can be harder than others and we are there to remind you how good God is.

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

this is beyond accurate! thank you for commenting!

@davidasingleton8943

7 ай бұрын

@@CarmenEsteveshey are you from South Carolina/ATL or do you have FAMILY from there ?

@davidasingleton8943

7 ай бұрын

I’m on the same journey also. If God can’t get the glory then we shouldn’t be partaking in. We are only stewards of this life which is a GIFT that God has given up. I’m down for joining the group. God is calling me up higher unto him as his daughter and in my wellness ministry. It’s not by chance that I found this thread

Wow, thank you so much for sharing! I’m so excited for part 2. I was one of the 300K supporters on Instagram. Your impact is huge. I loved how there’s a piece of content for anyone. Hair, fashion, gym, wellness, etc. I’m so happy to support you over here on KZread. Your content is shifting and it’s flourishing. You’re being true to yourself. Biggest takeaway: Don’t be afraid to leave what you know and what is comfortable. You never know what’s waiting on the other side for you. 💎

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

wow Cara! I will forever be grateful for your kind words and support you have shown! Got me emotional 🥹🤎

I am blown away. This was such a powerful narrative. Thank you for sharing this.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Wow thank you for this, I’m really glad you enjoyed it!

Wow, this was very eye opening. I'm not an influencer, I've never seen any of your videos and I don't know why this video was suggested to me, but I thank you for sharing your story. I'm praying for you and your husband, and that your marriage is strengthened. I'm proud of you for doing what some people probably wouldn't do. God bless!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

wow thank you for commenting and listening Tammy!

@tammys1696

9 ай бұрын

You're welcome.@@KishUnleashed

@deedeesaidso5910

9 ай бұрын

Same

@sarahbelle988

9 ай бұрын

Same!

Your truth is beautiful. As someone who has been on a fight with wanting more but God keeps closing doors and teaching me to be content with what I have. This video spoke right to my soul. My husband asked me to define success today. And I described your previous life, so I think this came on my timeline for God to shut another door for me, but this time I am content with the door being closed. Thank you kish for your heart and transparency. It is not easy being obedient to Gods will and not our own. and if your loved ones don’t tell you that they are proud of you, it’s okay because your looking for a Gods honor and not their pride.

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

thank you so much! 🤎

I hear the healing in your voice. The Most High is always in control. 🙌🏾Looking forward to your progression and continued growth. 💪🏾

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Always in control and I’m thankful for that! I appreciate your comment as well!🙏🏾♥️

someone sent this to me because I have been feeling like I dont like the person I am becoming being on social media. While I dont use filters or photoshop, my mental health just doesnt like it. They say dont compare but the platforms force you to compare. They say post what you want but what you want doesnt get the love due to the algorithm. Its alot. This was SUCH a great video, thank you!

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

thank you so much for sharing and for listening!

The world needs this honesty, how brave of you! ❤❤

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much! ☺

Wow this was beautiful. My instagram has been deactivated for a few weeks now while I’m on a self discovery journey. I didn’t even have a lot of followers I just always felt like an imposter and I also didn’t really care what other people posted cause I felt like mostly everyone was being fake. I’ve heard people even lose followers when they post stuff that feels authentic to them. Like who are we really trying to impress? Social media will put you in a box that makes you forget who you are.

Tears are formed in my eyes.❤ POWERFUL & RAW! Everything you said---was me as well. I deleted my IG 2 months ago, and I've realized how much of what I was doing was simply to appease others so that they'll know I'm doing better and looking better than them because in HS---I had plenty of haters; expecting a downfall to only have the "perfect" life. It was a "ah ha" moment for me, but it became exhausting, and every moment had to be captured to show "its funny how the tables turn." I feel so much better now and I'm living what's real, and doing what matters. My husband noticed it too---why do we have to post everything and sometimes he wanted the "ah ha" moments as well because he knew my followers were people of my past being nosey just to keep tabs on us.... I was one that admired your beautiful hair and fitness because that's what I stand for and aspire within myself daily, but we become so self-absorbed, and the pressure is damaging. Thank you so much for validating what many of us as women deal with. ❤

This was so vulnerable and raw, your writing is beautiful and your truth is so needed! We often see influencers and forget we are seeing their best, what they choose to show but we have no idea what is really going on behind the scenes. I’m so glad you chose to heal and live for purpose and not for likes. Praying for you Kish❤️

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

this. thank you so much! 🥹

this exactly how I felt leaving a work environment that I made the most money at. I didn’t care anymore, it was toxic, I had everything I wanted, or I could have. But I wanted peace more.

