Life is hard! What doesnt kill u makes u stronger. U got this!

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

Thanks man!! True that.

@asprelskcalling1151

3 ай бұрын

No,no,no, that's not true. U don't always getting stronger ..

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

@@asprelskcalling1151 it can be true under the right circumstances but yeah sometimes life just decimates people

It's comforting to listen to you. I'm in distress myself, so it's comfortable to listen to your soothing and calming voice. Do you have any parents or siblings to turn to or ask for help?

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

I appreciate the kind words, After leaving My friends place a week or so ago now My Mom has given Me a bed atleast to sleep on in her office so I am okay but they havent let Me use their internet at all so I'm sort of improvising at the moment. I just got a chromebook and wifi hotspot to go for free from the local library for a couple weeks so that should allow me to upload again real soon!

Praying for you. Wishing you nothing but happiness.

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

Thank You!

Hey man I don’t know how I stumbled on your channel. But I subscribed to your channel. And if you need advice or you need to talk … I’m here. I too have dealt with drama and it has kicked me to the ground a while ago, that’s one of the reasons why I got KZread, to escape from the drama from other social media platforms. Again if you need to talk or need advice then I’m here to help the best I can! I too went through really dark hours in my life. Stay strong

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

I appreciate that alot, there has been so much support funneling in after posting this set of videos and its really pushing Me to stay positive and keep going forward! I'll let You know if I need someone to talk to for sure. thanks for watching!!

@Faroutamazingadventures

3 ай бұрын

@@InfinitusYT my pleasure 😇

@evolveyourself9518

3 ай бұрын

But YT is just as toxic as the other social media platforms.

@Faroutamazingadventures

3 ай бұрын

@@evolveyourself9518 unless you’re looking for drama. Everything’s been so peaceful on my behalf sense being a KZreadr

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

@@evolveyourself9518 depends where You are looking I guess

That's scary man. I can relate on a LOT of levels. Sorry you're going through this - you're very brave. I have a feeling things will turn out much better for you in the long run, but I know the short term looks gloomy. All you can do is your best - to keep moving forward at this moment. And consider meditating. Peace can be found within. I know it's difficult but I've done lifetimes of work on myself meditating. And it's FREE! Also, look into Byron Katie's The Work. I think the basics are free and available online as well. If you meld meditation with self inquiry, it's very powerful.

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

I absolutely need to focus on meditating more I know how crucial it really is. I'll check out The Work but honestly I just started reading a book from Thich Nhat Hanh called: "The Heart of the Buddhas Teaching and I'm loving it so far!!

@ShowMeWhatINeedToKnow

3 ай бұрын

@@InfinitusYT That's great! You really don't need to read the whole The Work, by the way -- I think there's like a cheat sheet on her site. That and a couple Byron Katie vids and you'll have the whole thing down in no time.

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

okay, I'll have to give that a shot thanks!@@ShowMeWhatINeedToKnow

Keep trying physically therapy eat healthy and stay as active as you can. I hope your injury heals. I had a hip injury that lasted 3 years till it finally healed. I don’t know all the details of your injury but I was 28 years old thinking I was crippled it was scary. Now I’m 31 and In good physical health. Keep going. Don’t give up. Keep trying physical therapy

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

yes I cant give up on My body yet, thanks. im glad your injury did eventually get better that actually gives me some more hope. load-bearing joint problems are very difficult to overcome thats for sure.

@maxbowman1613

3 ай бұрын

It might take years to heal. Keep up p therapy and eating healthy. It’s a process. I’m glad I didn’t need surgery

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

I don't think I really needed surgery but because a doctor told me about it and I was in pretty bad shape already after an MRI (I had a contrast injection into the joint itself which caused more pain) i just went for it which was a pretty dumb choice tbh at such a young age but I have to accept that I made a rash decision at a low low point but i cant let that hold me back forever you know.@@maxbowman1613

@maxbowman1613

3 ай бұрын

So you just got an injection shot? What exactly is wrong with your hip? How did you hurt it?

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

no no, I got the injection of contrast for an MRI scan of my right hip joint so they could see well what was going on inside which caused even more problems just by itself and so after that I just decided to go ahead with the suggested surgery since I was already in alot of pain... it was a terrible idea when you're still so young lol. My GF at the time left Me like right after I had the MRI done and so I was really not in a good place to make such a big decision for myself but everyone around Me didnt question it so I went for it and now here we are! I hope this clears things up.@@maxbowman1613

God Bless

Places WILL hire you part time, you might have to look harder but, it’s there. That will generate some income and help you get on your feet.

You'll make it through. Stop thinking about the future.

They are hiring part time. They actually don’t want to give more hours cause of benefits. Once you feel better about yourself, it’s easier to be around people. 😅

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

yeah, well the insurance job that I was at would not allow Me to go part time without a medical disability which i don't know if I can prove just yet. I'll have to look for something else for the time being unfortunately.

❤😂🎉

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

thanks again greg, more videos very soon!!

Hi Dude! How are you? Hope you're OK, let us know as soon as you can ok? Huge hugs ❤

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

Hey! everything is alright, I unfortunately did end up being kicked out where I was staying at with My friend a day or 2 ago but My mom has given me a bed at night when I need it at her place for the time being until I can figure something else out. thanks for asking!! I haven't spent that money you sent Me yet I'm trying to make sure I do the right thing and not waste it on anything I don't absolutely need. gonna try to make more videos soon regardless and upload whenever I can!

haircut shave ?

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

probably a facial trim up at the least, might not cut my hair till I start going bald not sure. use it before you lose right?

Did u get the donation? I hope its helped.❤😊🎉 I read that ur staying at your moms briefly.im so happy about that!!!

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

I did! thank You so much I am going to save it as long as I can and only use it for an emergency or basic necessities!! You are the best!! more content as soon as I can I just don't have access to the internet at my Moms hopefully I can explain things better in a video soon!

i'm sure there will be rules most places do

I know it’s super hard especially if you don’t have support and a good family! Do you have a job??

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

kind of, haha they may have let Me go by now since I havent really been in touch with them for months again now. they just rolled my 401k over to a different company which maybe ill try to call them and see if I can have them distribute that now but I really have no idea. also if I do try to get back to work soon it would probably be somewhere totally new as I was already feeling trapped at that company even while I was working there.

"suck it up and get a normal jo for a little bit." Why not getting a part time job, some hours every day or every second day? To earn for a room or a studio? Work will make you get up in the morning, and you will meet people. KZread will not give you anything. Get out to the real world.

@InfinitusYT

3 ай бұрын

I'm looking hard at part time work to start again at first for sure but the idea that KZread will never give Me anything is just wrong because it already has.. I understand the sentiment that I need to get out and interact with people more but it's just not that simple nowadays.

@asprelskcalling1151

3 ай бұрын

You brave man❤️