It was so easy with you So salty and gross Made me feel clean by comparison And it was the tongue in my mouth And the fire in my house It made me look so innocent [Pre-Chorus] I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game all the way to the end Look at this stupid little song for you You're pretty good at this game, too [Chorus] I wish I didn't miss you Or that I liked you at all I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up I wish I had your set of balls But I'm just your chemical compound I'm just the ring you take off I'm just the next little girl you fake it with Before you go make it work with the one that you love [Verse 2] I drink my dumb littlе drinks Act like you care what I think Or like I rеally wanna get to know you Give everybody a chance Put on my makeup and dance Say things like, "I'll do anything for you." Don't I look good in this dress? In this whole manicured mess I look phenomenal, but mostly to you, oh It's even worse than you think Got tabs on everything And I'll die before I'll tell it to you [Pre-Chorus] I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game all the way to the end Look at this silly little song for you You're better than you thought at this, too [Chorus] I wish I never met you Or that I wanted you still I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up I wish you'd just come over and kill me But I'm your chemical compound I'm just the ring you take off I'm just the next little girl you fake it with Before you go make it work with the one that you love [Verse 3] And I don't even resent that Do you get that I don't even object I don't mind what you meant But then how dare you express Whatever brand of respect this is When I made sure that we both know I'm a wreck [Bridge] I hate it most when they're kind When they have meaningful lives And I'm the awful one standing next to them It was an earnest suggestion, a real connection Every part of me poses a threat to them And if you're mean then they'll laugh It's like they don't understand If you got it, you would fucking go home Say that you want me still Say I'm just mentally ill Or I'm a bitch, but, you'll never know! [Pre-Chorus] I'm never gonna feel good again I've played this game through every ending I'll pull the plug or I'll wait it out But I don't need you around [Chorus] I wish I never met you Or that I wasn't a waste I wish I had the guts to fuck my own life up Or the heart to set myself straight But I'm just your chemical compound You're just the gun in my mouth If you'd stop romanticizing who I am at parties, you'd find your way out [Post-Chorus] I wish I weren't a liar I wish that I could be kind I wish that I could trust you That things would turn out fine [Outro] But I'm just your chemical compound I'm just a flash in your hand And as soon as we're both done playing all these stupid games I'll fuck off before I do it again

i had a platonic relationship like this! they literally fucked my mental health up so fucking bad but sometimes i miss them anyways

@childeofepickness

7 ай бұрын

omori pfp 😎😎😎 I hope you can recover well from that!!! ❤️

found this banger while having a psychotic episode 10/10 would jam out too again

spotifys really out here not having half her music

@otter.mp3

Жыл бұрын

Lmao ikr, literally the only reason she wasn't my spotify wrapped top 1 artist

@yfdvjjjhvdd

Жыл бұрын

ITS COMING THIS ONE IS COMING

@cosmiclunarstar__cos6320

Жыл бұрын

@@yfdvjjjhvdd WAIT REALLY????????? I HOPE-

@samuelmonsalve9913

Жыл бұрын

Idk if you are paying for Spotify, but don't. You tube music is much better.

@WS_Studios

Жыл бұрын

@@yfdvjjjhvddSOURCE? 😩😩😩😩

Does anybody else like this version more than the released version?

@_lemonxx_

9 ай бұрын

me tbh i listened to this so much on loop and when i saw it on spotify i was a bit confused lol

@FilleEtoile222

9 ай бұрын

Yep

@poppyspearls

5 ай бұрын

frr

Gives off solid Minecraft vibes. Thank you for uploading this along with all the other unuploaded songs, t'was very kind of you!

@otter.mp3

Жыл бұрын

It's no problem!! Im glad you enjoy my videos :)

@Sage_Staddeck

Жыл бұрын

@@otter.mp3 :)

@trishlikefish9875

Жыл бұрын

minecraft vibes what😭😭

It sounds kind of like Steven Universe, I like it

@felicemerola3545

Жыл бұрын

Omg you're right I'm in love with it

@expiredfryingpan9253

Жыл бұрын

finally someone else who agreed

@parvatin1759

Жыл бұрын

based pfp

@you_gullible_fucc

Жыл бұрын

What do you mean this isn't I can make a promise I can make a plan I can make a difference I can take a stand I can make an effort If I only understand~

The song came out on Spotify! Although i like this version so much better

Reminds me of my relationship with my father.

@ValleyVlogsOMG

3 ай бұрын

sadly me too. i hope youre healing better than i am though. its an aweful feeling

I honestly like the first version better than the one that she uploaded to Spotify recently. It just sounds edible if that makes sense

This is my favorite I’m so sad it’s not on Spotify

@armeowgeddon

9 ай бұрын

THIS OFFICIALLY RELEASES ON SEPTEMBER 20TH!!!!

@Momo_MSH

9 ай бұрын

@@armeowgeddon OMG!!!!!

reminds me of my ex. i hope i never see her again

@Abi_Dawn

Жыл бұрын

Same lmfao 😂

@bmk_is_a_nerd

Жыл бұрын

@@Abi_Dawn hope u don’t have to deal with ur ex. i’m with someone a lot better now so i don’t lol.

@sugar-pie...

Жыл бұрын

me too, i fucking hate my ex lol she deadnamed me and made me feel guilty for things i didnt do💀

@bmk_is_a_nerd

Жыл бұрын

@@sugar-pie... sorry dude, u didn’t deserve to deal with that stuff.

i hope when she officially releases this, it’s the same as this version

@adansalinas8918

9 ай бұрын

its lowkey different ive heard it and it doesnt hit the same but still good

I just found it in my songs playlist, I don’t remember hearing it but I’m glad I have

I saw this live, gotta be the best shit ever

IT'S FINALLY OUT!!!

So everyone here’s just like “my ex fr” huh

Penelope's voice is so poweful o-0 im literally squealing and kicking my feet

There's some 80's vibe going on in the instrumental of this song and I love it

T swift @ it again

...reminds me of stolas and blitzø from helluvaboss kinda

painful situationship vibes

a lot of the songs you post arent from spotify, where do you find them?😊

@otter.mp3

5 ай бұрын

Sorry for the late reply!! They're from either her bandcamp, soundcloud, tiktok or from her instagram and some have just been deleted from her platforms but there are yt archivals of most of her songs :) if u want to know the source from a specific song i put it in all my video descriptions!!

Oh fuck new trauma song dropped

Is this a slime?

@insanoorange

Жыл бұрын

what

@felicemerola3545

Жыл бұрын

It's water-

@aduck4567

Жыл бұрын

Yes it is! I read another comment somewhere else that it's going to be in her upcoming album "PS3". She personally shared this song on her live, so it's not going to be taken down or anything.

@aduck4567

Жыл бұрын

For whoever is confused and curious, slime is a censored term to leaked unrealsed *s0ngs, so KZread or labels don't take them down. At least that's what's believed, it might not work like that. Edit: censor just in case?

@otter.mp3

Жыл бұрын

@@aduck4567 ah, thank you for clarifying that lol I was a bit confused as to what they meant as well Also yeah, Gross is included in PS3 as well as Cool girl shuffle and possibly Midnight snack. I don't have high hopes that Midnight snack is actually getting finished though but the other two are almost definitely getting released :)