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

peace is the ultimate goal, worth more than money. thank you for watching!

Thank you for being honest about what it’s really like to be an influencer. So many times we never hear about the dark side of it which causes other people to desire to hop on the influencer train without knowing the sacrifices that come with doing so. We really need more videos like this in the world today. ❤

This has been one of the most eloquent videos I feel like I have ever watched on KZread, seriously. The vulnerability of someone being transparent on socials is ALWAYS impactful, frfr.

I’m only 4 minutes in and I have to say thanking for making this and sharing your journey! Real discussions like this are important in our social media obsessed age. We absolutely have to retain our worth and self esteem outside of the likes and comments.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

You are absolutely right! I’m looking forward to hearing more people speak out. Thank you for watching and commenting!

This was so powerful. I deleted all my social medias at the beginning of 2023, it was so worth it. May you stay at peace.💜

@zoladadawele4

9 ай бұрын

Same here! Social media kept my spirit down and I felt like I wasn’t progressing enough. But I picked up another hobby, I read more and I have time for more self care routines. 🩷🤎

@MrsRodriguezBrinson

9 ай бұрын

@@zoladadawele4 beautiful, may you keep pouring into yourself.💜🥂

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

im glad you are free! thank you for watching.

This is likely true for a lot of influencers. Glad you shared. I too quit social media last year & have experienced so much peace🙏🏾

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for listening and sharing! 🤎

@bltpod

9 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing! I'm wondering what are you doing for a steady income instead of the influencer work and is there a world where you can create content and be an influencer while having balance of it all? @@KishUnleashed

Thank you so much for your vulnerable sharing. Social media is a bottomless pit that many fall into. Someone close to me just died recently and it was the stress of keeping up her successful social media identity that contributed to her death. Thank you so much for sharing!

@jenniferaugustin7544

9 ай бұрын

So sorry for your loss.

I felt this! I have a modeling page on IG and after a while it feels like you’re trying to keep up with something that’s unattainable. It’s so sad because it starts off fun but then it becomes a chore.

Your story reminded me of a friend that used to have Instagram - and she deleted it because she saw her self worth go down the drain. She had over 300K followers and everything. She now only have Snapchat and that’s to keep up with friends. I thought about deleting social media as well. I don’t have a lot of followers but social media literally deteriorated my self worth. I may keep tiktok to look at my journey but I thought about deleting Twitter & Instagram.

Ohhh Kish! This is so amazing 🥹🥹🥲 Sometimes God will put us in a “Cave”, so that He can cultivate you. I truly believe that disappearing was the only way. When you came out of that “cave”, you are now equipped for battle. No weapon formed against you shall prosper. I salute you sis. 🙏🏾

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Whew Come on with the analogy! HalleluYah for His protective covering through the storm and in the cave! I appreciate your support Lamesha ♥️🥰

@lameshahale2990

9 ай бұрын

@@KishUnleashed And I appreciate you my sister in Christ 🙏🏾

I just deactivated my social media a few weeks ago to focus on school, but I realize it’s much deeper. This video was so good and really spoke to me. Thank you for your vulnerability! Proud of you sis ❤

Man this was needed because we get do caught up on what we see on the internet but we’re only seeing clips and photos but feel unworthy because we don’t look like that. I appreciate your honesty and vulnerability. As a fellow Michigan girl I’m so happy for you!! Love from Saginaw 💖

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

thank you so much!🤎

Wow this is so so powerful! As someone looking forward to relaunching their faith-based fitness brand this is definitely a warning! 😮 Even for Christians… we are not immune to the temptation to be self-absorbed, putting on a facade, greed, etc. and just not slowing down to check in on ourselves. Thank you so much for your vulnerability, God bless you🙏🏾

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

thank you so much! 🤎

Hi!! Thank you so much for sharing this story. I too had to remove myself from social media. I was literally in “photoshop town,” I was creating a life that probably would have created money, but I was losing myself. I rather walk with God.

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

that is the heart and mindset. thank you for watching!

