Infinitus

Infinitus

The Infinite Man! Welcome to My KZread Channel! I hope you find the stream entertaining and that you enjoy your stay!
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Depressed, Alone And Desperate

Depressed, Alone And Desperate

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day

Weekend Check-In 2

Weekend Check-In 2

Weekend Check-In

Weekend Check-In

Not Dead! (Yet)

Not Dead! (Yet)

It's Okay To Need Support

It's Okay To Need Support

Counseling Begins Soon

Counseling Begins Soon

Kicked Out Again...

Kicked Out Again...

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  • @elvist2810
    @elvist28102 сағат бұрын

    we care about your wellbeing buddy and we can relate to you as well. we are all in this together

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    I appreciate You!!

  • @_Arugula_Salad_
    @_Arugula_Salad_2 сағат бұрын

    Good deal mate. No shame in accepting kindness from others. "Its better to give than to recieve," but if no one receives then no one can give! I've given a bunch of money to people over the years. Kept 2 ppl off the street. On my yT channel, not a single penny from anyone! Its perfect. There is one brother on standby tho, but I'm reluctant to take help from him. Its a delicate thing. Some asshole commented on my channel offering me a job. But when I sent him my email, he changed his mind bc he didnt understand my email name. Lying pos, snake in the grass Be well brother 💚

  • @kennethAmos8929
    @kennethAmos89293 сағат бұрын

    Please tell me there are ways for you to get some help - is it possible there is a Group for former depressed you could talk to. I hear you, and look in the comments we all hear you. Positive hugs your way

  • @orionpk
    @orionpk3 сағат бұрын

    Greetings from Puerto Rico, keep the videos coming.

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    Cheers, Thanks for the support I will continue to make videos for everyone!

  • @lilman0820
    @lilman082010 сағат бұрын

    So good to see this . Your last video you seemed so down and depressed and now you sound so much better .Very good to see .

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    Yes, I was definitely at a low point when I sat down and made the last series of videos and thanks a lot to You guys I feel a lot better now. I know I'm not alone anymore. Things are getting better slowly but surely just have to keep doing my part!

  • @user-bb5nk9tg3e
    @user-bb5nk9tg3e11 сағат бұрын

    Oh so good to see you in a better state of mind♥️

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    Thanks a lot to You all!!

  • @maede3786
    @maede378612 сағат бұрын

    Very happy to hear from you! Sounds like you got a plan, sounds like you're on a good path for yourself. Never stop striving, never stop being gentle with yourself either.

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    Thank you!! And absolutely, will do!

  • @5002seven
    @5002seven13 сағат бұрын

    Nice, Armored Core OST.

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    It's sooo good, possibly My favorite game series now. AC6 was incredible!!

  • @kaneclarke4825
    @kaneclarke482513 сағат бұрын

    What State are you from?

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    MO

  • @joannaazar7396
    @joannaazar739615 сағат бұрын

    Wishing you the very best!! ❤

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    Thank you! You too! 😀

  • @andrewwabik5125
    @andrewwabik512518 сағат бұрын

    Hey man you’re almost at 1k subs! That qualifies you to try making money on here! Very nice 😊

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    So close!!

  • @chadmarcel5963
    @chadmarcel596319 сағат бұрын

    Hey, Brandon - glad to see you back and doing better. Was worried about you - just because your last post was very sad and resonated with me actually. I’m struggling with being too alone/isolated/lonely as well and I’ve been looking for a new job for 6 months - a recruiter told me today nobody is hiring - just what I wanted to hear LOL So, like you said, your videos are helping both yourself and others - and I’m looking forward to watching everything you post in the future. Things will keep getting better and better for you (and for me) - we have to have faith in that. Social Support and knowing people care and are listening is So Important. Sending positive vibes/prayers/ love ~ Chad =)

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYTСағат бұрын

    Much love Chad!! I am so glad that My videos resonate with a majority of the people that see them and it always surprises Me to see that for some reason. I never expect many people to see My videos but sometimes KZread likes to do its thing so I am really grateful to everyone that watches and engages with Me on here. you are right things will improve we just have to do our own part in making them better consistently! Thanks for Your comment it means so much to Me!!

