Fighting Metastatic Prostate Cancer: A Tough Day

sometimes I have bad days , luckily for me they are few and far between
Thank you for watching this video, I’ve been making these videos as a vlog sharing my journey through Advanced Metastatic Prostate Cancer.
My world literally fell apart on Sept 15th 2021 when I was diagnosed with Advanced Prostate Cancer which according to my Oncologist is incurable (although ive never accepted that) Questions such as how long have I got left how bad is it , in fact, a whole host of frightening thoughts, where suddenly swarming around my mind and exploding at opportune moments when I felt most vulnerable.
If I were to be honest, I was lost and lonely to begin with. People don’t know how to deal with someone who has stage four cancer. It’s a taboo subject. I honestly didn’t know who to turn to for help. It can be a dark place and I only wish I could have found a channel such as this to help me through those early days.
I started writing a blog whilst I was in hospital and recovering at home after the initial treatment phase.
I then decided to make this vlog because it seemed a better way to get my story out there. I want to provide a channel where I would continue telling my story for as long as I can and invite comments from others that can also help and share their own experiences.
Cancer can be a lonely place, and I hope this channel will help someone else who may be a bit lost and feel alone whilst dealing with their own diagnosis and experience.
Nothing is ever as bad as you think it will be, and that seems to be the case so far with my experience with Prostate Cancer.
Thank you for watching the video. Please comment and subscribe if you feel like it, and please share the videos with anyone you think may find them helpful
Woody ❤️

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  • @reidhenry3452
    @reidhenry34528 ай бұрын

    Woody you are absolutely right when you say "It's OK to feel crap" at times. It's often the drugs or the lack of testosterone that makes one feel that way, and it's just something to get through. Those little things in life that bother all of us (parking infractions, losing a lens in your glasses) happen with and without cancer, and can ruin an otherwise good day. But I always remind myself, especially during the 11 years I've coped with prostate cancer, that there's only one direction in life: forward. We all just have to keep going! There is always something good coming. Cheers, Reid

  • @dusanjez2011

    @dusanjez2011

    8 ай бұрын

    All these medicines have bad side effects. After 16 ys of pc I am on Lutetium now, as chemo did not work any more. Fatigue, bone pain... bad mood... it all comes. Cant be helped..

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    Thanks Reid

  • @DCGreenZone

    @DCGreenZone

    6 ай бұрын

    I've been looking at the general cancer data on Ivermectin... and specifically the NIH papers on it and prostate cancer. Have a link but YT is funny about that sort of thing.

  • @DCGreenZone

    @DCGreenZone

    6 ай бұрын

    This holds true for Apigenin, Curcumin, and several others. Integrated analysis reveals FOXA1 and Ku70/Ku80 as targets of ivermectin in prostate cancer - PubMed pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36050295/ Herein, we report the pharmacological effects and targets of ivermectin in prostate cancer. Ivermectin caused G0/G1 cell cycle arrest, induced cell apoptosis and DNA damage, and decreased androgen receptor (AR) signaling in prostate cancer cells. Further in vivo analysis showed ivermectin could suppress 22RV1 xenograft progression.

  • @ProstateCancerTRtR
    @ProstateCancerTRtR7 ай бұрын

    The week after the hormone injection is the worst for me. Just had my second last week. The mood swings are rough. I understand wanting to just get away sometimes. Things seem to pile on and I often feel overwhelmed. Glad to see you out walking.

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    7 ай бұрын

    Thank you.

  • @michaelmottice8455
    @michaelmottice84555 ай бұрын

    Couldn’t agree more just found out my treatment is failing again, down to last option. I go to the casino when I need to get away not the cheapest option but nice to be in an upbeat place where nobody knows my situation. Can just zone out and forget real life for a bit, God bless and thanks for giving a voice to this.

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    5 ай бұрын

    I'm sorry to hear this Michael. Everyone needs there own place to go to when they want to escape. Keep strong and hopefully there will be another option available to you in the near future.

  • @practice2391
    @practice23918 ай бұрын

    I'm an old Brit in Canada, ex RAF apprentice. Just had 22 radiation sessions and ADT/hormone treatment which will continue until late Dec. Having car trouble and don't want to pay for repair. Missed a tax deadline and now trying to reopen my file. Feeling a bit homesick and remembering Air Force days with affection. Sometimes struggling with fear and anxiety but reading a lot and my church friends and religious/philosophical beliefs help. Thanks for posting your videos which I find helpful. Not so much worried about prostate cancer as the bloody car which is a bit bizarre but there it is.