I am in TEARS! I am one of those women who is super inspired by you. I still am! But I remember saying to myself that you’re the type of women my husband deserved to marry because he’s fit and after my babies, my body will never be the same. He’s never made me feel like I wasn’t beautiful to him but I can’t see it as easily any more. To know that you deal with body dysmorphia is hard to hear! You’re so beautiful and seemingly kind! I hate that you had to feel that way cause I know the feeling all too well. We all need to make sure to pray for people we admire cause we just don’t know the mental turmoil one could be facing. I loved this video and can’t wait for part two! ❤

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Alisha, I don’t have to know you to know that you are absolutely beautiful inside and out, before and after the babies. I use to feel the same about women who were on my husbands level education wise. How wonderful it is to know our worth isn’t attached to anything exterior (especially physical) but rather what’s within and given from above. I appreciate your openness; we need more of this in order to heal. 🌹

Kish I wondered what happened and hearing the hurt and pain in your voice it makes me look pass the facades on social media. Thank you for sharing and I’m wishing you so much love!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for watching and listening! And even more for thinking of me while I was away 🙏🏾♥️

@myamorenzoni

9 ай бұрын

Oh course! I’ll be here for the next part especially since my hubby and I are creators and always playing the balance game. I’m very grateful for the dialog that your video has opened in the creative space and I hope more people talk about it.

It’s so good to know I’m really not crazy for not messing with social media anymore reading these comments it seems like a lot of women feel how I feel ❤

You have no idea how much I needed this ! Thank you so much

Wow this video randomly popped up but I’m glad I watched. Thanks for being so transparent! I’m sure a lot of ppl need to hear this.

Thank you for sharing Kish! I've often wondered what the effects of being an Influencer could be. I've cut back this year and I'm sooo much happier!! The loneliness is real. You have truly inspired me! I pray you continue to heal. ❤

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

yes! I’m happy to know you have set yourself free!

The craziest thing about this is I follow(ed) you and I consider myself a slow/mindful user. And I didn’t even notice you’d left. Bc the algorithm doesn’t care about who you’ve followed I just assumed I was seeing less of ur content. On social media I equally post things/art that are related to my feelings and not my appearance. And whilst they get lower engagement than selfies, I get the odd DM from a random person or i see one person has saved the post. And that shows that somewhere people are being inspired. But even with that, you disappearing and me not realising just shows how nobody really notices or cares after they’ve liked/saved a post. It’s too fast paced even for the sensitive users like me. Real food for thought. Happy to see you here and like this ❤

It’s really not all the surprising. I look at most influencers and just see no depth or real connection. It’s sad that people can’t see behind the facade. I appreciate those who are willing to keep it real beyond the high light reel that has someone become more important than people real life

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

thank you for watching.

Sis this was deep. Thank you for being so transparent and sharing your journey.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for even listening!

This was sooooo refreshing and REAL! Thank you so much for speaking your truth because it's going to help many. Sometimes we don't even notice how being vain can creep up on us until we completely lose ourselves. Thanks again and God bless!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

you are absolutely right! Thank you so much for watching 🥹

This was powerful! I followed you on Instagram and would literally compare my hair and body to yours, because you ARE hair and body goals. I don’t know of any influencer that would make this post. I admire you for this! Thank you for your transparency. You are so beautiful inside and out. I pray God blesses you and helps you live out your purpose.

I love your honesty, and I can relate I never became an influencer But I did realize that the pressure of trying to put everything online was too much for me. Somethings are sacred. And when you post intimate moments online: if the post doesn’t get a certain amount of engagement or likes it kind of ruins it for you

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

True words spoken. I'm glad you escaped.

Thank you for being vulnerable with us. I am sorry to hear that all of this happened to you. I hope your time off from social media has helped with your healing journey. Being transparent about internal struggles despite, a smile on the outside is a real thing. Thank you for touching upon that as well. I can’t wait for part 2. 💜

Thank you so much for sharing with us. I wish more people would share their stories. Just know we love and appreciate you! It’s nothing like being happy, healthy, healed, and whole 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

whew, this! thank you so much! 🤎🤎🤎

I have never resonated with a video more in my life. My tears were building up with yours. Being so vulnerable on camera about a topic we all are affected by one way or another is brave. Thank you for sharing! ❤

Sending love your way Kish ❤ I could only imagine how much heart it took to share this poem/monologue on the other side of being an influencer. This right here is genuine and speaks volumes! Thank you for sharing your experience, and I hope you are truly doing better.

