Harris: I’m gonna jump off a building Me: do a backflip

@dez2950

4 жыл бұрын

At the end of everything Hold on to anything Me: Dive head first

@gachacutie5959

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@Snowfox_Brinson

4 жыл бұрын

DAMN DAMN DAMN HIT HIM WITH A TABLE

@Tralfazzz

4 жыл бұрын

How about a bellyflop?

@coolboymcswag2040

4 жыл бұрын

Everybod do the flop

*"I don't like that section of the mall anymore...."* I- God, bless your soul.

@acbghost4411

5 жыл бұрын

mehgan lee was she raped or is that just me

@abcc7382

5 жыл бұрын

ACB Ghost I think she was raped

@spencervirens

5 жыл бұрын

@@abcc7382 I would say raped, but probably sexually harassed. It's a possibility though.

@hello_people5283

5 жыл бұрын

@@acbghost4411 Yes, she didn't give consent.

@Nicole-id5ey

5 жыл бұрын

500 years in prison for him

As a victim of sexual assault I know how it feels to go through this. You are so brave to be sharing your story

@thatonespinster

10 ай бұрын

im so sorry that happened, hoping for only the best for you in the future ❤

@moxxzui

9 ай бұрын

Omg I’m so sorry for you..

@slushiixoxo

8 ай бұрын

i hope you and illy r okay :C

@user-xg1bw2bd2l

7 ай бұрын

Cap

@slushiixoxo

7 ай бұрын

@@user-xg1bw2bd2l what... literally no proof against this?

6:12 "You don't owe anyone anything." Thank you. I want to give you a hug. I just got out of such a terrible uncomfortable relationship like this and needed to hear that. I've just recently began healing from it.

@MSMFurcorn22

2 ай бұрын

So sorry you had to experience that,hope ur doing ok ❤

H-hate him A-an evil guy R-really disgusting I-ILLEGAL DOOD S-supposed to be in jail I would like justice☺

@giggus_arrow509

4 жыл бұрын

His name is haris mahjoob. I’ve referenced social media, linked in, everything. He looks like illys drawing of him.

@bicuber8399

4 жыл бұрын

Giggus_ Arrow Does he have any other socials?

@ObiWanKenobi212

4 жыл бұрын

Giggus_ Arrow is he on face book?

@ObiWanKenobi212

4 жыл бұрын

Giggus_ Arrow does he look fancy?

@rulerofeverything7247

4 жыл бұрын

@@giggus_arrow509 You found him?! What's he doing now?

"You better be buffer than Mr. Clean with that attitude." -Illyssa, 2018

@FrenchyJr

4 жыл бұрын

Sophia Aquino jelly copies yo comment

@ilyell1e

4 жыл бұрын

I used this a YEAR ago

@tenpennies9149

4 жыл бұрын

Yes lol

@-smileyface-6911

4 жыл бұрын

That’s mood

@Lilahlove17

4 жыл бұрын

1000th like

Illy, I’ve been in a “grooming” situation like this a couple years ago before. I watched this video and I recognized what the groomer was doing, I blocked him. Now I still come back to visit every once in a while, and remind myself to keep myself safe. I just turned 13, and I sent this video to my friend when she told me about a 22 year old guy asking her for pictures. Thank you for bringing awareness I love you Illy

@slushiixoxo

8 ай бұрын

illy saves lives C:

@ZeroAguilar

8 ай бұрын

thank u for commenting this im so sorry for what youve had to bare❤

@ZeroAguilar

8 ай бұрын

@@slushiixoxoyes she does!❤

@BananaWallyBart

8 ай бұрын

Aww yw ❤@@ZeroAguilar

@charlottemoo9397

4 ай бұрын

i'm so glad you're safe :)

Reminder: people who sexually abuse others usally aren't very developed emotionally so remember you are a lot more developed then this person is, they probably just spent his teenage years doing nothing to develop his brain You are FAR more powerful both physically and mentally

@overlord3481

4 ай бұрын

You're saying that based on nothing. What does "developed" even mean? You saying that smart men can't be creeps lol

@PixelsPolygonsNPetrichor

4 ай бұрын

@@overlord3481 being mentally developed doesnt equal smartness. it's just the ability to handle things

@overlord3481

4 ай бұрын

@@PixelsPolygonsNPetrichor define mentally developed

@PixelsPolygonsNPetrichor

4 ай бұрын

@@overlord3481 being able to handle stuff that a younger/traumatised person cant

@iamtheloraxandispeakforthe8496

4 ай бұрын

By emotionally underdeveloped, they mean that the person does not understand how their actions affect others (to some extent) They don't understand that someone deserves the right to say no, they only act on what THEY want.

The 6.6k dislikes are all of Haris' fake accounts...

@marianaamazing1013

5 жыл бұрын

YASSSSSS

@leofont6026

5 жыл бұрын

@@whateverchannel5344 it was 5.2k when i originally typed the comment

@trashmuffin907

5 жыл бұрын

Haha XD

@jantzandchristy

5 жыл бұрын

Leonardo Font heh

@yvngxshady

5 жыл бұрын

5.3 dislikez

“I don’t like that section of the mall anymore.” Holy shit. That hits different.