  • @Faroutamazingadventures
    @Faroutamazingadventures19 сағат бұрын

    You got this!!😊😊

  • @mcgregy
    @mcgregy20 сағат бұрын

    You got this mate keep your head high 👑

  • @daveb2280
    @daveb2280Күн бұрын

    You're so depressed and can't work yet you have the ability to set up a Paypal account to accept donations? You're a fraud. Stop pretending. Either get help or stop the charade. Enough with the drama.

  • @JesusSaves_NT
    @JesusSaves_NTКүн бұрын

    Please give Jesus Christ a chance, Please don’t reject him like this world has, he shed his blood for our sins, he died was buried & rose again! He took our place when he went to the cross & offers forgiveness & everlasting life! ❤️✝️ John 14:6, Ephesians 1:7, Revelation 1:18, Isaiah 53:5, Colossians 1:14, 1 John 2:23, Roman’s 6:23! We speak to God through prayer, he speaks to us through his Word the Bible! Check out Romans, John (Gospel), Galatians, Ephesians, 1,2,3 John (epistles) to start! Relationship over Religion! No bible? Plenty of free apps!

  • @HuanLinParkour
    @HuanLinParkourКүн бұрын

    I feel you but the only difference from me is that I will always stay single and I will never have kids or be in a relationship since my passion is more important. As long as I'm making the best out of my life and doing what I love is all that matters. Life sucks and it won't get better but we all have to never give up and just try to hang in there as much as possible since we only have one life. There is nothing after death and you're not alone in this but don't forget that there is way too many bad things and negative things in life than good. Nothing will ever get better since humans are the only problems on this earth. I never worry about what anyone thinks because I know that one day we will all die and nothing will even matter. 💯

  • @check-julius
    @check-juliusКүн бұрын

    I dont have much resolution for your problem. My problems dont look like your problrm and vice versa. One thing i know and can share though. Time moves on no matter how we feel. Time dont care

  • @nin9249
    @nin9249Күн бұрын

    With most friend groups of girls if you are the new one you are basically their entertainment. Doesnt matter how long you wait before opening up, the second you do, they negatively gossip about you.i fully believe this is why women dont get far in their careers because they will throw anyone under the bus

  • @nin9249
    @nin9249Күн бұрын

    Same here i just watch live streamers and type to them its sad

  • @Alex-hx3nm
    @Alex-hx3nmКүн бұрын

    maybe you can join usa civil fleet, or at least army engineering or civil staff. i dont know the usa realms but it seems to be a not bad place to work at.

  • @Alex-hx3nm
    @Alex-hx3nmКүн бұрын

    a job must be as easy as possible. no weights, no nerves. a janitor, a mailman

  • @Alex-hx3nm
    @Alex-hx3nmКүн бұрын

    how much a janitor earns in a hospital or a house community janitor for example in your city? i dont think it's too exhausting. at least you in usa have your rights defended by laws, at least you have LAW enforced by the state. in russia LAW is a notion of humour for the last 2-3 years after the nuts maniac putin started the war. 1 day of war costs 10-100 mln$ according to some scholars. billiards of $ were burglared from russia for 20 years of putinism. russia now is a failed state of the level of haiti. imagine living here. you can google images by "россия грязь" and watch images of russian realms i dont believe you cant earn in usa. i live in putin fascist shithole and here an average salary is like 1.5$/h. you imagine that. the food prices got higher 50-60% a year. eggs are 90r for 10, milk 90 1l, meat 400-700 kg. the average pension is 15000r, that is 150$. be thankful for being born in usa. you have a passport opening 90% of borders without visa. you dont have youtube banned like we do in this shithole. you have a freedom of speech, you have rights, you can carry a gun.

  • @InfinitusYT
    @InfinitusYT58 минут бұрын

    I am absolutely grateful to be living in the US. I can't imagine what Russia is like right now or China/North Korea etc it must be horrible and I am very sorry You have to live in such a country. I hope things can be better in the future for everyone around the world. Thanks for Your comment.