This video randomly came across my feed. I’m so glad it did! This was so unique and beautifully written. Such an eye opener and inspiration to many. I have also deleted social media over a year ago and I’ve learned so much. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I wish you continued healing and peace on your journey ❤

OMGGGGGG!!! Thank you for sharing such a personal and beautifully written post. It was the video I didnt even realize I needed to see this morning! Ill definitely be watching part 2! 💞

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

wow thank you so much for watching!!🥹🤎

Your transparency is AMAZING!!! Thank you for having the courage to be open and honest. You don’t know how this is/will help others. THANK YOU!!!! 💜💜💜

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

iv'e been praying that it helps at least one person 🤎🥹

I definitely looked for your Instagram when I was discouraged on my fitness journey. You were definitely an inspiration even in the mist of your “depression”. Just know that you were missed and loved by those who saw your influence as ministry. What you’ve shared here has truly encouraged me more than you know. Thank you!!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

wow, thank you for these kind words Kandice! I appreciate you for listening and being here.

😭 This was amazing. Thank you for sharing! Comparisons is the thief of joy. So much of this spoke to my soul. Praying for you on this healing journey ❤️

Hi Kish. That was a beautiful self reflection. Thank you for taking us on the behind the scenes journey of your influencing days. I appreciate you for sharing this piece of your life despite how tough it might have been. I’m glad you took your time to decide when it was best to put this message out. This is certainly a lesson to all of us who follow influencers and use social media for entertainment or as a tool for business. We never truly know what’s going on and it’s important to have a healthy balance so we don’t get lost and if we do, knowing when to unplug. I wish you the best in healing moving forward.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

i appreciate your kind and true words! Thank you for taking the time to even watch and comment!🤎

This was powerful! I am in this space now where I want/need to delete all social media apps. I’ve noticed it’s caused stress and major anxiety for me. It’s a huge distraction from things of the real world.

Lol... "I gave my two weeks notice and didn't even go in for the two weeks." LOVE IT.

Thank you, thank you, thank you! -the outside of the apple was shiny but the core was rotten. -editing beyond recognition -wearing masks before 2020 -people look but they don’t even see you -don’t we look happy -body dysmorphia -the sun can be shining but it can be dark in your life 😮‍💨 I had to take notes because WOW. Your vulnerability and transparency is beautiful sis. So proud of the inner work you’re doing. I hope you also know your story is going to help others like me still suffering. There is so much power in your words. I’m literally shook and looking forward to part 2.

This was an eye-opener. What you spoke in this video speaks volumes into how each of us can easily lose ourselves based on the standards of what society says we "should be" or "should look like." It's amazing to hear you say spiritually you were empty and you had to check yourself. God will always humble us if we stray too far from him. I deleted my instgram account as well because I felt I was putting fitness above God. It was becoming my idol, and I know God always has a way of getting our attention if we dont stop and get ourselves back centered on him. Congrats on your current journey, and I wish you the best!

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

i felt every word. thank you so much!

@naturalista2.074

7 ай бұрын

@unleashedwithkish You're welcome! God is molding each of us differently but it takes us giving up our own will in order to fulfill what he has for us. Happy Holidays to you and yours!

Very insightful, I enjoyed watching. You’re highlighting many of the social norms that aren’t normal at all. You’re beautiful queen💕👑

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

You are absolutely right! Thank you so much for listening!

i love how you narrated your story. it felt so authentic. love this!

I loved this ! I drew back away from social media after watching a Netflix film called 'Social Dilemma'. It was a true film behind the different ways social media is created to brain wash people. That was a moment of self-reflection for me and now I feel so at peace after so many years being drawn in seeking validation.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

yes i saw that too and it was truly insightful. We know SM harms us and yet we are too addicted to let it go!