@rendrickluna7237

4 жыл бұрын

Doggoman 555 I remember I got lost in the mall when I was 2

@Bella_xyz

4 жыл бұрын

Doggoman 555 ikr

@thismillah4468

4 жыл бұрын

ikr dat sad :'(

@xoxojustno6971

4 жыл бұрын

@@rendrickluna7237 ... ok?

@nelllovehearts8466

4 жыл бұрын

I have no name very different to what happened to illy

When he drove you to the parking lot and when you said you had nightmares about it, that just broke my heart. Illy, I am so glad you are safe from Harris and I hope he never contacts you again or anyone else who is like that. Stay safe and I love your videos!

Thanks for making this, I was talking with a 20 year old woman over discord and she always seemed super nice but recently she kept talking about coming to my country for college and I’m only a 16 year old lad, this video helped me realise what she was trying to do and luckily I never shared any personal info

"Age is just a number" And Hell is just a giant oven

@biggamba06

3 жыл бұрын

lol

@tayloryost9603

3 жыл бұрын

And a dinosaur gut is just a bed for haris

@apolloisairborneoldchannel8920

3 жыл бұрын

@@tayloryost9603 you tried...

@masko4566

3 жыл бұрын

And water is fruitless juice

@Truptislayyy

3 жыл бұрын

And kidnapping is surprise adoption

“You are not responsible for the joy of others” -Jaiden Animation

@phoen1x_cs

3 жыл бұрын

"You are not responsible for anyone's personal happiness"*

@blank42069

3 жыл бұрын

Amen

@catherinekaminski112

3 жыл бұрын

She's a wise soul

@isobelarya3941

3 жыл бұрын

That is an amazing quote

@PancakeTheKat

3 жыл бұрын

Beautiful! 😁

I was unknowingly SA’d by my parents and groomed, I didn’t know that it was happening. But it did. Not including the manipulation, and other types of abuse. I am proud of you for leaving.

@cashthecurator666

Ай бұрын

I’m so sorry about that, kiddo. You deserved better parents. How are you doing today?

@ShyloTheFox

Ай бұрын

Damn.. thats so messed up.. are you doing better now. . ?

People like that man make me loose my faith in humanity. Then people like you go and restore it. You keep doing what you're doing, Illy.

You have no idea how amazing it is to see someone brave enough to put a monster like this on blast! MAD props to you!

@aliciaserrano646

5 жыл бұрын

Oh yay you're here-

@germanyballartsandanimations

5 жыл бұрын

Yay ur here :3

@zeddy2284

5 жыл бұрын

oh hey everyones here, shoe 2, all the support for illy !

@williamjack-off-ton6573

5 жыл бұрын

Yay you're here did you bring he'll with

@arandomspider9563

5 жыл бұрын

I love your animations

"sweetie, stalking is a big word." That's what the police said to me when I was in a similar situation. Illy, thank you for telling this story. It's good to know we're not alone in the word. All the love, darling.

@olliojenarter

5 жыл бұрын

I wish I could line up all these good for nothing, dismissive law "enforcement" officers and pepper canon them until they apologize!

@totallycrazystudios1801

5 жыл бұрын

Those cops belittled you like that? Messed up. I'm so sorry anybody has to go through anything like this.

@remig0ld_641

4 жыл бұрын

"Load the cannon!"

@gamesandshorts69

3 жыл бұрын

Y'know what else is a big word? *Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious. Which is not what these types of cops are.*

@gamesandshorts69

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof wtf

I was a sexual assault victim back in year 6 by my bully who didn’t get a punishment for it and then I saw this video and I felt so seen, thank you so much illy, you are so brave for speaking out about this and putting your foot down when you couldn’t do it anymore.

3:41 makes me giggle so hard , i love how she can still make jokes and stuff during a hard time. its so nice for you to be this honest about things like this.

@BabySeal84

8 ай бұрын

I was in a situation like this before but much less severe. So I was 11 and I was playing a game on roblox with my friends. Then someone came into the server(wasn't a private server cuz none of us had money) and they told me to join their game. I said "why, who are you" as did my friends. They said it was our other friend on an alternate account. I said ok and told my friend I would be right back. This guy then once we were in his private server pretending to be my friend, asked me a lot of personal stuff as they "forgot." This stuff included my birthday and stuff but they didn't say anything like my name as they knew I would catch on. I did as they wanted because I thought it was my friend. This guy then would go on to ask me for secrets that I "had told him" which were really just him digging for more info he could use against me. when he asked me how my dog was doing because and he said my other friend told him about my dog. I froze because the friend he was pretending to be was the only one I told about my dogs death, and I said that if I got a new dog, he would be the first I'd tell. I didn't confront him about it because I knew that if what was going on was what I thought it was, I could lose important information. I then played along and said a bunch of lies about my life and he believed them. He even told me he wanted a picture of me but I didn't do it as he should know what I looked like. After a little of him believing the lies I fed him, I confronted him slowly, and he didn't thunk to an excuse, he just acted hurt like I played him, as he never did anything wrong. I wasn't dumb enough to play his game though so I continued to expose him. When he knew he couldn't keep his act up much longer, he said how much I hurt him and how he hoped I would die in a car crash. He then left after playing victim a final time. After that I would go into the server where my friends were and I told them that the person who claimed to by our friend was just some random guy desperate for friends as I didn't want to tell them about everything else. I would joke about it now but never to those friends as I still haven't told them.

