I Cry Out (Very Dark Song Ye-been Warned)

I am still looking for an alternative title.. suggestions are welcome!! I think this one here, will conclude (A song a night) ..Of course I say that with out knowing what's around the next corner ..
At least I did not stay up all night on this one.. Though I think the universe is saying take a break.. This is now 3 in a row where something was amiss with either audio files or the camera.. Oh, I had the perfect version, that I adored, worked on it a couple of hours, only to go to render the video and apple Icloud was down so my phone stopped recording .. though, luckily It captured this one..Or perhaps this is the one that was supposed to be saved :)) .. but I saved both anyways.. .. So, when I started this project of a song a night, with just one thought, my goal was to create an organic moment, this is the accumulation of it.. This is the moment, this was that snapshot.. I felt free and this is what the heart had to say without any scripting.. Oh this actually a minute and half longer, should I?
Yeah, I was doing everything to hold back the tears yet again :)) ..
~Have you seen
A desert with a jaded moon
it rises on tides of endless sand
pools that bled
from my broken heart
I stare up to heaven
and I cry out your name_!
for even a single star
of your light
and like shifting sands
that bring mirages
A shadow of you
quickens my heart.~

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  • @littlewarcovers
    @littlewarcovers7 ай бұрын

    This was the recording destined to be shared 😀 love the guitar on the background too at around 02:15. Great song, we feel it with you. I took a few days offline as, feeling I needed a rest, so catching up with everything tonight. Always listen to the universe. 😉

  • @wallygroovecricketjamsandp8584

    @wallygroovecricketjamsandp8584

    7 ай бұрын

    You know what is so amazing, and I often find myself in a bit of awe.. How much I learn from you.. Your wisdom is very grounding, A life time of second guessing and trying to analyze every variable, I have now seen for the first time, how that can waste much valuable energy ... wow.. eureka moment ..

  • @DerbyJackMusic
    @DerbyJackMusic7 ай бұрын

    Blessings, very deep.

  • @mikeshanermusic
    @mikeshanermusic6 ай бұрын

    Is it wrong to occasionally curse the Heavens because I feel like "He" knows I'm justified to do so? I get downright nasty sometimes but that's what happens when someone is feeling punished for something but not being told what they're being punished for. "He" is lucky I'm still talking to "Him" at all until I get answers. Lol but true. Sorry if my interpretation of this reminded me of my own issues and probably not what it's about. I hear many paths of interpretation on this one. 👍👍

  • @wallygroovecricketjamsandp8584

    @wallygroovecricketjamsandp8584

    6 ай бұрын

    I am sure you heard the other version on the main channel .. Hey mike, there is nothing wrong with having a stern conversation with that universal consciousness.. I wish, I had answers for you, for myself, yes at times it feels like a cruel joke, you see what is happening here, you see the responses, and know .. And there is nothing that can be done, period! .. I look for just an ounce of beauty and hold on to it.. the one line "just for a single star of your light" .. And though there is incredible pain involved, the beauty and love that exist is something so strong, it is worth some of the pain (but that pain is changing, perhaps because I have accepted "the moment") ... You have a beauty to you, you have a song in you that is quite grand, your music is special, I wonder if that is the trade off? the pain from where our soul opens up and the beauty we are flows.. shoot.. lol.. I think I said all that right.. .. edit.. I think I want to amend that, no, there’s no way it would be a trade, instead I want to think the perseverance that you put forth, even though the suffering is real will have its reward … I would have to believe that, if it were me, just to reconcile the the not knowing why

  • @mikeshanermusic

    @mikeshanermusic

    6 ай бұрын

    Nicely put and I agree. There will hopefully be a reward. (big ramble edit here)😉lol Sending you and Britt the biggest smile I can muster!!😁👍