@SolRoseCustomMade

9 ай бұрын

I’m gonna watch that on Netflix now sounds super interesting

Thank you for your transparency. There are so many others living this same life, but afraid to speak on it or not ready to share it. I’m proud of you, not only for what you’ve accomplished, but for being on this healing journey 💜

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

You’re absolutely right! I’m hoping more will come forth. We need to hear the truth of the matter 🙏🏾♥️

Thank you for your vulnerability. This is SO relatable. I deleted my social media for a year for the same reasons and found myself again. So many are living in a silent battle and even taking their own lives because of this... you may have saved someone just by sharing your story. I'm tuned in for part 2! 🙏🏽🙏🏽 Pray you're doing better today..

Thank you so much for sharing your story❤ You've taken the time to truly reflect on your journey as an influencer- The power of self-awareness is real and it takes supreme confidence to delete your Instagram as it was your income and essentially your entire life. No one can fully understand your own journey, thank you for sharing your beautiful story and the way that it was so eloquently, presented via poem. I've deleted my social media back in 2020- To see this video now confirms that I made the right choice to save my Soul, to run away from social media and never look back. ❤✨🦋👑💫

I put you on my vision board as body goals in 2020, I had no idea who you were and have never seen your social media accounts. You came up on Google with a body similar to my old one. Thank you for sharing, we just really never know the battles behind the camera.

Wow, so much vulnerability, Thank you! As a small time creator, I’ve been trying to figure out who I am so that I can show the world, but stay true to myself also. I’m so glad that you were able to let go and heal. So powerful. I really need to hear this. Thank you. You’ve gained a new subscriber. Can’t wait for part two!❤

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Yes you are absolutely right! Everyone always says be true to yourself but I'm grateful I now understand the seriousness and weight of that statement! 🤎

Thank you for being vulnerable with us! I'm looking forward to part two

😮‍💨 I can hear your exhale. One long exhale to the very end of this video. I recognize it as mine. Kish, you are loved, prayed for and so appreciated. Thank you for sharing 💕.

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

you wanted to make me cry didn't you? 🥹 thank you Johanna 🥹

Thank you for being vulnerable and transparent! While shocking, it's refreshing and important. I really appreciate it and I hope you're feeling and doing much better these days!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

I am Keyanna! thank you so much!

Thank you for your beautiful transparency and willingness to speak to us about what you were going through. I know this was no easy task, but I commend you for logging off of Instagram and checking into YOURSELF. I've learned over the years that the more I tuned in to social media, the lonelier I would feel. Thank you for being so honest!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

You are so welcome, thank you for even listening and leaving kind and encouraging words. The lonely feeling was/is real- much lonelier than actually being alone. sigh*

I was one of your followers on IG and I actually went through my following list looking for you about 2 weeks ago, I remember you were sharing your loc journey. Thank you for your truth, I loved your content but I’m grateful for your now peace ❤

Thank you for being so open and honest with us. Praying for your continued growth and healing ❤

Wow this reminds me of Mathew 16:26 when Jesus says For what will it profit a man if he gains the whole world and forfeits his soul? Or what shall a man give in return for his soul? I’ve been feeling the urge more and more to live a quiet peaceful life. Thanks for sharing this. Wishing you a speedy recovery ❤ God bless.

❤❤❤❤❤ thank you for your vulnerability! Pray your strength on this journey!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

I appreciate you Danielle!!🤎🤎

This was so good and refreshing to hear! I can’t wait for part two!

This was eye opening, as I am starting to take my influencer journey more serious, but you never hear about what could really go on behind the scenes especially those with large followings. Sending you positive vibes your way. Thanks for sharing your story. Looking forward to part 2

Wowww this was too good and so so true!!! 😭🙌🏿😮‍💨 We don’t understand how much of an idol we’ve allowed social media to become until it’s start to affect us internally which eventually shows on the outside. I wish you all the best and I know God has a great plan for you!!! 🤍

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Your words are true! Thank you so much for listening and commenting!

Proud to know you found yourself, I hope others wake up and find themselves. i really hope this reaches and touches many and they go back to the Heavenly Father. I only have YT. I deleted social media 3 years ago. I live to please Jesus and nobody else.

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

Halleluyah! thank you for listening!