@DaisyLefay

6 ай бұрын

Me too Illys the best 🫶

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore." I have never heard a sentence with so many raw emotions put behind it. I CAN NOT imagine being in a situation like this.

@asahi7627

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof Wtf dude, not funny

@saskiamoller8629

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof damn u can jump off a roof W Haris and also do a backflip

@furiousstudios4438

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof ......

@annareeves2027

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof um wtf that’s not good or nice this HAPPENED to someone and it’s really not funny imagine if it happened to YOU

@miki5152

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof backflip off a roof

this is why we don’t use the term “toxic” lightly.

@yngjng7732

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof wtf

@lidiaamorim9342

3 жыл бұрын

@@yngjng7732 Don't mind him. He was being a *d word* back there talking about this video like it was a comedy. Breaking news *insert @ of that guy* its not *b word*

@heather4805

3 жыл бұрын

@@lidiaamorim9342 brasil?

@blimasolash2551

3 жыл бұрын

When you live in my world that term is thrown around WAY to much

@amymeadows9834

3 жыл бұрын

Well we are very Toxic human beings when we're hungry. And I'm very crazy when I'm need fed a nice pound of lead

“I no longer like that part of the mall” I’m so sorry:((

i got very lucky.. my cousin sexually assaulted me and my parents found out. i didn’t tell them then his parents found out he got in trouble and thankfully no one else did. here i am, today, suffering through ptsd, haven’t dated a man ever again lol. i met a really nice police officer and he honestly helped much more than anyone has. i thank you for sharing this. and hope that no man ever bothers you like that again. stay strong, we love you

@tamimsiddique1420

8 ай бұрын

I'm sorry for what your cousin did, you did not deserve that.

“So he drove us to a parking garage.. “ *I dont like that section of the mall anymore* Don’t tell me that didn’t make your heart drop to your stomach. Because it did for me, and Jesus Christ I hate the feeling

@mkl3399

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@7beep

5 жыл бұрын

What did she mean?

@itzme3230

5 жыл бұрын

Wade W. Same :(

@lolagw1842

5 жыл бұрын

• Milky Tea • Um.. he raped her.

@livmartinezfilm

5 жыл бұрын

Yes

my heart shattered when she said that about the parking garage.

@lawlietyagami9857

4 жыл бұрын

Same, it’s so sad when you realize there’s people out there who would prey on younger kids or do these types of horrible things.

@camerontraer3136

4 жыл бұрын

Same. I feel terrible for her. I would NEVER do that to someone who I truly love.

@trictok4418

4 жыл бұрын

And my heart became a little more whole when you gave us validation. Thank you! I was a harassment victim but everyone dismissed it as just my imagination. I'm grateful that you believe illymation's testimony was real.

@aetuts4773

4 жыл бұрын

this is irrelevant but heads up jd i’m a dead gay walking

@Kai-zz3no

4 жыл бұрын

uwu. And here’s your final bell It’s one last dance and then farewell

That story about the cop just made me mad. Like you said after telling the story, you deserved and needed help. I'm glad you got out of that. And I hope this video has helped other victims.

Girl, i watched this series when it first came out four years ago. I didn't know it at the time how similar our situations were. Took a global pandemic for me to leave and several months after to go no contact but things are better now. Thank you for making this video series. You helped me open my eyes and realize what was happening.

"YOU BETTER BE BUFFER THAN MISTER CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE"

@bryannalujan1664

5 жыл бұрын

My fav part 😂😂😂

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore". Damn, that hit me hard. Im really sorry for what you had to go through

@dumpsterracoon9920

4 жыл бұрын

❤️ (and love ur username & profile pic)

@dumpsterracoon9920

4 жыл бұрын

@@cosmos_gguk yepppppppppp!!!

@kickinitwithcarter8222

4 жыл бұрын

Me too

@justmakinsometae7991

4 жыл бұрын

I know I feel so bad for her!

@safiyyahmuhammad144

4 жыл бұрын

That shit really hit home. I had to pause the video to really take it in. Goddamn 😓

I was in a toxic relationship for 3 years 13 years old till I was 16. And assaulted by some others at 17 I'm in my 20's now in a better place but Sadly nobody but the people in my life believes me The people I cutted out now doesn't believe me and it hurt me. I cannot share my story much in public because I have no proof and having no proof...sucks

@Tigerfang-wt8tx

Ай бұрын

Jeez are you okay?

this happened to me in 2021, luckily his friend reached out and got me away from the situation, i’m so glad it didn’t get worse. ‘relationships’ like this rlly fuck you up as a person

"I don't like that section of the mall anymore". This just broke me. It's so messed up.

@_artly_art3622

5 жыл бұрын

Wait. I don't get it. What did they do?

@Aura097

5 жыл бұрын

@@_artly_art3622 He r*ped her I think.

@mejustme479

5 жыл бұрын

And that is why I totally believe her story, I can relate. 💔

@Aura097

5 жыл бұрын

@@stacymolchanova9832 what?! No she wasn't!! What are you even saying?