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    6 ай бұрын

    I know the feeling, I find I got more stressed out about the silly things at times that at the end of the day don't actually mean much compared to the cancer.

  • @enniscollado202
    @enniscollado2028 ай бұрын

    It is difficult dealing with cancer...thank you for sharing...blessings!

  • @phillyons2052
    @phillyons20528 ай бұрын

    Thanks again for sharing. Iam on similar journey for the last few years with hormone treatment. Mind yourself, you always speak in line with Shakespeare's words " To thine ownself be true " God bless Phil. My late brother used always say, keep laughing" especially when you don't feel like it.

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    Thank you, we all have to keep positive and laughter is good medicine

  • @derekness7900
    @derekness79006 ай бұрын

    Woody- I agree that the system is rubbish at screening for this. That’s why lots of us end up here. As you know, try to keep positive, there’s lots of good therapies out there and more coming along-don’t let it grind you down- the mental side of this is as important as the physical-I am just about to go out in the rain and wind on my bike for a ride-we all have to do everything in our power to fight this!

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    6 ай бұрын

    I'm feeling more positive and I take heart from all of the kind comments , we have to fight this and never give in

  • @dusanjez2011
    @dusanjez20118 ай бұрын

    It is not easy, I feel the same way.

  • @robertrosanelli444
    @robertrosanelli4448 ай бұрын

    Woody. I totally understand and agree. It is one thing after another. Life is that way, however, now that we have cancer, there is no time nor any patience for the terrible things that our bodies have to go through. The only ones who understand are those of us who have had to deal with it. All I can say is that tomorrow is another day, and it may be better or may be worse. Its really hard, but all of us have to decide on a daily basis if we can do this and for how long. One more thing. The hell with the little things in life that can piss us off. All that matters now is our survival. You seem like a survivor, although it is a major pain in the ass.

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    100% agree 👍

  • @robertrosanelli444

    @robertrosanelli444

    8 ай бұрын

    @@Livingwith-prostatecancer Cancer is draining and can ruin your day if you let it. And, we have all let it. Thanks for sharing your feelings with us, as we can all identify with your feelings. When you are down, just take a break and dont do anything drastic. Feel lousy and get over it. Wish we could help. (And, unless you really need the medication, such as Lupron, consider ending that crap, as Lupron has so many terrible side effects, so that I refused it after one year and very glad I did that). How is your most current PSA test score? Rob

  • @n.c.b.8832
    @n.c.b.88328 ай бұрын

    Hi Woody, good weeks bad weeks, last week so much pain for me, scary because this is the first time i go 6 months between psa tests previous 3 months, this week I feel great and done nothing different, agree 100% regarding guys, doctors PSA, if I was on holiday in Thailand, walk in off street have test ,get result same day about £20-00, some of the doctors here you would think you were asking for a new pair lungs !! Woody we got enough to worry about without financial stress if ever you need any help I am here, Phil

  • @tonybossa6920
    @tonybossa69208 ай бұрын

    Hang in there, your not in this alone, sending you good energy ❤

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    Thank you

  • @keithhill4770
    @keithhill47708 ай бұрын

    Some times it's hard to keep going I get bad days I go down to lido just set on a bench watch life go by try pull myself together keep going woody

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    6 ай бұрын

    Thank you

  • @DCGreenZone
    @DCGreenZone6 ай бұрын

    Hope you are still with us and doing well, sorry for what you are going through, stay strong. ❤

  • @mikerose6835
    @mikerose68358 ай бұрын

    Hormone therapy Woody makes me sometimes forget things but I hope your next PSA results are OK.

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    Thanks Mike

  • @aaronbensi9723
    @aaronbensi97238 ай бұрын

    God Bless. 🙏

  • @mikeskuba2811
    @mikeskuba28118 ай бұрын

    All the best Woody. Can I ask what your PSA reading is ?

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    Still waiting, it seems no one is bothering to get back to me it's been a week since I retook the blood test as the first one went missing.

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    It's 0.17

  • @enniscollado202
    @enniscollado2028 ай бұрын

    No shame in being vulnerable...PSA test in a few hours

  • @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    @Livingwith-prostatecancer

    8 ай бұрын

    Hope it went well

  • @enniscollado202

    @enniscollado202

    8 ай бұрын

    @@Livingwith-prostatecancer thanks...my PSA is presently measuring 0.0...positive results