Omg heyyyyyy!!! I’ve been looking for you!!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Here I am! 😚

I’m not crying! 😢 Just so moved by this. Wow I connected with you so much but within my own personal circumstances. Thank you so much for sharing your vulnerability with us. I appreciate it so much and needed that encouragement. I didn’t delete my IG this morning but the app. I didn’t know this is what I would be watching you saying this today. Social media can be a significant distraction if we’re not careful. I woke up this morning saying I’m not going to look at it today and so I deleted the app. Today has be therapeutic. Love you, Kish boo! 🫶🏾🫶🏾

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Go girl! that’s a huge step! Just taking time off is a game changer. I noticed how habitual it was and like you said, a significant distraction.. making and consuming content will fill up your day like nobody’s business. I’m glad you resonated with me and hope you stay on the healing path no matter how difficult it may get! 💌♥️

@wnderbug

9 ай бұрын

@@KishUnleashed indeed sis indeed!

Your voice is so soothing and sweet. You're absolutely beautiful and you have such beautiful hair

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Oh you’re way too kind. It’s hard listening to myself so you can imagine trying to edit this video 😩Thank you so much!♥️

Thank you for being so vulnerable and transparent in sharing your story with us. I can definitely empathize and relate as a small creator who started down that path. I hope you and your husband were able to weather the storm. Looking forward to part 2!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Bre! Thank you so much for even watching and relating. ♥️ and yes Part 2 is in the making!

By the end of your video I was tearing up, too. I appreciate your authenticity in sharing this important message of what is truly meaningful and how showing up for others when we're not really showing up for ourselves takes it's toll. Wishing you much peace on your healing an wellness journey ❤🫂

This was GOOD! You hit on something key. As believers, we have to stop conforming to the world, pleasing “man” and enjoying other’s attention more than we command God’s. You are real💜

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

whew yes! No truer words ever spoken!

Just subscribed

Wow! Thank you so much for being transparent and so vulnerable and REAL! I respect this so much. What you struggled with is exactly what I feared about getting too involved with social media and wanting to gain a huge following. I’ve had “friends” who also wanted to do the same and they were never present whenever we went out and everything was a photo op. It gets draining for those around so I can only image how draining it is for someone who is in it. ❤️ It takes alotttt to come out on the other side when your getting all the benefits of that type of lifestyle so I’m happy for you & proud of you!

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

Thank you so much Dakota! Your kind words mean a lot and i appreciate your encouragement 🥹🤎

This story is amazing! And truly what we need to see. We get so caught up in what's not happening in our life, and often try to rush our journey so it can look like others, we forget to appreciate the present. I know this will bless and wake others up. God bless you, peace and blessings!

Look at God

I'm so glad you're here. Im so glad you're ok. I checked on your page all the time, up until it disappeared. Thank you for sharing this. (So glad you're ok❤)

That ending made me tear up. This video made me feel so known and seen... I appreciate your honesty about your inner work, it's inspiring and so impactful.

@KishUnleashed

4 ай бұрын

You are so welcome. Thank you so much for listening 🌹🕊️

It's so good to know you are doing well and cheers to you and this journey!

Thank you for sharing your journey. I’m 20 years old and I I’ve always wanted to be a fitness influencer. I worked out 5 days a week but every time I would be coming back from the gym, I would ask myself if it was even worth it because i still felt empty on the inside. I put the gym first, it became my idol without me realizing and even when I did, it didn’t change anything because I would find a reason to justify myself. But at some point I realized… what if I really made it in the fitness industry without God? Would it be worth it? To showcase my body and make it the God that I worship and to influence others to do the same? I came to the conclusion that it wouldn’t be worth it for me. One day I came across one of your KZread shorts and you were working out but had your body covered and it clicked to me. I was like that’s it. That’s what I want to do even though it may not get as popular. I’m truly grateful that you shared this video, thank you for living in your truth 💕

@KishUnleashed

7 ай бұрын

wow thank you so much for sharing this with me. you don't even know the mental gymnastics i went through to post workout videos while being covered up. and you are absolutely right about it not being worth it without our Father. its all vanity without Him getting the glory. i appreciate your comment so much!

Thank you for being so transparent and sharing your story with us. I have been following your content for years and you were definitely #hairgoals and fitness motivation for me so I noticed when I could no longer find you on IG! I had no idea of the weight of all of this behind the scenes. Glad to see you back and in good health 💕

@KishUnleashed

9 ай бұрын

wow i appreciate your support Shekira! 🥹🤎

Thank you so much for your vulnerability! It takes so much strength to share to perfect strangers what you’ve internally experience! Blessing to you queen!