@xendra333

5 жыл бұрын

@@stacymolchanova9832 Statutory rape exist and even so, she didn't give her consent.

Let this be a warning children- in a relationship you are supposed to feel safe, you need to feel like the person really cares about you and they respect you.

@Lucid_The_Hellhound

3 жыл бұрын

@Sparer Yahya Yes.

@kito1156

3 жыл бұрын

This should go for any relationship with anyone you know

@spamton1996

3 жыл бұрын

Too bad I’m a virgin

@1ts0nly4stro

3 жыл бұрын

Ill ask a phone and call 911 Or be a police myself-

@tammiestait5465

3 жыл бұрын

You shouldn't limit to just children. I'm giving you the award of "Thinking 69420% of children are dumb".

Illy, thank you for sharing your story and raising awareness. I watched this series when I was 11. I’m 15 now, and by no exaggeration, you have saved me. I’ve made many friends online and had multiple encounters where my “new friends” told me never to tell my parents. I immediately blocked and reported them because you taught me to. I didn’t learn this in school. I learned it by watching this series. Thank you.

I was sexually assaulted by my cousin when I was younger and I remember thinking that it must mean he loved me. My sister used to laugh at the idea of me loving my cousin. My cousin's sister who saw it all happen would laugh at me and make me feel bad for letting it happen. My dad had no idea that it was happening, but he happened to get into an argument with their mum (his sister) so we stopped seeing them. The next time we saw them was at my grandad's wedding, about ten years later. By that time I had realised what my cousin had done to me, but I had never told any of my family. My female cousin made a joke about it and I just remember having to try so hard to keep it together. A couple of years later me and my dad had met up my aunt and uncle for a quick hi. My uncle went on about me as a baby naked in the bath, it was disgusting. The way he talked about it, it felt very paedophilic. I just wanted to leave that conversation as quickly as possible. After that talk, me and my dad got into the car and I told him how uncomfortable my uncle had made me and my dad just blamed me, as I was the one who had wanted to catch up with my aunt. A little later on the car journey my dad spoke about my cousin, saying how great he is, and I told him what he had done to me when I was younger. All my dad said was that I should have told him when it happened, which I retorted, saying I didn't understand what had happened then. It was extremely frustrating. Since then I have told my sister too and she just got all awkward when I told her. The same happened with the guys I have dated. It made me feel like I was blowing the whole thing out of proportion, but I also couldn't get rid of this feeling of violation. Eventually I told my best friend about it and she was really great. She made me feel validated, and helped me try to get help for it. I am so grateful to her for making me feel valid. I still haven't told most of my family about what happened. But I feel like most of them wouldn't care and would just see it as me trying to cause issues. Sometimes I want to talk to my cousin and tell how violated and betrayed he made me feel, but I also think he wouldn't care. I also worry that he might have done this to other people, but I don't want to ruin his life if it was just me. He is 6 months older than me so I have been told it could have just been because he was a child himself. At the time of the assault I was dealing with going through puberty very early so I had developed breasts a lot younger than other kids. I also have autism and have always been more trusting of people older than me. I had really adored my older cousin because I felt safe with him. My parents had just divorced and I was always being told to take a side. Normally when I visited family too I would end up having to look after my younger cousins as the oldest, so having one cousin older than me on my dad's side had always given me some relief. Now I am worried when he is in the same room as my cousins as I don't trust him (thankfully this happens very rarely).

@tamimsiddique1420

8 ай бұрын

I'm sorry for what you had through, even having your father blaming you. It's not your fault, and it really sucks that your father would victim blame. It really sucks that the people you have told do not care, but great, your best friend does.

@nevaehlynch3399

8 ай бұрын

That's so sad, I hope you get the justice you deserve and uh..., Don't be shy, Tell us his name....

@user-zq8ng1iy8t

7 ай бұрын

What the heck is wrong with your family …….( atleast most )

I'm still so fucking infuriated that Illy never got justice, not even her having a better life, friends and support system in the present can quench that anger. It's so unfair...

@alias4795

3 жыл бұрын

Same.

@oreocrumbs4598

3 жыл бұрын

@Rafa Enzo Natividad Dude, there is literally sexual abuse in the video and you're worried about someone swearing in the comments? 😭/nm

@krek2031

3 жыл бұрын

@@oreocrumbs4598 I agree

@personwithinternet

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@krek2031

3 жыл бұрын

STILL THIS GUYS SCARED TO FUCKING RESPOND 😂😂😂

“Stick and stones will break your bones, but words won’t hurt you. Right?” Verbal and mental abuse is still abuse. Everyone should remember that. Please.

@ignoremelol2576

4 жыл бұрын

Yeah

@mercurymoon2369

4 жыл бұрын

Thank you!

@wadabreab

4 жыл бұрын

Injuries heal, words dont

@mahendrakandpal7514

4 жыл бұрын

Nope.

@katerinasuprunchik9121

4 жыл бұрын

My older cousin is putting me through mental abuse calling me “fatass” “ugly” “stupid” “untalented” “worthless” and it’s only me. No. One. Else. His parents don’t do anything at all. I believed him. I keep putting myself down. Calling myself the things that he has said. My sisters probably noticed that something is wrong. I try to get better. But I can’t. I’m scared to eat in front of his family. I always have the feeling that I’m being judged. I spend all my time alone not wanting to talk to anyone. Isolating myself. Whatever you say will effect someone forever.