  • @Alex-hx3nm
    @Alex-hx3nmКүн бұрын

    how much a janitor earns in a hospital or a house community janitor for example in your city? i dont think it's too exhausting. at least you in usa have your rights defended by laws, at least you have LAW enforced by the state. in russia LAW is a notion of humour for the last 2-3 years after the nuts maniac putin started the war. 1 day of war costs 10-100 mln$ according to some scholars. billiards of $ were burglared from russia for 20 years of putinism. russia now is a failed state of the level of haiti. imagine living here. you can google images by "россия грязь" and watch images of russian realms

  • @Alex-hx3nm
    @Alex-hx3nmКүн бұрын

    i dont believe you cant earn in usa. i live in putin fascist shithole and here an average salary is like 1.5$/h. you imagine that. the food prices got higher 50-60% a year. eggs are 90r for 10, milk 90 1l, meat 400-700 kg. the average pension is 15000r, that is 150$. be thankful for being born in usa. you have a passport opening 90% of borders without visa. you dont have youtube banned like we do in this shithole. you have a freedom of speech, you have rights, you can carry a gun.

  • @dynodon9182
    @dynodon9182Күн бұрын

    Marcus Aurelius. Alan Watts.

  • @measlesplease1266
    @measlesplease1266Күн бұрын

    Facebook communities have that. They're hidden tho.

  • @richiesspeedshop82
    @richiesspeedshop82Күн бұрын

    Dude trust me, youre in a perfect position to go in whichever direction you want to go. You have so much freedom.. A lot of men dont have that option and live a life of quiet desperation

  • @Mothyone
    @Mothyone2 күн бұрын

    I solved the energy "crisis" I developed a system that costs around 500$ and is perpetual Free electricity, please look up Wirtz Pump then apply this. I have figured out how to generate electricity using gravity, water and implementing a design called a Wirtz pump if you pump up to a second tank and then pipe it to fall driving the pump its perpetual now offset via chain drive the paddles above the water line and use buckets instead of paddles to mitigate loss if you incorporate rainfall into the top tank you can find nominal values that allow the system to run for the life of the material. you can have free electricity using an old washer motor and this system can be built to spec based on need for high flow heavy weight or simply to run a fridge and lights for 10 years with 500 dollars in materials. I love life

  • @Mothyone
    @Mothyone2 күн бұрын

    I can help you through this process I hear you and its going to be ok I am here for you though

  • @Mothyone
    @Mothyone2 күн бұрын

    I was where you are once upon a time and I figured it out so I will do what I can to figure a way to help not just you but I would appreciate a sounding board for ideas to present helpful insight to people in these rough times

  • @nigelrichardson7574
    @nigelrichardson75742 күн бұрын

    Hey mate you can do it get out there and enjoy life all the best

  • @michaelmatthews2687
    @michaelmatthews26872 күн бұрын

    Go to the plasma center. I make $500 a month doing it.

  • @bernettharper6475
    @bernettharper64752 күн бұрын

    Go to a big church and join a singles group. You will met peoples.

  • @echen008
    @echen0082 күн бұрын

    Hello. Hope you’re doing well. Hang in there. I’ve been here and came out the other side. You got this !

  • @dynodon9182
    @dynodon91822 күн бұрын

    Marcus Aurelius. Alan Watts.

  • @KaliKali-hv9bt
    @KaliKali-hv9bt2 күн бұрын

    I’m alone but introverted but more lonely 😞

  • @acuerdox
    @acuerdox2 күн бұрын

    Ever heard of the meaning crisis? Its not just you, but theres a bunch of people who gather around the chabnel of paul vanderklay

  • @PotatoPCFishingBoomerDude
    @PotatoPCFishingBoomerDude3 күн бұрын

    I can tell you from what I observe and have noticed over the years is that society is becoming more of a woman's world. I say this because many opportunities now are geared towards technology and not manual work for educated people. At 61 I am coming to the twighlight era of my life. Before 30 years ago I was already a veteran of the Marine Corps active duty and a veteran of the Navy reserves. I also worled many jobs that were physical in nature. Most of my friends did the same and we hung out drank beer and chilled out together. The economy and social media has created a generation of lost people imo. Too much disciraction and little direction. I needed a chance for all the opportunities in my life and they didn't entail sitting at home, in a room on a computer. My heart goes out to you but it is what it is now. It is what it is. Best to you man.,