The fact that she sounds so sad and at one point she sounded on the verge of tears breaks me

I'm so sorry Alyssa no one should go through something like this. :(

Little does harris know there are over 1.75 million people willing to take him out >:)

@floogullgaming1764

3 жыл бұрын

Nearly 9 mil

@azgoodra

3 жыл бұрын

Hey I've got my tranquilizers out here! Show me where he lives and he's waking up with 10 or more years in prison

@xxwolfiexxwoofxxwolfxx8786

3 жыл бұрын

Shooting Star UwU no

@justinn7025

3 жыл бұрын

Rip Harris

@Mr_Kiwi

3 жыл бұрын

Harris gets out of jail I’m fucking finding him

I can’t believe I breath the same oxygen of him

@littlecharey9090

4 жыл бұрын

Same

@yeahyeah9208

4 жыл бұрын

Fearless Waltz i’m so sorry but that sent me 😅😂

@katarinablagojevic5760

4 жыл бұрын

Yes I hate it

@justinstephenson8543

4 жыл бұрын

Ya it sucks

@flavoredsidewalk

4 жыл бұрын

I WILL HOLD MY BREATH

That guy was so manipulative and toxic... it's sad you didn't get justice for what he did to you 😟

I hate the phrase sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never hurt me

@unripelemon1142

7 ай бұрын

Freaking exactly. Like, as if verbal abuse doesn't exist

“Better be buffer then mr.clean with that attitude ” love that

@gothicgirl9003

5 жыл бұрын

MemeUs - sammmmmmme

@DoloresMadrigalsGirlfriend

Ай бұрын

And you better be as strong as Luisa from encanto

@BlakeBenson-nf6vl

15 күн бұрын

Yea

Again... that dude sucks. Great video illy. Can’t wait for 2.5

@marielavega335

5 жыл бұрын

Ikr

@internationaltroller8242

5 жыл бұрын

Same my dude (pssssst) hey hey I quite like your vids

@emmanuelramirezmontoya6646

5 жыл бұрын

Nani?

@florence.florence.f.florence

5 жыл бұрын

lel

@mkzhero

5 жыл бұрын

Everywhere i look.. VACUUM. There things don't come out of nowhere people, being susceptible to abuse and turning out abusive starts home. They guy deserves all the shit he can get, sure, but his, and her parents need to get some heat too.. A lot of heat actually.

“And I don’t go to that part of the mall anymore”😕

I dont think i have the words to even express how courageous you are for sharing this story as this turned out to be majority of your teen years. I know you're in a far better place now but im honestly shocked people like Harris exist. Keep up the good work with the animations, they motivate me to try them as well even though mine suck 😅

"i don't like that section of the mall anymore" hearing you say that made me feel so sick inside.

@TheKpopBasement

5 жыл бұрын

Why?

@maja524

5 жыл бұрын

Hanin Mony Because it implies that she got sexually assaulted in that parking garage, and now that’s all she can think of in any parking garage. It’s heartbreaking.

@humancircuitry

5 жыл бұрын

same. tears immediately welled up in my eyes.

@madeleinebillie2494

5 жыл бұрын

It’s not okay that she was put in that position in the first place but the fact that she was put in THAT position at THAT age is honestly so sickening and so disgusting I can’t even comprehend it. What’s even worse is how the POLICE the people who are meant to PROTECT us didn’t do a damn thing about it. That is the most the disappointing part of this video.

@daysleeper7209

5 жыл бұрын

Me too

“YOU BETTA BE BUFFER THAN MR CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE”

@nethascotx24

4 жыл бұрын

Ngl best line ever

@cer7892

4 жыл бұрын

I love that line lol

@annaluuuvv

4 жыл бұрын

Nice plagiarizing

@MuffinDogg

4 жыл бұрын

Yes

@MuffinDogg

4 жыл бұрын

YOU BETTER BE BUFFER THAN A... wait he's a noodle

That ex is beyond despicable

I am so sorry this happened to you at such a young age.. as someone that has almost been in a situation like this I completely understand how you felt.. this situation is really scary, especially at such a young age.. I’m so so happy you were so brave to tell this story

“It’s okay, you just made a mistake.” That’s what my mom told me after I told her that I had been a victim of abuse and pedophilia. Illy, thank you for helping me not feel so alone.

@Vixieaudios

2 жыл бұрын

@@justaturky2890 same!

@nicolesvariouswares

2 жыл бұрын

You didn’t make any mistake. Someone took advantage of you and hurt you when you were vulnerable. I’m sorry your mom wouldn’t see that, and I hope you’re doing well now

@galaxytaco2873

2 жыл бұрын

The way I went “that’s not normal?” When you said that. Wow. Uh. I am so unbelievably sorry about that for you. :(

@Stan-Loona

2 жыл бұрын

I am so so soooooo sorry that happened that’s heartbreaking 💔

@itsme_hi13

2 жыл бұрын

@@yd_gacha4307 i sobbed when i read this. it’s not funny or welcome at all. do you know how long it’s taken me in therapy just to try to recognize that it wasn’t all my fault? and do you know that i still struggle with that? my own mother told me that it was my fault, and the one friend i trusted told me that i should have seen the signs. and they’re right! i should have! i should have left so much earlier! thanks for reminding me that the moral of my story is that i was dumb enough to listen to a 40-something-year-old man (even though he originally told me he was 17) when i should have just ignored the idea of love. you really need to get off the internet. seriously. what is wrong with you

*She was in KZread rewind* I’m so proud

@yeetyeet8840

5 жыл бұрын

Animators were included again thankfully

@that_echo1887

5 жыл бұрын

Alex Milne yes! I was like illy!!!!!!!!

@michaelql3754

5 жыл бұрын

Alex Milne everything was still thrash tho

@trinavegaga5808

5 жыл бұрын

But then the rest of the rewind sucked

@mintomento8003

5 жыл бұрын

I’m more disappointed considering how awful it was

you are so brave for surviving and telling the story! I am so glad you were able to escape, what he did to you was discusting and im glad you were able to get yourself out of thte mindset and being straightforward to him! you deserve to be happy.

I'm so glad you feel comfortable sharing this story, I hope you get your justice girl

When she said she did not like that part of the mall anymore.... I felt my gut contort like a spider in a death curl....

@corcor2366

4 жыл бұрын

ikr..

@aksisarchonprime2335

4 жыл бұрын

I felt the same thing.

@chickeneater34

4 жыл бұрын

I didn't get that line. Does it mean, she got deflowered at the parking garage?

@kbye2321

4 жыл бұрын

N-Word Killer Prolly.

When you said “and he drove to a parking lot...............I don’t like that part of the mall anymore”it made me so sad I could here the pain in your voice

@seleenam-ali4762

5 жыл бұрын

Yes same dude my heart dropped i feel soo bad

@PUNKTACTIXX

5 жыл бұрын

She should of just killed him right there right then

@sophieliz5027

5 жыл бұрын

my heart BROKE

@theinternetpolice2078

5 жыл бұрын

I could hear the utter defeat in that voice.

@moony4412

5 жыл бұрын

songs to listen to when I'm bored she couldn’t. She was helpless, and couldn’t stop him.

hearing you say “i don’t like that section of the mall anymore,” hearing your voice get emotion made me cry. no one fucking deserves this shit, and i’m so sorry you had to deal with all of this.

ive been in a similar situation before (a lot more complicated on the emotions but a shorter time by a lot) and seeing this video still sends chills down my spine. it's still crazy that you have the courage for speaking out

THAT ENDING AS ME MORE ON EDGE THAN INFINITY WAR

@aekuri5193

5 жыл бұрын

GinjaNinjaOwO OMG I LOVE UR VIDS!

@getagoshdarnlife.4708

5 жыл бұрын

Lol

@Ayayayay7

5 жыл бұрын

as more edgy than a SQUARE NICE PUN ;D , wait that's i *tHiNk* a pun

@sekitsui2739

5 жыл бұрын

Agent KETH OWO

@TheLegitKK

5 жыл бұрын

@Agent KETH no u

I feel like I'm more disappointed and angry at the cop because it was his job to protect you. It was his responsibility to take this seriously, but he didn't. He refused to listen and condescended a very serious issue that could have turned much much worse. When people in power like him don't believe survivors of abuse, they have blood on their hands. He doesn't deserve to be a cop.

@corncosplayer7941

5 жыл бұрын

I'm scared of cops literally because of this reason, something similar happened to me

@diligentone-six2688

5 жыл бұрын

In my Country: Once a Cop, always a Cop. Your Job is to Serve an Protect the Country. Any Lawmen is not Safe in our recent Administration. Commit a Crime, you get Humiliated by the Superintendents. And either they'll take you some place dangerous or they'll arrest you.

@SteenatheCatrobat

5 жыл бұрын

I hope he got fired.

@gamerharpy205

Жыл бұрын

He should be fired

@HiSkyHigh

Жыл бұрын

I hope the the cop and her ex dies in a hole with no one to remember them

I’m so sorry Illy ☹️ no one ever deserves this. You didn’t deserve this. I hope he is rotting in a jail cell.

I was in a relationship somewhat similar to this when I started high school. The guy constantly asked me for pictures and threatened to kill himself if i tried to break up with him. I'm lucky that someone I trust found out about it and the relationship didn't go any farther.

@daisy.lvsssss

4 ай бұрын

oh my god that’s so terrible I hope you’re okay now ❤❤

@Kaylaw9

4 ай бұрын

@@daisy.lvsssss I'm a lot better now. Thanks. ❤️

What's disgusting is that there are people out there at this very moment who are suffering from this exact kind of situation and our world puts so little stock into addressing emotional abuse and what it can do to a person now and even years in the future. The statement about you being one of the lucky ones to escape is such an understatment.

@droopless

5 жыл бұрын

Boner

@lovetrain188

5 жыл бұрын

My head hurts right now I’m in a relationship I’m not abusive but I realized I do a lot of the things this guy does (minus the sexual things and such) but seriously I’m crying right now I’ve been too obsessive I’m exactly like this guy.... I need to apologize to her now I’ve made some shit choices...

The best revenge is that you're still alive and living a wonderful, healing life now. Love you, Illy.