  • @petermackillop4599
    @petermackillop45993 күн бұрын

    No job, no money, no girlfriend, parents paying your way through life -- I'd be pretty depressed too. I'd also be motivated to get work, any kind of work, to make money and start saving. If I were your parents, a condition of living at home would be for you to get a job within a certain period of time. No job by a certain time, you have to go. This may mean taking a job or multiple jobs you don't like, until you can find job(s) you do like. And then working your butt off. Time to hustle, young man. You'll be perpetually depressed if you continue to let your parents pay your way through life.

  • @user-rb8cs3jo8p
    @user-rb8cs3jo8p3 күн бұрын

    I love being single,I had 2 marriages.they both asked me to marry them. I got myself stuck being a really great person and always being there for my spouse, but my spouse turned everything around on me. It was horrible both times both of them got out of accountability of anything that was going on and put it all on me. basically, I was asking them to be responsible and accountable and they got pissed at me threw it back on me so they wouldn’t have to be accountable or responsible for anything. They lie to everybody about what’s going on and they hide their true selves after being with them for a little while you will get know who they are. I gave My everything and I will never do it again. I was crushed. I’m still crushed my soul my heart. My spirit was completely crushed by my second wife soon to be ex-wife. We’re not together. I’m happier. It’s wild. My life has gotten a little bit better even the people that I see at stores and stuff on a daily basis have said something to me along the lines of wow you seem really positive and you’re happy. Even two of them were talking about how I have overcome a ton of stuff that was put in in front of me to destroy me completely. Somehow I’m still upright walking and trying to be positive even when it’s bad I still try to be positive all the time. I literally gave my life and my soul and my spirit and all my hard work into those marriages just to come out to have to pay a bunch of money, it’s absolutely horrible. I’ve messed up a little bit. I completely understand that but at the same time it’s funny that they only wanna look at the little tiny part that I messed up. They don’t wanna look at all the stuff that she did to push me to that point, it was absolutely horrible but at the same time, I don’t wish her any bad. I wish her good luck and all her endeavors and hope for her to have a prosperous life. I just don’t wanna be part of it abused constantly. My mind messed with constantly. My last wife was a Mental Jedi. It was absolutely horrible. She would tear you down piece by piece, and then try to build you back up on her terms absolutely horrible. I deserve so much better than that. I worked so hard to make everything work. I gave her a life. She’s never had. I loved her and loved, but the thing about that was is, they took my kindness for a weakness, it’s the worst thing you can possibly do in a situation like that, when I met this person, she was a blackout drunk, screwing every guy she could at all the bars just like my first wife did they ended our first marriage. I live in a town where all people do is treat each other like crap and crap all over you they don’t eat or tear up. They’ll just destroy. I’ve never seen so much self sabotage so somebody could mentally destroy another person by literally controlling their mind telling you everything you wanna hear but not doing any of it absolutely weird and she always stop buying gifts was her way of showing gratitude, I didn’t want things I wanted her, and she absolutely made sure that she was not gonna be present for anything that I needed. It was all about her. I didn’t realize until I got to the very end. How messed up she really messed my mind up man. I hope things go better for you understand being single, single them there’s 1 million things I could never do now that I’m single I can have all the fun I want. I can go places I wanted to go. I can enjoy things that I want to enjoy the freedom from being a very oppressive household and relationship that was also oppressive towards me almost completely destroyed me. I got to the point where I didn’t wanna live anymore. I thought this is all life is guys do a bunch of stuff for women. Husband does a bunch of stuff for his wife and she turns around and craps on him the end she treated me, absolutely horrible, one of the worst things though was her parents were in our relationship 24 seven there was no way that we could have a normal relationship. sorry about the really long message, but I hope in someway that maybe you’ll understand and feel that you’re not the only one there’s a group of us and you’re welcome. You’re always welcome. I’ve been places in state places that I was not welcome or wanted it felt daunting on the inside. It felt like I was dying from the inside out, but on a positive note this freedom hopefully that I get to keep is absolutely amazing. I never knew I was always so scared to be alone. I don’t have much family or friends. A lot of them are dead and gone or just dead. I’m pretty much by myself all the time, my dad does the same thing that my ex-wife did if they can’t use me, they don’t want me around. All I was to them was the value of what I could do for them.