@ivansuman867

4 жыл бұрын

It's not illy it's alasha

@mateom8223

4 жыл бұрын

Ivan Šuman it’s Illysa

@kimberboucher4680

4 жыл бұрын

Ivan Šuman lol if your going to correct somebody make sure you know it, yourself.

@meowmeowdefnotafurry

4 жыл бұрын

Ivan Šuman XD No it isn’t that’s not even close to the correction, plus her name is Ilyssa, and her NICKNAME is ILLY! Next time you correct someone make sure you know it yourself

@lazulidrawzalot0616

4 жыл бұрын

@Kat the Plebby potato Pretty sure that was a reference to one of her other videos.

Thank you so much for sharing this. We autistic girls are more likely to be abused than our neurotypical counterparts and even less likely to be told what to do when faced with this situation, so something like this is going to genuinely save thousands of lives. Thank you.

I love seeing videos like these especially when it comes to online grooming. I was groomed several times online but got into 'relationships' with two people and it definitely did some damage to me, even to this day. It kinda makes me feel seen that both of our stories took so similar, makes me feel like I can conquer the pain :) thank you for sharing your story!

The worst part of this is it happened for so long and ruined her entire middle school and high school experience. This happened since she was 13. Until she was 18 how is that okay. This story hurts me worse every time I watch this

@Vixieaudios

2 жыл бұрын

@@tacopower3578 fr fr thats sad she cant get that precious time back

@SilentCrimsonOx

2 жыл бұрын

Yea and she can’t just go back in time back to her childhood ig that’s what you can call it :/

@ronaldoalberto3510

2 жыл бұрын

Not to mention the added trauma she may carry with her to the future, all because of him

@leafyishereisdumbnameakath4259

2 жыл бұрын

yeah thats the worst part

@fxdedflxwers907

2 жыл бұрын

Coupled with the fact that, in another video, she said that she was being bullied at school

“I don’t like that section of the mall anymore“ that sentence hit way to hard

@kaitydidkaity6542

3 жыл бұрын

Seriously broke my heart :(

@jenmill5194

3 жыл бұрын

Yup

@Paulettchen

3 жыл бұрын

You can hear in her voice that it hurts

People don't know how hard it is for people to do this.... I dealt with someone like this when I was 9 and he was 13.... when I told people... no one believed me either... I am proud to see others who went through similar issues speaking out. Our voices must be heard

being taken advantage of is my biggest fear. I feel so bad that you had to go through this, people shouldn't have to go trough this or be worried about it happening. it's just horrible.

@Lucky_Born_In_2013

7 ай бұрын

It’s ok, millions of people are here for you. People are here for Illymation, everyone with that fear? We’re all here.

@nevaehlynch3399

7 ай бұрын

It doesn't feel good..trust me, I would know :

I once had 50 missed calls from an abusive ex boyfriend, I was lucky, because I moved far away and never looked back.

@Thatbeanbagchair

5 жыл бұрын

Don't know you but proud of ya

@amagicalunicorn6839

5 жыл бұрын

You go. You deserve so much better. Hope this never happens to you again

Favorite part: “YOU BETTER BE BUFFER THAN MISTER CLEAN WITH THAT ATTiTUDE!!”

@jessicaeasterling750

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@aidenproulx3849

3 жыл бұрын

Same

@islamcfadden5655

3 жыл бұрын

Sammmme yass

@emilycox2930

3 жыл бұрын

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

@gamerguy4374

3 жыл бұрын

luv that part as well

Please keep educating us on this you just saved lives

Once, this happened to me once. I feel of what it was like being terrified, it was pain, i still feel the pain..

I got chills when you said "I don't like the part of the mall anymore..."😨

@foooofboi

5 жыл бұрын

What does that mean. Oh wait WHAT

@13taylorswiftlyrics13

5 жыл бұрын

Feffinator she was raped in that part of the mall

"That's toxic as shiiiiiiiiiiiiii-" -JaidenAnimations

@quackityhasagun4405

4 жыл бұрын

tom gedison, you are now my favorite KZread commenter.

@Kr4mpus_

4 жыл бұрын

this this is really fucking good

@nubbskull

4 жыл бұрын

Oo another comment from jaidens toxic thingy..????? I think???? (sorry if I sound sarcastic and stuff)

@Dewey_01

4 жыл бұрын

That actually what i thaught

@littleshook5360

4 жыл бұрын

No😠😠😠😠 it's "UNLOCK THE DOORS FIND THE KEYSSS😭😭" 🤣🤣😂😂😂

Thank you so much for realeasing this series because it is a very educational and made me and a lot of other people more concious of these kinds of situations. You are so brave for talking about it especially since videos have come out of people defending Haris and I watched there videos and thankfully found so many comments defending you. You deserve to be helped :)

I am subbing you, because this isn't something people can just talk about let alone explain thr whole story. You're extremely strong for doing that. It's sad your teenage memories have this perverted ped0 monster in it so I pray the future is better than this 😄💓

I’m sorry but- “YOU MUST BE BUFFER THAN MISTA CLEAN WITH THAT ATTITUDE”

@briannguy4481

5 жыл бұрын

It's not okay to body shame.