  • @noodlery7034
    @noodlery70343 күн бұрын

    I was also denied work at my dad's warehouse job because of stupid bureaucracy, but then my dad called out the hypocrisy of another employee that got her daughter hired years ago and bam I was immediately hired

  • @ethanpalma7267
    @ethanpalma72673 күн бұрын

    If you need someone to talk to hit me up. I'll he your new friend. 😊

  • @elyksteeley1181
    @elyksteeley11814 күн бұрын

    I just turned 30 and you pretty much described exactly how i feel

  • @charlibrown686
    @charlibrown6864 күн бұрын

    You will be able to be the Dad you need, trust me, just put it into the universe and your gonna find that.. and you don't need anyone who don't need you, you need to look into Self Esteem/ Self Worth and finding a way to self love.. if you need anyone to chat i can as am a healer.. but you said you only wanna speak with guys and am a girl from Scotland so idk if thats cool with you or what :) I think usually the people who have most about them and most intresting are the ones who people don't see, because the matrix tried to hide the real ones, its the same for woman who are offbeat from society.. who wanna go there own way..

  • @jilllisa5724
    @jilllisa57244 күн бұрын

    Get a job at Lowes. HOME DEPOTE, A LUMBER YARD YOULL MEET LOTS OF OLDER MEN , ALSO FIND A GOOD CHURCH THEY WILL BE LIKE A FAMILY AND HAVE MENS GROUPS.

  • @justmadeit2
    @justmadeit24 күн бұрын

    I’m 49 and completely lost in itfe, long term unemployment, not even been looking for work because of my issues, depression, insomnia. I’m scared of how low and out of control things have gotten. I exist instead of living. Peace of mind is everything and I hope to find a better way, one in which I can find peace of mind. Life and just being a human can be really hard

  • @Ben-kh7wh
    @Ben-kh7wh7 күн бұрын

    kzread.info/dash/bejne/q4Wk1MmOkrydo7g.htmlsi=zDbGSuAk3Go14_nv You have like the same voice and even kind of look like this guy. Maybe his channel would even help you

  • @JMCV2
    @JMCV27 күн бұрын

    Trust the Lord

  • @spaceengineer1452
    @spaceengineer14527 күн бұрын

    I’ve always had a large group of friends around me who would visit me and I was always the center of attention. I’m 63 now and have improved my behaviour to be less selfish, better empathy etc. I find myself alone and my life has no meaning, except for the songs I write and record. Space Engineer (band) Check em out. I’ve discovered that being lonely is a symptom of these times we live in. You’re a sensitive and thoughtful guy. I hope you can find happiness and friendships in the near future but if you don’t you can learn to be alone and find life meaningful and productive. We are all one. We are all the same and we experience the same things. Good luck and thanks for the sharing of your video. ✌️🎸

  • @GeorgesDupont-do8pe
    @GeorgesDupont-do8pe7 күн бұрын

    Ok, you're still state. I live in Europe, so I can't be your best buddy. We can share email addresses, do Zoom calls (got an account), hang out that way. I love beer BTW. My burner phone number is +33610554449. It changes every 6 months. Leave me a text, and I'll send you an email and away we go. Whatever you're going through, you ain't the 1st and you won't be the last. So, if you don't think I'm some groomer weirdo (you are a bit old for that), send me a text. Might take a few days to get back to you as I don't look at it that much.

  • @Diashi1267
    @Diashi12677 күн бұрын

    People lived without money for thousands of years but there was always an exchange of value. People had to provide something of value to each other in order to receive. That's one of the fundamental components of human society