@agereartist3763

5 жыл бұрын

True but lets nuke his house anyway

@Sweetestdiva14

5 жыл бұрын

I actually died

@peeberton

5 жыл бұрын

Omg 😂😂😂

@hntr038

5 жыл бұрын

@@agereartist3763 did you know nuking a house is worse than this dude Harris? Just thought I'd let you know.

It's still crazy how people choose to blame the person who suffered rather than the person who committed the crime

@mariellenoliveira1913

5 жыл бұрын

Ikr?! How can people be so stupid?

@enviisyk

5 жыл бұрын

Say it louder for the people in the back

@harrythehamster72

5 жыл бұрын

but like y is a 13 year old on the internet talking to strangers smh

@ShinyPrimarina

5 жыл бұрын

@@harrythehamster72 we ain't doing this today, satan

@EDMYuki

5 жыл бұрын

@@harrythehamster72 And how old were you when you first used social media?

I’m back to tell you good job from last time! I’ll keep it short sense the other one says the same thing! Great job. Your doing amazing things by warning people :)

so brave telling this story. I feel for you illy

You better be buffer than Mr.Clean with that attitude lmao love you illy xD

@kamada2068

5 жыл бұрын

I swear I don't promote drugs kids

@kamada2068

4 жыл бұрын

Lemme just update and say thanks for 777 likes lol

Just noticed Haris's hair is drawn to look like devil horns Clever

@derp9440

2 жыл бұрын

He deserves to go to down to the under world.

@yasminlima2272

2 жыл бұрын

Not even satan would want him

@derp9440

2 жыл бұрын

@@yasminlima2272 then where the frick we’re gonna put him!

@yasminlima2272

2 жыл бұрын

@@derp9440 Infinity death and suffering lol

@wyzran

2 жыл бұрын

@@yasminlima2272 send him to the PURGATORY

You have just made others that may have gone through, be going through a very huge help by posting this. Let there me more of you that speaks out about this.

I am late but I am so sorry that happened to you.. no one should have to go through that. And the fact they didn’t even listen to you at the start says it all. This isn’t talked about enough. I hope your doing so much better❤️

"back for the chaos" >implying i ever left

@illymation

5 жыл бұрын

That made me laugh out loud, omg

@nomadsstuff1770

5 жыл бұрын

illymation glad to be of service

Did she just go Shane Dawson on us!!?? Oooo... I'm so ready for more tea ☕☕☕

the difference of the animation style is wild still love ur old aniomation illy:))

Im glad you posted this video because it’s important to tell others about these types of things and make sure others know they’re not alone you are an awesome person ily ❤❤❤

He ruined this girl's freaking life not just childhood he gave her these memories no one should suffer like that

@sarahjforpresident

3 жыл бұрын

@Logan Roof no❤️ noone else reply please this 9 year old "logan" is looking for attention

@TheED3NNetwork

3 жыл бұрын

ABSOLUTELY NO ONE SHOULD BE TREATED LIKE THIS

@alexandriadiamante4286

3 жыл бұрын

Yea I feel so sorry for her

As messed up as it sounds, I've been waiting for this sequel.

@cesarespinoza6831

5 жыл бұрын

Versaucey I mean it is a pretty interesting story

@erickalvarado3296

5 жыл бұрын

TRIGGERED.

@natiii1738

5 жыл бұрын

SAME

@bryannaschlueb3797

5 жыл бұрын

Same

@sedonda6882

5 жыл бұрын

Versaucey me too my guy me too

I'm so glad you talked about this! we actually have a lot of similarities and so I watched these videos when I was young, which taught me a lot and saved me a buncha times! thank you!

I had to pause these videos multiple times because I had to have therapy for something involved with this topic and yet I wanted to finish the story you are presenting. Thank you for sharing and I’m sorry this happens at all.

Y'now...if he's still got those pictures, he's a criminal.

@cryptic-lemon9755

5 жыл бұрын

Yeah, couldn't the police get a warrant on his computer and see that 'personal collection' of his?

@rynemcgriffin1752

5 жыл бұрын

Ms Crazy He most likely has deleted these and would make stuff up

@ceinwennn

5 жыл бұрын

They were snaps though

@Scarlettt343

5 жыл бұрын

@@rynemcgriffin1752 there would still be evidence that's already out. Like Cristali. He denied it, but we all know the truth and now he's in the slammer where he belongs

@liltube8092

5 жыл бұрын

Ryne Mcgriffin nothing is ever fully deleted and for a idiot and creep like him I don’t think he would delete them so the police could find them

“Age is just a number” So is a prison sentence 🥰

@loopzys

2 жыл бұрын

"Jail is just a place"

@no_nopee

2 жыл бұрын

@@loopzys anorexia is just an eating disorder 😀✋

@TheCareborn

2 жыл бұрын

“Dementia is just bad memory”

@bubblewaffle1558

2 жыл бұрын

@@TheCareborn Wrong.. Its just a burning memory

@mememan102

2 жыл бұрын

police negotiation is just a conversation 🤩

Thank you for sharing your story. I am sorry this happened to you.

This reminds me so much of a toxic relationship I was in before, like it matches up so closely. I'm so sorry you've been through this and I'm so glad that you were able to get out. You're so strong girliepop ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ much love